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#davrin#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#daedit#dragonageedit#datvedit#gifs#im so nervous about tomorrow's release idk why#like very excited but also scared for some reason lol#had to make some davrins to calm down
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JJK OLYMPICS OHHH YOURE A GENIUS
head spinning w sooooooo many athlete aus rnā¦..Ā
satoru honestly isnāt half as cocky as the media makes him out to be but he could be because you bring up world champion menās freestyle swim times and itās his name on the scoreboard ten times before someone else shows up. heās faster than himself by fifteen seconds all around, heās earned a bit of cockiness. mentioned in the last post that whenever heās at a competition and he finishes a race, he looks at the camera and signs a little infinity sign and then blows a kiss to you. some bitter old coach always calls him out on it, and gets him fined for unsportsmanlike conduct, and heās happy to pay the fees if it means getting a message home to you, but eventually you two come up with a new code; and at his next race, he places gold, turns to the camera, crosses his middle finger over his pointer finger and smiles. when heās in his post-race interview, he makes sure to explain that he does it for you with the widest smile on his face.
megumi nepotism baby but not in the same sport. toji was a multi gold medalist back in his heyday for shooting, so itās not really a surprise to anybody that megumi has scary good aim, but he takes to archery instead of shooting. actually the idea of megumi being an emo little kid and throwing rocks at a tree when his dad pissed him off his hilarious, and even funnier is toji watching him, slightly amused and a little scared because megumi is maybe six and hitting the exact same spot every single time. he grows to be very blase about itāitās more of a release/hobby for him that he happens to be really good at, and well, now good enough to earn a few olympic medals. megumi is not a fan of having his dad ruffle his hair on international television after heās won, but he supposes it canāt be helped.
i donāt know where to put yuutaā¦. tennisā¦. temptingā¦.. him in his little white shortsā¦. little grunts after he servesā¦. criesā¦.. a complete 180 in his personality when heās playing vs doing anything else. so charming and sweet and kinda shy when heās being interviewed, and the second he steps on the court his eyes are so cold itās scaryā¦. need himā¦ extremely nerdy about his rackets, and shoes, and clothes, and rambles to you about aerodynamics and posture and torque whenever you ask him to teach you, and you always have to shutup him up with a kiss and remind him that yeah you sort of want to learn to play tennis for him, but mostly you came bc he looks hot doing it. once he got asked in an interview if he ever thinks about you while heās playing and his response was very concise, āno, never. it would be a big distraction,ā and did not realize the implications of his heavily televised words.Ā
alsoā¦. not to make this post 40% yuuta but we could pull from canon a bit and make his sport fencing. he doesnāt excel because heās the strongest, itās because heās learned to treat the sword as an extension of himself and a good strategistā¦ also because i like the image of him pulling the helmet/mask off and shaking his hair outā¦ā¦ā¦..
donāt even know where to put yuujiā¦. volleyball? basketball? track and field??? the irony of him easily being the most athletic but canonically does not want to play sports š but i can see him playing a sport because someone scouts him and it turns out to be a way to make steady money to support himself and his grandpa :( by the time heās qualified and made it to the olympics, wasuke is doing much better (thanks to yuuji having landed some preemptive sponsorships and being able to afford better medical care), but not so well enough that he can travel across the world to watch yuuji play. wasuke tells you that you should travel and be with yuuji, but yuuji is so touched by the idea that you would stay with his grandpa and be by his side when heās away :(( he wins gold, of course, and he doesnāt even wait until the closing ceremonyāwhich, heād mentioned in all of his interviews, so nobody can be too upset. heās on record saying, āiām excited to play, but iām even happier to be going home. my girlfriend and my grandpa are watching me and i miss them!ā several timesā heās on the first flight home with flowers, and tears in his eyes. puts his gold medal on his grandpaās neck as a thank you, and spends probably thirty minutes straight hugging you and kissing you and honestly donāt put it past him to propose now that heās got nike ambassador moneyĀ
