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i promise i won't be mad with you, okay? i know one of you took the moon, it's fine, just give it back.
#i keep looking up in the sky and it's NOT THERE#starting to get worried#the moon belongs in the sky!!#like i'll forget all about it i promise#just put it back#please
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btw chat if i say "Canary in a Coal Mine" is Sun and Nexus coded am I understood or am i just screaming into a void
#'but i still hold out hope that maybe someday- i'll be worth more than all the silence left in my wake'#< somehow both nexus and sun at the same time#'feed me promises keep my heart well- i'll sing you songs until the darkness does recede. but if it in the end i lose my voice- will you#forget about your love for me?'#< sun @ nexus#'AND WHEN YOU BREACH THE SURFACE OH WITHOUT MEEE. PLEASE DON'T RETURN ME TO THE DARK OF ALL YOUR MEMORIES YEAH'#< nexus @ sun#'let the dirt hang heavy in your chest- drag me deeper down below the ground. know that all my love will be your breath- i will save you#when your lights go out.'#< sun @ nexus.#LIKE DO I MAKE ANY SENSE SJDKFHSDF#tsams#the sun and moon show#sams#sun and moon show#yapping about smtn tag
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I actually managed to write a little today!
#i missed it so much man#i always forget how important creating stuff is for me#and I've been so scared that my writing might be too personal or self indulging#that i might be trying to like... work through stuff#and i think that's true but it's also something that's super important#my fics are about finding each other and losing each other again#and they are about finding home and keeping hope#and sure i might not be the best writer but if there is even one person who's willing to read my stuff? that's worth it!#also thank you so much to all the people who support my moodboards and my web weavings#sometimes they are about my stories and seeing you guys support them despite of it... it means so fucking much to me#and i promise I'll share my fics with you soon#txt.
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I had to open the ship combat rules doc I made for Rook's campaign the other day, and man, that thing was (and still is tbh) my fucking magnum opus. I put so much effort into creating rules for a type of combat that dnd doesn't naturally support, and it was SUCH a fun challenge. I'll admit it's not perfect, but it works for our campaign, and everyone seemed to like it during our one test so far, so that's good enough for me.
I think between the stat blocks, the rules themselves, and the maps of the ships, I spent easily 48 hours total on making this sailing arc happen. (No, I'm not the DM, I just like homebrewing shit, and also happen to be the one who decided to play a pirate and make that involved in the story.)
#morrigan.text#morrigan plays dnd#dnd#if anyone wants to read the ship combat rules doc or anything just lmk. I will gladly share the link. This thing is my baby.#actually if anyone ever wants to see ANY of my dnd stuff I'll gladly share. I need to find a nicer way to share it than roll20 screenshots.#I will accept any suggestions as to how to do that and also gladly welcome any chance to infodump about my silly little homebrew shit.#it's so funny because I think that a lot of people would look at the stuff I do for this DM and go ''huh??? why??? you're a player???''#and yet MORE that I've promised to make but haven't done yet. (Like the fucked up Nightwalkers I'm using the Aeor monsters as a base for.)#but it's genuinely so much fun for me and I practically BEG him to let me do this stuff lmao.#I've made SEVERAL maps (both battle and regional) and well over a dozen stat blocks for this campaign.#probably close to two dozen atp actually. I mean the Sea Snake crew alone was at least 4 stat blocks plus the 3 ships.#and then there's the Drowned Maidens we're fighting next session. And the Tentacle Monster and the Sea Drake.#and the beefed-up Kuo-Toa plus their idol and the Marriages.#so what's that. 13 stat blocks for just the first part of the sailing arc?#and then there's the wind roc/phoenix thing I made for Red Lotus Island.#and three chimeras I made for the labs. So that's 17. And I know for a fact there's more I'm forgetting about.#my all-caster party is going to hate me lmao. (It's fine. 90% of the monsters I make are worse for me (the rogue) than anyone else.)#as for maps I made the map of Red Lotus island and I made all three ship maps (which took probably close to 24hours total)#and I made a map for the fight against Andrassi THE NIGHT BEFORE THE SESSION (by voluntary choice).#idk I just have fun with this kind of thing. I'm not organized enough to DM a campaign but I love figuring out technical challenges.#I mean. that makes a lot of sense since dnd and its mechanics is literally my special interest. So. Not really surprising.#oh and for my (heavily modified) CoS game I made a super powerful divine assassin of the Raven Queen for us to meet.#he's cool as hell. His name is Kazimir and his stat block is absolutely insane.#it's almost 3am why am I like this. time to go the fuck to sleep!!!
