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never in my life did i think i would read a hp fanfic, but i just finished manacled (a hermione/draco fic, 370k words of pure angst) in 3 days and i don't think i will ever emotionally recover i am in shambles i am in pieces i will be forever devastated
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hook, line, sinker by cazio / @chubbydino
At least he finally knew what Daniel wouldn’t tell him: some sins left a permanent stain so dark even strangers could read their warning.
cover version under the cut
#max verstappen#f1 fanart#f1#mv1#mv33#max verstappen fanart#maxiel#f1 fic#fic rec#my art#honestly was just a random sketch i didnt know what to do with so here we are sorry it's not much but i hope u like it#i read this fic back in august and i fear i have never been the same#consider my brain chemistry: altered
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Breakable heaven by @sokkalore changed the trajectory of my entire life so I needed to draw it
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#zukka#zuko x sokka#zukka fanart#atla#atla fanart#this fic u guys….#I’m possibly the last person to read it#but like#literally life changing#I still haven’t recovered#btw Haley if u do see this then hi I’m wolfstar_iscanon on ao3 u know me#love u bbg#ur fic altered my brain chemistry#but yeah anyways them
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so i talked a bit about reinjulisuba on this blog in the past like in this one ask but now ive made a quick and easy diagram summarizing their whole deal <3
#rezero#re:zero#natsuki subaru#reinhard van astrea#julius juukulius#arc 5 spoilers#THE REZERO BOY DRAMA IS INSANE 😭😭 they are so mentally ill knwdjdnd#reinjuli having not one not two but THREE brain chemistry life altering first meetings is fucking insane#julius is always cursed to have the worst first meetings of his life with random twinks#and julisuba being so stuck in astrea drama is so horribly funny 😭 theyre honorary family members at this point#THEN THERES REINSUBA BEING FREUDIAN…..#im never not losing my mind over them#i need to make a diagram with otto included in it also bc it gets EVEN WORSE…#rezero boy drama is crazy as always. theyre all deranged in different directions. i hate these men#reinhard knowing that reid is Like That and never telling/getting the chance to tell julius is the cherry on top 😭😭#i need a 100k slow burn reinjulisuba fic STAT. im begging on my knees#also julisuba being into each other but also reinhard (platonic or romantic) but also admitting OUT LOUD that reinhards a monster. im crying
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Man sometimes I’ll be minding my own business, feeling perfectly fine and then I’ll remember this one comic someone made (it was a gorgeous comic and I hold it very dearly in my heart) where basically Echo walked in on Crosshair causing some mischief and accidentally called him Fives.
And then I’m no longer okay.
#that comic actually altered my brain chemistry#I included a little throwaway line in one of fix’s where echo accidentally called crosshair ‘fives’ and then just broke down#I want to shout out the person who made this comic in the fic I have so I can credit them for the idea#yeah I just feel like tech and crosshair are similar to the domino twins in a lot of ways#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch#tbb crosshair#arc trooper echo#tbb echo
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I think my favorite flavor of satogou/shigegou is prolly
Ash having a crush on goh and like it's been there since somtime around when they first met but he's only just now realizing that his feeling arnt as platonic as he thought
And like this is after jn so they've already gone Separate ways and they won't see eachother in person for a while.
And then goh who had proably liked ash around maybe the ivysaur? I dunno haven't decided when his crush would have started but that not important just know he's had it pretty long
But he thinks ash doesn't feel the same wich i think could be a reason that he wanted to go on his own journey because he wants to get over his crush and being around him isn't going to really help with him getting over it? It's not his only reason but it's a part of it
So while he's on his journey him and Gary fall in love or whatever
So like by the time they do get to meet up again ash prolly knows by now that there goh and Gary are dating or he can tell they like eachother somthing like that
So he never tells goh cause he doesn't want to ruin there possible relationship for feeling that most likely arnt Reciprocated
And that's it hehe
#this is in like one fic aidjkens#and it altered my brain chemistry#anyway#hehehe#satogou#shigegou#goh#ash ketchum#oh yeah im go8ng to make somthing very silly soon becaue the world scares me hehe#pokemon goh#ash#do i need to tag gary i didnt mention him much?#ig i will#gary oak#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk#(-.-)zzz・・・・#edit because i forgot to add this but this is kinda what happens in the digipoke au#a little diffrent tho obvi#another edit because i accidentally put the gary x ash tag and not ash x goh 💀#ash x gou#also forgot to add#gary x goh
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Fanart of @ninja-knox-ur-sox-off’s Wobbly Hearts AU
I honestly don’t know how well you’ll be able to read my writing since it’s atrocious but hopefully you enjoy the art :D
I almost wrote a keyboard emoji heart but it looked strange on paper lol
The last three doodles are just me reacting to your fic. It’s so good ‼️‼️‼️
I tried to draw all the characters as close as I could get to the refs but I’m not super good at hyper realistic bodies so it just ended up being silly doodles 😅
Anyway I love your fic sm and I hope you like the fanart ❤️💕❤️💕
#Ninjago wobbly hearts#kai fanart#fanart#fanfiction fanart#Wobbly Hearts fanart#lego ninjago fanfiction#this fic altered my brain chemistry#I love the characterizations sm I cannot even put it into words#Pls give Kai a hug#Like- he really needs it#Chapter 13 lives in my brain rent free#I recently reread the whole thing and it deserves so many more views#Like pls read it#its wonderful and you won’t regret it#lego ninjago#the lego ninjago movie#art
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You know the fixation hits hard when it starts bleeding into real life.
