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#i dont think anyone in my life realizes how devestating it is to try so hard to avoid going to a normal college#because i know that shit will kill me#and then have it all fall apart and i have tk#i have to go anyway#like my biggest fucking fear#like if i make it out alive its gonna be with my mental health ducked taped together standing on popsicle sticks and spite#vent
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hxh taught me a lot about what it truly means to have experience in your area of expertise.
this is what having experience in the field means. They figured out so much in only so little and immediately took measures against it. this fight is so good... shows u how insane the zoldycks are
even chrollo was like damn chill!!
#like i genuinely didnt understand why experience mattered if two people were just as skilled as each other. then i watched hxh and was like#oh SHIT. NO WONDER.#i love when we get these snippets that just confirm that there is really everything to fear about the zoldycks no matter who u are#chrollo wouldve died if it wasnt for his quick thinking of hiring illumi to take out the dons#if illumi decided to fuck him over it wouldve been game over for him. but this also shows that they have a strong job code#no matter who theyre against. even if its illumi against his own father and grandfather racing against the clock lol#i think it was illumis biggest flex to win that race tbh.#L silva & zeno#interesting that u can hire zoldycks in opposite jobs against each other. like thats a thing.#imagine if hisoka hired all the zoldycks against the troupe. uh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#anyways yapping over#hxh#hunter x hunter#silva zoldyck#zeno zoldyck#chrollo lucilfer#my post#zoldycks#zoldyck family
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no offense but i genuinely fear that their potential dynamic will go severely underutilized
#rick and morty#morty smith#prime rick#my biggest fear continues to be 'morty gets kidnapped by prime to bait c137'#because i think it could just. be so much more neat if morty and prime actually formed some kind of relationship independently. good OR bad#like idk imagine if morty is coaxed to join primes side out of some misguided attempt to protect his family#would sure be fitting for a character that clearly values his family and their safety idk!!!#and like. god imagine what morty mighjt think of prime#like he currently only has rick's perspective of prime. and obviously whether he wants to or not he sort of Has to rely on what rick says#idk imagine morty meets prime and hes like damn this dude is pretty cool. whether its because prime is putting on a deliberate act#or morty just Genuinely Thinks he's cool#ohhhhhhh imagine this is how they bring the morty mindwipe thing back.#prime would b like 'did you know c137 left the parts of you that disagree with him in a video game? isnt that fucked up morty'#theres just so much TO DOOO and im so terrified of NONE of this happening#bcs the writers seem to be physically incapable of prioritizing anyone but rick#LIKE GOD PLEASEEEE i know they only care abt the redditor audience BUT PLEASE do something ANYTHING with morty im about to start crying#went on a little rant lol sorry. can you tell i really like morty.
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Reading an article on how no one truly knows how to read a book front to back anymore is making me so terrified I literally don’t gaf if I’m a biochem major it’s looking more and more every day like I’m going for that literature master’s degree for no reason other than to feel something
#No I’m not kidding like HUH!!!!!#Chemistry always made the most sense but fuck that a lit masters is what I need#Like I can get chem pubs still who cares#I can take a lit class then detour to my organic chem lab I can make it work I was built for that kind of dichotomy#I will NOT allow my reading skills to atrophy just bc I’m in a science field#NO!!!!!#No omg#I have a BOOKCASE#I’m literally scared#I literally need a lit professor to yell at me#Or I need to unironically download pdfs of rhetorical analysis and go to town but I’m actually scared#Like my biggest fear is being one of those ppl who read tons of books but absorb nothing#I think the one thing I refuse to have ruined for me is actually engaging and connecting w books#I’m being serious .#Clutching the kitchen sink trying to talk myself out of spending thousands on a lit masters degree#(It wouldn’t be a waste it would be so cathartic)#I’m speaking from a place of deep fear rn but it’s also absolutely a possibility
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Currently trying to understand and pinpoint Ron "Slider" Kerner. Who are you Slider... what are your motivations... what are your goals... what is your favourite colour... why are you in the navy...
if anyone has any concrete thoughts about slider... please share them with me... who is this man... do you think he listens to nickelback? or does he think Metallica is the greatest band of all time?
