#like idk i feel like a child blaming herself for the death of her parents AND THEN ACCIDENTALLY CAUSING THE DEATH OF ANOTHER CHILD would idk

[cockringhoratio]

im not gonna lie i expected wendell and wild to be,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, better,,,,,,,

[dragoness05]

When I Think the Sbg Gang Will "Die"

these are just my headcanons for the order i think they'll die in, and why i think so

(also i would just like to say ahead of time that the lack of good colors for them sucks)

Tyler We saw this, it happened a while ago, but why was he the first? I could just be reading into this too much, but one of the things about Tyler that really stood out to me was how protective he is of the people he cares about. Being the first to "die" would make him feel weaker, which would also make him doubt whether he could really keep the others safe like he wanted.

Aiden Also happened already, but we've all seen that what made him so reckless (not necessarily when he died, just in general) is that he was clearly neglected as a child. Regardless of whether his parents cared about him or not, it feels like they didn't really know how to raise a child, and they ended up leaving him alone a lot. This made him reckless and borderline suicidal.

Taylor I'm not really sure if I think that her or Logan die next, so I just put her first because why not. Taylor is the most pacifistic out of all of them, but Tyler getting hurt made her reckless, which has been making her put herself into even more danger. She's become a lot more likely to charge into a fight without hesitation, and this means that she is a lot easier to hurt than before.

Logan Like I said, idk whether Logan or Taylor will die next, so this is just the order I put them in. Logan is their "sniper", so he's used to shooting from afar. Even in the facility, he had his guns, so he didn't have to fight them with close-range weapons, meaning that it would be harder for him to adjust to fighting them without a gun.

Ben He’s the caretaker of the group (yes I did write family by accident), so watching the others “die” and being unable to protect them would hurt him a lot more than dying first. Unlike Tyler, who was definitely shaken by the fact that he died first, meaning that maybe he couldn’t protect the others, Ben wouldn’t be as affected if he died earlier, as he wouldn’t really be using that to decide his strength. However, watching the others “die” would make him feel useless, as if he couldn’t help anyone. Also, I don’t think he’ll use his voice, unless someone is in grave danger and he has to warn them, but even then it’s not likely.

Ashlyn Okay this is just a given, as she’s definitely the biggest character out of all of them, but also, there’s the fact that she blames herself for everything that’s happened to the others, even if there wasn’t anything she could have done, so watching everyone “die” would make her suffer both mentally and emotionally. Personally, I think that there’s a chance that she’ll actually die, and not just in the phantom world, and tbh, I think it would be really interesting to see how the others would react to her permanent death.

okay i didn't really finish this (aiden, logan & taylor's are all incomplete) but i know that if i leave this in my drafts it's never gonna see the light of day so here

[circeyoru]

KDHDISHUS

I just finished reading the latent charter of Unwanted soul AND OMFG IT'S SO GOOD HDHDIDHDIHDJD

I did not expect a new caracter, yet alone a new yandere!!! And I love how this is like, a diferent type of yandere unlike Alastor, were he is in love, Nemisis idk...like, worships us? Something like that! BUT I LOVE IT!! And I also love the way Kat died! Serves her right for being a stealing bad person hshs

Quick question tough: will us/reader ever have some kind of parent/child or mentor/student relationship with Nemisis? I feel like it would be cute hdhdhhduddg

I'LL STOP ANNOYING U KNOW!! PLEASE TAKE CARE KF URSELF :DD

This is for {Unwanted Soul} , check MASTERLIST for the work

Aww, you're flattering me too much~!

As for Reader's/your relationship with Nemesis.

I feel think it's more of a writer-editor friendship type of deal. It's work but there's a bit of causal mix into it if you get me.

Essentially, what Nemesis or, at the time, Cecil, saw was that Kat took your role as the writer/author. Cecil would have been working with you on the novels but she got Kat instead and was working with Kat without knowing and realizing that Kat was never the author. Cecil blames herself for not knowing and feels guilty for being in service of Kat.

Cecil doesn't assume that she knows everything about you since you two were never close, nor have you two met directly. Cecil only has brief imagery of you through Kat's descriptions, she pieces things together to get how you are. It's cause of her not knowing what you like or prefer in a friend that she uses a gender-neutral name and 'they/them' pronouns now that she's/they're in Hell.

*A bit of lore on Cecil's name. It means blind and sixth. I'm focusing on the blind part. It's what it is. Cecil was blind to Kat's lies and blind to finding out about the real author to the novels she loves until it was too late.

Now for Nemesis, they back off when they saw Alastor as a protector of yours and a capable one at that. It's heavily implied that Nemesis was there to watch Alastor throw Kat around in a fit of rage on your behalf. Nemesis would have appeared if Alastor didn't act or you didn't do anything. It's to show you that someone will get their hands dirty for you because you are deserving. Nemesis' first agenda was also to tell you the truth of what happened and what they did before their death. In a way, to give you a peace of mind on what you loved.

Nemesis is there as a reminder that you were noticed in the living world. Your story was told and you took back what was stolen. Their yandere tendency is more towards supporting you in whatever you want or do and to mull down any that finds fault in you and opposes you.

[demonic-dorito]

And I do wonder if Leandra subconsciously resents Hawke?? Like she was a young noble lady beloved by her parents and ended up running away with a mage for love, only to be forced to confront the reality of being a runaway. I wonder if leandra subconsciously projects her disillusionment onto Hawke as if it’s somehow their fault as a way to avoid confronting it herself. It would explain why Hawke is the expendable one, and why Hawke was expected to be the primary provider and take care of the family after Malcolm died, and why Leandra blamed one of the twin’s death on Hawke (bc if you believe Hawke is the expendable one, it should have been Hawke in the ogre’s grasp).

Idk if I’ve already said this before bc I’m obsessed with it but think about Leandra’s last words to Hawke. “I’ve always been so proud of you.” I wonder if this is Leandra actually saying that Hawke lived up to their role well. And this is heavily Hawke-dependent, but how does Hawke take this? Struggling their whole life with a mother who primarily views them through the lens of what hawke can do for the unit she actually views as being her family, only to have her last words to be about that. I wonder if there’s ever been a moment in Hawke’s life where they feel like they were loved by their mother. And how in Leandra’s eyes, saying that Hawke lived up to their role well could very well be her definition of love, and how heartbreaking that is for Leandra as a character (like grappling with being the golden child who also ran away from her family, tarnishing their reputation with scandal?? And then having her parents afterwards be so cold to her that she honestly believes they took her out of their will????? The guilt she must feel??????? How this would intensify the resentment she subconsciously feels for Hawke, not being able to grapple with choosing herself and the man she loves over following roles to the bitter end?????????????)

And of course this is highly speculative so if this doesn’t match your interpretation of Leandra that’s 100% okay

[littleshysheep-at-da]

ooooAAAAAAAAUGHHHH.

oka's whole thing is so tragic. do u have anyheacanons for herand /or poti

I do not know what the “ooooAAAUGHH” is in response to but I feel like I agree 🤔 lol.

TBF Oka was quite literally born into the hands of one of the MOST manipulative man (Potimis) EVER. So I don’t think anyone who knows the full circumstances could really blame her but I know she’ll probably never stop blaming herself.

I like to think at some point Kyouya apologizes to Oka for what he said when they first met because he felt it was hypocritical and unfair. Which I think Kyouya is the type to not apologize for all the things he’s had to do for war, not because he doesn’t feel awful about it, but sort of because he’s resolved himself and apologizing would feel insincere and unfair (let me make this about Kyouya lmaooo my bias is so strong can you tell). But I feel like he would apologize to miss Oka for what he said to her and I also think Katia would jump in with her own form of not quite apologizing for her actions (because she was right to doubt Oka but not because of Oka herself but because of Potimis lying to her), but apologizing that she had to be put in such a position. Also Katia also is a bit of the tough love and would probably try to reason with Oka that she shouldn’t have to feel responsible for all her students just because they have a connection from their lives (as a way to sort of to try and lessen Oka’s guilt over everything). But yeah I think a lot of the reincarnations would apologize to her and try to do right by her own once they learn her full circumstances.

I would honestly be really interested on what Oka’s thought on Shiro are though? Like? To Shiro Oka is quite her savior who she owes a life debt but idk if Oka even remotely remember her at all. Like afterwards do you think she’s just like “the classroom Spider? What.” 😭 I think she would want to speak to Shiro about it which would,,, go as well as anyone (aside from Ariel) who tries to hold a conversation with her. I think once Oka knows who Shiro is she would try to include her with the other reincarnations (which has the vibe of a mother trying to get her child to socialize… sorry I love found family parent child structure sooooo much with KumoDesu lol I should make my Headcanon family tree…) it has… mixed results.

Also ngl I still find it SO FUNNY that no one taught Mera suffixs so he thinks the San (which is translated to Miss in English) is part of her name.

I genuinely call Potimis Elf H*tler cause… ngl the similarities are there. Thought they were the “superior race”, blond hair blue eyed (which obviously this one isn’t an evil trait and I feel I should specify that it’s just funny to me), actually really unhealthy themselves… y’know it’s there.