nanami started judo as a way to relieve the stress of his overbearing job, and someone at the gym/training center notices he seems to be a natural despite being a beginner. he starts to draw a crowd, which annoys him at first because the point of judo was discipline and release from having to deal with too many people at his office job, but nanami supposes he canāt be too mad when you introduce yourself as a talent scout and offer him professional training. thereās irony in him accepting your offer, because it was definitely not based in professionalism at allā¦ quitting his job as a salaryman to become a professional athlete in his mid-twenties was not on his bingo chart, but if it means he will have met you, then so be it. youāre with him all the way, through his training, competitions, world championships, qualifiers, all the way until heās on the podium. youāre the first to congratulate him, but he interjects by telling you heās quitting. you ask him whyāhe just won at the olympics for crying out loud, but nanami just shakes his head, puts down his flowers and his medal so his hands are free to hold your face and tell you, āit would be unethical to kiss my manager, so i am quitting.ā (later, when everything is said and done, and you two are cuddling, you mention to him that he could just hire a new manager, and not quit his new career, to which he blushes because yeahā¦ thatās probably more rational, but rational was not in his train of thought at the time)
#anonymous#nanami kento.......................................... god#also yuuji :((((( just a kid who wanted to do something nice for his grandpa I will CRY#immediate proposal when he gets home to you who does he think he is? yuuta?#speaking of yuuta he's like the best player his age and he's always asked to attend events or parties or whatever#and he's always like ah no thank you I am going home to my girlfriend#every fucking interview it's like yeah I love tennis but I love my girlfriend more for supporting and encouraging me#my girlfriend my girlfriend my girlfriend#one day he actually seems Excited to be doing his press conference and a journalist picks up on it to which yuuta happily raises his hand#and lets everyone know that he's now engaged. and very very grateful for his wife#he does the same shit a few years later like randomly during a press conference he's like#'I am kinda nervous. my baby didn't sleep well last night so I was up with him pretty late' and everyone's like BABY?#and yuutas like yeah! he's almost 14 months now do u wanna see him!#let me stop bringing kids into this bc w/ satoru and kento I could go on for hours....#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jujutsu kaisen smut#gojo x reader#gojo smut#yuuta x reader#yuuji x reader#megumi x reader#nanami kento x reader#once u asked megumi what he thinks about when he's practicing and he's so deadpan as he reloads and arrow#and right before he lets it go he's like 'ur ex boyfriend' and then hits the target dead in the center LMFAO#olympics au
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#soā¦ hi#i thinkā¦. i might start making some stuff here soon#iāve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk itās just been a rough month#but iām starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. iām going nuts. iāve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#iāve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesnāt involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like iām betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so thatās what iām trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc iām starting at uni next month#& i just know iām gonna have shit for free time then#iām taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#iām trying to be excited about it but mostly itās just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully iāll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks iāve gotten since iāve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month agoā¦ pls just act like thatās not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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felt the need to doodle lilia
#twst#lilia vanrouge#finished the first part of ch7#im so nervous but also excited for the rest on en#i love this dumbass so much gdi ch7 is going to end me#ive had alot of artblock lately#so between school and bg3 i havnt been able to draw much of anything that i like enough to post#have too many unfinished lilia doodles#might post a bunch of them here since who knows if ill ever finish them#this one was surprisingly somthing i drew earlier but then fixed it up#which is something i hardly do lol#usually i need to be hyperfocused and finish the art in one day lol#which is why i feel certain i'll never be able to ever take on commissions orz#trying to get into the art zone is very fickle and im sure it always will be
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Hey everyone! this is where the zebra is currently with the design.
It has knee braces!! I will most probably be drawing the zebra usually with them on, but itās no requirement, for example if anyone else wants to draw the zebra :-]. I always like to make sure an animal design has official colors underneath any clothing and accessory anyway. I think this will be final! thank you everyone for your feedback!
