#like this is the best they could come up with to try and drag Soobin Woozi and Mingi cause these boys are cleaner than a magic eraser

[mini-yoongers]

https://www.tiktok.com/@fozmeadows/video/7303811057179495722

Not to keep dragging up the anime controversy but I feel like this tiktok makes some good points that I haven’t seen people discuss yet (censorship, thought policing, etc.) Wanted to share with you cause I thought you’d find it interesting

I wish I was feeling more articulate these days but fortunately fozmeadows is out here doing the lord's work.

Tbh, the thought policing that is happening in supposedly "leftist" and "progressive" spaces these days is kind of terrifying. I know redneck conservatives in my area who are more laid back and accepting than a lot of people I come across these days.

Especially in younger kpop circles, there is so much purity culture, so it's almost not surprising that this blew up the way it did.

People enjoy dark media for a variety of reasons. I love watching explorations of the lengths people will go both to damage each other and to survive. It helps us to confront the dark aspects of humanity in a safe way.

Anyway I just woke up so idk if any of that makes sense. I don't usually participate in "kpop drama" but as a writer and artist who consistently explores dark themes in my work, and a millenial who is absolutely terrified of the purity culture forming amongst gen zs and zoomers, I felt obliged.

[lueurjun]

shy soobin as your boyfriend

shy bf! soobin x reader — loving soobin hours rn majorly<3 in which soobin is completely and utterly enchanted and captivated by you, enamored with all that you are.

oh you lucky lucky gorgeous specimen

he is fr the perfect man but ur just as perfect so you know what? MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN

the way you met is pretty standard

you worked at the barista he liked to visit frequently

he visited the coffee shop twice a day just to see you

and you had no idea that he thought u were a lil cutie patootie so you were a little concerned by his caffeine intake

he would stay and have like 3 cups each visit just so he could see you for as long as possible

most of the time he would be trying to work up the courage to say something other than his order but he couldn’t get the confidence

and despite you being concerned for his health, you lowkey HIGHKEY got excited everytime he came in because he was just so???

perfect

like you’re sure you heard wedding bells the first time you saw him

it’s okay babe so did the rest of us

we’re all a little delulu for soobin

anyways one day you’ve had enough

running off like two hours of sleep, the delirium kicks in and you have a massive burst of confidence

so you write your phone number on the cup for his final order which is to go

and soobin doesn’t notice until he gets home and taehyun spots the number on the side

“who in their right mind decided to give you their phone number? are they okay? why would they want you?”

soobin’s kinda like ??

because first of all RUDE of taehyun to attack him like that unprovoked

and second of all WHY IS THERE A PHONE NUMBER ON HIS CUP

from what he saw, you were the only one on shift making his drinks so??

it had to be from you

omg. the poor boy nearly goes into cardiac arrest

because wtf does he do now? he can’t just text you

what if it’s an accident?

there’s no way he can embarrass himself like that

so he decides to leave it despite the agonising ache to do anything but that

once he’s out of the room taehyun’s little shit mode is activated

soobin may not have the confidence to text you

but he sure does

‘hi. is this the girl from the coffee shop?”

honestly your heart shits itself

because you totally were not expecting him to text you back

‘yeah. sorry if this is weird and unprofessional. you can totally get me fired- i mean-i’d like prefer you to not but you totally can… i’m not a creep though… i promise’

you totally nailed that babes

definitely didn’t come across as a creep

already taehyun ships it and decides he has to play matchmaker because he already knows you’re perfect for soobin

so he sets the two of you up on a date

soobin damn near cries when he finds out an hour in advance

“a date? what? i don’t know how to do that”

poor boy is STRESSED

but much to his surprise, he doesn’t totally mess things up

the date actually goes smoothly and he leaves you with a kiss on the cheek after setting up a second date

you both squeal when you part ways

you’re both so cute pls get married

lemme be your maid of honour

ONTO THE RELATIONSHIP BC THIS IS ALREADY LONG IM VERY SORRY

boyfriend soobin is straight out of a book istg

he’s so awkward but in the best way??

like he’s not afraid to show you affection and tackle you with love

but the second you do something as simple as kiss his cheek

BLUSHING STUTTERING MESS

you have him wrapped around your pinky finger

honestly you could probably tell him to jump into a river and he most likely would without any questions

follows behind you like a lost puppy despite towering over everything

holding onto the tips of your fingers letting you drag him along

fancy dinners happen but the two of you are more order in and play mario kart

he’d probably let you win the first few times but the second you gloat about it

nah he’s playing like there’s 100k on the line

BACK HUGS BACK HUGS BACK HUGS

BACK MF HUGS

he loves snuggling into your neck and inhaling your scent. it calms him down for sure

you do this thing where you gently slide your hands up the back of his shirt

AND HE GIGGLES EVERYTIME

silently sharing his food and drink with you

he just holds the straw or food to your mouth without saying anything

whenever he buys you flowers, he takes one out and keeps it for himself so he knows when it’s time to replace them

you also love buying him flowers

he gently didn’t know what to do with himself the first time you did it

“these are for me? no way- you didn’t-babyyy”

can you hear my cries?

sliding down the wall rn

his instagram is pretty much a y/n fan page

like genuinely his feed is just you

visits you during work and spends half of the time flirting with you and the other half stuttering over his sentences because you threw a compliment at him

also your concerns for his health lessened once you realized he only drank that much caffeine just because he wanted to see you

if anyone tries to flirt with him, he’ll incorporate you into the conversation

the other person will just be stood there whilst he rants about all of the things he loves about you

it’s a reflex. he just loves you sm

taehyun can’t tell whether he’s happy for you both or genuinely disgusted

“the happiness i caused for you both makes me severely sickened.”

cue beomgyu popping up like “ALSO WRITING YOUR NUMBER ON HIS COFFEE ORDER? REALLY Y/N? THATS SO LAME”

they’re super happy for you both tho they just won’t admit it

you and soobin are in your own little love bubble

two hopelessly in love puppies who are destined to be together

absolutely adorable.

[urgardenandmine]

lost love found again. 𓆰 - s. choi

PLEASE READ WHILE LISTENING TO KEHLANI'S "FORM OF YOU"

summary: night life in the city isn't the best when you're on the clock in a dangerous profession *WARNING: THERE IS A SMALL SUGGESTION TOWARDS BLOOD AND IF THAT AIN'T FOR YOU, BYE (love you though) genre: ANGST AND SPOOKY (barely) pairing: m!reader x choi soobin word count: 800

“fuck.”

he muttered, running down the stoney path as he tried to catch his breath. the sound of his feet hitting the pavement harmonized with the incessant chirping of the nearby crickets and other creatures hiding in the bushes. he tried to push forward but his legs had given out on him, causing him to fall onto his face as he groaned and turned to lay on his stomach. clutching his right arm, he heaved and dragged himself up. slowly pulling himself up, he made his way to the nearest safe haven, which happened to be an alleyway that was half a mile away. 

as he made his way into the musty alleyway, he had startled a trio of raccoons. jumping back a bit, he had chuckled as he raised his hands to show he came in peace. the raccoons stared up at him, blinking as he tread around them as hid behind the dumpster, away from sight. sitting down, he dusted off his calloused hands. looking down at them, he noticed the wine colored stains on them. though it wasn’t wine in reality. the lights and the exhaustion had just made him think otherwise, but he knew what it was. he exhaled heavily, feeling the end creep closer to him. 

turning to his right side, where he was nestled near the side of the dumpster, he felt a small furry creature next to him. one raccoon eyed him, blinking as it had a small cracker in it’s paws. he chuckled, petting it softly as he looked down at it.

“hey there buddy. i’m soobin.” he whispered, running his bruised hands through the small creature. as he was lost in the softness of it’s fur, he hadn’t noticed the lamp posts across the streets had flickered off. now, in front of him was a figure that he had longed to avoid. without looking up, he relaxed slowly in front of the towering being.

“hello, [y/n].” he welcomed. looking down at your feet, you purse your lips as you begin to tear up. 

“choi soobin, for your crimes against humanity, you must face punishment and must accept without consequence.” you stated. he nodded, handing the raccoon a small piece of an half eaten apple. 

“who sent you here for me?” he asked, smirking softly as he could feel his heart begin to falter from it’s original rhythm. without answering, a teardrop fell from your eyes, causing you to ball your hands into fists. 

“i didn't know my karma would come in the form of a human being.” you could feel his anxiety spike, yet you couldn’t do anything as you were already on thin ice for letting your ex-lover run rampant throughout the centuries. he groaned, clenching his gut as he began to tighten and feel uncomfortable. you kneeled down in front of him, eyeing him as he now turned his gaze towards the sky.

the night sky was filled with misty clouds and bright, gleaming stars. he whimpered, feeling all his extremities begin to slowly feel like ice. he had looked up at the moon, seeing it in all it’s beauty as he studied the craters. you reached for his hand, as he immediately grabbed it and chuckled, locking eyes with you. as you stared into his brown portals, he stared back into your [e/c] windows. 

“so effortless, i'm pessimistic. i've shown the worst, but you give me your best.” you chuckled, as your vision became blurry. he groaned loudly, squeezing your hand and feeling his body slowly become heavier.

“always questions got you teaching me lessons.” he spoke softly through his rose lips turning a soft blue, as he ran his thumb on the back of your hand, wanting to feel the warmth of you one last time. you began to choke on your saliva, making him tear up more as he grunted, trying to sit himself up and closer to your face. smiling at him, you wiped his tears as he smirked back. you brushed away his black hair, making him and you look eyes once before.

“who knew all these blessings could come in the form of you.” he whispered, before planting a gentle kiss on your lips. accepting his kiss of death,  you began to choke back tears as you had to continue on your job. as you propped him up against the brick wall, you had left your black satin coat under his head to make him seem comfortable. you looked down at your lover, seeing him in all his glory as you groaned, clenching your chest as you wailed. breaking down to your knees, you placed a small black rose in his hands as a parting gift.

though you prayed for a set of lessons, you wouldn't have bet where it landed.

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1) inspired from the song by THE kehlani "form of you" with CHILDODNINES and featuring destin conrad (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PjSwvRSgBgo)

this story has been in my mind for a hot minute and with it being halloween season so here y'all go so ta-da~

sorry for the moas for making y'alls pookie a mean guy TT

the song is actually about love and how blessings come with it but i turned it around and made it sad so LOLZ, enjoy!

[jjunberry]

Baking with Soobin ~💭

Being busy with schedules Soobin hasn’t had much quality time to spend with you. You of course never gave it much thought. The rare times you did get to spend with Soobin were enough for you. Each moment spent filled with love for each other.

The thought of not seeing you enough weighed heavily on his mind however. For the last three days he planned out different activities to do together. His members got annoyed by day four. “Why don’t you just bake something for them?” Yeonjun suggested tired of the leader’s endless rambling.

Soobin looked towards the older boy with wide eyes. “ Of course! Why didn’t I think about that.” He hugged Yeonjun squeezing him tightly. “Okay, okay that’s enough.” Soobin let go of him and gathered his stuff. “ I’m going see you guys later.”

Bright lights blinded Soobin as he entered the grocery store. The boy wasted no time gathering the ingredients he needed for his famous bread. He also grabbed some ingredients for a cookie recipe he saw and wanted to try.

The smile Soobin wore from the check out only grew wider when you opened your apartment door. “Soobin!” You squealed taking him into your arms. He hugged you back the best he could with hands full of groceries. “As much as I love you, my arms are gonna fall off.” He shook the bags which prompted you to let him go.

“Soobin what is all of this?” Your eyes took in his figure clad in sweats and a hoodie, grocery bags surrounded his feet. “I missed you and I wanted to do something special for you.” His smile was contagious as you let your boyfriend into your apartment.

Soon your kitchen counter was full of baking ingredients and the air was full of sweet bread. “I can’t wait to try this!” you exclaimed. Soobin grinned at your happiness. “All though I can’t believe you baked for Bebe before me.” His grin fell not noticing your teasing tone at first.

You turned around and smiled at him. He returned the smile now getting your playfulness. “Let’s mix the cookie dough.” You nodded and got a new bowl out. Soobin mixed the wet ingredients while you did the dry.

When the ingredients were combined you shaped the dough into cute animals. “Love you know they won’t look that way once they’re done baking, right?” Soobin asked.

“You never know Bin, they could stay the same.” Soobin laughed then grabbed the bread from the oven. The smell in the apartment was enough to make your stomach growl. You placed the tray of cookies into the oven. Dusting your hands together you turned to Soobin.

He was standing with his back to you cutting the bread. Your arms wrapped around his middle with your head resting on his back. “Thank you for coming over tonight, I really missed you.” Soobin turned around and took you into his arms.

“I missed you more my love. I’m going to try and spend more time with you.” His nose brushed against yours as he leaned down and pressed a light kiss to your lips. The two of you shared a few more kisses before finally enjoying some bread.

“Should we watch a movie?” You suggested. Soobin agreed and the both of you snuggled up together on the couch. You decide to watch the Mario movie. You began to doze off in Soobin’s arms when the smell of something burning caught your attention.

“OH MY GOD THE COOKIES” You screamed jumping up from the couch. A startled Soobin was quick to follow. You pulled the burnt cookies from the oven with a frown. Soobin turned the oven off. He then hugged you after you put the hot tray down.

“It’s okay, this just means we’ll have to have another baking night.” Soobin smiled when you looked up at him. “I like our baking nights.” Soobin kissed you before dragging you back to the couch.

“Me too, now let’s finish our movie then we can clean up the kitchen.” You groaned. “I forgot about that part.”

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i’m so happy to be writing again! i hope you enjoyed this one

love, echo❤️

© jjunberry

[seonghwa-potatos]

The bully’s a sub?

- soobin gif -

summary: What happens after a fight with your bully ends up leading you to have dinner with his parent.Your left alone with Soobin to get your guys’s act together , expecting to end up fighting once more you find something quite odd in his room, changing your opinion on him.

pairings: bully!sub!soobin x rough!dom!reader

warnings: anal play, creampie

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Walking into class you prepared yourself for whatever was going to happen.Sitting down in your seat you begin to read a book, but then none other than Soobin takes it.”Y/N so what ya reading”he says holding it and laughing.”well it's not important” he says tossing it on the floor and putting his foot onto it.You get up “Soobin What the fuck is wrong with you”You ay feeling defeated.”Every damn day I have to deal with your bullshit and Im fucking tired of it.” you say clenching your fist. “So what?” he chuckles looking at his friends. You take the chance swinging your fist at him but you miss.He then grabs your arm “If your gonna try to fight me, number one tip is to swing straight…even my little brother knows that.” he smiles sarcastically

The only emotion you could feel was anger, as he tosses your arm down you grab your book on the floor.Tossing it at him as hard as you can at the back of his head.The class went silent.You take a step back, he turns running towards you, you never seen him this angry.He lunges at you and you both fall onto one another, but you flipped yourself on top, making sure you pinned his arms down with your thighs.”IM TIRED OF YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT”you say tears running down your face and he just looks up at you stopping his fighting to get you off of him.”pouring water onto me was so damn funny to you guys wasnt it” opening your eyes he looks at you as if he feels sorry, but you could care less.”Remeber I was gone for a week from school, It was because your bitch ass got me sick”you say hitting his chest.However you didnt realize that your pin on him, you were losing it. He flips you over “Stop being a bitch, crying over this, really?Are you really crying over something as little as this?” he says laughing.He looked crazy laughing like this was the funniest thing to him ever.

“WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING, GET UP… NOW” the Teacher says storming in.Soobin gets off of you and you swing your fist, punch him in the face as hard as you can.He just shoves you away from him.Wiping the blood off his lip.”OFFICE NOW” the teacher yells walking you both down.

Sitting in the office you both say nothing waiting for your parents to come get you.

30 mins later.

“Mom, you know I've told you for months about how he kept messing with me.” you say

“Y/N fighting won't solve any problems, I raised you better than this…but thats why were gonna fix this today” she says you questionly raise your eyebrows “Today?, How” you say

“We're having dinner with his family later,” she says, hopping into the car.

“Dinner?” you say concerningly.”No , mom he’s literally the devil's child…Dinner? You can't be serious” you say, looking at her as if she's crazy.

“Well you're gonna get dressed, we have to leave by 4:30”she says.Arriving home, You just wish you could lay in your bed and do nothing for the rest of the day.Eventually you went to sleep hoping your mom would just cancel.

“Wake up Y/N and get dressed.” she says as you're half awake and half asleep.”Huh?”

