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lostiel Ā· 2 months ago
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davrin | get to know your companions
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yuwuta Ā· 6 months ago
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JJK OLYMPICS OHHH YOURE A GENIUS
head spinning w sooooooo many athlete aus rnā€¦..Ā 
satoru honestly isnā€™t half as cocky as the media makes him out to be but he could be because you bring up world champion menā€™s freestyle swim times and itā€™s his name on the scoreboard ten times before someone else shows up. heā€™s faster than himself by fifteen seconds all around, heā€™s earned a bit of cockiness. mentioned in the last post that whenever heā€™s at a competition and he finishes a race, he looks at the camera and signs a little infinity sign and then blows a kiss to you. some bitter old coach always calls him out on it, and gets him fined for unsportsmanlike conduct, and heā€™s happy to pay the fees if it means getting a message home to you, but eventually you two come up with a new code; and at his next race, he places gold, turns to the camera, crosses his middle finger over his pointer finger and smiles. when heā€™s in his post-race interview, he makes sure to explain that he does it for you with the widest smile on his face.
megumi nepotism baby but not in the same sport. toji was a multi gold medalist back in his heyday for shooting, so itā€™s not really a surprise to anybody that megumi has scary good aim, but he takes to archery instead of shooting. actually the idea of megumi being an emo little kid and throwing rocks at a tree when his dad pissed him off his hilarious, and even funnier is toji watching him, slightly amused and a little scared because megumi is maybe six and hitting the exact same spot every single time. he grows to be very blase about itā€”itā€™s more of a release/hobby for him that he happens to be really good at, and well, now good enough to earn a few olympic medals. megumi is not a fan of having his dad ruffle his hair on international television after heā€™s won, but he supposes it canā€™t be helped.
i donā€™t know where to put yuutaā€¦. tennisā€¦. temptingā€¦.. him in his little white shortsā€¦. little grunts after he servesā€¦. criesā€¦.. a complete 180 in his personality when heā€™s playing vs doing anything else. so charming and sweet and kinda shy when heā€™s being interviewed, and the second he steps on the court his eyes are so cold itā€™s scaryā€¦. need himā€¦ extremely nerdy about his rackets, and shoes, and clothes, and rambles to you about aerodynamics and posture and torque whenever you ask him to teach you, and you always have to shutup him up with a kiss and remind him that yeah you sort of want to learn to play tennis for him, but mostly you came bc he looks hot doing it. once he got asked in an interview if he ever thinks about you while heā€™s playing and his response was very concise, ā€œno, never. it would be a big distraction,ā€ and did not realize the implications of his heavily televised words.Ā 
alsoā€¦. not to make this post 40% yuuta but we could pull from canon a bit and make his sport fencing. he doesnā€™t excel because heā€™s the strongest, itā€™s because heā€™s learned to treat the sword as an extension of himself and a good strategistā€¦ also because i like the image of him pulling the helmet/mask off and shaking his hair outā€¦ā€¦ā€¦..
donā€™t even know where to put yuujiā€¦. volleyball? basketball? track and field??? the irony of him easily being the most athletic but canonically does not want to play sports šŸ˜­ but i can see him playing a sport because someone scouts him and it turns out to be a way to make steady money to support himself and his grandpa :( by the time heā€™s qualified and made it to the olympics, wasuke is doing much better (thanks to yuuji having landed some preemptive sponsorships and being able to afford better medical care), but not so well enough that he can travel across the world to watch yuuji play. wasuke tells you that you should travel and be with yuuji, but yuuji is so touched by the idea that you would stay with his grandpa and be by his side when heā€™s away :(( he wins gold, of course, and he doesnā€™t even wait until the closing ceremonyā€”which, heā€™d mentioned in all of his interviews, so nobody can be too upset. heā€™s on record saying, ā€œiā€™m excited to play, but iā€™m even happier to be going home. my girlfriend and my grandpa are watching me and i miss them!ā€ several timesā€” heā€™s on the first flight home with flowers, and tears in his eyes. puts his gold medal on his grandpaā€™s neck as a thank you, and spends probably thirty minutes straight hugging you and kissing you and honestly donā€™t put it past him to propose now that heā€™s got nike ambassador moneyĀ 
nanami started judo as a way to relieve the stress of his overbearing job, and someone at the gym/training center notices he seems to be a natural despite being a beginner. he starts to draw a crowd, which annoys him at first because the point of judo was discipline and release from having to deal with too many people at his office job, but nanami supposes he canā€™t be too mad when you introduce yourself as a talent scout and offer him professional training. thereā€™s irony in him accepting your offer, because it was definitely not based in professionalism at allā€¦ quitting his job as a salaryman to become a professional athlete in his mid-twenties was not on his bingo chart, but if it means he will have met you, then so be it. youā€™re with him all the way, through his training, competitions, world championships, qualifiers, all the way until heā€™s on the podium. youā€™re the first to congratulate him, but he interjects by telling you heā€™s quitting. you ask him whyā€”he just won at the olympics for crying out loud, but nanami just shakes his head, puts down his flowers and his medal so his hands are free to hold your face and tell you, ā€œit would be unethical to kiss my manager, so i am quitting.ā€ (later, when everything is said and done, and you two are cuddling, you mention to him that he could just hire a new manager, and not quit his new career, to which he blushes because yeahā€¦ thatā€™s probably more rational, but rational was not in his train of thought at the time)
