#like i dont know if this is out of left field or not

[didalexiabreakupwitholgaisback]

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Plus seems like the Engen fans have been used to too good already, because have you seen any Marta fan being upset of her being benchwarmer? Nope, exactly. We have got used to it and accepted it, but also we still trust her and we know if she id needed she will be there and will deliver masterclass - for examble how many times she saved our ass when first mentioned hadnt played great? Right, many! So I would advice the fans upset of this now, take the stick out of ass and learn there can be only 11 players on pitch per team not everyone can make it - Celebrate when they do, dont end the world when they dont, thats the thing for this - You are going to have looong season if already like that

yeah, again, i think everyone needs to chill out and let's look at the stats for playing time this season:

alexia has the most minutes of any of the midfielders and keira has gotten more minutes than patri and aitana. aitana has the least minutes. where are aitana's complaining fans? 😅

ingrid has gotten more minutes overall than irene and has the 11th highest minutes overall.

lots of rotation especially on the left side. that side of the field is not set!

for your torre fans, 32% of minutes is quite respectable! 👏

source: @srtalexus23 on twitter

yes, it's definitely been a weird mix of criticisms since she joined barça.

but honestly, i would much rather have fans fighting over her playing time and merits as a center back, than the over fights about who she is dating, being an 'influencer' and not up to barça's level (wtf), and love triangle nonsense. 🙄 again, it's all too extreme though!

[quillkiller]

do u think if regulus somehow survived the cave and, once free, barty learned of his betrayal to voldemort would barty stick with regulus despite feeling himself betrayed or would they end up fighting eachother every chance they get. a bit like sirius and reg who end up on different sides of the war and seek eachother out in every duel just to see eachother. Like they still can’t stay away from eachother but now they hate eachother so everything is more complicated. tbh i think that’d be pretty one sided because regulus does not see how betraying voldemort could hurt barty at all, i think he’d be kind of compassionate.. would even pity him for what he went through

me & and kara had a meeting over this ask and here’s out conclusion…

we don’t really know what happens with bartylus if reg somehow survived the cave… we don’t necessarily think he’s with voldy out of some kind of loyalty, but for a lot of other complex reasons mostly to do with barty sr and his upbringing. barty is revenge personified. to me however there could ever be hatred or spite between bartylus no matter the betrayal. they always always always regress to their adolescent teenage selves when they’re together, it can’t be helped.

we also don’t see regulus on the field ?? i have a hard time picturing regulus like out on all the raids…. i think his role as a death eater is something completely different. and, if they were in the field, i think regulus and sirius would always avoid each other, knowing that neglect and silence cuts deeper. and because they don’t actually want to hurt each other. if anyone wants to hurt anyone its reg wanting to hurt sirius, and sirius defending himself. i don’t see them seeking each other out though. sirius would seek bella out on the battlefield, but never regulus. sirius can and does stay away from regulus and he proved that when he left home. even if it hurts ! the sacrifices we make to save our own lives and what not :/ i dont see either of them trying to reach out in any sort of way, both too proud and stubborn, and knowing that silence will hurt more

we also don’t think that regulus’ betrayal with the locket is an indicator that he’s now a good person / or that he would join the order. similar in how i dont think narcissas act of betrayal isn’t an indicator that she’s good either. it was personal for both of them. a way to (hopefully) save their loved ones (draco & sirius) and a defiance against voldemort. fighting against voldemort doesn’t equal being on the good side. and if that’s the case i can see barty choosing regulus over voldy. he’ll find other ways to get his revenge / the reason (to me) that he was so devoted to voldemort in the end is because all his friends died and he had nothing left BUT revenge. now he has regulus, and where regulus goes barty follows.

not to go on and on about dil’s masterpiece bartylus microfic but it really changed my life forever when barty runs away w reg and reg says ’you’re hardly the first one to ask’ and barty says ’i didn’t ask’ <- HE DIDNT ASK. i dont think he’d question regs betrayal, wouldn’t take it personal, wouldn’t pity him for it. reg survives and decides to leave / maybe try to find the other horcruxes and barty is like ’cool, guess that’s what we’re doing then’ and invites himself. and regulus would never, could never, tell him no. they’re childhood best friends and their carnal weird fucking need for each other will always outweigh anything else between them. they’re not strategic or calculating in their relationship, aren’t capable of it <- and they’re both strategic and calculating people, barty especially. it’s like that post ’when you’ve known someone for too long you’re doomed to always see them as a person.”

so if regulus survives and decides to continue to fight against voldemort, i think the natural transgression for barty is to leave with him <- lap dog tendencies. i don’t think either of them do it out of the goodness of their hearts or join the order.

