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It's all fun and games until you become anemic and/or get an infection from cutting your hand open every other scene to prove you're not a changeling
#ds9#star trek ds9#changelings#the founders#i have to imagine after a while everyone just starts carrying like little testers#like people with diabetes do#i assume idk i don't know too much about diabetes#also using the same dagger? not very sanitary#s4 ep1#the way of the warrior
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Sometimes you go "nyah!" As a tic and people are like "aw that's adorable, I wish I had tourettes!".
And then you tic "I SHAT on your pillow!" with the deepest gravely voice your body can produce and suddenly everyone is uncomfortable.
Please decide if my disability is desirable or not, I need to know what the value is for pricing.
#tourettes#vocal tic#disability#cpunk#also great when people are like oh i wanna have this!#and then you just look at them all confused and ask them if they feel that way about other disabilities#ah karen that's interesting#do you also want Parkinsons perhaps?#how about some diabetes?#or would you like muscular dystrophy?
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Hey y'all! Another weird question for you: How long do you have to fast for a blood sugar reading to count as a fasting blood sugar measurement? Also, does drinking soda (like, full sugar soda) slowly over the time before the blood test count as not-fasting? Asking because I keep testing* in the fasting blood sugar range when I am pretty sure I am not supposed to. Like, two hours after eating a meal when I've been slowly drinking soda the whole intervening time, or half an hour after drinking a whole full-sugar gatorade *with the home blood sugar test thing, not like doctor's office tests. though I test in the fasting range there too? I do know the word for the tester thing but I am brain fogged at the moment
#the person behind the yarn#blood mention#food mention#like. obliquely? but sort of there so I tag it just in case#I have a new personal record for lowest blood sugar when testing at home now! 91#I ate lunch two hours ago had some goldfish crackers after that and have been slowly sipping on a dr pepper#(as well as water I have two drinks going at all times)#and my blood sugar is STILL low#so I am eating some candy and then I will eat more goldfish and make sure I get extra protein with dinner#but seriously what the heck#this is not how blood sugar works for other people right????#it's not just always low but technically not hypoglycemic?????#I do not have diabetes I have been checked for that. a lot. it's probably the second or third most common thing they test me for#but nope whatever my problem is it's not that my body just yearns to yeet nutrients as efficiently as possible without retaining them#salt and sugar both apparently. also vitamin D but that one could just be that I don't go outside much#I take supplements for that it's fine#but there's not really salt and sugar supplements?#okay there are. I take the salt pills. but sugar is iffier. like there are sugar pills but I suspect#that's probably not the best way to increase my blood sugar
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#jeong yunho#song mingi#ateez#maxsixgif#ateez gif#yunho gif#mingi gif#this is lovely#people who hug like this are special#yunho is the best boy in ateez#this is a universally known truth#also just as an aside#bc nobody will read these tags#there's so much cake in this that i will get diabetes#how does mingi do anything in these clothes#no wonder he likes either really baggy clothes#or no clothes#i get it
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To all those numpties that say Ed "goes on" about his diabetes all the time, the guy literally had a hypo on stage and only casually mentioned it in an insta story after the fact.
#ed gamble#chronic illness#type 1 diabetes#people who don't understand what it's like living with a chronic condition getting angry when#people who do live with one talking about is literally the biggest sign of a dickhead lol#like you dont like hearing people talk about it? try living with it for one fucking day lol#my lol is sarcastic in case you cant tell lol lol lol
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Me googling "low blood sugar" only to find out that it is NOT common or normal for non-diabetic people to experience. I experience it somewhat frequently.
