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oh my god this. theres been a pleathora of times where i imagine myself in a beard/lavender relationship, which is a tad bit insane. its not to hide any sexual or romantic orientation, but the lack of it. like this is how much pressure society puts on us to date?? id thrive being single, having my own home, etc... theres nothing wrong with it, of course, many aro people marry and date, but just having to rule that in as an option in the first place, especially in a financial sense, its just disheartening tbh. like wow, being "alone" for the rest of your life is treated as an endless persecution. god forbid people having fulfilling lives with lifelong friends.
but then again, thats difficult. its hard with new people. romantic love is top priority before anything else. and you're painted as unrealistic or insane if you tell your friend that theyre neglecting you and your friendship because theyre spending time with their partner. its seen as so damn weird, asking your friend to spend more time with you because youre feeling neglected and unvalued, which is literally just the facts, though. society sees that as some ulterior motive, like you want to sabotage their relationship because youre jealous of their love, want their partner for yourself, or youre LONELY BEING SINGLE AND ONLY PROJECTING-
sigh.
thankfully, i havent experienced this firsthand, only minute cases. but idk. if someone gets pissy over you communicating that you feel unprioritized, cut them tf out. a friendship is also a relationship that requires the same level of care and attention as any other type of relationship. point blank.
being on the aro spectrum would be a lot easier if being single wasn’t made to feel like a literal death sentence
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hi i really hope this doesnt come off as like. Ohh theres rtvs drama i need to add MORE and show these guys need to be Cancelled!!!! boiling down the crew’s immature response to being criticized as racist as just, Drama and controversy, is really shitty. what i wanna say next is just something completely unrelated to that, i just felt more Encouraged to say it at this time because i feel less afraid that im gonna get called silly for it.
ok so my main point is, i am concerned with how often rtvs (mostly specifically wayne, i cant recall anyone else in rtvs doing this) still uses ai in their stuff. by this i’m talking about the recent-ish novelai stream and to an extent the songs in the bbvr stream. i absolutely love the bbvr stream and i do appreciate what wayne’s said about the songs themselves, that theyre more comedic than meant to be Actual Art—same with whatever novelai writes being nothing but comedic and not actual art—and i agree with that partially. ai Can be funny as fuck in a very specific kind of uncanny and disgusting way that cant really be achieved by humans. but, by using that ai to create jokey stuff, you are still feeding the ai to be used by people that are genuinely serious about using ai. and whats most important to me is the environmental damage that comes with using ai, which i have not seen anyone in rtvs mention at all.
one thing thats kind of made me scared to talk about this is when i mentioned this on twitter (though admittedly i brought it up in a very Dumb way, it was me being afraid that scorpy’s section in the pizza tower stream was written by ai bc it just felt really convincingly nonsensical in the same way ai writes stuff, but now i know i was just Straight up wrong thats just how scorpy writes), scorpy qrted me without really addressing my concern and led to lots of people in my replies. again, what i was concerned with really Wasn’t as major as i was worried it was + my response to it was silly because i wasnt expecting so many eyes on a tweet i made just for my followers, but it would have seemed a lot better to talk to me directly about this instead of not even giving me a solid answer.
i am a minor so i cant go into wayne’s discord to talk about this/look at discussion (and i hope me being A Minor doesnt also diminish my opinion as well), so i’m sorry if im regurgitating stuff thats already been talked about by the crew!
