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wildlyfreemoon · 3 months ago

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sometimes i hear negan talk about lucielle (the bat, not the woman) and im like... man get some healthy coping mechanisms bc this isnt it...

#like take up journaling or something #the walking dead #twd #negan smith #wildlywatches <3 #wildlywatches <3 the walking dead

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bacchuschucklefuck · 11 months ago

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dreaming abt sophomore year class swap bard!riz

#fantasy high #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #riz gukgak #ft. kalina #fh class quangle #tbh Im not suuuper happy with the bones of these designs yet #but also its just a bit hard to measure up to how strong ''kid who wears suit to school'' is #I kiinda gear the sophomore year design specifically towards like. cameraman-esque aesthetics #kind of dude who's working the light rig And the audio at the same time. dude who's running inbetween two huge tripods #theres also a thing with the freshman year arcade scene that I wanted to draw but just do not have the energy today #maybe in the future! if I can be bothered to draw biz lmao #I wanna draw something for cleric!gorgug first anyway... specifically his death in freshman year #man I'm so glad I tossed bard!riz into investigative journalism that is SO annoying. exactly what I set out to do with my classswaps #can you imagine going to school with that guy. can you imagine going to school with tintin #this also makes kipperlilly vs riz even funnier like influencer vs journalist? it'd be the Worst #man thinking of it I should rework gorgug's design too. currently his sophomore design is really zac core lmao #and zac can pull it off but character design wise its. really nothing. laughs #his junior year design is full aerith at least so that one Im very happy with. what if I tell u cassandra is the deity of #the inbetween spaces in this class swap thingy. and gorgug offers her domain as a stop for folks fresh out of a faith to gather themselves #that being transgender as fuck is kinda coincidental lmao. but well I stand by it I like that #nobody's design has jumped out to me like riz and gorgug yet. adaine I have a prreeetty good idea for #mostly bc shes the hoodie kid this time round lmao. gamer adaine true believers rise up #we take it easy! we take it easy as we go. these comics-lite were real fun to do. I should do that more

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bmpmp3 · 1 year ago

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sorry to be a bit of a hater but i do wish youtubers weren't so scared of making their videos just like, "reviews", whys everything gotta be a "video essay" all the time. every day my recommendations are filled with 40 minute videos titled "_____: An Underrated Masterpiece" where the first like five minutes are reading the wikipedia definition of "masterpiece" in a somber voice with dramatic themed text on screen. please just tell me how good or bad you think something is and use the rest of the runtime to explain why. you dont need to put on all these airs

#i know the ahem. channel. of some awe....... that whole situation kind of scared people off from using the word review #but like we live in the future now. you can make a review. i believe in you #AND LIKE i like a good video essay!! but im picky. because i read academic shit for fun #when i see a capital E essay im expecting theses. im expecting sub headers. im expecting multiple examples AND footnotes with asides #(and i know this is a controversial topic but i do expect them to be long. because if you read aloud a 4 page journal article its gonna)#(take a bit of time LOL maybe i just read too much academia shit. but i dunno man. theres not a lot you can say about like a big huge)#(topic with multiple angles if you only have like 10 minutes. maybe i just talk too slow. i need to breath <3 )#theres other formats too. surveys. retrospectives. informative essays. persuasive essays. etc #and like i also read lots of reviews not just of like movies and books but of like gallery exhibitions and shit!! they can be extremely #interesting a lot of work and some really beautiful writing!! nothing wrong with a review!!! theyre important #but i do get annoyed with like. the odd air of pretention i see in a lot of video essays. especially cause its usually not backed up by #the content. i dont care for those airs in academia either. nor do i like it in documentaries #just talk naturally. you'll find your voice. there might be pretention in it in the end but it'll be yours #if im making sense. i hear a lot of people talking in a pretention that is not their own. something they put on because thats what they #think they should do. you need to find your own pretention. be pretentious in a way that feels natural to youuuuuu #hell im being pretentious. about this LOL but like its my own. it is a pretentiousness ive built over the past half decade #play around. write a blog. i dunno. find your voice dear youtubers. find your voice

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valeriannnn · 11 months ago

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I know little of the Keepers and their cultural norms, but I suppose it should not come as a surprise that matters of grooming and personal maintenance should carry a more pragmatic connotation for those who live in such isolation - or perhaps our friend is simply strange, regardless of his context. I must admit: it was no small comfort to me, in those frigid days heralding the twilight of the Dragonsong War, to discover that our champion did not share our Sharlayan intuition toward personal space. Our more guarded companions don't always share my gratitude for the attention, but I believe that after our long estrangement, even the coldest of hearts could not fail to be warmed by such a gesture.