#last night had a bit of a scare#took too long to realize how hungry I was#started getting really weak and nauseous#and started sweating so badly. I had been fine 10 minutes before#parents had to get me food because I was too weak to get it myself#dad told me that's what happens to him when his blood sugar is low (he's diabetic)#I'm so confused now why is this happening to me#I mean I always knew I don't do well if I go too long without food but I thought everyone was like that#at least to some extent yk?#apparently not though#apparently fantasy book characters don't have supernatural powers that keep them functioning after skipping two meals#help lol#idk what to do#I'm pretty sure I'm not diabetic because I feel like I would have other symptoms?#and I know that diabetic people usually only have low blood sugar when they take too much insulin#and I don't take insulin because I'm not diabetic#so. idk. what should I do#any advice would be appreciated
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Woke up last night with two hypos that i barely had the brain activity to fix, and i no longer own Jelly Babies. Desperately hoping we don’t have a repeat performance
#i am at my limit#diabetes#im so fog brained and miserable rn#just gotta do my dissertation and then i can think about being a normale person who interacts with people again#i feel like I am rotting interally right now#i dont care about my degree#i dont care about an awful lot at the moment in terms of my own wellbeing outside of the diabetes#im quite frankly failing at socially interacting regularly enough that im going to start crying about it#and all in all i would say i am not having a good time rn#but on the PLUS side i have a job now#job = more dr pepper to cope 🙏
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helppppp being disabled is so expensive fuuuck. i have like. an old insulin pump (~6 years old?) and my endocrinologist said I should get a newer model and the CGM that goes with it which runs in a loop, and that would be AMAZING for my blood sugar and keeping me a1c down but… out of pocket with the insurance I have right now (deductible not met) is $2,000 . and goddamn I do not have $2k . they have a payment plan but it’s like $50/mo for 4 years and I might die if I commit to that. but wouldn’t a new pump and cgm that work together be nice… on top of having a new service dog also??
just for the record at my current job I make $10/hr + tips and work ~25h/wk which obviously isn’t great and then I have to pay 525.60 to my dad for rent (cringe) and then leftover from that I have maybe $200 every two weeks to keep to myself but it doesn’t even keep to myself because I have a new puppy and I go to therapy and am disabled so I have doctors appointments and debts and it’s just like come ON man does everything have to be this expensive ???? why does my CGM sensor right now cost 37.99 a piece and my quarter yearly endo appointments cost $45 for just the appointment not including the debt I have accrued for the labs and other various testing that’s like $608 right now… ON TOP OF THE $1.4K DENTIST DEBT I HAVE ??!!?!? it’s over for me. fuck
#.txt#venting sorry#I’m just so. overwhelmed#i also hate asking for money from people T-T so posting like this sucks#^ that being said though if you want to send me money I will. Not say no#it’s just awkward for me to accept money from people but it does help going towards rent and food and shit on top of all of that#or you can commission me!! My commission post rn is a little out of date but#you’re always welcome to send an ask or sm#I’m also gonna try learning how to do n/s/f/w shit yeah#maybe I can make money with that too. Fuck it all#diabetes posting
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brain decided to math for once in its existence, against my will at that (random realization entirely unprompted while i was writing), and i realized that u woulda been around high school ish when my parents were in college and uh that's definitely a conscientious post-infantile amnesia sentient age
so i must ask
where were you on september 11th, 2001
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What a question!
CW: Death, sui*, bombings, shootings, racism
I was a junior in high school. I was in my psychology/sociology class.
We had a large television hanging from the ceiling in the corner of the classroom. The teacher turned on the news. That's where I saw the second plane hit. The first plane had already struck by then.
I think I went to another class after. I don't recall what it was. I think the teacher was female. She had a tv on, too. The news kept replaying the planes hitting over and over again.
We were excused from school early. I guess they called everyone's parents? I'm not sure, actually. I don't even recall if I came home on a bus or if my mom took me home. It might've been my mom.
She said they reported it on the news on the radio in the car on her drive from work to home over and over again. When I got home, we had the news on there for a while, too.
Then there was a plane said to be headed for the capitol.
As a teen, I didn't fully comprehend the danger or fear. I couldn't. I didn't have a full scope of life and what it meant on a social level or, more importantly, societal level. I didn't understand how it all connected, really.
