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#i love i loveeee ludovica sm shes so cute. ive only known her for 5 min but i fell in love with her design and i love her friendship#with vasco ^_^ i think them having each other makes hiding their sexualities a little less lonely so thats sweet#ik in modern au shes considered an old friend of vascos but i originally assumed she and vasco fake dated in college or smth#to get their parents off their backs until they came out properly and continued to stay in touch as friends after LMAO#im not very familiar with period fashion so i had to look at renaissance costumes as reference. but i have to admit i love the#high waistlines used in some of their dresses.. i have a minidress with a similar high waistline pressed against the chest and sleeves#also if u squint machete is holding a little paper bag in the 2nd photo which is supposed to be his lunch courtesy of vasco <3#idk what ludovica would wear in modern au but i thought poet shirts might suit her because theyre like somewhere evenly between#masc and femme. to me anyway.. based on observation lesbians seem to love poet shirts and i think she looks good in one#these are all shitposts.. ill draw serious art of them one of these days i promise#i listened to fools rush in and it reminds me of them.. especially when it goes 'though i see the danger there / if theres a chance#for me then i dont care' like its so poignant and bittersweet.. a little indulgent when u think of those small moments they have togethr#save me gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries save me#my art#myart#doodles#fanart#others ocs#canisalbus#fur#furry art#machete#vasco#vaschete#ludovica#sfw fur#furry#anthro
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do u sometimes just cry. (im being dramatic im okay)
#listen. im on my period.#and idk i saw seventeen for too long and i just. broke down into tears#its not even sad tears its like.#tears of happiness and love and gratefulness#i just love them a lot and i feel lucky#so so so so lucky#and.#i wouldn't have felt deservinga few years ago but now#im like hell yeah i deserve to be happy and have a big source of happiness#even if its only a group of boys#its still happiness yk#sammy's podcast
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I thrash around like those inflatable tube men every time I remember that Neil literally just wanted to act, no matter if he had his parents permission or not. Possibly the most harmless way a teenage boy could rebel, and it was successfully twisted into a tale of obsession, and deception, and malicious defiance. So successfully, in fact, that I see some people who watched the movie call it that. It was just acting.
#the pursuit of his own happiness being labeled as dangerous and wrong and disgraceful⊠no one touch me i need to throw up everywhere and di#like YES i understand the context of the time period and the society he was born into#and YES i know that thatâs the POINT because nonconformity (no matter how harmless) was to be squashed as soon as it was found#but that doesnât mean it doesnât still make my stomach turn in grief and anger for him#neil perry i couldnt have parented you but i could have been a listening ear im so sorry#dps#dead poets society#neil perry
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Me staring at the 17 requests I've got in the chamber while I log onto my notes app to write a filthy as fuck professor!Mike x student!Reader fic ain't no one asked for
(anyone wanna guess the next fic-)
#i keep sayin im going to hell. the age gap kink in this one might rlly do it this time#listen. im on my period. im allowed some fuck ass treats.#josh hutcherson#josh hutcherson fanfic#mike schmidt#jhutch#mike schmidt fnaf#mike schmidt smut#mike schmidt x reader
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i just caught up with a breach of trust and I don't even know WHAT to say. thank you? jesus christ? oh my god? my husband and friends all hate me bc I won't shut up about it? I've never read a fanfic that could hold a candle? a match even? I've been reading in all my spare time. I've had dreams bc it's the last thing I'm thinking about at night. then I read more over breakfast. WOW? wowowowow? thank you again?
(A Breach of Trust)
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Thank you for being as brain-rotted as I am over this Utter Behemoth of a fic!! It's woven into the fabric of my being at this point.
I've poured my heart and soul into it and it means so so much to me, so hearing that OTHER people are like, bothering the people in their OWN lives about it? Wow. I'm very happy over the notion that there are strangers who know vaguely of ABoT because their loved one wanted to tell them all about it.
I've really loved building it up from an empty Word document. I'm really happy and lucky other people have come along for that. Thank you!!