As a reminder, aside from why the zebra was requested for this flag, this is also just a zebra with the disability pride flag on it. Itās just a deisgn to fit the flag, with input from other disabled people in our community. It doesnāt mean other animals canāt have designs with these colors, too! I donāt mean this design to be the only mascot for all disabled people. Itās just a silly series i do of pride animals, and at the time, during disability pride month, I wanted to see what everyone wanted me to start off with for this flag!
the goal with my pride animals is to take requests and make people feel happy and seen.. thatās all <:-)
#disability pride#pride animals#disability#disability pride flag#zebras#Iāve been a little stressed about this animal for the past week.. I will be honest with you#The zebra has many stripes and I wanted to try my best to make sure it wouldnāt cause issues like headaches or other things#also.. if]ve been working on this for a while now.. i want to call it done soon!#But now that this is finished#I will start designing stickers and pins to put on redbubble and also for me to print IRL!#thank you everyone! Iāve also learned more than whatbI already knew this week#Even if it was stressful it was fun to see everyone get so excited when I would show updates to the designs#Sorry for a long speech.. I am a very nervous person today#Excuse my typos! Iām a fast typer and tired from the day#ebonytailsart#Thank you yomcloud for giving me your feedback as well. I donāt have a lot of perspective on visual processing disorders and photensitivity#so it meant a lot to me#just like the other pride animals I am very open to making more animal designs for this flag! But Iād like to save it for the future instea#Itās a bit too soon at the moment. thank youuu
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fellas. my friends said they ACTUALLY want to watch cats 2019 with me and i was SHOCKED because like. who would. want to do that. i am delighted. HOWEVER it will take everything in me to not pause it and clarify every five minutes about my opinions on the movie
#they do want to watch it to see how bad it is but they know i really like cats the musical so it's like. i have to make it known that while#i don't like the movie and love the musical i still like parts of the movie#i don't think they care that much. but i can't believe they want to watch cats with me and i'm extremely excited#and it will take SO MUCH in me to not ramble the entire time we're watching the movie about everything going on#ouh. autism moment#i know they're probably just going to make fun of it and laugh which i get but also i'm just very excited...i like the movie in some ways#so i just hope!! they enjoy it!!#i've never shared anything about myself and my interests with my friends like this so sorry if i sound silly about how excited i am#im excited and nervous because i know they'll hate it and make fun of it the entire time which i get since the movie is pretty terrible#but also i am very passionate about cats and i do unironically enjoy watching the movie for how silly it is#ooooh. anxiety#this feels silly. am i being silly right now
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ššš šššššš šššššš & šššššš | šššššš ššššššš š šššššš
[a stay to burn (only to drown instead) AU/what-if scenario that takes place after the events of the main fic]
āMonths ago, you asked me to run away with you.ā You said, trying not to tell yourself you were making a bad decision. You couldnāt even look at him as you said it, unwilling to see what his face looked like. Instead you focused on your feet and the stained wood floor beneath them. āDoes the offer still stand?ā āDo you want to be on the run?ā With me went unspoken, even though you both could hear it. āI just need toā¦ clear my head of the city.ā You looked out of the water stained window and you could feel Edwardās eyes on you. āItāll just be a small road trip. Weāll come back.ā You werenāt sure if you were lying or not. or, road trip with edward. things goā¦ well, as well as they could.
AO3 LINK | PLAYLIST
CHAPTERS:
chapter one: i Tried tO be gooD (am I no good?) chapter two: a dangerouS game (but one i wAnna Play) chapter three:
#I've had the idea for this fic since like March so I'm very excited to finally share it. I am also nervous.#my younger sister helped me with the playlist so shout out to her#stbotdi#atr&d#stbotdi sequel#edward nashton x reader
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okay what if we do get a season 4 parallel with season 8 in the way how we had āBuck Beginsā and the next episode is āJinxedā so what if we do get that with āConfessionsā being our serious episode in the way on how some storylines take place within the episode especially regarding Eddie and how we know the priest is in the episode so Eddie is dealing with something regarding the Catholic faith in regards to his past or yk an indication towards the first step of establishing a queer storyline for Eddie and followed by our silly episode with āHotshotsā the following week yk
#at this point I donāt even know what to think about the Confessions episode#my focus has been on Eddie this whole time in the way how this season has had a focus on him in a way that reminds me of season 5 yk#but again this focus on him this season just feels very important to his storyline like time and time again Eddie is the focus#super excited and also very nervous for the episode I do want something like something indicating a queer Eddie storyline#also ryan having two post episode 6 interviews like let me just scream now#and tim also saying his favorite Eddie scene is in this episode specifically#and and and an important conversation taking place between Buck and Eddie in this episode#more of stephās random thoughts#911#911 abc#911 on abc#911 season 8#911 s8#911 speculation#eddie diaz
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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gregnant
anton belongs to @poicyss
#someone help them LMAO#im all kinds of panic induced stress rn so. woe pregant auggie be upon ye#shes very excited but also extremely fucking nervous and couldnt think of any other way to break the news#also because how do you deal with the spawn of a literal shadow creature. what the fuck do u do#im sure theyve probably discussed the possibility of being parents once in a while but not like actually intended to conceive#idk much else though ive never been pregnant. shrugs#i think her bump is probably smaller bc vincent forms as a dog before he takes on human form a couple months after being born#so the fetus is smaller.. although its more obvious when shes in her animal form so she doesnt transform while pregnant just in case#can you tell ive thought abt this a normal amount#my art#myart#doodles#my oc#friend oc#augusta#anton#suggestive#?#i mean kinda..? its implied this is after they boink but not much else#oc lore
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the director of the indie movie i'm gonna be an extra in messaged me today and asked if i'd be interested in a day player speaking role!!! yes i'd be interested!!!!!