But I picked up the appropriate emotions from everyone around me and what they said. At first, I thought it was a joke. It felt so alien a concept to me that I recall laughing with a friend in class. I just didn't know how to process it. Was it the worst movie advertising scheme ever?
I had a friend (I still have them) in New York at the time. They talked about ash covering everything.
At one point they pointed out on the news during their many replays the people who were actively jumping out of the buildings. They talked about how those people knew they wouldn't survive the jump, but it was a decision between letting a collapsing building with (at the time what the people inside thought was) a bomb, or taking a "chance", even though it would most likely kill them.
They talked about people sending texts or calling their loved ones as the buildings were going down. Last words.
There was fear after. Lots of fear. People thought we could be a target because of some of the stuff that was nearby.
I remember not long after the attack our school put up handmade informational posters about Muslims and about Islam to curtail the racial distrust and attacks which had already begun. We had a pretty decent sized Muslim community. I'd never even heard of Islam before that.
I remember President George W. Bush was reading to a bunch of kids in a library, and it was a really big deal that he didn't do anything when the attack was happening. He just sat there and continued to read to the kids while towers were falling down, and planes were exploding. I think about that now and wonder what was going through his mind as he turned the pages after someone whispered in his ear. I wonder if he thought he was doing something right or good or if he was just too damn scared to react. I might've done the same thing for both of those reasons.
I recall making an art piece in my class about it. I don't remember what anyone said about that art piece. I know my mom was moved by it.
It was weird cause the whole country seemed to change after that. The entire DNA of the U.S. shifted into...something else. Hate crimes sky rocketed. Rudy Guiliani was lauded as one of the best mayors ever for his reactions to the attack. People united at the same time people were attacked for being brown and Asian.
My generation saw some of the first mass school shootings. Bowling for Columbine as a big documentary at the time. A mysterious backpack led to my entire school being evacuated in high school. We lost the WTC (an acronym for buildings I'd never even knew existed before that day).
It was weird. It was overwhelming and tragic. One of the most bizarre things I remember from it was there was some sort of weird conspiracy about Wingdings. I looked it up. Of course, it was fake. But what a bizarre to recall in such a hectic time.
#not hiccups related#still get whiplash from 9/11 jokes#very bizarre to have generations of people who only experience it in history books#fond memories of the Surge machine in the high school lobby budging into trauma recollections#like a bright green beacon of diabetes and heart attack#teenage brains processing mass death is very odd#lots and lots of dark humor and self-deprecation to replace the fear for our lives#guess that makes sense as queer teens do the exact same shit#fuck this was a hiccup kink journal right?#not safe for minors
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theoretically
i could get a tramp stamp
#i dont actually use my legs because i dont have enough fatty tissue#the cannula goes straight into my muscle and its severely painful so i dont use my legs for jack shit#thus i could get leg tattoos#could get panel outlines around everything like cyborg style#then do a skinrip in the open areas and have like mechanical shit everywhere#idk#i could give up my arms for blood checks and use my legs for that instead#cause i rEALLY WANT SLEEVES#but sticks on the top of the forearm are comfortabbblllleeeeee#and my cgm is comfortable on my triiiiiiiiceeeeeep#basically all the blue areas on me are just shitloads of scar tissue now though#wrecked my stomach so hard i lost a lotta feeling in it#bout 17 years worth of thrice weekly jabbings#thats about 2652 individual needle marks not including any time i messed up and had to redo it#and not including my cgm or bloodwork or glucose checks or anything#also i cant watch other diabetics check their glucose#no idea why it just squigs me out so hard#cant let other people check mine for me either#my nurses are nice they let me do it myself
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I already decided I wasn't gonna even think abt that Dr anymore until monday but to get it off my chest, this man literally looked at me and decided to talk abt diabetes for 10 minutes and how I needed to cut down on carbs despite a) me having no history of insulin resistance or glucose issues, b) not asking me what/how I usually eat, and c) then when I went to get blood work done, guess whose a1c and blood glucose levels are completely normal??? It's almost like I don't have diabetes or smth 🤔 but drs see a fat person and insist on wasting my fuckin time. I was literally at that fucking office for 2.5 hours. I'm so pissed off abt this. I hope he dies.