I also think Potimis sort of captures KumoDesu’s pacing when you think about it. Like the pacing of KumoDesu is REALLY GOOD, Kumoko struggles enough to make things feel intense so then when she gets overpowered it just feels so deserved. And I think seeing how fast Potimis goes from big deal to nothing that difficult to deal with is really interesting because it doesn’t feel rushed at all despite how fast that change happens? Like it’s interesting to think about that at a certain point Kumoko is sooo OP nothing is a problem of strength but more of tactics you make sure things play out the way she wants.

Also for Potimis I really think Ariel’s words to him sum it up (paraphrasing here) “was a life running from death really worth it?” Because yeah he spent so much time afraid of the inevitable did he ever really live? It’s kinda a good statement on how worrying does not prepare you for tomorrow only takes away from today.

At this point you might be able to tell the difference based on format but even if I don’t already have stuff Written down (most of what I have Pre-Written is Ship Based) I come up with stuff pretty quick! I have many thoughts! Way more than I remember to actually Write lol!

I’ll probably just start signing these Asks with this but: Again my Obligatory Thank You for Asking for my Opinion!!!!! I LOVE KUMODESU WITH MY WHOLE SOUL!!!!

[meowizard]

tel me abt any cryptid au thoughts you’ve got please

YYAAAAAAAAAAA TY okie so :3c

theres no real rules here its very as they come so far I've just been taking cookies and evolving them like pokemon. there's some monsters, some creepypasta type shit, some corruption arcs and some rewrites you get it. anyway tw use of tumblr formatting features(<- /joke)

Cotton

the og girlie it all started with her!! i spoke about my vampire au before somewhere but its not looking like that fic is coming out any time soon so here's a rundown:

when frost queen offers sherbet a second chance at life, cotton accepts it on his behalf.

and frost queen turns him into a vampire.

frost vampire

whatever

so he's not the same as he was, both physically (his frostbite doesn't go away because no bloodflow, so his hands and feet are black and his joints are busted and he can't talk well) and mentally (he's...undead he's like. not . ,. human. he's kind of a shell honestly)

he attacks cotton as she's carrying him home

frost queen couldn't send them home because she was immediately disgusted at what she had done vis a vis the flow of nature

he attacks cotton as she's carrying him home, and she decides to hide him in his own home

she convinces the rest of the village sherbet's dead and to leave the house alone as a kind of memorial.

no one lives there anyway

shes not manipulative at all!! it just kind of...happens

plus she has to keep everyone safe, not only from sherbet, but from her! as it turns out, letting a vampire feed off you wrongly turns you into a vampire!

funny how that works out

so she turns into a vampire about a year into this when sherbet gets sloppy (you cant blame him he's basically a zombie at this point)

and she starts to feed off of sheep, and when people realise, she starts to feed off them too!!!

and then in one timeline there's a witch hunt that results in her and sherbet being burnt to death along with the house, and in another she succeeds in turning the whole village into vampires looking for unsuspecting travellers to consume! yahoo :)

Cream Unicorn

i mean they're kind of a cryptid on their own i didn't do much. idk if they're an actual wooden unicorn or not i guess so

the reason they can switch between forms is because they're a mascot!!

once upon a time, you could go to the theme park, buy lightsticks and headbands à la The Mouse, eat candyfloss in their palette, and most notably ride the cream unicorn on the carousel!!

as for their human form...... you ever heard of equestria girls?

Kevin Defunctlands voice: And then it went defunct. or whatever he says idk

the theme park lost all relevance and money and shut down

but what's this???? the animatronic(s) of the cream unicorn still exist and have become sentient!

cream unicorn has ball joints and his paint is chipped :(

Caramel Arrow

i've seen this a bunch of times and take no credit for it: she's part dragon! this one's a lot less fleshed out, feel free to add

she was brought to the citadel as a kiddo after being found wandering the wastelands!

classic little 'oh no! lost child' vs 'oh crap! where's my child'

(she lived with her dragon parent up until then. she was just exploring. she wasn't even lost. she just didn't know how to tell them this)

and then she learnt dragons are generally menaces to cookiekind and her parent was probably an exception

she has a tail and horns? although i don't know if i prefer the idea they're just jougwan (thank you fandom wiki) or disguised as such.

she has very very good perception and battle instincts as well, which aren't technically Dragon Traits but they sure as hell help.

lookie!!! she has a tail!

Alchemist

BOY OH BOY. I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT HER :3c god i need to redraw this this is from a year ago

ZOMBIE!!! YAHOO!

by complete fucking coincidence she becomes immortal-ish at the same time as her brother

'at least i'll be free of him when i'm dead. FUCK."

she spilled a fucked-up chemical on herself 300 years ago

batman-villain style

she's slightly radioactive and you'll get woozy if you stay next to her for too long

but that effect will completely wear off after another 600 years dw

her hair is still green and vampire does it up for her every so often

naturally it's red. like his!

he's immune to radiation btw

'at least i'll be free of him when i'm toxic. FUCK.'

Mango

something something ferryman of the dead.

Captain Caviar

something something ghost ship

(something something davy jones cookie)

Squid Ink/Black Pearl

i mean. its self explanatory they're a fucking kraken aint they what do you want me to say

Chili Pepper

this includes red pepper but i'm not an ovenbreak player SORRY

magpie-ish!

she's a harpy. in appearance, sort of, kind of, at least

she covers up her feathers by wearing trench coats and big ass hats.

also her feathers look like chili flakes! i thought that would be fun

lives in a fucking tree probably

also ties in with :

Rye

has been sheriff for as long as anyone can remember..... because she's immortal! firework noises

she's like. a guardian of some kind

rye shoots and she farms and she defends and she tends.

she has the western movie mentality of 'this is my turf' ect but thats just canon

also this is why she's the only person with her accent

its a dialect from decades ago

also her skin is very dry and cracked. like shes made of stone!

i'm not sure of the reason she exists. maybe borne out of the rockeyst mountains as a savioer of its toment'd dwellers or some such

so there's no real coherence or rhyme to any of these, just a bunch of ideas i have. some (like alchemists) just my headcanons and dont count as an AU per se...? idk i have a whole lot of thoughts on a bunch of em!! let me know what you think or if there's anything i could add, anyone i could add.,.,. :Dc i'll draw some of em maybe.

[hvtqo]

diona | rainy night

⇢ ˗ˏˋcharacters: diona, diluc [other mondstadt cast]

⇢ ˗ˏˋgenre: angst

⇢ ˗ˏˋ tw!: death of a parental figure; a long, long internal monologue regarding grief and failure; parental negligence; anger.

⇢ ˗ˏˋnote: this is not a ship fic pls don't turn it into smth weird. i wrote this awhile ago (like legit years ago) and i just found it, idk, it made me tear up a bit. when i wrote it i was wondering how diluc would be if he got to be a sort of father/big brother figure for dio.

about:

diona heard the news of draff's death. absentmindedly and unable to grieve properly, she finds herself going to the dawn winery in order to find answers.

↓ read under the cut ↓

When Allan pushed through the Cat's Tail door that night yelling and shaking with a nervous look on his face, Diona's ears stopped being capable of audition. Perhaps her heart registered what the young hunter was saying, because the hitting inside her ribs became stronger, until it was all she could feel. The bar fell silent. Nobody dared move. All the cats' hairs bristled and Margaret dropped a cup as she carefully glared at Diona, but the child did not notice the glass breaking.

Deep, deep down she knew it would happen some day. But... did it have to be today? Diona pressed her hands around the piece of rag she was holding as if her sanity depended on it. As if that insignificant slice of cloth was the only thing keeping her here. Heartbeat going louder and louder, like a desperate bomb. She couldn't blink, and she couldn't breathe.

Allan's words rumbled inside her skull like the faint whisper of a midnight breeze.

“Draff is dead.”

Draff is dead.

Daddy is dead.

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Diona could not make sense of it still.

Two days had passed since Draff was wounded by a boar.

“He died of blood loss” she heard the people of the village saying. They would turn their faces when she passed in front of them, as if that gesture would keep her from hearing their words.

Adults are so stupid, she thought every time. “If that young hunter could've been faster... Perhaps Draff would still be here with us”.

Diona did not blame Allan. There was nothing he could have done, anyway. If he had been faster and carried Draff to the cathedral, the nuns would have just been able to prolong his death with bandages and prayers. Diona would have been summoned and Deaconess Barbara would have told her “little one, what I am about to tell you breaks my heart... I am so sorry”.

No difference.

Diona's heart would be troubled nevertheless. She would feel the same void inside her chest, growing towards her stomach.

She would repeat the same words to herself when trying to think about what happened: stupid old man. The day finally came. You left me. Stupid old man.

Diona had not shed a tear. She knew what death was, of course. She was not a toddler. She understood the implications of being gone. And she knew it would happen eventually. If Draff's alcoholism did not kill him, it would be a beast. Diona should have had expected that the real cause of his perish would be a combination of both factors.

She looked up at the sky. The sun was starting to turn bright orange, coloring the clouds in low toned palettes of pink and purple.

I hate you, daddy.

