#but. i dont expect that much will change lol
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ooh, i know its like so late to realize this, but I wonder if the reason that stampede Vash's prosthetic has the open forearm (like with radius and ulna) is because the gun in his prosthetic is in that same spot in other iterations. So, we know he doesn't have it yet. I wonder what they'll do for his prosthetic in season 2?
#i have such high hopes for s2#i know its kind of unlikely but I want like a complete revamp of all the characters i just think itd be so cool and out of left field#like if they swing 180 degrees back to trimax aesthetic or maybe even a 90 degree combo of stampede aesthetic with maximum? itd be so cool#but. i dont expect that much will change lol#trigun#trigun stampede#mypost
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have you ever considered...that identifying out of woman/girlhood because you don't relate to the societal implications, expectations, etc... contributes to making womanhood (feel) even more restrictive? maybe you feel better when thinking of yourself as anything but a girl/woman because you do not feel like a woman (what does that even mean?) but in my opinion you just added another brick into the prisonwall that is gender.
#just my opinion#i wish it was more accepted to question gender identity and to encourage others to question WHY they dont feel like#they “fit” their gender#and your actions have consequences for others too#there will be girls after you who UNDERSTANDABLY hate being perceived as female but their take away will not be that society sucks for wome#and needs to be changed and change happens with every gnc woman and girl who stands her ground and says fuck you to the gendered expectatio#placed upon her from the moment of her birth#but she will take away that as she does not fit the narrow societal definition of womanhood that there is no space for her in it and#that SHE needs to change and this goes on and on until womanhood is simply the label for people who present the most sexist stereotype of#what a woman is#and the fact that i get asked for my pronouns since having short hair and the girl with long hair next to me isnt is a fucking sign of that#and also i beg you to question why a pronoun a tiny word other ppl use when talking about you is SO loaded with negative/positive#implications that it holds so much importance for you#all this applies specifically for ppl without dysphoria btw#i also believe that dysphoria is at least heavily influenced by societal expectations too but its a bit more complicated#personal#you may send me death threats now lol i dont even care anymore#radfem safe#radblr#radfems do touch
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touched up some daisy, daisy fanart i made at least a year ago but never got to post
#i have so much scattered around but its mostly sketches and i drew them different#way back then#the hev suit was a bit funny before i changed it. i hadnt look at a reference yet lol#ill include a link to the fic in the notes but be aware that its abandoned. but its my favorite fic ever#hlvrai#eyestrain#maybe? idk ppl say bright red is hard to use. looks fine to me but just to be safe#half life vr but the ai is self aware#benrey#gordos freeman#my art#OH FUCK OH SHIT it looks way different on my phone FUCK#i was right to tag eyestrain#but i dont feel like changing the drawing#did noooooot expect this post to get so many notes#i put way more time into the other daisy daisy fanart i posted lol#this one was so old. definitely one of the first times i had drawn them#was not used to drawing facial hair. im still not but now i get that you just kinda fuck around and see what happens#like lots of art goes
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mindless rambling in tags don't mind me
#not art post#rambling in tags because i can and its MY BLOG#anyway its about tdp *waits* ok for the three of you that actually care#someone retweeted one of my threads from 2019 after s2 dropped (imo the BEST tdp season) and i reread it#and tbh i am still right about viren's characterization#obviously canon changed some things but TO BE REAL..... i dont care what the writers say bc i had beef since s3#how am i supposed to believe any viren and callum parallels and callbacks when they..... havent talked since when?#and uhhh viren's demise lol i expected it but wow i am not happy with the lead up to it#more cool and eloquent people put it in better words on twitter and probably tumblr too idk i just say things and hope they make sense#anyway viren is still the very real traumatized angry severely depressed old man from s2... his life was just revealed to be so much worse#like damn. he was poor he was orphan he got divorced and then a stupid mirror started ruining his life even more#yes the mirror was the start of it why do you think aaravos revealed himself after viren's firey break down#aaravos went i can make him worse and ran with it#should viren go to prison? yeah i never once denied that lmao but god he and his family were really the ones to suffer in the show#at least viren is gone so i can just *plucks him out of the dirt and morphs him into my own oc* (im for real)#i got maybe more to say but this is long and im lazy and im not too smart so i will just move on#i will watch s7................................... i GUESS and if you find salt i will probably be there lol
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Everyones asleep i think I will post art.