#anonymous#nanami kento.......................................... god#also yuuji :((((( just a kid who wanted to do something nice for his grandpa I will CRY#immediate proposal when he gets home to you who does he think he is? yuuta?#speaking of yuuta he's like the best player his age and he's always asked to attend events or parties or whatever#and he's always like ah no thank you I am going home to my girlfriend#every fucking interview it's like yeah I love tennis but I love my girlfriend more for supporting and encouraging me#my girlfriend my girlfriend my girlfriend#one day he actually seems Excited to be doing his press conference and a journalist picks up on it to which yuuta happily raises his hand#and lets everyone know that he's now engaged. and very very grateful for his wife#he does the same shit a few years later like randomly during a press conference he's like#'I am kinda nervous. my baby didn't sleep well last night so I was up with him pretty late' and everyone's like BABY?#and yuutas like yeah! he's almost 14 months now do u wanna see him!#let me stop bringing kids into this bc w/ satoru and kento I could go on for hours....#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jujutsu kaisen smut#gojo x reader#gojo smut#yuuta x reader#yuuji x reader#megumi x reader#nanami kento x reader#once u asked megumi what he thinks about when he's practicing and he's so deadpan as he reloads and arrow#and right before he lets it go he's like 'ur ex boyfriend' and then hits the target dead in the center LMFAO#olympics au
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raiiny-bay Ā· 4 months ago
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
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rynpie Ā· 1 year ago
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felt the need to doodle lilia
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ebonytails Ā· 10 months ago
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Hey everyone! this is where the zebra is currently with the design.
It has knee braces!! I will most probably be drawing the zebra usually with them on, but itā€™s no requirement, for example if anyone else wants to draw the zebra :-]. I always like to make sure an animal design has official colors underneath any clothing and accessory anyway. I think this will be final! thank you everyone for your feedback!
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As a reminder, aside from why the zebra was requested for this flag, this is also just a zebra with the disability pride flag on it. Itā€™s just a deisgn to fit the flag, with input from other disabled people in our community. It doesnā€™t mean other animals canā€™t have designs with these colors, too! I donā€™t mean this design to be the only mascot for all disabled people. Itā€™s just a silly series i do of pride animals, and at the time, during disability pride month, I wanted to see what everyone wanted me to start off with for this flag!
the goal with my pride animals is to take requests and make people feel happy and seen.. thatā€™s all <:-)
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mysticalcats Ā· 5 months ago
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fellas. my friends said they ACTUALLY want to watch cats 2019 with me and i was SHOCKED because like. who would. want to do that. i am delighted. HOWEVER it will take everything in me to not pause it and clarify every five minutes about my opinions on the movie
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summercourtship Ā· 4 months ago
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[a stay to burn (only to drown instead) AU/what-if scenario that takes place after the events of the main fic]
ā€œMonths ago, you asked me to run away with you.ā€ You said, trying not to tell yourself you were making a bad decision. You couldnā€™t even look at him as you said it, unwilling to see what his face looked like. Instead you focused on your feet and the stained wood floor beneath them. ā€œDoes the offer still stand?ā€ ā€œDo you want to be on the run?ā€ With me went unspoken, even though you both could hear it. ā€œI just need toā€¦ clear my head of the city.ā€ You looked out of the water stained window and you could feel Edwardā€™s eyes on you. ā€œItā€™ll just be a small road trip. Weā€™ll come back.ā€ You werenā€™t sure if you were lying or not. or, road trip with edward. things goā€¦ well, as well as they could.
AO3 LINK | PLAYLIST
CHAPTERS:
chapter one: i Tried tO be gooD (am I no good?) chapter two: a dangerouS game (but one i wAnna Play) chapter three:
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mischiefbuckley Ā· 2 months ago
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okay what if we do get a season 4 parallel with season 8 in the way how we had ā€œBuck Beginsā€ and the next episode is ā€œJinxedā€ so what if we do get that with ā€œConfessionsā€ being our serious episode in the way on how some storylines take place within the episode especially regarding Eddie and how we know the priest is in the episode so Eddie is dealing with something regarding the Catholic faith in regards to his past or yk an indication towards the first step of establishing a queer storyline for Eddie and followed by our silly episode with ā€œHotshotsā€ the following week yk
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deoidesign Ā· 7 months ago
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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puppyeared Ā· 10 months ago
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anton belongs to @poicyss
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canongf Ā· 7 months ago
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the director of the indie movie i'm gonna be an extra in messaged me today and asked if i'd be interested in a day player speaking role!!! yes i'd be interested!!!!!