#seriously tho#like i've thought about him obviously#but not to the same extent that i've considered ice and mav (like trying to understand their motivations)#i think he's a november scorpio (which isn't very helpful...) slider does not give a fuck about astrology#he expresses his masculinity in a very intense way (like all the characters do) (“so is my johnson” line)#and he's protective of Ice (“that's mr.iceman to you” and arm around ice's shoulder all the time)#but these traits all exist with being attached to something or something else (the navy and Ice)#so like... who is he.... outside of these people and things..#am i accidently reducing a complex character cuz of my own lack of understanding/similarities with him (my biggest fear)#idk am i overthinking this? yes probably#HELP ME! SOMEONE HELP!#top gun 1986#top gun#ron slider kerner#slider#new challenge: stopthatfool get out of the tags (impossible)
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i think everybody should think about how much of a privilege driving is before they judge people who don’t drive for being immature or whatever. like do you not realize that not everyone had a high school with driver’s ed or parents/older relatives who could teach them, not everyone had time to learn when they were younger, not everyone can afford a car and car insurance and any repairs that a car might need, not everyone lives in a place that is drivable anyway, and not everyone has good vision or a healthy enough brain and/or body to drive. and nobody needs to explain to you why they don’t drive! all you need to know is that the can’t, don’t want to, or it doesn’t make sense for them at this current time in their lives. fuck off!!!!! the response to inadequate public transportation isn’t that everyone should drive instead!!!!!! also everybody complains about bad drivers but people are incentivized to drive regardless of their actual driving ability because it’s shameful not to drive even if it’s a personal choice. and like maybe some people are just not self aware about their own driving abilities but some people just don’t understand that they are in control of a large machine that is dangerous if they don’t operate it properly and they have to be more responsible for the people they’re putting at risk because they don’t care enough to pay attention or follow the rules of the road or keep their tempers under control while they’re behind the wheel. anyway not everyone can or should drive, that’s all
#apropos of nothing i just was thinking about how judgmental my ex and her friends were in college that i didn’t drive#and i was not as bothered by that as i should’ve been lol#because i was low key deeply embarrassed about it so i thought it was kind of fair that they were being dicks about it#it was mostly this one guy. i tried to explain my reasoning but he just didn’t get it and kept pushing that it was dumb not to drive#and like. yeah sometimes it can be limiting but for most of my day to day life it’s not a problem at all#having a car would be a bigger problem to figure out rn#anyway now i think he should just go to hell#he was kind of judgmental a lot actually and had a pretty big ego imo with no reason to be that self centered#my ex was kind of egotistical too but at least she was an extremely interesting and bright individual#it was grating that she thought she was the most interesting person in the room all the time but she actually was lol#anyway. whatever this isn’t about her it’s about ME and not driving#it’s not gonna happen until i have enough money for a car and time to learn how to drive#and probably not until i actually get assessed (+ treated if diagnosed) for adhd bc my biggest fear is being a distracted driver#if anyone has a problem with that they can suck my dick#anyway. anyway.#that’s all i guess#i fucking hate drivers rn the drivers in my city are nuts
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ik it's hella unlikely BUT WHAT IF?!?!
