Thinking about the email my German 101 teacher said about possibly switching to her other 101 class. Like that would mean having 2 classes and a lab on one day. Which could free up my other days for when I get an internship
(I hope I get one bc I have yet to find out if it's needed for my 1st major, or else I'm straight up getting a job if not. )
(Something something self sabotage and something of running away of New possibilities/opportunities even though it's not expect3d but sure would have helped me in the long run)
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Me, the three weeks I was home alone: Wow I'm eating on a much better schedule with a greater variety of meals and feel physically and mentally great, I haven't binged in forever and I'm able to hold back when I feel the urge to - why don't I do this when my family is around?
My family: *buys too much red meat, which I don't like much* *doesn't buy many vegetables and when they do they run out super quickly* *buys too much frozen and sugary food, which I don't like* *either nobody washes the dishes or they do but they keep stacking clean dishes on the countertop instead of putting them away, making the kitchen look super cluttered and hard to navigate* *they're downstairs all the time working and talking and yelling and doing a lot of noise and moving all over*
Me, starting to skip meals again due to the stress and lack of foods I enjoy: Ah,
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"#and africans are too busy celebrating these laws cos they believe thats what the god the white man told them to do." yeah <3 black&african christianity never ceases to blow me
LIKE. and it's a weird thing for me cos I still have my faith but I can't be around ppl who claim to be christians in my family/community cos they're always so hateful and afraid of everything that isn't "holy" to them, according to a religion we were forced into by our literal oppressors. and then they turnaround to demonize our actual traditional african religions. makes zero sense.
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i honestly kind of love my job atm i love interacting with the volunteers and the job students and it's fun to me. hate everything i still need to do for my old job tho...
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