I recently revamped my old Sona Alto and gave them some updated markings and stuff.
They are based on eurasian magpies (my favorite bird) and aurora borealis
I am probably going to give them different forms that they change into also but I havent gotten that far? We will see :)
#alto#i am trying to post more art and stuff#i pretty much never 'finish' a piece and dont expect to see coean lines from me like ever#maybe one day but NOT TODAY LOL#magpie#dragon#oc#my oc#my art#shapshifter#still kind of a wip so markings might change a little#sona
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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I'm gonna get into a brawl with my mother one day don't be surprised when I get on the news
#long rant incoming lol but#so my birthday is in like 2 weekends from now and my mom asked me for a list of things i want#so i compiled a list of six things with like 2 $10 options 2 like $17 options and one $25 and $60 option#and i wanna be clear i dont really care to make one but she gets pissy if i dont and its meant as more an ideas list#i dont need everything on there and its meant for my entire family#or ignore the list! i don't care!#FREAKED OUT on me saying i was being selfish/too expensive and im like....i never expected all of this stuff epseically from one person...#i am happy with one of the $10 options or a gift card or something else entirely so like#it kinda feels bad to get asked for a list of stuff i want and then get called selfish for it and then for her to talk behind my back about#me to my sister lol#also asked me if i was available for a bday celebration on a certain day and i was like yeah i got a thing in the afternoon but i can#still make it#get yelled at AGAIN bc she said oh u can leave that early and i was like...uh...no i cant lol im sorry....i paid to go to this thing already#and its like why ask me if u are gonna get mad if im unavailable (which im not even lmao)#idk it's just it's always been an ideas list in my family so i dont get why she's freaking out on me and acting like im asking for so much#espcially cause she just changed out all of her kitchen appliances and redid all of the landscaping in her front and back yard like 😭😭😭#truly didnt think a $10-20 gift was like crazy if u did wanna get me a gift lol#not really looking forward to it now ngl#chen.txt#rant post
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I love your unhealthy clingy famous MC you don't understand how feral I'm over him
THANK YOU I LOVE HIM SO DEARLY TOO!!!!! the backstory with absent parents and just. everything about seven... i think makes a lot of infamous ocs potentially lean into this?? or at least there are a ton of choices that just made me go "oh yeah. that's him" . idk there is an element to how infamous is written that really helps with characterising him, including how customisable it is, and i do love that about this IF!!!!! crying about him below the cut <3
aki kind of navigates the world worried his loved ones will leave him and is a little too clingy because of it. he also has been playing those worries off by being charming, flirty and funny. like he can somehow project this hyper-extrovered version of himself and try to make people love that !!! he drops that more around his bandmates/friends, but not in front of people he's just met (please guess who accidentally escalated the bed fight on the tour bus)
aki also hooks up with people a lot, just cause he likes sex but also because he enjoys the no-strings-attached. because of those attachment issues, when he gets something that feels black and white to him, something one-and-done and he leaves in the morning, he can just. take feelings out the equation. he knows its not meant to last so he can just walk out (leave! hit da bricks!!! walk out!!!!!)
