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The diary of an inconsequential person – 30
Wednesday, 19 July 2023 Today was spent looking at my pension. I need a new car and I’m going to withdraw some funds from one of my pensions to pay for it. However as with many things in life withdrawing money from a pension isn’t as easy or straightforward as you would hope. There’s an endless list of warnings the pension companies make, telling you not to withdraw anything as it will seriously…
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#daily life#enjoying life#life experiences#living with aches and pains#living with anxiety#pensions#Stunning views#walking for fitness#walking for mental health
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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girl help i'm having Visions and drawing Parallels
#they share the same pain in their souls#given a number instead of a name and abandoned#desperate for affection and love and to be considered useful#fawning response and ''falling in love'' with anyone who gives them something close to the affection they just ache for#cripplingly low self-worth and willingness to throw their lives away and take any amount of abuse in order to feel needed#the difference between them is that sanji is starting to like himself apart from his ''usefulness''#why? because baby 5 found doflamingo and sanji found zeff and luffy#one piece#dressrosa arc#baby 5#black leg sanji
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just found ur blog and im kind of obsessed. especially with machete,, i relate to him so much. i know youve said he has anemia, does he have chronic pain? because i would love to project my own onto him. he is so!!!!
Thank you! I'm glad you like him!
I think a lot of the time he's in varying levels of vaguely uncomfortable. He gets headaches and migraines, often from some extremely fixable bad habits like not resting or eating enough, and from stress and work related neck and shoulder tension. His eyes are very sensitive to bright lights and he doesn't see that well, so he ends up squinting more than he should, which leads to chronic eyestrain and more headaches.
#some days you just ache all over for no reason#stress mental health issues and physical exhaustion all lower your pain threshold and tolerance#so there doesn't really need to be anything seriously wrong with you health-wise if you're oversensitized enough#the pain is very real but there's no good reason for it#answered#justagaygoosehoard#he has good days and good periods but he's never in peak condition for long#and he's mostly accepted that as a fact he has to live with
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Brennan is killing it as Torog. "This world is a set of teeth chewing us up!" New favorite god portrayal.
#what if you were born an orb of light and then forced to have a body of flesh#what if you used to live in a world that was perfect-complete and now you're NOT#wouldn't you want to tear yourself apart to find that kernel of pain that echos the pain you felt when you first entered this place?#wouldn't you need to ache forever the way your very being aches#exu downfall#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#torog
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I love Neil so much. Boy is gonna keep running from his problem until someone gets him in a chokehold and even that isn't enough to keep him for long. He's just hurt on such a level that he's convinced that healing isn't worth it, that healing isn't possible, that he is comfortable where he is, hurt and fundamentally broken, because he can't imagine anything else.
#first note of love#taiwanese drama#taiwanese bl#bl drama#bl series#asianlgbtqdramas#asian lgbtq dramas#i love him#he's made a choice in his pain#and that is to live in it#to never leave#to stay where here is and hurt and aching because he lost the one reason he kept trying
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my ideal post fall dynamic is Will as the classic grumbly whiskey and beer drinking American husband and Hannibal as the ever doting housewife and no i do not accept criticism
#Will comes home from work even vaguely tired#and Hannibal is already moving him to the Big Chair in the living room#sliding his boots and socks off. giving him a foot rub and asking about his day#he does this rather frequently actually. rubs away Will's aches and pains anywhere he can#bonus if Will doesn't even take it as a sign of being 'together' he's just like. yeah that's him#then one day Will pieces the little bits of domestic care together#comes up behind as Hannibal's cooking and wraps his arms around his waist#rests his chin on Hannibal's shoulder#and Will can HEAR his breath hitch. it's a tiny thing but it's there#and THAT is how they fuck for the first time
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Its always so hard to believe that not being in pain is just the casual state of being for most people, and not a rare event they experience every now and again
#its actually unreal to me#people take it for granted#i dont remember the last time i lived a day without at least a little bit of pain or ache#im sure functioning wasn't so painful when i was a kid tho#it just got worse recently and its become my reality. i can't imagine myself without it#i wonder if it'll get worse or better#id rather not think about it tho#if i hope for a future without chronic pain i might get disappointed#and if i assume I'll get worse and worse I'll just be really sad all the time lol#ouchie posting
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Guess who's thinking abt Rue being envious of Sonic and how he can appear as mostly normal despite suffering from essentially the same condition as her again
#ramblings#'what do you have that i don't?' she asks herself watching sonic talking to one of his friends#'why do you get to live a normal life when i can't?' as she watches him lazily napping the afternoon away#'why does it hurt so much for me and not for you?' as she looks down at her own trembling paws#thinking about how her whole body has ached ceaselessly ever since she was turned into this beast#'why am i broken and you're not?'#'it's not fair'#obviously she doesn't see just how much being a werehog affects sonic#bc he doesn't really express a lot of his pain#and he's not around her when it's at its worst usually#she just sees him being a hero and having a bunch of friends and living such a carefree life#and it makes her feel like it's not their shared condition. there's just something wrong with *her*#that she's just too weak to just get over the pain and live like he does#and she hates it. but she can't really bring herself to hate sonic#he's the only person who gets her. who shares a similar experience. and he's just. far too kind to her#yet she can't help but envy him#oc posting#rue the wolfdog
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I could write up an entire post on what I think the various MASH main cast would act like when high but I think there's also the infinitely funnier option that they all just go the fuck to sleep
#mash#episode where the 4077 somehow some way gets weed#its hyped up sooooo much like theyre gonna be INSANE#main cast gathers for the dream blunt rotation#20 minutes later theyre all DEEP asleep#theyre in Potter's tent just sprawled out over everything and each other#theyre all gonna wake up with so many aches and pains but also its the best sleep of their lives
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The diary of an inconsequential person – 20
Sunday, 02 July 2023 So far a day of aches and pains in my lower back and making sure I’m on top of things, which, surprisingly, I seem to be. It doesn’t mean I’m in a good position just that I know I’m not in a good position and I’m not going to make it worse. I’ve managed to get some uni work done today! Not much, but I’ve made a start on the introduction for my literature review which is a…
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winter fun is not forever 💔
companion/sequel post to this
#gari draws#gari’s ocs#oc: mela#smb#nintendo#super mario#super mario bros#mario#princess peach#fankid#mareach fankid#mela will never live this down. sorry girl#while peach can’t heal illnesses she can relieve symptoms such as aches and pains so when this sort of thing happens she’s right on it#also i haven’t drawn peach with her daughters yet so here’s one!#i wanted to include peach in full so bad#but i had already spend enough time this black history month drawing white people so i just saved what I could#arm mother...#I'm not sure if I've depicted peach with this minor headcanon here but mela has her eyebrows :^) (and hair color ish but that's obvious)#fun fact: in between the first post and this one it has snowed twice in February :D and there's still some patches from the last bit
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lol. i think ive reached my limit.
