#how about some diabetes?
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Sometimes you go "nyah!" As a tic and people are like "aw that's adorable, I wish I had tourettes!".
And then you tic "I SHAT on your pillow!" with the deepest gravely voice your body can produce and suddenly everyone is uncomfortable.
Please decide if my disability is desirable or not, I need to know what the value is for pricing.
#tourettes#vocal tic#disability#cpunk#also great when people are like oh i wanna have this!#and then you just look at them all confused and ask them if they feel that way about other disabilities#ah karen that's interesting#do you also want Parkinsons perhaps?#how about some diabetes?#or would you like muscular dystrophy?
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speaking of kitty disabilities. i think on and off about leopardstars diabetes and how that apparently caused her death (I may be misremembering its been years) and im curious if in your rewrite the cats...know what diabetes is? and how to manage it? any cats in your canon with more ''invisible'' disabilities?
When it comes to disabilities, I try to be careful about which ones I add. I don't want to spread myself too thin by tossing in a bunch of disabilities just to have them, and then end up with lackluster representation of that character's daily life.
I did a ton of research into epilepsy and HRT before committing to those; and with ADHD, Autism, and BPD I have personal experience with either having, or loving someone who has those things.
But as you know, canon also has some disabilities already in it which were treated poorly. I'm committed to treating these better than canon did, and NOT cutting any that were important. What that means is that I have two baskets of disabilities in my head;
The ones I'm adding; I do NOT put these in until I've done a ton of research and feel confident that I could treat it well.
The ones already present; which I don't want to remove, and know that I will be working with.
And the ones that ARE present in canon are; Deafness, blindness, paralysis, diabetes, anxiety, asthma, and limps/leg deformities. In addition, intrusive thoughts, hallucinations, and epilepsy were present as plot devices (in ways that I have spoken about personally finding abelist).
So even without those last three, I have 7 major ones on my plate to faithfully research, plus the additional 4 neurodivergances/disabilities (im counting epilepsy as a one im adding because of how badly shadowsight's was handled in canon :/)... so, 11 is already a big number.
But! Diabetes is one of those. I am not removing it. Eventually I would like to have the cats recognize and be able to treat it.
#Even though recognizing and treating diabetes is a bit unrealistic as it was once PROFOUNDLY deadly#I've already spoken at length about how when realism locks horns with rep my champion is Rep#Disability#Bonefall Rewrite#For the past couple days I've been trying to find some way to flub natural insulin#But I haven't done the deep dive yet#However just so you know; my search history is now FULL of animal livers lmaooo
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fuck every non-diabetic who took ozempic to lose weight and contributed to that whole fad
#as a fat guy with a diabetic grandma? fuck you.#i’m sick of hearing about weight loss drugs. how about you go outside and Look at some Real People 🙄🙄#pizzacrustdisposal
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nature is healing
#tv: king the land#king the land#lee junho#junho 2pm#kdrama#local gay watches KTL (and gets diabetes in the process).txt#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#by nature i mean Won's inner child bc this trip was as much for him as it was for Ji Hu#just. think about how much he would have loved something like this as a child after whatever happened to his mother#think about how he's getting it now#and sure ok maybe i teared up a bit when Ji Hu said he wanted to be like him when he grew up. maybe i did but that's none of your business#bc that was offset by me staring at the glimpse of his collarbone we got every time the camera did a close-up shot#like some kind of Victorian
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as a general rule, on average, if americans consistently complain about a food being conceptually weird, gross, and scary, then it probably tastes amazing. or at least inoffensive.
this is because in my experience americans for the most part (give or take a few exceptions by region) think eating literally anything other than beef, chicken, bread, eggs, peanut butter jelly sandwitches, ketchup, and disgusting cloyingly artificial brown sludge soda is insurmountably weird, gross, and scary.
