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1980ssunflower · 11 months ago

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fuckkk i just remembered how she says "i love you" before resetting everything again to continue this endless loop to still be together and stop the end the world 😭😭😭

#like fuck my ENTIRE life CRIES #like its so CRAZY like you get to talk to the REAL her inside of her god self to end w this decision #the entire thing just makes me wahhhh #the tagline of this psychological horror game was right. this IS a love story 😭#tape entry circa 1980 #f/o:🌹every rose has its thorn🗡️

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irlplasticlamb · 2 years ago

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i’m so sorry if i seem a bit off or post less in the next week or so — i just found out my beloved 17 years old soulmate cat got diagnosed with bone cancer and he doesn’t have much time left. he lives in my family home with my parents still whilst i’m abroad so it’s double tough because i can’t be with him. i just need some time to calm down and make my peace with everything

#vic.txt #i’m just so damn sad he’s my most beloved boy i got him when i was fucking 7 #we grew up together i cried with him i laughed with him he’s been my companion my number one boy for my entire life #i know it’s silly like yeah it’s a cat not a human being but we formed such a strong bond #when i had c0vid last year he lied with me all day all night #i love him i love him i’m so fucking mad at the universe he does not deserve this fate #and he’s so old the treatment isn’t really an option #he’s fine now he isn’t in pain but as soon as his cancer progresses he will have to be put down so he doesn’t suffer for nothing #i just want to be with him when that happens i want him to know he’s not alone and that i love him very much #txt #tw: animal death #tw: animal sickness

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uhhhitsme · 3 months ago

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that was the most beautifully crafted and moving piece of media ive ever consumed in my entire life im ill and im sick with it oh my god im never going to be the same

#i have never cried harder watching anything in my entire life. im so sorry spies to betray you this way but OH MY FUCKING GOD #i say this wholey and genuinely this show actually means the entire world to me im never going to be able to stop thinking about it #cinderellas castle #cinderella's castle spoilers #cinderellas castle spoilers #spoilers #cc spoilers #cinderella's castle #mars says stuff #i dont really think this is spoilers but like?? just in case haha

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immamapletreekid · 5 months ago

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ok movie thoughts time

#letting it marinate for a night really did wonders.i can actually string words together now #THE SOUND DESIGNDHDURJRFJRJHSJDKGRIIDJFKKSJDKFK DELCOOUS FUCKING DELICIOUS #THE SQEAKS OF THE SHOES THE IMPACT OF THE VOLLEYBALL OM THE FLOOR THE DROPS OF SWEAT EVERYTHING GGGGGGGGGG #FUCKKNG GORGEOUS MUSIC AS ALWAYS I FUCKING CRI ED BC IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL #BRO THE STAY INTERSTING SCENE!?!??@@?!?@?@?@??!?!?!?!! I JUMPED INBMY SEAT #THE WAY EVERYTHING HUST GOES SILENT!!?!!?@??!?!?!?!?!!!!! IT SENT CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE HOLY Y #KENMAS FACE THE WAY HINATA JUMPS BACK BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #sidenote im going to devour the kenhina tag on ao3 #BRORBORBRJFJGJGNDKDBFKS THE CAGE SCENERE #AND WHNE HE BREAKS OUT OFBTHE CAGE THE FLURRY OF FEATHERS THE BARS GIVING OUT #BROOOOOO KUROOS LAUGH MADE ME SO GIDDYYY THANK GOD FOR THE DARK THEATRE I PRONABLY LOOKED LIKE A FOOL #THE WAY HIS WHOLE BODY SHAKES. LAUGHING WITH HIS WHOLE BEING IM AIDJFHSJDKDK #I LOVE LOVE LOVED TINY KUROKEN SCENES!!!!!!!! FJFFFJHDKSKFK KUROO TINY BOUNCE AWAY FROM SUCCESSFULLY BUMPING THE BALL HAHSHEHEHFHDJJ THE #ENTIRE THEATRE STARTED LAUGHING IT WAS SO SO SO OOVELY #GOOOOOOOOOOOD TSUKKIS SMILE LIGHTING UP THE WORLD #THE TSUKKIYAMA SCENE!?!??@?@??!?!!! FUCKING CHOKED. HOLY SHIT. IT WAS BEAUTIFULLL #THE BICKERING WHEN BOTH SIDES ARE ALRESDY FUCKING EXHAUSTED. HILARIOUS WONDERFUL AMAZING FINALLY HEARING IT #the tiny bokuaka commentary sprinkled within ;w; BOKUTO BEING OMGG LOOK AT OUR TSUKKI #ive read the manga i know this happens i just was still not prepared bc its so different WHEN THERES MUSIC AND VOICES AND ITS JUST U IN A #THEATRE WITH ONE OF THE GREATEST PIECES OF MEDIA YOUVE EVER CONSUMED #WAS FUCKING LAUGHING AT LEV DOING PUSHUOS W YAKU SITTING ON TOP OF HIM LLOL #ALSO NOYAS EXCITED HUG HE GIVES HINA HANSNFIDJ HAIR RUFFLES #BOTH SIDES HAVING THE TIME OF THEIR LIFE BEING LIKE BRO WHY ARE U SO COOL?!?!??@?@?!!! BRO EHY ARE Y O U SO FREAKING COOL #THAT FINAL FINAL BIT #before kenma goes to set the ball...the pan around the gym. the flash back to the training round....WAS FUCKING SOBBBINGG #WWWHNE THEY WHENE THEYR SHAKING HANDS WHENB THE MATCH IS VOER AND THEYRE ALL EXHAUSTED #LYING THERE CALM QUIET TIRED OUT FOT HEIR MINDS IM GOGIFJBDJSJDKF #broooo i wish the movie could have lasted for7 whole days it was over so quickly;w;#phenomenal. it was absolutely phenomenal insane gorgeous i need to see it again #need to commit every second to memory i need to stop blinking i csnnot miss even a single millisecond of it