You say then you remember you have to have dinner with Soobin.”Mom please I really don't wanna go.''You say doing those bubbly crying eyes at her.”No you're going Y/N be dressed in 10 mins were leaving then”, she says closing the door.

Dragging yourself out of your room you plead with your mom one final time, but she says this is for the best as you both head out the door.

15 mins later you guys arrive at his house.Walking in you see Soobin with his bruised lip and laugh under your breath.He glares at you knowing he heard you. Once the table is set up you sit across from one another as well as the parents.As you guys eat Soobin’s dad says “We want you guys to stop this childish act,So me and Mrs Lyn (Your mom)will be leaving while you guys solve your guy’s problems” he says as if this was the solution. “Dad, are you really gonna leave me with her?”he says like a whining.you roll your eyes wanting to leave the room in an instant.”You guys are gonna act like your age,If come back and everythings a mess with you two, you won't have your phone,xbox,or television for a month.”(18) his dad says expressing how he wasn't lying.”Same goes for you Y/N “ your mom says as they both hid to the door.” Yall stay on your best behavior while we're gone.” your mom says closing the door behind them.

“Don't touch any of my shit, and stay out of my room” he says going to the bathroom.You wanted to put him in his place so you go upstairs and find his room,You just lay on his bed admiring his room.”He really thinks ima listen to him now” you chuckle to yourself getting up you look around and see his walk in closet.”Hmm he got some nice clothes i'll admit that.” you say looking around and then you see this purple looking thing hiding behind shoes.You grab it and it's a dildo.You hold in in shock.He likes to be fucked in the ass. Ima definitely use this against him you were thinking.You lay on the bed wondering how he got this big ass dildo up his ass.”I told you not to go in my room” he says yelling opening his door.His face goes pale and his face drops.”W-what are you doing touching my stuff”He says as if he’s embarrassed.He runs after you trying to grab it, but you wore heels your about his height so you stand up and he tries jumping and reaching but to no surprise he can't. “Please just give it to me.” he says with bright red cheeks and ears looking down. “Now why would I do that?” you laugh at him in his face.You put your finger onto his chest pushing him down onto the bed. “Y/N, i'm sorry for bullying you, I- I never meant to take it that far” he says you can tell he’s embarrassed but so what.”Strip” you say smiling, doing that sarcastic smile he does.”S-strip” he says panicking.”Why would I do that” he says looking everywhere but your eyes.”Well, you wouldn't want anyone to find out would you?” you say finally knowing you have something to black mail him with.He begins to strip only to his underwear he covers himself in his underwear.You sit in a chair facing him “That too”you say pointing. “Do you not understand the meaning of stripping?” you say almost getting out of your chair.He then removes his underwear. “Let me see,” you say teasingly, laughing.”S-see what” he says flustered more than ever. You move the chair forward, moving his hands out of the way.”This” you say as you laugh a little.”Wow it is pretty big” you say using the whipping stick out of your bag holding it up as if you were observing it. “Now can I get dressed?” he says, stepping back and covering himself once more.You look at him crossing your legs “I'm not done” you say looking him in his eyes.”What do you want from me?” he says with a bit of sass in his tone.

“Don't get sassy with me…Now you're gonna take this dildo and shove it up your ass in front of me” you say throwing the dildo at him.

“R-really are you serious” he says worrisomely.

“Do you want your friends to know what you do on your own time?”you say seriously without laughing.

He grabs puts a finger in his ass and tries preparing himself, but he cant reach so far it seems like. “C-can I grab m-my lube out of the closet.” he says

“Where is it” you say looking at how flustered he is.

“Top shelf to the side of the box right when you walk in.” he says looking away.

Grabbing the lube you come out and put some onto your finger.

“Y-you don't have t-too do it” he says talking fastly

“Shutup” you say, pushing him down and making his back arch.

You put one finger in and he groans trying to hold himself from moaning. “Let those sounds out for me” you say into his ear while putting two fingers in.

He lets out a soft moan he tried to keep from coming out.”So what other toys do you have in there” you say wondering how kinky this motherfucker is.He doesn't say anything except his muffled moans into the bed.You grip his hair moving his head up. “Answer me Soobin?”

You say sternly.He moans each word out saying ” C-cuffs, ot-ther dildos, an edging t-toy”he says.”Where are those toys?” you say putting 3 fingers in. His moans get louder “I-im not telling y-you”he says I then shove my fingers in and out at a paste. Leaning over him I take my shirt off, pressing my boobs onto his back.leaning towards his ears.You whisper “you really think you're gonna make demands” you chuckle.”You don't have options” you say grabbing his dildo and waving it in his face.Moving it to the back of him you put it in him and his moans come out full.You hear them as clear as day.”Im glad your my bitch now” you say pushing it further in as his back arches farther.”Y/N t-the toys are in t-that box” he says.He looks as if he can't hold no more. “You cum when I say you can come”You say looking into his eyes getting up from the bed and grabbing the material.You then place the cuffs on him moving his arms to be behind him.You then begin to take your pants off and underwear off slowly looking at him smirking.His dick starts to twitch.”I- I can't hold n-no more Y/N” he says moaning out.”Your gonna hold because I said so” you say sitting him up looking into his eyes.You put yourself on top of him pressing your folds along his cock.You feel his twitch bit by bit and you tease him more and more rubbing down his chest.”you want it” she says “Y-yes I want it, please”He says whines for it.You then pull yourself up and positioning yourself facing him going down onto his cock.He groans moaning your name, his moans begin to sound like pants.You then grab his head pushing the sweat off his hair.His adams apple bulges out as his head cocks backwards as his moans wont stop.”Soobin your such a naughty boy” you say pushing him onto the bed and going up and down faster.He lets out a moan as if he cant take it anymore “cum in me “ you say and you feel his cum ejaculate all inside you eventually making you both sticky as you keep going.you push your boobs into his face and suffocating him with the smell of you as well. “ You're such a good boy Soobin, now if you could act like this from now on we won't have any problems will we?” you say whispering into his ear.”No, ma’am” he says heavily out of breath.

[huckleberrykai]

hueningkai ~ memories

pairing: hueningkai x gn!reader summary: of course being best friends with your boyfriend's sister means premium access to his childhood videos. genre: fluff, kinda crack vibes but not rly warnings: mmm none ? idk just kinda embarrassed kai. mention of kids at the end notes: TY FOR REQUESTING ANON!! sorry it took so long 😭 word count: 0.7k click here for my masterlist!

being best friends with hiyyih had it's perks, especially when you accidentally fell in love with her brother.

she thought it was kinda strange at first, her best friend and her brother dating - but she got used to it quickly. whenever kai came up in conversation it definitely became more of a roast than anything, complaining about his unhelpful habits - like leaving his plushies all over the floor where you could trip - and his terrible jokes.

he knew the bullying was all in good fun, but he'd never been quite so embarrassed by it as when he came to your apartment to surprise you with some cheesecake he'd picked up after practice when soobin had dragged him to the bakery.

you'd given him a key for emergencies so he waltzed right in, putting the cake on the kitchen counter and calling your name. when he couldn't find you he started to worry, until he heard two sets of incessant giggles coming from your bedroom.

curiosity bubbled in his chest as he pushed the door open, only to find his partner and his sister losing their minds over something on the TV. your eyes darted to the door at the sound of it opening, and the sight of kai just made you and hiyyih laugh even harder - clinging onto each other with tears pricking your eyes.

"what the hell is wrong with you two?" he couldn't help but laugh a little himself at the sight of you struggling to catch your breath, shooting a weird look at his sister before turning to look at whatever was paused on the screen.

oh.

"HIYYIH YOU LOSER WHY DID YOU SHOW THEM THAT???" he complained, running to stand in front of the TV with his arms out, trying to block your view of the video.

hiyyih had dug up some old videos of kai, some of him just being a silly kid and others of him singing and performing - this one in particular being of him covering 'just the way you are' by bruno mars.

he looked so cute, and you couldn't help but laugh at him as a dorky kid just starting out his music career. "it's not that bad!" you argued, hiyyih now shoving her face into the pillows behind you to stifle her laughs. "you were so cute!" you defended, noticing the panic on his face and the way his ears and cheeks turned red.

"it's embarrassing! i could barely even play that stupid guitar," he argued back, finding the remote and switching off the tv.

you took the opportunity of his arms being spread to jump up and walk into them, hugging him tight while he groaned in annoyance. "you were adorable. and talented. you still are!" you mumbled into his chest as his arms wound around you. he sighed and pressed a kiss to your hair.

"BARF."

hiyyih had since composed herself and looked at you both with disgust. "hey you started it! what else did you show them?"

you eventually turned the tv back on and the three of you started watching the old videos - kai bringing up some of your best friend too, both of them teasing and laughing at each other despite the embarrassment.

once hiyyih left and you convinced kai to stay the night, you snuggled up in bed ready to sleep.

"kai?"

he hummed in response, hand squeezing your waist gently in acknowledgement. "will you sing that song for me?" you asked. he groaned, thinking you'd just make fun of him - "no." but when he looked up at your sparkly expectant eyes, your sleepy voice whimpering a small "please?" he just couldn't say no.

"okay, fine. only for you."

and so he sang it to you, voice deep and heavy with sleep ~ soothing voice and gentle hand stroking your cheek as he sang to you. when he finished the song he pressed a quick goodnight kiss to your lips, returning his hand to your waist to hold you close.

"thank you. i love you. i hope our future kids will be as cute as you were."

you fell asleep too fast to see he was blushing even harder than earlier.

fluff taglist: @fairy-of-sugar @subbyjvnnie @mazeinthemoon @n0-thisispatrick @strawberry-kirby @majestyjun

[privfilth]

Yj and sb

Being best friends with a gay person never bothered Yeonjun. He never judged anyone, especially his Soobin. Even when Soobin moved in - Yeonjun never felt any sort of tension. Tonight they were at a gay bar, Soobin to find a rebound for his latest failed relationship, and Yeonjun for moral support. Soobin was painfully shy, and Yeonjun couldn’t give a fuck about approaching anyone.

Yeonjun had been questioning himself after spending more and more time around queer people. They were so inclusive, kind, and fun. He felt like he could be his true self around them. But here were certain things he still kept hidden.

He couldn’t talk about how it felt when he saw men holding hands or kissing. Even his friends, he felt like he should look away but he couldn’t help but just stare. He helped soobin find someone at the bar. Soobin’s choice was… interesting to Yeonjun. He didn’t seem like Soobin’s type.

He knew to keep an eye on Soobin and look out for their secret hand gesture they make when they need to be saved by the other and get the fuck out of there. Yeonjun didn’t mind, he always enjoyed chatting up the women at the bar, hoping to god they were bi and that he could take one of them home. He’d hate to be staying up all night waiting for Soobins guest to leave all by himself.

He got distracted when he saw the man soobin had approached move closer to Soobin to whisper in his ear. Soobin laughed and put his hand over the stranger’s. Things seemed to be going well until Soobin got up and excused himself. He headed straight for Yeonjun.

“Bathroom,” he said pushing past Yeonjun so their shoulders collided. “Sure..” going to the bathroom was a common occurrence between the two - they went everywhere together. Soobin, in a hurry, grabbed Yeonjun by his hand and dragged him into the disgusting bathroom behind him.

“Is it not going well?” Yeonjun was curious, Soobin was very inexperienced when it came to dating. His most recent relationship ended because Soobin genuinely could not satisfy his partner. He was crushed. All he wanted was to make his other half feel good- but the stage fright kept things in the bedroom very bland and brief.

“I need to get out of here-“ Soobins voice was desperate. “You’re telling me, not one bi chick- all lesbians” Yeonjun rolled his eyes thinking about how unlucky he was that night. “Make an excuse for me?” Soobin pleaded with praying hands and a pout. Yeonjun rolled his eyes again “You have absolutely no game. You know that?” He turned to leave when he felt soobins hand grab his wrist. He turned around to soobin blushing. “He wants me to go back to his place.” Yeonjun shoved him by his shoulder and chuckled “well duh, how else are you going to get over your bum ex. Try and convince him to come to ours, though. So I can keep an eye on you and make sure you’re safe. Now if only I could find someone-“

“No. I don’t want to” Soobin was assertive and threw his hands over his face. “I just want to go home. Take me home ?” Yeonjun knew exactly what Soobin needed.

They found themselves hiding while they schemed. “Alright, just go up and say you have to leave. I’ll take care of the rest.” Soobin approached his new almost love interest and formed his mouth into a straight line. He bowed his head. “I’m afraid I have to get going. Have a good night!” Soobin stood there for a good 3 seconds waiting for him to respond. “Oh cmon…” he said with a grin that had Soobins skin crawling. “That hurts my feelings. You don’t want to hurt my feelings, do you?” He brought his face closer to soobins again.

Soobin closed his eyes tight and held his breath as if he could wish himself away from this situation. Where was Yeonjun?

“Babe !!!!” Soobin heard as he felt an arm wrap around his shoulders. Yeonjun continued with over the top fake slurred speech. “I’m drunk. Take me home…” the older said with a pout. Soobin let out a fake, exaggerated gasp “sweetie ! I’m sorry I gotta go, thank you for the drink”

As they walked away the stranger spoke loud enough for the room to go almost silent “you have to be fucking kidding me! Is this your boyfriend?” Soobins first instinct was to say no, and Yeonjun knew this and knew he had to act fast. “Yes ! I sure am” the lie made Soobin smirk. Yeonjun took the opportunity to poke soobins dimple - something he hadn’t done for too long.

“You look straight as an arrow - I don’t believe you. He’s just a fucking tease” he could see right through their act and he wasn’t taking the rejection well. Yeonjun was offended. He didn’t “look” gay? What did that even mean. Without warning, Yeonjun put his arm around Soobin again. - this time he planted a kiss on his cheek. Yeonjun became very affectionate when he was intoxicated. But he couldn’t have been too drunk- this was just a part of the act. The stranger scoffed and the fake couple turned around and left hand in hand.

The train ride back to their apartment was noisey. It was pride month, and all the gays were going out every weekend to the hottest bars and clubs, drinking and hooking up. Yeonjun saw a couple standing across the way from them - holding each other tightly.

The couple were drunkenly making out. Hands exploring each others bodies. Yeonjun was no prude, but the way their bodies were moving together made him blush. One man had his hand on his partners chest- while the other reached around and was squeezing his ass. Yeonjun cleared his throat and stood up at the next stop.

When they made their way into their apartment, soobin began to complain about his ex. “I told him I was out looking for a good fuck tonight- I don’t even know what that would be like! He’s totally going to know I struck out. So much for making him jealous” Yeonjun threw his apartment key on the counter and walked to the fridge- taking out a bottle of soju. He immediately poured shots for the two of them and joined Soobin on the couch. “There’s no way he’s going to know you didn’t fuck anyone tonight. And it doesn’t matter. The not knowing is what drives them crazy” Yeonjun assured him.

They kept drinking and decided to play some video games. As they drank, their playing got sloppier and sloppier. Those two hours were spent laughing together, yelling at each other, and whoever won comforting the other. “It’s midnight” Soobin said plainly. Not because he was ready for bed, but because he just wanted to relax. And he knew just what he needed.

Soobin took the top off of the coffee table and reached in to grab a jar of flower and some rolling papers. Yeonjun watched with a smirk. No matter how drunk he was, Soobin was able to roll a joint perfectly. Yeonjun would often get more weed on the rolling tray than in the actual paper. He watched intently at the way his friends fingers pinched and rolled. When he stuck out his tongue to seal, Yeonjun felt his jaw clench. Giant hands holding the small joint, veiny and steady. And that tongue, darting out, pink and wet.

“Have you ever done anything to make someone jealous?” Soobin lit up and inhaled deeply. The smoke came pouring back out, he quickly inhaled it through his nose then let it all out with one big exhale. Yeonjun found it satisfying when he did that, he liked watching. He was always watching.

“Not intentionally, there was this girl in high school… she danced with another guy while I was in the bathroom at prom. So I fucked her best friend in my car at the after party” it was Yeonjuns turn to take a puff . On exhale he let out a dry cough. He was more of a drinker - Soobin being more of a smoker. He continued “when she saw me the next morning with a hickey- it was all over.”

“Jesus Christ, what is wrong with you?” Soobin didn’t put it past his friend to do something so selfish back in the day. “I should’ve had that dude at least give me a hickey …” Yeonjun passed the joint back with his eyebrows furrowed “what, Mr. Fruity?? No chance. And we aren’t in high school.”