#rtvs#txt#+ if anyone on the crew sees this and wants to respond please do it in the replies or my dms#and not by reblogging bc again i would like for Not thousands of eyes to be on me!!#Also another thing completely offtopic baaulp scares me. I dont know why i dont have like Any solid#- proof of why. Just everytime he speaks i feel like hes gonna say something extremely uncomfortable and bad#actually no wait i do have reasons i just cant list 99% of them off the top of my head. one thing though#He kept on making epstein jokes during the pizza tower collab i was like. can he stop that. weird and not good i think
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the sad thing about horror is there are some genres or just specific shows/movies that are not my thing that i would consider giving a try to like watch with a friend or like just try out something that i know a friend likes. but unfortunately horror is not just "this isnt my thing" it is that it actively makes me upset and disturbed to watch and i do not enjoy being scared and it will make me scared and anxious for days so i literally CANT watch it with ppl and that makes me feel bad :( like its not a matter of "i'll look away for the scariest stuff" its "knowing the plot of this movie makes me feel Bad"
#i hate using the word disturbed here i dont mean it in a like 'wow you people are so disturbed' way#like theres nothing wrong with that i love it for you!#for ME i do not like watching things that disturb and upset me. because i do not enjoy feeling disturbed and upset#i was like hey would i saw the tv glow scare me. the wiki summary freaked me out a bit.#and my friend was like i dont think so and also its not as good if you know how it ends#and then i saw one gifset in particular and was like ahhhhh this freaks me out actually in exactly the way i thought it would!#i still may try that movie in particular someday lol but#in general like#i do not enjoy watching fucked up things happen to people or being scared. whether its jumpscares or eerie shit or whatever#anyway hannibal and interview with the vampire are my favorite television shows <3#r.txt
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People give Valka a lot of shit which makes me sad bc her flaws are what make her interesting, and I LOVE thinking about her character.
Like, Have we considered how she had Hiccup at 20 and was married before that? Have we considered that, though she was in love with Stoick, marrying the Chief (or soon-to-be-chief) is a lot of responsibility? Have we considered how young 20 is and Hiccup takes after her in so many ways, not feeling ready for responsibility or wanting to settle down could be one of them? Have we considered she deliberately didn't come back because she maybe felt she wasn't ready to be a mother? Have we considered she loves Hiccup and Stoick so dearly but needed to live her own life? Have we considered how bittersweet the reunion really was because she realized she missed her chance to actually be a mother and how much the guilt of not coming back must've weighed on her?
I LOVE YOU VALKA HTTYD!!!!!!!
#valka#how to train your dragon#httyd 2#httyd#shes still a deadbeat mom but i love her#i HATEE when ppl shit on valka like what happened to supporting womens wrongs :(#i wish we actually saw some kind of idk confrontation? discussion of how growing up withojt a mother affected hiccup#then perhaps an apology the kind that you know doesnt even begin to make up for the hurt.#bc theres nothing that can be done about it now but trying to move forward. but its bittersweet bc you know theyre at least trying#then possibly some more bonding over dragons as well as them GRIEVING STOICKS DEATH TOGETHER AND BECOMING CLOSER FOR IT#goddd never forgiving thw for how they MASSACRED valka#hiccup haddock#valka haddock#haddock family#httyd headcanon#kind of? more like speculation#speculation on things i know damn well the writers didn't gaf about 😭#valka httyd#moth.txt#deyas dragons
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it bugs me so much when I see people complaining about the lack of women in jrwi when like.... riptide is right there. riptide has so many cool npcs who are women VERY early on in the campaign and throughout the rest of it, PLUS a badass pc (jay) who is one of the best played/written characters in ANY of the jrwi campaigns. like. what's the issue here. you don't even have to go to a new show for cool women, literally their longest running campaign has a ton of them !!!
