#live in spite of and not because of fear

[corvikari]

wAIT, why are people calling people with ocd npd and bpd dangerous and scary??? that is not okay???? I am not diagnosed with these things so I am not able to properly speak into this but how would you like it if I called you ‘scary’ or ‘dangerous’ because you are on the spectrum and you couldn’t help but throw things in response to not being able to properly communicate or regulate their emotions, or my younger brother has issues regulating his emotions due to suffering substance abuse in the womb he���s not fcking dangerous because he has a problem and you’re uncomfortable or don’t know how to handle it properly.

A little reminder that the "scary" neurodivergents belong in the community too. The ones with intrusive thoughts. The ones who seem self-centered.

The people with ocd, bpd, npd. Stuff like that. They belong here too.

[drownedkiwi]

And if I said lucanis's and spites major conflict comes from lucanis shutting down and refusing to experience life out of fear. That lucanis not fulfilling their deal is out of refusing to live and not revenge. That spite desperately wants lucanis to live. What then

[daftpatience]

one thing I have learned about being poor is that you cannot for a moment stop thinking about it

[laugtherhyena]

Hi funger fandom do y'all still remember me-

[anxiousgaypanicking]

Anxceit fucking head cannons?

hmm im trying to think of stuff i havent said before

i think ive brought up that they both bite, and its a race to inject the other with venom first to see who gets the privilege of topping tonight...

less sexual and more emotional in terms of sex - i think their sex gets messy. sex is a point where neither of them can not be vulnerable, so their emotions come flooding out alongside their orgasms. janus grits out "you left" in the same breath that virgil gasps "i had to"

both of them seem unhappy, but the sex is amazing, and afterwards they choose not to talk about it, and instead focus on their fingers sliding together and the closeness they only have behind closed doors

both of them can hold themselves together typically regardless of how intense sex gets with the others, but together i feel like there's just too much history. if janus is too slow with virgil, kissing his neck and resting his cheek against virgils back, they both end up teary eyed. and if virgil is too rough with janus, taking out his bitterness in each rough thrust, the same thing happens. and they both rush to take care of the other, feeling some semblance of closeness and intimacy that comes with wiping the sweat from each others faces and rubbing ointment into scratches. but theyre not ready to properly talk about it. not yet

[rubyscarbuncle]

I’m trans, and that’s so fucking awesome.

“Oughhh but I feel awful and I face constant discrimination” not to minimize that, but maybe that’s not where the story ends, maybe my life doesn’t have to be about the shitty parts, maybe my life doesn’t just have to be the hurdles I’m jumping over and the people that I’m stuck dealing with.

Maybe I can love that i am a part of something bigger, that I am a part of a group of people that would rather etch their true name on their tombstone than be someone they’re not. That I am someone who has deeply explored themselves as a person and is constantly changing and growing and loving myself in new ways and with a sincerity and exploration that no one else can in the same way. I’m constantly reinventing myself and enjoying the person, not only that I’m turning into but that I am right now, albeit with the challenges that come with it. And fuck anyone else.

I’ve been spending too long focusing on my anxieties and trying to “become” a girl or “pass” as a woman. Too long saying that I’m not enough as a girl until I pass or treating transness as this “condition” I’ve been straddled with that makes me worse off compared to a cis woman, but I’m me, and I’ll live and breathe and love life to my own tune, and I will die to that tune, and i don’t care who the fuck doesn’t jam to it because it’s not their life. I have been given this opportunity to love myself and claw a home into this body of mine by force if I have to, and that’s something I can always take pride in.

I’m trans, and that’s so so so fucking awesome

[yaoianimeremade]

Soon im rly gonna do it

[nectorbruise]

Hey so if you’re American and you were eligible to vote in the 2024 election, and you voted for either Trump or a third party, quietly unfollow me right now. I want you gone, please. Thank you.

[dullahandyke]

Sidenote I was never her biggest fan but whenever I see someone talk abt dahlia hawthorne as if she's some evil seductress who breaks hearts for fun I feel the intense urge to hit them with hammers. Fucker can you read????

[themyscirah]

Thinking abt Jessica Cruz and the ability to overcome great fear again

[v2isfuckingdead]

the spectre of laios touden tells me both that i should Eat That Thing and also that even if everyone hates me i can still kill god so

[handgiven]

Where does fear reside in your body?

somewhere else;; what is known is what is safe. your fear is never inside you, always somewhere else. your home is the best place in the world; all other places are scary. the people you already know are better than anyone else. so you go on, playing with broken toys, wearing dead people's clothes. you can be torn down to shreds, abused, tortured and miserable. but at least you know where it comes from, which gives you a sense of comfort and even control. the unknown hides dangers you don't understand, so it scares you. but alongside the dangers, you miss the wonder, adventures and opportunities that you could've otherwise had. my guess is that you've dealt with grief and loss.

tagged by: @spookyagentfmulder tagging: @talentforlying @void-foxy @jefuiitor && anyone else who sees this and feels inclined to take this uquiz (tag me! i'll love to see your results !!)

[caffeinatedopossum]

I keep crying really easily

[pathfinderswiftpen]

Nothing like rewatching your favorite play and realizing you have supportable reasons for relating a little too much to the tragic main character ohmygod

[chisatowo]

Slight Flutter dust redesign!

Bonus forbidden Flutter dust eyes

[waywardvagabonds]

Gotta go back to using my old person pill container because I’ve just done the thing where I’m like “did I already take my meds” and can’t recall so it’s possible I am not taking them at all tonight.