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I will never forgive Peaky Blinders for what it did to them actually.
#peaky blinders#peaky fucking blinders#cillian murphy#annabelle wallis#grace burgess#tommy shelby#Thomas shelby#Grace Shelby#Grace x Tommy#they deserved so much better#the way they look at each other#the way they smile at each other#like this actually broke my heart
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Just disappear.
#this event dude#confirmed transfem mizuki but was it worth it?#alot of people started pumping out art for this like it was nothing bro#sorry it took so long guys here’s mizuki#I love her so this event broke my heart#as a trans masc I actually have been outed multiple times and it’s terifying because you never know how people will react#I’ve gotten a few dirty looks because of it too#also broke my heart because of the normal girl line like OMMGGG#MIZUKI YOU ARE A NORMAL GIRL I SWEAR#pjsk mizuki#niigo#niigo mizuki#mizu5#akiyama mizuki#mizuki pjsk#mizuki akiyama#n25 mizuki#n25#nightcord at 25:00#25 ji nightcord de#project sekai#mizu5 spoilers#my art#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#nightcord mizuki#prsk#prsk art#prsk mizuki
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MICKEY'S HOUSE OF VILLAINS (2001) dir. Jamie Mitchell
#userdeforest#house of mouse#house of villains#mickey's house of villains#disneyedit#animationedit#halloweenedit#filmedit#tvedit#disneynetwork#disneyfeverdaily#filmgifs#adisgifs#bbelcher#userstream#filmtv#tvandfilm#gif#gif: house of mouse#gif: mickey's house of villains#gif: house of villains#fun fact this is actually what production meetings looked like when they cancelled the show and broke my seven year old heart </3#i would legit get up at 5 am to watch reruns on disney xd until i was 9 and they also discontinued reruns#when i tell you all this and golden girls was my show!!!
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gojo would kill your work husband. but if he were the work husband, that's a different story
REAL!! he’s such a hypocrite because if someone mentioned you had a work husband, his entire world would stop and he wold devise the absolute worst plans to make sure that your co-worker, everyone at your job, and everyone in the next building over knew that he was happily committed to you
but if he is the work husband, he’s very........ dutiful in his role. there’s a loose office/lawyer au in my head where satoru is your secretary, and for all intents and purposes, your personal assistant, and he’s good at his job, but mostly because he considers his job to be pleasing you. he has coffee for you when you arrive, he moves your schedule around without you asking, he has answers to questions before you can even ask them, he has fresh flowers on your desk weekly, pokes into your meetings to pretend to hand you a file that’s really just maybe a single document in a manilla folder with candy on top of it—he’s made himself your business, your partner; he’s made himself irreplaceable, and he loves to remind everybody of that fact.
he’s also extremely loyal. sure, he could day a week’s worth of work done in about a day, but that doesn’t mean he’ll just use his talents for anybody. he’s your secretary, so he’s at your beck and call, and everyone knows it. they know he’s the best, but also that he’s off limits—not because you won’t share him, but because satoru won’t let himself be shared.