committing to a romantic relationship . you can imagine. is a little complicated due to all this LMFAO he just overthinks and worries before even getting into it, regardless of if it's reciprocated or not. between the one time he's actually into someone (seven) and how that ended (...badly) + the fact that deliriously avoiding commiting to anything except hookups = very little (none at all) actual dating experience. aki has no idea to deal with it and will balk. yeah this is immature of him but i have plans to make this guy character develop so hard throughout the course of infamous that he may implode
i love the genre of character where they're just going "i know i have a few issues, who doesn't, but honestly i think i'm well adjusted!!" <- they are not well adjusted. in fact they're worse than they think
also no one asked for the orionmance essay i sent my friend but here it is <3
#the seven not-a-breakup can actually completely hinder your mc too <3#aki just internalises it. OF COURSE not blaming seven for feeling abandoned and then leaving. literally they get voted out#regardless of if the pc votes for or against. but aki never expected seven to walk out of his life and it adds to his issues#i am very much leaning towards the valenreign poly and orion because of the aforementioned tho#vic and him have so much like. common ground in that projection and performance . g's drive and passion is i think the same#also g /picking/ him. vic enjoying his music. that means everything to him. to be seen for what he values in himself#very fun and very chaotic but they fall into place . i dont think aki would have expected it but he wouldn't change it#orion i think nudges him constantly into being a more. true version of himself. like just more genuine#also has something about him that makes aki just. blurt out the truth of how he feels. LOL.#akihiro yasumi#so so sorry for the essay anon. this ask was the equivalent of a free pass to talk forever to me#on that note. big fat mouth arlie is in his playlist. 'that comment wasn't funny/just wanted you to love me' dear god.#also oc aki that exists outside (and existed before) infamous is so much less. like This#him in infamous is a lot of his personality dialed up to 11 bc of the circumstances he's in (almost-famous lead singer)#and also a result of the pre-written backstory and how he'd react to that#he's literally just a hairdresser. his best friend is a office worker. they are each others wingmen. they will die embarassing each other#he also has siblings but infamous kind of drags him out of a doting older brother figure and directly into#.... well. the pc's parents. sorry aki#answered#anon
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revamped a few things regarding gut stuff + a taste of angels' fuckass technology heehee ^^
angels have a completely liquid brain thats contained in a thin membrane, supported by a sheet of cartilage thats absolutely PACKED with nerve endings. having a liquid brain allows them to take a lot more damage to the head without fear of brain damage. theyre fucked if their skull gets pierced however, as once air gets in their skull, the membrane will pop and send brain soup everywhere. luckily for them though, their skulls are both thick as hell AND have a layer of fat and muscle to pierce through first.
their sails can fold down now, as well as their front teeth now being able to move similarly to a parrot beak(LOOK UP PARROT SKULLS THEYRE FUCKIN WILD) allowing them to grip onto prey better. angels eat rocks in order to strengthen their bones so i changed up the coloration of their bones to reflect that. depending on what minerals they eat, angel bones can vary in colour as the colour of the original rock gets mixed in with the original calcite bones. old angels will also eat gemstones and other sparkly minerals so that when they die, their bones(mainly the skull) will be extra sparkly for funerary reasons. some angels will eat gemstones regardless of age just because they like the idea of their bones being extra pretty, even if no one can/will see them.
ever since angels figured out how to harness the processing power of their liquid brains, theyve been using it in almost all technology ever since.
rather than writing things down, angels will use this liquid to store information in a computer-like fashion, and by sending off specific signals into it they can program the liquid to do just about anything. depending on the amount used, these "brains" can record and store memories, open doors, pilot ships, and even replicate and store whole entire people! as long as they have a constant stream of nutrients and regular monitoring, these brains can live almost indefinetley. in order to activate/talk to it, you must be touching any exposed part of the membrane. the tech may not work correctly with other aliens however, due to it being so closely connected to angel biology.
brains that have a consiousness integrated into it are called BUIs(bio-unital intelligence), and are the angels' equivalent to sentient AIs. not gonna go too much into detail about them now since i wanna make a separate post on them, but theyre often created to do more complicated tasks, such as governing highly populated ships and running ground settlements, but theyre also made when an angel's body has been life-threateningly damaged and they dont want to die just yet. this is only done if said nearly-dead angel agrees to it beforehand, as the integration is both painful AND permanent. BUIs dont need to be touched directly to function, and will perform tasks independently of other angels.
gif stills under the cut like usual :3
#AUUUUGH ive been wanting to do a big post again but the cold has been absolutely BEATING my ass whadda hell#owo whats this#angel tag!!! wahoo#speculative biology#spec bio#guts tag for guts stuff yippee#xenobiology#uhh i think thats it lol#yeah turns out coming up with unique ways of intepreting organs is kind of difficult when youve only got google at ur disposal so dont-#-expect my bullshit science to make sense teehee#felt bad about not adding any blockable tags for stuff so im gonna go through my art stuff and tag the more gorey stuff#might redraw the full skeleton but not much will really change aside from some minor differences so maybe later
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[Image description: A traditional drawing based on the film It's Such a Beautiful Day. It depicts a sunny meadow littered with trees. This is drawn with markers, coloured pencils, and watercolours, and uses a lot of warm tones. This gives it a softer, almost blurry feel. On top of this, there's a pencil sketch of the outside of Bill's apartment. A shaky circle is drawn around this, with an incomplete border sketched in. Near the bottom and off-kilter, there's a drawing of Bill laying on his back, arms outstretched and face pointed upwards, blank. The outline is blue, faded and bleeding out as if water droplets have washed some of it away. At the top, the phrase "#1 - favourite film" is written".]