#“oh but i only listen to pd” i dont see a problem with u listening bitb. or apotheosis. or wonderlust. why is riptide so slept on#“riptide is too long its intimidating” okay? just start it man . u already know you love the players. the time will pass regardless!#you know theyre gonna have some good characters and stories. isnt more episodes a positive???? more content of your guys????#“riptide is boring” you would never survive another ap show. do u know how fucking tedious critical role is to listen to sometimes.#jrwi is sooo unique in its creative ways to handle combat and knowing when to follow/bend the rules in fun ways to push the story/entertain#does jay ferin mean nothing to you. does aslana mean nothing to you. malice? lizzie? edyn? PRETZEL???? STARLING? ZAMIA???? WIDOW??#like.... man.#idk. just rubs me the wrong way you know. all this complaining about lack when....#u just have to turn like 45 degrees to the right and theres a whole campaign worth of cool characters#jrwi
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i just think if roles were reversed and buck was the one saying those gay ass lines to eddie, eddie wouldve proposed like four seasons ago
#like if buck had a kid and he said to eddie “theres no one in this world i trust with my kid more than you” eddie wouldve given him head#if buck had written him into his will and said “because eddie (cuz im sorry but buck loves eddies name too much to not use it)#you act like youre expendable but youre wrong“ eddie wouldve been like on his knees begging for buck to move in already#or if eddie did something reckless and after told buck he had to do it and buck just looked at him fondly and said “i know you did”#eddie wouldve dragged his ass to the nearest jewelry store to get them matching rings#or if someone off handedly mentioned how long he was dead/underground/uhhh bleeding out from his gunshot wound#and buck corrected them and said “um no actually it was 3 minutes and 17 before we got to the hospital” eddie wouldve done unspeakable#things to him in the bathroom of that underground poker club#or if eddie came out to buck and buck gave him a similar supportive little talk and said “this doesnt change a thing between us”#eddie wouldve been like “uh no actually it does get in the fucking car rn” and driven them to the courthouse so they could get married#basically#eddie says the gayest shit to buck all the time but buck just hears it as Normal Bro Things because hes never had a normal friend before so#he had nothing to really compare it to#but if buck were to say this kinda gay shit to eddie#eddie would immediately be like oh youre in love with me because eddie is a romantic and knows declarations of love when he hears them#however#buck communicates his feelings with flirting but eddie is fucking stupid and has no game and no rizz and doesnt realize hes flirting#eddie communicates his feelings with grand declarations of love but buck is fucking stupid and doesnt realize people actually care about hi#they need to flip communication styles and then theyll realize#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#get him out of there#let eddie free so he can finally have game#omg no or if eddie had done something that kinda pissed buck off and buck just looked at him after eddie apologized and said “ofc i forgive#you“ well there wouldve been something freaky going on in the firehouse closets that halloween#me thinks
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watching the nickel apology scene from the great bluish bakery over and over going completely insane. i could rewrite this to actually sound like nickel.
#juice.txt#ii nickel#nickel ii#vague ii neg be warned#ohhhh i feel CRAZY#the quality of nickel's writing takes a nosedive at the end of s3 and it kills me#ive been doing a rewatch of ii where i take notes and focus on nickel and balloon specifically for fun#and nickel starts to talk pretty ooc around spring on the breakfast#and it only gets worseeeee#theres nothing wrong with having nickel care for and love balloon (slash platonic for the sake of my analysis)#but. nickel loves differently than what they write love to look like#he's not 'Correct' about how he loves and he's awkward and uncomfortable about anything emotional#and it just disappoints me to see all that inexperience go away because its convenient or it 'proves he's a good person'#watch the scene where nickel comforts baseball in mazed and confused for a lovely example of how he handles emotional situations#with someone he cares about truly#his comfort is awkward and he ends up insulting baseball anyway but you can tell he is trying despite his struggles.#and that makes way more sense than nickel suddenly knowing everything to do and being willing to do it#WILLING to be vulnerable and to take full responsibility and to somehow articulate himself so perfectly it'd make therapists weep#thats not nickel. thats a script for a character that the writers wanted to redeem without knowing exactly Why he was so cruel#ok i rambled a lot the nickel hyperfixation is just at a boiling point these past few days
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people hating a character because they very clearly misunderstand them is forever going to make me so mad
#like you can dislike characters ofc#nothing wrong with that#theres plenty of character i hate#but like#sometimes theres characters that are there for a REASON and people just. do not seem to understand them?#like misunderstanding a character and hating them without trying to look too deep into them is so sad to me#best examples: jayce.#the way ive seen some people hate jayce in s2 for- what exactly????#like to me it just seemed like people were going “oh no jayce hurt my fav he must be evil” like?#it looks like some people didnt even TRY to see it from jayces perspective??????????????#thats honestly INSANE to me#i love both jayce and viktor and the scene where jayce tries to kill him is INCREDIBLE#i fucking love it#when you see both of their perspectives you understand why theyre doing what theyre doing and its SO GOOD#i cannot imagine hating jayce#another example (that im gonna get stoned to death over): john walker.#sorry not sorry but john walker is one of the BEST characters in the falcon and the winter soldier.#and i am so not kidding#that dude is an ASSHOLE and i fucking love him#people hating him for being a captain america replacement and hating him because bucky and sam hate him is wild to me#guys. guys. do we not try to see it from both perspectives#im not saying you HAVE to like him#but his character is very well done and his WHOLE THING is about him being A captain america- not THE captain america.#his whole character is about how he cannot live up to steve#hes a very contradictory character in some ways and hes really fucking interesting#my favorite shot in the series actually is the scene where john kills that flag smasher- and then we see the shot with him standing there w#with the bloody shield#THAT is such a good shot#the blood on the shield is perfect#dude just killed someone in front of a shit ton of people with the shield. hes holding the shield thats covered in blood.