he also extends his duties beyond work, of course. when he hands you a print out of your schedule for the day and you’re confused by the three-hour block of time you have in the middle of the day, satoru just helps you shrug your coat of your shoulders and smiles, “that’s for the lunch date you have with me, of course!” hanging up your coat in your closet for you, “i’m paying, see you soon, sweets.” and because you’re great at your job, and satoru helps you be great, nobody really questions when the two of you have time for a 13-course tasting menu at 1pm on a tuesday afternoon. and if they did, all satoru would say that you two had a lovely date
#anonymous#he's like donna from suits but worse because he's like if harvey were donna LOL#i have soooooo much to say about him#he doesn't really Have to work he's a nepotism baby supreme#but he met you maybe in undergrad? and he's been obsessed w you since#he knows youre a workaholic so he's dutifully sat by your side all these years through college through grad/professional school#and when you told him you got to hire your own assistant he was the very first applicant#because getting paid to spend his days with you and take care of you? he was already doing that for free might as well make it official#everyone in the office knows satoru loves you except you honestly#he probably has his own masters/JD but elects to be your assistant anyway bc that's so much more fun#what he Really wants to be a househusband but first he's gotta ask you out and propose and all that good stuff (cue him rolling his eyes#and going on about formalities and boring systems and blah blah blah)#also in the office au in my head: nanami (also senior partner) higuruma ofc <3 beloved (managing partner) and TOJI!#WALK WITH ME!#its honestly probably satoru's influence that gets toji into law... as someone who so feverently broke it in the past#idk maybe there's a megumi situation that makes gojo be like yk if ur this good at skirting/breaking the law youd probably be half decent#at enforcing it... or at least helping other people get around it too#and so lawyer toji is born#does he screw around w the rich people who r stupid w their money? absolutely#but you nanami and higuruma just let it be bc he brings in those settlements better than anybody else....#hmmm... i kinda wanna make megumi somebody's associate but also..... yuuta.....#i think i just like sticking yuuta in a tie if im being real#but anyway... satoru is your Work Husband and everyone knows he wants to be your real husband#but they just let it slide bc rumour has it even tho hes just a secretary hes got equity in the firm?? and besides that his heart eyes give#away his hopeless devotion from a mile away#the day you actually start seeing somebody outside of work... oh theyre in for Trouble#satoru x reader#him dragging you out of ur office late at night and u protesting so he just. puts u over his shoulder#and ur telling him to let u down but he's insisting u go home and then nanami pops out of his office#and ur like wait nanami this isnt what it looks like but he's so dead in the eyes when he just sighs
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not the way that despite all the damage vi takes in this arc, she never sounded as wounded and broken as when caitlyn took a hit at her
#i’m so glad actually that this ship doesn’t fall into the “welp now that we have representation they CANNOT do something morally gray” trap#instead they’re allowed to be their own characters and fall victim to their flaws#like as a shipper episode 3 broke my heart#but as a writer i was so goddamn pleased that the tension boiled over and exploded#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane
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I beat Veilguard.
It's 4am. I'm a mess. I'm in tears.
#datv spoilers#the moment that completely broke me#''Ich entlasse Euch aus meinen Diensten''#Ar lasa mala revas#you are free#and so am I.. I feel like I've ascended from Solavellan Hell to Solavellan Heaven after ten flippin years#I think an embrace would have hit me even harder than a kiss at the end.. but it was just done so beautifully#I've always had one wish for Solas' story regardless of all the speculation and theories made over the years#and that was for him to find peace#so these are mostly tears of joy#I'm too overwhelmed to find the right words now#this game had many glaring problems to me but I still had a great time and there are many things to love#and maybe I mourn the potential of what could have been#the Veil still being up is.... very unexpected to say the least?#but Act 3 was incredible and god did that ending hit all the right spots for me#it's so strange to say ''goodbye'' to a character that you've been thinking about for so long#but I'm so thankful to have closure now#my heart is full#you know what's crazy?#right after that final cutscene ended I saw that it had actually started to snow outside for the first time this season#snow symbolizes purity or something right?#and that just made me think of how Solas used to envy Sera for her purity of purpose that he lacked#I like to think he regained it now#thinking about a little Wisdom spirit#hmm#I don't think I can sleep now#I think I'll just watch the snow a little more
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Okay, bear with me for a moment here.
So we know He Xuan was supposed to be the one to ascend before Shi Wudu stole his fate and made Shi Qingxuan become the Windmaster to save him.
So He Xuan would've originally become the god instead, by that logic. And He Xuan knew what happened, he knew he was supposed to be the one to ascend etc - hence his entire vendetta against the brothers.
But then his ghost name now is Black Water Sinking Ships. So essentially, he turned the water element into something sinister and evil.
Who is the Water Master? Shi Wudu.
So why is it not something to do with wind if he knew that was the god who got the place originally intended for him? Because he actually doesn't resent Shi Qingxuan and doesn't blame him in the slightest for what happened. He took water here for a reason...
