#literally didnt remember what it was until i checked lol

[coloredpanels]

Karasuno's Spear and Sheidl!!

Haikyuu chapter 297

[caramelmochacrow]

ok. yk what im gonna tell u my first thoughts on each band and band members in bandori bc why not? (i did not watch the anime before i played the game btw, i just read their character profiles)

Poppin' Party: wait so theyre like the main characters of this right? they look so normal.... all of them have normal hair colors.

Kasumi: why does she have cat ears? also wait that's kyoko?

Tae: is her name pronounced ta-eh or taye?

Rimi: she.... wait who's that again? ooohhh the one w the cool pink bass ok, also u blush when u see kaoru? yeah u arent gay at all. /s

Saya: she has a bakery? also wait i thought u had pigtails not a ponytail...

Arisa: arisa ichiGAYa? ok she's totally not gay w kasumi at all/s

Afterglow: childhood friends? theyre totally not gay w each other at all /s really like their cover of Roki.

Ran: she looks like she would like MCR, also i like her voice.

Moca: she's me fr!!! her birthday is sep. 3 and she likes bread!!! also she looks like she smokes weed

Himari: you blush every time u see kaoru? i know that youre gay.

Tomoe: oooh she's an older sister, has red hair, cares abt her friends a lot, and likes ramen? yeahhhh i dont like her at all. (denial)

Tsugumi: wait what's her name again? tsumugi? yeah i think that's her name.

Pastel * Palettes: oooh okay these guys are like photon maiden but idols alright, theyre kinda alright.

Aya: wait, is that himari? also why r u with chisato a lot?

Hina: wait.... is that towa? is she the towa of the group? she's kinda silly

Chisato: she's like the bitchy blonde girl lol, also she's childhood friends w kaoru that's so sweet!!

Maya: who are u?

Eve: why does she like bushido a lot?

Hello, Happy World!: THEY HAVE A BEAR DJ WHAT THE FUCK I NEED TO GET THIS GAME

Kokoro: oooh she's kinda silly haha!

Kaoru: why are you a womanizer and lying about your favorite food?

Hagumi: ooh she's kinda sil-- SHE PLAYS BASEBALL HELL YEAH!!!

Kanon: she looks like a wet cold shaking kitten, is she ok?

Michelle: WHY IS THERE A BEAR, WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE THE FORTNIGHT BEAR, AND WHY ITS IT DJING???

Misaki: wait ur the actual DJ? michelle is just a costume? ahh alright.

Roselia: hmmm.... they might become my favorite bc theyre like rondo

Yukina: who are u?

Sayo: why are you soo strict the hell? also wait u kinda look like that pastel palette girl, are u related?

Lisa: she looks so normal, also she's kinda silly and works w moca? swag.

Ako: oooh she's like kaido from saiki k!!! she's kinda funny haha, WAIT HER OLDER SISTER IS TOMOE??

Rinko: oooh has the same va as rei? i can hear it in her voice, why is she so scared poor thing... also arima kousei moment

Morfonica: oooh they have a violin that's cool!!!

Mashiro: wait.... that's moca right? no she looks too scared to be moca...

Toko: she's like lisa but blonde and plays guitar, that's cool! she has nice clothes!

Nanami: she's the girl that looks high at that one card right? she's kinda funny.

Tsukushi: wait ur the leader? i thought it was mashiro.... i think ur lying to urself, sorry, also it must suck to be the only middle school student in ur band huh...

Rui: OOH SHE THE VIOLINIST?? i knew she would be like that.

Raise A Suillen: oooh cool they look so cool!! why are their names so non binary?

LAYER: wait... ur tae right? oh wait u play bass and sing? that's so cool!!! like mio....

LOCK: woagh she looks cool!!! wait u wear glasses? girl ur gonna be so blind...

PAREO: oooh she looks cute!!!! she's so silly!!!

MASKING: WOAGH SHE DRUMS AND HER NICKNAME WAS MAD DOG!!! THAT'S COOL!!! she. hm. she also seems to know how to make drinks and bake? yeahhhh no i TOTALLY dont like her at all. (denial)

CHU2: she looks like a cat and djs that's pretty cool!!! she goes to an international school that's why she has good english? same!!

[tobiotaesan]

ハイキュー!! x 보넥도 2

synopsis: which haikyuu characters i think bnd resembles the most

genre: bnd! haikyuu au!

cw: none

note: i am terrible at these so theyre probably not accurate

SUNGHO x SUGAWARA

they both possess that motherly vibe

soft but firm at the same time

myungnyangz actually give off daisuga energy (sungho ofc is suga)

remember when sungho said in a video message for mj that he knows mj doesnt want to be a harsh/strict leader to the other members (probs bcus he doesnt want to end up hurting their feelings unintentionally) so instead he (sungho) will do it for him

now if that aint love

if that doesnt scream daisuga

thats literally vice capt sugawara in kpop idol form

also, they tend to be similar in the sense wherein they both appear to be calm ppl until someone tests their patience lol

plus the random bursts of energy

like when suga is just being the chill seniors with daichi and asahi and then the next second he is the cheer captain with the hyper juniors

thats sungho with 03 line and then suddenly being with gongfourz + woonagi

hes also good at dealing with the destiny boyz extroverted outbursts, very sugawara of him

to summarize: MOTHERSSSS

RIWOO X HOSHIUMI

i honestly dont know how (best album) i didnt think of the hoshiumi x riwoo

i saw someone say this on twt and id like to take this opportunity to say thank u to that person for enlightening me of this agenda

so the reason why i think this makes so much sense is

1) blonde riwoo was literally hoshiumi (refer pics above)

2) riwoo is to bnd what hoshiumi is to kamomedai if u know what i mean ( if u dont then thats a you problem)

3) they both embody this sense of confidence with their awareness of their skills that they know how to showcase

like he knows hes that good and he shows it but is still able to be humble about it

riwoo "performance director" = hoshiumi "the little giant" (i know he doesnt own the nn its for comparison)

and apparently they even share the same mbti, isfp (a bit unsure, sources dont match)

theyre like the golden player/member of the team

theyre just that good and they know it too (king behaviour)

ofc with that level of confidence there is also competitiveness

hoshiumi plays with a grin on his face especially when the opponent's skills are on par with them

i think it mirrors to the bright smile we see on riwoo's face when he does those tiktok challenges with the more complicated dances or just when he uploads one with the choreography he made himself in the car within like 10mins

i mean i would hype myself up too if i was insanely talented like them

MYUNG JAEHYUN X NISHINOYA

noya never d worded but welcome back nishinoya !