And as if he had heard her thoughts, the sky roared. The rain came down faster than a breath leaving a man's lips for the last time. The villagers of Springvale begun carrying their stuff inside their homes, covering their heads, and taking their children to their warmth embrace. They quietly and carefully glanced at the cat girl sitting over the roof of her house, but none dared speak.

Diona hated the rain. It made the fur of her ears and tail feel sticky and unclean. It also left a scent on her clothes reminiscent of daddy's. A smell of wilderness and sweat.

Diona sighted. Her eyes were stuck on the small taps of the drops vibrating over a puddle. She was cold, but she did not care about the sensations of the rain falling on her skin. Even if a part inside of her was yelling to get inside the house and cover herself, the bigger, more stubborn part that dominated her actions lately, decided to jump down the roof and walk the road towards Dawn Winery.

Her steps worked by themselves, without her fully knowing her real intentions. Why was she going to Dawn Winery in the middle of a storm? What did she expect to find there? Answers? That place could not give her answers.

She knew it was her all along —daddy was dead because Diona failed to take care of him. She should have ended the wine industry sooner. She should have agreed when Klee said to go bomb Dawn Winery.

“I don't want to destroy the industry in that way, Klee” she told her as many times as Klee came up with the idea.

“Well, then Klee doesn't know what you could mean by ‘destroy’.”Diona would try to explain to her that the term was not being used in a literal sense.

But how could a child make another understand that what she really wanted was the comfort of her father's embrace? How, when not even she could explain that to herself?

Diona stopped when she arrived at the Statue of the Seven and looked towards the chimneys and walls covered in ivy of Dawn Winery. The place seemed almost peaceful under the light of the moon and the aggressive sounds of the rain. She took a breath in and ran towards the mansion, her wet clothes sticking to her skin, her tail brushing the grass and her lips trembling as her throat swallowed the tears. Diona did not make it past the entrance —she touched the door and could not knock it.

Her knees bended and the concrete hit her bones with force. That second she perceived the tears starting to fall. Her heart throbbed with the violence of lightning and her cheeks burned.

She left out the loudest scream she had ever held inside her throat. The scream that had been waiting there to be free since the first day she saw Draff take a sip of wine. The heavens carried her feelings and sent them back even louder.

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“Did you hear that?”

Adelinde nodded. “It sounded like a scream”.

“Yes” Diluc agreed. “And it come from outside the door”.

Diluc strode towards the entrance of the mansion with a confused look on his face that only got wider when he opened the door to see a pink haired girl knelt in a defeated pose.

“Diona?” he got down on one knee and reached out to touch her shoulders, but Diona pushed him with aggressively. Her small hands felt weak as she punched his chest. “Di– Diona, what–”

She wouldn't stop. Diona kept punching Diluc as if he was a mere thing. One. Two. Three. Desperate hits of her feeble knuckles against his thick skin, grunting, pressing her teeth, tears covering her face.

“It's your fault!” she yelled, once and once again. “It's your fault!”

Diluc grabbed her hands with force yet gentle enough to not hurt her, and Diona struggled to free herself combatively.

“Diona, calm down” Diluc said, “please let me get you inside the Winery”.

“NO!” the strength in Diona's voice was like that of a lioness'. “It was your fault!”

For a second she looked at him in the eyes. Pools of sadness filled her irises but Diluc could not find hate inside of them, despite her words. Instead, he saw himself. He saw his own eyes when he was fourteen and Crepus left. He felt the desperation and anger that filled him, the resentment towards himself and the world. For a second he held a breath.

Diona's lips trembled and then the tears rolled down her cheeks again. Diluc felt the hands he was holding lose vigor. She let her body fall over his chest and held on to him, grabbing the folds of his shirt toughly. Diona buried her face in his chest and cried there.

“You did it” she was saying, this time softer. “You killed my daddy”.

Those words felt like a cold sword piercing his heart. Not because of the slight accusation of murder, but because of the feeling they carried. Because that's what he had been telling himself for years.

Wary, he let his arms fall around Diona. She was freezing. Diluc felt her small body quivering, but unexpectedly, Diona did not push him away. Instead, she buried herself deeper in him. He had been planing to visit Diona and give her his condolences, but now that she was there... he considered that his intended plan would have been a bad idea.

When he felt her cries were getting weaker, Diluc whispered calmly, “let's get you inside”.

He carried her gently and closed the door behind them by kicking it. Diona did not move, but she kept shivering and she let out a small hiccup. Diluc felt her arms get tighter around his neck, and gave Adelinde a glare that she quickly understood. The maiden rushed to return with warm towels in hand and helped him make their way up the guest's room.

[audiovisualrecall]

Also! The reason I had the ides that what if rey had been kidnapped with the idea of making her into the new Darth whatever, was that when that plan failed as she was grabbed by someone else and left on the planet, the bad guys went with her brother/cousin Ben solo, and they decide to be more subtle about leading him to fascism and the dark side than kidnapping since it didn't work last time, and it works well on him. he's already a reactive child also, thats just part of who he is. Makes it easy to tell him whos to blame for the unfairness of xyz things tho. Like why his parents are so distracted or distant or at odds w each other or whatever - bc han is away searching for rey all the time and leia wants to focus on ben but she has her duties as well, and luke offers to train ben but he's angry a lot but luke knows he was, too, and it didnt stop him from Choosing to be who he is and not his own father's route, so he doesnt worry. (I wonder if her name was different or longer originally.... did she name herself, was that her name from her family? Hm)

(even if ben/kylo is not as strong in the force initially as rey was seen as? Maybe? Hes still the bad guys' choice due to his bloodline)

Also poe/finn and poe being important and finn being a jedi!!!

Also absolutely would have a family reveal , preferably before hand dies if he still has to?? I mean I understand the idea of the OGs leaving the stage and the newbies taking the lead, and even that involving said OG characters dying, it being killed, and the emotional impact of kylo killing his own father as an act of him actively Choosing the dark side. I also like the idea that he can't do the same to his mother, he put his blame on his father bc he was always out looking for the stolent sister, and klyo always resented both of them. Also maybe kylo has a feeling that rey is important before the reveal but doesn't know why. Han feels like rey is his child even before he finds out, or maybe for tragedy's sake he doesn't get to learn this info and only rey and kylo and then leia know it. Let's make us cry more! But rey appreciates han's affection and fatherly guidance especially when she learns he is her family all along, and the story of what happened comes out at the same time as the relation reveal, so she doesn't have to wonder why she was left, bc she was kidnapped, he kept looking for her for years and years. Also Han and leia's somewhat estrangement being bc one child was stolen and the other led astray, Han blames himself and doesn't want to hear if leia does, too, he redoubles his efforts to find their child, to hide from the possibility that she blames him, and meanwhile leia doesn't but she has so much to mourn, again and again. At least they got to meet again and hug and kiss and hold each other and maybe even talk, a little bit, resolve that, even if they still don't know that the girl in front of them is their long lost child. After Han is killed, rey goes back to leia knowing this is her mother, and tells her, and they hold each other and grieve, but also gain solace in finding each other again.

The new trio fight kylo and the first order and eventually thru whatever methods they do win and defeat the dark side again and the republic is still a thing and can recover without needing to be rebuilt once again from scratch.

Luke trains rey and finn despite blaming himself for Kyle's being led astray, and not being able to find rey (he ran away instead of doing what han did for years). They reinvent being a jedi again.

leia and Luke maybe do get killed in the final battles idk. I would hate for one to have to go on alone, and I don't think there's anything wrong with their deaths as part of the narrative? Especially due to Carrie passing away meaning her character cant continue being on screen in future without being cgi.. but also Maybe they do live on, leia helps mend the republic and rey lives with her when she's not traveling or training new jedi with Luke and finn. Luke eventually accepted he was not to blame for what happened with ben/kylo ren, and that he can and should train new jedi once more, because there needs to be a balance and the dark side will try again, so they need to have jedi, and they need to have plans, and methods.

Finn, I mentioned inspired the stormtroopers to break their brainwashing and fight back and they were essential to winning against the first order and the dark side. He is trained as a jedi alongside rey, he is an inspiration that fear can be overcome, that you can be brave, that strength is inside you, and that your origins, or what you've been taught (or made) to believe don't determine who you can become and be. He is strong in the force and in the light, he is like Luke, believing in others. Rey is a little feral gremlin at heart. Poe is the dashing heroic pilot etc. He's trained by leia to be a leader/politician, as well, he also is good at inspiring others.

I like the idea of rey's story being about family, and while that helps save the day to an extent, it's FINN, who isn't related to the skywalkers or solos who is the hero who lives up to the best of the jedi. Alongside his boyfriend, poe.

...and their feral friend rey who is preoccupied with personal stuff. Lol.

The end, things are hopeful and good, even with grieving loss, and knowing they have to be aware that it could happen again, that it's not as easy as Luke thought after everything with his father and Palpatine, its not finished after defeating one evil. It will always try to come back, so whatever shape that takes isn't anyone's fault. But they can try to find ways to prepare and prevent it from gaining a strong foothold again.

The end I have rewritten the sequel films.