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cosmobrain00 · 7 months ago

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well🙂

#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up #surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha!#so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what #who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life #like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me #looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her”#n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly #like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them”#n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt #no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself #no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up #< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys #fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!!#anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back

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walmart-miku · 11 months ago

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wake up babe new crane wives song just dropped

#This song (the well) is going to be on loop for the next month of my life #It is going to take over my entire life #It is so Barbara (genshin) coded to me it's crazy #I have the beginnings of a fic in my Google docs #That is how powerful this song hit me #I also cried if that's anything #Song hit me like a fucking truck #the crane wives

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ssoupcup · 2 months ago

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Imagining how 16 year old me would have reacted to not only the fact that I made it to 20, but also that I've become a wakes up at 7am on purpose and in bed by 12am latest person with a boyfriend I get to see every few weeks studying at my dream uni and honestly fucking thriving guys I'm so fucking happy this is amazing

#imma be real actually if you told even just me at the start of this year specifically the boyfriend part I would have been like.#respectfully. what the fuck happened #also the uni part i was so certain i wouldnt get in that i cried when i did i literally saw the offer and called the guy in literal tears #also its so weird actually talking to my grandma about a guy i met through playing minecraft like thats a crossover in life i never thought #could happen. the websmp has had such an impact on my life that im straight up moving to a different country after my degree. who could #have predicted this when i joined the server in 2022 #ITS SO STRANGE!!! ITS SO WEIRD TO THINK ABOUT!!!#how did joining a goddamned minecraft smp drastically alter the entire course of my life!!!!#im going insane #its also late and i. am going the fuck to sleep

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ronithesnail · 4 months ago

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Holy shit what a way to end pride month…

#just got back from the cavetown&mothermother concert in atlanta #it was incredible #i cried #when cavetown sang home to be exact #but yeah the whole thing was magical #and kindof an extra thing: i dont think ive ever been sureounded by that many other queer people in person in my entire life #that alone was something so special and felt like my way of celebrating pride even tho i couldnt actual go to pride #and the actual show itself… omygod #it was so much better than i even thought #this was my first concert ever btw #and holy fuck i never want to forget that #i never want to forget the show i never want to forget that feeling #i never want to forget that feeling

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coridallasmultipass · 2 months ago

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#hhhhhh reread the flashback chapter i wrote w d/dirk and just hooh boy i love it so much ugh #im tempted to post it on its own but i want to save that bomb of a scene for the middle of the larger fic its in #just ughhhhhhh i love everything about how i wrote d #im going nuts bc i have been working on it since like december? ish? but the past couple months have been hell for me personally #fuck like i remember going thru an entire calendar of movie release dates for that historical year and found the perfect spot #to where it accounts for historical events and events in canon and has its own special date and how the release of the movie...#...effects how d managed to make it a success and just #fuck man i researched the hell out of that and only had to put one anachronism to grease a moment in it #like #this fic is so big for me and i am so scared that i wont finish it bc i have so many things planned out for it and so many ...#...annotations i keep adding to modify things i wrote earlier in it (which is why im not publishing any of it yet)#i want to share it w the world so fucking badly but i keep getting amazing ideas to weave in from an earlier point i already wrote #cries lol #ughhh this is why im so tempted to post the flashback as a standalone chapter/separate posting #but #i wrote it to match a scene from both the previous and next chapter so i dont wanna ruin that either #fucking writers block man ahhhh wish my life wasnt shit rn bc i need to finish it #tag edit: i used the wrong spelling of affects earlier lol #but yeah ughhhh so frustrated w life rn i have such bigger problems going on rn but #rereading my fave chapter kinda just made my day at least lmao #personal #vent #kinda i guess #delete later / /#maybe idk lol #ShitPost.exe #like this wip is over 33k words and its probably not even halfway done in terms of event points i want to happen in it lmao fml #all bc i wanted to make one punchline happen which happened a long time ago before i wanted to write all that backstory into the fic

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umberandmochaagate · 11 months ago

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When you're tryna be reasonable about getting all rejections except for one place when a lot of your groups got more but wise mind feeling like a struggle rn

#venting #nah bro my top site rejected me and I straight boohoo cried #cuz it was the last one. over 15 rejections for a month #and then tryna hold yourself up and ppl trying to hold you up but also I'm lying if I said that doesn't hurt #this shit was traumatic fr #I got so much anxiety cuz I got an email that a friend asked me why I was breathing hard #didn't even notice it jumped like that #I got one chance #and either I get this place or I gotta do the process again #you get constant rejections and then have to put your dog down #and still have to go to work and teach and help and try to make time for yourself #and your life is still in the hands of people who feel nothing at the end of the day #cuz they're so far removed from you and your position #literally couldn't cry for a month until yesterday #my chest hurts with just how much this has been sitting on me #fuck bro and I still have to wait more time to even figure out what's next #bro I just want this to be over #how tf do you want stable psychologists when you're traumatizing them the entire time

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thesnowqueen · 1 year ago

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if i had a nickel for every time the best friend duo that was the cornerstone of an entire trilogy got split apart at the end of the 3rd movie, ruining the entire trilogy for me, i'd only have 2 nickels, but it's strange that it's happened twice