i think lots of onedoors who have been through the haikyuu phase would agree with this one

him, woonhak and taesan are the ones who have a definite and stable parallel character in haikyuu

noya plays a very important role in the team as the libero and they are often described as the backbone of the team's defense

like its meaning in italian ("free") they are free to move in and out of the court during gameplay, they go in when support is needed especially with receiving and covering the weaker areas of the players

the role reminds me so much of mj's leadership style in bnd

he seems to always be there for his members when they need him and is always ready to support/encoruage them at all times

like the way liberos tend to be well-aware and perceptive of the court to be able to support the teams defense, is the same as mj being a well-rounded, talented leader who is always looking out for his members

i say "myung jaehyun" you say "best leader"

TAESAN X KAGEYAMA

need i to explain this

wbk

visual parallel? check.

tsundere qualities? check.

extremely talented? check.

the end.

nah but fr they mirror each other so well it makes sense how i ended up liking tobio whilst being a taesan biased

they are so black cats idc if tobio is in karasuno whos mascot is a crow

both born with talent (i could never)

kags setting skills = taesanpop

tbh if taesan plays volleyball i think he could play to be a setter too

he produces songs for bnd whilst being able to integrate his own colors in it so i think he would know what its like to craft smth specifically for someone with the use of ones ability

the same way kags honed his passing skills so that shoyo can control the direction of his spikes better

was actually going to keep his short bcus i feel like i dont really need to explain this further like it just makes sense that taesan is kageyama

LEEHAN X SUNA

HOLD- ✋️✋️

SSHHHHHH 🤐🤐👌

listen to me *holds face, squishing cheeks* he 👏 is 👏 not 👏 kenma 👏

i said what i said

kenma is wayyyyy too introverted, he actually lowkey hates humans and leehan is actually an extrovert yall

im gonna give u time to digest the information and think about leehan x suna

..............

hmm....yes.

i know, right?

when he went "you like it?" at kcon la after showing his moving adams apple, thats the rintaro suna from within him speaking

the smugness? impressive how they express it without making it annoying but attractive instead.

or maybe im just down bad for pretty boys with long hair

they're also both kind off give off this "suavé" fine looking lad that make heads turn but deep inside is infected by loser-trapped-in-a-hot-body virus type of dude

jelly obssesion suna 🤝 leehan

pls support this agenda

thanks

WOONHAK X HINATA

woonhak's thirst for becoming one the most talented idols out there is the same as shoyo's dream to becoming the next "little giant"

i love how woonhak has mj and taesan like shoyo has noya and tobio

noya being like one of shoyo's favorite senior that he admires so much

and also the one who actively and openly encourages and motivates shoyo when he needs it, like the way mj is to woonhak to the point of treating him like he gave birth to him

tobio being the not-obvious, nonchalant and lowkey support system to shoyo

hes aware of his potential and capabilities and so he works hard to make shoyo achieve the results he wants

the same way taesan shows his "형/hyung" side with the way he shows his support to woonhak (by teasing the heck out of him)

they both also have this child-like enthusiasm for a lot of things especially on their interests

they both show ecstatic responses to volleyball/performing

and the way they try to be smug about things they did good in accidentally

OH and plus the "im good at doing this" and then fails miserably

but its fine bcus they looked cute

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©️ tobiotaesan

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[sicklyseraphnsuch]

Honestly, Im a little disappointed that it wasn't messier. Im disappointed that there wasnt more shouting. That Lauda was providing most of the pushing and everyone else was just kinda... rolling over? I wanted an argument that would have brought the roof down on them 🙄

the reason theres so much constant tension in this party is that they all havent tried hard enough to punch each other in the face - like really smash.

to be totally serious tho, remember when Chetney told Ashton to gtfo and thats what broke the tension? someone finally getting the guts to be mean and to push hard on someone else's reckless bullshit?

the fact that theres no such equivalent here? the fact that chetney hasnt intervened on that level? thats whats keeping this tension.

on one hand, the way some of the party treat laudna is so fucking patronizing, its actively painful - Ashton whispering to Laudna for an apology? wtf? the way they acted like she was a misbehaving toddler set my teeth on edge. Then Imogen... Buddy, pal, you just watched your mother regurgitate Ludinus's lies like they were stone cold facts and youre out here accepting the same thing from Laudna without a second glance. You know she has a problem! You know she's not the most reliable narrator! You know she fails insight checks against herself all the time!!!

Ashton and Imogen both needed to treat Laudna like a threat in that moment bc she attacked someone without provocation during a rest when they were trusting her to not do that and it was clearly premeditated because she covered herself in darkness. The fact that they dont demonstrates that neither are taking her capabilities seriously enough. The fact that they arent addressing the threat she presents - to others and herself - is allowing her to continue hurting herself and others.

Whereas, Fearne is complicit in it all because shes so conflict averse. She was never gonna be the one to hold Laudna over the fire.

Chetney and Orym would have. Orym was trying to but literally only Dorian backed him up. And Dorian doesnt know fuck about all. He joined them two days ago. Hes got no fucking clue whats happening!! Oryms the only one really pointing out the fact that he was attacked unprovoked

and sure laudna was aiming for the sheathe, but thats splitting hairs... i believe we removed targeting each armor piece somewhere in dnd 3.5 or something lol - if youre targeting a piece on someone, the usual call Matt makes is to give this a higher DC. Matt making Marisha roll arcana makes sense bc yes you can control wither and blooms "chosen target", but when the target is attached to something else, and moreover the target is a thing - not a creature like the spell says RAW... it makes sense that a failed arcana check would lead to that failure

for all intents and purposes, laudna was aiming for orym. she didnt mean to hurt him but again, shes operating under the influence (and yes I do mean that connotation). a lot of people do shit they dont mean under the influence. but they still gotta do the repairs when they come back to their senses. harm was still done. Orym attacking laudna bc he was hurt and blinded is also fucking reasonable. he didnt fucking know it was her in the first place.

