#like in public or social platforms wtf.

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good for them.

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2XL — OP81 [ part 1 ]

Summary: You are a young artist who gained a lot of popularity at the ripped age of 14 due to your talent and unusual style. Your body is considered "voluminous" so, in public, you only use 2XL clothing, to protect yourself from people on the internet and feel more comfortable while performing. You have managed to keep your personal life outside the spotlight but when Oscar finally made it to the glamorous lifestyle of motorsports, everything changed.

Pairing: Oscar Piastri x Reader

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Fic warning: best friends to lovers, kind of slow burn, slut shaming, weird people on the internet, people commenting about a minor's body, sexism, rape comments, rape "jokes", reader battles with her self-esteem, self-image, and self-love, Oscar is obsessed with his girlfriend and her body (not in a creepy way) and is not afraid of showing it, Oscar is not afraid of defending reader and dragging people though the mud.

Faceclaim: Billie Eilish

Note: Oscar is a year older than the reader. SMAU mixed with narrative. Reader doesn't have that much access to social media right now as they are mostly controlled by their management.

You were in shock, appalled, shaking in your boots. No, that wasn't enough to describe the excitement you felt when you saw the success your debut song was having. It had gone viral on the Soundcloud platform, and your followers were increasing rapidly, it honestly felt like a dream.

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ynusername Thank you so much for all the support and love you guys have shown to my debut song and EP. I am still in shock and shaking. I can't wait to see what comes next 🩵

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fanusername you deserve all the love, the songs are beautiful

→ ynusername Thank you so much for the support, it is a dream come true 🩵

oscarpiastri beautiful and talented, you deserve it! ☁︎🩵

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username this girl is going to be a fucking star

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username245 ocean eyes makes me cry so much 😭

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oscarpiastri I can't even begin to express how proud I am of you. You are such a talented artist and seeing how you are achieving all of your dreams makes me so excited. And…happy birthday! I don't care how famous you get, i’ll always remember how you almost die because you couldn't stop eating grapes.

Please don't forget me when you are famous, I can't live without your pancakes and you always REFUSE to share the recipe 😔

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ynusername and i’ll NEVER give you my pancakes recipe ☺️🙂‍↔️

→ oscarpiastri boooh, u are just mean and for what😣

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ynusername This pookie just won his first championship in motorsports and I'm still scared to cross the street alone, wtf. Anyways, CONGRATULATIONS!! I don't need to read your horoscope to know that you have a great and bright future ahead of you ❤️@ oscarpiastri

P.S. I understand that winning a championship is a bit of a big deal, but I'm not going to give you my pancake recipe. I don't care how pretty your eyes are 🙄

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fan1 wait, are they a couple?

→ fanuser3 No, as far we know, they have only been best friends since kids

randomuser oscar had an amazing season, I can't wait to see him in f1

fanuser2 Is Yn that tiny or is Oscar a giant? 😭

→ fan1 I know, their height difference is so cute 😔

→ fan3 both answers are correct 😂 but she's 5’1 so I would say that is not that hard to tower over her

Oscarpiastri if you give me the recipe, I will teach you how to cross the street without dying 😃

→ ynusername no❤️

→ oscarpiastri oh COME ON

→ oscarpiastri then, can you come and prepare me some? I pledge not to peek

→ ynusername that I can do

Oscar turned off the screen of his phone when he saw that you had returned from the bathroom, since he had taken advantage of those minutes that you were away from the table to respond to that disgusting comment on Twitter. There were times when he hated social networks, and because he was not a fan and did not find the logic in arguing with a stranger on Twitter, he could not avoid the anger that began to feel when he saw that comment from someone who claimed to be his fan. It wasn't the first time, and unfortunately it wouldn't be the last, that your fashion style was the center of conversation, and not in a good way.

“So, are we done here then? Nobody wants to order anything else?” asked his team leader. All the team members shook their heads and after the bill was paid, everyone started to get into the cars that were already waiting outside to take them to the bar they had reserved for the rest of the night. It wasn’t just that they had won the championship but now Oscar was officially of age, so it was also a reason to celebrate (although he wasn’t old enough to drink alcohol yet, but it seems that detail wasn’t that important to his team).

“Let’s go to McDonald’s for our monthly greasy burger” Oscar told you as you walked out of the restaurant. Your arms were intertwined, and your head was resting on his chest as the two of you slowly made your way to the exit. You couldn’t help but feel a warm flush running through your body. You felt so comfortable and safe.

