#listen he loves sam so much
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who the fuck cares if Sam ain't John's favorite kid, he's Dean's.
Like imagine how much Dean must love that little prick. Dean sitting at motel tables, watching Sam draw with Crayon's he swiped somewhere from school while he does his homework. Dean showing Sam how to write, working on a science project with him.
Dean stops paying attention at school when Sam's grades got better than his. Not because he was jealous but because if Sam could fend for himself at school, there was no reason for him to continue. Sometimes Sam would practice Presentations in front of Dean, sometimes Sam would shove his spanish book into his hands and made Dean test him.
Dean stealing and working odd-jobs to save up for Sam's school trips. Hunting with Dad because he made excuses for Sam so that he could study for his exams.
#spn#dean winchester#supernatural#sam winchester#weechesters#sam and dean#big brother dean#listen he loves sam so much#i wasnt just a brother#i had to be a father#and a mother#just to keep him safe#sammy i am so proud of you#you're my little baby brother#i love you
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Sam: "Look at me. Hey- look at me a second. I know. I know you're tough. I know how strong you are. You have every right to be proud of that. But being able to handle somethin' doesn't mean you should have to. Least of all when I'm right here trying to help. Please let me help. If not for you then for me, because I don't like knowin' you're hurtin', especially when there's somethin' I can do about it."
Me, shaking my head, fighting back literal tears: "B-but it's gonna give you another headache!"
#redacted sam#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted fandom#[Sam's name doubles as a link to the specific lines i quoted btw. just for full credit/transparency & for anyone who wants to (re)listen]#Sam's deep-seated need to heal vs my inability to accept help would be a battle for the ages. unstoppable force vs immovable object#wait Sam already mentioned the force vs object thing to David during the inversion didn't he lmao 'they call /me/ Immovable Object'#he does suit Immovable a little more than Unstoppable i guess. i mean he can def be both imo but ykwim. anyways i digress#listen. i'm not a Marriage kinda guy. but good god the way some of Sam's lines make me wanna take a fucking knee and propose#i'm love him ur honor. he is comfort incarnate#can't believe i waited so long to listen to the Valentines Vampire Attack audio. it's got so much of that sweet sweet hurt/comfort#very reminiscent of their 2nd audio given all the healing he does for them & the consent checks before moving clothing and whatnot#which makes it a top favorite for me bc that's probably my most replayed Sam audio. and the one that initially hooked me#i didn't put off listening to it bc i thought i Wouldn't like it btw i just procrastinate everything for no real reason#listening to it now tho actually worked out well bc i could uh. definitely use it. so maybe i was subconsciously saving it for hard times#this post isn't a joke btw it really does hurt to hear him put himself in pain for the sake of healing Darlin' :(((#anD PAINKILLERS DON'T EVEN WORK ON HIM!!! ough man i would struggle so hard to accept his healing if i were in Darlin's shoes#like yeah there's other reasons i'd struggle to accept it too but him being in pain as a result would be one of 'em. the Guilt bro i can't#rp audio stuff#Seven.txt#(Seven blorbo-posting at 2am when they should either be doing something productive or sleeping?? more likely than you might think)
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#tmagp#tma#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol#alice i love you so much#sam has 2 hands he can hold both alice and celia while gripping his teeth onto the magnus institue like a feral dog#yes i made this on my phone as i was listening
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The Winchester brothers? Oh I think you mean Sam Leahy and Dean Singer <3 I think their mom is Mary Campbell-Winchester so maybe that's where you got confused <3
#listen I just think symbolically rejecting the family legacy on the family legacy show where the legacy is perpetuating pain and horror#is interesting#I'm just musing. i think sam would actually do leahy-winchester or winchester-leahy#mr dad did the best he could. he reconciles to him and he's proud of the men of letters thing#dean i think. clean break.#when cas says maybe i should get a surname and dean immediately suggests singer and confesses sometimes he pretended his name was singer#as a kid. just to himself.#and sam pops up and is like. it could be. if you wanted. just saying. i think it'd mean a lot to the old man.#and dean dismisses it but sam catches him writing in his journal:#mr and mr dean singer. mr and mr cas singer. mr dean (cas) singer.#dean mary singer#mrs dean singer ? (that one's crossed out Dean's not ready to crack yet)#and dean never makes an announcement or anything he just starts introducing himself as dean singer and cas as castiel singer#mary i think it's important to her to keep Winchester bc for her Winchester was an escape from HER family legacy of pain and suffering#I think for a while after resurrection she tried saying to other hunters that she's mary Campbell to cash in on the family name#because whenever she said Winchester she was met with suspicion from John alienating himself lmao#or people commenting positively on sam and dean and she was trying to avoid being reminded of and associated with them#but that felt like a betrayal of what her younger self had decided AND a betrayal of John. whom she loved.#even if she finds out that love was engineered and manufactured. it's still something she felt. it's still something#she poured so much of her young life into#and it represents the hope that her sam and dean might be able to work through things#so eventually she says with defiant pride I am Mary Campbell-Winchester. no matter what reaction she might get from other people.