#disgruntled octopus#fatphobia //#to be clear this has nothing to do w actual diabetic people or diabetes itself#its abt the fact that he wasted both our times with that bullshit when he not only knows nothing abt me but also nothing abt nutrition#bc then i was like well i cant digest meat and already eat a lot of tofu and he was like eat more ig#like. can i fucking live. can we just address the issues we know i have instead of assigning me more based on nothing but my weight
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it is genuinely weird to me that diabetes (both type 1 and 2) rarely comes up in people's concept of disabilities, both as a visible and invisible one. Especially given that type 2 is relatively common, and that type 1 is imo very distinctively visible and often quickly physically disabling. Lots of medical equipment and lots of room for error with immediate physical consequences.
#like lmfao let me tell you. youve either got a pump or cgm physically hooked up to you that beeps LOUDLY#or youre doing injections with relative frequency#but ive actually never seen diabetes mentioned in broader discussions of disabilities#which is only specifically weird to me because its NOT deeply uncommon#most people know a diabetic!#type 1 is admittedly way less common than i tend to think#like when i realized being trans was more common that type 1 my mind was blown a bit ngl#disability
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woah you totally got her by also bodyshaming her and being ableist!!!!! you’re so cool!!!!!
#THIS is sarcastic#like… do you think you’re any funnier or better by also bodyshaming her and making diabetes jokes#i feel like people wait to pounce with celebrities nowadays. i don’t know anything about lizzo#but people were like YASS SLAY QUEEN 💗 PLUS SIZE until she was a dick and suddenly people are being. Violently fatphobic in ways that#this photo is mild#fatphobia#ableism#<- jic because. i cringed typing the alt out
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as a general rule, on average, if americans consistently complain about a food being conceptually weird, gross, and scary, then it probably tastes amazing. or at least inoffensive.
this is because in my experience americans for the most part (give or take a few exceptions by region) think eating literally anything other than beef, chicken, bread, eggs, peanut butter jelly sandwitches, ketchup, and disgusting cloyingly artificial brown sludge soda is insurmountably weird, gross, and scary.
#a lot of people literally refuse to even eat ham or pork#not even for like religious or health reasons#just because they think eating anything but beef and chicken is 'weird and scary and gross'#every time i hear people going on en masse about how 'weird and an acquired taste' something foreign is i go and try it and i'm just like#what the fuck were all of you smoking. where is the unbearable weirdness i am supposed to be experiencing#shoutout to that time i kept hearing about how bizarre a flavor milkis soda is and how intimidating and acquired of a taste#then when i actually try the stuff. it's just fucking peach soda. it's peach soda with a faint tangy yogurtish taste. it makes good floats.#how in the absolute fuck is anything even remotely weird much less gross about this?#unless your concept of what a 'soda' should be is poisoned by a lifetime of the entire soda aisle being filled with nothing but brown sludg#from the same 3 brands that all taste like what would happen if they could distill the concept of diabetes and artificial flavoring syrup#i don't know if other countries have this but there's this weird cultural like mandatory rejection of any 'unusual' food here#way more intense than i've seen from anyone from any other country (though that might just be inexperience with other cultures talking)#people react to the mere suggestion of any food outside a very narrow range with outright disgust and genuine fear and horror#and there's a huge amount of unspoken peer pressure on everyone to also do the same#like you're expected to agree with them and you've breeched some sort of silent social contract if you don't#it's seen as *immoral* almost it feels like#it's difficult to describe unless you've noticed it yourself#americans react to the mere suggestion of eating anything outside of the same 2 meats and handful of fillers the same way#that pearl-clutching aristocrat grandmas react to hearing that people in foreign countries do.. basically anything#it doesnt matter if you're suggesting eating ube cake or suggesting eating live bugs because people will react the same way#everything that's not chicken/beef/ect is as good as bugs to people here#hate this stupid blandass country and how impossible it is to afford any food other than burgers if you're not rich#or blessed with relatives that have any idea how to cook and are at all willing to teach you#cause nother weird thing i've noticed about food culture-or at least wasp food culture-that i haven't seen anywhere else quite the same way#is that if you DO have any relatives that know how to cook then nine times out of ten they will jealously guard their recipes like a dragon#and refuse to share them with anyone#thus taking whatever little cooking knowledge was in the family to their grave#so the opportunity other people usually have for family bonding via passing on recipes? pffft no.