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Hi babes I’m alive I promise! Sorry for not being active😅 currently it’s crunch time in my schooling I’m finishing up my third term and will be doing my final term in September! Time has literally went by since being in school! It’s been a journey that’s all I can say 😅💀. Ive been considering a few things recently meaning, I have been doing some research possibly starting my own storyline writing my own book. I’ve made a few friends with some authors i absolutely adore and own there books. I was getting some input from them and how to start. Of course it would take time but going over a storyline they like the concept I laid out!
But enough yapping sorry. I hope everyone is doing well! Please make sure you stay hydrated!
I may post something within the next couple of days a writing that I finished that I haven’t had time to post.
Toodles~~~~!😊
#a wild val appears#I’m alive I promise#living off caffeine#my favorite medication to say is Carbidopa / Levodopa#nursing humor
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chronic tea drinker bella
#bella swan#twilight saga#twilight#bella twilight#guys i truly believe she would be drowning in tea#and everyone would be concerned because the water intake was low#like yes tea is water#but it’s caffeinated#meaning it also dehydrates a little#anyway i know a few people who live solely off of tea and drink almost no plain water and theyre fine soooo#my art
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you’ll come around, sixer
#gravity falls#billford#art#bill cipher#stanford pines#gravity falls fanart#this is like that period where ford knows about bill’s plans#but hasn’t gone through the portal#poor man is living off caffeine#artists on tumblr
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ALSO??????? WHAT TF DO YOU MEAN THEY UPDATED GENTAROS CATCHPRASE??????
AND THAT THEY CHANGED A LINE IN ARB WHERE HE REFERENCED THAT OLD CATCHPRASE INTO SOMETHING NEW THAT EXPRESSES HIS WILL TO CONTINUE ON WITH THE LIE??????
AND THAT WILL IN OF ITSELF WAS REFERENCED THIS WHOLE TIME IN HIS NEW SOLO WITH HOW THE POEM LITERALLY ENDS WITH HIM SAYING HE WILL CONTINUE TO LIE??????
#this is vee speaking#i actually have the day off ITS A KUUKOU AND POSSE MIRACLE LOL#a scheduled appointment i had and had taken the day off for was cancelled so i fully intended to stay up laaaaaate sleep innnnn y’know lol#except i wound up crashing really early lol????? but i made a fatal mistake in drinking extra caffeine during the day#so i was up until two after waking up suddenly from my 6 o’clock nap lol *wheeze*#AND SAW THE CHANGES HYPMIC MADE TO GENTARO LOL????? I USED TO JOKE ONE DAY WED WAKE UP TO GENTAROS PROFILE CHANGING#BUT IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED LOL GODSPEED IG!!!!!!!!!!!!#POSSE STANS ALWAYS EAT SO WELL LMAO YALL SO LUCKY TO STAN AN OPEN LORE DIVISION FR THATS SO SICK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#tho i have seen one or two opinions expressing sadness they shut down gentaro actually revealing his real name 🤔#imo???? like honestly lol???? they’re not quite done yet with their identities lol#there’s still the ‘original’ ramuda niitaro is basically still living as gentaro since gentaro doesn’t have his memories to ‘reclaim’ it#aaaaaand there’s still one or two points about dice i need to digest some more lol#that final scene rejecting dice’s lady luck is niggling in the back of my head but idk what to make of it yet#i think posse still got room to develop despite the track being a great resolution for their development lol#AND THATS COOL POSSE STANS STAY FED ON LORE LOL
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the gruesome fucking scene of walking in to dabi stapling his skin back togerher like sup 🫡
#also I spoke briefly about this man living off energy drinks and spite#snorting a line of caffeine directly off of insert surface here#this man#he does stuff#none of it is good#ooc.
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the most fucked up part about making dnd characters is you can do whatever you want with them but it come at the cost.... of having to actually play whatever it is you come up with
#we finally ended our filler campaign and are going back to the main event#sam plays dnd#one one hand ive literally not felt this kind of rush for years#like i cannot describe how much time ive dedicated to this world and these specific characters lives#on the other ough making characters.... hard#like i always have trouble with life goals and pinning down specific personality traits#i think maybe i need a coffee or just some caffeine cause the thoughts are in there i can feel them... i just cant organize them#stupid fucking adhd 😭#also i offered for one of our new party members if he wanted to play one of siblings#and weve really been popping off this week thinking of ideas#so thats nice#i think i also wanna find my notebook of gen 2 to try and sorta remember the vibes cause the character from then raised me#so of course thats how my personality should be based off of
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5 AM
Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃
#hopefully the meds work but while waiting for them to kick in I get so damn nervous#and sometimes I do get nights where even on my full dose my anxiety is too overpowering and I just. Do Not Sleep#I mean I do eventually but not without spiraling first :')#way before I was prescribed sleep meds my longest was 3 nights without sleep while on a VERY stressful trip#I felt like I was gonna die and I did not sleep until I got off the plane and was back at home#(this was like 15 years ago already but it still haunts me fhfgsgdh)#my best friend and I were having a conversation today#and she was like 'not sleeping can make you hallucinate right?'#and I was like :') I get the hallucinations in other scenarios too#BUT I also get what she meant#not sleeping is really bad for me mentally which is why I can't do 'sleep restriction therapy'#and fun fact#a lot of my OCD obsessions revolve around sleep!!!#which is 'awesome' because laying in bed with insomnia makes my OCD flare up so like#the two get to feed off each other and make my life a living hell!!!#and don't even get me started on my sleep paralysis episodes#(which I like to think of as just my brain misfiring but that my aunt tells me is saints or demons trying to talk to me)#'cause she hallucinates too but hers are like 'spiritual' or whatever#same with my mom's hallucinations as well#and to add fuel to the dumpster fire of my mind and body is the fact I've been overcaffeinating again#which I've known not to do ever since I was in middle school and saw the pediatric cardiologist who specifically said 'hey don't do that'#fast-forward to adulthood and I still haven't learned how to handle anything#like. I have heart meds and sleep meds and migraine meds and IBS meds#and yes meds are good but like. I know you need to incorporate lifestyle changes as well#which I do for like 2 weeks until the next time I fuck up#I've been so irresponsible lately but like. ESPECIALLY today#didn't eat#took some meds on an empty stomach and forgot to take my other ones at all#had too much caffeine#stressed out over some stupid situations thanks to overthinking
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The worst part about having a mental illness that is at best managed, is those moments where after a while of doing pretty good and managing stress okay, you have a full blown attack and you’re like yeah I forgot. I have that .