[empty-tunacan]

Hi. Rtc. Here are some ideas of how I think the group would act if my little au actually happened. There’s another post I could make about what would happen like directly after but this is mostly just my thoughts of in general how the group would feel if they somehow all survived the cyclone accident

Ocean is first because uhmmm I said so!!!

I actually think she would have a rlly hard time dealing with it. Like throughout the entire musical she was kinda not coping well with her death and literally was trying her hardest to be revived.

And so I think for her to live again after just barely accepting her death would be very jarring! And in a sense she would feel like, idk. Bad? Almost as if her achievements are useless in a way- but at the same time she also wants to have more achievements so that they don’t become useless? It’s giving burned out gifted child except the burnout is like an internal crisis.

Basically I think she needs therapy. I think anybody who experiences death should need therapy but like especially her. ^_^;

I also do think the others help her tho. It will take time but they are there for her!! And I think she eventually learns to let go of shit. She stops taking every single AP class available to her, she allows herself to actually go and do *fun* stuff on the weekends instead of just stuff that will improve her reputation in some way. She becomes an actual human being yknow..?

Next is uhhmmmmm… idk let’s go in order of songs.. so Noel ^_^

I think first thing Noel does is fuckin quit toco bell. So serious I think hearing about what they would’ve done to his funeral would be enough for him to leave that place. And who could rlly blame him? That shit was awful 💔

And I think he tries just a little bit harder to like.. idk not fucking just blend in with the rest of this town. Allow himself to stand out instead of conforming like his parents wanted him too? Maybe he joins the school writing club?

I just think his death and telling the others what he wanted in life rlly made him be like ‘man. My life could be so much better and so much closer to a l hooker in post-war France if I took some initiative’ and so he does! ^_^

Also the others are very much there for it. Except Ocean, she is still homophobic to him 💔 (it’s okay, sibling vibes that just how it is. ^_^)

Okay my lovely and amazing misha next (<- not biased at all)

Uhmmm the first thing misha does when he is revived is fucking text the fuck out of talia. Man’s just had a mini breakdown when he though he was never gonna see her again he is defo going to talk to her way more fucking frequently.

Aside from that uhm. I mean, I think misha is just more there for people now? Like he said, he truly knows what YOLO means now and he is gonna take it to heart. I also think he rlly actually tries rlly hard on his music more than he was. It’s still uhm.. not the best, but he is trying 😁😁

I also think in regards to how other people focus on him Ocean actively takes more of an interest in him so she can stop just internally listing him as a criminal. I think she would even like ask him about Ukraine culture and he would be rlly fuckin happy to share it!!! Maybe in general the others get him to share in Ukrainian culture more (him and Constance making like traditional pastry or smth since she probably knows some baking from her family?? Idk!!)

Ricky next!!!

I actually think Ricky as a person does not change much. Perhaps his religion lore expands since being revived but idk. I feel like it’s mostly how the others treat him that changes.

Like they actively try to communicate with him (at first via writing probably) and he is like not just alone in his own head all the time. Ocean would probably find a way for them to learn ASL or MSL despite being a little tiny ass town so they could communicate with Ricky better!! ^_^

Also just to be funny and because Ricky is coined the most creative boy in town I think Ricky and Noel’s friendship initially becomes closer because when Noel is fantasizing about tragedies Ricky comes up with ways to make said fantasies even more tragic. Maybe that is not funny to anyone else but it is to me :)

ANYWAY.. JANE / PENNY NOW <33333

Penny penny penny she is the center of everyone’s life. I think she might even become a little overwhelmed initially from the attention she gets.

She as a person was actually quite ignored by like.. most of the town. Rlly didn’t have much at all going for her so for her to very quickly have a friend group is like ?!!!!!

It takes time to get used to the fact that people actually like her. She isn’t like self conscious or anything but she also is not good at communication and so it’s actually just jarring that they will randomly talk to her throughout the day even when she has taken no initiative to converse.

But she definitely enjoys it!! And I think the rest of the group also helps penny to actually be known and fuckin cared about in the damn town.

And I think if she were to like have her one thing in the town I think it would be babysitting? Like specificslly little little kids? Idk. Jane gave me weird little girl vibes (/pos) and since I’d assume she would at least partially capture Penny’s vibes penny would vibe well with a 7 year old weird little girl. So she takes care of kids now (insert that one savanna theory for the future of her life. You know it)

Ok finally Constance hehehe

Constance I think would also like.. slightly be conflicted like ocean was?

I think she would genuinely feel a lot more appreciative of her own hometown but I also think her own internalized hatred of herself and also projected hatred towards her family wouldn’t go away in an instant. It’s rlly easy to just say ‘my mindset was wrong’ when ur alone and but a lot harder when the mindset you dislike is what everyone else has.

So it would be kinda slow. But I think she would get there. Perhaps starting to engage with her family more, maybe even help close out the bakery when she gets home. She goes to her school councilor and states that she actually does want to go to a close by college. She helps get all of the rest of the choir together to have fun & in general she just lives a little more. Hashtag live laugh love <333

[dyke-mecha]

Idk which questions to ask that haven’t already been answered but I want to know more about Tang Shen 👀 so. 2, 3, 14, 38 and 73 for SheLL :)

THANK U TERRA

2. Do the turtles live in the sewers?

Venus and Jennika do for a while, but the main turtles don‘t! They live with Shen in the house she inherited from her deceased parents.

3. What is the lair like?

It‘s a pretty standard house. There‘s a ground floor with the living room, dining room, work room, kitchen and a small bathroom (plus one of those small storage room things) and then a second floor above that with what used to be 1) Shen‘s bedroom, 2) her parents‘ bedroom and 3) a guest bedroom, which are now 1) Shen‘s bedroom, but renovated 2) empty because Shen is totally over her parents‘ deaths, she‘s fine guys and 3) the turtles‘ room. Once it becomes clear that Jennika and Venus really don‘t have anywhere else to go and Shen feels too bad about letting them sleep on the couch, they renovate her parents‘ bedroom to make space for them.

There‘s also an attic and basement as additional storage space, the basement eventually gets turned into like, a hobby workshop thing + some sport equipment so everyone (Venus and Jen) can have healthier outlets than beating each other up. The attic ends up as sort of a second living room because with the addition of Casey and Mona it‘s starting to get crowded.

There‘s also a garden with high hedges surrounding it (plus, neighbours living pretty far away, Shen‘s place is in a pretty rural area) that gets turned into something much more habitable during the course of the story.

14. What is going on with the foot clan?

Saki has a midlife crisis and makes it everyone else‘s problem

The footclan was originally led by Saki and Yoshi together, but overall just bad decisions happened and Yoshi got fridged/Shredder‘ed, so now Saki is free to make all the mutants he wants. At this point Jen and Venus had already been created and escaped around a decade ago and Shen had just left with the main turtles.

Saki desperately wants to regain control over the situation, so he does the next logical step and goes from mutating random turtles to mutating members of the footclan (this is how Casey turns into a raccoon) in a desperate bit to gain more powers (because in his head Shen is going to do exactly what he was doing and use the turtles as nothing but weapons to further her goals - which he thinks are revenge on him).

Miwa is also caught up in all of this mess, convinced her mom abandoned her in favor of the turtles (a line of thinking that Saki encourages) and I‘m currently playing around with the idea of her mutating herself because obviously her mom cared more about mutants than her own kid and Saki also cares more about mutants than the humans following him.

The clan itself is getting pretty divided by this, some people are all for Saki‘s plans, others are like „maybe don‘t use the people who trust you as human test subjects??“. It‘s a whole mess, and Saki has no one to blame but himself

38. Is there a Tang Shen?

YES AND WE ALL LOVE HER VERY MUCH.

She‘s so. Her parents recently died, the father of her child turned into an ass and the man she called her best friend turned into an even bigger ass, she thinks her daughter died and also aquired four new children she wants to take care of that are also mutants who have been told they‘re nothing but weapons all their lives. She‘s tortured, she‘s marked by loss, she‘s a single mom and screw everything, she‘s gonna give these kids a life worth living.

She‘s trying so very hard to take care of her kids and then later also prevent Venus and Jennika from inventing new mental derangements, while also finding space somewhere to grief.

With Venus especially it‘s a pretty rough start, but the two turn into really, really close friends and Shen slowly learns to trust her in the same bone-deep way she‘d trusted Yoshi and Saki before getting her heart ripped out.

73. What interests does — have?

Gonna take this chance and answer it for all the SheLL girlies.

Shen: She really enjoys cooking and baking and is 100% a stress baker. She‘s also very into biology and puts all of that interest towards researching turtles after the child acquisition. She‘s also a bit of a music (metal specifically) nerd and WILL talk to you about obscrue bands

Venus: Violence and pain </3 It‘s gonna take her a bit, but she eventually discovers she likes making music, so she and Jen found their own little band (one that Shen hears about long before she even leaves with the turtles). Later, with Shen, she also gets really into video games and reading (specifically trashy romantasy books that she‘s only reading to complain about them <3)

Jen: Also making music, and also generally anything artsy. She‘s painting one day, then sculpting the next, then sewing, cross-stitching, origami, graffiti, woodworking anything she can get her hands on really (something that Shen helps her with a lot). Queen of expressing herself through art. She‘s also into viddy games and has a lot of fun trolling other players/getting gamer dudes to ragequit (something Venus encourages because she thinks it‘s funny as fuck)

Mona: She‘s really interested in anything technology, but also botany. And also just learning more in general, she‘s super curious. Voted most likely to defend public libraries despite never being in one before. She‘s the person who largely takes care of the garden and she takes great pride in it.