''Even though I wouldn't want to break our tradition, you should go with your team to celebrate. I'm sure they made you a cake or something like that.'' Since you were both 12 years old, on the last Friday of every month you would go somewhere to eat sweets, junk food or things that you couldn't eat on a daily basis and, for both of you, it was almost a sacred day where you could be yourself, spend time together and just eat, talk or relax.

"Maybe you're right but honestly I'd rather spend time with you."

''I'd love to accompany you but I'm not 18 yet''

''Ohh right, you're still a little girl, I almost forgot. My bad''

''Shut up!'' Oscar just laughed and you let him guide you to his car. ''So, you're not going to the bar?''

''I told you; I prefer to be with you.'' You were both already inside the car and after buckling his seatbelt, Oscar leaned over you to put your seatbelt on for you, but you didn't realize how close you were from each other until he was practically right in front of you. Time felt like it had stopped, or at least it was going slower, since you felt like you had been in that same position for minutes. Oscar for his part couldn't help but run his gaze over your full, kissable and pink lips. For Oscar, you had always been a beauty that didn't need makeup, and if you had put on any, it would only be to make your already natural beauty shine. A few inches were all that separated your lips from his and Oscar smiled cheekily as he watched you hold your breath, maybe waiting, but waiting for what exactly? Oscar pursed his mouth into a satisfied smile.

Oscar finished fastening your seatbelt and sat back down to his seat as if nothing had happened, but he smiled mischievously when he watched you wipe the palms of your hands on your pants and felt you release the breath you were holding.

“I don’t know what’s wrong with that belt, but sometimes it gets stuck. I should check it out later,” Oscar said, and you nodded you head accepting his explanation. It was a lie. The belt was perfect, he just wanted an excuse to do what he did and yes, he didn’t regret anything. He got the answer he was looking for...that he wasn’t the only one who felt that way.

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dailyop81 One of the photos that are already coming out of Oscar's team celebrating the championship title, but he doesn't appear in any of them. Could it be that he didn't attend his own party?

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dailyynupdates yn and oscar hanging out today. According to the person who took the photos, the two were seen leaving a food store with a couple of bags (with snacks and what it looked like some junk food). They stopped at the park for a few seconds and then oscar started chasing yn while they both laughed. It should be noted that today is Oscar's celebration party, and he apparently decided to celebrate with yn.

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oscarpiastri such a lovely night with a pretty girl 🩵

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yn_global23 the height difference between them, I can't-

→ ynhater1 she looks like a fucking midget besides him, how is that cute? lol

→ ynhater1 and btw, the only reason she's famous is because she is with Oscar, if not, she would have flopped so hard 🤣

→ yn_global23 you are aware that yn was already famous before your little vroom vroom guy won any silly tittle, right?

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fanuser5 Oh, the way I would give my left kidney to see them together! Like TOGETHER 🙂‍↕️

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→ ynfan2 ong, me too!! I don't know a lot about Oscar but yn seems so comfortable and happy whenever they are together

→ ynuser2 omggg, Oscar liked your comment 😭

→ fanuser5 WHAT? I can't see it.

→ ynfanuser4 I think he removed the like but, we all saw it. @oscarpiastri explain 🫠

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→ ynfanuser4 ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

Radio check: I'm finishing up the next part of Enchanted, but this came to my mind, and I couldn't get it out of my head so here we are. If you'd like me to tag you, let me know. Like and Reblog if you like it!

[lowkeyrobin]

Platonic Ghostbusters x social media manager! Reader?

oooo hell yeah!! ; thanks for requesting and I hope u enjoy :)

GHOSTBUSTERS ; social media manager

summary ; you run the official ghostbusters social media platforms

warnings ; language

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Podcast wanted to run the official Ghostbuster social media's but was quickly turned down at that. They needed someone who could actually be on top of that kind of stuff and whatnot. So, Stanz made a deal with Podcast that they'd get a social media manager, and he could act as their teammate with that, basically. Giving them ideas, giving them video clips and extra details, etcetera.

Most of the others didn't see a real reason for a social media manager, but as long as it wasn't their money.

Trevor offered to just do everything himself, but that was obviously turned down as well. The teens all agreed not to let the adults run the account either. They didn't need millennial - Gen X / Boomer humor flooding the whole account and making them look bad.