#1 - Favourite Film
Film - It's Such a Beautiful Day
#its such a beautiful day#its such a beautiful day fanart#don hertzfeldt#traditional art#about time i posted something here to do with my fave film <3#it is so so good brilliant life changing amazing aaaaaa#hertzfeldt films are <3 <3 (would also defo rec world of tomorrow trilogy and meaning of life)#um but its such an impactful film and also like 1hr 2 mins long so it will not take up too much of ur time to watch it#also if anyone wondering where these prompts are from#my bro and his gf (thats the handwriting) got a sketchbook 4 me and each page is a film related prompt :)#p excited for it! theres 62 prompts in total oooo#just dont expect them to be regular lol#film sketchbook
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the extreme in italics too? i'm imagining them like that gif of that person walking on the street recoiling in horror at zoomed in shots of lesbian behavior except in this case it's like...two references to hormone potions
transphobes will get mad any time they're put in a situation where they are forced to acknowledge the fact that trans people exist
#tried to articulate my thoughts more but honestly this is all it is at the end of the day#i get it all the time with tnp cus i dont advertise it as a trans story#the most i do is put it in the lgbt tag on itchio#so people tend to get real mad when it is revealed in game. i've been dealing with it since i started#it's weird. it fluctuates#just talking abt how i feel like attitude around merry has changed recently#but not too long ago when i genderlocked Noel i had a lot of ppl mad then#bc xe uses neopronouns and now i was FORCING everyone to acknowledge them and use them#whereas before they could pick another set of pronouns and ignore it#i know ppl ignore it about merry and lea#and ppl just straight up misgendered clem for a long time lmfao#i think recently adding in everyone introducing themselves w their pronouns was too much for some ppl too#like i said the more they are forced to acknowledge the fact trans ppl exist the angrier they will get#cus they have no empathy or compassion for us#um. but also i think it's bc ppl have been recommending tnp as a game that's like the witcher all over reddit recently#so........ lol#this is not the game those ppl are expecting#ask#anonymous#transphobia
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Sworgrader Ch 2 is out, and it looks like these will be free.
He has a handsome expression, but so far thats all i can really be optimistic about
#brave universe sworgrader#apparently carly is in her 20s but goddamn they are not letting up on the upskirts and ass accentuated panels#unsurprising with human designer (and maybe artist i think?) being maximum freak#thank gosh i dont need to give this thing money just show me the geisters#anyway overall it feels like not much happened at all this ch too like. 30 pages to show he transforms and theres a girl on a spaceship#maybe once thats outta the way more can happen. and they changed chapter names so i think they ran into production issues#not sure if this means the following chapters will be back on track now or we can expect one chapter every like 3 months lol
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ok so I get the schools football team is great and you can afford to spend thousands of dollars on signs that glow when they play and shit but can you go back to not charging kids for pads. or at least stocking the dispensers that do
#rant in tags sorry lol i hate it here#anyways#I don't generally take change with me when i go to the bathroom mid class#believe it or not#and half the time the dispensers are empty or broken anyway#“but then kids will just take them all” 1) how would anybody casually walk out of the restroom with 50 tampons#2) i think youd live#use that money you're always bragging on for something thats NOT showy sports gear or a fucking ten thousand dollar chandelier#hate rich schools because they have so much money they dont even bother spend it right#dont even get me started on the band#i like band !!! band is cool !!!! however my former high school had a great band#and they didn't BEG THEIR MEMBERS to sponsor THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS EACH FOR#on top of what they already have#AND THEY HAVE A LOT.#tbh ive never met more spoiled kids than the band ones at my school in my life#“we didn't get to have 5 field trips to amusement parks this year. just four. of COURSE im upset; they dont fund band enough”#that kid got jumped on by three art kids and a teacher when that came out 😭😭😭#they just expect this shit#do they notice what its taking from everyone else#i have a teacher whos worked with this school for like 25 years. which is remarkable as this school isnt very old. or this town#compared to my other schools at least#and every day she goes on about How Much She Hates what theyre doing#but she wont leave because she likes to teach#shes watched the school slowly transfer more and more of its budget to showy extra things#and give less and less to necessities#more money does not help.#not only is there nothing more they can take from some families without driving us out‚ but they'll just keep wasting it.#theyre spoiled fucking rotten and you can't give them anything because itll never go where you want#out of tags but yeah i hate them and something needs to be done about the district#school problems
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— fin.