Casey: Into hockey in theory, in practice she can‘t exactly go out and play it with humans. She‘s still very into watching the games and cheering her favorite team on. She also quickly discovers her love for exploring abandoned buildings and Jen is her partner in crime whenever she goes out to do that. She‘s also very into puzzles and loves learning about like, encryption and and logic things like rubix cubes and all those others fidget-y puzzle things

Leo: He likes learning more about cooking with Shen <3 He‘s also really interested in etiquette (especially from eras long since over) because it helps with his anxiety to have these almost like scripts on how to respond in given situations. Most formal (though it‘s a mash of what‘s considered formal across multiple cultures and times) six year old you‘ll ever meet. He‘s fascinated by space and loves watching stage plays

Mikey: Gets obsessed with a new animal every other week. They‘re also very artistic and pick up whatever hobbies Jen dropped. He‘s easily interested in pretty much anything the people around her pick up, but they just as easily drop it again. He also loves learning about how things work/are made and is so definitely the kid who keeps asking "why" a billion times.

Donnie: She‘s always reading something. If she‘s not, she‘s taking notes on something she just read or observed. Donnie‘s really into books about (in the real world, not fiction about) magic and the supernatural and the occult and anything like that. This is fueled by her wanting to understand everyone‘s very real magic more and drawing on whatever sources she can get her grabby little hands on.

Raph: They‘re really into fashion. And also fighting. And wrestling. And watching teledramas. They also end up getting roped into whatever experiments Donnie wants to try the most often.

[mooncleaver]

aot reiner rant // s4 spoilers

i have a very deep deep rooted sympathy and love for reiner braun. this man has been through a lot and it kinda baffles me.

i haven't completed the series but at first i didn't really pay attention to his character (sorry babe) bc idk my first thought was like um.. no this man enemy and i was salty but i started season 4 and i just had this reiner epiphany. imagine wanting to become an warrior so you and your family; mostly your parents can live together as honorary marleyans, only to find out your dad doesn't even want you. like that day of supposed victory and pride when he got chosen as a titan inheritor, but then his fucking dad didn't even want anything to do with him? like im sorry what?

and the reason he inherited the armored titan was bc of his extreme loyalty to marley and marcel making porco look bad to the military! like mind you they were literal children.. that must've crushed him lord. and then marcel fucking dies like i had to pause in that scene because witnessing death firsthand.. mm mm no. then he took it upon himself to convince annie and bertl to continue the mission. he was probably thinking about the disappointment he was going to face from his mother, military commandants, friends if they came back from the mission 'empty handed'. like I CANT he was called weak and had no worthy skill; that he only got the titan bc of his marleyan loyalty, aborting a mission that could change your life would have him DEVASTATED

and then his perception of the supposed enemy is super fucked! bc like why are these paradis people so kind and also suffering when it's been drilled into his mind that they're devils; selfish and pompous, and the reason why he and his family are suffering in marley. and oh yeah, bertl fucking dies and annie gets crystallized.

oh and gabi oh lawddd, i don't like (actually i hate) that she killed sasha, but i also feel bad for her. gabi and reiner situation.. mess mess mess. i think reiner sees a lot of himself in gabi, like in a way that she wants to prove herself as a worthy human being and as she should. the nation's hatred for eldians is something that can't really be.. helped? quickly i mean, i blame marley's prejudice over eldians for 99% of the character's decisions lmfao. he's like marcel in this situation, telling falco to not let gabi inherit the titan because that's what he believes is best for her. but also he can't even say that directly to his family and esp gabi herself. mrs braun lichrally got so triggered when reiner was talking about the people in paradis.

the image of warrior candidates (children) with literal guns will always haunt me bc WHAT

also i get that people are like 'reiner has plot armor' and i honestly feel so bad for him bc of that. im not wanting him to die, but he's continuously going through massive shit esp that he lived till s4. in a like isayama perspective/ if i was the author.. i kind would want to kill him BUT this is just thinking about like his unlikely circumstance (honestly im baffled at how this man has lived through getting STABBED through his NECK by sir levi ackerman). but also that would put an immense pressure on gabi to become a warrior, not saying there isn't already, but if reiner was gone they'd only have 1 person who's gonna carry that burden; god forbid if they have another child enrolling in the warrior program mess mess mess.

it was harrowing and heartbreaking to see the way he almost k*lled himself, and to watch him unmoving with no will to live in his titan form.. the pain i was in. none of these children were properly taught ways in dealing with grief and emotions,, it's just a cycle of death

ALSO HE LITERALLY BROKE DOWN IN THAT ONE SCENE WITH EREN i wanted to hug him SO MUCH OMDFJGB imagine seeing the one face that destroyed but also changed you?? his confliction between defending marley vs his personal emotions and relations he's built in the islands. i'd like to think his betrayal took as much of a toll on him as his friends (should i even call them that..) in paradis.

tldr; this man is TRAUMATIZED and that is why i care about him so much. i think he'd be a great character that has a lot of potential if there were no titan plots

also does marley not have therapists? like you have all that military, diplomacy, and technology.. where tf is sigmund freud?? creepy mf but we need therapists rn!! for every damn character in this show

[ravysu]

Sannin headcanons and thoughts

The last thing I would like to post for the sannin week. It is still 24.04 here! :D @sannin-central

This is long. Spoiler alert. Mostly Orochimaru, some Tsunade, a little of Jiraiya (because his story is pretty clear and spoken and idk what I can add). Also I recommend to read this meta about Orochimaru, it has influenced me a lot and has some good points. Sorry for any posible grammar mistakes. Also I really should put here a lot of references to the manga or anime but it was something that was piling up for a year and I'm soooooooo lazy. After all, those are just headcanons. Also: Im not excusing Oro's bad stuff here, Im trying to understand the reasons.

Ive already posted some hcs, here, here and here.

1. First if all, the chronology pic of sannin lifetime based on the info i found on naruto wiki and also some statements about wars from this post. It was tough considering what a mess naruto’s chronology is.

2. Sannin story shows what it cost to be a legend. They're like Team 7 but more realistic. Tsunade literally carried the war but left with nothing and developed a ptsd and have problems to just live on. Also anger control issues. I think she can be pretty bossy and stubborn which is not always nice. Jiraiya is the hero of the day but also very idealistic and can ignore some important details in the real word whether its the fight (he always injured during flashbacks maybe because each time he took too much to handle and on the one hand it's heroistic but on the other is a mistake that can lead your team to situations like in that Iwa cave) or your friends issues (I bet he saw what's going on but thought it's fine until Oro actually got red handed and left). He lives in his world and may have problems to get out to see it through someone else's shoes. As for Orochimaru, it seems like he was a normal guy for 20+ years (I mean, he didn't do crazy criminal shit and had something good in him and it was stated somewhere that it was his teammates influence. It is obvious they considered him as a friend, I don't thinks it was for nothing) but we mostly know his darkest side. Despite being a moster he is a human that have empathy and some ordinary human traits (man just decorates every bit of an environment he is in lol).

3. Tsunade was the leader of team Hiruzen.

4. Tsunade sometimes hit Jiraiya for some stupid things he did or said but never touches Orochimaru even if he did something same. Jiraiya complained about it once and almost got another hit.

5. Jiraiya had problematic parents that didn't care about him much and a lot of time he was wandering in the streets.

6. Judging by the look of Oro bangs and hair, he sometimes cut it off. A stress relief huh? And the fact that he doesn't do it now in Boruto..

7. It was shown that Tsunade and Orochimaru was acknowledged before they become a team. Maybe they did just before, or maybe some longer time before. I prefer the second option and hc that they met because both had no real friends - Orochimaru seemed weird and scary for everyone and Tsunade was Senju so everyone wanted to hang out with her but didn't really care. They weren't seen as what they were - people put the labels on them. But they didn't care about each other's labels and actually saw each other in true lights.

8. Tsunade knew it was an accident and it's not right but still she blamed Orochimaru for Nawaki's death for some time. It was something that seriously damaged their friendship and the team. Orochimaru was mad but also guilty, after all, he was responsible at least as a shinobi since Nawaki was under his watch. So he started to act cold and emotionless and was trying to distance himself from his teammates.

9. Jiraiya was in Ame while Dan died.

10. The whole his orphans mission was a bit irresponsible tbh. They already fought Hanzo and as he stated the conflict between Konoha and Ame is going to an end with Konoha's win. It's weird to stay here for three years in the middle of the war while there were other lands to fight. He left his teammates for some idea. Maybe that caused another crack in their team friendship.