for laudna to say that orym hurt her when she attacked him - that was grade A manipulation

and heres the thing too, when someone is acting under the influence, people usually call it out. they say stuff like "youre drunk" or "youre high" to acknowledge that hey, this isnt you but also this isnt acceptable either. no one breathed a fucking word about delilah until the very very end. they all treated laudna like she was in a reasonable state of mind, and she wasnt. they werent meeting her where she was at and so they failed to reach her

now to orym... did they all agree that the sword was oryms? bc that was a discussion they did not have... chetney made a one off comment about how theyll need permission for it (possibly implying orym but never explicitly stated)... was the idea that orym gets it because he got hurt first? that wouldve been stupid for sure

to dorian's point, hey its just a sword. swords hurt people. what youre gonna look at every sword with magic geometry and expect to see it cuddling puppies? swords are made to hurt. even when its defending. it can parry but if you need a shield get a shield. sure, this was otohan's sword but the sword is not sentient (laudna girl you need to insight check your patron pls). otohan hurt her not the sword. and to allow her to consume it was more leaning into her trauma - its not setting a good precedent for future healthy coping mechanisms basically

that said, dorian cant just say that without acknowledging the depth of laudnas trauma. the sword actively triggered her. this does reek of a PTSD episode where she went running to a soothing influence. to simply say its just a sword without paying respect to laudna's hurt is also incredibly dismissive - well aimed as it was.

chetney is sus. thats it. thats the take. i dont believe this old man when he said he trusts laudna. i think hes plotting

tl;dr - everyone tried to help laudna, no one tried to stop her which might be the only way to help her now. she needs someone to hold her back and call out when shes under the influence again.

[blkkizzat]

Drop the hoe days lore 🤲 let me live through you

oh gawd lmfaoooo.

y'all want vegas stories? ive been like 8 times.

i got a story for y'all...its kinda funny dhfkldsfhjalksj.

so one of these times we were at ghost bar at the palms. it was like 2am so my friends with boyfriends went back to the hotel and me and my hoe friend stayed out. so at the time i had a HUGE crush on tom hiddleston bitch, like i wanted that man badddd. lmfao anyway so i see this guy and i nudged my hoe friend and was like "oh shit girl i know im rollin in the deep right now but this man look like tom hiddleston" and she did not see it but idgaf cause she didnt even think tom hiddleston was attractive lmfao. so i waited until the girl he was dancing with went somewhere with her friend then i immediately go up to him and start dancing with him. i mean there was no hi, it was just me throwing ass on my target grade tom hiddleston (literally cause this man was from kentucky). that was my mans for the night i did not care. lol so he has a friend my friend was into and so we all are dancing and they get us more drinks. so around 4 they were like "y'all wanna come back".

and in vegas i was on demon time. i promise im not forward at all usually but vegas does something to me and i get aggressive. because this guy was like "oh we have weed at our hotel room" and without messing a beat i said "don't get too high you can't fuck me." (BITCH WUT IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEE LOLODJOFJSDLFJSZ). This man was stuttering after, he did not know what tf to say lmfaooo. Honestly we didn't even smoke now that i think about it. him and his friend had two queens so we just turn off the lights and get to it once we get in. ngl he didnt have a monster dick or anything but it was above average and THICC, and more than i thought he would be packing for sure. we wore a condom initially but this man legit begged me to take it off cause he said i was so wet he got super whiny so i caved 😩

so anyway he has my ankles on his shoulders then all of a sudden we hear (i dont remember her exact words but it was something like) "OH MY GOD!!!OH MY GOD!!!—WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!?? IT DOESN'T GO THERE!" Then my friend gets up and runs to the bathroom and shuts the door. THIS DUDE HAD MY FRIEND IN PRONE BONE AND STUCK IT IN HER BUTT DRY ON ACCIDENT CAUSE HE WAS SO DRUNK. LIKE NOT JUST A POKE FULLY INSIDE.😭😭😭😭😭😭

Mannnnn i was cutting tf up. i dont think i ever laughed so and been fucking at the same time, we was both laughing and still fucking dkfhaskfja. after we calm down after a few min he kinda slows down and asks me if i wanna go check on my friend and i was like "nah shes a big girl— let me ride you" this man forgot about her quickly 😭and then his drunk ass friend started throwing up but we still didnt stop.

then my friend comes out of the bathroom. (i never stopped riding this man) and shes like "i wanna go" and i was like "okayyyyy". chile i went to the bathroom he followed me and we fucked for another hour on the toliet seat and on the counter dhfakjdhsfasjkh (i aint shit lmfao)

and he STILL wanted to fuck me after we left the bathroom but i felt bad for my friend lol who was like already dressed and the room kinda smelled like puke then, plus i didnt want her walking back to our hotel by herself at like 5:30am lol (and tbh my coochie kinda hurt from how thick this man was). so i got dressed. we left then went to mcdonalds, dont worry i bought my hoe friend mcdonalds as an apology for not leaving sooner so im not a completely horrible friend 😩.

he definitely texted me the next night but we had an early flight the next day or i would have went back.

[alinktoana]

local elderly girl sells stickers at a japanese food festival

not gonna lie, the entire experience is very emotional to me and it's been a month but moon channel's vid essay about cool japan, and the release of smt5 vengeance (lol) inspired me

tldr: i made some stickers, got real existential about it, will keep making more c: if youd like to check them out, here's a link

ive always wanted to draw, i used to say i was gonna become a painter or a fashion designer when i grew up. none of that happened, but i did go to film school. my final project was a script for an animated short highly inspired by nbc hannibal, majora's mask (i know, it was 2016, it makes sense to me lol) and a huge loss in my life from which i havent fully recovered, 10 years later.

the point is, ive always been art adjacent but i never really drew, until i got inspired by_hannibal itself_, noel fielding, kylux (LOL) and a roommate who was who was really inspired by art youtubers like frannerd and drew around the house, so i picked up a pencil and started drawing hannigram fanart bc i was so insanely in love with that show lol i remember who i was before i drew. i spent my days reading and watching tv, bc i love stories and stuff, but i was a consumer. and once i got a job after college i felt so incredibly isolated and directionless. do i have a direction now, as i work as a """"designer""" for a company that sells a mental health app? no. but like demifiend was force fed a magatama and got demon powers (LMAO BEAR WITH ME I JUST BOUGHT SMT3 HD REMASTER), i caught the art demon (like steven zapata says). and i caught it bad. i spend my day to day rushing through my work and chores and everything so i can have enough time to draw in the evening, to do whatever, and sometimes the need is so immense i cant do anything bc im not good enough, my skills are fading, im worthless, what's the meaning of all this? so i took a chance and showed my work at an arts alley on a japanese food festival i was helping organize. mind you, i was juggling that with my 9/5, promoting the event, finishing drawings from years ago. and when i got there, nobody got it. people looked at the stickers and didnt recognize the characters, and went on to buy the stickers my friends had that were more current. it was all japanese fanart. we were there with the single purpose of baiting weebs like us lol