#i just cannot take this torture anymore#ive been at the mercy of this horrible disease for over half my life now#imagine living knowing that roughly every 3.5 weeks youre going to experience the most excruciating pain of your life#along with crushing. usually suicidal depression. and such extreme fatigue and exhaustion that you easily sleep for 14+ hours a DAY#AND ITS ALL FOR FUCKING *NOTHING*#there is literally ZERO benefit or reason for me to be experiencing this#it is 100% extraneous#and even if you go to a dr and try to get treatment their only recommendation is 1) pain killers and/or 2) birth control#which both come with their own fucking share of unpleasant side effects#not to mention theyre not even 100% effective at stopping the problem in the first FUCKING place#and imagine even tho you have this DEBILITATING DISORDER society at large has decided it straight up DOESNT EXIST#to the point where REAL ACTUAL MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS will dismiss your symptoms#not to mention people in your life who dont understand or just straight up dont believe your disorder is real#good luck keeping a job or any other major commitments#considering you'll either be out of commission for like. 1 out of ever 4 weeks#or youll have to work/whatever WHILE experiencing said excruciating pain/crushing depression/debilitating exhaustion#not to mention the GI issues and the migraines and the brain fog and the fucking. full body aches#wanna go to a concert? or plan a vacation? or just. fucking. RELAX? you better hope its not during Hell Week or youre outta luck#and youve got roughly 30-40 YEARS of this to look forward to#maybe less IF YOURE LUCKY#im fucking over it#i cant take it anymore#im making an appt to see a dr and i WILL NOT LEAVE THEIR OFFICE until they have referred me to whoever i have to talk to to make this stop#my fucking fury at having to live like this has officially outweighed my fear of invasive procedures/recovery time/side effects#let along the torture that is navigating the medical care system as an AFAB#i just. i cant do this anymore.#i want to fucking LIVE#fuck
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thinking about how much worse my pain used to be like holy SHIT. its gotten so much better in the last couple years and im so relieved. how did i LIVE genuinely it was so bad
#well the real answer is a) i lived bc i had to b) i was barely alive#my fatigue was so bad and my pain was so bad#holy shit i just remembered#pretty much every night. from my knees down. i would feel this SEARING pain like actually burning. i havent felt that in so long#now its like a dull ache all the time which yeah sucks#but i can ignore it. i can actually ignore it sometimes.#and then the ndph!!! i havent gotten a migraine in almost 3 months!!!#ive needed to take headache meds at school one time!!! this school year!!!!#only once!!!! thats huge for me!!!!!#i stopped eating poultry and gluten which sucks bc i love poultry and i love gluten#but wow do i feel so much better#ALSO PREGABALIN I LOVE YOUUUU PREGABALIN BEST MEDICATION EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!! <33#boycritter et al
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#IM SO STRESSED IM SO STRESSED#I feel like I'm not handling ANYTHING well rn#so many people have symptoms that are WAAAAAAY fucking worse and they're like. working full time jobs and being a parent and shit and#I'm like waaah oh no I have body aches and chronic fatigue looks like I'll have to be unemployed and never do anything ever 💀#how am I gonna live?? like. my parents are taking care of me and I'm so fucking glad but#SOMEDAY THEY WONT BE AROUND and that stresses me out so bad#I'm 25 years old and I NEED my mom every day if not physically then emotionally because I'm a little bitch baby that can't do anything for#herself. im having a hard time feeding myself I'm having a hard time keeping my living space clean#I'm not taking care of anything except the dogs sometimes and my lizard and she's not getting as much attention as she used to#I need a job and I need to be able to suck it up and DO THINGS but I feel like I'm not the person u was anymore#I was strong and I could push thru things and make myself do things and now I can't???? I just lay on the fucking couch!! and feel bad abtit#is it the tism. is it the ADHD. what about the chronic depression. how bout the fibromyalgia?#and the thing is that ALL OF THOSE THINGS ARE MILD#I don't have severe pain (yet).#I just can't handle it I don't WANT to handle it#so. shoutout to my mom I guess because if it wasn't for her I simply wouldn't be alive#I feel like I've never been happy!! why can't I just be content and be happy!!!!#I have no fucking reason to be unhappy!!!!!!
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#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw negative#cw health issues#‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You#like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want#‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT#if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it#dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache#i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting#food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick#but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault#everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough#for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need#cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either#i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position#my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired#god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain#That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night#the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis#well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify#and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but#there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.
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