Soobin inhaled and exhaled “what if you gave me one?” Yeonjun let the room go silent and played with his hands. “I don’t know, man. That’s a little-“ Soobin looked at the floor “gay?… I know you’re not gay, which is why I asked. I figured it wouldn’t be weird..” he looked up at Yeonjun through hooded lids and handed him the joint “please?…”

Yeonjun let out a heavy sigh. How could he say no. Soobin was desperate to make his ex jealous - and Yeonjun couldn’t deny that he selfishly wanted to see what it would be like. Plus, he was drunk “Fuck it”

They were facing each other on the couch and the joint was burning itself out in the ash tray. Soobin reached out for Yeonjun and Yeonjun flinched. “Sorry….” He didn’t want to seem too excited, because this was just a favor between bros. But he would have been lying if he said he wasn’t eager.

“Okay- where do you want it?” Yeonjun ghosted his fingers over the side of Soobin’s neck and studied the area. Soobin leaned his head to the side, exposing every muscle vein and tendon in his thick neck. Yeonjun swallowed hard. The alcohol was starting to make faking confidence easier. Soobin grabbed Yeonjun’s hand and placed two of his fingers over a visible area of skin “right there, I think. “ “okay… are you sure this isn’t weird?” Yeonjun wanted one last confirmation that this was okay. “No, please just get to it” Soobin closed his eyes.

Yeonjun leaned in and parted his lips. He lightly placed his lips on Soobin’s sensitive skin, taking it in between his lips and sucking. Soobin took a quick breath and clenched his fists by his sides. Yeonjun released his flesh and looked at it “not quite” he said before going back in. This got a heavy sigh out of Soobin, and Yeonjun liked the sound of it.

Soobin began to squirm and could feel blood rushing to his cock. ‘No no not now!!’ He thought. Yeonjun detached his mouth from Soobin’s neck and sat back, admiring his own handy work. His eyes met Soobin’s when he noticed them darken. Soobin inched closer bringing one of his hands into Yeonjun’s hair and pulling him in.

“More.. please..”

Yeonjun leaned in and placed a kiss to the purple mark, and kissed up a little further. He inched his way up towards Soobin’s jaw. Soobin moved his arms around Yeonjun’s neck and pulled him down so he was laying on top.

They were making out now - for what felt like forever. A mess of teeth and tongues. Soobins hips bucked up Yeonjuns, making him hiss. Yeonjuns mind was racing. He was now experiencing what he was so curious about. A man’s touch, a man’s mouth, a man’s hips. He ground down into soobins crotch with his own hardened length.

They continued like this for minutes. It kind of felt juvenile. First a hickey and now dry humping on a couch ? It felt nostalgic to Yeonjun. But he needed more more and more. Soobin undid Yeonjun’s belt buckle and began to pull down his pants. Yeonjun let him without hesitation.

Soobin didn’t bother teasing, and dove straight into Yeonjun’s briefs, wrapping his hand around his hard cock. “Fuck..” Yeonjun let his head hang down. Soobin looked at him with his big brown eyes. All innocent and beautiful. This made Yeonjun want to take care of Soobin - even tho he had absolutely no idea what he was doing.

He unbuckled Soobin’s pants and began stroking him, kissing his lips hastily. He pulled Soobin’s shirt up and kissed his chest. He took one of his nipples into his mouth and bit it, before soothing it with his tongue. Soobin sucked in air between his teeth.

Yeonjun had received head plenty of times before - he could give it, right ? Well, there’s a first time for everything. Soobin sat up when Yeonjun’s face became parallel to Soobin’s tented boxers. “You don’t have to…” Yeonjun silenced him by palming him through is underwear and pulling them down to set his cock free.

Yeonjun looked up at Soobin and planted a kiss to the head. He took the entire tip into his mouth and swirled his tongue around. Soobin’s hands found Yeonjun’s hair, pulling at it and scratching at his scalp. More was taken into his mouth when Yeonjun tasted Soobin’s sweet precum at the back of his tongue. He moaned in response - sending vibrations throughout Soobin’s body.

Yeonjun had taken the lead considering he was much more confident than Soobin when it came to sex, but him never being with a man before kind of made him the most inexperienced in the room. Soobin tapped him on his head “Yeonjun…” Yeonjun looked up and let his cock out of his mouth with a loud popping sound. His lips were swollen and formed a pout. “Let me fuck you, sweetheart..”

Yeonjun swallowed hard and couldn’t do anything but nod. Soobin sat up and lifted his shirt off his body- before removing Yeonjun’s. They stood up and each removed their pants and briefs. They stood there looking up and down at each others bodies. Yeonjun looked at soobins size and thought there was no way he could take it.

“Let me do this - I don’t think I can handle it” Soobin silenced him with a kiss. He kept their foreheads together. “Let me take care of you, Yeonjun..” one more kiss and Yeonjun melted. He never considered letting someone else take the lead, but he was a mess under Soobins touch. “Get on your back”

Soobin made his way down to Yeonjun’s length and licked it from bottom to top. It was Yeonjun’s turn to let his hands find soobins soft strands and lose his hands in them. Soobin took one of his fingers into his mouth and wet it, before pressing it to Yeonjun’s entrance. “Is this okay?” Yeonjun nodded “just go slow”

And slow he went- slowly and gently sinking his finger into Yeonjun’s tight hole. He thought about what it might feel like to be buried inside there to the hilt - and another rush of heat found its way to soobins cock. He eventually added a second finger, which sent Yeonjun reeling. He began to whimper as he became more and more submissive to soobins touch. Soobin sat up.

“Are you ready for me?” Soobin pumped his length in his hands. “I don’t know” Yeonjun choked out. Scared of the possible pain to come. Soobin got back down in between Yeonjun’s legs and stood his cock up straight. He dove his tongue into Yeonjuns sweet spot, using his tongue and lips and moisten it, and suck.

When he pulled back he saw Yeonjuns hole blooming and contracting, practically inviting him in. “God, im ready” Yeonjun said. Soobin came back up and feverishly kissed Yeonjun again. He lined his cock up to Yeonjuns entrance “let me know if you need me to stop.” He slowly inched himself in and Yeonjun sucked his entire length in. His body’s natural response to being needy, hungry.

Soobin bottomed out and began pumping slow. He leaned down and pressed open mouth kisses to Yeonjun’s neck, chest, shoulders. Yeonjun wrapped his arms around soobins neck and cried out when Soobin hit his prostate. Soobin reached down and grabbed Yeonjun’s length, pumping it.

The sound Soobin let out when Yeonjun tightened was pathetic. A small cry as he continued to try and push through. He couldn’t cum yet, not until Yeonjun was taken care of. “You feel so fucking good, baby” poured from soobins lips. He was reveling in the moment.

Yeonjun melted away at the pet name, feeling his body loosen up and become even more submissive to Soobin’s cock and hands. Soobin kept up a good pace, thrusting and pumping. “Cum for me” he demanded and Yeonjun did, hard. He let out a long whine followed by sharp pants, as his cum decorated his stomach beautifully.

Soobin didn’t let up, his thrusts become sloppier as he was reaching his end. Yeonjun began to feel a slight sting, and knew he needed to push his partner over the edge. Yeonjun dipped two of his fingers into the mess he made on himself and coated his fingers. He brought them up to his mouth and parted his lips. He dove his fingers into his mouth, making eye contact, and sucked on them until all the juices were down his throat.

Soobin was done for. Eyes squinted shut and teeth clenched together. He bottomed out one last time before pulling out. Yeonjun quickly reached down and began pumping his length for him. Soobin put his hands down to Yeonjun’s waist and kept them there as he met Yeonjun’s palm with thrusts and finally came undone.

Soobin lied down on top and let their juices get sticky and start to dry in between them. Soobin put his head into the crook of Yeonjun’s neck and hummed “that was amazing…” Yeonjun hummed back “you know what would make him really jealous ?” Soobin let out a chuckle and sat up. “Are you seriously thinking about that prick right now ?”

Yeonjun followed him up and met him face to face. He reached out and caressed soobins soft cheek with his shaking hand. “Be my boyfriend”

[weeeeeekly]

bad idea right? - choi soobin x afab!reader

info ➜ HEAVILYYYY inspired by olivia’s song, i basically just wrote this around the lyrics, i fucking love olivia, featuring stayc 01z & le sserafim yunjin, assigned female at birth (afab)!reader, yn is kinda a bad friend, exes to lovers, one shot, SOOBIN IS A SIMP, non idol!soobin, college student!soobin, slighty shitty ex!soobin, this is fiction!! so soobin probably doesn’t act like this

wc: 3.3k

WARNINGS !!!!! MINORS DO NOT INTERACT (mdni), smut, no piv, only foreplay, handjob, eating out, swearing, & poor writing

author’s note!!! this is going to be bad because i’m pulling an all nighter when i’m supposed to be awake before 8 AM (it’s 12:40 AM right now) & i have a full day of classes and work. this will have errors because i’m immediately posting this after writing.

also, it’s my first time writing smut and idk what the fuck i’m doing. not going to be realistic or accurate but it’s fictionnnnn.

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You stared into the bathroom mirror as you fixed your lip gloss. The party raging just outside the door wasn’t as enticing as the missed calls from your phone.

two missed call from loser not worth mentioning

Why was he even calling? It’s been months since you two broke up. More like he broke things off because he wanted to “focus on school” more since it was his last year before graduation, but that didn’t stop him from going to every single frat and sorority party since the beginning of the semester.

You roll your eyes as you let his next call go straight to voice mail as your best friends blow up your group chat.

sumin 💞 ynnnn where r u

sieun 🩵 pls don’t be vomiting emoji

yn i’m okay

yn he keeps calling me

sumin 💞 bOOOO

sieun 🩵 pls don’t pick up his calls

yn i’m not !!

yn going straight to my voicemail

sumin 💞 y don’t u block him

yn because

yn idk

yn it’s complicated

sieun 🩵 just come back soon

yn give me five

The music gets louder as you hear chants of “chug chug chug”. You smirk as you spray some more perfume to cover the reek of Pink Whitney that Sieun accidentally spilled on you earlier in the night. Your trio did a shot the second you got to sorority party hosted by Yunjin, she had told you about it last week in your shared stats class, but that was hours ago and you had a few more after that.

You weren’t wasted, but you definitely shouldn’t be driving a car.

You were having fun, but you could be having more fun with your ex.

“Hey Siri, play my voicemail.”

“You have three voicemails… Hi. I know you’re out at Yunjin’s party, but you looked so good in your Insta story. God… your legs look so good in that skirt. I miss seeing you in skirts… I know it’s been a while since we… ya know, but we should catch up. The guys are out at a party and I stayed behind to finish unpacking my new room, but I’m getting kinda bored. Maybe you could help me unpack, see the new apartment, test out my new headboard–”

“Please.”

“I miss you – I want to see you again.”

You let out a sigh as the voicemails end and you’re weighing all the pros and cons of this messy situation.

Pro. It has been 3 months since the relationship and 3 months since you’ve done anything. Going out and trying to talk to new people didn’t sound that appealing. This was your first party since the breakup that Sumin and Sieun were able to drag you to, so getting calls from him tonight felt like some kind of test from the universe.

Con. It would be such a bad decision. A lapse of judgement. You deserve better than this.

Pro. You would get laid and it would be really good.

Con. You can’t leave your friends for a guy.

Right. Your best friends in the entire world are waiting downstairs for you. A knock from outside the door snaps you back to reality as you quickly put everything back in your bag.

A soft apology slips past your lips as the blur of a person flits past you and to the toilet as they throw up.

“Ew.”

The party looks even more crowded than before with people dancing, drinking, and making out taking up all the available space as you try to politely make your way back to your friends. After narrowly missing another spill of alcohol to ruin your outfit, you spot the familiar sight of two brunettes huddled by the fruity drink cooler.

“There you are!” Sumin throws her available arm around your waist as you join the duo.

“Sorry, I started feeling unwell, but I’m good now.”

Sumin hugs you in an effort to comfort you as you give her a smile. It was true that you were feeling unwell, but it wasn’t from the alcohol.

Sieun makes herself another mix of whatever alcohol is left by now. “Do you want any?”

“I think I’ll just make myself a Shirley Temple.”

Sumin grabs you the jar of cherries and ginger ale you needed as you made your drink. You down it the second you’re done and it does alleviate the funny feeling in your stomach.

You should probably not, but you check your phone.

loser not worth mentioning just in case

loser not worth mentioning hybe apartment complex across school

loser not worth mentioning unit 304

Fuck.

You look back over to Sumin and Sieun giggling over the alcoholic sugar juice concoction Sieun made. Your heart hurts a little at the stunt you’re about to pull.

You’re not hurting anyone. They’ll understand that you’ve been lonely and it’s just a one time thing.

Gathering up all your energy, you hunch over a little and let out a heavy sigh. Sumin sees this and rushes over to comfort you.

“Are you okay, Yn? Did you not eat earlier? Should we leave so I can make you some soup?”

You shut your eyes as your conscious comes back to yell at you. Poor, sweet Sumin who loves you dearly just wants to take care of you as she thinks you’re sick while you’re faking it so you can get dick.

“I think I just need to go back home to sleep it off.”

“Okay, let’s drop you home.”

The three of you get an Uber to your dorm despite the short 13 minute walk from the LSF house. But the late hours of night and the scary reality of being tipsy, young college kids in a public university – it’s better to be safe than sorry.

You wave bye to your best friends as they tell you from the car that they’ll text you when they get home to their shared apartment. The second the Uber is out of your sight, you sprint inside to freshen up. Going through the motions of brushing your teeth, deodorant, changing shirts to a baby blue fuzzy sweater for the colder temperature, and fix your hair.

sumin 💞 we’re home

sieun 🩵 feel better

You heart both messages and wish them good night as you grab your water bottle from the fridge.

This is your last chance to back out. To follow through with the lie you told your besties. It would be nice to get some sleep and be in a better headspace tomorrow morning and finally block him.

loser not worth mentioning i dyed my hair back to blond

yn see you in 15

loser not worth mentioning good girl

Your mind goes blank at the text as you try to keep your cool. All of your thoughts are silenced as you order another Uber to Soobin’s new address.

It’s such a bad idea to be doing this, but all your moral judgement went out the window the second you listened to Soobin’s voicemail, but who could blame you? You’re literally just a girl. A girl who loves blond on Soobin. A girl who loves the way Soobin kisses… and does other things. Seeing him tonight can’t be that bad.

A text notification from Uber alerts you that your ride is outside.

Fuck it, it’s fine.

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You’re standing inside Soobin’s new apartment as you wait for the elevator to open.

Yes, you’re currently going back to your ex, but you’re just going to help him unpack his room like he said. Totally innocent. Just two friends. Can you even call your relationship friendly? Whatever. Just two people… reconnecting. Yes, reconnecting!!!

Next thing you know, you’re outside unit 304 and waiting for Soobin to welcome you in. When the door does open, you’re taken aback by a smiling Soobin. Despite the short amount of time apart, he looks even better. His hair is back to blond and surprisingly healthy. The pj set he’s wearing just shows how ridiculously attractive he is because despite the plain white shirt and plaid pants Soobin looks like he’s modeling.

You must have been staring at him too long because he clears his throat and steps aside, “Hey.”

“Hey.”

Holy fucking shit. There has never been anyone hotter than Soobin in this moment. Your mind can’t wrap around how you were dating him for a year. How someone this beautiful could even exist and perceive you. Just the way his dimples show when he smiles is enough to make your knees buckle.

“Are you going to come in?”

“Oh right, yeah.”

You brush past him as you take your shoes off by the door. You take a glance around the kitchen as Soobin goes to the fridge.

“Water? Soda?” Soobin steps aside as you look at the options in the fridge. A bunch of beverages and a shit ton of tangerines.

“Just a Coke cherry please.”

“With a ton of ice in a cup with a straw? Got it.”

Your heart skips a little at the small notion of Soobin remembering your preferred beverage. Jesus, the bar is in hell.

“Your new apartment is nice. I like that you can see each of your personalities.” You compliment as you spot the bookshelf with an assortment of plushies, an electric guitar on a stand, and a clothing rack that’s half sports jerseys and half clothes that cost more than your semester tuition.

“Thanks! You know how long we’ve been saving, so it was a dream when a unit opened up and fit our price range.”

“I’m happy for you guys.. really. I hope they’re doing good.”

Your statement is genuine as you do miss Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Kai. It was just best for yourself to pause your contact with them while you were healing.

Soobin hands you your drink as you sit in a chair at the table. You thank him as you quietly sip on it as your nerves kick in again. It would be fine if you two just caught up and became friends again. You did miss his presence and it’ll be sad when he graduates next semester.