[lindalofbroome]

15 - Loyalty

‘I am here for Britta,’ [Jewel] said. ‘And so is Sky of Rithmere.’ Her voice sounded harsh and strange to Britta’s ears. It was almost as if Jewel was afraid.

‘I know that,’ Kay said, ‘and I am glad of it.’

STAR OF DELTORA The Hungry Isle Ch 1 Closer

pov your queer friends meet your straight friend

asdKDJF so i sketched this one aaaaaaaaages ago because i knew straight away that i wanted to express jewel and sky’s loyalty to britta like they’re ride or die bitches ya know

anyway when i was working on the jantsy and britta art way back when i had a sudden question out of the blue. they’re the member of Britta Protection Squad. but jantsy has been looking out for her for years. so technically he’s also part of it. but would they let him? would they be like GET THE HELL OUT even though he’s the sweetest thing lmao. like not actually aggressive. theyre just messing around. but i just think it’s so funny if it’s like. britta’s birthday or something. and theyre her body guards or whatever. and jantsy just wants to say happy birthday but theyre just like gO AWAY DO NOT TOUCH DO NOT BREATHE DO NOT SPEAK

also i just wanted to say that i asked the discord about what sunglasses i should give sky and we juggled a bunch and laughed at some silly ones. anyway shout out to zahro for the sky’s sunglasses <3

[insomnya777]

they're filming the next life series like right now. like Right Now. they're making alliances that are gonna change our brain chemistry entirely!!!!! they're doing things that are going to make us go INSANE!!!! they're talking right now. they're interacting. they're playing the game. maybe someone's died already. maybe there's a full-fledged server war going on. we don't know. we won't know until friday and that is KILLING me

[skitskatdacat63]

"Arrogant, ruthless, and by all reports (including his own) utterly charming."

(I don't know why I drew this but please take Revolutionary War British officer George, I think it suits him, okay!!!)

+ George Russell the type of guy to t-pose in front of rebels

+ the usual

Okay first of all, process, as always:

I drew this in one day hahaha....Actually really fun! I haven't finished anything in almost a month, and haven't painted for even longer, so I'm kinda dying at the fact that 18th century George Russell got me motivated 😭 Sometimes when painting, I realize I have free will and can actually just start painting over the lineart, and that's the best moment of every drawing process 🙏

Also I'm very proud of his face!!! I've said before, but art progression is such a weird thing. You'll keep repeating to your self "I'm no good at [insert art thing.]" And then randomly realized you can in fact do it. That's me with drawing real people's faces 😭 I'm just so shocked I got his face pretty good in one try!!!

Okay about the pose and quote. God its so fun to misappropriate quotes for my own evil deeds. Both of these are from this one officer from the Revolution: Banastre Tarleton. Idk, I randomly saw his painting in a history video, and it's stuck in my mind ever since. And then yesterday, bcs I spent a lot of time looking at George, I'm like "hey you know what he kinda reminds me of-" and thus we have this.

I just found that quote about him from some historian to be funny, so I put it as a caption, as I would with Napoleon. This won't be an AU by any means but. I think if George was in the Revolution, he'd be the most stereotypical, evil British villain in American media type guy ever. And Tarleton is kinda that guy tbh, to the point where him and others like Arnold Benedict are the poster boys of evil Revolution guys. He even has a mocking nickname! "Bloody Tarleton/Ban", very "Osama bin Russell," no? 😭

Some notable moments from Tarleton's campaign that I think fit George: Apparently killed a bunch of American soldiers after they surrendered, making sure everyone was dead(😭😭), threatened to burn an American general's house down to make him surrender and then took him hostage, went toe to toe with George Washington himself and Washington even taunted him and Tarleton got a shot in, has a helmet named after him(very slayful.)

[icewindandboringhorror]

a quite simple outfit, trying to use the little blue and white apron thing (which is actually a dress I think, that I just leave un-buttoned in the back and added an apron-like tie to lol)

[dirtytransmasc]

alicole, but they're not in love in the traditional sense. like, they're just so desperate for meaningful, intimate, personal relationships where they can be vulnerable with another person, that they turn to find solace in one another.

like I'm not saying they're like a qpr or some variation of it, or like, that do to their individual traumas and experiences with love and relationships and sex in the past that their relationship has a aro/ace undertones to it... but that's also exactly what I'm saying, I just don't know how to fully articulate the concept in my head.

they don't have sex, they tried, but both ended up feeling sick to their stomachs, their touch burned one another a skin, and Alicent felt trapped like she had with Viserys for all those years, not only because of how her trauma effected her view of sex, but also because she was once again forcing herself to sleep with a man when she had no desire for it.

instead they hold one another steady, offer kind words, spend time with one another simply because it is nice to find leisure in other people. Cole helps with the kids, giving them some semblance of a father figure, of a protector and nurturer.

touch is a complicated subject, so foreign and damaged that the thought of it is nauseating, but in time it comes naturally.

she is not his, he holds no claim over her, and he is more than ok with that. he offers himself in his entirety, swearing his life to her and her children. they are not one, but they make each other whole.