11. If Tsunade would have find a way to live on with her trauma and follow the will of fire and stuff it would affect Orochimaru as well just as her grief affected him. It's like he would get an example that you can live on with this pain. So death isn't above human capability and we are not just the slaves of mortality (sounds stupid but i dont know how else to describe sorry). But as we know what he actually saw is that it broke her crucially to the point she couldnt be herself again. And so the death is above everything.

12. Oro wasn��t just acting as a cold pragmatic bitch in that cave but also tried to save Tsunade. Jiraiya knew it and that’s why he showed this sign to him like "I see what youre doing here" and that stunned Oro because he would prefer to look rather like a cold pragmatic bitch hehe

13. Just a thought. People in the village probably treated Oro as a foreigner or just wouldnt accept him because he looked so differently and had a weird attitude. That's why he sometimes didn't feel that Konoha is his home. After the wars where people were treated as means and tools, even the children, he himself developed this view on people - he dehumanized them and used as the means to his goals, just as his village did. Funny thing some people were straightly dehumanizing him too like Ibiki thought that he was a demon (tho he was a child). And he probably weren't the only one. Anyways the point is that it's logical that Orochimaru don't care about anybody but some few people, he's the product of his era. He's like Naruto that would chose the hatred way. But naruto had some good and understanding people around him and.. Orochimaru had them too, but match how Iruka treated Naruto and this Hiruzen's "I sAw tHe mAliCe in This cHiLd fRoM tHe BegGinNinG". And oro didn't even have a big ass evil fox in him. sry i hate hiruzen

ANYWAYS the moral of the story is not "go criminal if they hurt you" but always treat people like people. Waving my hand to Kant.

14. The reason why Orochimaru didn't pick some good morals to stick with through the hard times no matter what (like, idk, Jiraiya or Naruto) is because 1) I think he is/was pretty depending on people around him 2) the war fucked him and his friends up too much (Nawaki incident + Tsunade) 3) twisted addictions (though I don't think he's that sadistic, we never saw him torturing randoms just for fun, it was always some science experimental shit. He tends to get fun out of cruelty only when it's personal) that maybe developed as a way to sublimate anger and sadness caused by his parents loss (that's what they share with sasuke - unlicke naruto, they knew their parents and it's other kind of pain. Sasuke developed a revenge issue and Orochimaru - cruelty pleasure which... is kinda the same but less epic and more occasional lol).

15. Speaking of that, Orochimaru cared for Sasuke because he saw himself in him.

16. Oro hold grudges against Hiruzen for not choosing him to be Hokage not only because he was ambitious and/or egoistic, but also because Hiruzen was some kind of a father figure for him and his approval was important tho i doubt he was aware of that. He also probably could tell that Hiruzen was suspicios about him when he was a child and that led to many conflicts and was hurting as well.

17. Tsunade knew things weren't pretty with Orochimaru after the wars but she never expected them to be this bad. During the week that she was given in her arc she thought not only about how much she wants to see Nawaki and Dan again despite how wrong would it be but also was trying to bury all the good memories she had left of Orochimaru so it would be easier to kill him.

18. She poisoned Jiraiya exactly because she knew he would not let her do it. Jiraiya was always hesitant to kill and inclined to forgiveness, while Tsunade, as mentioned by Orochimaru, could be merciless (so much so that he was not surprised when Kabuto suggested that she wanted to use Jira for Edo Tensei).

19. That was one of her traits that scared Jiraiya and fascinated Orochimaru.

20. Remember how Oro grabbed Jiraiya's neck when the latter was trying to cover with hair jutsu? On the snake, in Tsnade's arc. Orochimaru could have easily kill Jiraiya by pulling the sword out of the mouth (arteries are right there) but he didn't. As well as he could kill Tsunade when she was still shaking - just aim for the neck or the heart. Instead, he just injured her lung and kicked her which is not a big deal for the kind of shinoby like her at all.. Also he helped Anko not accidentally kill herself but it would be way much profitable to let her do it. "Orochimaru has no feelings".

21. The reason he suddenly wanted to kill Tsunade instead of forcing her to heal his arms as it was planned (which is weird since it will not going to get him heals and he kinda said that he wouldn't want to kill her just minutes ago) is that not only she refused to help him (he thought he could work it out) but she also prefered the village over him (from his point of view). Out if everyone she was the closest to being able to understand him since the village caused her painful losses too but nevertheless she agreed to be on it's side.

22. He wasn't fighting her back in the end partly because he thought he deserved that. Somewhere deep inside hahah.

23. Tsunade got a fear to develop deep bonds so they probably weren't very close with Shizune (also the way she knocked her down in this hotel.. oh).

24. Orochimaru will be here when she'll die.

25. Orochimaru's eng dub to Tsunade: "I often wondered what it would be like to ring that pretty neck yours". No comments.

26. Orochimaru is either bi/pan or ace. Anything or nothing lmao

27. Hiruzen knew about at least some of the Oro’s illegal experiments and was okay just as he was okay with the Foundation all the time. Because it’s useful. Then he has discovered he went too far OR he knew everything and oro just became too inconvenient because of his methods. The way Orochimaru tells Sasuke about reasons they are well treated as the criminals is based on in his experience with Hiruzen.

28. As you may know the lyrics in Orochimaru’s music theme goes “don’t talk with the silence of the heart”. It was taken from one Indian song that also had lines like “don’t question life too much”, ”pain arose somewhere in the chest”, “don’t speak to the wounds of the heart”. Though I’m not sure 100% because I was translating it with some hindi dictionary with like zero knowledge of hindi

29. I like to think that this “silence of the heart” theme and the fact that he called his village a hidden sound village are somehow connected. The hidden sound is the possible explanation of all things waiting to be listened to but the truth is silent and you know it deep in your heart and it bothers you. The world is silent just like the life is meaningless but people can only hear. *Sigh* anyways

30. Orochimaru’s journey is the one about accepting death. When he saw Karin released her chains while was trying to get to Sasuke he understood that the death is a part of human’s strength.

Can’t wait to feel that everything I wrote is wrong or not enough or stupid and obvious lol. Anyways, it’s something that I wanted to share until I move to some other fandom.

[xx-narcissa]

Just A Hunch

@cristin-rjd Ooh what about an angsty fic where reader takes Pietro’s place in aou idk

warnings: language, mentions of death, general angst

a/n: i’m still getting used to writing with tumblr, and i only got four hours of sleep last night, so work with me here! also, i don’t really write angst so i hope this turns out good (it ended up being shorter than i thought it would be, but i hope that’s okay)

pair: wanda maximoff x f!reader

summary: wanda has another sleepless night, because her nightmares about you wouldn’t go away (anything in italics is a flashback)

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“Don’t worry, I’ve got you. I won’t leave you.”

Wanda pressed her forehead against yours, and you could feel her breath on your lips. Just by the unsteadiness of it, you could tell she was very nervous. In an attempt to calm her nerves, you grabbed her by her waist and pulled her in for a quick kiss. As you were about to pull away, she wrapped her arms around your neck and pulled you closer, deepening the kiss. “I know you won’t leave me. Because I wouldn’t let you. You can’t get rid of me that easy.” She smiled as she broke the kiss.

Both of you let the other go and left the building. It was time to fight with the Avengers. Fight for your home.

Wanda couldn’t help but twist and turn in her sleep. She hated remembering that day. It was a year ago, but it still felt like it was just yesterday. Everyone told her to get over it. Everyone told her ‘You’ll find another girlfriend.’ They just didn’t understand.

She thought Clint would at least understand, being married and having a family and all. But even he disregarded it as just young love and that one day she’d get over it.

You both were volunteers at the Hydra lab, and that’s how you met. You guys were able to bond over the fact that your entire families were dead. She lost her parents and her brother in the explosion. You had lost your parents, aunt, and little brother. But even though you guys had lost everyone important to you, you were still able to find comfort in each other. At first it was just friends who would play together. Then friends who had inside jokes and would cheer each other up. Quickly, it escalated to friends who would tell each other their deepest secrets, who would sleep holding each other for warmth. Friends who were in love. That’s what you were.

Those...things were coming from everywhere. Wanda could take care of them easily with her powers, but you were starting to get overwhelmed and tired. It was ironic that with your low stamina, you had the super speed.

You decided to focus your energy on getting other civilians, who might be stuck somewhere, to safety. Checking every building as fast as you could, you were able to get everyone you saw out of there and to the carrier. Then, you had to find Wanda. You didn’t want to leave her alone for too long.

When you found her, you couldn’t help but smile at the sight. She was surrounded by some of the Avengers, all of them working together in harmony. You made a mental note to tease her about that later. In an effort to limit the amount of enemies coming her way, you ran along the perimeter, trying to kill as many of the things you saw heading Wandas way.

You saw the man, Clint, trying to save a little boy. But there was an aircraft shooting everything from above. You knew Wanda was safe, and you couldn’t just let this man and this innocent child die. So before the shots could reach them, you ran in and pushed them behind a bus to shield them from the rain of bullets. Although in the process, you got caught in the range of fire yourself.

“Go. It’s okay.” You smiled weakly at him. When the battle began, in the back of your head you were ready to die. You knew it could happen. You were just glad that you were able to save someone in the process.