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“you don’t have to keep the armor up tonight. the fighting’s done. you can just rest.”
#SAAAMMMM#he's so .... the softiest of softies....#'getting closer' is much harder on a second listen when i've come to love them both so much#redacted audio#redacted asmr#sam collins#sweetheart.txt#sam
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i've been getting a lot of new followers these past few weeks so this is my semi-annual music plug... my roommate and best friend in the whole world released an AWESOME album last year and you should totally go listen to it. one day he's going to be soooo famous and then you guys can brag that you listened to him before it was cool
#my personal favourites are all is quiet now and inopia! if you like long ballads with dark punk rock sound then you will love this album#if i can get sappy for a moment... sam is such an incredible person and musician. he really poured SO much time and love into this record#i watched him literally lose sleep over this while he was balancing school/exams and also making crazy dinners with me. lol#anyways this is very much a labour of love and though its a bit rough around the edges it honestly would mean so much to me if you#gave it a listen 💗 i think you will find something you like on it. anyways thats my soapbox for today. thanks for reading this far
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im crafting exquisite essays about ginger snaps and the death of childhood in my own head at midnight while laying awake in my dark room that will never see the light of day but trust me dude its genuinely a like delicious tasty little morsel of an essay
#ugh#ginger snaps#i absolutely love this movie so much#the way they have this naive view of death and morbidity#and the first time they see real mangled flesh and blood is a dog mauled to death in a playground???#and in that moment ginger gets her period and now she is forced to reconcile with the fact that what came out of that dog is coming from he#and then she is literally dragged kicking and screaming into the woods away from the playground of childhood#oooh botch the symbolism#and then sam the cherry hound kills the thing that kills childhood#absolutely fucking delicious imagery#k mumbles#and if we take it a step further and talk about the movie from brigittes pov#and how ginger is becoming an adult figure and leaving behind childhood and brigitte#and then brigitte literally kills off this thing that took ginger away from her#and thus brigittes only childhood companion the only person she could relate to in any way#and of course she sees it as beast as a monster as something that takes and takes and takes#and she can see it coming for her soon through her accepting of the curse#and therefore we look at gingers death as metaphorical instead of literal and see the turmoil brigitte is going through#ugh god its so good#if this is not coherent dont listen to me#like i said its midnight and honestly i have a really bad headache lmao#ginger fitzgerald#brigitte fitzgerald#sam mcdonald
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hrgh every time I think I've come close to forgiving lance fucking parkin I skim the gallifrey chronicles. and then I remember the Horrors.
#listen bc when I read through and play around with AHistory I'm inclined to enjoy and respect his work as a curatative fan historian#but his actual prose writing#it. it beggars belief it truly does it's just atrocious#megan whines into the empty abyss of cyberspace#everyone in the EDA discord who thinks father time is the worst of it oh boy babes the worst is absolutely yet to come#like I get *why* they gave him the last book of the line because he does (mostly) know his lore extremely well#so it kind of makes sense that he'd be picked to wrap up all the myriad loose ends#and also he's well liked and afaik pretty personable unlike some fuckers I could name and didn't spend years burning bridges#but oh my god oh my god literally everything to do with Fitz and Trix is just. awful. terrible.#guy who absolutely does not understand or respect any of the three of that team TARDIS but especially Fitz#also The Thing With Sam#never happened fuck you lance#also given just how many asspats he gives himself over his command of the lore he fucking got Sam's middle name wrong?!#also it's soooo obvious how much he loves Anji because she's a Capitalist GirlbossTM#he really does not grasp her character development or personal arcs but he thinks he's killing it#like she *is* a Capitalist GirlbossTM but that's not all she is but he's not actually interested in her interiority at all#he just enjoys that she's a fiscal conservative#god the fact that trading futures is the literal very next book after Anachrophobia#one of the best books in the series that explicitly calls out Anji's pro-capitalism stance using time-war-for-profit played for utter horro#immediately followed by...almost the exact same premise but Zany RompTM#it's not that capitalists misusing time travel for profit is inherently bad it's just *these guys* who suck#no lesson is learned! then you fucking get to the fucking gallifrey chronicles and Fitz actually deciding that this very same scheme#'wasn't perhaps unethical' just because it's Trix and Anji doing it#like yeah sure Anji and Trix can have a little insider trading. as a treat. but that is literally the definition of unethical lol#the only reason time traveling to acquire stock tips isn't massively illegal is because it's not fucking real like??#of-fucking-course it's unethical you walnut#parkin you smug annoying self-obsessed lore-obsessed pregnancy-obsessed just barely-plausibly deniably not homophobic asshole#I'm avoiding even bringing up the actual beef with TGC because first of all everyone fucking knows but also it's just.#it's such a goddamn shit awful trainwreck#if parkin wasn't a Fitz-hating homophobic coward he would've ended the gallifrey chronicles the same way he ended the dying days. wink.