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Day 869 of Amphibia Screenshots
Episode: The Sleepover to End All Sleepovers
#Amphibia#The Sleepover to End All Sleepovers#Amphibia The Sleepover to End All Sleepovers#Anne Boonchuy#Marcy Wu#Spring Plantar#Polly Plantar#Amphibia Screenshots#Amphibia Screenshot#SHOOT I'm so sorry this is like 12 hours late i didn't realize i had nothing queued 😭😭😭#i was at ren fair yesterday and worked 7 hours today and now midnight is in 50 minutes#💀💀#so uh here's this I'm about to go to bed soon I'm glad i opened tumblr 💀💀#I'm sorry normally i have at least a week queued but working 2 jobs and midterms coming up soon man i just keep forgetting oops#I'll have something out on time tomorrow though i promise!!!!
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AFTERMARE WEEK: day 3- light and heavy
a wedding ring; usually made of gold, platinum, or silver. it's given by one partner to the other as a symbol of commitment
such a small and deceptively light object should not be very heavy, but that does not prevent it from holding the crushing weight it's promise implies.
aftermare week is hosted by @bluepallilworld
#illustration#my art#aftermare week#aftermare week 2023#utmv#geno sans#geno#fem!geno#aftermare#me: aren't the clothes too modern for the medieval times story you wanna go for-#also me: well all the clothes i tried on her looked off and i don't even KNOW the era they're in so figure that out later!!#hope that ring metaphor makes sense cause i sure as hell doubt my english was 100% correct hhhh xD#also i'm sorry but the more i think about this made up au of mine the more i wanna flesh it out and tell you guys about my headcanons cause#i imagined how they met; the dialogue- geno's illness- the angst and the fluff- and my two braincells are just fighting eachother hhh xD#half is like 'well write that story!!' and the other just whines 'nooo i don't have the storytelling skills for that' and i'm like!!!#i'll just do a compromise and draw the full designs first once i have the time >:)#no promises for the writing tho cause i know not many would like to read that and it's been a while since i touched notepad so yknow xD#anyways blue if you're reading this please take all the time you need before reblogging anything!!#i know your heart wouldn't be into it otherwise and i get that >:')c don't forget to look after yourself you precious bean<3333
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okay what i meant when i said that even the copious amounts of blood didn't satiate me in particular is that the dead wife/nemesis thing was never something i was eager to see explored, just because i think it's something a lot of male characters get? to go through? the ooh i'm so tortured someone took something from me and now i can't help but turn into a monster while i'm on this quest for revenge and being smothered by grief ough i might kill them even or others in gruesome ways and then realize i'm still just as empty
because, i think men often feel the role they must take on as a man or as a father (especially the latter) is a burden, a huge one, where they aren't allowed to sit back or let go or forgive to their own and everyone else's detriment.. and i understand why there is demand for the same type of stories or story elements or arcs, and why they work, and this same overall theme can be present in a story where it's dealt with in an interesting way or where there's love and care involved in the writing process and the characters don't feel like "man pain machine #48" and "generic sensitive character who will cradle mr. man pain's bloody face in their hands (when we want to end this arc and show how good and lovable he actually is)"....
