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onahotrock · 4 months ago

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I am writing so many things and i feel so productive, big blog posts coming, not here tho, on my website

#my post #trying to write a new artist bio #also for the webedsite #and its so hard to write about myself in a place people can see #like i journal every day #but like hey no thats personal you dont need to know anything about me #but it helps with search hits and audience building and getting clients #but like i dont want to talk about myself i just want to talk about the art #vent?

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crnl-chicken-tots · 3 months ago

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Push and pull, yeah that's our arrangement

#click for better quality #song of the day: Temper Temper - Lime Cordiale #im gonna start dropping song recs every piece. this is a good one and kind of reminded me of them. :v #i just realized i forgot pv's staff. ill add it later when i dont need to sleep #making this piece just spurred like 5 more ideas. big W for me and the burningcheese nation once they're put on paper #poor pv and gc. clingy beasts of all things #i didnt draw mystic and cacao but at least mystic can keep to herself imo #shadow milk cookie #burning spice cookie #pure vanilla cookie #golden cheese cookie #burningcheese #goldenspice #pureshadow #cookie run kingdom #crk #art #crnl's crk journal

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catastrxblues · 10 months ago

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EVERMORE by taylor swift (feat. bon iver) — “and i was catching my breath, floors of a cabin creaking under my step. and i couldn’t be sure, i had a feeling so peculiar, this pain wouldn’t be forevermore.”

my #swiftiegiftexchange2024 for @lovesickallovermybed!!!! 🫶🏽🫶🏽

#HIII HII HII how are you <3333 SO sorry for being slightly to the party but HII #i saw that you are currently recovering from surgery and i‘m wishing you all the best and =a faster recovery 💗💗 i hope you’re okay and #are feeling and getting much better every day 💗💗💗#i’m your anon swiftie and it was really nice to get to know you!! 🫶🏽 you’re super super talented and your gifs are so so STUNNING #it was such an honor to be your anon for this event and i had such a fun time making this !#i was SO excited when i saw that some of your favorite ts songs are evermore and idsb. really really sorry i didn’t have the time to make #something for both because my laptop went dead for sometime and i ended up only having the time to make this 😭#evermore the song is something i hold and cherish deeply in my heart too and it was something that has seen some of the worst of my days #and so i decided to do this song for your gift instead!#i can’t really gif much and couldn’t even try #because my laptop in which i had installed ps in went rip so i decided to make you this #(slightly messy sorryy) scrapbook of my view of the song! i tried to incorporate some of the descriptive lyrics and the objects mentioned i #the song and i hope you like it 😁!#and because i think evermore is also something that IS meant to be incredibly personal to the people that listen to it #i decided to include some photos (+added highlights on every lyric that has ever touched me which is almost everything as you can see 😭)#of some of my journal pages on which i rewrote the entire lyrics (except bon iver’s addition 😅) in ‘21 when the song meant to me the most!#i hope you're having a great dayy love 🫶🏽🫶🏽#SwiftieGiftExchange2024 #taylor swift #tswiftedit #evermore #*my edits #nadine.mp3

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blackbackedjackal · 3 months ago

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So there was always the 'in theory' but like, actually being in a situation where this 54 year old woman who I assumed was straight took 3 days to decide she was homo asf and into me was so wild.

#it all happened so fast like #she would sit next to me a lot #and got really protective over me #to the point where we were eating every meal together and hanging out most of the day #and I still was like 'there's no way this woman is into me'#until the peanutbutter conversation and I was like 'ahahaha that's gay'#and then this dude like #got mad her about not wanting to fuck him because she was gay for me #that was such a wild 3 weeks #i'm never going outside again #jackal's journal

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kissingarthurclaus · 30 days ago

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Good morning everypony 💖💖 (or afternoon where I am I guess) I love Arthur very very much 🥺🥺🥺

#jane journals #self insert talk #🎄 my christmas wish 🎄#HIS LITTLE LIP BITE OF CONCENTRATION HERE 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖#ouggghhhhhh #seeing him in his office reminds me of the pining penpals stage of the ship too!!#since my s/i meets him during his first official year as santa i imagine he doesnt spend AS much time in letters anymore #but i do imagine that he does go back there bcs its familiar!!#he probably spent YEARS in that office!! he put so much time and effort into every single letter he decorated it just so #i imagine its like his safe space!! when he gets a little overwhelmed with his new responsibilities thats where he goes #but yeah!! when we start sending letters back and forth he cant WAIT to end the day in that cozy place #he gets to read what i wrote to him and craft a reply and think about how ill feel when i open HIS letter #and then ofc theres when he gets nervous about writing a love confession > u <