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nebulaedaniel Ā· 1 month ago
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so next year will be 10 years since my social anxiety first flared up i decided to have my new years resolution be doing 10 things im scared of now and one of those things is experimenting with fashion a bit,,, so i made a pintrest board and so far itā€™s literally only phil
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dhmis-autism Ā· 9 months ago
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another fuckin EPIC picrew dropped you know what that means.
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anyways. all their routes in a dating sim are Bad Ends ask me how.
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sukibenders Ā· 1 year ago
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Being a woc fan of Bridgerton can be a struggle, especially when it comes to liking the poc characters on the show, especially the woc. Like I remember when s1 came out and the blatant microaggressions and just plain racism coming from this fandom was atrocious. You had people spewing very hateful things about Charlotte, Marina, and Simon and undermining the latter two's pain and trauma at the hands of the white characters---Marina was treated terribly by the Featheringtons and, whether you like Penelope or not, you cannot deny that she also played a part by releasing that letter to the Ton and Simon was violated Daphne no matter how people try to spin the story to offer her some form of sympathy (it still blows my mind that people would want to though).
S2 is just as bad (not even including how they changed the Sharma family's storyline than how it was in the books when that wasn't necessary) and the racist undertones many of the fans have towards Mary and Edwina (as well as Kate but for her it's carries more brown woman needing to be saved by a white man when Anthony is involved because a lot of you all in the fandom are quick to use this trope such as "oh, he's the only one who truly knows her"). The lack of screen time for this family really ends up hurting them to but even with that, whether you like Mary and Edwina or not, it would be a lie to deny the racism a lot in the fandom hold towards them (and how that falls onto the actresses because it was very apparent how many in the fandom couldn't let two Desi women shine without having to bring down the other and Netflix played into that too for drama) and paints every small thing they do as being terrible crimes but in the same breath will not have the same smoke for the Bridgertons, who have their own set of problems (but because they are also the main family, among other things, they are provided more grace without consequences).
#bridgerton#edwina sharma#kate sharma#mary sharma#marina thompson#queen charlotte#simon basset#like fandoms can be a very hostile place especially toward poc#and don't even get me started on some fans acting like they care about the poc characters but only still fall into the tropes i presented#im nervous for how this post will be received bc ngl when people call out the racist antics in bridgerton people love to downplay it#and that's just not right (for any fandom)#and this impacts actors too bc there should be no reason that charithra can hardly be excited about her role in the show#or how ruby had received so much hate that (probably) as a result had two breakdowns#on top of still being asked by polin and pen fans to denounce marina to uplift their white faves#dni if you can't have a calm conversation here#also seeing the creator of the show say for s3 kathony that there won't be as much angst#more happy couple scenes irks me in a way bc that amount of angst didn't have to flood s2 if they weren't so concerned with pointless drama#like the books themselves gave enough angst without the engaged to your sister plotline and such#also would have made anthony seem like less of a prick and actually respect a woman's honor but nope#don't even get me started on how it seems more common for the poc characters to have to gripe and struggle#(especially with things that....they should not be blamed for) at the hands of or as result of white characters#when in the same breath that courtesy isn't extended to said white characters#(e.g. marina having to push colin in pen's direction even though both failed her#to simon begin assaulted and then blamed for it by daphne and the narrative#to kate having to move mountains to grow (even though for most part she wasn't wrong) but don't even see anthony apologize for his actions)#all the actors especially the woc experience racism (and other forms of discrimination) from this fandom#i haven't even gotten into the shitshow from some fans towards simone and the actor who plays simon#as well as the racism the actresses for queen charlotte faced#a lot of yall need to do better
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disengaged Ā· 4 months ago
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i wanna live on my own again ā€¦. iā€™m so ready to put my books on a shelf and my clothes in a closet
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brickcollector Ā· 3 months ago
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life update
so im (formally, will informally still be working on a contracting basis) leaving my job in December and moving to western Maine where ben is and like.... very scary!! but also exciting! - going to commandeer the local historical society (already in the works with that :)) and also try to get an apprenticeship doing historical restoration (not going well)(considering posting on MAM or NEMA abt it) and also maybe either just start grad school online or work on getting my writing more formally published
so yeah
genuinely devastated to be leaving my job though me and my boss both cried but also!! excited to sign a lease longer than 6 months??? and live with ben and the cats again???!
so that's my life update, generalized
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