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Okay I've been meaning to respond to a post but Tumblr won't let me reblog it for whatever reason, but I feel like my response has enough context on its own that I can make it it's own post.
So this is in response to multiple posts I've seen people make about Wilson telling House that he wishes he had been an asshole like him, House responds that he would still have cancer, and Wilson says, "Yeah but at least I'd feel like I deserved it!"
There are so many people saying that Wilson had absolutely no reason for saying that, that they can't understand why he would say it, that it didn't need to be in there, and how dare he say that to House after House helped him so much after his cancer diagnosis.
There was a reason behind it, just because it's not a happy reason, doesn't mean it's not an understandable one. I think the way Wilson sees it at first is that House has spent his entire life pushing people away and hurting them so that he doesn't get hurt in return. House has abused and ruined every relationship he's had. House constantly hurts people, and yet, he gets to live. Wilson, on the other hand, has practically dedicated his life to helping and taking care of others. He's maintained this nice guy mask his entire life, and yet Wilson, who has lived what others would call a good life, who has been what others would consider a good man, is the one that gets cancer and is going to die.
Wilson feels like he wasted his life being a "good man" instead of just doing and saying whatever the fuck he wanted like House. Wilson is jealous of House. Wilson is laying there on the couch in insufferable pain with death looming over him, and here's Gregory House, asshole extraordinaire, who's alive and well (as well as he usually is). That has to really fucking hurt.
This idea that "omg how could Wilson do that?? He said that for no reason!!" Is just not true. Wilson said it because he's was in excruciating pain and terrified and just found out he was going to die in a couple of months. Wilson was scared, and he was lashing out, which is a very human reaction. House does it all the time, Wilson is not special in the way he reacts to pain. The entire series is full of House berating people and hurting them and saying awful things, and pushing them away. He does that to Wilson multiple times. And Wilson forgave him every single time. And so when Wilson is in pain and lashing out, House knows not to take his personally, and that's why he basically immediately forgave him.
House and Wilson know each other well enough that they can see behind the harsh words, and understand each others intent. Ideally, Wilson would not have said that, and he should have apologized, but that was not a crazy horrific reaction. It's true, House has done a lot for Wilson during their relationship, especially after his cancer diagnosis, but Wilson has also sacrificed for House. After the infarction, House lashed out and pushed away and abused everybody until they all cracked under it and left. Everybody except Wilson. Wilson put up with the constant humiliation, degradation, pain, and abuse from House.
Wilson put House before everything in his life, including his marriage. Later, Wilson refuses to vote to get rid of House, and therefore loses his spot on the board, and the job that he loved and put so much of his life into. All to protect House. Wilson lies multiple times to the police to protect House, risking his freedom if they found out. Wilson and House constantly sacrifice for each other, it's just what they do. Neither one of them is "better" or "worse", they just are.
If they switched roles, and House was the one with cancer, House would definitely lash out as Wilson, no doubt about it. And Wilson would forgive him. Wilson has such a realistic reaction. It doesn't matter how many times you see people diagnosed with cancer and think that it's not personal, that cancer doesn't have an agenda, nothing can prepare you for when it happens to you or somebody you love, and a lot of the time, it feels incredibly personal.
How we react to dying and sickness is not always rational, and anger is a stage of grief. This is Wilson trying to grapple with his death, and that doesn't always look pretty. Sure, it was a fucked up thing to say and House didn't deserve it, but Wilson wasn't just insulting him for the fun of it. He had a very realistic, understandable reason behind it.