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suddencolds · 18 days ago

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.(personal)

#signing off for some time #i have some things to sort through 🫡#please expect something relating to au yvverse on valentines day! (i will be back by then)#a non-snz journal entry before i leave (not expecting anyone to read this):#i think writing humor is an interesting challenge #i remember reading a book in uni where i thought the narration was very interesting and pleasing and sharp #but then reading the reviews for it half a year later and seeing people say 'i couldn't stop laughing when i was reading this' / 'people #on the train were giving me weird looks because i was laughing so hard / this is the funniest book i've read all year' etc. and i remember #feeling distinctly confused... i had not registered that the irony and the sharp commentary were supposed to be funny; they were simply #texturally interesting to me 😭 i also remember submitting a short story draft and having a professor say in workshop 'your writing is very #funny. it reminds me of [movie he liked] which i also found to be very funny'#and i was like 😃❓ (i had also not intended for the story to be funny. but i thought it was a compliment that he read it that way)#humor is so inexplicable to me #i'm working on a series which i actively want to be funny and every time i write out a joke i'm like... fretting a little internally #like do i even know what humor is 😭😭 it's like this relay race exercise where (1) i hand off a scene and (2) the audience interprets it as #playfulness... neither of us is allowed to drop the baton in order for this to work 🏃‍♀️ it's a little scary??!! it feels so vulnerable #i think it's an interesting problem... trying to find all of these little pockets where i can modulate the tone towards playfulness #alsooooo unrelated... these days i find myself feeling the instinctive need to apologize to everyone 😭 i thought i would be fine #but now looking at myself i'm like... girl something is broken here 😭‼️ i tried rephrasing this in like 10 different ways and #nothing seemed right. anyways for good measure: i am sorry #truthfully i still feel like just half a person sometimes #perhaps i shall reemerge from this break metamorphosed into someone more tolerable 🐛 -> 🦋

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stockholmgf · 1 year ago

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i have to mute myself every day on the phone with my bf so i can “tell” him all about the surprises i’m working on for him cause i simply cannot keep my mouth shut

#he gave me a little snoopy journal as part of my valentine’s day gift #so i’m writing little passages in it every time i come up with a reason that i love him or something i admire about him etc #and little momentos here and there like some pressed flowers from the bouquet he got me on his last visit 😁#and receipts for lil date nights #also trying to learn vietnamese so i can make it a little easier on his family to talk to me #which is HARD ASS LANGUAGE btw #and gonna attempt to crochet a tapestry of his fav MTG card

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arach-tinilith · 14 days ago

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Okay sorry i forgot my pain is my own 🫶

#i really should journal lmfao i hate venting about stuff but simultaneously i gotta #im also tired of talking about it irl because i feel like its just so upsetting and im just harming others by talking about it #but it was my life!!! it was every regular day for me!!#idk back to elf pussy

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goldkirk · 4 months ago

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i haven't been this not okay in over a year and i do not miss it and i do not want it

#good to know i can still spiral this hard and catastrophize as well as i ever did DESPITE EVERY TECHNIQUE I KNOW.#and yoga. and breathing. and cold water and ice. and logic. and distractions. and thought reframing.#teeth aren't a moral judgement EXCEPT THEY FEEL LIKE THEY ARE #I feel like I'm going to ACTUALLY DIE. ACTUALLY DIE #I was JUST the other day so grateful it's been so long since I was mostly dissociated instead of mostly present and now all I want is to be #checked the FUCK out and also not exist so I don't have to go tomorrow #pull yourself together @ me you have objectively already survived much worse #and you have it much better than it could be #and worst case scenarios are still dealable-with even though they don't feel like it #unhelpfully. all my brain wants to do is tell every person i know that i'm freaked out and terrified and full of shame and guilt and dread #and want COMFORT AND ATTENTION #and it's like bitch you wouldn't even accept it if you asked and they DID give it to you. you are so fucked up right now. chill. OUT.#@ all of you I am SO sorry i'm liveblogging my breakdown today. i'm scared to open my journal and spiral more so this is all I've got #I'll be done with this mode by the end of tomorrow I promise #shh katie

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nessbunnie · 3 months ago

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me when i wanna post myself but i'm supposed to be mysterious

#journal . . ✶#me when i'm supposed to be mysterious but i also post every single detail about my life #me when i posted 20+ times in the span of 2 days #i've posted 20+ times in the span of ONE day before #... i need to make a separate blog for my yappings #2 likes and i'll make a yap blog #promise me u guys will follow me on that too ... <3

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lego-ninjago · 6 months ago

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It will ALWAYS be cool to draw yourself as one of your favorite characters and then put stickers around it. I should have been the green ninja for real...!