#for some reason we seem to actively go out of our way to prevent these things from being passed on#i don't know what the fuck is up with that but i suspect it has something to do with 50's dinner party oneupmanship
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Got blocked by the OP of the diabetes post by saying that sugar IS considered one of the factors in type 2 diabetes 🥴
And it is super important to take it into consideration because eating refined sugar freely and drinking high fructose syrups and syrup-spiced drinks WILL fuck you up and potentially lead to life-threatening conditions in the long run
And that doesn’t mean cutting off sugar completely but be mindful what you put in your body lmao - you *do* need carbohydrates but carbohydrates do not mean white sugar and corn syrup - and your body can convert them from other sources AND healthier sugars
Feed yourself the best quality foods just like you’d your pets and loved ones
#ok whatever you tell yourself#i said to not shame people#and that other factors ARE in play#but you cannot simply say sugar is not the factor#you're misleading people#txt#this site is so fucking weird about sugar it's like it's holy to you#i've been a victim of fatshaming ever since i was little and yet i can understand that processed foods are#in fact#NOT good for you#and that the type 2 diabetes is at least partially a societal illness that is exacerbated by refined sugars syrups and processed foods#IN PART#sorry i'm fucking passionate about it#once again i DO think you should never shame anyone but also spread awareness about processed foods and its effect on people#this is not whether you're fat or not this is about health#americans man#that was a block speedrun#y'all hate being told you in fact have agency about your own health#it's so easy to say 'i do everything right why do i feel bad'
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my health insurance company just sent me some kind of testing kit in the mail
i didn't ask for this kit, or agree to submit to any tests, and they didn't ask *me* if i wanted it or was willing to do it, it just showed up
i don't know this company that is evidently behind these kits, i've never interacted with it before, and now they are emailing me telling me to hurry up and do the test and mail it back right away???
like nowhere is there anything saying why i would be willing to do this? my insurance company is not a health provider - and i didn't ask it to connect me with any test-by-mail companies?
i *have* a doctor and in fact have an appointment in a few weeks?
does anyone have any experience with this kind of thing? i worry that by submitting this test i'm somehow signing up for something with this random test company. i haven't signed anything or given any approval for them to have access to my medical information, and i feel like sending back the test would be tacitly doing so?
is the insurance company within rights to do this or are they just giving me the 'bum rush' assuming i won't know any better? literally no communication has been from the actual ins. company but everything (envelope, email forwarding) is branded from them
#they're asking me to send in a test for my a1c - but i get that from my doctor every six months?#they keep also sending me sign-up things for some kind of 'free' diabetes management service which#i am not interested. especially because i have a bunch of other things going on health-wise#and am not comfortable with some kind of 'no-medication' prescribed diet plan from people who don't know anything#about other aspects of my health#like they keep sending things about the dangers of 'unmedicated' diabetes ...#... even as they cover my metformin prescription i've had for 2 and half years now?#i am really confused and suspicious because what in the world#i get that 'no meds' may be cheaper from their standpoint but with my thyroid and the anemia and probable long covid#that is not going to work for me and i don't want to give them ammunition#also i don't want some random company i've never heard of doing my medical tests#this is stress i don't need
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