And that's where you came in.

surprisingly, Pheobe was the one to find you. she's seriously the most chronically offline person ever so the fact she ever opened Instagram was a miracle in itself

lots of talking back and forth and meeting the original four three ghostbusters to get input, then meeting callie & garry and the teenagers

you actually figured out that you used to be friends with Lucky as well, damn

you had managed social media accounts before, but you'd recently quit a few of those because of labor laws being broken so, yknow

you quickly formed a bond with Lucky, Trevor, and Podcast. you were kind of close in age to all three of them and they were all invested in the public image for the brand

setting the Instagram up was genuinely the funnest thing ever

the four of you were chilling in the living room in the firehouse (since sleepover stuff, pheobe was in her room reading) and you had your laptop in your lap and the three of them over your shoulders

the amount of laughing and cackling got some scolding from callie upstairs

it took everything out of you to not make the first post a video of trevor being soaked in Slimer's slime (which had been recorded by Lucky just by coincidence as they were investigating the attic again)

the first three posts, which were pinned, all lined up to be like a banner kind of logo with the theme song in the back, and they all played the same video, clips of the og ghostbusters and how they grew and then the new ghostbusters

the tiktok is its own thing, you allowed trev, lucky, podcast (and pheobe) to run it, but everything had to be ran by you first because pr shit

but thankfully no boomer humor or slang is ever being put on those accounts

most of those people don't even know wtf the internet is anyways lol

stanz has a personal vendetta against you /hj after you posted a .5 of him for relatable promo. he had no idea what you were doing but it was criminal that you made his forehead look so much more bigger than it already was

Winston gives you a bunch of old pics to post to trending angst sounds as well LOL

let's not talk about that tiktok where you, lucky, and trevor dance to/remake submissive and breedable by smosh ft bbno$, okay?

^podcast and pheobe were behind the camera cackling the whole time

lots of random pic posts on the insta as well because why not (most of them are the teens looking awkward, callie, gary & lars trying to look like cool scientists, or venkman, stanz, zeddemore & melnitz being classic, sassy old people)

the socials are never professional whatsoever, it's fun but it's not heavily controversial or obvious that you're there as a pr manager basically or just to manage the socials

like man they don't have the time to look at all the comments, take all the advice, reply to fans, etc

I mean that wage ain't that bad either LMAO

trevor is always bitching about how you make more money than he does /lh

you're not just a representative to them, you're actually family. you're just cool like that

"bro y/n is such a mc I hate them" and you'll reply on your personal w a "says you, reality shifter" or smthn LMAO idfk

always reposting ghostbuster edits / fanart etc because fandom culture 🙏

also I can't get over the fact the ghostbuster theme song is canon now either. yk damn well that shit is plastered everywhere thanks to you 💀

"do the ghostbusters respond??" "stanz said he loves your dog" "HELP HSEIJDLAKE"

10/10 experience

[cleolinda]

A fresh pinned post: January 2025

Hello! You might remember me from Livejournal/Twitter, or you might just like what I post here. 2024 was a rough year health-wise, but we persevere. Here's what I’m doing as of January 2025:

Weekend Links: On Sundays I summarize the most interesting things I posted/reblogged that week, so check those or my archive out. Spine trouble laid me out for the second half of 2024, so those posts will return in February 2025, knock on wood. 

First look on Patreon: Mostly I’ve written about whatever strikes me, like not realizing I grew up in a haunted house, or that time The Ring nearly killed me. I have a Patreon tier where you can get longer posts—reviews, recaps, audio/transcripts and such—before I put them up here. A few things are even Patreon-only. That said, it’s primarily a free mailing list (and Weekend Links are always public), and I love having free members—so you can keep up with me no matter how many social media platforms crumble into the sea, and you can get major posts in your inbox so that you don’t miss them in the chaos of Tumblr. 

Gaming: Totally new endeavor. I fell in love with Silent Hill 2 remake playthroughs and decided to play it myself… even though I’d never played a video game before. I’m going slowly, but I'm actually doing pretty well! Commentaries in various formats (text, voice… video?) have begun.

Varney the Vampire masterpost: I have picked up with the Varney the Vampire recaps I did on Livejournal a million years ago; after a shorter hiatus, those will return in early 2025. I am gonna be real honest with you, whenever I’ve fallen off recapping Varney, it’s because I hit some chapter of repetitive, empty dialogue where nothing happens and I don’t know how to make it interesting. We’re just going to acknowledge that from now on and keep moving. 

Perfume discussion masterpost: I got interested in perfume—the history and how it's made and wtf is "white musk"—and so I write about that periodically. I had sinus trouble throughout 2024, so hopefully I’ll be able to get back to those now. For examples of my approach, check out Guerlain’s Mitsouko, Zoologist’s Tyrannosaurus Rex, Jean Patou’s Joy, or Aquolina Pink Sugar.

Basically I just pursue whatever I feel enthusiastic about, and people tell me that they like coming along for the ride. Feel free to follow along if you’d like. 