#obviously tin foil hat delulu time - but 'tis a thought#but I like to think he actually had a hard time doing all of this to Sqx#because deep down he actually doesnt hate him#and realized the guy is just clueless and frolicking about in the heavens#this entire arc broke my heart and I still cant let it go#;; rambles#mxtx#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#shi qingxuan#he xuan#ming yi#beefleaf#tgcf sqx
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#domestic ✨
THAMEPO | TRAILER
#thamepo#thamepo the series#heart that skips a beat#william jakrapatr#est supha#estwilliam#williamest#thamepo heart that skips a beat#thamepoedit#my edits#gmmtv#thame po#now most of us were already aware that joong is going to be in thamepo to some extent because he's been on set on multiple occasions#and according to the show's synopsis po's ex broke up with him because he wasn't successful enough#so someone on twitter was like “what if joong was actually po's ex?”#which would be 💀💀💀 hskjfhsakjfalö
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So like, I know Benji are going to make up next season cause the Camp Fam are so codependent there’s no way Kenji would be able to stay mad for that long. And that alone giving me hope for another solo Benji hug is whats keeping me going 😤
(And cause by the third episode Yaz is gonna be so done with them, she’ll lock them in a room and won’t let them out until they’ve made up)
#yaz being stuck between benji is my actual favourite#I need another Benji hug like I need air#benji broke my heart#but it will heal me next season#season 3 is Benji’s season#benji season 2#benji for the win#the benji hug#benji is my everything#benji angst#benji chaos theory#benji#benji jwct#ben x kenji#ben and kenji#ben pincus#kenji x ben#jwct kenji#ben jwct#jwct yaz#yazmina
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You took the blame for me. ...Give me a break. [...] Besides, it's been four years now since Zhang Teng's death. Why are you still hung up on those solved problems? What are you trying to do? Who says they're solved?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 10
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#uservid#userspring#userrain#userjjessi#userspicy#*cajedit#*gif#i hope i never have to gif the bar again (i will be giffing the bar again) bc this lighting is so difficult#however im kinda obsessed with how this one turned out...rainbow....#also i do love chen yi lying to ai di about his gang problems so that he has an excuse for ai di to talk to him#and also.....the fact that ai di cant say no. like actually this scene broke my heart#the way ai di keeps trying to create a distance. expects chen yi to be the one to initiate distance#but instead chen yi is constantly seeking him out. trusting him only...like the way things used to be#and ai di is so so guarded but the part of him that loves chen yi is always the loudest no matter how much it hurts#they're both confused and hurt and missing the other#& chen yi is desperate to get to know who ai di really is while ai di is fighting to keep his walls up twice as hard as he was before#ai di cant LOOK AT HIM#but chen yi understands his body language and understands the unsaid....im insane#it's really good....they are soooo good
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#madison almost crying broke my heart#and i felt like it was a permanent thing his death before but this is really really permanent#so i'm broken hearted all over again#outer banks#jiara#jj x kiara#kiara x jj#jj maybank#kiara carrera#what could have been#season 4 you fumbled so hard#rudy pankow#madison bailey#im not crying you are#sobbing actually
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Does your brain ever put information together just to hurt you?
Because mine just did.
I was thinking about how much Crosshair values loyalty and how much betrayal hurts him. Then I was thinking about my headcanon that he has awful taste in men and my other headcanons that he feels very deeply and falls for someone super fast and super hard…
Then my brain was like “wow if one of his exes ever cheated on him he was probably DEVASTATED.”
So now I’m sad.