ive always dealt with clients, im used to this. but im used to business to business, bc sigh i am a corporate girly. and im a beginner in the demon arts of arting. i felt so ashamed people were preferring other people, that i had the audacity to think i was worth anything. but i stood there, standing still with my brain boucing off my skull wanting to leave but also enjoying the experience and hoping someone, anyone would get it. and some people did. to my surprise, jack frost was my best selling sticker, lol. jack frost, from the smt franchise, a franchise im so new to but i love so dearly. im 100% a poser, ive never finished a megaten game. but… it just speaks to me. and thats where my cool japan feelings come from bc, like i said, i was selling at a japanese food festival. people my age, from the country i come from, were exposed to dragon ball and cardcaptor sakura from birth. and learning about history and the atrocities of the japanese empire is just. who can you trust. but ive aways resonated with one thing from japan, and it's the way they portray sadness in their works. it's become a ritual since last year that i will listen to smtv's ost when im on my period bc it literally brings me back to life. no one but i know how many times ive drawn goro majima and taiga saejima bc their mere existance and their sorrow resonates with me so immensily and i dont wanna see them being sad, nor do i wanna see me being sad. it's. it's really difficult to be to admit that im from brazil, bc our country sells happiness as an export but for many, many years the most popular genre is butthurt country music, and it makes sense, you know? people dont wanna admit they're sad. and i can only imagine what it's like for regular japanese people, bc we (i) get to see their big exports of bittersweetness… i dont know, maybe other people get to see that from brazil too, i dont know. the arts in brazil, or specially where i live, it's just isnt in the cards for us. but ill keep trying, you know. and i know fanart is a hack. but im trying. despite everything and everyone wanting us (me) to work for mining/metal/oil companies, make the most money, have the least health, drink all the alcohol (but call an uber), consume, reproduce and die, i. i just wanna draw tiny people, you know. it's. not that big a deal. all this to say that yes im gonna keep drawing and making stickers and, who knows, you know. these are stickers that i wont ever find near me, or that im too broke to get them from artists/official stores, so if youre like me, here's some pdfs in case you wanna print them and stick them wherever c: ty if you got this far, this is a big ramble… but it's been years in the making and despite everything im happy about it c:

[x1702x]

So for the ask game what about :

3.Favorite clothing set?

23 Iosefka. Thoughts? ( I know it will probably be a long answer or incoherent screaming but I’m here for it XD)

36. What's the hardest fight in the game?

3. Favorite clothing set?

Choir set! The details are so intrincate I cant help myself :3

23. Iosefka. Thoughts?

Dont even joke lad...

Yes you're getting a LONG answer!! Ever since my sister snatched Bloodborne for a discount (Which we feared and have not touched until october... COUGHHH) She was one of the few characters I knew of apart from Eileen and Gascoigne, no constance of anyone else there BUT I just had her name in my head just like the other two. I didn't get to see her face until I got around to check her facedata properly and encountered the imposter in me and my sis' first shared run.

Now on proper terms, I found interesting that the VERY Iosefka, was going to be there, I only knew her name, not as an actual NPC lol, I thought the clinic only had her namesake, didnt expect to meet her. I instantly grew fond of her!! Shes a caring lady, and her concern about her patients genuinely made me root for her, like, shes right! I shouldn't sulk there and actually hunt xd

Tbh I grew scared of her when the imposter came around, I was none the wiser about that it wasn't her and thought she had me fooled from the beggining but boy I was wrong once I found out in the credits.

I also find interesting how, considering the time the game is set in aproximately, a woman can both have a doctorate AND own her own gig? Its admirable to say the least! Girl got thru the horrors of med school!!

Anyway, heres your incoherent screaming:

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh AOUGHHHH OGUGHHHHHHHG HGHGHGHG AOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHH OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But tldr; I love her sm shes one of my faves

36. What's the hardest fight in the game?

Man fuck that bastard Larry and the Orphan, on the base game I kinda got over Rom a little. I will admit Ebrietas took me a little until I began using Damian as bait (Whoops sorry Damian) but he didnt last so the bait wasn't useful and I had to use my expertise... Gehrman was hard but It has been a while and I don't remember his fight much (Not to mention that for some reason he literally fell off the map when I was fighting??? I cheesed him by accident IM SORRY GEHRMAN!!!)

[femmedesyeuxnoirs]

Object of my infatuation UPDATE

oh yeah and it was dj crush bday the other night which i didnt even find out until the day of and liek. I feel kinda bad :/ i shouldve drawn him something or like brought him seasonal fruit lol. but man hes so interesting and aloof. and hot. Ive never seen anyone spin those turntables with the same rhythm like that!! I wanted to take a video but i was legiterally mesmerized by his hands. Distracted by the thought of what else they can do the way a bird looks at a shiny object.

He was all shy when everyone sang happy bday to him lol. My friends said that he had been checking me out the whole night and honestly i noticed it too… so I came up to him after the gig and we spoke briefly about mostly stuff i dont remember. except one thing where he told me that he used to be on some stoner hippie shit literally making hash in his house. On some chemically engineered hydroponic dispo strength uberweed shit. and this was during the early 00s too. but he quit like 12 years ago. and i found that kind of endearing. Well actually very endearing im not gonna lie.

We said goodbye and i swear he held me harder this time!! God, when he embraces me it feels like time stops and theres no one else in the room. Omfg im way too infatuated. I was about to pull away and kissed him on the cheek… but not rly a peck this time heheheheheehee. our faces were real close. I kinda just placed my lips on him and said fuckitt ima let it linger. I felt so warm and dizzy when i did it. UGHHHHHHHHHHH I wish i could relive that moment forever!! And ever!!! Just remain in a perpetual state of Kissing Him. His skin was so soft. I smiled back at him as i walked away and then he kinda laughed and said okay ana have a good night. And then he stared and smiled back. Oh mannnn im in it now. Fuuuuck, this is crazy, god damnn etc.