Not going to lie, I see people all the time talking about this scene in particular, with such a surface level approach to it. They act mad or confused, and talk about how they have no idea how someone could possibly hurt their favourite characters. So yeah, Wilson saying it was a shitty thing to do, but there is no way it was the worst thing anybody said, and he had very obvious, complex reasons for it.
I honestly love this scene, and I think it gives so much insight into Wilson's character. Wilson finally lashes out and exposes his grief in such a raw, mean way is lowkey a pivotal moment for him because he's finally letting himself be the "bad guy." And yeah, they weren't forced to put this in the show. It's literally fiction. They don't have to put anything in. But it fits so well. So yeah, just because he has complex reasoning for why he said what he said, that doesn't mean the reasoning doesn't exist.
#Anyways hope this makes sense#I also hate when you critique people and they're like “It's just a show you shouldn't care so much” as a dig#like its not insulting#theres nothing wrong character analysis and being passionate about something you love#anyways people taking this scene and calling it the meanest thing anybody said in the series#and going on and on about how they cant understand why wilson would say this#and “how could he hurt house like that house helps him so much :((”#Like House doesn't take it personally because he understands why#anyways#house md#house#greg house#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#wilson#hate crimes md#hatecrimes md#housemd#house/wilson
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Why don't you like Jimmy or Jimmy simps??
Hey darling!
So I don't like Jimmy for.. obvious reasons, but I have nothing against Jimmy simps!!
Let your freak flag fly, I do not care. I just personally don't write for Jimmy as it is a personal thing, but I can always help direct people to writers who do!!
Like for example, and these two are on the top of my head because 1. I love their work and 2. They actually have commented on one of my posts earlier so they're first writers that come to mind
@/jambalaya-enthusiast and @/curly-my-beloved are good ones!! I don't write for Jimmy, but last I checked these two do!! They're amazing writers and you guys should check them out
#im not going to fully tag them because I dont know them personally#but they seem like lovely people and if you have any jimmy x reader requests for Mouthwashing#they are some good ones#I think there might be a few other writers but im not sure..#if anyone knows any more please let me know and I will add their names on here too!!#I dont like jimmy but I have nothing against his simps guys#and by the way I dont really appreciate those “anon was lucky they stayed anon” comments#because as a writer and a reader it can really suck seeing those comments and thinking theres something wrong with it#like curly is a shitty dude too but I still weite for him I just dont write for Jimmy since its a personal preference#ill stop rambling#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing#mouthwashing horror game#jimmy x reader#mouthwashing jimmy#jimmy mouthwashing#jimmy x reader mouthwashing
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I swear the most hated enemy in this life is your best friend’s self-loathing
#genuinely so upset right now#other people telling me they don’t like themselves makes me kind of ill over how much i hate it#because NOOO YOURE GOOD YOURE HUMAN THERES NOTHING INHERENTLY WRONG INSIDE YOU I HATE YOUR THOUGHTS SO BAD#genuinely started crying because my best friend told me they think they’re ugly like i can’t do this#it’s so wrongggggg ughhhhhhhh#and then they’ll be all oh i hate being a bummer#like NOOO YOURE NOTTTTT#I LOVE YOU AND ANY EMOTION YOU GIVE ME#BECAUSE THEY COME FROM YOU AND I WELCOME THEM INTO MY LIFE AND PLEASEEEEE#i want to fixxxxx ittttttt but i know its not just magically fixable#so instead i gotta provide slow support over time and treasure everything they choose to share and come to me for help with#meanwhile my shit ass protective side is going haywire because WHAT THE FUCK THATS MY BEST FRIEND#genuinely in shamble any time i think about them being upset#like the world sucks so bad for that
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they're on their way to kill Louie (i fucking hate Louie mother fucker took all our juice)
if you're interested, grians pikmin type can throw bombs further and they explode stronger. Impulses pikmin can carry items and other pikmin at the same time, essentially functioning as a vehicle for other pikmin types to ride and go places faster