#A Breach of Trust#ABoT#isa-ah#and there IS more to come#at least 5 more chapters#which in writer speak probably means 7 or 8#its been on hiatus for life-reasons and not for lost-interest reasons#in fact that 'woven into the fabric of my being' thing--#you know that thing where you listen to an old song and it nostalgia-BLASTS you with your life from that period?#stuff ive written does that for me#ABoT ESPECIALLY#its followed me so far#and i had some life changes which made it hard to pick up the next chapter#since it blasts me with 'REMEMBER how things used to be'#but im untangling that#and making progress on ch48#ALSO. I AM EATNG THAT FANART YOU MADE#I SAW IT RIGHT BEFORE THAT#IM DOING CARTWHEELS ABOUT IT
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the persona 3 protagonist 25th anniversary nui in food appliances!
#lizzy speaks#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#guys friendly reminder that this is what adulthood is about dont listen to anyone who calls you cringe#hence why im putting these in the main tags. i mean they're not incorrect for what the photos are about. lmao#anyway this was a very fun birthday!!! i feel very loved and supported by so many people and i got to do very fun things (like this)...#i think... birthday is like thanksgiving to me. in the gratitude respect.#a reminder of all the lovely people that i have gotten a chance to meet and how i've learned from them#it makes me very happy to have been born... i think every day is a great day to celebrate life's grandeur + brilliance + magnificence#it's just a very poignant and strong feeling that i have that i'm happy to have met so many wonderful people#and while there are some people i've only known for brief periods of time or people who i havent really been good at keeping in contact wit#i do cherish it! im so grateful. so happy that there are people who cheer my silly shenanigans on#while there are ways in which aging makes me go âoh hmmâ i think overall i'm happy that i get to keep on living and learning#i have so much fondness for humanity and people... like even if i dont get to talk to ppl directly i just get very emotional yknow#like wow.. you exist.. thats so fucking awesome... i hope you have an awesome day... im glad our paths could cross#if you have read up to this point of my tags.. thank you for reading and being part of my life#i will keep on being the silliest guy ive ever known! cheers to more shenyanigans and self-discovery :3
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garnet steven universe to heal my inner teen
#healing my inner teen who tried to draw this pose a hundred times and failed* (now it took me 5 minutes)#i used to have an old tumblr where i posted su fanarts and osomtsusan art too#i kinda wish i didnt delete it now but i still have the drawings since they"'re on paper#i been rewatching it between comms to empty my head a little and that episode just showed up and i loved the pose#do not llook at the stool i couldnt be bothered.#garnet#steven universe#fanart#myart#black n white version cuz that hip angle was HARD to draw so look at it.#yeah irs not that good BUT LOOK AT IT#05 07 2024#im on my periods and i had to listen to the voices#i love this show ! peace and love on planet cunk!
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why do my hero fans act like their fanshit is the pinnacle of exploring morally gray characters. yall wouldnât know gray if you were colorblind. your analysis ends at feeling bad abt stealing from walmart. forget about flawed characters yall cant even handle inko midoriya
#shitpost#bnha#mha#god forbid a single mom has the struggles that come with being a single mom#listen im out og the my hero fandom but i check on it periodically and literally nothing has changed in half a decade#its always some au shit where deku feels bad about killing people or whatever#or inko is the worst persona alive for literally no reason#like i get you have mommy issues but like shut the fuck up you hate women or w/e
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being ace means i don't get giggly or horny about omegaverse aka abo but instead become painfully obsessed with details in anatomy and world building