#this actually fits a little bit with my Modern AU’s extended lore#if someone cheated on Crosshair and broke his heart I don’t think that person would ever be found again once his siblings find out#like yeah Crosshair can obviously handle himself he’s literally a sniper and elite enhanced clone soldier#but first and foremost he is the batch baby#I just KNOW Wrecker would be out for blood#meanwhile tech is researching things that would probably get him out on a watchlist#Hunter and Echo probably ‘just want to talk to him’#but we all know the real person to fear would be Omega#because NO ONE makes her brothers upset and gets away with it#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch#tbb crosshair#tbb headcanons#bad batch headcanon#bad batch headcanons#crosshair headcanon
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Small sketch page of some of my marvel blorbos ;; Couldn't fit all of them in it nor had the time but hey I got the itch scratched kinda
#I AM a Howard Stark simp in spite of his horrible parenting#Just look at that man MH Tony had to get his looks from somewhere godamn#Also I just now realised that the way I laid them out makes Stephen seemed annoyed at the two hot af men staring at him#or Loki n Stark having a stare down to see who keeps the wizard#that was actually unintentional#My hand probably knows what I want better than I do myself#also Wanda my fierce momma plz I love her so much I wanna hug and cuddle her she deserved so much better my bby#so did Nat UGH my heart broke when drawing her I miss her ;;#WHY ARE MOST OF MY FAVES DEAD NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT LIKE??? FUCK OFF ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;#anyway#tony stark#iron man#stephen strange#doctor strange#loki laufeyson#loki#howard stark#wanda maximoff#scarlet witch#natasha romanoff#black widow#mcu#marvel#marvel fanart
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HE ALMOST SURRENDERS TO THE KISS
HE WAS SUPPOSED TO SURRENDER TO THE KISS
IM SOBBING
#did I post abt this yet#I've had this in my mind for over a year now but ig I forgot to mention it here lol#no but I'm actually sobbing the way he did want to give in and kiss alice but decided against it to save her ☹️☹️#its not that obvious in the vid bc it all happens so quickly but u could see him soften up a bit after alice's line like :(#also semi side note I read a fic once years ago where alfred wasnt able to stop alice from kissing him in time and so they just wait the#sickness out together and it absolutely BROKE ME#give them their happy ending PLEASE#also for some reason a bunch of my abh libretto posts are getting traction again after almost a year#and out of all of em the stoned post is the most popular lmao#I love that there's still active members in this fandom#hi guys this is for yall <3#I should post abt abh more#alice spencer#alfred hallam#abh#alice by heart#doggo rambles
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This Audio Is SICKENING.
Ya’ll—I don’t even know where to begin.
When I tell you that I physically FLINCHED upon seeing Alex’s face in the thumbnail, the way my heart started beating, the way I started SHAKING while putting my AirPods in—you guys would’ve thought that I’ve gotten some terrible news or something. And—I don’t even know what’s CRUELER—the fact that Saku posted this audio on April Fools day, making us go back and forth between “is this cannon?” or “nah, this is definitely a joke!” Or him making it all lovey dovey at first, giving us a false sense of security—waiting for us to finally let our guard down so he could get ready to strike. But I do know that it broke me, and made me feel for listener even more.
I think one of the biggest reasons why it broke me so much was because we can see how much listener blames themselves. How much they think the breakup is all their fault.
And you can see how much its impacted them.
You see the thing with Alex is that he is really, really bad with communication. He’s rather quiet about how he feels, and doesn’t voice it out loud. A person like this—who doesn’t talk about their own feelings, who’d rather stay silent—usually are alone with their own thoughts. And that’s when things get rocky, especially in a relationship. One of the things that I noted in the break up audio (besides all the gaslighting, manipulation, and reality distortion), was the fact that Alex has had that argument on his mind ever since it happened, and not ONCE has he said something about it until the day they broke up. He was alone with his thoughts the entire time up to that point—mulling over the argument, his feelings, his future—and I feel like him doing this, instead of actually talking to listener to see how things can work out deadass lead him to believing that they couldn’t be together, which lead him to not tell them about the job offer until the very last minute. I wholeheartedly believe that if he sat down with them, and told them—“hey, I know you said sorry, but I still feel like shit because you made me feel this way,” if the thoughts got to be too much, then maybe things would’ve been better. But he didn’t—and just like listener, he assumed the worst, and on top of that— gave up without even trying to fight for the person he claimed to love so much. Instead, all he did was make excuses, act hypocritically, gaslight them, and blame them for everything—all the while not realizing that there was a whole bunch of things HE could’ve done better too.
And we can see how much it took a toll on listener—considering the fact that they were ridden with so much guilt that can’t even sleep well at night.