#AAAAA i'd have a speaking role!!!#i messaged back we're in contact rn#i don't have details yet#but HOW COOL IS THAT#shoutout 2 montana and the very niche film market here it puts me at the top of people's lists LOL#i'm nervous though like i actually would be DOING SOMETHING not just wandering around!!!#also i think i was wrong before when i said no pay#i think there is pay???#idk i'm just sooo excited!!!#live
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so next year will be 10 years since my social anxiety first flared up i decided to have my new years resolution be doing 10 things im scared of now and one of those things is experimenting with fashion a bit,,, so i made a pintrest board and so far itās literally only phil
#i want all of his clothes#like a part of it is being more silly and myself i guess and i like phils fashion usually#honestly very excited for this but also so nervous and emotional#just waaahhh soon itāll be 10 years since my world fell apart#coming to terms with the fact that iāll never be fully okay has been a struggle and i will probably always have mental health problems#but! i can be brave despite it all!!!#and i can try new things :)#nebulae.speaks
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another fuckin EPIC picrew dropped you know what that means.
anyways. all their routes in a dating sim are Bad Ends ask me how.
#its fine ill say it: doesnt matter who you are RG will NOT go out with you. you ask him outright he says no.#if you give him gifts/ spend time with him first he gets nervous and thinks youre too good for him and says no#DUCK is easily worst. he assumes youre already in love with him. if you say you arent he pushes it even more.#he will be very fixated and doting and then once he has you he is sick of you in a week. you get DUMPED.#YG straight up would not even date you. hes too excited to have new friends#you keep trying to hit on him and hes like wow youre such a nice friend ive never had a friend thats. that will say the nicest things u doš#he also constantly thinks you hate him for being stupid even if you never even implied that#ALL BAD ENDS IN A DATING SIM!#thats my onion. anyways#my dhmis postings#oh hope u like their diff fits btw#puppet picrews
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Being a woc fan of Bridgerton can be a struggle, especially when it comes to liking the poc characters on the show, especially the woc. Like I remember when s1 came out and the blatant microaggressions and just plain racism coming from this fandom was atrocious. You had people spewing very hateful things about Charlotte, Marina, and Simon and undermining the latter two's pain and trauma at the hands of the white characters---Marina was treated terribly by the Featheringtons and, whether you like Penelope or not, you cannot deny that she also played a part by releasing that letter to the Ton and Simon was violated Daphne no matter how people try to spin the story to offer her some form of sympathy (it still blows my mind that people would want to though).
S2 is just as bad (not even including how they changed the Sharma family's storyline than how it was in the books when that wasn't necessary) and the racist undertones many of the fans have towards Mary and Edwina (as well as Kate but for her it's carries more brown woman needing to be saved by a white man when Anthony is involved because a lot of you all in the fandom are quick to use this trope such as "oh, he's the only one who truly knows her"). The lack of screen time for this family really ends up hurting them to but even with that, whether you like Mary and Edwina or not, it would be a lie to deny the racism a lot in the fandom hold towards them (and how that falls onto the actresses because it was very apparent how many in the fandom couldn't let two Desi women shine without having to bring down the other and Netflix played into that too for drama) and paints every small thing they do as being terrible crimes but in the same breath will not have the same smoke for the Bridgertons, who have their own set of problems (but because they are also the main family, among other things, they are provided more grace without consequences).