Wolcred Week 2024 Day 1: Warmth | Home

ok as mentioned in the tags i didnt have time to render a complete scene for this but i found this old mspaint sketch that demonstrates the Vibe. tyagoa just walked up behind him after cleaning up from their meal

#ffxiv #wolcred #wolcred week #wolcred week 2024 #valerianart #caption is alphinaud journal entry #please imagine everyone is making camp and sitting down i simply did not have time to draw the wider context U_U #to be perfectly transparent i am doing the prompts kind of ass backwards and the degree of effort varies #but come sit with me and imagine #we can hold hands if you want #anyway tyagoa does a lot of Fussing post-vault #at the time it's really the only tell that things are. well. you know how things are.#i think little grieving alphie would soak that up like a sponge but it would come as quite the shock to the other returning scions #shtola probably had to set some polite but firm boundaries #but tyagoa would appreciate that #he likes knowing what his friends like #and vhasoa was frequently touch-averse so he doesnt take it as an insult or anything #anyway i think it's a combo of [gestures to heavensward] and the way that traveling through the wilderness with a small group feels like #well #like home to him #that kind of shortcuts through all the Eorzean Social Customs that he's learned to navigate #i hc his tribe as being very casually tactile with each other #to the extent that something like this doesn't even register as intimacy #not to him anyway LOL

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daftpatience · 11 months ago

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it's so over for me now that I know I can get these

#its a 500 sheet pack of kokuyo paper in a4 size #im so excited bc its basically a huge stack of fountain pen friendly paper at the same price of any old printer paper pack #ALSO. IM SICK OF LETTER PAPER THIS IS AN A4 HOUSEHOLD FROM NOW ON. theyre so similar it doesnt MATTER #i like stitching up little books now and then and it always bugs me that the paper i have on hand doesnt fold up to a5 or a6 size #now i can make little journals that actually fit in a hobonichi sleeve or something!!! and are nice to write in!!!#my old handmade books did not take fountain pen well so they got relegated to The Shelf #stationery

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morelikesin · 4 months ago

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I could be finishing up art projects, or even writing my book! Maybe take some photography shots I need for said book - man, so many things I could be working on for my passion proj

Aaaaaand I'm playing Morrowind again. Slay action

#I did however finish decorating my sketchbook And my new year planner so. this is a little treat for me #what's on the horizon well. I can finish up the chapter 3 drawings and post those as a collection #I also have a southern belle Sam I'm almost done with! and a wedding dress Sam #I have the inspiration to do the vintage frosted cake from the prologue and one of the flashback scenes #I have a ton of stuff to do so it isn't out of lack of means I just. wan play morrowin. wealth beyond measure my friend #text #not art #should I make a thoughts tag. like how the cool tumblrinas do they have a tag specifically to document their thoughts #sam speaks. right well I would use that but I think I'd be hard judged for my kinning so I will not be doing that #late tag for the real ones: I COULD justify it by saying uh. I'm playing to better write the scenes that take place in Morrowind #or that I plan to write my Nerevarine's journal into a real journal complete with different colored topics and dates #but I could also just say I need to enjoy something without the 'go go go' of productivity. woe upon my troubles #tes #morrowind #screenshots