[somewhereincairparavel]

congrats on 400 follower event!!

as someone whos a jason grace stan i completely approve of the theme

my request would be warrior- about jason grace experiencing tiktok for the first time :)

Pjo social media au - Jason Grace edition!

PS I made it instagram instead because I don't use tiktok! I might even make a part two of this omg this was fun. I wanted to add videos like I did in the second one (with Percy and jason dancing ) but it wasn't supported by Tumblr so i added the Pinterest links to the first and last video of the face claims of jason dancing, just pretend like he posted it and check the video links out, they're super cute and so jason coded.

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blondepeterpan.Trying an internet dance for the first time!!

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blondepeterpan. Thalia pls. not on a public platform 😭

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blondepeterpan. Dancing with one of my bros! Percy, you just couldn't bear to not make me laugh huh? And @badboysupreme, before you get dramatic, yes you are still my number 1 and ily, pls join me next time.

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➥blondepeterpan. anytime, don't ever feel replaced, bc you are always wanted, esp by me :)

➥badboysupreme. wait a sec.. did u just publically admit that you want me?? 👀

➥persea.seaweed.brain. don't get your hopes up dude, I already stole yo man lol isn't that right @blondepeterpan??

➥italian.ghost.boy. dam will and I are straighter than this wtf lmao

➥badboysupreme. cap asf bruh

➥panpipes. leo, jason has been real quiet since you asked him if you wanted him 👀

➥Italian.ghost.boy from one gay boy to another leo, I can confirm that jason is currently giggling and kicking his feet and is rethinking if he's actually straight or not after looking at your comment while simultaneously trying to convince himself that you are just a friend because he thinks you are too good for him :)

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➥blondepeterpan. real

➥blondepeterpan. wait. what boyfriend, I don't have a boyfriend.

➥blondepeterpan. Annabeth. What were you implying.

➥blondepeterpan. ANNABETH ANSWER ME PLS

[th3-c0ll3ct3r]

The sheer audacity of Ava Kris Tyson

The sheer selfishness. Stupidity. Entitled. The Wtf factor.

They're are 2 huge takeaway from this situation that I'll address and be as fair as possible.

1. The underage/pedophile situation

Diabolical. Absolutely diabolical. Underage texting should not be tolerated and the worst thing is that them deleted all tweets that could "be used against them". Is genuinely disturbing, that they were able to get away with this for THAT LONG

And it's clear the the legal system is not going their jobs of oh my goodness it was all public information, and yet it took about 5-10 years of them being around people the same age/younger for people to know.

I was and still am a fan of Mr Beast, because he has done NOTHING WRONG. He was not the one texting minor, engaging with them, so on and so on. Mr. Beast is an INCREDIBLE person and should not be dragged down by the mistake of another even if they're friends/co-worker.

But I can assure you that the trust that he and many other must have had in Ava Kris Tyson is gone.

Obviously theirs a clear difference between liking post and doing the messaging/interacting and they've done both.

It's an upset to the fans, his younger audience, ALL participants, Mr Beast crew, Mr Beast himself and his (now ex) wife as well as their CHILD

This should be yet another testament to the fact that both minors/people of the Internet are not being well protected by the social media platform they're using and it shows. It also shows the lack of actual action from.. Oh ya know... THE FUCKING POLICE, like in the UK (where I'm from) if they know about something, even just a little bit, you're on a list. No questions asked. They'll come to your home, take your information and you may be on a list until they catch the person.

I don't know what the policing is like in America but it doesn't look good.

Overall. Bad situation.

2. Transgender rights.

In the words of many (and accurately) they just set the community back 10 years. They're JK Rowling's wet dream. They're every conservative example A argument when it comes to trans rights. The absolute SELFISHNESS of this individual is jaw-dropping.

They've now set the president of "trans people could be pedophile" in the worst way possible. And what makes it worse is that the media tends to use key identificating factors, such as "black individual" or "British person".

So on every headline about Ava Kris Tyson it will all point finger to transgendered people. Sparking more debates about there rights.

I am fearfully for the Americans because Trumps presidential landslide is going to come due to recent situations and I will not be surprised if you use this as example a b c d e f n g as to why transgender people shouldn't have right. Why LGBTQIA+ people are criminals.

It's horrible. Humiliating.

And to be clear you can be upset about BOTH THINGS

A person being upset about the damage to transgendered rights is not saying that pedophile is good, because that's a whole new sentence. A whole new thing. A whole new post. A whole new argument.

But to conclude. Don't message or ask for nudes online EVER especially if you don't know the person. And do not let the actions of another take you down.

Edit: grammar/spelling (hopefully fixed lol) plus now fuck Mr. Beast, my guy just doomed all the charities he's helped.