Been texting him and im so so into this romanian new wave he sent me. Its so perfect so amazing so experimental and ahead of its time. Every piece of music he puts me onto makes me wanna cum is that insane to say. Idk

[the1975attheirverybest]

ignore this if you want to but basically last thursday was a bit of an awful morning that ended up with me missing my first lecture of the day, sat in bed crying and then bailing on going out to the pub and ignoring everyone which ended up being quite nice. i cant actually remember what i did over the weekend other than not work and then monday was okay like i went to the library and somewhat organised myself but got distracted as i ended up meeting up with friends and then buying wine from tescos do do a greek lit reading night which was fun but really overwhelming (i also dont actually like wine that much) but then tuesday as much as i got out of my flat i then did actually nothing all day and it made me feel awful and then yesterday i dont think i properly got out of bed until 5pm and ive just felt a bit horrific because i feel like im failing academically, ive not been eating properly at all and i kinda just hate myself and i kinda just want to go home but i dont really have the time and i feel like it would just make everything worse when i come back. i also git into a slight argument with a couple of home friends because i sent some a selfie of me as a reaction to something that was said and got a how are you still in bed (i think it was gone midday at that point) and i said ive been trying to will myself out of existence (which in retrospect does sound fucking stupid but i was being sincere) and got basically omg same in response which pissed me off. i then later send some matty related meme which got some form of light-hearted response along the lines of being insane and i then went on a bit of a tirade about how you dont know how mentally ill i actually am and the response kinda was yeah were worried but dont know how to show it lol which again kinda annoyed be given that i have been a mediator to a lot of their quite serious relationship issues but then got a bit of a more sincere response after but i didnt read it properly and havent really said anything bar sending a tiktok because i dont want to have to address me being a bit of an immature dick so now i feel kinda isolated because im not close enough to any of my uni friends to be like hey im having a bit of a crisis can you make sure i actually eat real meals and maybe even force me to the shops to buy food - 🐸

Hey,

I need you to listen to me and know that I am being 100% serious. I don’t think any of this was immature or dickish. Cuz, like, I don’t know. I’ve been in situations where I’m having a bad depressive episodes and when I can finally muster the courage or energy to tell someone about it, I’ve gotten “mood” or “same” in response. And it’s kind of hard because no not “same” you’re not just having a bad day or feeling sad about something like a bad grade on a test or something. You’re literally struggling with an illness. That, on top of getting a comment about not getting out of bed on time when you’ve already been beating yourself up about it is hurtful. Your feelings are totally valid.

Of course, they don’t know that / didn’t mean to hurt you. They thought they were just making a simple comment. But that doesn’t mean you should trivialize how you feel about it.

Maybe once you’re feeling a bit better and more clear headed you can talk to them about how best to support you in moments like this?

In the meantime, I’m happy to force you to go to the shops. What, is it like….1 pm UK time right now? You have until I’m done teaching for the day. Like, 4 hours from now. I better come back on here and see that you’ve gone to get something for a home cooked meal. Otherwise I won’t post what I wanted to post tonight hahaha. No but for real. Do check in and tell me that you went. Mental illness is gross. You’re doing the best you can. He gentler with your brain.

[boygirlcrisis]

rest of posttt contiuation of question 7. HOWEVER i do not resonate with that psychologically? as a person i do not feel mostly arab, nor do i feel so little maltese, and i dont feel turkish at all. because: i have lived my entire life in malta, but in libyan/maltese household. so while i have many aspects of libyan/arab culture, language, traditoon, etc. as part of my identity, you have to remember that everything everyone everywhere that i love is maltese or in malta. (mostly- ex. family living abroad - but then again i only "love" them bcs theyre family- ive onyl seen them like twice so i dont really know or like them as people? or libya- (i was there when i was young, never visited again until iwas thirteen and spent 2 months there because of passport problems but was also very depressed at the time and so my only recent memories and thoughts about the country is that i couldnt survive going back. if id had to stay any longer i was going to comit suicide and im terrified to ever have to go again. yeah id been bad mentally before going but it got so bad there. and turkey which i went to once and hated it (it was right after the libya trip as in literally plane from libya to trukey. was also depressed there and i can think about that year too long without crying) (lol) so yeah not great. also we have no connection to turkey like i didnt even know about my turkish great grandma until a while ago. i know fuck all abt the country lol but i feel very maltese. here i have memories, my home, my friends, places that i love, culture that i fit into way better than libyan culture, etc. yk? so yeah T.L.D.R :ethnicity i know what i am biologically and i care because i am very bothered by it not being at all reflective of my actual self- how much dna wise i am from each country doesnt fit how much of them i am as a person. also i am very annoyed to not know what the fuck my race is 8. reminder to do this tomorrow !!!! or maybe just later but in a separate thing from here. u can always check the 3rd part of question 1 though i mentioned a bit abt this there. 9. yes!!! ill write more abt this later but i write, i make things, i draw (badly) and my creativity and different forms of art i practise are all that makes me who i am and keeps me sane 10. what the fuck is a creed. let me look it up

?? idk. i havent had one but ill think about it. i guess morality wise i follow islamic guidance but i also have my own personal rules and ideas for what i should do- ive just never like put it down all together or into words or a "creed". interesting though. ok thats it for this one!!

part 3 of the identity ask thing im doing!!

ok so 5. well this is a weird question in that i dont know how to answer it ? i guess human being because i am a lot of things and i believe that those things do shape me as a person even though theyre not things i specifically do ex. my nationality culture religion disabilities mental state etc. but at the same time i do also think that the things i do are a big part of my identity ex. the things i enjoy doing such as making things and writing and reading, the stuff i watch/listen to and such. but at the same time it depends on the specific thing. like even if i do something tat is "bad" or that i perceive as being morally wrong for whatver reasoni sometimes do see it a a reflection of my flawed inner self or whatever the fuck or like being weak willpower wise but usually thats just when im feeling shitty mentally you know cause other times il act in whatever way and just see it as action bad person neutral yk t.l.d.r: i view myself as a neutral being and what i do or am both contribute to my identity but dont define it especially as those things change over time. 6. yeah im muslim :3 7. broo i have no fucking idea what my ethinicity or race even are i am so confused about it still like i know which countries im from technically but that doesnt help at all heres an explpanation: i have 4 grandparents, right. as most people do. 2 of them are fully 100% from libya- an arab country in north africa. ok so im 50% arab and north african. then i have one fully 100% maltese grandparent: malta is a european country in the mediterranean and its also par tof the eu. its an island then i have one grandparent who is half libyan and half turkish- except we have no physical documents to prove the turkish part because paperwork back then was obviously all wonky. so in percentages that would be: blood/dna wise: 62.5% libyan 25 % maltese 12.5 % turkish okkk rest in reblog bcs tumblr character limit :(((