[venjamyra]

-- slight spoilers for trigun manga and 98 --

ooh, i know its like so late to realize this, but I wonder if the reason that stampede Vash's prosthetic has the open forearm (like with radius and ulna) is because the gun in his prosthetic is in that same spot in other iterations. So, we know he doesn't have it yet. I wonder what they'll do for his prosthetic in season 2?

[thisloveforyourmom]

Call me crazy if u want but i dont think its that weird that the group of traumatized/abused child soldiers turned out to be pretty flawed parents. Like it makes sense to me that the only one of them who didnt seem to have that issue was the one whose entire arc was about unlearning generational patterns of trauma

[ttaibhse]

i feel like i do generally pretty well at seeming normal and functional on the surface so people maybe like don't believe me that i find certain things as difficult as i do find them. or i might be just making this up in my mind out of paranoia lol. or i may also be overestimating how normal i appear and maybe i do actually come off like a complete freak

[ofcowardiceandkings]

busy trying not to let panicking depresso espresso brain take over my life rn

[nickbutnodick]

Kid, you need to go to therapy. You're gonna end up depressed as hell if you believe you're inherently evil just for being a boy.

yeah you're probably right

[babybluelove2]

fuck it need music recs

for reference my fav artists are billie eilish, mars argo, nicole dollanganger, lana del rey

songs :

puke my gutzz O_o by zeija

the love club by lorde

teenagers by mcr

waffles by whatever, dad

birdhouse in your soul by they might be giants

4 æm by grimes

before the world was big by girlpool

fire drill by melanie martinez

bust your kneecaps - johnny dont leave me by pomplamoose

[eyeoftheaxolotl]

"this was so obvious to me" wasn't for me. "this game is so easy who would even enjoy this" i did and i found it challenging actually. "nobody would ever fall for this" i did.

when you talk about a video game through the lens of your own experience, you are speaking as a player with your own capabilities and preferences. remember that

[mettamaxie]

hi, sorry for the weird ask! i haven’t been properly in this fandom for a while but i was scrolling through blorbo tumblr tags for the first time in a while recently and i saw you talking about your trans rudolf headcanon thing which i’ve always been kinda curious about.

maybe i’m just paranoid, but when you said that last bit about transphobic vagueposts i went “man, that sucks!” and then about 5 minutes later i remembered something random i posted like a year ago and went “wait, fuck, was that me?!”— so i just wanted to say that if it was me then i’m genuinely very sorry and i want you to know that it 100% wasn’t meant as a jab at you or anything. i would hate for anyone to think i would stoop to transphobia, i honestly just made the meme cause i’m femaligned and the format made me giggle. i quite like your hcs + art actually, i think your devotion is admirable and that you should keep it up! /gen /npa

that’s all really! no obligation to post this btw i just wanted to clear the air on a personal level lol‼️ (and obviously if it’s not about this please ignore me hahaha)

oh my god shsgsjfhdjd i know you said that if this isnt abt you to just ignore it but also i feel like i should return you the service of reassuring you that my mention was NOT at all about you and i can already tell that from how sweet you are despite not knowing who you are exactly 😭

when i mentioned that vaguepost i was talking abt a genuinely transphobic person on twitter of the kind that like. refuses to believe that being trans is integral to some of umineko’s main themes dhdgdjgxjdgx like the kind that believes that beato isn’t trans. That Kind. so please rest assured that it was in no way shape or form abt you at all!!! this is actually a very nice ask dhgfjg thank you so much for your encouragement and kind words!!! 🥺 and i appreciate the gesture even if it wasnt even needed here, trust me i totally understand being paranoid LOL but please ofc rest assured im 100% genuine when i say that it wasn’t about you at all, and im so sorry if i caused you any worries w that!!!! tysm for the love and i hope you carry on having fun posting, have a good day/night wherever you may be!!! 🥰

[bas-rouge]

Genuinely I'm so happy everyone has been so kind about me being in this community since. Yk. I don't have a dog to post pictures of or give yall updates on. And this is like terribly sappy but genuinely. Genuinely. This community (and the irl Beauceron community I have found) have really really made me feel like this isn't just a pipe dream. That there will be a day (a real day. Soon) where I WILL have a puppy to post pictures of and give yall updates on. Idk. Thanks ❤️