It's not going to be dca because it's for a class, but I'm given a month long short story writing assignment and I'm basing the plot off of a witch encountering a fae...
SOUND FAMILIAR AHEM AHEM-
I really love all the fae fics I find in the dca fandom. Istg I never even knew of the folklore a year ago and now I'm just head over heels by it.
#Hi how are ya#I am very normal about fae fics :)#It's insane how cool they are#If you wrote a fae fic it is likely I have read it#if I haven't yet then I am RAPIDLY speeding towards it's location#The goobers man...#Altering my brain chemistry wtf#LD Goofs#Yapping
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rereading twist and shout just to feel something again
#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#supernatural#spn#t&s#twist and shout#that fic altered my brain chemistry#spn fics#supernatural fic#destiel fic#it actually makes me sob#spn shitposts#drop your recs for fics that will make me cry like that but have a happy ending#fic recs
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Oh great bumbleby gods out there I need your help, I want to reread one of my FAVORITE bumbleby fanfics of all time that I haven’t read in over two years and can only remember that I THINK it was called smth like “the weight of memory” please if anyone has it I would be indebted to you forever it was like modern au bumblely exes who were together in college but broke up and eventually meet up again at like??? A wedding of mutual friends??? And its tenseeee with the flashbacks intersecting the present day scenes
#like ive been digging and nothing shows up and I rlly cant remember the title ouchie#i remember it changing past dani’s life it was SO GOOD#therr was a scene where yang’s like ‘love me love me love me’ and it permanently altered my brain chemistry#rwby#bumbleby#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#bumbleby bumblebabes#buzz buzz motherfuckers#guys PLEASE i need this fic in my life again sooooo badddd
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No bc that's so real whenever someone writes some longer comment under my fic my productivity and creativity go up 1000 times
NO LITERALLYYYYYYY i love when people write literal essays about my fics it makes me so happy... PLEASE highlight scenes you liked!!! PLEASE rant about dynamics you liked!!!!! PLEASE tell me in detail why my fic is impactful to you!!!!!! oughdhndbdksbsm....... i cannot emphasize enough how this is the best method to get writers to update more often.
#✧— aphe's letters from toast.#ngl i got a comment on ao3 on one of my multichapter fics saying “please tell me this isn't discontinued” +#+ and it kind of pissed me off a little. like. hey. it's only been 2 months since i updated that one? i have a life?? +#+ i know the intentions were probably not bad at all but it's kind of irritating. that's not a good way to express your +#+ enjoyment of a series imo. i *know* the intentions were more than likely good but i just. eugh. no thank you please don't say +#+ that kind of thing to me. :(#BUT THIS???? THIS BEAUTIFUL ESSAY THAT AVERY LEFT ME ON HYDRANGEAS?????? BRAIN CHEMISTRY ALTERING#speedrunning the ENTIRE SERIES just for avie fr 🤭🙏🙏🙏🙏 /hj /lh
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Thought my mom might get me a Mikey plushie. Instead, she got me The Last Ronin 😭. Sobbing, crying, throwing up this Christmas 😭.
She was like, "I don't know if you've already read it, but it's a comic all about Michelangelo 😊."
It's all about Michelangelo because all the other brothers are dead, Ma 😭. Hence the name of the comic. He's quite literally the last one standing 😭.