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goldkirk · 11 days ago

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#im so tired of being so checked out and unable to feel real or in the moment or in my body or like a person or in a real world #I know I don’t talk about it much anymore and irl I generally hide it pretty well #especially when I’m purposefully turned on like whenever I see family #or briefly socialize #but I was at one point getting periods of time where I was only about 2-5% disssociated if that #for minutes or hours or a few times even days at a time #and I thought it was gonna be okay.#but now it’s been almost 2 years straight of being a pilot in my own body #interspersed with weird sensations on and off #and occasional out of body times #and I can never trust what I’ll do or say #necessarily #because sometimes the connection is too slow or distant for me to realize my body is going to react in some way body language wise #or my mouth is going to say something that’s not something I want to share #and I’m tired of not being a person #I want to be a person I want to be less scared I want to feel like I inhabit a body instead of a machine #I want to feel like I inhabit it at all #I want to touch concrete and feel more than 10% of it #I want to have enough memory and connection with the world to do what I mean to and keep in contact with people and be there for friends #and I can’t seem to do ANYTHING #all I do is just survive and languish and I TRY to take care of myself and I TRY to do grounding and processing and rhythm and textures and #journaling and meditation and socializing and nature and hobbies and nutrition and nothing seems to matter #and I don’t recognize myself in the mirror half the time #even though it’s the same eyes #and I have to run my movement and my body with thought like a machine driver #and it takes up allllllll my energy and focus and leaves almost nothing else #and for what? literally for what?#this doesn’t keep me any safer #and twice lately my strong freeze response has almost gotten me in danger especially that one morning with the guy on drugs and. idkkkkk #shh katie

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icewindandboringhorror · 12 days ago

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Recent life photos

#photo diary #image 1 & 2 - of course these are just cloud images. But a cool pattern of them :0 #3 - another word count of game writing... aargh... Still debating about like allowing other people into the game discord or how early #in the process one should do that.. but social things are just so difficult for me lol.. I shall always suffer for my lack of networking an #self promotion skills. 4 - I was forced to get a new phone a few months ago because my beloved phone of like 10 years finally #broke too much. and I always like to go through the emojis and make a little memo with all my favorites. yaay little pictures of things.#5 - I FINALLY finished all the dictionary entries for the game (which has a little dictionary feature in the player's journal to note #any specific terms and keep track of them (like what 'jhevona' or 'avirre'thel' means. or to remember that the world is called Nanyevimi #and the country they're in is Asen. etc. etc.)). There are 75 defined terms so far and it took me a while to do so out of curiosity I put #all the text into a wordcounter thing and lol.. 8000 words isnt that much I guess but the 30 minute reading time is funny to me. 30 minutes #for my little tiny dictionary panel in my quaint little casual visual novel which is not even lore heavy at all. hee hee (though that's mor #like a minute here and there since obv people are not unlocking every term all at once. you complete the dictionary as you talk to people #and hear them mention new concepts over time.).. ANYWAY..#6 - a very soft and beautiful stuffed animal that I did not buy but wanted to at least document their charm.#7 - stimky boye waiting in front of his favorite straw meowring screaming for someone to play with him (he likes to chase the #straw around). 8 - matcha bubble tea my beloved. 9 & 10 & 11 - some cool flowers I saw. also featuring one of my favorites (columbines!)#Anyhow.. as mentioned in the other photo diary post.. I have just been packing and writing mostly.. The evil summer is coming of course #which me and my health issues always dread. Good news though is I finally got my passport in the mail! >:3 huzzah. Now I just need to find #some fellow aromantic asexual living outside the US willing to take one for the team and fake a marriage with me so I can get the #hell out of the country UwU (<joking) (...mostly... as in - definitely NOT my main goal. but if a viable opportunity presented itself I #would of course give it consideration lol). I know that's already highly regulated but I wonder if it's something that will become even mor #locked down as people hunt for any opportunity to flee. People are out here searching for any loophole. Frantically researching their #entire family tree seeing if there's any chance for a citizenship by descent in whatever place will take them. etc. etc. lol #So I wonder if such marriages are a thing that will come up more often. hmm.. ANYWAY..#I have almost all of my stuff packed even though I don't move until another 1-2 months. But that's the point is to have it all sorted early #in the last remaining scraps of ''cooler'' weather so that then I can just relax up until then. I'm going to try doing another scrapbook #/sketchbook this summer as a Mood Boosting effort. Just to find little things to help with the situational political existential dread and #climate woes. So on days it's too hot to function I can just glue little things to pages and doodle lol.. hopefully.. slowly getting things #off my to do list.. I reaaaaaally want to get back to playing games as it's so fun and realxing to me but..rghgh.. 500 other things..

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epickiya722 · 9 months ago

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I am so sorry. I apologize. But when I saw this child my brain immediately thought of him as some mash-up of Burnin and Curious. LOOK!

Eyes - Curious

Element Hair - Burnin

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izar-tarazed · 10 months ago

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We're good to go, I think.