#a lot of people literally refuse to even eat ham or pork#not even for like religious or health reasons#just because they think eating anything but beef and chicken is 'weird and scary and gross'#every time i hear people going on en masse about how 'weird and an acquired taste' something foreign is i go and try it and i'm just like#what the fuck were all of you smoking. where is the unbearable weirdness i am supposed to be experiencing#shoutout to that time i kept hearing about how bizarre a flavor milkis soda is and how intimidating and acquired of a taste#then when i actually try the stuff. it's just fucking peach soda. it's peach soda with a faint tangy yogurtish taste. it makes good floats.#how in the absolute fuck is anything even remotely weird much less gross about this?#unless your concept of what a 'soda' should be is poisoned by a lifetime of the entire soda aisle being filled with nothing but brown sludg#from the same 3 brands that all taste like what would happen if they could distill the concept of diabetes and artificial flavoring syrup#i don't know if other countries have this but there's this weird cultural like mandatory rejection of any 'unusual' food here#way more intense than i've seen from anyone from any other country (though that might just be inexperience with other cultures talking)#people react to the mere suggestion of any food outside a very narrow range with outright disgust and genuine fear and horror#and there's a huge amount of unspoken peer pressure on everyone to also do the same#like you're expected to agree with them and you've breeched some sort of silent social contract if you don't#it's seen as *immoral* almost it feels like#it's difficult to describe unless you've noticed it yourself#americans react to the mere suggestion of eating anything outside of the same 2 meats and handful of fillers the same way#that pearl-clutching aristocrat grandmas react to hearing that people in foreign countries do.. basically anything#it doesnt matter if you're suggesting eating ube cake or suggesting eating live bugs because people will react the same way#everything that's not chicken/beef/ect is as good as bugs to people here#hate this stupid blandass country and how impossible it is to afford any food other than burgers if you're not rich#or blessed with relatives that have any idea how to cook and are at all willing to teach you#cause nother weird thing i've noticed about food culture-or at least wasp food culture-that i haven't seen anywhere else quite the same way#is that if you DO have any relatives that know how to cook then nine times out of ten they will jealously guard their recipes like a dragon#and refuse to share them with anyone#thus taking whatever little cooking knowledge was in the family to their grave#so the opportunity other people usually have for family bonding via passing on recipes? pffft no.#for some reason we seem to actively go out of our way to prevent these things from being passed on#i don't know what the fuck is up with that but i suspect it has something to do with 50's dinner party oneupmanship
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my cats: obese
me: getting their bloodwork done and realizing they both suffer from obesity related issues
#A++ vet here#finally decided to do allergy panel for Jimi because I'm out of ideas how to treat him#and additionally got some regular bloodwork done for both cats because Bomboś is 8 and Jimi is 6 yo#so...Jimi weights 6.8 kg and his liver is showing moderate signs of stress#Bomboś is 6.3 kg and his blood shows first signs of pre-diabetes#i am livid with myself#i plan on getting them both to 5 kg max#no excuses#how can I preach about the weight of my patients when I failed my cats 😥#on the bright side no kidney problems#no thyroid problems with Bomboś either#phosphorus and calcium levels are fine which was a question mark since they're on the raw diet
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I'm sick and having to care for a relative so if you need something checked out I can take a look but I can't promise I'll be checking as often as usual
#it isnt /that/ again thank fuck but it's the same relative who gave me it during a medical emergency#anyway some people with diabetes are actually very uninformed /refuse to be informed about their own condition#also what would have been just a cold when i was younger is a lot like how covid felt because my immune system is shot
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The time thing is actually something I'm glad you mentioned in your response because I've been puzzling over it myself. I can see this happening one of three ways so far: 1) the RDA have been there for longer than in canon and Grace and them ended up arriving at a later time. 2) the meshing is less organic and more purposeful. After gaining their independence they still want to keep parts of their culture but want to sort of move away from the more traditional stories told by their creators/captors, so they mesh the stories and songs on purpose to make something uniquely theirs.
Or 3) since they are just experimental versions of the recoms, it makes sense that the RDA scientists might have needed time to perfect the memory transfer, especially since around two-thirds of their test subjects are from the people who volunteered their memories way back when the science of memory transfer was just becoming a thing as to not waste more valuable memories. Therefore a lot of their memories are often muddled, and those who can remember fully are few and far between. I imagine that if this was the reason I chose it would also give me a reason as to why Paz went up so high in the rankings: she's one of the last to be made, therefor all of her memories are intact. With the knowledge she knows, it's no wonder she became the Priestess of Songs. Plus, she knows far more about the RDA than the others because of how long she was with them, which could be another part of that.
Hmm, very interesting!! I think any version could be very cool. I think it seems like you have the most fleshed out about the last one. I kind of like the idea of them all being somewhat defective memory-wise.