#i would simply DIE#that's my biggest fear right there#like i can barely make it to 2025#and 2026 is so fucking far stop#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#dru blackthorn#ash morgenstern#thais pedroso#anush joshi#jaime rosales#cassandra clare#the wicked powers#twp#tsc
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Jesus Christ I was just in my yard with my son and saw a MASSIVE eastern diamondback rattlesnake. Son of a bitch must have been 6-7 feet long and as wide as my fucking biceps. When I tell you I grabbed my son and booked it when it started rattling BRUH I almost shit myself
#I love snakes but only if they’re very far away or behind glass#I was probably 20 feet away when I saw it and I just fucking froze#then it started rattling and I RAN BITCH#it was just passing through the yard (stretched out) but Christ I’m not going back outside today#those bitches scare the fuck outta me#of all the endangered animals I could have seen it ended up being my biggest fear ;-;#and the way my son immediately knew something was wrong when I froze too#he was like ‘…. momma?’#and why do I only see venomous snakes#garder snake I’d have no issue but no it’s always copperheads or cottonmouths or a FUCKING DIAMONDBACK#anyway I got an awesome adrenaline rush out of that
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USOPP ABSOLUTELY POPPING TF OFF???? Hitting a target THAT far away with SUPREME precision AND unlocking Haki?? I’M SITTING HERE LIKE
#MY MANS!!!!!!!!!!!#Listen I was REALLY upset with him earlier in the arc when he was a PUSSY and ran away from Trebol#Like. He had a whole thing about how he’s changed and how he’s not that much of a coward anymore#AND THEN HE FUCKING LEFT THE TONTATTAS AND RAN WITH HIS TAIL BETWEEN HIS LEGS LIKE A LITTLE BITCH#I WAS SO. FUCKING MAD#They were getting their asses beat and crying his name and he was being the BIGGEST fucking pussy on the planet#GOD I wanted to throttle him#It’s okay tho this was his redemption moment.#SO PROUD OF YOU BABY#Love that his fear of losing Luffy overpowered any feelings of cowardice#Like. He was so worried he was going to forget Luffy. He DID ALL THAT FOR HIS CAPTAIN#ALSO WHEN HE SAID ‘The seas without you…I don’t ever want to see that!’ FUCKIGN. USOLU MOMENT. SOBBING#I swooned. I’ll be honest I swooned. His sniper skills kicked in and I was like OHHHHHHHH?!!!!! SIRRRR 👀👀👀😳#Coughs anyway.#One Piece#Shima speaks#Usopp
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Having thoughts..about Arthur Lester.... :///
#no but like one of my biggest fears is that i will fick up sth really REALLY BAD by forgetting about it#or getting too focused on other thing and ignoring it#*fuck#and like.. he did it. he did the thing im so afraid of. it happened!!!#and it was the worst for him. as expected.#but it wasnt the end and hes still managed to live with it#oh this guy has so much guilt!!!!#anyway#having normal amount of thoughts abt him while i try to wrap my head around the themes and character arcs#there's so much going on there and its hard to keep track of eveything for me idk why#wojtekalog
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My favourite lil guy<3
#hehe. hehehehehehehehehe. teefs#i am mentally ill and my perception of my art is fucked so im not sure if i want to like it but others do and thats enough for me 😭#my biggest fucking fear is drawing the nosferatu bc i am not confident in my abilities to do them justice#bc i wanna do them all. yknow. they are ugly lil gremlin creatures w deformities and big teefs and shit and all i do is#all i do is draw pretty people most of the time !!!#anyways look at them !!! i love them !!! axel my beloved !!!#i put my whole fucking nosussy into this istg#digital art#artistvicky#vtm#vampire the masquerade#vampire#vtm oc#own art#nosferatu#tw blood#axel#<3333 they !!!
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And if I said that the familial tensions mixed with genuine care and love between Pierre, Caroline, and Abigail had a lot less to do with some tenuous affair and a lot more to do with them upholding some amount of gender roles in their parenting while both simultaneously fail to do so themselves…well what then?