“Yn,” Soobin scoots his chair closer to you as you look at him, eager to hear out whatever he sees. You hate to admit it, but he still has a pull over you. “I want to apologize for how I went about everything. It was really shitty of me to give you the school excuse to break up. I just–”

“You just?”

“I kinda… got so caught up in trying to do well on finals that the stress controlled me. I took it out on you instead of talking it out, then I didn’t talk to you all of winter break.”

Yeah. It was a brutal break as you spent most of the time crying and being upset at yourself. Your therapist had a field day though!

“I’m sorry for also sending you that horny voicemail. And that good girl text. I understand if you don’t want to see me again. Or if you just want to be friends. I’m sure that you have someone else.”

“I’m not seeing anyone. I haven’t done anything since we ended things.”

Soobin’s eyes light up at your answer. “I haven’t seen anyone and I’m not right now. I’m totally single in every sense.”

You let out a tiny laugh at the mix of assertion and desperation, “I’m totally single too.”

“So… if you’re single and I’m single.”

Then who’s driving the plane?? Kidding.

You set down your empty cup as you lean closer to Soobin, “If we’re both single, shouldn’t we do something about it?”

In the next second, Soobin is cupping your face as you suck in a breathe. If you just leaned in an inch, your lips would be touching in a kiss. His eyes flit down to your lips as you watch. From being able to be so close, you take in how pretty Soobin is.

“Can I kiss you.” Soobin whispers.

“Yes please.” You whisper back.

Soobin then closes the gap between you both to kiss you. It fills you with the exact same feeling as before, warm and bubbly. You wrap your hands around his neck as you continue kissing. The kiss is messy and slightly awkward, but the feeling behind it makes up for it.

Soobin breaks away as you frown, “Do you want to help me in my room.”

“You know I love reorganizing.”

Soobin’s signature dimple smile appears as he grabs your hand to lead you to his room.

The second you step in; he pushes you against the door with enough force to knock the air out of you but not to the point to hurt you. You thank him by initiating this kiss and tease your tongue against his. His hands wander down from your face to your waist as he pulls your bodies closer.

You tug on his shirt as you continue making out and switch spots so he’s against the door. He lets you take it off and throw it into some corner of his room. You move from his mouth to kissing his neck as you feel his skin. Soobin’s always had the softest skin, so you relish in being able to feel him again.

Soobin groans as you start a hickey on the area between his neck and shoulder. You should know the name of the area, but anatomy was never your strongest subject.

“God, you’ve always been… so eager to leave your… mark.” Soobin jokes between groans as you work to deep shades of purple and blue.

“Gotta sign the work of art. Same rules and boundaries as before?”

“Yes. Stop when either of us need it.”

“Got it.” You wink as you move a hand over Soobin’s bulge.

He lets out a sigh as you touch him through his pants.

“Can I?” You kiss the corner of his lips that you love so much as he parts his mouth to let out a whimper as you add some pressure to your hold.

“Please.”

You give him a peck, spit in palm, and shove your hand down his pj pants and boxers. You wrap around his girth and start slowly moving your wrist. You watch as his eyes flutter shut, and you speed up. It’s been a while since you gave a hand job, so you’re little rusty but by the way Soobin is falling a part you’re sure that you’ll get no complaints.

You keep stroking him, making sure to watch his expression as you continue how he likes it. When you know Soobin’s about to cum, he speaks up, “Wait.”

You slow down your motion as you wait for him, “I don’t want to cum in your hand.”

“Where do you want it?”

“On your tits.”

You smirk as you bring you hand back up to your lips and lick off his pre cum. Soobin shudders at the sight but kisses you.

You both walk backwards as he maneuvers you to his bed and kisses down your neck when you fall back onto his bed. You grip his blond locks and laugh when you hear him let out a groan.

“Can we please go back to kissing?”

“Sure.” Soobin moves back up to give you a messy kiss but then kneels off the bed in front of you.

“Do you know what I missed the most?”

You shake your head as Soobin peels off your silver skirt. “Eating you.”

He starts kissing from your belly button to your inner thigh on both legs as he plays with the waist of your underwear. You sigh as you take the opportunity to grip his hair again.

“Stop teasing.”

“Only for you.”

Soobin finally peels off your underwear and tosses it as he begins to kiss you. You moan as he licks at your clit. His hands grip at your legs to keep them apart so he can eat you whole. Soobin continues a pattern of kissing and licking when he begins to slip a finger in.

Your thighs shake a little at the intrusion and the slight ache due to the lack of action you have not been getting.

“I missed your mouth and hands.”

Soobin hums which makes you moan a little louder as the pleasure begins to build up. You bite your lip when Soobin adds in another finger and moves away from your body.

“Just let me know when it’s too much.”

“I’m okay, just a little out of practice.”

“Shit, me too.”

The response makes you forget for a second that you guys ever broke up. If you focus hard on the way Soobin goes back to eating you out like he’s starving, it would be like you went back in time to November – when everything was still okay.

When Soobin starts the combination of fingering you while sucking on your clit you know you’re about to cum.

“I’m… close.”

“I’ve missed tasting you.”

Your brain and thoughts turn back into mush as Soobin brings you closer to cumming. If your thoughts could speak they would probably sound like “ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh”.

“I’m about to –” You come hard as Soobin continues thrusting his fingers inside you, but sits back on his knees as he licks his lips.

“Wow.”

Soobin giggles as he pulls his fingers out of you and into his mouth. You watch in awe as he sucks your essence off and adjusts his crotch with the other.

“Do you want me to suck you off?”

“You don’t need to, I already came.”

The blond’s dimples appear again as he giggle at your shocked expression. You slowly sit up to lean down toward him to kiss him.

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After kissing a bit, Soobin notices how tired you get and calls it a night. He helps you to the bathroom when you stumble trying to get off his bed. You take a quick shower to wash away the sweat from tonight’s activities.

When you step out of the shower, wrapped in a towel. You take a look in the mirror and let out a gasp. Soobin bursts through the door, “What’s wrong?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that my makeup was ruined! Have I looked like this the entire time?”

“I think you look cute.” He wraps his arms around you as he gives you a cheek kiss.

“You have to say that because we’re sleeping with each other.”

Soobin’s eyebrow raises, “Sleeping? As in actively? Like you want to sleep with each other and only each other?”

“I’m sure we could work something out.” You nonchalantly shrug as you hid your smirk as Soobin frowns.

“We talk about it in the morning, let’s cuddle.”

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You wake up the next morning to a bunch of texts from Sumin and Sieun.

TODAY 4:00 AM

sieun 🩵 YN

sieun 🩵 YN

sumin 💞 YN

sieun 🩵 WHERE R U

sumin 💞 WHY DOES UR LOCATION SAY SOME RANDOM APT AND NOT UR DORM

sieun 🩵 HELLO

sieun 🩵 IM CALLING U UNTIL U PICK UP

sumin 💞 ur telling us in the morning

10:27 AM

yn sorry I was asleep

sieun 🩵 NOT AT YOUR DORM

yn I never said I was sleeping at my dorm…

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author’s note!!! finished at 5 AM LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOO okay now i’ll do hw for one my classes & maybeee organize my makeup drawer. thanks for reading!!!!

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bump in the love;

words count: 4.6k pairing: Soobin x fem!reader (feat. Beomgyu and Yeonjun) genre: fluff warnings: swearing, a few kisses (ig that’s all but if you find smth lmk)

“Y/nnn, pleasee, come to the party this Sunday! It won’t be that good without you” Beomgyu walks beside you, trying to give you his puppy eyes while begging you to come to this stupid party thrown by Yeonjun. “Gyu, I already said to you hundreds of times before, I won’t. I have other plans for this day.” you sighed. You love your friend a lot, but you hate him equally much when he gets this nosy and tries to drag you to another stupid party. “As long as I remember, you don’t have any other plans on Sunday, or studying your ass off is what you count as plans?” he snorted at you, a pout forming on his lips. “Yes, I count study as plans unlike your stupid ass,” you said. “But..y/nn” Beomgyu whined again, and right when you wanted to throw another fit of your annoyance, you bumped into something hard, that seems like someone's spine, luckily not some wall you thought to yourself. The campus corridor you walked through wasn’t that packed but you still managed to bump into someone because of Beomgyu. “Oh..I’m really sorry. It was an accident” you heard your friend’s loud-ass hell laugh in the background. You took a mental note to slap him later. 

The boy you bumped into slowly turned to you, and the confusion on his face was clearly evident. “It’s okay ... um..don't worry about it much” he softly spoke to you. At this moment you decided to lift your head to see his face and that was the moment you completely froze while staring at him and his smooth features. Everyone expects you to say something or do but seems like you have completely forgotten about the world around you. Beomgyu, whose laugh slowly died, takes a look at you, and then at the boy in front of you, he decides that it’s his time to take some action. He pinched your waist, and you jumped from surprise and turned your head to your friend. “What the fuck Beomgyu?” you hissed at him. “Dude, stop staring at the poor boy. Apologize and let’s go, I’m starving as hell” he said. You overcome the desire to roll your eyes and slap your friend. You returned your gaze to the blonde boy, who looked kinda lost at what the hell is going on here. You bowed slightly, murmured a shy apology once again, and stormed forward to get out of the campus as fast as you could. Beomgyu snickered watching your actions, he waved to the blonde boy and tried to catch up with you.

You on the other hand already reached the dining zone on the outside and sat at one of the tables. Beomgyu arrived just a few seconds later. He shuffled through his backpack struggling to find his food in the mess inside. “So? What the hell just happened?” he inquires. You definitely can see that mischievous glint in his eyes, which meant that you won’t ever have the option to escape from his stupid teasings. “Nothing. I just bumped into some random cute guy because of you dumbass.” you darted your gaze to your best friend. “Oh really? And it wasn’t you who ogled his cute face with your eyes, right? Or am I seeing things?” Beomgyu smirked and you wanted to wipe that stupid smirk out of his face. “Yes, you just see things. I didn’t ogle his face. What the hell? I was just..shocked and that’s all. Stop getting on my nerves.” you tried your best to sound as convincingly as possible, even though you knew that you won’t get rid of your dear best friend that easily. “Mhm, shocked. By his handsomeness, right? C’mon Y/n cut this bullshit, you can tell me! I’m your best friend since diapers and I deserve to know.” he gives you his puppy eyes again. “Just eat your fucking lunch, Gyu.” you snorted and returned your gaze to your own food. At that same time, your head was a big mess. You clearly feel something towards this blonde-haired boy. His features were so soft, and his eyes were so big and round from surprise. Also, his lips were so plump and kissable, it would be nice to feel them on yours and taste them. Suddenly realization strikes you like a lightning and you shake your head. What the hell are you thinking about? He is just some random boy from the campus that you accidentally bumped into and you already think of how his lips taste like, you are clearly out of your mind. Beomgyu watched the scene unfold before him and he was 100% sure that you caught a crush on this lanky blonde guy.

(A week later.)

You are heading to Ms.Hwang cabinet, not really pleased to do any favors but for the sake of the good student image, you need to do it. You opened the door and greeted the woman, you didn’t really like her, cause she always gave you the most difficult tasks and questions to work on. Even though you suffer through it all she still finds things she didn’t satisfy with and lowers your grade.

“Oh, hi Y/n, I need your help” she gives you her most innocent smile “Can you please take these papers to Mr. Jeon? He needs them right now, but I have some more important things to do,” she said. And I have a short break and an empty stomach, that’s way more important than the stupid papers of yours; you think in your head. But you nodded and gave her a tight-lipped smile. “Thank you, sweetie” she handed you the papers and lightly patted your shoulder. Once you took the papers you left the room.

There is not much time for you so you should hurry up, the next class is really important for you because you will have a test. Yesterday you prepared through half of the night, trying your best to ignore Beomgyu’s mumblings in sleep. Being not only friends but roommates with him is even tougher sometimes.

You decided to run down the stairs in order to leave at least a few minutes for you to be on time for the test. As you run down, your left leg stepped a bit too far on the step and slips. You closed your eyes inertially, you thought that this is the end for you, and a million thoughts run through your mind. But then you felt someone’s hands grip your waist and now both of you landed on the cold hard floor. You heard this certain someone grunting and opened your eyes slowly just to meet with the sight of the face of that same boy you bumped into a week ago. “Oh shit..I’m so sorry! Are you okay? Does your head hurt?” you definitely panicked and even forgot about the sheets in your hands that spread across the floor around you. The boy under you hissed and opened his eyes too. “My head..It hurts as hell like it will split in half” his hand moved to the back of his head. You are clearly oblivious to the fact that you still sitting on the poor boy and one of his hands is on your waist. “I guess you need to go to the infirmary” you extend your hand to his head, trying to observe it for any injuries. “Well I would go, if only you get off me, please,” he said shoving you off lightly with the hand on your waist. Your face felt hotter and you know that you probably starting to look like a tomato. “Oh! Um..yeah, you're right, yeah, sorry” you quickly get off him, only then noticing that the papers are all around you. Grumbling at the whole situation you started to collect the papers and the boy beside you sit slowly. “Um..I will help you go to the infirmary. I don’t think you will be able to do it on yourself in this state of yours” you offered him a hand, which he uncertainly accept. You helped him to get up, your left hand on his waist with the papers under your right, and one of his hands wrapped around your shoulders for better stability. 

Both of you managed to reach the cabinet without problems. The nurse was nowhere seen so you sat the boy on one of the beds and went to find the ice pack for him. “Are we even allowed to be in here while the nurse is absent?” worry slipped through his voice. You only hummed in the response, finally managing to find what you have looked for. “Here,” you carefully applied the ice pack to the back of his head, “It should help you soothe the pain and prevent the bump,” you said. “Thank you, um…” he glanced at you quickly with a silent question. “Y/n” you understand him easily. “Yeah, Y/n, thank you. I’m Soobin by the way” he lightly smiled at you. But this sweet moment was meant to be broken by the sound of your phone ringing. You check the screen for the caller’s ID which happens to be Beomgyu, “Y/n where the hell are you?! The class will start in a few minutes and so the test you studied your ass off yesterday.” Shit. The test. You thought to yourself and the papers that you still need to give to Mr. Jeon. “I will be in a few. Make some excuse please, I have faith in you bestie” you hung up and glanced at the boy before you. “I’m sorry but I should go. It was nice to meet you Soobin, see you around!” You shouted the last words running out of the room.

You were late for ten minutes and got scolded by the professor but he still let you in class and started the test. He warned you that he won’t give you any additional time. “Where have you been Y/n?” Gyu whispered as you sat beside him. “Shush Gyu, I will tell you later” you whispered back.

Later that day, when the classes ended Beomgyu stuck to you as gum in your hair. You did your best to hold the silence until both of you got to your apartment. As you entered the apartment and sit on the sofa Beomgyu, who was silent all the way, began to bombard you with questions. “Y/nn, tell me, what could have happened that you even forgot about this important test?” he was really curious about this thing. So you told him everything from the point where Ms. Hwang gives you this task with the papers to the moment when you slipped on the stairs and went to the infirmary with Soobin. “Wow, are we living in some stupid rom-com movie?” he snickered, “Was it nice to sit on top of him, hm?” he wiggle his brows watching you getting more flustered at his question, you smacked his shoulder “Shut up, Gyu!” you turned your face away from him. “So, I was right?” he smirked and you rolled your eyes at him “Nope. That’s not the case Gyu. Besides..Now I know his name at least. It’s a cute one” you giggled, remembering the moment you two introduced yourselves to each other. “Oh, girl..you down for him deeply. But what is his name?” Beomgyu asked. “Soobin.” you like how it nicely rolled on your tongue. “Soobin? Wait...I guess he is one of Yeonjun’s friends” he frowned trying to remember if his guess is right. “And this fact can help us a lot” he smirked, something clearly comes up in his head. “What do you mean how this can help us?” you asked him not understanding where it all goes. “Do you wanna go on a date?” he answered with a counter-question. “What? No way, I’m not gonna go on a date with you,” you said frowning. “Not with me you silly. On a date with Soobin of course. I have a plan, how we can set you up on a date with him and I guess it’s perfect!” Beomgyu said and you swear you can see sparks in his eyes. “I have a bad feeling about it, but give me details” you lowkey doubt his plan works out, but still want to know what your friend comes up with. “Okay! I’m gonna ask Yeonjun for his help with this. He can ask Soobin to hang out with him in some cafe or whatever, but instead of Yeonjun, you will show up, and basically, you have a date with your crush. How does it sound, hm? You should be proud to have that smart best friend” Beomgyu was full of self-complacency. “I’m not sure if we can call it a foolproof plan” you sigh and lay your head on the cushions of the sofa. “Do you have any other ideas then? You know you should try at least, what if it works and you will finally have yourself a man of a dream? Just trust the process, baby” Beomgyu patted you on your shoulder and smiled at you encouragingly. If you think about it, you definitely don’t have any other ideas of how to get this pretty boy, so maybe the plan your best friend suggested will let you have a chance. So you nodded to the boy and returned the smile, letting him know that you were in.