idk i'm just saying it's not even a specific problem i have with male characters that avenge their families or seem like they're defined by anger or by a traumatic event, i do think it can be written lazily and that we've seen it so many times it's a bit worn-out now, but i wouldn't be quick to generalize. it's just that, since we've seen this before (and that's partly why they poked a bit of fun at themselves when in rickmurai jack, rick's dead wife backstory was revealed).. to me it's one of the least interesting aspects of rick? and yet it's clearly important to the writers and they felt they had to tackle this part of his character, really emphasize his unfinished business, or treat it like something that must have a conclusion
for me though, rick's brand of fucked up and evil wasn't compelling because something deeply fucked up happened to him and there's a lot to deal with there and that's cool, it was more compelling to me (iirc) Before knowing much about his past. tbh. i recognized him already, he felt real, his worst side was familiar because a man doesn't need a whole event to become controlling and cruel when dealing with his family... social norms and umm systems sort of already operate within the framework of the patriarchy, i think it's built into our collective ideas of society, concepts of gender and family and the rules those come with.. i liked that about rick, that why he was an asshole wasn't detailed, there was no easy explanation for the way that he was, he just was. and every time they chose to drive home that rick's defined by losing his original family to his own alternate self and that he was still chasing this one guy, it was like, well i thought there were so many other components as well to why he turned out to be who he is. i liked it more when it was mundane, because that's what i see around me, that abuse is rather mundane. and i'm much more interested in the harm he's directly inflicted on his current family and how his past might affect his current life, what might haunt him. so i guess i never wanted prime to be taken care of, each week i find myself thinking that i just want it to be rick and morty and their messed up little relationship up close and personal again
#like‚ prime was cool‚ i liked what he said when he was getting beaten to a pulp i REALLY liked it. c-137 took his life‚ took his#family technically‚ that's interesting. he regenerates‚ we didn't see a body‚ he could totally be coming back‚ that's interesting#i'm just not all that interested in rick's revenge bc for example look at this episode. what did morty do‚ what did this mean for morty?#maybe i'm too mortybrained hxsgvy but i care about him so much it makes me sick i can't just switch it off.. lol...#felt like this could've been framed differently. i would've framed it differently‚ maybe de-center rick's abstract ideas of what's been#taken from him and who's at fault‚ center his ideas of what he has now and how far he's willing to go for his loved ones#i don't know i also wanted to see how r&m worked while hunting prime since rick promised to bring the kid into his darkness#so i was like omg REGRESSION? regression sweep? real animosity when? but we didn't see any of it. but we still might!! if prime's not#really out of the picture. so i won't write that off. i am inclined to forget about it tho and believe there will be no shared darkness#well i will see i'll see the whole season and then reevaluate#kata.txt#rnm
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#the problem with writing an old mond fic that I'm trying to explore Topics with is#it has dwelved from 'I want to write about why Amos stuck with Deca for so long and the messed up love between them'#to. oh boy. googling the life of the last emperor of china of which I am morbidly facinated with.#(terrible spineless self centered coward of a guy. treated as god since age 4)#(but also general chinese emperors and royalty who all really sucked and basing deca and amos both on a lot of that)#to general little morality things bc. its a story of how amos was complicit/supportive of terrible things under deca but still joined rebel#to. reading about the causes of revolutions???? and writing that into old mond's inherit instability and why nb's revolution worked#into now. attitudes on the ethics meat consumption of bc amos is a hunter who grew up outside of old mond and its culture#and forced into old mond's culture (<- my backstory for her)#which also has implications of Amos having to struggle to reconcile her heritage culture with the one she has to live in now#........and though it I keep forgetting that the initial thing I wanted to explore is deca/amos Problematic(tm) love#which means the plot is now a dredged down mess I'll have to fix in a second draft#......uh for anyone who thinks this sounds interesting. no promises on it actually getting finished or being good#this has spirled way out of control from its initial inception#but ya know all art has a political slant to it and boy nothing says political like 'story about revolution' so we'll see how this all goes#(this is also why I don't write fic or stories often lol I take its ideas too seriously and it completely consumes me until I finish it)#personal //
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A sensual drawing coming out soon-ish, I started drawing some touchy fitpac art some time ago and it's just about finished :)