[chronicfagtigue]

Hey, coming from someone who's paralysed and uses and active chair, if you're making your entire personality the fact that you bought a hospital chair for a condition and usually doesn't need one at all, you should maybe look a little deeper and think about why you want to be in a wheelchair so bad. You've admitted you don't need it, it sure sounds like its a bad fit for you. Is it the online diversity points? the percieved social privilege? the wanting to feel worse off than other people? Because its really weird to see, as an Actual wheelchair user. You can just be disabled, you don't need to do this for attention.

ANON CONT.: Calling wheelchair useage a "transition" really isn't helping either. It sounds just like those TransDisabled people that are Transitioning into being wheelchair users because being abled causes them dysphoria. Seriously, think for a bit.

so like have you never met an ambulatory wheelchair user in your life or something? i can’t believe im even dignifying your ignorance and hate with a response

but like funny thing: you actually don’t know me at all. having a sideblog to talk about my personal struggles with my disability and internalized ableism is not a new concept unless you were just born yesterday?

i didn’t buy anything. it was gifted to me by my friend because i’ve been talking about benefitting from a wheelchair for A WHILE now. i asked if i could borrow it, he said to keep it

i actually don’t “want” to be in a wheelchair so bad. i actually want to not need a wheelchair. i want to not need a cane. i want to not need daily medications that give me horrible withdrawals every time i forget to take them. i want to be fine. but im not. so i have the chair. make sense?

nowhere did i ever say i don’t need it so idk where you pulled that out your ass

and idk what world you live in where you get any fucking benefits from being in a chair. my legs get stiff, everyone stares at me, i got stuck in a pothole on my way to my car and a stranger had to help me. frankly i feel humiliated and weak by needing any help or merely being perceived as needing help

hence the blog. make sense? making sense? im trying to work through some issues here. it’s fucking tumblr. it’s a fucking microblogging platform. i have 4 followers. what fucking social points?

it seems like YOU have some self hate to work through if you take out all your pent up negativity on people with fibro (which, for the record, is a disability that makes some people become chair users) and people who only use a chair on bad days

or maybe you’re just stupid! who knows! i actually, i do know. i know. because your only association with the word “transition” is like… trans people. or fake “trans abled” people? like wtf are you on about

believe it or not 🤗 transition is a word that means in between, changing, shifting. you following?

changing, shifting, from being someone who didn’t publically use a chair, to being someone who does publically use a chair is what? 👂

YES! very good 🤗 TRANSITIONING!!!!

why don’t you really think about why you had that reaction, hm? Seriously, think for a bit.

[black-butler-yasss]

Unrelated to Black Butler real quick but since tiktok actually got fucking banned I'm moving back here full time and I hope this app flourishes again like it once did. I remember it's hay day and I'm glad to see more people active and I want to interact with my moots more and I wanna make more online friends again.

This country (United States) is so fucked rn and we have like barely any outlets anymore to speak our minds bro. Tiktok, although a little brainrot-esque, was a social media platform that actually united us. I'm tired of the censorship, the bigotry, the racism, sexism, transphobia, and fucking Christians thinking they control this country. (Not all Christians, just the ones that think church and state should be combined).

We are moving closer and closer to fascism and I'm fucking terrified dude. As a queer women who is married to another women wtf does our future hold. We want to have children, we want to have a future. Not to mention, we are both fucking educators in the public school system.

I'm so incredibly outraged by the state of our world rn in this actual dumpster fire of a country. This is hunger games territory, this is handmaid's tale territory, this is holocaust Hitler nazi Germany territory.

This can not be actual reality. It thought we escaped it after 2016. I have to live in fear for another term and this one he's gonna actually do as much damage as he can. AND he's hinted to his followers that they "won't have to vote again"?! H e l l o???

I'm so upset. Now I have to fight and the generation who is still alive who fought already have to fight AGAIN for civil and equal rights.

How did this happen? How did the people allow the government to become so powerful? We have to stand together, we have to fight, and we have to make change happen.

[miraitenshi]

If you're comfortable sharing, what kind of things have people said to you when you've worn jirai kei in public?

The only reactions I've gotten have been from guys, some teen boys were jokingly flirting with me and my friend (like "Hey you're sexy, wanna go out?" while snickering in a way that made it obvious they were mocking us)

And then I had one guy ask if I wore my shoes to look taller (I'm 156 cm but wear chunky platforms)

I'm sure you look lovely though and I hope you don't let anyone bring you down! They just have nothing better to do than criticise strangers

Sending you lots of love 💞

Bad experience wearing Jirai

Firstly thank you for being so sweet💗

To answer the question I’ve had a lot of bad experiences but one of the worst would be from last year which really made me not wear Jirai out cuz I’m so traumatised.