Wanda shot up, faster than ever before. Whenever she had a nightmare about that day, she always woke up the second you collapsed to the ground. She never heard your last words. If that’s even what they actually were. But she couldn’t help but wonder, were you talking to Clint, or were you talking to her? Did you feel her in your last moments, the same way that she felt you? Or did you just know, deep down, that one day she would hear it? Whatever the reason was, she just wanted to know if those were the actual last things you said.

That would make her feel better than what she thought they were. The last thing she heard you say were ‘I won’t leave you.’ And then that’s exactly what you did.

Part of her blamed Clint. If he wasn’t there at that moment, maybe you would’ve survived. But she knew you probably would’ve died helping that little boy anyways. You were so kind spirited, always wanting to help others. She knew you were bound to die that way. Helping someone. But she also knew that that was exactly how you wanted to die. You told her multiple times. ‘I’m not scared to die. I don’t mind death. I just want to die helping someone. So that my life can at least seem like it had some meaning.’

But knowing that didn’t bring her any closure. She always thought you were stupid for thinking that way. Your life had plenty of meaning. You shouldn’t have to die a certain way to give your life meaning. But at the same time, she found it kind of adorable how you thought that way. How you were kind to everyone, no matter what the circumstances were. In that way, she envied you. She looked up to you. You never held a grudge, you were always positive. But Wanda was bitter. She just didn’t know how she could possibly forgive the Avengers for letting you die.

She always asked herself, or whoever was listening, why it was you and not her. You had so much left you could live for, so why did you have to die? Life isn’t fair. Neither is death. The only reason she hadn’t tried to join to you in the afterlife was because she knew you wouldn’t want that. You would want her to keep going. Move on, live a good life.

The next time she saw Clint, she immediately grabbed him and pulled him onto the balcony, so the two of them could have some privacy. “Woah, Wanda. What’s going on?”

“What did she tell you?”

“What did who tell me?”

She had to take a pause. Her fists unclenches, although she never even knew she had clenched them. She wanted to believe he was playing dumb, just so that she would have a reason to punch him in his face right then and there. But her question was pretty vague. So she did what you always told her to do when she got worked up. Stop. Think about what she’s trying to say. Think about how she should say it. Take a deep breath. Then speak.

“What did (Y/N) tell you when she died?”

“Oh, Wanda. I’m sorry, I don’t remember-”

“Well you had better fucking tell me something!” She had to fight the urge the choke him.

“Okay! Let me think.”

She gave him a moment to compose his thoughts. Only because she wanted to make sure she was getting the absolute truth.

“I think she said something along the lines of ‘It’s alright, carry on.’”

“She said ‘Go. It’s okay.’ didn’t she?”

“Oh, yeah! That’s it. How’d you know.”

She smiled to herself. If he couldn’t even remember at first, yet she could and she wasn’t even there, she knew that you were talking to her. You knew she would find out and you knew she would carry those words with her everywhere.

“Just a hunch.”

[mintchochipkookie]

“Lol Katara is so ANNOYING bringing up her dead mother every single day and then telling Aang that he doesn’t know what it’s like to loose somebody when he literally lost his whole culture”

Shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

Idk what happened to bring on the saltiness today but I’m not complaining because I am ALSO very salty.

I had to look for a bit but I remember seeing someone talk about this here. It summarises every single time Katara mentions her mother and how it defines a lot of her compassion and character relationships.

I’d also like to point out that her mother’s death and the trauma that comes with it is LITERALLY Katara’s main character arc? What exactly do people think The Southern Raiders is about? It’s the culmination of Katara’s series-long arc. It’s about her getting closure and trying to deal with the emotions she probably hasn’t let herself feel completely since she was a child. Oh wait, people hate women and instead turned it into a fucking shipping war I’m looking at you too, Br*ke. I guess women aren’t allowed to react the way they want to and must live by the Air Nomad moral standards. Idk how people can get annoyed with the mention of their mom’s murder and then completely ignore that episode because there’s a reason for all of it!!!! And if I hear someone complain that Sokka didn’t mention it at every opportunity, yeah, you know why? Because that wasn’t his arc. His storyline had more to do with their father and following in his footsteps. They’re not even subtle about it, Katara outright states that if only one of them gets to see Hakoda, it should be Sokka because not having their dad around haunts him more. That’s also why The Boiling Rock plotline goes to Sokka, not Katara. How is it that one sibling is allowed to do reckless things and feel out his pain of losing a parent (who btw is still alive), while the other one isn’t? Oh right, I know why.

Also, why are people so adamant about turning this into the fucking oppression olympics? Every single main character has lost something that is literally the POINT. Katara and Sokka lost their parents and their tribe was on the verge of extinction, Suki lost her village, Toph leaves her family, Zuko lost his mother among a host of other familial issues, and A\ang’s civilization is wiped out. These are all defining moments for them and are brought up repeatedly. Idk why one person’s loss negates somebody else’s.

But also! Let’s talk about the difference between Katara and A\ang’s losses, shall we? Katara’s loss is personal. She spells it out for us in the Crystal Catacombs. She literally uses those words. And it’s extra shitty because she probably blames herself for it. Kya sacrificed herself for Katara. She was protecting her. We see this again with Ursa and Zuko. This is not what happens with A\ang. He runs away because he’s a scared child and lbr that’s probably part of why they never stood a chance. I’m not blaming him for it, I get it, he was a child. The problem is!!!! He never works on this, he never acknowledges how it makes him feel, and ultimately it is never presented as part of his arc! The most we get is a moment of silence for Gyatso. I really think the S2 finale tells us what it was supposed to be. Reconciling his Avatar status with his Air Nomad ideals and ultimately embracing his duties as the most powerful being on the planet. But he doesn't. It would have all tied in so perfectly with his introduction too, running away from his responsibility to finally embracing it and serving the world he was meant to protect. But no, instead he ends the series by running away again and just gets rewarded by getting everything he wants anyway, without earning it. They even bring up the conflict again in Sozin’s Comet, about reconciling his job as the Avatar with the teachings of his country and then they just...deux ex machina their way out of it I am so tired and will always be pissed at the turtle lion energy bending bs.

Sorry, this got a bit off-topic and ranty but my point is. A\ang’s loss does not negate Katara’s. Their losses aren’t the same. They are not presented as such, because they’re not meant to be. I’m just tired of female characters being held to different standards. And his behaviour in TSR does prove that he doesn’t get it, or at the very least, doesn’t get her. Because he compared her mother’s death to his pet’s kidnapping literally who wrote/approved this. He also very conveniently forgets that he was an asshole to his friends who were trying to help and literally almost murders people for stealing his pet too so fuck off with that hypocrisy. Of fucking course she tells him that he doesn’t get it. Even after she and Zuko get back, A\ang’s reaction to her sparing Yon Rha really hammers home how he doesn’t.

At the end of the day, what the fuck does it even matter if their traumas were the same? Why does that mean that Katara can’t process her emotions however she wants to? She has spent her entire life trying to be mature and fill the gaping hole that her mom left behind. This is also spelt out for us when Sokka is talking to Toph about their mom in Book 3. Katara is allowed to talk about it and I don’t wanna hear anything to the contrary.

[dadsbongos]

Greetings! I got this idea for danganronpa AU where Nagito is like ghost "living" (or haunting idk-) his old house and the reader moves into that house and they slowly became closer and yk<3

hi i love this concept :)

Request for: Nagito Komaeda Warnings: nagito’s backstory, slight religious overtones, we breach minor ghost-fucker territory (but no actual ghost-fucking), no-killing game au also ~~~

The house itself was rather nice. Nothing too luxurious for who the previous owner was aside from the obnoxiously fancy chandelier hanging in the den.

The realtor was hesitant to explain that the reason it was selling so comically cheap was, in fact, due to the belief of a ghost. Not just any, however. It was the previous owner’s ghost.

People who even stepped into the house could feel his chilling touch. Hear quiet, shaky whispers in the night. The fireplace would crackle and burst to life at strange times with nobody near it. Visitors and almost-buyers alike would thrust their warnings to stay away upon anybody who so much as looked at the home.

But that didn’t matter much - a house was a house and it’s not like the ghost was malicious from description. Just… annoying. Perhaps a little eerie, but again, not harmful. Everybody escaped without physical injury. So, why not buy it?

Maybe the ghost just needed a friend? Death was probably a lonely time.

Bought on Tuesday. Moved in Wednesday. Finished unpacking… still pending.

It’s not like (Y/n) had anybody to impress anyways. She’d made the move for a fresh start; new faces, new stories.

The bumps began on Friday.

Sometimes they were taps. Sometimes crashes followed by the gentle rapping against the walls, as if to apologize for the loud noise.

She’d stayed through the month, undeterred by any of the ghosts’ activities.

Then the happenings seemed a little more… intimate.

A photo slowly sliding out from beneath the fridge, at first.

Three people in frame. From left to right, there was a figure with shoulder-length pink hair and a smile to make the heavens jealous - then white hair to rival a cloud-marshmallow love child, skin sickly pale and body wastingly thin - finally, brown hair with an ahoge sticking out like an antenna and posture that almost made him taller than the one in the middle. Well, not really, but attempting counted, right? 