#for one the whole abo dynamic thing in wolves is false#for another the animal kingdom is SO wild#like. female hyenas have pseudopenises and dominate males#seahorses and male birth#eating your children to avoid them being eaten by predators#males killing children to free females to mate#community child rearing!#females doing the hunting!#CLOWNFISH#omegaverse#abo#imagine if your secondary gender is determined by the social dynamics of where you grew into it#mostly female/child bearing? guess you get a penis now#do you think all alphas have piss kinks cuz of territory marking shit#anglerfish...octopodes that hand off their sperm sacks to females...#i know a strange amount of stuff about animal sexuality i just realized this#did you know some species dont have periods? they just reabsorb the uterine lining which is fucking amazing and im very mad humans dont#do that too#on the other hand. ive seen abo aus where male omegas give birth by LOSING ALL THEIR TEETH and VOMITING AN EGG#my main complaint is that abo doesnt get weird enough (plz not losing teeth and egg vomiting weird tho)#also can we PLEASE think a little more on the 'birthing from the ass' thing? please?#listen you have a right to mpreg (and trans men exist) but like. PLEASE. that baby should NOT be born thru the poop chute#ik some animals feed their babies poop (and human anatomy is like half an inch away from the birth canal being the poo canal) but COME ON#also why are all the scents like. very specific objects/concepts#flowers and idk blood?#frankly i think they would just be. animal smells but with enhanced human noses they'd be easily distinguishable#my headcanon is that they act like peacock tails do. meant to show off how cool you are#the biting thing happens in sharks (tho i think its cuz theyre kinda silly like that) but it just reminds me of people tattooing bite marks#and not cleaning the wound or yknow actually biting their partner in the tattoo parlor?#i get it. i'd love to be consumed by the void and a non recommendable amount of teeth. but can you be more sensible about it
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as a young trans guy who isn't on any kind of hormones or anything like that, I can't wait for the day I can finally start.
I can't wait for my body to change and slowly become what I want it to be.
I wanna be able to wear feminine clothing without crying.
I wanna have stubble.
I want people to look at me and see me as a boy.
I want to look at myself and truly believe I'm a boy.
I wanna be able to look in my reflection and know that the person I'm looking at is Tommy. This is who I am and who I've always wanted to be.
it's not that I'm upset with how I look now, though, don't take it that way.
I do look pretty masculine.
I still wear crop tops and things more traditionally feminine.
but when I think of myself, Tommy, this isn't who I think of.
I think of whatever I will see when I look in the mirror someday in the future.
sometimes dysphoria can make me so upset, I'll get close to crying, I'll hate the way my body is.
but to get to where you wanna be, you've gotta go through the roads, right?
there's shortcuts that make things seem quicker, but you'll end up getting stopped by a red light later on.
and if you hate the ride there, you won't enjoy getting there in the end. you'll be exhausted and you'll just want to leave again.
but if you enjoy the ride, no matter how long or difficult it is, you'll be happy and ready to enjoy your time there as well.
that's what really keeps me going most of the time.
I can't wait to meet the Tommy I want to be, one day when looking in the mirror.
sorry for the long post, this was written at 3 am.
it probably should have just gone in the notes app but isn't that the same as Tumblr? ......no? shut up.
#im gonna regret this in the morning#im not a pussy tho so i wont delete it#âŒïž#this is what getting your period on a Tuesday night does to a guy#oh and listening to cavetown adds to the cause#and awaiting your binder you ordered to arrive#yeah lots of things#my posts never get popular so im expecting like 5 notes on this so if you read this all the way through i hope you enjoyed#idk what im talking abt here really im so bad with words i just needed to ramble#trans#transgender#trans boy#trans guy#lgbtq#lgbtq community#he/him#it/its#lgbtq+#transmasc#trans girl#trans woman
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i keep getting letters that im overdue for a cervical screening but the last time I went for one i got handed two of the diy swabs and got told 'wait till ur not bleeding' like. u understand i can't control that right
#in fact isnt it more pressing if im getting random bleeding đđđ#<- hasnt had a consistent period in like 3 years (hrt and iud)#just got a letter today again. i was supposed to get one at the time of putting in the iud#but i never heard back so i have to assume it simply didnt happen#anyway yep LMAO u get to listen to this cos im not open abt hrt to my parents#and dont want to explain the irregular bleeding
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I know itâs already getting unbearably hot but who wants to come try and nap with both me and my heating pad anyway