#stardew valley#sdv pierre#sdv caroline#sdv abigail#and also this has a lot to do with my personal headcannon that Caroline and Pierre are former Yoba followers#simlair to deconstructed Christian’s#and did not rlly unpack a lot what becomes their biggest issues#hence the sexism but also the way Caroline’s fearful of Abigail getting mixed with the occult#and Pierre’s obvious insecurity and boastfulness being a bit of a projection of the fact that he is terrible at actually fulfilling his role#and both him and Caroline were just not given any alternatives so they can’t imagine a life that doesn’t look like this#which in turns pushes Abigail away when she can. she can so amazingly clearly#that she exposes the fruitlessness of their misery and it terrifyies them#PIERRE AND CAROLINE SHOULD GET DIVORCED NOT SO CAROLINE CAN FUCK THAT WIZARD#BUT THAT THEY CAN BOTH BE HAPPIER AND KINDER PEOPLE
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Seeing this live was so fucking scary btw cause what do you mean you're gonna literally jumpscare me with the art style of my favorite game series ever that hasn't gotten an entry in almost 9 years and I thought would never get an entry again and it's within the first few seconds of the Direct like-
#direct spoilers#m&l#m&l brothership#guys i feel like i have died and come back to life i still can't process that this is real#my biggest fear was a new M&L game that used 3D models oh my god I am so sorry they pulled it off so fucking well
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I wish I could tell every young person with a uterus (especially with bad cramps and/or dysphoria and/or depression, etc) that there is a decent chance they just straight up don’t need to live with that. don’t let the stigma surrounding contraceptives and the expectation that you should just ride it out and suffer win. for the love of god if there’s a chance you can lighten or even stop your period and it’s symptoms all-together, unless there’s a legit health concern, your doctor should at least make you aware of that option. I want every young person to know that “birth control” is not just for birth control and it has the potential to make your life infinitely easier to live. do not give in to anti-pill propaganda im serious
#kibumblabs#I remember being in late high school and my doctor suggesting it because of how terrible my dysphoria/related depressive episodes related to#menstrual cycle shit is. and like. im not saying it was a flawless transition but good god im serious it changed my fucking life#not to the extent testosterone would but it was still like. a Big Deal#because I was like. what the fuck. I’ve been suffering through this shit for years. and no one told me this was a thing? we’re all just#expected to suffer? because it’s ‘Normal’????#this whole time I could just. turn the bleeding off. or at least Down. turn off the debilitating breast soreness and swelling. etc.#anyway im not sure why im thinking about this but#i guess every time i hear someone (without any known health issues that’d interfere) like ah time for my monthly Week Of Pain And Misery#i want to shake them by the shoulders like. YOU DONT NEED TO LIVE LIKE THIS. PLEASE I JUST WANT YOU TO BE AWARE OF THIS.#and yes i know it doesn’t work for everyone or sometimes there’s side effects that make it not worth it or what have you#but for a huge huge huge amount of people. they just don’t know it’s an option. because it’s labelled Birth Control. and because there’s#this long-standing quiet fear mongering about it that makes it seem more dangerous and sinister and promiscuous than it is#similar in a lot of ways to other stigmatized hormone treatments. like. well. you know#doesn’t help that when you first get your prescription it comes with the worlds biggest list of Potential Issues (most of which are either#minor temporary or unlikely)#grahhghhhhhhhhh anyway. on a seperate but related note shout out to my fellow tboys who either didn’t have their periods totally stop on t#or (like in my case) they came back after like Years for whatever reason and that had to be dealt with via supplementary contraceptives#cw menstruation
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maybe i need to accept that i have the need for an rp blog for my oc and just do it . god!!!!
#my biggest fear is nobody giving a fuck abt it tho#like how embarrassing is that...... jesus christ
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One of my biggest fears folowing the end of s7 was that there would be some kind of lawsuit 2.0 era where Buck as the resident White Guy would be at least somewhat complicit with Gerrard's bs and then be redeemed in some shape or form and uhhh I am concerned
#i really hope they do the double agent angle if they do anything like this#but still if I see buck agreeing with gerrard on literally anything/failing to stand up for his friends i will cry#anyway I really hope they dont tho I really dont trust them tho I am most probably overreacting#i just saw who's at the back of that bts pic so yeah#ooh new idea what if eddie's having a coma dream where buck's mentor was gerrard?#911 spoilers#crow rambles while high on sleep deprivation#crow fucking overreacts to bts#tbh my biggest fear is how insufferable this fandom would be afterward lmao#911#evan buckley#911 abc#911 speculation
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