#bridgerton#edwina sharma#kate sharma#mary sharma#marina thompson#queen charlotte#simon basset#like fandoms can be a very hostile place especially toward poc#and don't even get me started on some fans acting like they care about the poc characters but only still fall into the tropes i presented#im nervous for how this post will be received bc ngl when people call out the racist antics in bridgerton people love to downplay it#and that's just not right (for any fandom)#and this impacts actors too bc there should be no reason that charithra can hardly be excited about her role in the show#or how ruby had received so much hate that (probably) as a result had two breakdowns#on top of still being asked by polin and pen fans to denounce marina to uplift their white faves#dni if you can't have a calm conversation here#also seeing the creator of the show say for s3 kathony that there won't be as much angst#more happy couple scenes irks me in a way bc that amount of angst didn't have to flood s2 if they weren't so concerned with pointless drama#like the books themselves gave enough angst without the engaged to your sister plotline and such#also would have made anthony seem like less of a prick and actually respect a woman's honor but nope#don't even get me started on how it seems more common for the poc characters to have to gripe and struggle#(especially with things that....they should not be blamed for) at the hands of or as result of white characters#when in the same breath that courtesy isn't extended to said white characters#(e.g. marina having to push colin in pen's direction even though both failed her#to simon begin assaulted and then blamed for it by daphne and the narrative#to kate having to move mountains to grow (even though for most part she wasn't wrong) but don't even see anthony apologize for his actions)#all the actors especially the woc experience racism (and other forms of discrimination) from this fandom#i haven't even gotten into the shitshow from some fans towards simone and the actor who plays simon#as well as the racism the actresses for queen charlotte faced#a lot of yall need to do better
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i wanna live on my own again ā¦. iām so ready to put my books on a shelf and my clothes in a closet
#absolutely adore my parents but iām just excited to Have My Own Place again. where i can unpack all my shit & decorate & stay for a year#and be back downtown tbh. the suburbs are very quiet & itās peaceful but i feel so lonely out here#iām gonna have to wait til october for prices to drop a bit but iām determined to make it work#i got a dope job as a neurofeedback technician but itās only 9-15h/week ($22cad/h) soooo that aināt gonna cut it#little nervous cuz frankly i dunno if i can handle working more than ~30h/week rn & also. holy fuck itās hard finding decent part-time jobs#although! last night my old manager asked if iād consider coming back to the restaurant to host/do cash on a casual basis/for the holidays#which means iām probably going to end up balancing 3 jobs again. which is kinda fucked up lol but itās good money so i canāt turn it down#anyways iām getting ahead of myself#i do feel like iām genuinely looking forward to things for the first time in a while though#like grad school next year & tattoos this fall & hopefully making friends w new coworkers n shit. even if itās unbelievably stressful š#pegasus speaks#hi btw i am alive. i just havenāt really been very interested in tumblr at all lately. which is kinda weird but probably for the best
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life update
so im (formally, will informally still be working on a contracting basis) leaving my job in December and moving to western Maine where ben is and like.... very scary!! but also exciting! - going to commandeer the local historical society (already in the works with that :)) and also try to get an apprenticeship doing historical restoration (not going well)(considering posting on MAM or NEMA abt it) and also maybe either just start grad school online or work on getting my writing more formally published
so yeah
genuinely devastated to be leaving my job though me and my boss both cried but also!! excited to sign a lease longer than 6 months??? and live with ben and the cats again???!
so that's my life update, generalized
#excited to not live in a mold filled apartment anymore#but also#very nervous#both good and bad nervous#I will miss my job so much#bc it really is so great#but all my friends are moving away from that area#and its just getting more and more expensive to live tehre#but also!!!#im presenting at MAM next month so that's exciting and hopefully I will meet some people there#who can help me on my quest#bc I really just like to be around and helping work with historuy#bc its important!!! the big and the small!!!#museum curator#brick collector#personal blog#history#museum blog
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