I can feel how much they hate themselves through Alex’s words as he tore into them, and this is honestly partly Alex’s fault, because he reduced them to a mistake they made. Dream Alex (who will now be referred to as DA from now on) was taunting listener—and throwing the words Alex said to them during the break up back to them. He kept on reminding them of their mistakes, and that THEY are the reason why he left. He kept on reminding them of the worst parts of themselves—and that’s high key what Alex did during the break up too. I feel like we all need to acknowledge that what DA said to listener in this audio is most definitely not a reflection of the way the real Alex would talk and act—simply because DA is a figment of listener’s imagination. And since listener is filled with so much hurt and heartbreak right now, of course their own guilt and self hatred is going to distort how things operate in their mind. So, let’s not take the things he has said at face value.
Listener has a lot to work on. Their trust issues left a wound that ran deeper than they initially thought. In a way, they are too much in their own head as well—and do end up going to the worst case scenario, and this behavior stems from the trauma they sustained from their former partner. This leads them to do irrational things, like invading Alex’s privacy and accusing him of stuff that only happened in their head.
Both of them have a lot of shit they need to work on. Alex needs to learn how to actually talk about how he feels, learn how to take accountability for the things he’s done wrong, and maybe grow a damn backbone, and listener needs to go get some damn therapy, get their trust issues sorted out, and learn all the facts before they come at people with any assumption they might have about them. I feel like this dream was kind of the point where listener realizes that they simply just can’t let their relationship end like this, because through this dream sequence, they realize that there was still a lot of stuff that was left unsaid, and are now seeking for some closure. I think now it’s the best time to go for it, considering that Alex apparently didn’t go to NYC and stayed in London instead (this is still very much unclear). And I am hoping and praying that his ass has the same nightmare listener had as well. Listener can’t be the only one who has a wake-up call (pun intended).
Their downfall was caused because these two idiots don’t know how to convey their emotions to each other properly. They could’ve had it all if one just actually opened their damn mouth to speak, and the other would just simply think before they open theirs.
This confrontation can go two ways: they cut each other loose and go about their own lives, or they find a way to make it work, (granted that they are BOTH willing to work on themselves).
Do I think their relationship is a lost cause? I don’t know. Something tells me that this probably isn’t the end, and a part of me (as much as I talk shit about how much I want listener to be an absolute bad bitch and leave him to drown in his regret), doesn’t want it to be the end.
With this being said, I still don’t like Alex. It’s gonna take much more than a damn walk down memory lane with a bizarre, brutal, dream version of him to get me to like him again.
Oh and by the way, Saku if you’re reading this—sleep with one eye open tonight.
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#zsakuva alex#zsakuva#alex zsakuva#why did the beginning make me miss him a lil!??#this audio was so damn sad bro#poor listener dude#I still don’t like Alex though#sakuverse#They are both hurting#as much shit as I talk tho#I want them to end up happy together#this shit actually broke my heart
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flood
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#caligosto loboto#dr loboto#psychonauts#nightmaretheater#if you havent noticed i reaaally like flood by tool#this took 10 hours combined time of drawing 🕊️🕊️🕊️redid the sketch like 5 times lik#this is actually kind of personal to me….#as a child i had a reeaaaallly oppressive fear of my house flooding#like. i couldnt bare to hear a faucet running. thats how bad it was#all those flood damage relief commercials on tv scared me.#i very distinctly rememebr on of a house flooding thru the floor vents very quickly. and at the end the front door broke down.. scary#the psychological damage young me endured from the commercials#also ignore the wonky perspedtive on the crib i kind of exploded after trying to perspective for like an hour straight#its okay. it works. geometry is just weird in the psychonauts world#sheds a tear#oh the horrors..!.!.!!.! yipes#this is my ‘bobo exposed heart image’ to the cycle knots fanbase. real ones would know#drawing this was an experience man#thats why i vanished for a bit… sorry. ‘hey johnny got into str-‘ dont care im making a masterpiece#okay enough rambling im sorry#tips down glasses. send post
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