The next day you meet Yeonjun at the cafeteria of your university and tell him about everything; how you bumped into a cute boy a week ago, how you caught a crush on him, and the plan Beomgyu came up with. You thought that Yeonjun won’t help you with this, at least because he barely knows you, so there is no point to help you with something like this, but since you are Beomgyu’s friend he agreed instantly. The first part of the plan is on Yeonjun, you should wait until he will find out the day Soobin would be free to hang out and then let you know about it. 

During these few days of waiting for any information from Yeonjun you felt so nervous, you were still kinda scared of what could happen on this “date”. What if Soobin will get mad at you when he sees you, what if he will get mad at Yeonjun too for lying to him? If the worst scenario happens you definitely won’t be able to have him around even as a friend.

Finally, Beomgyu brought good news to you. Soobin will be free next Friday after his classes end. He and Yeonjun agreed to meet at 7 pm. You were so glad that you didn't have any plans that day and are able to take some time to prepare yourself for this so-called date.

The d-day comes really quickly, you return from your classes a bit earlier than your friend and you decide to not waste your time and start the preparation by figuring out the outfit you gonna wear. This was the hardest part for you, cause you want to wear something really cute and sweet that will match the date vibe but at the same time, you wanna wear something comfortable because it is quite cold outside and you don’t want to freeze to death in some cute dress. As you try on different clothes to see if they fit your taste a black-haired head poked through your door “Hi, cutie, what are you doing here?” Beomgyu’s curious eyes wandered around the room. “Hi, Gyu, I’m trying to find something to wear for the evening, but I’m not sure of my choice. What do you think?” you showed him some of the variants. “Hmm… you know, that you shouldn’t dress up for it, right? I guess it will be really awkward if you show up all dolled up and he will be in his comfortable clothes because he expected it to be the hang out with his friend. You should wear something casual, like that sweater of yours that we bought together last winter, and those black jeans and call it a day. Whatever you wear you still will be the prettiest Y/n, you know it.” he smiled at you. Beomgyu has been your closest friend for as long as you remember and even though most of the time he is in his dorky attitude he is still your most supportive person in situations when you need it the most. “Gyu..thank you for your help” you came to hug him lightly. “Anything for you. I swear you won’t be able to exist in this world without me” and there his perky demeanor came back. “Shut up, we both know that it’s you who won’t be able to exist without me” you pinched his waist, and both of you laughed. “Get out of my room, I need to change.” you pushed him out of the room.

After a while, you change into the clothes Beomgyu suggests you wear and apply makeup to finish your look. You decided to first show off your appearance to Beomgyu who watched a movie in the living room. 

“So..do I look fine?” you appeared in front of him. “My gosh..Y/n you look gorgeous, I might cry for real” he made a crying face. You rolled your eyes at his antics “Gyu, I’ll punch you in the face. Be serious please, can you?” you said. “But I mean it! You really do look gorgeous! Soobin will be knocked out by your handsomeness” he shows you thumbs up and you chuckled “Nope, we don’t need any knockouts or anything” you shake your head laughing. You head to the corridor to wear the coat and take the purse. “I’m leaving! See you later and wish me luck please!” you shouted through the apartment. “Good luck bestie, go get that man!” Beomgyu shouted back, you smiled and leave the apartment.

You stood in front of the cafe Yeonjun agreed to meet up with Soobin, you made a few deep inhales and crossed your fingers to get your confidence up. Upon entering the cafe you wandered your eyes around the room to find that sweet boy with adorable dimples on his cheeks. You found him sitting in the far corner of the place so you confidently went to his seat. 

Soobin was scrolling through his phone so he didn’t notice your presence at first until you greeted him. “Soobin..Hi!” as you approached him your confidence faded away and the nervousness built up inside you. The boy snapped his head up, his eyes rounded even more when he saw you “Hi? What are you doing here?” he was clearly confused, he thought that you met him here by accident, but why are you standing beside the seat on the other side of the table like you are actually gonna take it? “Well..I’m here to meet up with you. Surprise, I guess?” your fingers fidget with the purse handle anxiously. “I don’t get it, I’m waiting for Yeonjun to come, he asked me to hang out with him today at this place at 7” Soobin frowned trying to comprehend the words you said a few seconds ago. You sighed and slowly sat on the seat in front of him, cause you were tired of standing and it was strange. “I mean what I mean Soobin. I wanted to meet you but I don’t know how to arrange it as I don’t know your schedule and your faculty, and by pure accident, I learned that you are Yeonjun’s friend so I asked him for help. I’m sorry if you're upset and don’t want me here, but please don’t be mad at Yeonjun, okay? It was my idea and he just helped me here.” you blurted out and closed your eyes, expecting Soobin to get mad at you or simply get out of the cafe, but you didn’t hear anything. You squint one of the eyes open to see what he's up to but seems like he didn’t plan to do any of it. Instead, Soobin’s cheeks turned a pink shade and he shyly smiled at you. “You want to meet me? That’s unexpected..but if so, I would be glad to spend this time with you” his eyes diverted from you sheepishly. “Oh thank God you aren’t mad at me. I would be glad to spend this evening with you too Soobinie” you smiled softly at him.

Time goes by and you naturally get comfortable around each other. You discussed a bunch of different topics while you sat in the cafe and got to know each other more. Your inner feeling signals you that he was definitely your soulmate and your energies match so well. Soobin suggests you leave the cafe and take a walk to the park nearby “Y/n, would you mind going to the park nearby? Christmas is getting closer so it’s decorated prettily with lots of garlands and everything, it should look amazing at night.” he looks you in the eyes waiting for your response. “Yeah, sure! It should be really beautiful, I like garlands, they're so pretty.” you smiled, and nodded to him thankfully when he opened the door for you. 

It was pretty much cold outside, you forgot to take your gloves and your pockets didn’t help much to warm up your hands. Soobin noticed your shuffling but didn’t accentuate attention on it, instead, he took one of your hands in his and shoved both of them into his pocket. To say you were shocked by his actions is an understatement, but you tried your best to make it less obvious and Soobin just smiled shyly and turned his head to the side. “Hey, Y/n look how pretty!” he drew your attention to the side where he turned his head just a few seconds ago. There is a beautiful installation with a decent amount of garlands of warm colors. “Wow!! I love it! Soobin, Soobin can you please take a photo of me here?” you tugged him by the hand towards it. The boy only smiled and nodded to you, his eyes observing your figure before him, his mind full of different thoughts but the main one is that you really are adorable and he wants to get closer to you. 

“Okay, where do you wanna take a photo?” he asked you while getting his phone out of his pocket. “Hmmm..let me think. I guess this should be a good place!” you guided him on what angle you want him to take it. After fifteen or maybe thirteen times, you get back to him to check on the result and it satisfied you a lot, no one besides Gyu could make great pics for you. “Soobin! All of them look amazing, I don’t know which one I should choose for my socials” you chuckled lightly, “Do you want me to take pics of you? Come on, I’m good at this” you said with confidence sipped through your voice, but Soobin declined your offer. “Well..let’s do a selfie at least, hm?” your eyes sparked and Soobin can’t understand if it was from the garlands around or from your pure enjoyment. “Fine, but I’m not really photogenic and-” he failed to finish the sentence as you interrupted him with loud “What a bullshit! Oh..uh..sorry! I mean you are the epitome of handsomeness and I forbid you to say such things” you frowned, cute pout visible on your lips, poor boy could hardly resist the desire to kiss that sweet lips of yours. 

You drew him closer to you by the elbow and extended the other hand with the phone to capture both of you, but of course, you can’t capture your figures in one frame due to you being shorter than the boy beside you. You struggled a lot until Soobin laughed at your attempts and snitched the phone out of your hand “Let me do this, I guess I have a slight advantage here” he smirked and you pouted again and sigh, knowing that he was right. You lean your head closer to his arm and Soobin tilts his head to your side as well. You took a few pictures and captured that sweet moment of your first so-called date.

“It’s getting late, I think we should go home,” Soobin said these words and felt how his heart clenched, he didn’t want this day to end so soon and so do you. “Yeah, you're right” you smiled but sadly, you want to spend a little more time with him. The idea appeared in Soobin’s head and he immediately voiced it “Let me walk you home” his eyes shined with hope to hear your positive response. When you heard his offer your heart started beating faster, and you thanked the universe millions of times for hearing your pleas. You nodded eagerly “It would be really nice! Let’s go.”

The walk to your apartment complex was mostly silent, sometimes you discussed the surroundings but aside it was silent. This silence wasn’t uncomfortable, rather both of you enjoyed the walk hand in hand and kept replaying the evening in your heads. When you reached the complex you stopped before the entrance and turned to Soobin taking his other hand in yours so now you are holding both of his hands in yours. “Thank you for today, Soobin. I was scared on my way to the cafe, I thought you will get mad at me and hate me and then I will never get a chance with you. Thankfully you agreed to spend this evening with me and it was amazing, I’ve never been on a better date than this one” only when you voiced the sentence you realized that you call it a “date”. “Uh..well I mean..It could be a friendly date and you know” you weren’t able to finish it cause Soobin engulfed you in a hug. You felt his hands gently wrapped around your small figure and his nose nuzzled into the crown of your head. “Let it be a date please, I would like to call it a date. I was prepared to meet with Yeonjun today and never in my life had I thought that you would show up instead of him and we get to spend a day together. I just thought you were a random girl who bumped into me, even though I felt something in my chest I prefer to not focus on it because I thought that I will never meet you again but here you are” he chuckled into your hair “Thank you for today Y/n, I like it a lot” he slowly moved back to look into your eyes. You saw his cute dimples and can’t resist the urge to plant a kiss on one of them. You stood on tiptoes and quickly pecked the left dimple and when you leaned back you met with Soobin’s surprised face that made you snicker. So you did this again but to the other one, you smirked in contentment when you moved back and freed yourself from the tall boy’s hold. You walked with your back facing the entrance and your face smiling to Soobin, you waved your hand and sent him a flying kiss “See you soon, Binnie!” as you said that you quickly went to the complex smiling like some idiot. 

You can’t believe this but Beomgyu’s plan worked and it seems like you will soon have a boyfriend and get yourself that man of your dreams. You rush to your apartment, excitement overflowing inside and you plan to hug your friend tightly to show him your gratefulness and tell him everything about this evening while you sit on your favorite couch.

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TEEN SPIRIT ✶ KANG TAEHYUN

ft. male!reader x kang taehyun, hs!au. wc 2.4k

desc ★ he didn't even come for the band, but he ended up staying for you anyway.

he didn’t even want to go to the stupid show they were apparently putting on in the assembly hall. it was beomgyu who had taken him by the arm and dragged him the whole way there, ignoring every single one of his complaints and only retorting back with a shrug, a smirk on his face that taehyun wanted to wipe off himself as he told him that he shouldn’t “knock it ‘til you try it, kang. you’ll be thanking me later when you’ve just had the best night of your life.”

taehyun could easily think of ten different things he’d rather be doing than standing shoulder-to-shoulder with choi beomgyu and what looked to be every other student in their year waiting for a band made up of more students he didn’t know to come on stage, and none of them included being within even two metres of the school assembly hall, especially since lessons had ended a good three and a half hours ago. and he was still in his uniform.

the stage was set up ready to go, instruments all in their places, yet without anyone there to use them. there was no symbol or name or anything stamped across the skin of the bass drum sat with the rest of the kit nearer the back of the stage, so he didn’t even know who he was (unwillingly) here to see.

things had started to drag on and it didn’t take long for him to reach the end of his temper, which was already hiked up due to the fact he was here at all in the first place. he was just about to tug the back of his collar out of the older boy’s grip on it beside him (almost as if he knew taehyun would inevitably try and make an escape before the music had even started) and find a way to shove through the growing crowd of people when the overhead lights were suddenly shut off completely, plunging the hall into darkness.

all chatter came to an abrupt halt then, all watching on and holding their breath as the stage lights flashed on once, revealing a dummer sitting behind the kit. twice, and a younger-looking boy had the strap of a sleek black bass guitar around his neck, fiddling with the frets. the third time, the frontman made his appearance, giving the audience a wink and a wave before the lights went once more. the final time showed someone who.. caught taehyun’s interest, for some reason. the lead guitarist, uniform tie loose around his neck and the first couple of buttons popped on his shirt, settling the strap of a guitar an eye-catching shade of red comfortably around his neck. his eyes flicked up to the waiting crowd for no longer than a few moments and their eyes had barely met, but taehyun felt like he’d seen right through him.

“who.. who are they?” he found himself whispering to beomgyu, who looked beyond smug that he was showing interest after denying so firmly that he’d do anything of the sort.

“oh, so now you wanna know?”

he scoffed and punched him on the shoulder, choosing to move past the comment instead of retaliating further.

“shut up, just tell me.”

the older boy smirked again, but didn’t tease further and hummed; as if wondering where to start.

“the frontman’s choi yeonjun, everyone knows him. he’s got that whole ‘bad-boy’ thing going on, they all love it.” the recognition set in after the explanation, and he nodded along as his friend continued.

“the dummer’s choi soobin, — he’s actually a nice guy, you know. got me out of trouble a few times — and the bass is some tenth grader. kai, or something like that? no one knows how he got in with that crowd.”

taehyun wanted to rush him, wanted to push him to get to the only one he actually cared about knowing the name of, but held back — if only because he knew the ribbing he’d receive in return would be endless.

“the lead guitarist’s called l/n y/n. some people were saying they’d hooked up with him a few times, but i’m calling bullshit. they’ve probably never spoken two words.”

he had half the urge to pry more information out of him — on the alleged hooking up situations in particular — but had no chance to. yeonjun was on the mic, gaze spanning over the whole turnout while he spoke.

“hey, guys. you all excited? ready to go batshit?”

a whole chorus of cheers came in response, and the singer’s grin only stretched wider across his lips. 

“well, in that case.. we better get straight to it, yeah?”

there was no time for the rhetorical question to get an answer, because soobin was already tapping out a beat and the others all followed suit. taehyun was thrown into the music before he knew what to do with himself, and he could only stand there and mentally strap in for the ride.

it was a good choice for an opener, one that got everyone in the crowd moving along and raked adrenaline up in preparation for the rest of the set. it was even enough to get him moving a bit, though nowhere near as much as beomgyu beside him — who seemed determined to jostle taehyun as much as possible without outright pushing him over, though he certainly toed that line more than once.

he only started to let go and reluctantly admit he was enjoying himself a few songs later, not getting quite as rowdy as some other students near him, but still being much more enthusiastic than he'd been when initially dragged to the hall. the brunette next to him had somehow maneuvered the two of them closer to the stage, where he had the perfect view of every member and their instrument; smiles on all of their faces and the bright lights illuminating them highlighting the sheen of sweat on their faces.

it was like he had tunnel vision. once he stole a glance at you it felt like everything just.. stopped, for a split second. the music seemed far away, beomgyu's screaming in his ear and the way he was being pushed left and right because of the way he'd came to a complete standstill lost to the look of pure enjoyment in your eyes and the sliver of skin showing from underneath your unbuttoned collar.

he stared up at you on the stage, mouth hanging slightly open as you leaned closer to yeonjun yelling into the mic while still plucking on all the right strings on your guitar, the grin spreading across your lips one that brought heat to his cheeks. the frontman leaned right back into the touch, tilting the mic so the pair of you could harmonise for a few moments before you returned back to your original place and looked straight into the crowd.

straight at him.

pure electricity sparked through him, crackling up the length of his spine, and his mouth went dry as he stayed rooted to the floor by the soles of his cheap school shoes. you weren't helping matters with the way you didn't break the eye contact, instead choosing to keep staring with the grin on your lips curling up into more of a smirk than anything.

beomgyu had, of course, noticed his lack of movement and followed where he was looking in confusion, face screwing up into a groan when he realised. he flicked taehyun square in the forehead, shattering the moment and snapping the younger back to himself.