But basically I was just minding my business going to my uni lecture and there was a group of guys just outside the class staring at me. I have bad anxiety so I already knew they were gonna come up to me and they did. I had earphones in and one of them started talking so I took it out and asked what he said and he was just saying that I look really innocent and like a child. I said wtf cuz he was being really creepy and coming so close to me. During the lecture he sat next to me and kept whispering in my ear and saying he loves innocent girls and he could easily do anything to me.

I got so scared I literally was gunna have a panic attack so I left the class so fast when it ended and he started running after me asking me for my name and if I can add his socials. I literally ran so fast while having a panic attack. I ran all the way to my dorm and I didn’t go to any classes for a week or two and emailed my teachers about what happened.

The thing is this dude has been doing this to me for a few months. But at first he would complement me but then he started just sexualising me and saying creepy stuff and his friends would make fun of me saying I have a good body but ugly face and I look so childish not like other girls in my class. Saying things about my body and appearance in general just made me feel so fucking insecure and I haven’t been the same since that happened tbh.

I just decided to stop wearing Jirai out and I sold all my clothes and things because it affected me a lot. I still dress very cute and soft I try to incorporate as much Jirai into my fashion without fully dressing up like I used to. I’ve been heavily bullied in highschool too for wearing it. Just a lot of things happening that made me decide.

Aaaaaaaa I wrote so much idk if you’re gunna even read this or if anyone cares but yeh. I have so many stories of ppl harassing me and shit but we would be hear for years lol

I still encourage everyone to dress how you want and not let other people get to you. I hope one day I can get back into it. Rn I just don’t have any money to buy anything but food so it’s a bit of a struggle.

[hypergamiss]

so i was talking to this guy i met on a dating app (my friends were like go for it you’ve never been on a date) and we were talking for like 4 weeks we both have very busy schedules. yesterday he asks if im free on sunday so we can finally meet. i tell him yes, ask him for the details of the date. then i ask him to pick me up since he has a car and he says it’ll be a long drive for him and that he could pick me up from the train station. (but the restaurant is like a 15 min walk from there which to me is unnecessary) and that i probably won’t feel comfortable dressing up nice to get on the train, so i should wear something casual and should tell him if that works for me. i tell him i don’t want to get onto public transport and ask if he could get me a ride (thinking this won’t be a problem at all since the guy works everyday all day a 30 dollar uber won’t be nothing😭) and so then he says ‘hmm never mind lol’ and so im a lil surprised because i’ve voiced the fact that 1 i don’t have a car and the train journey will be over an hour and is quicker by car. 2 i wanted to look good for our date so why is he asking me to dress casual?? 3 why is the uber suddenly off putting like i asked him to pay my rent lol wtf (also please bare in mind that i’m a 20 year old student and he’s a 28 and works full time) do u think was i asking for too much? wasn’t really fond of him but id like to know for future reference.

I don’t think that you are asking for too much at all. Knowing that you were communicating with him from a dating app already indicates(to me) that he’s a low effort type of man. I know some people have success with dating apps, but the vast majority of men on there are there because they can easily talk to(a lot of) women that they would never have the courage to approach in real life. Think about it like this: why would he go out of his way to send you an Uber if all he had to do to talk to you was swipe his phone screen? Imagine if he saw you in person one day and he was a nervous wreck thinking when would be the right time to approach you and get your phone number or social media? He replayed the scenario multiple times in his head until he finally made the bold move to come up to you and say something that would be perfect to break the ice. He went through ALL OF THAT, just to tell you “hmm never mind lol.” I highly doubt that if he did all of that, he would not send you an Uber. Instead, he would be thinking to himself that he went through a stressful emotional roller coaster to get your attention and that he didn’t do all that work for NOTHING. So that $30 Uber? He’ll be thinking that’s nothing to him and make it a luxury vehicle while he’s at it.

Again, I am not discrediting those who have success with dating apps. I’m simply giving you my perspective on why I believe MOST of the men on those platforms are not serious. I do not think you did anything wrong or absurd on your part, and any man who asks you to lower your standards (especially when you’re being perfectly reasonable) is not worth entertaining.