“Which one’s you?” she asked the air, whether she was too tired, or simply didn’t care enough, to be embarrassed was irrelevant. 

A single droplet of water, from a leak she didn’t know existed until this very moment, fell from the ceiling before splotching over the face of the one in the middle.

“White hair, heavy eye bags?”

There was no response, but she took it as a yes anyway. What a pretty, pretty face. In a tragic way.

Because he did look rather ill. Frail build and purple hues under his eyes. Pretty but suffering - it made her feel bad. Of course, she already knew he was dead, but even so - suffering should always inspire empathy rather than romance.

And again, he was dead, so the likelihood of a romance between them anyway was slim to none. None. Unless she suddenly dropped dead, there would be no sweet kisses in the morning or gentle hugs from behind as one of them makes dinner. Maybe when she died, he’d be available for a ghostly date while the house gets put back on the market.

(Y/n) chuckled at the sudden thought of lightning cracking into her home, despite the sunny weather, and striking her dead where she stood. Ridiculous, but God liked ridiculous things.

The sudden thought hit her - what if that old photo was old old? Maybe he was eighty when he died and she just subconsciously signed herself up for a date with an elderly ghost?

Shaking her head, (Y/n) scolded herself for the thought. She’d already be dead by then, it wouldn’t matter what age he was...

Then, it was the scribbling on spare papers. Always specifically spares. Double copies she had put in recycling. Scraps. Even on the backs of paper-esque trash. It was an oddly considerate move for a ghost, though to be fair, she’d never met a ghost before and couldn’t tell if it was out-of-place or not for them.

The words always appeared when she was out of the room. Leaving to grab something and coming back to find the out-dated schedule for work out of recycling and on her desk with crayon sprawled over it. 

Hi 

Eloquently said, in her opinion.

“Hi?” she looked around the room, “Can you not talk? I thought people said they heard whispers…”

A bang in the other room drew her out. When there was nothing out of place, she returned to her desk only to be met with more words.

I’m Nagito Komaeda :)

“Dodging the question, huh?”

The process repeated. Bang. Nothing out of the ordinary. Return. New words.

Sorry :(

“Don’t apologize,” (Y/n) shrugged off before moving to her computer, “I’m just gonna look you up.”

A series of bangs - now that she truly listened, it sounded like a fist pounding to the drywall - resonated through the home. She did not get up nor did she pause her actions of Googling the man known as Nagito Komaeda. 

Until a piece of paper flew in from the open door.

Bad idea

“Probably, yeah,” she huffed, moving back to her computer.

Nagito Komaeda, born April 28th, first popped up as the sole survivor in an old plane hijacking report. Both parents, all plane staff, and the hijackers left dead after the plane crash caused by a meteor strike. Then he came up as a survivor of an old serial kidnapper/killer. Then as a boy who’d inherited the entirety of his parents’ fortune and won a large sum from a lottery ticket he’d found in the trash bag he was stuffed in by his kidnapper. Then as a Hope’s Peak graduate under the title Ultimate Lucky Student.

Finally, as a 25-year-old man who’d miraculously survived ten years post-diagnosis with frontotemporal dementia and advanced lymphoma before his death.

“Holy shit,” she nearly choked on her own shock, “You weren’t boring, that’s for sure.”

Another paper, this time written in marker as if he could sense that she didn’t wish to get up. Another strangely considerate move.

Thanks 

You’re not creeped out?

“I mean, it’s more sad than creepy,” her eyes scanned over a single line in the article once again.

“Nagito Komaeda, after all his fortunes and misfortunes alike, died at age 25, after ten years of illness, surrounded by friends who took the place of family. Out of respect, no interviews were conducted, but anybody, anyone at all even from a quick glance, could tell - Nagito Komaeda will surely be missed.” 

Her eyes watered slightly as she clicked out of the Togami Publications, laughing at the pure awkwardness of her situation, “Oh my God, that’s really fucking sad. I’m sorry your life sucked.”

Another paper.

It’s fine

I was just wasting space anyway :)

“No, you were- “ she gestured to her computer screen before covering her eyes in shame of her tears, “You meant so much to your friends.”

She expected memorial posts, maybe not as many as there were, but she saw them coming. What she didn’t see coming, however, was that each and every one would be dearly heartfelt - not a single one was disingenuous or vague in the slightest. She also didn’t see herself crying by the end of her little search.

But there she was.

Something light floated into her lap. A tissue.

“Oh my fucking God,” (Y/n) choked up again, picking up the tissue with a small smile, “Stop, you’re a ghost, you’re supposed to be scary and making me leave, not helping me dry my tears…”

Another paper atop the slowly growing pile.

Was that a ghostphobic remark?

“Oh, I’m keeping that one,” she stood, sniffling as she wiped away her tears, and picked up the last paper, nodding to herself as she muttered, “Yep. This one’s going on the wall.”

~~

Nagito stopped whispering because people ran when he did. His voice was always hideous, he didn’t to be reminded. Besides, (Y/n) seemed to prefer the paper method - she hung up her favorites along the walls of her office and if a visitor teased her about it she would ignore them. It was admirable, how their grins and giggles rolled off her back like water droplets over a duck.

He wished he could be like that.

Could have been.

He still had trouble with that.

Has.

Nagito looks up from his spot at the kitchen table where (Y/n) was cooking for herself. She seemed so at-peace in this house, and he’s glad for that. He never liked living alone and everyone else seemed to hate having him there. Not that he blamed them much.

Even so, he much prefers (Y/n) over any past guest as his living counterpart of the house.

She even leaves chairs open for him at the table; he smiles widely at the thought, patting his thighs and kicking out his legs in his seat- just like now!

She’d pulled out the chair upon entering the kitchen before calling out for him that she’d be cooking. She even knew he liked watching her cook!

It was selfish of him to crave so much attention, but in the end, Nagito was already dead so… did it really matter when he indulged in his wants more than he should?

Divine punishment isn’t real and he likes being around her, so why should he bother hiding himself away in the attic?

(Y/n) moved around the house with little to no liveliness, it made him chuckle. Her shoulders drooped and footsteps heavy, it was fun. To feel like he wasn’t alone.

He hoped she felt the same. That he was a friend… or, undead companion?

He hoped she would stay and not move out.

He hoped they could be real friends one day… if it’s not too much to ask, that once she dies, she’ll meet him. The real him. 

That would be heaven.

[writerperson7]

Supergirl BUT a PJO AU

I just finished a re-read of everything Rick Riordan and I had a thought:

Imagine camp-half blood where: 

1. J’onn is the activities director who does his best to maintain peace and provide wisdom.

2.  Lena is a child of Poseidon (not only cause the green eyes and black hair) She is like super smart and of course is terrified of water. She basically blames herself for her mortal mother’s drowning and the guilt/trauma makes feel like a villain in a place of heroes. Also resentful towards Poseidon. So she stays away from everyone and suppresses her gift. It seems to be working until a certain blue eyed blond barges into her life like a tidal wave.

3. Kara is a child of Athena who lost her parents to an attack from Arachne. She doesn’t really feel at home in her cabin because she is the first one ever to have powers. As one of the camp’s best heroes she is constantly throwing herself into quests and soon makes it her mission to figure out what’s up with that Luthor in Cabin 3.... and why she can’t stop staring. 

4. Alex is a child of Ares who finds themselves falling for a child of Aphrodite and doesn’t know what to make of those feelings. Then eventually keeping her mortal-adoptive sister away from Lena at the behest of her godly father.  But her attempts are half-hearted because she can see how good these two dorks are for each other.

5. Kelly  is known for her good advice, warmth, and general badassery but is struggling to assert her role as head counselor of the Aphrodite cabin against Andrea, who loves to spread rumors and meddle in other campers personal affairs.

6. Nia would be either the daughter of Hypnos, Morpheus or the camp oracle idk I couldn’t choose. But the gist of her conflict is that she is trying to navigate her powers while striking a “friendship” (note the quotations) with a shy demi-titan

7. Brainy’s story is unconventional because he is the first kid from a titan (Coeus- look it up) to be allowed. He has some insecurities with his natural appearance (green skin & white hair) so he asks the Hecate kids to place charms on him... that is until he meets Nia Nal who helps him embrace emotions, parentage, and identity. He in turn, would use his infinite wisdom to help decipher her visions.

8. Willy wonka (yknow who im talking about) = kid of Hermes

9. Lex is just an asshole jk he is a kid of Hades but no matter what he does people don’t like resent that cabin just HIM yk? (we will respect the legacy of Nico di Angelo in this house)

10. Eve would be a sea nymph who could travel without water, basically Lena’s bestfriend, because I needed a female equivalent of Grover. 

Main conflict: Lex releases a shapeshifting Monster known as Leviathan from the depths of Tartarus and all hell is literally breaking loose. The Olympians are indisposed and its up to everyone minus lex  to stop it from destroying the world. there will be betrayal, endgames, tropes, death, and overcoming trauma. The whole shebang.

Me 10 min Later:  what Have I done