#living with childhood ptsd#vent#delete later#nothing like starting off your week with a nightmare so realistic you wake up already in a panic attack#blur reality and the dream together#hallucinate vivid noises#and feel as though your life is threatened until the situation is completely debunked#at 2 o clock#in the fucking morning#I can still feel my heart aching#it’s 1 in the afternoon#and I hadn’t had any caffeine before I went to bed#god
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is it too much to ask for coffee shops to be open til midnights purely for the vibes
#these are the moments i miss living in a college town#i just want to go sip caffeine and work on my laptop and maybe goof off a little at 9pm#is that too much to ask#coffee
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Planning a pregnancy like this is really nice. Im giving myself till October to be completely done with most of my vices so I can like... cut out caffinated soda and THEN start switching to decaf coffee instead of dealing with the headache that comes with drinking coffee and diet Pepsi all day everyday and then suddenly quitting because you got pregnant and it's not super great for a fetus.
#i used to live off sugar and caffeine so im working really hard to get under 200mg caffeine and eat real food instead of candy when i eat#tay dont look#pregnancy talk
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Passed todays tests, made an doctors appt to finally get my various things taken care of (god I can’t wait to get back on my meds), and I got to play with fire today! Over all very good!
#cookie speaks#and I’m eating good food#home cooked even#January was my grace period#it’s time for me to start being healthy and taking care of myself again#no more living off of caffeine and junk food
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doodle of my sona sense i havent drawn myself in forever
#i have been living off of nothing but protein shakes and caffeine recently#digital art#furry art#doodle#fursona
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My dad will just drop some shit on me like "Yeah you know how I'd let you get non-diet soda as a kid? It's bc I wanted you to get super hyper before I dropped you back off with your mom so she'd have to deal with it :)" and expect me to laugh along like that isn't super fucked up and evil like what the actual fuck is his problem
#avierant#mfw he actively tried to use me to make her life worse#[what the fuck is wrong with him]#i just thought he didn't know i wasn't allowed to have drinks with caffeine so i was always so happy... it was a treat...#turns out ! nope!#actually fuck him#he'll just say shit like this and go laughing off back downstairs and I have to just cope with this now#he said it a few hours ago and i've been too busy editing to kinda sit down and think about it but like#what the actual fuck is wrong with him#god#this is my life . this is how i live .#fml
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It’s 4/20 have the most “opposites attract” couple of all my OCs
Rai and Taki both use he/him pronouns!
#my art#to victory comic#my ocs#taki is living off paint fumes and caffeine#Rai has no idea how he’s still alive and is trying so so hard to fix him#or at least get him to eat a vegetable#cigarette ment#smoking cw#Taki Kane#Rai Conner
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literally the lapidot tag is so dry its why this account kinda exists still
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If you can not forgive you are destined to never heal.
Like, sorry, you can not be mad at someone for making a mistake and then be angry about it for 3 years and be like "why am i not over this".
#friend of a friend died two years ago driving under the influence of some injection. ran a red in the dark and wraped her car around a pole#friend came to me last night while i was mid break down and explained his breakdown.#he apparently introduced her to the drug and she got more on her own#got addicted and was sent to rehab. my friend self admitted to keep her alive.#they worked together on steps to get off hard drugs.#one of the rules is that you can never ever drive if you happen to be on them. not even like one puff of weed or half a Mike's hard.#she got more of the drug when she got home after about a month. some jackass who lived across the street.#needle was dirty and it felt itchy. told my friend about it. he said that she should go to the hospital.#so she got in her car and drove it. without her lights on#friend said she broke a rule and did it on purpose (she didn't. she was just high and panicked.)#said he'd never forgive her for taking his best friend away in such a betrayal. led my friend back to drugs.#said that every year her memory still forces him into agony and he feels he needs something stronger to dull the pain of his heartbreak.#i told him to take double his usual dose of melatonin and a drink of whiskey. came back to me this morning and said that i was right.#he still said he'd never forgive her though. told him about something else I'm going through and asked ''is that what you want?#agony every time someone mentioned her name or at the very least once a year?''#he's saying he's pondering on that.#meanwhile work's going on and I'm under 200 mgs of caffeine already and 3 hours of sleep while having 10 more hours to go.#happy thursday
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