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#itâs like a knightâs trial#having the actual worst period cramps of my life rn#and iâm Suffering with this heating pad#i hate being hot but jesus christ ow i need this to try to make my organs CHILL#and the worst thing??#absolutely NO ONE is here to cuddle with me#offensive#THIS. THIS is one of those situations where i KNOW the nap would be better with someone elseđ€#even if itâs just because then i wouldnât be lonely lol#pls come nap with me and overheat and also listen to all my complaints - again OW - and love me anyway#my craziest fantasyđ„”đ„”#oh and also NO judging all my crying my period loves making me cry smh#im literally crying over nothing right nowđ like itâs just a Thingâąïž okay#im a CATCH#wait god the heating pad turned off for a sec#saw my life flash before my eyes when it started cooling downđ#crying even more nowđđđ« #itâs going swimmingly very good like i said im a CATCH#đđđ#sorry for all the tags idk what im even saying anymore smh#im gay and i like sleeping
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#at some point i just need to accept my brother has essentially taken my dog#and maybe if i accept it ill get over it#im clinging to that dog with my fingernails and as per usual i have to be the eldest daughter#and just let my things be taken#im just. this isnât worded well. im just. very tired of this.#i do EVERYTHING for that dogâfeed him take him to the vet groom him bathe him#and just.#sigh.#ignore me.#delete later#i just still remember the time my dad told me i shouldnât allow him into my room#so heâd be encouraged to go into my brotherâs room#bc my brother was really depressed and refusing to take his antidepressants (which he STILL doesnât take#THIS MAN IS 33 FUCKING YEARS OLD)#and i wish i had just said something like âdo you realize how unfair that is to me?â#but ofc he wouldnât bc im the eldest daughter. and no matter how many times i point out how unfair that is to my parents#nothing changes. it just. im expected to just deal with it.#with shit like my dogâMY. FUCKING. DOG.âbecoming my brotherâs#as if my mental health doesnât matter#and listen im on antidepressants and they make a helluva difference#but that dog is mine. my one thing. and now heâs not.#sorry im also probably gonna start my period any day now so im hella fucking emotional#i just miss my dog.
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad đ
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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fun idea. you know how i reblog certain posts regularly once a week? what i reblogged my âdo you think their menstrual cycles synced upâ post once every hmmmm 28 days. just a random regular interval i picked dont worry about it.
#listen. i divulge enough personal info here i think yall should at least use it to help remind me when im about to get period#also. i absolutely do not believe the period syncing up thing irl but if me and my mutuals started toâŠwell thats just science
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#pausing my essay to make a tumblr post in the hopes it will stop my panic attack bc uhhh what do you mean its november#what do you mean time for these applications are running out what do you mean i have to write 4 essays what do you mean my brain wont work#because i have the brain wont work disorder what do you mean i have to also keep on top of my grandparents bc now that im not with them#my grandmother has essentially stopped taking her alzheimers medication and my grandfather is just lying about her condition#what do you mean i didnt get the scholarship i wanted (listen this isnt a shock to me it was highly competitive and i figured i wouldnt#get it) (BUT STILL) so now im hauling absolute ass trying to get a job where my mom works so we can share the car#and im STILL constantly thinking of my grandma who i know is miserable where she is bc theyre alone and i know theyre lonely and miss me#and theyve asked about me every single day since we got back from brasil and im trying not to feel guilty bc i know thats pointless#but its also hard not to hurt for them and also i have to WRITE THIS FUCK ASS ESSAY WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS ROT IN BED#AND SHINY HUNT BC I MISS SHINY HUNTING AND ALSO IM GETTING MY PERIOD SOON AND IM BREAKING OUT AND#I MISS MY BED AND WRITING FUN STUFF AND MY FRIENDS AND NOT FEELING LIKE AN IMPENDING CLOUD OF DOOM AND DESPAIR#IS HOVERING OVER ME AND GETTING CLOSER WITH EACH PASSING DAY#hm. not helping with getting rid of my panic attack. maybe i need. to have a small cry and then some water.#okay bye for now đ«°đ„°#personal
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