My best friend suffered a brain injury while we were growing up, we were about sixteen, and sometimes talking to her is just having the same few conversations over and over with slight variations. She is the same person with the same personality, she just doesn't remember that she told me this story last week, you know? It really isn't that big a deal, because she lived and she is much better than she used to be. Often with fictional memory issues or brain injuries, I feel like a repeated story or a forgotten detail is treated as a sign of the character still being broken, not quite healed. Sometimes it's every day life. I like the idea of a whole clan of characters who are... I don't know, damaged mentally, for lack of a better word, but it's just their way of life. I've read a few stories where Spider has mental trauma from the RDA mind reading machine, and the memory thing being such a major deal always makes me vaguely sad. I'd love one where he'd adjust to his new normal.
When my best friend is tired she CANNOT balance, she will fall trying to walk over something even if it's the only thing on the floor. It's just her now so it's the funniest shit in the world, we just make fun of her. Idk. That idea makes me feel warm and happy. My apologies for going off topic, you made me think about something that's really only been a half formed thought.
#my best friend is also my cousin#her mom started dating my uncle when we were like 10#so we go on family vacations and one of my cousins is diabetic and another is on the autism spectrum#so when i tell stories of my cousins i'm trying to be like “look how normal all my cousins are we treat them as we would treat anyone else”#“we love them”#and sometimes people are like “wow you make fun of your cousin with a brain injury”#so please no one take offense lol#she fucking falls the fuck down over air#its funny#i have so many stories that i think are adorable and other people are like “why would you guys do that”#like i think i said on another post when someone asked me about diabetic lo'ak#that my diabetic cousin would refuse to tell us his blood sugar so we'd all be like alright die then#some people have not enjoyed that story either#shit like that lol#miles spider socorro#spider socorro#avatar#avatar the way of water#james cameron avatar#melissa's asks#melissa on avatar (cameron)
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pretty people <3<3<3 beautiful bois and gorgeous gorls <3<3<3
#i am. having a rae moment my girl my daughter my everything...#her gf calls her her 'rae of sunshine' and rae calls violet her 'letty bug' theyre so cute im going to go into diabetic shock#BUT ALSO.. billy is so sweet... he's the kind to absolutely want kids and he has Girlboss GF...#also i dont think ive ever mentioned it but billy is a bpd king and i think that's very boyboss of him#he has a hard time with orange sometimes bc she's very nonverbal with her acts of love and not the most cuddly#so he ends up feeling like he's done something wrong and spiralling... she learns how to speak his metaphorical language tho!#billy is kinda All The Emotions Ever and orange is pretty monotone but she puts a lot of effort into learning how to communicate with him#and learning his emotional needs.. she's a very Steady person yk? she has her stuff together so she doesn't mind putting in some extra work#so her boyfriend feels comfortable around her...#i also love billy bc he's very comfy in his masculinity#blue and red are both v masculine people but billy and rae came out p feminine (billy less so)#billy's more than happy to be a model for orange's work; he loves baking and he's learning how to sew from his gf; he doesn't need scruff#and callouses to feel like a man. and i like that a lot about him#when he nd rae were growing up he had kind of a one sided rivalry with her because he felt like she; being someone who just lost her#parents; was 'getting all of the attention' so he tried VERY VERY VERY hard to be 'worthy'#he chilled out when he got older but it was pretty rough for him as a kid. he felt like he had to work twice as hard to be loved#bc rae was related to red so she had that automatic family tree tie. but he was adopted#and he was adopted BECAUSE blue enjoyed caring for rae so much that they wanted their own baby yk#he's very sweet and sensitive i love billy...#the only person who doesn't call him billy is orange and that's because she calls him william or will#this just turned into a billy ramble but </3 i love him he's a good kitty kat man
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Good news: the soft opening of the show went well
Bad news: I now have confirmation I took 4 extra units of long-acting insulin via panicking at the end of the show, second guessing myself about whether I took my Levemir at intermission. I am feeling them now as I sweat through a 3:00am low. I'll figure out a better way to track that I am taking my meds, but damn.