“quit drooling and get jumping! you can probably catch him afterwards, it’s not like you’d need a backstage pass.”

he was about to protest before he came to a pause and processed the words. he was right. the boys in the band were all only older than him by a year, two at the most — and hell, the bassist was younger by an age. it wasn’t like they were megastars being followed by suits everywhere they went. he could talk to you. you’d talk back. maybe the two of you would hit it off. maybe you’d slide a slip of paper with your number on it into his pocket while saying goodbye. maybe you’d call him up. maybe you’d even—

“taehyun! oh my god, you’re so far gone. it hasn’t even been an hour. that’s kind of embarrassing.”

he couldn’t find it himself to care. when he chanced a look back at you your eyes were back on your guitar, but the burn of e/c irises still lingered on his skin. he ran his hands through his hair, a new goal in mind to replace his previous of wanting to escape the hall as fast as possible, and let the music move his feet again; jumping and screaming along with beomgyu until the moment yeonjun sang his final notes and thanked them all with a flourish, ripping his tie from around his neck and throwing it into the crowd before the same trick that announced their entrance was played again to punctuate their exit, this time in reverse. first you, then the frontman, then kai, and finally soobin.

the stage was left empty, and he wasted no time in grabbing the older boy’s wrist (who protested with a noise that sounded suspiciously like a squeal) and dragging him — not unlike how he’d done the exact same to taehyun himself earlier — round the back.

you were hard to miss, head thrown back in a laugh at something one of your friends had said when he found your little group. the sound rang in his ears over and over, and he would’ve been content to stand and listen to it reverberate around his head if not for the sharp nudge in the side beomgyu dealt him. their sudden entrance was obviously unexpected, and the group were staring at them in a confused silence. thankfully, the drummer took the initiative to pipe up first; having recognised the brunette beside him.

“beomgyu! what’s up? and who’s your friend?”

“taehyun. he wants to speak to y/n.”

you turned on your heel at the sound of your name, and the onceover you gave him almost made him want to melt through the floor. except he didn’t, and held onto his composure for dear life as he nodded along to confirm the older boy’s claim.

“ah. yeah, i do. if that’s okay.”

you nodded slowly, lips turning up again in that same smile from earlier. maybe beomgyu was right, and he was far gone. at least it had far passed the one hour mark by now.

you followed him to just around the corner and, once he could distantly hear the telltale noise of his friend starting up conversation with the remaining members, turned back to where you were leaning back against the wall and looking at him, awaiting whatever he was going to come out with.

fuck. he didn’t think he’d actually get this far. what did he even want to say?!

he took a few moments to compose himself before he blurted out something more than stupid, firmly trying to ignore the way your eyes never left him for a moment. once he felt a little more confident in his ability to not make a fool out of himself, he took one breath before saying it all in one go.

“can i have your number?”

silence. which could mean nothing good. he was about to turn and make a run for it when a hand came into view. yours, outstretched as if asking for something. when he mustered up the nerve to meet your eyes again, the smirk was back in full force.

“i think i’ll need your phone for that. taehyun, wasn’t it?”

he couldn’t type his passcode in fast enough, it seemed. it didn’t help that he got it wrong twice on the way, cursing fouler under his breath each time, before he finally handed it to you, watching you type it in with no small amount of restless energy coursing through him. he felt more keyed up now than he had when he was watching you riff and sing along with yeonjun simultaneously.

his phone felt like it was burning a hole in his pocket when you gave it back to him, and before he could agonise over what to say next you were stepping into his space and doing the talking for him.

“you’re.. really pretty, you know that? i was thinking about trying to find you afterwards, but you were obviously thinking the same thing.” the two of you shared a smile at that, and he felt some of the stiffness in his shoulders bleed out a little bit.

“we’re playing again next week. thursday. would you.. would you wanna swing by early? to hang out or something, i don’t know. and i’ll take you out afterwards.”

it was an offer he wouldn’t refuse in any lifetime, nodding so hard his hair fell into his eyes and letting you fix it back into place with a giddy smile and a blush high on his cheeks.

“i’d.. i’d like that, yeah.”

your smiles grew at the same time once again, and he had to physically shake himself out of the urge to do something incredibly stupid, like pull you into a kiss by the loose tie still hanging around your neck, before you both headed back to the others. his attention span was drifting in and out of the conversation the pair of you had walked back in on, catching gazes with you every so often and looking away mere seconds afterwards, biting his lip to stop a stupid grin escaping.

when the time came that beomgyu got bored and, by proxy, more annoying, the two decided to say their goodbyes. he smiled and waved politely at all of them, even if he hadn’t even shared two words with kai nor yeonjun, but let his gaze linger a few seconds longer on you before he was being tugged back out of the stuffy school assembly hall and out into the cool evening air.

he felt his phone buzz from its place in his pocket and fished it out with an eyebrow raised. what he saw displayed on his lockscreen made him glad for the night making it hard for his delighted grin to be properly made out, clutching it to his chest for a split-second before brushing it off and putting it back; not replying right away for fear beomgyu would try and nosy over his shoulder. he may’ve introduced him to the band in the first place, but that didn’t mean he was going to get a front-row seat to this.

y/n (09:43 pm) see u thursday <3

i can’t wait.

✿ BARELY EDITED INCOHERENT AND MAKES NO SENSE!!!! im flatlining Bye

[rizykim]

Dare | Choi Soobin

Pairing: Highschooler!Soobin × Highschooler!You

Summary: At the end of the weekend of every tiring day of being a highschooler,there's always a party at some frat boys house no one could resist not to join-and followed by a round of truth or dare just like typical highschoolers would end the party with. But this time,two unexpected people were given a dare they never would've expected of.

Warning: Fluff & Angst,shy reader,confession dare

Wordcount: 1250

Note: Instead of 'Y/n' it'll be '___' for you enter your name and if you did enjoy please do leave a like and repost if you can,it would help alot!

"C'mon, Namju, it's just a dare; do it already!" One of the girls in the circle whined, wishing to move on with the game, but they couldn't until the mentioned girl did as she was told. An echo of more whines rang out as they just wanted to get to the exciting part of the game.

"Okay, okay, fine!" The girl stood up from the floor, walked over to the table, and grabbed a can of sparkling water tightly in her grasp. Everyone else on the floor cheered for her, and with a deep breath, she quickly chugged half of the can. She stopped midway and held her index finger up before running away to somewhere they wouldn't hear her burp.

"Hah, okay, now my turn..." Someone said spin the bottle. After a few short seconds, the opening of the bottle landed on the innocent, tall boy with dimples. It's none other than their well-known topper, Choi Soobin. Yes, indeed, the guy who always bails on partying is now in a circle of truth or dare and is also panicking from the inside because the person the end of the bottle landed on was his secret crush, whom he had been holding on to for a long time.

For a brief moment, they made eye contact before both of them quickly averted their eyes somewhere else. Seeing each of their nervous states,the person who spang the bottle came up with a sneaky plan as a small smirk lifted up their lips. The person who was sitting next to them also witnessed the scene, and both of them talked with their eyes as they had something 'great' in their minds.

"For this round,I will choose whether it's truth or dare for Soobin," Yeonjun said, chuckling and trying his best to bite down on his smile. Soobins' head snapped in his direction in bewilderment.

"What! No, that's not fair!" He protested, but Beomgyu and Yeonjun talked over him, making his voice unaudible.

"Ub bup bup, we can do anything here since there ain't no rules, boy." Yeonjun shushed the younger boy as he sat there with his mouth ajar and brows furrowed,anxious of what they would come up with. They muffled into each other's ears, and a few laughs went by. Soobin slowly lifted his gaze up to ___ to see her playing with her nails while her teeth chewed on her bottom lip. He felt his heart beat against his chest just by glancing at her. Not long before, he snapped back from his daze when Beomgyu spoke.

"Soobin Hyung,I dare you to...to..." He streched the word out with a wide smile, "To..." He scooted closer to his ear as he was sitting right next to him. "To take ___ somewhere else and confess to her while holding both of her hands, and after you say it, you have to peck her cheek," He said and pulled away with a bigger grin on his face. Soobin sat there, staring blankly at the gray carpet,trying to comprehend what he just heard.

"C'mon, Cmon, get going now already!" Beomgyu started to drag Soobin up to his feet as Yeonjun went around and got The trouble duo pushed them through the hallway while many ooos and kissing noises were made by the others, making ___ look away and feel more shy.

___ has always been shy and silent when things escalate, and Soobin gets included. Well, no, she isn't a talkative person; just when Soobin is around, she isn't, and right now she felt her heartbeat accelerating more and more as they were now pushed into the garden of the house. The door locked behind them, with Beomgyu saying something like, "Don't you dare come back without doing it, Hyung!" He said it with a laugh, following his words.

"That boy, I swear—sorry." Soobin apologized when he saw that _____ was looking at him. "It's okay." At first, both of them stayed silent until ___ started to walk forward. Soobin followed closely behind her.

"So, um, how is the party so far? This is my first time seeing you at a frat party, or actually any gathering at all." Soobin spat what first came to his mind, to which he mentally scolded himself for starting up with that.

"Uh, well, it's fine, I guess, and yeah, I don't like going out much." She folded her arms over her torso and kept walking forward. For a while, they stayed in silence as they gazed up at the starry sky while walking.

"Uh, so what was the dare we have to do?" She felt a little nervous asking that,not knowing what she might end up doing just because of a childish dare.

She was still walking with her eyes glued to the sky when she felt something land on her shoulders. She looked to her side to see Soobin putting his black jacket on her. He offered a shy smile before looking away again. The small gesture made _____'s heart flutter.

"Ehem... uh, about the da-" She was about to repeat his words when he walked in front of her and grabbed both her hands, which were playing with the sleeves of Soobin's jacket. He closed the gap between them and pecked her right cheek.

"I like you!" He said it loud enough for her to hear,his eyes forcing themselves to stay open and not close. ___ was left speechless as she tried to digest what had happened now. Both of their hands were still intact as Soobin tried his best to calm himself down when his own heart was thumping against his chest so loudly he was worried she might hear it. His ears had turned bright red with embarrassment. It didn't go in the order it was told but however he did all of it.

"I'm sorry for this; they dared me to." Before he could complete his sentence, _____ got on her toes and pecked his lips. Getting back down, she looked into his eyes, waiting for his reaction, only to be pulled by her waist, and he kissed her,but this time he didn't let go. ___'s lips moved in sync with his as her arms wrapped around her wide shoulders, bringing him deeper into the kiss.

Ooo, it looks like we've got a new couple in school!" Yeonjun cooed with the others, who had been watching the whole scene from the windows of the house.

They pulled away at the sound of the voices and composed themselves. Soobin stood in front of ___ since he knew she would get shy with how things were happening at that moment.

"Dude seriously?!" Soobin called them out for interrupting their moment.

"Woah woah, sorry man, we just wanted to check if you did it, and now that we know, we're gone. Bye!" Yeonjun raised his hands in defeat from the 2nd floor window and went back in; the others did the same, and when he confirmed everybody had left, he turned back to ___.

"Sorry about that..." He scratched his head and said, "It's okay." She chuckled, and he did too. He grabbed her hands in his once more.

"So would you like to be my girlfriend?" He asked, smiling, with his dimple peeking out.

Um, isn't it obvious enough? Yes ofcourse!" She giggled, looking into his eyes shyly. Without knowing they spent time in the garden wondering around,talking about random topics and talking about themselves as they got to know each other closely as both of their shy love finally came out and both of them were happy it did.

Has to be one of my favs :D

[stardustsunny]

Bump in the love;

Words count: 4.6k Pairing: Soobin x fem!reader (feat. Beomgyu and Yeonjun) Genre: fluff Warnings: swearing, a few kisses (ig that’s all but if you find smth lmk)

a/n: happy soobinie day! I was in so much of a rush to finish it as soon as i can, so here it is! I really enjoyed writing this work so please consider leaving feedback, this will help me a lot <3

“Y/nnn, pleasee, come to the party this Sunday! It won’t be that good without you” Beomgyu walks beside you, trying to give you his puppy eyes while begging you to come to this stupid party thrown by Yeonjun. “Gyu, I already said to you hundreds of times before, I won’t. I have other plans for this day.” you sighed. You love your friend a lot, but you hate him equally much when he gets this nosy and tries to drag you to another stupid party. “As long as I remember, you don’t have any other plans on Sunday, or studying your ass off is what you count as plans?” he snorted at you, a pout forming on his lips. “Yes, I count study as plans unlike your stupid ass,” you said. “But..y/nn” Beomgyu whined again, and right when you wanted to throw another fit of your annoyance, you bumped into something hard, that seems like someone's spine, luckily not some wall you thought to yourself. The campus corridor you walked through wasn’t that packed but you still managed to bump into someone because of Beomgyu. “Oh..I’m really sorry. It was an accident” you heard your friend’s loud-ass hell laugh in the background. You took a mental note to slap him later. 

The boy you bumped into slowly turned to you, and the confusion on his face was clearly evident. “It’s okay ... um..don't worry about it much” he softly spoke to you. At this moment you decided to lift your head to see his face and that was the moment you completely froze while staring at him and his smooth features. Everyone expects you to say something or do but seems like you have completely forgotten about the world around you. Beomgyu, whose laugh slowly died, takes a look at you, and then at the boy in front of you, he decides that it’s his time to take some action. He pinched your waist, and you jumped from surprise and turned your head to your friend. “What the fuck Beomgyu?” you hissed at him. “Dude, stop staring at the poor boy. Apologize and let’s go, I’m starving as hell” he said. You overcome the desire to roll your eyes and slap your friend. You returned your gaze to the blonde boy, who looked kinda lost at what the hell is going on here. You bowed slightly, murmured a shy apology once again, and stormed forward to get out of the campus as fast as you could. Beomgyu snickered watching your actions, he waved to the blonde boy and tried to catch up with you.

You on the other hand already reached the dining zone on the outside and sat at one of the tables. Beomgyu arrived just a few seconds later. He shuffled through his backpack struggling to find his food in the mess inside. “So? What the hell just happened?” he inquires. You definitely can see that mischievous glint in his eyes, which meant that you won’t ever have the option to escape from his stupid teasings. “Nothing. I just bumped into some random cute guy because of you dumbass.” you darted your gaze to your best friend. “Oh really? And it wasn’t you who ogled his cute face with your eyes, right? Or am I seeing things?” Beomgyu smirked and you wanted to wipe that stupid smirk out of his face. “Yes, you just see things. I didn’t ogle his face. What the hell? I was just..shocked and that’s all. Stop getting on my nerves.” you tried your best to sound as convincingly as possible, even though you knew that you won’t get rid of your dear best friend that easily. “Mhm, shocked. By his handsomeness, right? C’mon Y/n cut this bullshit, you can tell me! I’m your best friend since diapers and I deserve to know.” he gives you his puppy eyes again. “Just eat your fucking lunch, Gyu.” you snorted and returned your gaze to your own food. At that same time, your head was a big mess. You clearly feel something towards this blonde-haired boy. His features were so soft, and his eyes were so big and round from surprise. Also, his lips were so plump and kissable, it would be nice to feel them on yours and taste them. Suddenly realization strikes you like a lightning and you shake your head. What the hell are you thinking about? He is just some random boy from the campus that you accidentally bumped into and you already think of how his lips taste like, you are clearly out of your mind. Beomgyu watched the scene unfold before him and he was 100% sure that you caught a crush on this lanky blonde guy.

(A week later.)

You are heading to Ms.Hwang cabinet, not really pleased to do any favors but for the sake of the good student image, you need to do it. You opened the door and greeted the woman, you didn’t really like her, cause she always gave you the most difficult tasks and questions to work on. Even though you suffer through it all she still finds things she didn’t satisfy with and lowers your grade.

“Oh, hi Y/n, I need your help” she gives you her most innocent smile “Can you please take these papers to Mr. Jeon? He needs them right now, but I have some more important things to do,” she said. And I have a short break and an empty stomach, that’s way more important than the stupid papers of yours; you think in your head. But you nodded and gave her a tight-lipped smile. “Thank you, sweetie” she handed you the papers and lightly patted your shoulder. Once you took the papers you left the room.

There is not much time for you so you should hurry up, the next class is really important for you because you will have a test. Yesterday you prepared through half of the night, trying your best to ignore Beomgyu’s mumblings in sleep. Being not only friends but roommates with him is even tougher sometimes.