#a passing flash of starlight | ooc #elden ring #shadow of the erdtree #set up a little journal for note-taking during my first playthrough #(i wanted to do something like that with the main game but never did)#(maybe this time)

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timothylawrence · 2 years ago

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finding out Ulder was distant from pretty much Wylls birth has left me only capable of thinking abt how lonely all of Wyll’s childhood stories are. he’s always alone in them and if his father ever makes an appearance, it’s to scold him.

no wonder he searched for mermaids and lead such a fantastical imagination. he was always alone and the only person he ever craved love and attention from was unreachable- even if he was physically there.

And now I’m reminded of a quote by Dennis Nurkse: in the park the child says: watch me. It will not count unless you see.

#ewbie.txt #quite literally doomed to never make him proud #like why is this kid at a bar getting his first kiss. why does his dad keep sending him to the sharess caress for notes when he has more #capable people around him. I swear it feels like he just couldn’t handle his son around him. maybe it was the guilt.#maybe he just wanted wyll to find something else to cling to that wasn’t him because he knew he couldn’t open up to his own kid #and then he sends him away. battered and maimed. instead of trying to understand what happened #miz literally knew what she was doing when she preyed after wyllyam she knew he was going to take her offer and she knew how to isolate him #BUT THEN HE KEEPS ALL HIS TREASURED MOMENTS IN A JOURNAL!! SECURED FROM EVERYONE!!#was it out of shame?? out of heartbreak??? could he not stand to see any mention of his boy!!!#ughhhhhhh everyone in wylls life failed him!!! everyone!!!

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kurp-stuff · 2 months ago

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#im honestly scared im losing my voice #like i used to be able to sing relatively on key #but my voice has been very weak for weeks now and i lost all my high notes that i could do. It's also super rigid. Lost all its sublteties #and i always feel like i lack air or that i need 10x more air than i used to to hit a note. Like now my voice straight up cracks and about #nothing comes out of my throat. Also can't hold a note anymore because my voice is feeble. Im flat a lot of the time also.#this is very frustrating because i really love singing. Tho i keep it to myself (and unfortunate neighbours) it's is a big way for me to #express feelings relax and have fun. Literally if i lose my voice i will be very sad #tho i'd felt my voice getting a bit weaker since 2021 or so; it was never this drastic ???#also my throat feels very contracted even when i read outloud or talk too much for too long ????#Like i feel like a probably have something like nodules or something ? i hope it's just that cause ofc the internet is like #''symptoms of larynx cancer'' whenever i search for my symptoms. But being in a town with very few doctors that wont take much into account #unless you're in a near death state; I dont know how to bring this up to the doctor. Im scared to be made fun of because it might look like #a stupid non important problem. I also do feel a weird little ball in my neck under my jaw. Which i already felt last year. But since i had #had a big laryngitis followed by a dysphonia for a couple of days where no sound could get out of my throat then followed by coughing that #lasted more than 3 weeks before it completly stopped (could only get a dr appointment 2 weeks after the 3rd week). The doctor told me the #ball was normal and that it was just still a bit swollen due to the coughing and all. So i forgot about it for a year until i got a cold #again on the 31st of december. I noticed the ball again but it just hasnt gone away since. i wonder if i was imagining the ball (cant feel #an equivalent on the other side of my neck + it's small and unoticeable without touching it). And if it has anything to do with my voice #being ruined. I feel alright apart from that. But that's ruining my mood. Cause i cant sing :/ and im scared of not being able to again.#(singing if it's not sung right and relatively on key doesnt feel fun or as fun to me )#sowwy guys for using my tumblr as a journal agaiinnnnnn #tho if anyone has had something similar; please do tell what it was and if it went away #im gonna try and rest my voice AGAIN tho it hasnt worked for now.#personal

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animusbell · 2 months ago

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sorry but intentionally not including an "N/A" or see results option on a poll is ignorant of human nature, pointlessly spiteful, and actively shooting yourself in the foot

#congratulations: youve reinvented virtue signalling by giving white leftists a way to feel like theyre doing activism by Not Clicking Button #humans r fundamentally curious enough to want to know what a poll's results are #but generally not patient/interested/organized enough to save a link for up to 7 days just to come back and look at results #are people who click anyway doing something wrong/unkind? sure! but an extremely small thing in the grand scheme #like this is literally a get off the fucking internet question too #if you ACTUALLY want to gather data with a controlled sample population then organize an actual survey #nobody is sinning against you for clicking button on internet! sorry get over yourself!#you are actively and intentionally creating the circumstances to give yourself inaccurate data #and then acting like everyone else has wronged you #standing in a river getting mad at the fact the water moves #take a fucking walk man. ...i also need a fucking walk.#journal

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lovecolibri · 3 months ago

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"Maybe THIS notebook/planner will help me keep things together and stay on track!"