#p#they're standing so close to one another.... is all I'm saying#I didn't capture Pac's essence as well as I wished but I want to throw this drawing to the internets already and forget about it#so sadly he just looks. like a guy. Like any guy. and I'm sad about that.#maybe..... I'll change it still.............. maybe.................#no promises because I am so done with it already :')#I also started another drawing which is of just Pac and it's looking so cool but idk what to do with the background. So. Still a wip#but!! I looked up an actual pose reference for it and that made it cool!! He's got weapons but he's walking along all chill and cool like#and it's inspired by his cubito's new skin I really like it#he does look a little sad in it so if I want to make him cooler I'll have to change his face a bit but otherwise very happy with his design#--in that one!#that one coming out much later as I keep working on it and other things
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chiyo, existing at 5'1'': this is fine
chiyo, noticing someone close to her is 6' or above: this is fine
chiyo after said person uses their height against her: i will destroy you and make you regret the day you insulted me like this >:(
#exclusively draws them as trees and really long green beans and silly looking giraffes from then on#chiyo hopping onto their back or nudging the back of their knee or tickling them until they collapse#and then she just sits on them like HAH >:D I WIN YOU OVERGROWN STRING BEAN >:D#chiyo hiding stuff they need/use all the time in places low to the ground and hard to reach places for someone so tall#oh she WILL get her revenge i promise ASDFG#sorry i went to go reread someone's bio as i tend to do bc i'm ~paranoid~ i'll forget something important and they're so tall#and i just imagine chiyo being cool with that until they bug her about it and then it's over she's coming for their ankles ASDF#get ready to ramble | ooc
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SASHA if you recommended me one film ..thats not twilight. what would it be
VISI luv hi!!!! i'm the worst person to ask sorry bc before castaigne hacked my new years resolutions 2023 i was living like a nun literally the only movie i watched in the past like 7yrs was call me by your name.....
#and before one of my faves was brokeback mountain you've seen it right??? i've reblogged posts from you#and have you seen silence of the lambs too? ...icr anything now...#but i like thelma and louise!#or watch the green butcher it's my brother's fave i've been wanting to watch it too. if you don't mind subtitles#really i'm sure other mutuals have better tips sorry! but if smth crosses my mind i'll yell it at you#and i won't forget about withnail and i i promise!#also castaigne and i are spiritually crashing your new abode and making you wear the twilight pants with#a liverpool shirt and we're drinking hard mountain dew and fireball dr pepper#and watching the first twilight movie and listening to all your complaints about it 💖💖
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Look, I like the idea of Bowser not recognizing Luigi when he's disguised as Peach as much as the next guy, I really do, but I feel like there is a lot of unwholesome potential between Bowser and Luigi if the Koopa King almost immediately found out that he kidnapped the wrong Peach.
#and when I say unwholesome I don't mean it the sense that Bowser finding out that Peach is actually Luigi would break his heart#I mean it in more of a canon scene where he would quickly find out about the fake Peach and would then hold Luigi for ransom#or just kill him if you want Bowser to be really mad about the brothers and Peach pulling the switheroo#Bowser may be an idiot but he's not stupid#especially if you take into account the canon detail that Bowser's in love/may have an enormous obsession with Peach#a true obsessor like Bowser would know that Peach's eyes are dark blue like the color of the ocean#and while Luigi would have blue eyes his would be much lighter than Peach's (i.e. sky or baby blue)#(or he could just straight up have green eyes if you follow the DIC cartoons)#plus Bowser could just also take/rip the mask off of Luigi's face and instantly find out about the princess switcheroo#Bowser has really amazing immunity so I feel like it would not affect him all that much if “Peach” got him sick#at least I feel like he has great immunity considering the number of times he should've died in every Mario game known to man#oh and don't worry about me forgetting about this idea#because I can safely assure you that I will bring up this idea again sometime in the future#granted I don't know when I'll exactly bring it up again but I have every intention to explore this idea in more detail one day#and I can probably promise you that it'll happen at a time when you'll least expect it#consider this a fun and mysterious sneak peek of what's to come#luigi#luigi nintendo#bowser#bowser nintendo#bowuigi#bowser x luigi#super mario#super mario bros#headcanons#mario headcanons#mario fanfic#mario fanfic idea#foreshadowing
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i was tempted to join some secret santas this year, but, uh, i think i shouldn't for obvious reasons.
but but!! i'm open to making xmas art trades this year too? (i say this year too bc not last years, but the previous ones i made some on twitter and then on my rp blogs, so not here) if anyone's up to it?? at least we could start on it when we want and give it for the 25th, it'd be a little gift to each other :3c
#what do you think my artists friends ??? (*counts how many of you are mutuals*... all 4 of you)#but you have to promise making your part i'm still waiting for people's part of an art trade from like 6 years ago (i think i can forget#about them huh)#so maybe in this case i'll let people show theirs first i know it's selfish butttttt
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Hi guys! How was your thursday?