#this has been a post#i feel like i need a diabetes tag#kate is sometimes a stage manager#i really don't know how other diabetics manage if they don't write things down#sometimes the only thing that stops me from panicking about my 22:00 meds is my notebook#i didn't write a note about when i took my meds at intermission#so i took some 'fuck i hope i didn't forget and that i won't be ill tomorrow' extra units at the end of the show#i just don't trust my memory right now#i was late on a rental payment for the first time EVER this month and that was an unpleasant fine#i've taken it as further proof this show has fucked with me#anyway#local theatre bitching
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Just went potty with the doggos and found it has snowed like 6cm in the last 2 hours and
it's like winter ✨❄️🌨️
#random stuff#I love it#it's been so long since we had some proper snow#still snowing like crazy#now if only it would last for a bit#not related but#why is my glucose always plummeting when I want to get some work done 💔#I don't get anything done if I'm half dying orz#I'm not diabetic btw#that's one of the side effects of me/cfs#it takes around 2-3 hours for me to get back to normal once glucose levels have been low#which is a little annoying#this whole thing wouldn't be as bad when I would kick all those short chain carbs from my diet tho#it's is mostly an organizational issue aside from lack of strength/ stamina#eating really healthy is a lot of work 😓#ah well#I'm done ranting now haha#going to get a snack and then paint some more on Kermit#now that I think about it#it's interesting how all these little things that have been weird with my health throughout my life can be explained with me/cfs
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OH my gOD ohmygOD oh my god!! sorry but wtf!
#im hkgsmsgd#i put on some romcom from netflix to watch while cooking but omg the main girl has diabetes! like me!#wtf i've never seen that in a movie before! the closest i've come to being represented that way before was a wrongly written wattpad story#sorry i'm so fucking suprised by how happy this just made me#tf#i never thought about this before but wtf it's actually so nice to see#the hell#i thought it didn't matter to me but it does it seem#wow#wow im confronting my supressed assumptions here#wow!#emma talks#purple hearts
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i present to you the most useless talent i possess
#it felt like a workout i didnt breathe the whole time#but then right after some user posted a video in which he played the same song with super perfect score on every single hit#and i was like Holy Fuck#no matter how good you think you are there is always some other dude who does it better than you tenfold#this is a game i started to play a few weeks ago. i've even found a new friend there. she's 25 and lives on the other side of the globe#she's very sweet and compliments my shitty english often#she really adores me for some reason since the very start and it was kinda confusing at first#well not until i figured that we actually play on the steam-exclusive server lol#i had a chat with a few people in my mother tongue there and it genuinely ruined my day#my in-game block list is full and i don't usually block anyone on any platform. steam users are build different i guess#so it was one in a million chance of us to meet each other lol we have a lot in common. its bizzare even#but at the same time we're pretty much the opposites. she likes black. she wants to be shorter. she has a fiancé. she also lives in usa#a few days ago she has sent me a photo of the local protesters outside the cafe she was eating at#with the caption like “in the land of freedom there are protesters everywhere” and i got really sad#i flashbacked to a few years ago when i was trying to run away from the local police officers while attending the protest#its not the “trying to run away” part that got me traumatised for life but the idea of freedom in my country as a whole#ngl that day unironically kinda deformed my faith in humanity. my adolescent naivety and bravery had gone ever since#this is so sad i fear despacito won't be enough to fix this#what a shitty time to be alive dont you think#but if i keep thinking about the stuff i cant control or change no matter how hard i try i will spiral into insanity in a heartbeat#anyway i think she's really cute as well. she also has two cats that she loves so i've finally found a person to send all the cat memes to#also not that long ago some cat-loving english-speaking user wrote to me here and we talked sweetly for a little while#they've told me my crochets are cute and it genuinely made my day better. not because of the compliment but tge thought behind it#english-speaking cat lovers you should know that you're the sweetest people i've ever encountered in my life#but im afraid that my prediabities will develop into diabetes if we keep this up (im not against it)#i wish every person on earth is this kind#this escalated quickly i guess. lets just look at me struggling to keep up with the buttons on the screen
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I'm not much of an angry rant kind of guy most of the time. But god it's so fucked up to be trapped in a body where I can't move around too much or I won't be able to to move around much at all for the next several weeks and the general culture is just obsessed with whether or not I'm excercising enough. I have to prevent myself from moving. I want to move around and have to stop myself. I have to carefully ration every movement my body makes. I have to decide regularly whether or not bending down to pick something up is worth the cost of present and future pain and lack of energy.