[spiritunwilling]

ok pause the mitski. theres lots of examples of bad internet apologies. ppl are still making ukelele jokes. or that one brunette girl who cried. and that other person (maybe same person?) who monetized hers? and on one hand yeah these examples r rlly insensitive and revealing of how the creators behind them didnt gaf abt the harm they did but its also like well what if they did a good apology. what then.

bc like the other thing i remember from that youtube era were these 'body language experts' who would take these videos and zoom in on, like, dilation of eyeballs or hand placement or whatever the fuck psuedoscience they thought sounded cool and smart and go "oh yeah see this here. she's insincere because her frown was 0.5 inches too shallow. if she really felt bad she would frown deeper". (on a lower note they did this 2 amber heard too). and overall everything just gave the impression that. like. if someone said the same thing but hit all the correct social cues, they would be able to do it right. even though that's just about understanding and hitting social cues, which doesn't have anything to do with sincerity or willingness to own up to harm and change.

[sidenote dude in minecraft (which i am playing intermittently between typing this) i just found like three different diamond veins in like a <20 block radius at y=0 wtf is going on]

i mean like i guess when i say all public apologies are inherently performative i dont mean that everyone who issues one is a sick and twisted master manipulator or that everyone who issues one isn't actually sincere. like. srry man thats just how it goes. everythings a play when you're on a stage platform. but idk. the way that creators then go about with that performance. as well as the way the public receives those statements. is interesting to think about. as well as i guess. what both parties are actually looking for, what they really want. out of these kinds of things.

[lesbianboyfriends]

What do you think of the Brittany Mahomes thing 💀 obviously we don’t stan her and she’s not representative of Taylor, but as a poc fan it does make me feel icky seeing Taylor hang out with her as recently as TODAY when this has been viral for the past few days and brit’s response yesterday was “ppl hate you when you’re successful.” I just! I love Taylor so much but what does that say about you when you welcome these people into your inner circle and embrace them and have no doubt given them more exposure and clout? 💔 It also reminds me of when she trav brit and patrick went out to dinner in Amsterdam w another chiefs couple who are MEGA public trumpies, ppl tried pulling the “u need to be civil with work friends” card (which I already side eyed as you don’t fly across the world for a show and dinner of someone ur not friends with) but now knowing basically the whole group are racist asses makes me wonder wtf is going on??? Does she truly not care anymore like I’m sick. Oh but all the poc ppl talking about it across platforms are ofc being called Vipers in empath’s clothing jfc

Tbh, and @heystephen has said it well many times, but Taylor after being massively cancelled sees a lot of valid criticisms and callouts as the same or similar type of harassment that she received. She is the type of person who does not listen to others and has to find things out for herself. As a black person, yeah it’s deeply upsetting to me that she continues to associate herself with such people, but at the end of the day, what can I do about it? I can educate others, pass resources and information on, and do MY part to be active in my community, but she is accountable for what (and who) she associates with both publicly and privately, and that is not my problem.

I’d love for Taylor to be more publicly socially aware, but the more people ask her to do things, the less she seemingly wants to do them. Pushing her does not work, and my influence is very minuscule (to her), so I try not to expend my energy on it. If that makes sense. I appreciate your everything you’re saying.

[cyarsk5230]

nevergrowup-tv 

37m ago

Ranking things people and brands have done in regards to Taylor/Travis from "weird and please don't do that again" to "this is creepy and dehumanizing":

anyone who is planning their wedding or otherwise saying they are meant to be together forever (including digging up the fact that Travis and Marjorie Finlay share the same birthday - wtf)

journalists who keep asking Travis' teammates (and coaches and other NFL players and so on) about Taylor instead of about their job

NBC using Taylor songs without permission to promote games/commentary on football

people taking pictures of them at private events without consent

football fans being generally misogynistic and saying Taylor is ruining football

swifties flocking to Travis' comments on all social media platforms calling him their new dad or otherwise weirdly commenting on the fact that he's dating Taylor

swifties flocking to JASON's comments and doing more or less the same thing

brands like Heinz jumping into the seemingly ranch joke and actually selling products inspired by the joke

that friendship bracelet thing that the stadium or NFL or whoever decided to do

treating Taylor like a commodity for a sports team to make money and get publicity (see: Mark Cuban)

[thatiswhy]

#when you reblog a relatable post and the op is shocked. Shocked! that anyone would reblog a post on the tungle #’it was a personal post!’ bitch that’s what we’re all here for #i deleted obviously but like wtf? if you want no reblogs TAG THE FUCKING POST ‘don’t reblog’ it’s not hard #yeah i’m still shirty months later! i don’t appreciate being put in the wrong with a backhand shove out of nowhere #i do not reblog posts that feel THAT personal to be clear #it was a normal fucking level of personal #rrr

YES!!! Also "why are you adding to my post" I'm not talking to you. I'm doing standup monodrama in my literal bathroom for an imagined audience of myself, my favourite little dude living in my head rent free, and whichever two to five mutuals are most arsed in that time period to actually read through my shit, informed by a delicate mixture of my general state of being, major world events, and the last few posts I saw. The exact same thing you were doing, on this here microblogging platform with social features. If you want any interaction to be a separate thing, 1. you're on the wrong platform, 2. make the post/blog private and just 3. don't look at your notes. If you published it, publicly, on a public platform, it's now public. I'm sure your wittily worded threeliner about buying cheese will be fine.