-AHDH girlie who has historically never been able to keep a diary, planner, calendar, schedule, or routine to save her life, and got distracted while hand-writing a list to look up said planner.

#🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️#we'll see maybe this one will work #at least it's pretty #i also spent my free time at work today working on my nerdy jedi guided journal #the good thing about shifting positions is that i have more down time at work and i have been getting better at utilizing it #even if it's just watching shows while i color in my journal pages it tells my brain i am accomplishing something off my 'list'#which means i go home NOT fully exhausted and brain dead every day #just some days #but this one looks to have some things i need as opposed to just small calendar boxes or pre-dated days #nothing like seeing the black and white evidence of not doing anything for three months #which just kills the motivation to pick back up after being sick or just adhd brain taking a break from routine

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thereareeyesinsidethetrees · 8 months ago

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y’know if there’s one good thing that came out of the book of bill, it’s that you can’t take it as canon and be a proponent of same coin theory at the same time

#IF you take it as canon #<<<< that’s the worst thing to come out of book of bill #folks going ‘you IDIOT haven’t you read book of bill??? it confirmed blah blah blah!’#book of bill::::#-just came out not too long ago #-is hazardous to folks who are sensitive to unreality/derealization (cough cough us cough cough)#-not everyone will be able to afford it right now- especially since it just came out #-god forbid anyone lives in a country that doesn’t have access to the book right now (or possibly ever)#idk. maybe ae’m an idiot for not reading it but ae’d rather be an idiot than even more disconnected from this reality than ae already am #the book being enforced canon just seems kinda cruel? like ae don’t know what’s in there and ae’m not going to be able to find out #same goes for folks that can’t afford or don’t have access to or aren’t willing to potentially risk their mental health for it #also why is book of bill considered canon and something like the time traveling choose-your-own-adventure isn’t??#or mabel and dipper’s guide isn’t??#idk. the only reason ae’ve ever considered journal 3 canon #is because it shows up in the actual show and the pages we see between the two are pretty damn consistent #you don’t get that with book of bill or any of the others #idk. aey ramble is stupid and so am ae. don’t take anything ae say too seriously cause it probably makes no sense

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rexscanonwife · 1 year ago

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HOLD ON HOLD ON HOLD-

Just saw a piece of DEVASTATING Rebels fanart that implies that (at least in Kanan's case? maybe) his master PERSONALLY put in his signature padawan braid. It's probably not standard or anything but let's assume that in my universe it IS traditional for a master to braid their padawan's hair once they officially decide to guide them.

Kepler has gone through at least 3 masters before, none of which have stuck with him for very long so he probably had to put his braid in himself and do his best to take care of it with no help from anyone 😭😭 his design is intentionally messy cause it suited his personality but now im imagining he was even MORE disheveled when he was first assigned to Brea I'd making me...

AND ALSO IMAGINING HER CAREFULLY AND LOVINGLY REBRAIDING HIS HAIR FOR THE FIRST TIME...WHAT IF I SHIT AND CRIED

#jane journals #self insert talk #platonic f/o #familial f/o #🪐 kepler quinn 🪐#IM GENUINELY A BIT EMOTIOMAL #kep starts to take better care of himself because someone cares about him #someone expects something of him now but its not THEIR version of perfect. its HIS #hes given room to develop his own style his own preferences to hone his own strengths #hes never told what he SHOULD be again and hes never compared to anyone else again. not by her #he still carries those shadows of the ones who doubted him and made him feel small and helpless and wrong #but he starts to feel like he can let them go one by one ; ^ ;#CRYING AND THROWING UP #btw...been working more on the lyric video too #but idk i think i gotta draw something for this now too the fuck 😭😭

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