#mine went by so fast :c#and i still need to make dinner#i promise i'll get to your DMs later 🖤#i had so much stuff to do today#the whole week was like that#actually i can't even remember the last time i had some free time without having to worry about stuff that needed to be done#also i feel so bad for not being able to be that active in here lately#and for not sharing new content#pls pls pls don't forget about me :c#i still love you all 🖤#i've just been busy
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i know i mostly post y.akuza these days, but I'm so filled with love for f.elix. have been for so long now.
#ash rambles 💚#heart-to-heart combat ⚔️#cant read too much of my old content or posts about him without dying of cringe#but my love for him has always been there. these past few years have been so important in helping me kinda shape who i am#and shaping out that Ash personality i try so hard to be. and he's always been there. it's always been the two of us#i know i dont always talk about him but i love him and adore him with every ounce of my being#him and ash are such a tender and cute ship#falling in love for the first time at 17#growing up together. still loving each other so deeply still smiling like teenagers after their first kiss again#in the future they have two beautiful children too. i just adore him so much. i've been through a lot with him and i feel he just Gets Me#i kinda hate my s/i since she's modeled after such a younger and honestly annoying ash- but her kindness and happiness is so cute#and i cant blame him for falling for her. they're the classic example of the sunshine x grumpy bad boy trope and i love it#they balance each other but also get each other. i feel so safe with my beautiful f.elix!#i love him so much! he's always gonna special to me. my feelings for him are just as strong as they were 5 years. i promise you that#i think I'll be in love with him forever#one day I'll buy a plushie of him! my beautiful f.elix. hehe f.elix... sighs.. my love#i think I'll go to sleep a very happy ash tonight. thinking about him makes me emotional but happy too#and it's cute seeing a man known for being so cold and harsh melt and be a sweet gentle romantic because of one cute girl <3#ash is so powerful! so strong!#she can make the coolest swordsman ever so weak just with a smile and a kiss on his cheek!!! all fear ash!!! muahahahaha!!!!!!#don't let any amount of y.akuza posting make you forget that i am THE f.elix h.ugo f.raldarius mutual /lh
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it's always so bizarre to me when people leave tumblr. literally any reason (besides the obvious, receiving hate/being bullied etc) never makes sense to me. wdym you don't feel drawn to this website like the moon is drawn to earth? wdym you don't treat this place like your own little diary to yap and post about little guys forever and ever? wdym you've outgrown a fandom and cannot use your blog anymore? bestie!!! wdym!!!!
anyways I'll be here until i die
#like#im always so sad when people i follow or talk to leave tumblr:(#but sometimes i truly just don't understand!!!! like i get it. but i think that that could just never be me#sometimes i think i forget that i have a pretty strong sense of self and im inherently selfish (not in a bad way) and like. i dont rrly care#what people think of me?#like real life lol#but on here it's especially easy to be selfish#this is my blog#I'll post what i want??? obviously#i don't post for what i think my followers want#and idc what fandom they followed me for#they'll get the content i rb and if they don't like it then idc<3#this is my safe space and i only care about making my blog a place that makes me happy#same with writing also#i also dont care about what people say about that#if i get inspiration to write then I might as well post it otherwise it'll rot in my docs#but#it's still all for me <3#DONT GET ME WRONG I STILL LOVE FEEDBACK#AND ALSO I PROMISE IM NOT MEAN 😭 AND I LOVE TALKING WITH EVERYONE HERE AND I LOVE FRIENDS AND MUTUALS AND FOLLOWERS#AND I RESPECT HOW OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT THEIR TUMBLR EXPERIENCES#IM SIMPLY RANTING IN THE TAGS AND ALSO SHARING MY OPINION#sage.words#tag talk
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