[lavender--fairy]

heyy fairy!! (im the anon you talked to in your dm long ago ) i just wanna tell you and everyone THAT I FUCKING GOT INTO THE VOID!! I AM LITERALLY CRYING RN JDCBIJDBCH (long post!!) okay okay so basically i was trying since like 5 months and nothing, i didnt even feel the symptoms that other anons did which made me so frustrated that i cried my eyes out every night. After that my self concept got so down because of all the failing attempts. I decided to keep affirming no matter what, exactly like you told me to do. i affirmed when i didnt feel good, i affirmed when i feel like it wasnt working, i affirmed no matter what and kept trying every night, when i failed i'd still affirm, yesterday was no different day i mean i didnt feel extra powerful or anything i just affirmed for a while and then i slept, after a while i woke up to see myself in a completely black place i couldnt even feel my body and i realized instantly that i was in the void so i affirmed for my desires and decided to come back. and when i got back i felt like crying because after all this time i finally did it!! i was gonna check for my results but i felt exhausted so i decided to sleep when i accidentally knocked something down and when i saw what it was it was THE PHONE I MANIFESTED KDJCBUDHDB!! i literally wanted to scream, but i didnt even check it because idk i wanted to keep it all as a surprise for the morning lol. anyways i woke in the morning and as soon as i did i went to see my face and I STOOD THERE IN SHOCK BROO LIKE THAT IS ME?? THAT PRETTY ASS GIRL IN THEE MIRROR IS ME?? i was so excited omfg. idk even know how long i was just standing there admiring myself and t felt so weird because i never thought i was pretty and then i ran to check my phone and saw that MY BF?? THAT I NEVER HAD BUT NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN DO?? TEXTED ME A GM MESSAGE!! i stalked him for a while and gurl istg i dont think i will ever look at any other guy!! like he is so fucking fineee i was straight up drooling ong. then i thought i was forgetting to check something else that i manifested, until i opened my closet for taking a shower to see sooo many pretty clothes (i just realized i forgot to take the shower and had a fashion show instead byee lmfao) and and and on top of that i also found like a $1000 in pockets of one of the clothes and i already spent some money cause i have no self control. I am just sitting here still processing everything like broo this is real?? ALL THIS IS REALL!! to anyone who needs it: PLZZ PLZZ LISTEN TO FAIRY CAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY REASON I AM HERE WITH MY DESIRES!! keep persisting no matter what!! it will be so worth it, like at this point i dont even remember my struggles i am just so happy and proud. Your subconscious doesnt have eyes, it only listens to what you are constantly telling it, and also please focus on your inner convos i realized that i was talking shit about the void for soo long. To fairy the lmol: bestie you are the only reason i got into the void and no no you cant deny it. i would have given up and would still be crying like a bitch but omg i have everything i could ever want!!

hey butterbean!! THIS IS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME OMGG!!! i am so proud of you bestie, i remember how used to tell me that you were on the edge of giving up and here you are!!! omgg i feel like a proud mom lmaoo Guys please please keep persisting and i promise you will be your own success story!!

[yawnjunn]

girls day out - huening kai

☆ warning: bad grammar (probably) lol anyways this ones a female reader x H.K okayy pls enjoy :)

♡ featuring: lea and hiyyih

"do you really have to go?"

"yes, its been a long time since ive hang with your sisters"

you rolled your eyes as you finished touching up your natural makeup look. turning around, you were met with your boyfriend of 2 years, THE hueningkai, all pouty and whiny for you not to go and trying to make up reasons why you shouldnt go and instead, be with him for the whole day

he even tried asking his sisters if he could come, but hiyyih said no, so no it is

"you can go another time, my sisters can set another date"

"kai...didnt you remember? you faked being sick just for me to stay with you and cancel my plans with your sisters"

"but that was only one time!! i was actually sick you know" he replied back in a sassy tone

"yea okay...your temperature was normal to me and dont forget that one time you faked your injury-"

"okay but please. i will literally die without your kisses and cuddles"

he then dramatically lay himself on the couch with his right hand on his left chest while you were already wearing your shoes.

"yea okay bye my love, theres leftover pizza in the fridge in case youre hungry" you quickly exit your shared apartment with kai before he could drag you back in

'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'

everything was going fine with lea and hiyyih, your right hand carrying about 4 bags of clothes and your left hand holding your drink

oh how you wish kai would be there to hold your bags cause boy, carrying all that bags is giving you a hand cramp

but other than that, it was a fun day and you were about to go for the last shop for the day

until your phone was vibrating, notifying you that someone had spammed you with texts *cough* kai *cough*

"Im guessing...thats kai" lea said showing her 'im not surprised' look

you just nod at her, replying with a "mhm thats him."

taking out your phone, as expected..

8 unread messages from kai🧡

you pressed his name from the notification bar.

you mentally laugh at his cuteness and proceeds to enter the last shop, which is a toy shop, you were gonna surprise kai with matching plushies with you

after minutes and minutes of searching, you found the perfect one which is something like this:

after purchasing the plushies, you then bought all kai's (and your) favorite snacks

and finally...home

'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'

after saying your goodbyes to the huening sisters, you took out your phone to send kai a short text that you'll be there soon so that he can unlock the door for you

as you were walking down the hallway to your apartment, you were already greeted by your boyfriend standing by the door, waving and jumping like a little kid (hes just THAT excited to see you)

you, ofc, smiled at his cuteness, i mean who wouldnt?

once you reached your apartment, kai immediately takes your bags, setting it down and hugs you

"I miss you, i miss you, i miss you" he really is clingy huh

he grabs your wrist and leads you the living room where a (surprsingly) beautiful pillow fort is built

"lets go in, its really comfortable in there"

"kai, before we go in, i bought something for you"

"wait really? what is it?"

"check the one in the blue bag"

he rushes over to check whatever is inside the blue bag, and there he found the 2 plushies

"wait...are these...one for you and one for me? MATCHING PLUSHIES??"

you nod at him to reassure

he hugs them both and gives the strawberry one to you

"we adopted 2 new plushies today"

true, you both always ends up adopting more and more plushies.

and there you have, ladies, a clingy huening kai just wanting to shower you with kisses and cuddle you.