#speaking of the last ronin--i read a last ronin fic the other week that altered my brain chemistry#it made me clutch my head and yell OH MY GOD for like 5 minutes straight lmao#but it's Really good! so if any tmnt fans wanna read it then hmu#no but the way leo reacts in it makes me insaneeee INSAAAANE I TELL YOU#they're in heaven and raph and donnie are like: maybe mikey is okay#and leo's like: or maybe he's being tortured 😤#ALKDJA LEO CHILL
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While I'm talking about DR3 and its handling of themes, does anyone else feel like danganronpa's ideas of 'hope' and 'despair' became a bit flanderised sometimes?
I could be reaching- the series has always been incredibly hammy in how it uses the terms- but in DR1 they still felt somewhat grounded in the words' actual definitions and in DR2 Komaeda fixating on an abstracted conflict between 'hope' and 'despair' was presented as a bad thing. Thinking 'hope' is synonymous with 'talent' was part of the problem, but even without that he'd feel like an intentional twisted parody of Naegi. He takes the thematic conflict between hope and despair too literally; to him the concepts were less states of mind, more grand causes, and so no amount of suffering became unacceptable to him if it made for a more interesting narrative in the end.
But sometimes later additions to the series... kind of sound like him? Maybe I should revisit DR3 and give it more of a chance, but I felt like the entire narrative approached 'hope' and 'despair' in some of the ways Komaeda does. Like it kept throwing those words at me as a substitute for actual depth, because hey, it's Danganronpa, right? That's what you're here for, right? Especially considering how little interest the writers showed in non-Ultimates besides Hinata as people, making 'hope' feel genuinely associated with talent to some degree.
Similarly, in DRV3, what did it mean for the survivors to reject both hope and despair? Stripped of those words, their choice was to break out of the narrative's control, not let their reality being potentially fake get to them, and face the unknown together. Is that not 'hope'? Is that not emotionally identical to both previous games' endings? Does that not make the game's use of 'hope' completely divorced from its meaning?
If the themes were handled more coherently I could see that being done intentionally- exploring whether the series started with a good message and lost its way, and/or asking whether 'hope' is hollow if your struggles, your eventual triumph over them, everything was contrived for others' entertainment- but I feel like if that was the case the DRV3 characters should reclaim hope and reject false definitions or exploitation of it instead of rejecting hope itself. Because again, with feeling, what does that mean???
#.txt#danganronpa#hope this is coherent LMAO#since i'm being really critical of dr3 no shade to anyone that likes it obviously (i feel like that should go without saying)#or drv3's ending but criticising that isn't a hot take at all#buuuut yeah! it's been years so definitely feel free to counter me if you feel like i'm being reductive#also i watched 2.5 for the first time last night and its handling of hope was... better? but it still runs into issues of like...#having all of this focus on komaeda as a character and confirming/elaborating on some nuances of him but then#not really doing anything with that. he has friends who care about him now but kind of had them handed to him via regained memories instead#of facing consequences for his actions in dr2 and/or being forced to unpack his coping mechanism at all.#that's a tangent but it frustrates me as a stan of his haha; i really really like how a fic called Equivalence handles dr2 postgame instead#it's unfortunately dead since 2016 but still altered my brain chemistry
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IM NOT OKAY <:’[
Update: I’m reading a REALLY awesome angsty TF fic and now I’m attached. Like in an unhealthy way.
I’m so close to finishing it, but I’m stalling SO MUCH OH MY LAWRD. My heart HURTS my stomach ACHES and my mind is LOSING IT. I legitimately thought I wouldn’t get too invested in this because of how different it is compared to my previous preferences—
But apparently NOT.
I know I’m too far gone once I bring out TikTok every time something unbelievably gut-wrenching happens so my brain can properly rot before experiencing any more feels. Or else I will literally perish.
#sphny speaks (𖦹<𖦹)•*°⊹#I’m literally on the verge of throwing up I’m so engulfed in this fic oh dear god#my brain chemistry is so altered I feel like I will just crumple into minuet dust particles if I read another goddamn word#I’m exaggerating but at the same time I’m not
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has this seemingly new crop of jackie/gigi shippers read predictable? i feel like it’s imperative they read predictable
jiji shippers (bearing in mind this was written while s12 was airing) go read predictable
#unless you don’t like cc and that’s fine!!!#but yes this fic altered my brain chemistry and it’s not even one of my main ships
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check out this lovely fucking fic (by @ginkotracks) where deaged afo is taken in by yagi. I'm going insane with that premise omg
#there I go again#Fanarting instead of reviewing like a normal fucking person lmao#im going insane over this because HELLO?#nature vs nurture tomfoolery with the rocky as fuck past#sign me tf up#this is like denji and makima and nayuta lmao#yagi toshinori#all for one#Afo#Mha#my art <3#file this under 'fics that alter my brain chemistry'
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