It's also weird because so much of my life is defined by hunger. I have to actively try to ignore it because most of my day is thinking about how hungry I am, how I'm going to get food, am I going to have enough energy to make food, or even eat it, what can I do to temporarily stop being hungry, and dreading how much pain I'm going to be in when I eat. And I'm not really food insecure in the same way I was even a month or two ago. I spent a good chunk of time actively starving.
I do fucking yoga. I try to go outside and stare at birds for a while instead of being on my phone. I have to walk pretty much everywhere I go. Almost all of my meals are home cooked and with the best ingredients available to me. But the message is constant that it's not my circumstances, I just don't try hard enough. So I fucking sympathize with people who are constantly told the same, not by one person, but kind of by everyone, when that makes no fucking sense. Excercising is good, eating nutritious foods is good, but there are circumstances outside of your control.
Letting go of control was hard enough for me, being told I dont take enough control of my life and that's why it fucked me is really fucking exhausting.
#I'm not even mad at the person who made that post.#A lot of people don't know much about type 2 diabetes. I'm hardly an expert myself.#I'm not really mad at any one person about any of this there's just something gutting about trying to summon some sources#and seeing the words 'food insecurity doubles your chances of getting type 2 diabetes'#alongside 'maybe nonwhite kids just don't exercise enough because of the racism. because we're still working the obesity angle.'#Or just. The sea of health articles warning you to lose weight and stop eating foods you like to prevent diabetes even though we know by no#a lot of that is junk science built on top of pseudoscience or the absence of science.#And I think a lot about how many doctors blamed my weight on my own habits when I was literally underweight for my body type#because I was fucking starving.#Because I have a health issue that means I don't absorb half of what I even put into my body.#Or the assumption that because I use a mobility aid I must be lazing on the couch all day#when I had to walk like 10-20 minutes on uneven pavement uphill to even get to the appointment.#fucking exhausting and miserable.#It's impossible to have a normal ass life that way.#☠️
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About the label thing. I agree with you. Recently I've read a book where someone argued against labels (and autism diagnosis etc) claiming that labels hold people back. As if someone who would get an autism diagnosis wouldn't act autistic if they're not labelled autistic... That author believes that if you believe in something enough it comes true so if you say you can't do something it's your fault for not believing you can do it... Like of course positivity and trying out things has it's place but some take it too far so that accepting realistic limitations is out of the picture. Like realistically there are things people just have a harder time with compared to someone who isn't autistic. Besides people who say don't make autism your personality, didn't people already have that personality before getting the label that explains the behaviour and personality type...
sounds like toxic positivity to me. which can be just as harmful as being too negative. some people really don't get that and think being realistic or honest = negativity and think toxic positivity is the Right/Only way.
but seriously. the reason I got diagnosed with autism is because I wanted to know the reason why I had autistic traits and was severely struggling in life and couldn't make them go away no matter how hard I tried. i'm not acting autistic because I was told I am lmao it's always been here
#the whole concept of labels got so misconstrued and is ruining us as a people#pretty sure it started as meaning a thing other people stuck on you against your will so THEY can try to limit you and reduce you to that#not things you call yourself or things that are inherently part of you that you cant change#-i could be wrong but that's always how i thought it worked#when people call autism a label im like...is being left handed/blonde/asian/tall/athletic/diabetic/etc also a label? lables are bad right so#should people stop being those things too? i swear some people genuinely think everyone has choice over unchosen human traits#actually I tried to act neurotypical because I was told there was ~nothing wrong with me i'm just acting weird and stupid and#not like a real human on purpose~ and that didn't work out at all. I in fact could not will neurotypicallity into existence 🤣#you cant will everything into existence and some people really hate to hear that#its probably them living in denial ans trying really hard to not accept something about themsleves they consider bad/wrong
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ooc. im thinking about the main event for the DEN is when lindow and sakuya take the dance floor. hands down, best duo in terms of coordination and sense. they know how the other think, and what will their next move be. seeing them on the dance floor is like seeing them fighting aragami--top notch synchronization.
#ooc.| faty speaks#building up.| lindow#[i need an excuse to say lindow got some redeeming qualities XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD#[the power couple waaaaa#[lays on the ground and think about how lin melts when he is with sakuya....sobs#[bye world. diabetes high alert...heho mabufu....kupo...
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