#ninjago #my art #more like my doodle but y'know how it is #is this cringe? Today is my 22nd birthday btw yay (I spent it watching ninjago) ((I'm too far gone to care about cringe))#I tried to use this as an actual diary but it got hard to write in every day so now it's kind of like a misc journal #I have diary entries book reviews some pressed flowers and now this #kind of want to make it like a scrap book as well #it's funny that I'm in dragons rising uniform (I look like that irl this is photorealistic) but the others are movie uniform #and wu is just og wu lol #yes that is disembodied zane head pen :)

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micahdotgov · 8 months ago

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would anyone care if i killed myself.

#the best journalist in the business???? imagine telling him in june 1972 he would one day be saying that #and he also says something along the lines of ''like every marriage it has its ups and downs'' i think im going to be sick #im past apologising for this it is the year of rpf im having so much fun ← said while clawing the walls and dry heaving #micah.txt #journalism yaoi tag

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lunnieluvs · 2 months ago

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I hate all these theories/rules on love, the three month rule, three week rule, black nail theory, red nail theory, blue nail theory, second and third love theory, why can’t we just live ??

#★┊journal .ᐟ #it genuinely stresses me out so badly #I feel like I see a new rule or theory every day #and it genuinely just feel like an excuse everyone is making to not be in a long relationship #I’m too autistic for all these things !!

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3416 · 3 months ago

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as a chronically depressed person, i know saying i'm going to kill myself in reaction to minor things that shouldn't affect my life as much as they do is like. not a helpful thing at all and yet. sometimes it's the only–––

#like.... is it making it worse. probably #does it still feel good to exaggerate. uh yea #do i wanna be here. lately no. lfkjklsd passively ******** gets u on a WATCHLIST.#except my moms saying the same shit to me every other day im like brother why must this run in the family #how am i gonna get out of it oh my god #anyway not to be tmi on main but like.#major depression is HEREDITARY AND I HAVE IT BITCH. how evil is that shit #would never in my life willingly have kids and give them that let me tell you for free #anyway tumblr is a journal hours #me loving winter vs also suffering the consequences.. usually it gwts me in the summer so why now #trip to new york fix me. leafs fix me. put my boys back by then too that will fix me a bit

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pink-lemonadefairy · 5 months ago

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#probably my last sunny walk at home :(#keeeeellll meeeee #i think one of the things i hate about going back to uni is not being able to experience autumn and winter at home like i used to #it’s weird because i’ve always loved them and considered them my favourite seasons.#but last year (and now this year) i’m realizing that oh! i think it’s because i got to come home after a long day and be in a safe familiar #space. and at uni everything is still a bit unfamiliar and not very comforting so the long cold days get so much harder #but i will surviveeeeeee #counting on gilmore girls to get me through it!! and also love is blind s7. i LOVE having things to look forward to every week it makes tim #fly by so fast. last yr every friday night was reserved for me and i ate frozen pizza or takeout and/or my favourite snacks and #watch my comfort films :( i cooked a lot those nights too 2 save money but yeah. it was rlly nice to have that comfy safe time to myself #i think it rlly got me thru uni.#ik it’s gonna be so hard to get back into a routine but im trying to tell myself that i need to like. focus on the basics first. adulting #can be so hard & i wanna do everything at once! i wanna b perfect in all areas. always do my hobbies. etc etc but i #i couldnt even get out of bed to make myself meals sometimes 💔 so i need to like remember if i don’t journal or read a whole book in a day #not the end of the world. and most importantly i need to be EATING and staying active and SLEEPING FIRST and foremost cause then hopefully #i won’t feel like a zombie.#okay anyways.#feeling sad feeling tired feeling unmotivated but also feeling a teensy bit excited for finally BEING ALONE!!!!#i have my cardiologist appt tmrw so maybe that’s why i feel so yuck also. just thinking abt it makes me wanna throw up #i hope everything goes well #anyways bye bye #♡ dear diary…

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treebloods · 6 months ago

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I don't think labor is for me

#i really hate it when i am given orders like who tf u think u r?#i hate this feeling that i don't belong here that what am i even doing around these people and wasting my life doing something #i absolutely has no interest on and don't even enjoy?#i get that work is hard even if it's something u like and passionate about but at the end of the day #you won't feel like “what am i even doing”#you will be aware that u r doing something u like even if it's hard but right now i feel so lost i feel like it's not my place or what i #meant to be doing like even the experience won't help me in the future #yeah every experience is good but it's not what i need or want to improve #journal

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