alrighty, i will be cuddling the shit out of a certain dragon after this but before that, a small bonus (read: silly doodles) because we all need therapy after all that (or at least i do) -
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"i had a nightmare."
"but i just went to buy milk-"
/silly
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we both have separation anxiety now so that's that 👍🏻
#rin plays ebg#'ebg afterparty' event#ok for REAL this time things are going to return to normal lol#i hope the ebg event was enjoyable for you as it was for me hehe#i loved every second of it#altho i was in pain™️ at the same time hskfjskjdlsjdlsfj#thank you for sending all the asks and rbs and creating entire POSTS for this event#thank you for your patience and encouragements for my noob art🙈#thank you for going along with my silly whims#thank you thank you thank you thank you <3#i can't express how grateful i am to have such a supportive and amazing community and friends. it still feels so unreal to me#if you missed the event i'll post a little masterlist latr so you can go through all the post. i mean i doubt anyone would be interested bu#it's more for me myself to go back and reread the asks bc man. that was so much fun. the most fun i had in a while tbh#literally the whole time of this event i nearly neglected genshin (and work but we dont speak about that-) HAHAHAHAH#gimme a bit to do the theme changes and such!! <3#i did not expect to get soo invested. i just wanted to make a mini au thingy for the ebg and.... and somehow..... this happened.........#i'll be reblogging some stuff from other people which are related the ebg too for the next few hours lol-#feel free to tag me if you want me to see anything you made!!#should i...... post the 'alternate ending' sketch....... HMMMMM...... it's so roughly drawn tho shdlfjskljdfk#rin selfships#zhongrin
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i don't understanddddd
#i feel so unloved unwanted etc etc etc but it makes no sense#my gf is lovely to me et cetera so i dont get it#maybe its bc im on my period but idk lol. feels like . rly lonely somehow#like she doesnt like me as much as she did before but thats so dumb bc i think that i may feel that way#bc shes not acting the way she used to before we were dating officially. like when we were friends but also kind of not etc and she was#trying to get me to change my mind or whatever.#but its like. yh shes not gonna act that way bc shes secure in the relationship and also were like. girlfriends now. so its GOOD.#but at the same time i feel unwanted. idkkkk#i think im a lot more expressive too . esp recently#w like. compliments and stuff etc etc like ik im above average expressive so i cant expect the same level in return but she shows it in#other ways but i just feel like she doesnt like me as much but its ILLOGICAL UGHHHHHHHHHHHH
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How would Seabound play into the Storm Vessel au?
I'm still figuring all of that out, but an idea I came up with is Kalmaar somehow figuring out that Wojira's storm powers have been "stolen" by Jay, meaning that he can't awaken her. So he's trying to figure out how to get Wojira's powers back into the amulet or something while also trying to find said amulet. I've thought about him possibly meeting Jay and manipulating him into showing him where the amulet is but idk yet.
#asks#storm vessel au#one of the best things when making aus is figuring out how different parts of the story changes#and figuring out which parts stay the same and what would be different#one thing that i do feel bad when it comes to the storm vessel au#is that it ends up taking away stuff for nya's character by making jay the main focus#which really sucks especially since i dont think id be able to fit nya merging with the sea into the plot#without it feeling forced#but idk its an alternate universe for a reason i guess#man didn't expect to ramble so much in the tags#but it happens a lot with me so i guess it isnt that surprising lol
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