You decided to run down the stairs in order to leave at least a few minutes for you to be on time for the test. As you run down, your left leg stepped a bit too far on the step and slips. You closed your eyes inertially, you thought that this is the end for you, and a million thoughts run through your mind. But then you felt someone’s hands grip your waist and now both of you landed on the cold hard floor. You heard this certain someone grunting and opened your eyes slowly just to meet with the sight of the face of that same boy you bumped into a week ago. “Oh shit..I’m so sorry! Are you okay? Does your head hurt?” you definitely panicked and even forgot about the sheets in your hands that spread across the floor around you. The boy under you hissed and opened his eyes too. “My head..It hurts as hell like it will split in half” his hand moved to the back of his head. You are clearly oblivious to the fact that you still sitting on the poor boy and one of his hands is on your waist. “I guess you need to go to the infirmary” you extend your hand to his head, trying to observe it for any injuries. “Well I would go, if only you get off me, please,” he said shoving you off lightly with the hand on your waist. Your face felt hotter and you know that you probably starting to look like a tomato. “Oh! Um..yeah, you're right, yeah, sorry” you quickly get off him, only then noticing that the papers are all around you. Grumbling at the whole situation you started to collect the papers and the boy beside you sit slowly. “Um..I will help you go to the infirmary. I don’t think you will be able to do it on yourself in this state of yours” you offered him a hand, which he uncertainly accept. You helped him to get up, your left hand on his waist with the papers under your right, and one of his hands wrapped around your shoulders for better stability. 

Both of you managed to reach the cabinet without problems. The nurse was nowhere seen so you sat the boy on one of the beds and went to find the ice pack for him. “Are we even allowed to be in here while the nurse is absent?” worry slipped through his voice. You only hummed in the response, finally managing to find what you have looked for. “Here,” you carefully applied the ice pack to the back of his head, “It should help you soothe the pain and prevent the bump,” you said. “Thank you, um…” he glanced at you quickly with a silent question. “Y/n” you understand him easily. “Yeah, Y/n, thank you. I’m Soobin by the way” he lightly smiled at you. But this sweet moment was meant to be broken by the sound of your phone ringing. You check the screen for the caller’s ID which happens to be Beomgyu, “Y/n where the hell are you?! The class will start in a few minutes and so the test you studied your ass off yesterday.” Shit. The test. You thought to yourself and the papers that you still need to give to Mr. Jeon. “I will be in a few. Make some excuse please, I have faith in you bestie” you hung up and glanced at the boy before you. “I’m sorry but I should go. It was nice to meet you Soobin, see you around!” You shouted the last words running out of the room.

You were late for ten minutes and got scolded by the professor but he still let you in class and started the test. He warned you that he won’t give you any additional time. “Where have you been Y/n?” Gyu whispered as you sat beside him. “Shush Gyu, I will tell you later” you whispered back.

Later that day, when the classes ended Beomgyu stuck to you as gum in your hair. You did your best to hold the silence until both of you got to your apartment. As you entered the apartment and sit on the sofa Beomgyu, who was silent all the way, began to bombard you with questions. “Y/nn, tell me, what could have happened that you even forgot about this important test?” he was really curious about this thing. So you told him everything from the point where Ms. Hwang gives you this task with the papers to the moment when you slipped on the stairs and went to the infirmary with Soobin. “Wow, are we living in some stupid rom-com movie?” he snickered, “Was it nice to sit on top of him, hm?” he wiggle his brows watching you getting more flustered at his question, you smacked his shoulder “Shut up, Gyu!” you turned your face away from him. “So, I was right?” he smirked and you rolled your eyes at him “Nope. That’s not the case Gyu. Besides..Now I know his name at least. It’s a cute one” you giggled, remembering the moment you two introduced yourselves to each other. “Oh, girl..you down for him deeply. But what is his name?” Beomgyu asked. “Soobin.” you like how it nicely rolled on your tongue. “Soobin? Wait...I guess he is one of Yeonjun’s friends” he frowned trying to remember if his guess is right. “And this fact can help us a lot” he smirked, something clearly comes up in his head. “What do you mean how this can help us?” you asked him not understanding where it all goes. “Do you wanna go on a date?” he answered with a counter-question. “What? No way, I’m not gonna go on a date with you,” you said frowning. “Not with me you silly. On a date with Soobin of course. I have a plan, how we can set you up on a date with him and I guess it’s perfect!” Beomgyu said and you swear you can see sparks in his eyes. “I have a bad feeling about it, but give me details” you lowkey doubt his plan works out, but still want to know what your friend comes up with. “Okay! I’m gonna ask Yeonjun for his help with this. He can ask Soobin to hang out with him in some cafe or whatever, but instead of Yeonjun, you will show up, and basically, you have a date with your crush. How does it sound, hm? You should be proud to have that smart best friend” Beomgyu was full of self-complacency. “I’m not sure if we can call it a foolproof plan” you sigh and lay your head on the cushions of the sofa. “Do you have any other ideas then? You know you should try at least, what if it works and you will finally have yourself a man of a dream? Just trust the process, baby” Beomgyu patted you on your shoulder and smiled at you encouragingly. If you think about it, you definitely don’t have any other ideas of how to get this pretty boy, so maybe the plan your best friend suggested will let you have a chance. So you nodded to the boy and returned the smile, letting him know that you were in.

The next day you meet Yeonjun at the cafeteria of your university and tell him about everything; how you bumped into a cute boy a week ago, how you caught a crush on him, and the plan Beomgyu came up with. You thought that Yeonjun won’t help you with this, at least because he barely knows you, so there is no point to help you with something like this, but since you are Beomgyu’s friend he agreed instantly. The first part of the plan is on Yeonjun, you should wait until he will find out the day Soobin would be free to hang out and then let you know about it. 

During these few days of waiting for any information from Yeonjun you felt so nervous, you were still kinda scared of what could happen on this “date”. What if Soobin will get mad at you when he sees you, what if he will get mad at Yeonjun too for lying to him? If the worst scenario happens you definitely won’t be able to have him around even as a friend.

Finally, Beomgyu brought good news to you. Soobin will be free next Friday after his classes end. He and Yeonjun agreed to meet at 7 pm. You were so glad that you didn't have any plans that day and are able to take some time to prepare yourself for this so-called date.

The d-day comes really quickly, you return from your classes a bit earlier than your friend and you decide to not waste your time and start the preparation by figuring out the outfit you gonna wear. This was the hardest part for you, cause you want to wear something really cute and sweet that will match the date vibe but at the same time, you wanna wear something comfortable because it is quite cold outside and you don’t want to freeze to death in some cute dress. As you try on different clothes to see if they fit your taste a black-haired head poked through your door “Hi, cutie, what are you doing here?” Beomgyu’s curious eyes wandered around the room. “Hi, Gyu, I’m trying to find something to wear for the evening, but I’m not sure of my choice. What do you think?” you showed him some of the variants. “Hmm… you know, that you shouldn’t dress up for it, right? I guess it will be really awkward if you show up all dolled up and he will be in his comfortable clothes because he expected it to be the hang out with his friend. You should wear something casual, like that sweater of yours that we bought together last winter, and those black jeans and call it a day. Whatever you wear you still will be the prettiest Y/n, you know it.” he smiled at you. Beomgyu has been your closest friend for as long as you remember and even though most of the time he is in his dorky attitude he is still your most supportive person in situations when you need it the most. “Gyu..thank you for your help” you came to hug him lightly. “Anything for you. I swear you won’t be able to exist in this world without me” and there his perky demeanor came back. “Shut up, we both know that it’s you who won’t be able to exist without me” you pinched his waist, and both of you laughed. “Get out of my room, I need to change.” you pushed him out of the room.

After a while, you change into the clothes Beomgyu suggests you wear and apply makeup to finish your look. You decided to first show off your appearance to Beomgyu who watched a movie in the living room. 

“So..do I look fine?” you appeared in front of him. “My gosh..Y/n you look gorgeous, I might cry for real” he made a crying face. You rolled your eyes at his antics “Gyu, I’ll punch you in the face. Be serious please, can you?” you said. “But I mean it! You really do look gorgeous! Soobin will be knocked out by your handsomeness” he shows you thumbs up and you chuckled “Nope, we don’t need any knockouts or anything” you shake your head laughing. You head to the corridor to wear the coat and take the purse. “I’m leaving! See you later and wish me luck please!” you shouted through the apartment. “Good luck bestie, go get that man!” Beomgyu shouted back, you smiled and leave the apartment.

You stood in front of the cafe Yeonjun agreed to meet up with Soobin, you made a few deep inhales and crossed your fingers to get your confidence up. Upon entering the cafe you wandered your eyes around the room to find that sweet boy with adorable dimples on his cheeks. You found him sitting in the far corner of the place so you confidently went to his seat. 

Soobin was scrolling through his phone so he didn’t notice your presence at first until you greeted him. “Soobin..Hi!” as you approached him your confidence faded away and the nervousness built up inside you. The boy snapped his head up, his eyes rounded even more when he saw you “Hi? What are you doing here?” he was clearly confused, he thought that you met him here by accident, but why are you standing beside the seat on the other side of the table like you are actually gonna take it? “Well..I’m here to meet up with you. Surprise, I guess?” your fingers fidget with the purse handle anxiously. “I don’t get it, I’m waiting for Yeonjun to come, he asked me to hang out with him today at this place at 7” Soobin frowned trying to comprehend the words you said a few seconds ago. You sighed and slowly sat on the seat in front of him, cause you were tired of standing and it was strange. “I mean what I mean Soobin. I wanted to meet you but I don’t know how to arrange it as I don’t know your schedule and your faculty, and by pure accident, I learned that you are Yeonjun’s friend so I asked him for help. I’m sorry if you're upset and don’t want me here, but please don’t be mad at Yeonjun, okay? It was my idea and he just helped me here.” you blurted out and closed your eyes, expecting Soobin to get mad at you or simply get out of the cafe, but you didn’t hear anything. You squint one of the eyes open to see what he's up to but seems like he didn’t plan to do any of it. Instead, Soobin’s cheeks turned a pink shade and he shyly smiled at you. “You want to meet me? That’s unexpected..but if so, I would be glad to spend this time with you” his eyes diverted from you sheepishly. “Oh thank God you aren’t mad at me. I would be glad to spend this evening with you too Soobinie” you smiled softly at him.

Time goes by and you naturally get comfortable around each other. You discussed a bunch of different topics while you sat in the cafe and got to know each other more. Your inner feeling signals you that he was definitely your soulmate and your energies match so well. Soobin suggests you leave the cafe and take a walk to the park nearby “Y/n, would you mind going to the park nearby? Christmas is getting closer so it’s decorated prettily with lots of garlands and everything, it should look amazing at night.” he looks you in the eyes waiting for your response. “Yeah, sure! It should be really beautiful, I like garlands, they're so pretty.” you smiled, and nodded to him thankfully when he opened the door for you. 

It was pretty much cold outside, you forgot to take your gloves and your pockets didn’t help much to warm up your hands. Soobin noticed your shuffling but didn’t accentuate attention on it, instead, he took one of your hands in his and shoved both of them into his pocket. To say you were shocked by his actions is an understatement, but you tried your best to make it less obvious and Soobin just smiled shyly and turned his head to the side. “Hey, Y/n look how pretty!” he drew your attention to the side where he turned his head just a few seconds ago. There is a beautiful installation with a decent amount of garlands of warm colors. “Wow!! I love it! Soobin, Soobin can you please take a photo of me here?” you tugged him by the hand towards it. The boy only smiled and nodded to you, his eyes observing your figure before him, his mind full of different thoughts but the main one is that you really are adorable and he wants to get closer to you. 

“Okay, where do you wanna take a photo?” he asked you while getting his phone out of his pocket. “Hmmm..let me think. I guess this should be a good place!” you guided him on what angle you want him to take it. After fifteen or maybe thirteen times, you get back to him to check on the result and it satisfied you a lot, no one besides Gyu could make great pics for you. “Soobin! All of them look amazing, I don’t know which one I should choose for my socials” you chuckled lightly, “Do you want me to take pics of you? Come on, I’m good at this” you said with confidence sipped through your voice, but Soobin declined your offer. “Well..let’s do a selfie at least, hm?” your eyes sparked and Soobin can’t understand if it was from the garlands around or from your pure enjoyment. “Fine, but I’m not really photogenic and-” he failed to finish the sentence as you interrupted him with loud “What a bullshit! Oh..uh..sorry! I mean you are the epitome of handsomeness and I forbid you to say such things” you frowned, cute pout visible on your lips, poor boy could hardly resist the desire to kiss that sweet moment of your first so-called date.

You drew him closer to you by the elbow and extended the other hand with the phone to capture both of you, but of course, you can’t capture your figures in one frame due to you being shorter than the boy beside you. You struggled a lot until Soobin laughed at your attempts and snitched the phone out of your hand “Let me do this, I guess I have a slight advantage here” he smirked and you pouted again and sigh, knowing that he was right. You lean your head closer to his arm and Soobin tilts his head to your side as well. You took a few pictures and captured that sweet moment of your first so-called date.

“It’s getting late, I think we should go home,” Soobin said these words and felt how his heart clenched, he didn’t want this day to end so soon and so do you. “Yeah, you're right” you smiled but sadly, you want to spend a little more time with him. The idea appeared in Soobin’s head and he immediately voiced it “Let me walk you home” his eyes shined with hope to hear your positive response. When you heard his offer your heart started beating faster, and you thanked the universe millions of times for hearing your pleas. You nodded eagerly “It would be really nice! Let’s go.”

The walk to your apartment complex was mostly silent, sometimes you discussed the surroundings but aside it was silent. This silence wasn’t uncomfortable, rather both of you enjoyed the walk hand in hand and kept replaying the evening in your heads. When you reached the complex you stopped before the entrance and turned to Soobin taking his other hand in yours so now you are holding both of his hands in yours. “Thank you for today, Soobin. I was scared on my way to the cafe, I thought you will get mad at me and hate me and then I will never get a chance with you. Thankfully you agreed to spend this evening with me and it was amazing, I’ve never been on a better date than this one” only when you voiced the sentence you realized that you call it a “date”. “Uh..well I mean..It could be a friendly date and you know” you weren’t able to finish it cause Soobin engulfed you in a hug. You felt his hands gently wrapped around your small figure and his nose nuzzled into the crown of your head. “Let it be a date please, I would like to call it a date. I was prepared to meet with Yeonjun today and never in my life had I thought that you would show up instead of him and we get to spend a day together. I just thought you were a random girl who bumped into me, even though I felt something in my chest I prefer to not focus on it because I thought that I will never meet you again but here you are” he chuckled into your hair “Thank you for today Y/n, I like it a lot” he slowly moved back to look into your eyes. You saw his cute dimples and can’t resist the urge to plant a kiss on one of them. You stood on tiptoes and quickly pecked the left dimple and when you leaned back you met with Soobin’s surprised face that made you snicker. So you did this again but to the other one, you smirked in contentment when you moved back and freed yourself from the tall boy’s hold. You walked with your back facing the entrance and your face smiling to Soobin, you waved your hand and sent him a flying kiss “See you soon, Binnie!” as you said that you quickly went to the complex smiling like some idiot. 

You can’t believe this but Beomgyu’s plan worked and it seems like you will soon have a boyfriend and get yourself that man of your dreams. You rush to your apartment, excitement overflowing inside and you plan to hug your friend tightly to show him your gratefulness and tell him everything about this evening while you sit on your favorite couch.

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[wcvensouls]

quick list of silly little wanted dynamics & connections for my muses !

— a rival on ice for soobin, a very competitive professional figure skater who will talk shit and thinks a little too highly of himself. just some banter and bickering and eventually perhaps getting closer.

— someone who was training alongside kieran back when he still thought he wanted to be an idol. whether they stayed in touch or not after he left the industry can be discussed, because there's potential for either of those options.

— while on the subject of kieran, also someone who was in his band for a period of time and ended up leaving. bonus points if it was not on good terms and there is some tension when they end up meeting each other again.

— with theo's hobby and side gig being a fansite ( mostly during official events, not full time ) give them an idol to be a fan of and photograph and maybe even get to know a little through fan meetings.

— someone to teach ayaka to loosen up a little, an opposites attract kind of thing. as someone who is very practical and serious about almost everything in her life, give her a friend who's a little more whimsical and spontaneous.

— given sungyeol's love for games and rpg, he can always use more friends for game nights and to be his guinea pig when it comes to new escape rooms he's designing. just let him nerd out about his interests, thank you.

— for jaewook it would be fun to have him interact with an idol or another backup dancer that he can get closer to and bond over dancing. just more industry friends because that's always fun, ok!