[seiisei]

void/my manifesting journey.

i have been in the manifesting comm for nearly 1.5 years and i switched up my whole life like LITERALLY. without discovering manifesting i probably would be not so happy with my life rn. i do recommend giving it a shot and also check out other blogs to help u. From what i can remember i used both LOAs (law of attraction and law of assumption) but i personally prefer law of assumption as its a lot more easier and we do it all the time. @/ meraskiii on ig provides detailed info of the law of assumption and tips as well so its essential to go check her out and other accs similar. okay i need to stop wafflin shit and actually get straight to the point.

so here are some stories of cases where i got results from manifesting:

sharper jawline - i was like a potato head when i was younger and i never really thought of like manifesting a sharp jawline but i was like ill give it a shot. this was at the very start of my journey and when i first discovered subliminals from a friend (LUVYU A) i listened to the sub for like ig 2 days and i woke up with a fatass improvent like deadass i texted A and was like "JESUS FUCK MY JAWLINE IS SHARP I COULD BUTCHER MEAT" prolly one of my best memories

flat stomach- with a filipino family comes f@tshaming. they were the main reason for my insecurity and they still do it today (unfortunately TT) so after manifesting a sharper jawline i decided to manifest a flatter stomach. it did happen ofc

minishifting- this was after 6 months of discovering shifting and i mixed up two methods and it succeeded. So like i got a clear quartz and placed it in between my forehead and a little more upwards (or in other words where your third eye would be) and counted to 100. after that i did breating excersises: breathe in 4 seconds, hold 4 seconds, out 4 seconds and hold 4 seconds until i was relaxed. while doing that i affirmed that i was calm and safe. after that i just visualised the place where i would wake up in my DR. the place i would wake up in would be a field full of fireflies. and like not even 5 minutes later i felt GRASS and was lowkey starstuck but i remained calm. THEN I FELT LIKE A BUG LAND ON MY ARM AND IT WASNT LIKE A FIREFLY it felt like a normal housefly and i got scared and woke up. i decided to sleep afterwards.

my phone- so my old phone broke after like a month and it was rlly old (it was my aunts) and bc it was broken and my stupid ass decided to throw it around to see if it would fix itself (??) in the end it didnt ofc. so i decided to manifest a purple iphone 12 with unlimited data. guess what 3 weeks later, i walk out the shop with the same exactly a purple iphone 12 with unlimited data. i got rid of the phone due to personal reasons.

reacing the void state for the first time- i never intended to like go into the void state nor use the void state method to shift but i was reading @halokisses 's posts about the void and i decided to give it a shot for fun. i affirmed that i would be in the void in 1-3 minutes and it worked. i was like "woah wait a sec💀" and was fuckign astonished on how quick and easy it was. i was in it for like 5 minutes still shocked and i didnt know what to manifest so i made up my mind and manifested that i would have a sweet dessert the next day (this was on the night of the 28th) and fast forward to the next day iwas served choclate covered strawberries !!!

(all of this is in chronological order)

thats pretty much it lol i deffo recommend manifesting GOOD intentions for everyone!

okay goodnight its literally 2 am

[cyberrsystemm]

THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU I CANNOT DESCRIBE JUST HOW MUCH I FUCKING H A T E 2012!APRIL SLANDER I DESPISE THIS SHITTTTTTT

ok look. be honest with me everyone

how many people ACTUALLY developed this stupid mischaracterised misunderstanding of her character ON THEIR OWN while watching the show for the first time. on their own. without fandom influencing their opinion AT ALL....... and how many just hopped on the april hate bandwagon when it suddenly became this massive big thing?

when i first watched tmnt 2012 as it was being aired on the tv in my country (nz) as a child, i started out before i found and accessed fandom. (2012 was actually one of the two fandoms that i found fandom space through!) and literally. none of this weird characterisation made up any part of how i perceived 2012!april as a character. in fact i didnt even see any hint or trace of this massive april slander movement at all for YEARSSS until the past couple months even!

i understood her actions and they made sense to me. was i upset over the first kirby mutation and the aftermath? of course! was i mad/upset at her? fuck no!

what about the whole casey-donnie-april bullshit? i wasn't mad at her and convinced she was playing with their feelings for her entertainment? what the fuck guys??? instead i was going guys wtf at casey and donnie's behaviour??? like sure. yeah. maybe she wasn't perfect. why the fuck are we even expecting her to be perfect in the first place? she's a teenager who's suddenly been thrust into a group that's standing between earth/humanity and its literal destruction and finding out she's part kraang and just. she has. so much trauma that is overlooked by EVERYONE!!! but back to the whole casey-donnie april thing, as mentioned by virgil donnie did. like. stalk her for a second.

back when i was a lot younger, before i even discovered ao3, one of my favourite types of tmnt2012 fics were about april's perspective on the love triangle thing being addressed with her actually not being all fine with it and voicing that fact (my favourite one that i remember but have lost track of involved april and leo friendship which was a bonus lol, underrated duo)

and yeah with the possession thing? as op said she. literally was not in control of her mind or actions. like she was trapped in there and probably being forced to watch as this foreign entity used her body and powers to carry out its own agenda.

sure, its been a bit since i watched season 4, but iirc there was definitely a period of time where there was actual build up to the story in this episode.

there was a point before the episode where crystal was starting to visibly impact/influence april and her behaviour as the entity housed by the crystal was slowly but surely starting to have more control and influence over april's mind and actions until it trapped her in entirely and took over her body until april in turn managed to get it out and obliterate it

i have. so many thoughts about april and her characterisation and her journey as a character that i cannot possible articulate well but theyre there and i think april slanderers are full of shit

tbh im just here like. did you? watch the same show? how long has it been since you actually watched through it and observed aprils character without the "2012!april is a piece of shit" propaganda thats running wild around everyone right now.

so in short, the asshole!2012 april people are just going crazy with blatant mischaracterisations of her with literally nothing challenging them because its suddenly just become this weirdly super-widely accepted thing???

so yeah. i can guarantee you that a good amount of this april slander trend thats appeared is just like. this bandwagon that people are hopping on without stopping to think properly about her character for more than like 0.2 seconds and were instead just like yeah that checks out instead which is bullshit and UGHHHH

so yeah. april slanderers. please like... look outside this weird echo chanber thingy youve created for yourselves and refresh yourselves on her actual characterisation and for fucks sake will you please just take off the rose tinted glasses you have for casey and donnie and just everyone else's actions as well ok??? the points you use as reasons to hate her are easily debunkable and are very much not her canon characterisation if you were to pay attention thank you very much

also. can i just say. that as an aroace autistic, looking at 2012!april i headcanon her as an aroace autistic as well. if youre not also aroace autistic argue with the wall <3

THIS IS A PRO 2012!APRIL PLACE >:(

(This is in reference to Mutation Situation and Power Inside Her)

In Aprils defense:

No. donnie apologized profusely for mutating her dad. But then ALSO proceeded to stalk her when she ASKED to be left alone.

Also yes. it was an accident. Here’s the difference:

The turtles had control over their bodies and minds.

April did not.

Mutation situation made it VERY clear the turtles were being overly cocky and could’ve thought the situation through better to at least try to prevent the mutagen spill or make it less severe.

Power inside her made it clear Aprils mind was being forcefully altered by an alien god far stronger than her that she didn’t know the existence of until she was late into the possession.