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who do you think in asoiaf would ve best adjusted if they got dumped in our world? i gote renly discovers Grindr in five minutes and does the no face shirtless body profile
Jaime would absolutely get an insta and start posting thirst traps within 30 minutes of being here. Eventually he and Renly would get in a competition for who can show the most skin without their pics being taken down for violating policy. Jaime eventually posts a full blown dick pic and doesn’t understand why everyone blows up his phone afterward, bc he didn’t totally understand that just everyone could see his posts
Most well adjusted though? I feel like Sam would do pretty good. He would IMMEDIATELY move somewhere warm like Florida or something bc FUCK THE WALL, and he would take Gilly with him. He’d go to community college while they both raise the baby, and just settle into a nice simple life. I think Sam would like that there isn’t as much emphasis placed on *bravery* and knightly standards of masculinity, and would feel more comfortable in his own skin. He and Gilly would definitely be that couple that sits in their rocking chairs on their front porch like 95% of the time they’re home. They don’t even have to talk, they just enjoy each other’s company and go to bed early. Sam would do good imo
#asoiaf#got#jaime lannister#renly baratheon#samwell tarly#gilly#Gilly asoiaf#asks#valyrianscrolls#my posts#Sam reads and Gilly listens to music#she likes acoustic guitar but in a latino way not a country way#however she also gets into some death metal vibes as she processes the trauma from her dad#Sam doesn’t care what’s on so much bc he loves learning#he teaches Gilly and her son to read together#her son sleeps between the two of them bc she’s still afraid of the wights coming to steal him#Sam likes having his family close and can’t fall asleep unless Gilly is next to him
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✨SAM WEARING HIS CAP TO THE BACK✨
(Sam's Beanies/old post)
#Okay let me paint a picture for ya'll... [dreamy harp instrumental plays]#this version of Sam comes to pick you up for a chill beach date in his jeep (I've just always envisioned him owning a Jeep)#he greets you with a long hug. he loves clinging onto you with his hugs as he kisses your head & lets you know how much he's missed you#the ride over is spent with the 2 of you teasing each other about random shit & listening to the radio as the breeze flows through the jeep#ya'll settle into a good spot at the beach laying a large towel in the sand#he's fucking mesmerized by how you look in your swimwear. He definitely looks hot as hell in his swim trunks that hang low on his hips.#ya'll spend hours laying out on the beach towel and take random dips in the water every now and then#at sunset ya'll walk hand in hand on the boardwalk and he buys you the greasiest burger that you've been craving and a thick milkshake.#by nightfall ya'll just makeout in his jeep and it's pure bliss#god that damn ballcap on him just makes me simp so hard for BoyfriendSam™#Sam Rivers#Limp Bizkit#nu-metal#SAM. I. AM.#Sammy Boy#Bass Boss#Bass Master#Catch me simpin' for Samuel on Sam Rivers Sunday#down the rabbit hole
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For Claflin, it was partially his own divorce that still loomed over him, but also the fact that star-crossed love was not an unfamiliar concept. “I have experienced unrequited love, the chasing and the inability of making certain decisions in certain moments,” he says. “There were so many conversations between Billy and Camila (Camila Morrone), or Billy and Daisy (Riley Keough), that I have experienced firsthand or seen friends go through.”
Claflin equates Billy’s attraction toward Daisy to addiction, not unlike the character being drawn to drugs and alcohol. “Every single day, every aspect of your being wants to be doing the one thing that you are forcing yourself not to do,” he says. “That is what his relationship with Daisy is: He has to tell himself no every single day.” Also, unlike his calm wife, Camila, mercurial Daisy feels to Billy like looking in a mirror. “The two of them are so similar and egotistical,” says Claflin. “Daisy frustrates him and angers him. She tests him. He enjoys the fact that he’s challenged at every turn, that there’s someone who is still teaching him about himself.”
Though the character’s restraint feels excruciating, Claflin admires the determination not to give in to what both Billy and the audience want so badly. “He is dedicated to trying to do the right thing,” says Claflin. “He is genuinely in love with both women but can only be with one. There’s something so relatable about him and his struggle, wanting two things and trying to hurt as few people as possible.”