#lemonywings art#hermitcraft fanart#impulsesv fanart#grian fanart#not really grimpulse but i drew it with the ship in mind so its up to you really#an apology artwork for making promises i cant keep-#eh fuck it im tagging grimpulse i love them#grimpulse#YOU'LL HAVE TO KILL ME TO STOP ME FROM THINKING ABOUT THEM#i miss being into popular ships#like dont get me wrong i still LOVE scarian but being a grimpulse fan has been rough theres fuckin nothing to eat#dont even get me started on grian/scar/impulse i dont even think they have a ship name and that HURTS
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Speed runners messed up everything im sorry its true or else we wouldnt have unnecessary discourse today
#Theres nothing inherently wrong with speedrunning a game i think we all have a game we like to just play without#story stuff involved thats fine. Im just talking abt the ones who love to be annoying#No this is not abt G*W guys dw lol im just saying in general bcuz i saw smth that annoyed me#Youre ‘speedrunning’ a game thats not designed for that and realistically most games arent. It shouldve never been turned competitive#Especially not a professional ones cuz now you have ppl purposefully playing a story game and saying#“i beat this in 3 hours and its annoying scripted events made it drag out” GEE I WONDER FUCKING WHY???#Again#yes certain things can get in the way with gameplay and can be quite annoying to the average player#But to constantly speedrun a game thats not meant for that and always complain abt it#Ur literally supposed to vibe omfg#Other#rant#kind of
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i am extremely bisexual for all of the companions, for the record. this was just the URL that was available.
#the tomes#im extremely bisexual for gale#however comma#you can talk to me abt any of the companions and i am immediately jumping on that bandwagon with you#......... theonlycompanionimnotattractedtoiskarlach SORRY IM SORRY#theres nothing wrong with her shes just not my type!#but like#shes still my bestie in game#so yes you can even talk to be abt her#but yeah#just a general disclaimer#i love ALL of the companions and i LOVE hearing ppls thoughts on them
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another amy and shipping related thing that annoys me is when people (mostly sonamy and shadamy fans from what ive seen) act like sonic is somehow in the wrong for not wanting to date amy. like saying he's immature or mean as if he's required to date her just because she likes him regardless of his own feelings on the matter
#''sonic is so MEAN for turning down amys romantic advances'' THEYRE LITERALLY NOT A COUPLE ????#why should he be required to play along with that stuff if hes not interested?#amy isnt wrong or a bad person for liking sonic but shes not entitled to his love either hes allowed to turn her down#ALSO WHEN PEOPLE SAY SONIC IS LEADING HER ON. NO HES NOT ?????#if anything hes doing the exact opposite of leading her on. unless you think just being NICE to her and being her friend counts as that ???#some of you have some really weird ideas about romance and relationships. my god#theres nothing wrong with being uninterested in a specific person. theres nothing wrong with being uninterested in romance as a whole#to be clear i dont hate amy i love amy. people just have awful takes about her in the shipping department
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#do you guys ever think about how yosuke is always the one that proposes their outings#yu is the catalyst that brings them together but yosuke is the glue that helps hold them there#thinking about his shadow's comment about how yosuke needs to surround himself with as many people as possible to stave off the loneliness#and to a large extent it kind of still holds true here (and theres nothing wrong with that!) and not only does yu know that#yu doesnt judge him or tease him for it. and like for all the things that yu (or anybody else) teases him about#THAT is not it#Yukiko calls him well connected and friendly aaaaah i cannot get that out of my head ever#and it's also in how his proposals are received by the others - everyone else is always genuinely excited to participate in it#like the motorcycle license and the beach holiday is all your friends can talk about for the days after that#i think its one of those things that imo really add to that... very organic friendship dynamic that the IT have compared to the SEES#or even the PT to some extent#(listen i love the PT dont get me wrong but the IT just have a Something to them) (and i think a lot of it is driven by Yosuke)#his friends rib and tease him because hes so bullyable but they are always always so willing to jump in when he suggests something aaaaaah#and he knows this!! he may not have realised it at first but he does eventually!!!#yosuke truly my beloved my absolute number one love
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