I love when people are like “I can’t believe you reblogged that despite their user name, icon, bio, and last twenty posts” bc to me my dash is the only part of this website and I’m not slowing down to look at urls you could all be the same person

[kinokoplum]

Kinoxiety Diary #3 ( a bit long)

Hey guys.

Yesterday I saw a story in Facebook that triggers my anxiety.

My ex’s story that said he will come for me and another story that shows like a picture of a Grim Reaper and said things about how I created him as a monster and that I’m scared of his dark side. It was really disturbing. In our years together, he didn’t really shown or do like a boyfriend at all. I lived with him in his parent’s house because I was new at the metro. All of my mental health problems started on that house. His parents talking shit about me. Him not a proper boyfriend and whenever I confronted him how he always play games with his friend or how he acted when his friends are around like I am not there or I am just a maid or a baby sitter for him.

Yes, I asked him to help me with my studies but that’s it. And he pointed that at me. Like wtf?

I left him cause I am full already with that mental abuse I took from his parents and from him. When we got a little fight he will make it big and even punch the wall. He won’t listen to me and I’ll be the one to give up and starts soothing him. That’s when I started not to talk to him that made me upset or he will get upset and starts to wreck havoc in the house.

It’s like I cannot move or think freely when I’m there. So when I moved out the house with all my courage I was really happy. Even though his parents stop talking to me and said that I am ungrateful and use them for money and all. Which is not. I cannot even eat freely the foods in there if they won’t say I can eat or him and his cousin are eating. I work hard to earn money and to afford living in an apartment. And they still talk bullshit about it.

When I met my boyfriend he was really kind and care so much for me. It was not hard not to fall in love with him. I know its wrong that I was talking with another guy while I’m in a relationship. So I kept it to myself until I got the courage to break up my ex.

My boyfriend (now) understands the situation that I don’t want to let our relationship out in the public.

But my ex stalked me in all my social platforms and saw the about me of my boyfriend.

My ex is so angry and threatened me that he will kill his self if I don’t follow his wishes. His one wish is to live with me in the apartment. He is trying to get me again.

It was a bad move from me but I was so scared. While he is in my apartment he kept threatening me with a knife on his hand and trying to slice his wrist. We had a fight about that. I tried to take away the knife and at one time the knife was pointing at me. But thanks God he stops. I was tired and exhausted. I can’t focus work. It’s like going back to that house that I cannot move freely. (It is already MY apartment.)

My boyfriend was so worried about me. He keeps the communication on and we are still video calling even if he is there. Every night we fight over a knife. When he wanted to talk with me and promise it will be a calm talk but later on he will be angry and threatening me again to kill his self.

My friend and my one of my co-workers are the two persons that knew about my situation. They told me to kick my ex out in my apartment. That they assure me everything will be fine and if he keeps insisting about it I can just call the police or the authority to report of this disturbing behavior.

So I did. It was peaceful until today again.

I didn’t block him yet because that was he wished. But now, my friend told me to really block him so that he can see me or disturb me again.

[tammyfeabakker]

Marketing is bullshit these days... To do this you must have social media accounts. Frankly I do not like social media. I got shit to do other then being on social media platforms. If you don't have the following your idea fails. It's bullshit. If you don't have many social media platforms you sink. I don't like social media because it pisses me off makes me cry happy sad wanna kill someone hug someone all in matter if 5 mins. I have a hard time getting through the shorts. Something always breaks my heart. I can't even be on here everyday because I got shit to do. I also think it's a ploy to keep us in the house while they collect data on us to use it against us. Not to mention data sells it's a trillion dollar market. It pisses me off the scamming phone calls from people that bought my data from someone else it's my fucking phone I pay the fucking bill. But everyone is making a profit off my data.its invasion my phone is not propaganda not advertisement. Not public . I talk on the phone talking to my kids propaganda shows up. That's talking a personal conversations is public domain now. Selling your soul without knowing it. Well if this is how it's going to be fuck this. To market my kids store I have to sell my soul so others can profit off my data fuck that! Job sights another scam. Put your data in for a job 17 phone calls from warranty people health care solar. They say don't put your info online like wtf the want ads in the paper don't exist anymore.