Also nobody said the turtles WERENT allowed to be angry at april for it. They weren’t because they understood that she wasn’t the one who killed Donnie because they understand how mind control/possession works and can push past their trauma enough for someone they deeply care about so that person doesn’t feel guilt from them.

April was upset cause, as far as she knew, her dad was mutated cause the turtles made a conscious mistake and, other than Donnie, they didn’t seem to care.

In conclusion: these situations are INCREDIBLY different and should be treated as such.

Thank you for participating in this fandom lawyer session/j

[13eyond13]

Do you think anything could have fixed Light? Or set him to a fulfiling life that didnt involve murder lol?

Hahaha... I mean, I'm of the opinion that Light was a normal enough guy before he picked up the notebook, personally. I don't think manga!Light was inherently evil, nor severely mentally unstable, nor about to snap and commit an atrocity of some other sort right before he picked up the Death Note. I think he had fairly normal teenage troubles and thoughts and dreams and experiences up until that point in his life. There was definitely a bit of a perfect storm cocktail of things going on in his life that made him launch himself down that road after realizing he'd murdered two people for real... his boredom, arrogance, perfectionism, idealism, naivety, fear of being caught or wrong or seen as a bad person, the pressure to continuously succeed and impress, etc... All of that meant that he genuinely thought that trying to rid the world of evil by killing off "the baddies" was a good and plausible solution to things, no matter how insane it might seem to somebody from another POV.

I think I have this perspective on him because I had a bit of a similar upbringing to Light myself (I grew up on a pretty homogeneous and isolated and safe little island in a pretty conservative traditional family with a similar kind of community-oriented hardworking parents, was sent to a strict private school with a heavy focus on academics and teaching us questionable black-and-white morality and values that weren't allowed to be openly questioned, was overprotected and always watched closely by the adults around me, became secretive about any little thing that might not fit the idealized image of me that I knew they probably expected... I literally did the same bookshelf trick as he did to hide a couple of sleazy novels from my parents before I ever saw the anime, lol). And I still remember how Light's plan didn't seem quite so instantly insane and horrifying to me when I first watched it around that age, unfortunately. 😅 I definitely had a similarly cartoonish idea of what made somebody a "bad person" versus a good person due to the way I had been raised back then, which didn't really shift for me until I was finally allowed to venture out into the world a little more and meet a few different kinds of people from other backgrounds and worldviews and places than the narrow scope of ones I'd only been exposed thusfar. When you're used to constantly being the top of the class and told that you're smart for your age, and you haven't really been able to consider many alternative worldviews or perspectives or to talk to and compare yourself to anybody outside of the strict little bubble you were raised in, then you don't really realize all the ways in which you might be incredibly wrong and ignorant and possibly not as competent and helpful to others as you initially assumed, either. I wasn't nearly as top of the pack in my circle in every way as he was, but I was skipped a grade ahead at a young age. And I definitely was a lot more overconfident about knowing best about a lot of things back then than I even am now that I'm actually an independent and more highly educated adult. I got a bit of a humbling reality check there as soon as I stepped outside of that little bubble I was raised in, met a lot of other people who were way smarter and more impressive than I was, and got some helpful life experience out there in "the real world" where I saw that things were often quite different and much more complicated and not so easy for me to "know best" about for everybody else than my teenage self had once assumed.

So to answer your question, yes I think Light could have had a fairly normal life and grown a bit more mature and balanced in his views. And he would probably be seen as a pretty upstanding guy by most people around him had he never picked up the notebook. Which is kind of the tragic irony and the dark humour and the cautionary tale aspect of his character to me. He might always be ambitious and idealistic and perfectionist and difficult to provide satisfying enough challenges for and to please, but I don't think becoming an evil mass-murderer would have been an inevitable path that he was always going to go down no matter if he had picked up the notebook or not.

[desitenya]

ok hiiii. so after osmosis learning some info about kuusuke i have a few thoughts about him meeting touma. the reason why akechi is such an interesting person to have him interact with, is because not only is he incredibly smart, he’s bested kusuo a few times which is something kuusuke’s unable to do.

first thing, what would be their impressions of each other excluding the part where kusuo factors in. not really much to go off on considering touma mentions knowing about kuusuke for one panel and thats it, but in psi battle there was an event story where they did interact. heres where you can read The Strongest Young Psychic part im referencing. > actually just go check out the psi battle translations.

first impression is that, honestly they’re matching the same rhythm. touma was excited to see them fight even though he’s sure kusuo would win. even with touma’s inclusion, the battle was still for the most part kusuo v kuusuke. kuusuke didnt get to see any of touma’s abilities through the ep, and probably only remembers touma as that kid who just hung around his little brother that one time. touma on the other hand knows of kuusuke’s accomplishments.

no idea what he was planning there but he seemed confident about their interaction. ALSO speaking of confidence, in the psibattle ep, he says himself that kuusuke beating kusuo in this challenge would be a one in a million chance, compared to him being confident in his own challenges with kusuo. kuusuke doesnt keep tabs on all his friends considering he didnt even know who toritsuka was until laaate series, so its entirely possible he slipped under the radar as well. however, if he DID manage to find out how smart he was from most likely a challenge proposed by touma, its no doubt he’d be hella surprised by how hard it is to fight him.

even with taking psi battle quotes with a grain of salt, though his AI tried to basically “take him out”, he still has a favorable outlook on him (he does still destroy the AI or whatever). he’d probably view whatever contest he had with touma as a fluke. that one in a million chance that was mentioned earlier, but even so, he’d keep him in mind. and if akechi does continue to beat him, i think he’d still hold on to the whole “im a human everyone else are ants” way of thinking lol. that would completely change if he heard about why touma knows about kusuo’s powers.

no way he assumes touma found this out on his own. he probably thought kusuo went soft and decided to tell his old friend about his powers to resolve some old questions. of the two contests touma had with kusuo (other being horse betting), THIS one would be the one that catches his eye. mainly because that was similar in nature to kuusuke’s other contests. there isnt any denying that kusuo was literally cornered here. the only way he could give touma less credit was to say that kusuo basically gave up and even then, there’s no way kuusuke could think that. i explained why on another post.

he’s basically trapped between a rock and a hard place. does he accept that some one beat the one person who he’s put on a pedestal for most his life OR does he accept he’s cornered that same person into giving up.

beyond this, there's not much to go off of. the closest thing was how kuusuke’s world was “shattered” at 2 or 3 or whatever when kusuo first beat him. its also likely he gets pissed since thats like, the only other emotion we see him express lol. how he expresses that... idk. but i feel like he’s gonna pop up in touma’s life a lot more now since he’s kinda took an axe to his world view.