— someone that works with seunghyun at the rich people club that he can joke around with during breaks and talk shit about the annoying customers that always piss him by being rude and entitled.

— childhood friends with carter. someone that he met when he was a kid and was close to before they eventually moved somewhere else and maybe didn't stay in touch, until they end up running into each other again.

— give iris an extroverted college friend that can and will indulge him more on his bullshit and just live their best years to the fullest along with him, trying on new things and going on adventures together.

— on the topic of college friends, rayne also needs someone that will willingly choose to be his friend and make an effort to talk to him when he usually sticks to himself. it might require some time and patience to get through his usual barriers, though.

— an old friend ( maybe even crush and almost something else ) for jiyoon that knew her before she started training to be an idol. maybe they didn't stay in touch much and things got weird, but they still think of each other...

— someone who is a fan of kaede's ghost hunting content and gets in touch with her because of it. whether or not they believe it's all true is up to discussion! or someone she used to drag to abandoned buildings with her before she met the crew.

— give seungjae someone he's saved before with his exorcisms, someone whose life he ended up changing because of his work and somehow stayed in touch. they could have been the one posessed or could have just known the one who was.

— as for aster, give them someone to teach them what it's like to be human and to simply live. they've always been so curious about all of it, but stayed away as an observer and need someone to give them a chance to be a part of this world too.

[datingjaeminfr]

+ DENIED + CHOI SOOBIN

PAIRING: Choi Soobin x Male Reader

GENRE: Smut

WARNINGS: Denied cum, Slight pet play (collar & chain lead), Dirty talk, Degrading, Mentions of cheating, Choking, Biting, Fingering, Face fucking, Face grinding, Hitting (literally one slap but still-)

Summary: You weren't at all prepared for what was to come. He showed you very quickly that leaving wasn't an option.

Note: Honestly, I might use this au more often. It's literally amazing and if it's going to take over my life, why not make it take over yours?

You had broken up with your, now ex, boyfriend, Soobin, a little over a week ago. I mean sure, you couldn't blame him for being busy, but you felt like you weren't getting what you wanted in a relationship with him. You weren't the type to cheat, but you felt like you desperately needed someone else. To resolve that issue, you left him, lying that you simply 'fell out of love', the usual bullshit reason people used when breaking up or cheating. You still loved him however, sobbing your eyes out in the arms of your best friend every night.

Surprisingly, Soobin took the news quite well, and you wondered if he was doing the exact same as you were. Keeping a facade and acting like you didn't give two shits, when really you just wanted to be in his arms. But it'd be wrong to go crawling back to him now. He didn't even try to contact you throughout the week. You thought you messed up everything to the point he didn't even want to be friends. You couldn't blame him.

It was about 12pm, or at least somewhere around that time anyway. Your friend had gone home after much persuasion as you reassured them that you'd be fine tonight. You woke up in cold sweats, a bad gut feeling in the pit of your stomach. Sitting up, you looked over at your window, feeling a chilly breeze sweeping through the open gap towards you. A sense of panic caused a rush of adrenaline to course through your veins. You definitely shut that window. And you as well as whoever was in here knew it.

You looked around wildly, a psychotic giggle resounding at your actions. You looked towards the source of the sound, seeing a tall shadow standing in the corner of your room. That alone was enough to send you crawling back until you hit the headboard. You watched the figure with wide eyes, almost as though it would help you see them better. A deep, vaguely familiar voice spoke, "You really screwed me over love. All I did was take care of you, love you, but you still screwed me over." You didn't respond, silently shaking in fear.

The figure moved into the moonlight shining through the open frame of glass. "Cat got your tongue?" They teased, the corner of their lips twitching into a smirk. "S-soobin," you managed to stutter out. "Oh, so you can still speak? That's good, I don't want to make you lose your voice just yet." He commented. His deep tone, mixed with the words he spoke, sent a shiver down your spine. "W-why are you here? We b-broke up a week ago." You stammered questioningly, stumbling over your words. Soobin rolled his eyes, "Don't be scared of me yet angel. I haven't even started." His voice lowered on the last sentence, becoming almost dark.

He moved closer to you, standing at the edge of your bed. Crawling on top of it, he grabbed your thigh tightly, dragging you underneath him as he looked down upon you. He dug his nails into the soft flesh as he leaned down, whispering into your ear, "You can't leave me. Once you become mine, oh babe, you stay mine." His voice roughened on the last words and you could feel your sweatpants slightly tighten. He backed up until he was off the bed, still dragging you with him. You let out a high pitched yelp, trying to wriggle out of his grip as he harshly squeezed your thigh in order to move you.

Ignoring your pain he pulled out a black leather collar, slipping it around your neck and tightening it to the point you could barely breath. After attaching a heavy silver chain to it he wrapped it around his hand. You could feel yourself get harder with the action even though you so badly wanted to get out of there. You begged him to stop, to take it off and you'd do whatever he wanted, but he wouldn't give you the time of the night. He'd do what he wanted to do with you either way, so what was the point?

Soobin forced you up against the bed after turning you around, your head lying on top of the edge at an awkward angle that was almost painful. He moved closer until he were so close that your nose was almost touching his crotch. Clearly, that was the plan as he bunched up the chain and placed his massive hands either side of your head. He slightly pulled you up, relying on the bed to be your support as he pressed his clothed hard on to your face. He grinded into it, quiet, raspy groans leaving him as he used you to pleasure himself.

You could barely breath with the collar, let alone being pressed so hard against his private regions. You let out a sharp whine, attempting to grab his attention and make him stop. You resulted in getting slapped instead, but you kept acting like a brat, refusing to shut up. So he decided to make you. Pulling away from your face momentarily, he pulled his trousers and boxers down in one go, his dick springing up into your face. "W-wait ple-" He shut you up, stuffing his sensitive part into your mouth before you could finish protesting.

From previous experiences, you knew you couldn't take in all of him, not that Soobin cared. He fucked into your mouth as you gagged and choked around him. Your eyes shut as tears pricked the corner of them, trying desperately to to breath. "Aw is the baby crying?" He cooed at you, "But you're taking my cock so well darling. It's like your mouth was made for my dick, and my dick only. You were born to be my cock slut weren't you?" Your erection was painfully hard as you tried to nod, precum soaking a patch in your own boxers. You opened your eyes again, looking up at him.

"Such a good - fuck - boy for me. You like this, huh? You like being called a cock slut by your master? It's what you are. The only thing you're - shit - fucking u-useful for." He shamed you relentlessly, his dick twitching in your mouth, telling you he was close. He cursed as he released his load into your mouth, his head falling back and his body shaking as his orgasm washed over him. Pulling out of you he covered your mouth with his hand, forcing you to swallow. Taking his hand away, you panted heavily having not been able to breathe properly.

He picked you up, throwing you onto the bed and pinning you down once again. Kissing you roughly, he used his tongue, exploring what was already his. He reached down, yanking your sweat pants and boxers down. Ridding of them, he threw them elsewhere, taking his own clothes down there off fully, sending them after yours. He stopped kissing you, sitting up and pulling his shirt over his head. He ripped your shirt off of you, tearing it in half at an angle, throwing both of them away as well.

Flipping you over, he pushed a single digit into your ass. You moaned out loudly, euphoria filling you, a cause of both fear and pleasure. Soobin was completely unpredictable, no warning given in his actions. He added a second finger, the length of them causing him to hit your prostate as he began to move them in a scissoring motion inside of you. Deeming that as you being prepped enough, even though you needed four of them in you to stretch you enough, he took his fingers out. Lining up with your entrance, you guessed the improper preparation was part of your punishment.

He leaned over you, pushing your face into the bed as he slowly entered you, groaning at how tight you were. "Fuck baby, you’re so tight. You really were made for me, made to be my own personal sperm bank." The dirty talk had your dick dripping as it pulsed from not being touched, driving you crazy. He used the chain to tug your head to the side, biting into the area between your neck and shoulder to muffle his moans, moving without allowing you to properly adjust to his size. You screamed out in pain, tears non-stop streaming down your face as he pounded into you. You gripped the sheets with all your strength. It didn't help with the pain, but stabilized you a bit more.

Soon enough the pain turned to pleasure and you screamed Soobin's name. "More! I need more! Please!" You begged loudly. "More? Is this not enough for you slut? Is my dick not enough to pleasure you?" Soobin demanded, releasing your neck, blood running down it from how hard his teeth sunk into you. You couldn't respond, pleasure turning you almost entirely dumb. Soobin chuckled at your lack of response, "You have the guts to ask for more yet you're fucked stupid from my dick already, hm? You little whore."

He pumped your dick, jacking you off as his thrusts sent you into another universe. Drool spilt out your mouth as your body began to tremble. Without warning, he shot his juices into you. It almost caused you to orgasm, but let go of your length, refusing to carry on pleasuring you. Breathing heavily he pulled out, drops of his cum dripping onto the bed. You whimpered, whined, anything to try and get him to let you cum. He laughed cruelly, "Bad boys don't get to cum, fucking slut."

[dootiexcupcake]

Reader teaching Soobin how to skateboard

JWJEKEJJDJEJE OK IM SUPER EXCITED TO DO THIS BC I FIND THIS CONCEPT SO ADORABLE *wails*!

I just want to apologize right now bc I do not skateboard and I don’t even have friends who skateboard so my knowledge is less than limited looool

☆ when you and Soobin first met it was actually at the skate park

☆ it’s very funny how that came to be considering the fact that he doesn’t skate

☆ but he had Beomgyu and Kai to blame for dragging him to the park that day despite that

☆ but it all wound up working out in the end because he, of course, met you <3

☆ if Soobin was being completely honest; he’s kind of embarrassed about the fact that he doesn’t know how to skateboard. This whole time he had you under the assumption that he did (because why else would he be at a skate park 🤔?)

☆ but when he bashfully came up to you one day and asked if you could teach him, you were taken aback but more than happy help! after you finished laughing of course

☆ so now here you both are. At the very skate park that you two met at

☆ you try to hold back your laughter as much as possible when he shows up in full protective gear. He’s more safe and secure than you were when you first started skating, you think to yourself

☆ you take him to a more secluded area of the park so he’d be able to focus better and less people will get in his way

☆ “so just like a walk you're going to put your front foot on the board straight, and your back foot on the ground straight, and then you're just going to take a step, lift up, take a step, lift up and that's basically it. Don't even worry about stepping on the board yet literally just go back and forth with one foot”

☆ Soobin stared at you intently as he soaked in every step you gave him

☆ you continued to demonstrate various other basic skills on the board before turning back to him, “you wanna try it out for yourself?”

☆ Soobins eyes widened at the suggestion but he nodded his head regardless and got on his board

☆ as expected, his first few steps were very shakey. As soon as you saw him begin to fall you ran over and placed your hands on his hips to steady him. thankfully for Soobin you didn’t see the way his face flushed red

☆ after a few more minutes skating back and forth Soobin wanted to move on to the next step. Stopping

☆ luckily for him, that’s the easiest thing in the world

☆ you stood a few feet in front of him and acted as a mark for him to stop at. The more he went, the further you distanced yourself from him

☆ Soobin was doing very well for a beginner! He’s your best student!…well…he’s your first and only student

☆ you had a big smile on your face when Soobin was skating towards you at a higher speed than last time, “look at how fast you’re goin soobie! You’re doing really good!” You yelled out from across the park. Soobin had his typical crescent eyed smile as he got even closer

☆ but your smile dropped when you noticed Soobin wasn’t doing the most important part of this step

☆ “Soobin don’t forget to bend your kne-!“

☆ both of you came crashing down to the hard concrete with a loud thud

☆ “ugh…soobinnn” you drawled out as you rubbed the back of your head, eyes squinting in pain. You tried to move your other hand until you realized it was stuck. ‘Stuck on what?’

☆ “hey, are you alright? Sorry for not bending my knees by the way! I totally forgot!”

☆ ah..so it seems your hand was stuck between a Soobin and a hard place (wow you should go on a comedy tour with that material)

☆ you looked down at your hand and saw it pressed flushed against Soobins chest. You glanced back up and

☆ wait…

☆ both of you stare at each other wide eyed when you come to the shared realization. eyes glued to one another for what seems like an eternity

☆ “uhm…Soobin…” You finally break the silence and it forces Soobin to snap out of his daze as he scrambles to his feet. He stretched his hand out for you to grab and you take it as you stand to your feet as well

☆ it is very awkward for a few seconds with the two of you not able to make eye contact with one another.

☆ “s-sorry again for the-not bending my-uh..”

☆ oh soobin..you can’t help but feel butterflies in your stomach at his cute stammering

☆ you feel bad for him, so you nudge him in the side and reassure him that it’s all good

☆ which causes him to give you a thankful smile

☆ “so what’s the next step?”

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[joysbaereal]

Never Again

Chapter 21- we know...

PAIRING: Choi Beomgyu x fem reader; fem! Reader x ????

SYNOPSIS: You and Beomgyu break up every other day but what happens when you decide moving on would be better for you.

GENRE: angst, crack (maybe?) SMAU.

WARNINGS: Toxic Relationship, Cheating, Gaslighting, Substance abuse, death jokes, Beomgyu and you are assholes, suggestive, yall both are really bad for each other, crude or disrespectful language

“Yeahh that’s enough for tonight” the girl you’ve been friends with since diapers quickly takes your 6th drink of the night “Ryu give that back pleasseee” your words are slurred, and you can’t tell if it’s from the alcohol or from the stinging you still feel in your heart. Yes, this is a modern-day cliché getting cheated on and then drowning your sorrows in alcohol. But hey what else were you supposed to do sit there and cry. One thing about y/n l/n is she doesn’t cry over a man even if that man is the love of her life and made her feel like the she was the world. “I know you’re depressed but sitting here drinking all our alcohol isn’t gonna make you feel better” she pauses and looks you dead in the eye “In fact its gonna make you feel worse and when you wake up your gonna feel like shit AND feel depressed.” She emphasizes the and part knowing that no matter how much you deny your still gonna feel depressed in the morning. “Ok well it’s not the morning yet so can you please just give me back my drink” the already wasted girl reaches over for her only to be pulled from behind by a tall figure. “Let’s go dance birthday girl” the bunny smiled man says dragging you before even waiting for your response.

“Soobin, you don’t have to pity or comfort me because your best friend just broke my heart” you giggle as you and him dance together. He pulls himself closer to you so you can hear him over the loud music “Why would I ever pity the beautiful, amazing y/n” he laughs as he spins you around not caring if the dance move doesn’t go with the music. “You flatter me but seriously I don’t need comfort I need alcohol.” You giggle trying to go back to the kitchen your pulled back by the tall man “ah ah ah you don’t need any more drinks tonight and c’mon hanging with me can’t be that boring.” He pouts while saying the last bit. Causing you to giggle you can’t tell if you genuinely find it funny or if the alcohol is really hitting you. “I promise I enjoy every second of the time we have together Bin but right now I can really use a drink” you smile at the pouty man who still has a hold of your wrist. “Welp that sucks cause I’m “on prevent y/n from getting so drunk she blacks out duty” and its my first day on the job meaning if I fail, I’m fired” he smirks at you and continues to dance with your wrist in his hand. You also enjoy his humorous rebuttal “Well than who is your manager because I might just have to report them to corporate for firing my favorite employee” you say dancing and smiling with the now flustered boy. You knew that Soobin had a crush on you a long time ago, but you never really saw him as an option after dating Beomgyu. Yes, you were a bitch, but you’d never try to use someone who was so close to Beomgyu for jealousy that was a line you’d never cross but then again Beomgyu already crossed every possible line. “That manager you speak of would be me” the girl you were just with speaks causing you to look back and smile “Thank you Soobin for fulfilling your duty your definitely getting employee of the month” she playfully winks at the boy who chuckles at the continued joke he originally made “Y/n it’s time for cake, Soobin can you tell the DJ to make an announcement telling everyone to come to the kitchen” she ask as she pulls you away and the man can only sit there and nod. As you get to the kitchen you see Somi, Winter, and Jaehyun holding the candles. “You guys are honestly the best friends I could ever ask for” you look at all of them today was probably one of the worst days of your life but your friends still helped the wound sting a little less you know your gonna feel like shit in the morning but at least in this moment you feel amazing. Everyone from the party fills the kitchen and sings you happy birthday. You can only think of one wish I wish Beomgyu gets every single bit of karma he can you blow out the candle and everyone cheers you go back to partying and think back on the wish you made hoping it would come true because no matter how much you love him right now in this moment you wish him the most pain and despair.  

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