#sam claflin#samblogging#billy dunne#'what the audience wants' lol not me#but then. i'm not the audience#honestly i wouldn't give a single fuck if sam wasn't in it#but yeah#i listened to fleetwood mac the other day and it struck me that#gold dust woman might be a song about how billy feels about daisy#thing is. there are multiple types of love#i don't think i've seen anyone mention it (someone might have but i've not seen it)#so the love he has for c is different from the love he has for d#hopefully one day i will stop hating that ship so much that i'll be at least able to accept that#anyway. the writing still sucked i hope their pens break and drafts get deleted#also fuck hello sunshine i hope they get nothing but rain and clouds#mypost
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"Coffee table books and campfire chats depend on good stories. And those stories mean something to people. You can manufacture artificial luxury but you cannot manufacture artificial memories. Eventually, even the dedicated will start to notice the wool in their eyes. As caretakers of delicate gardens, we must water the flowers slowly, and let them breathe." - Rhystic Studies, 2024
#sam just has such a way with words#he is so talented and i love listening to his prose about magic so much#rhystic studies#mtg#go watch his youtube channel if you dont already#i promise you wont regret it
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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#tmagp#tma#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol#alice i love you so much#sam has 2 hands he can hold both alice and celia while gripping his teeth onto the magnus institue like a feral dog#yes i made this on my phone as i was listening
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#the rd crusaders#hold your head up#charity concert#2003#russ ballard#richard desmond#simon townshend#greg lake#aitch mcrobbie#sam brown#margo buchanan#steve smith#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aajhgsdjhgjsdg he is getting the crowd to sing along#in the third one he pointed out at them and said 'I LIKE IT' before singing hold your head up again#his face in the fourth one listening to them sing#he's so precious please i love the way he gives the audience just as much of his attention as they give him#he really always makes it feel like he's there not just to perform but also to hang out with them like#like they're all just a large group of friends#that's always the vibe with him#his BOING#HIS BOING HIS BOING HIS BOING#THE ONE LITTLE HOP#help i'm laughign at the last one#I LOVE HIM
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the vampire diaries 8.16 // louise gluck, crossroads
“and damon, like the voiceover tell us, he was worried he would never see stefan again. it was just elena assuring him that there would be peace. that we’ve dealt with this other side of darkness for several seasons, but there’s also light out there and there’s peace, and damon will find it. if you search for it, you will find it. and we wanted to get that last moment to see that [...] damon found it too, and it looked just like his brother.” — kevin williamson
#not really satisfied with this one but eh#i don't envy gifmakers who've giffed the tunnel scene btw bc the lighting. my god. a travesty#anyway. beating this dead horse of an ep to death to eke out every last drop of defan it has to offer#the contrast between damon's expression when reuniting with elena vs stefan kills meeeee#he's doing THE most for stefan but for elena... go girl give us nothing dot jpeg fjskfjdj#also in typical spn brainrot fashion while listening to damon's anguished declaration of love toward stefan in the tunnel or whatever#i kept comparing it to dean's 7 minutes of incest ahh speech in the finale and. my god lol#like i'm aware pitting damon i-stole-my-little-brother's-gf-and-let-him-drown-while-locked-in-a-safe-for-three-months salvatore#against dean i-sold-my-soul-for-my-little-brother-and-i-will-do-it-again-without-hesitation winchester#is unfair to damon but damon's speech is SO bland and half-assed in and of itself#and it absolutely PALES in comparison to dean's speech it's actually pathetic lmfao#i couldn't stop thinking abt dean confessing that he stood outside sam's dorm for hours before barging in#bc he was scared sam would tell him to get lost#and it made me think that the writers could've made damon's speech that much more personal and impactful#by maybe throwing in a line like “i didn't come back to mystic falls all those years ago /just/ for katherine”#it would've recontextualized their reunion in the first ep and given the hello brother moment so much more depth#give us something authentic! something the audience isn't privy to!#something only damon would know and keep buried in the deepest darkest corner of his black heart!#like!!! i'm sorry but damon's dying (not really) declaration of love toward stefan reads so generic lol#just smacks of lack of creativity on the writers' part which. tbf. is like all of tvd post s3 lmao#maybe it's a me problem idk i just think the speech could've been. well. better (obviously i blame plec she gave kevin a whole lotta nothin#like once you sit down and start dissecting damon's words they don't feel /that/ weighted. if that makes any sense#ok so maybe i just wanted him to say he didn't come back to mystic falls just for kat ! sue me#ANYWAY. someone please for the love of god write me a post finale canon compliant defan fic#a defan-in-the-afterlife fic if you will#or a damon-being-miserable-after-stefan's-death-and-being-really-shit-at-coping fic. that works too#wowee these tags are a mess#defan#the vampire diaries#web weave
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