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1980ssunflower · 1 year ago

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fuckkk i just remembered how she says "i love you" before resetting everything again to continue this endless loop to still be together and stop the end the world 😭😭😭

#like fuck my ENTIRE life CRIES #like its so CRAZY like you get to talk to the REAL her inside of her god self to end w this decision #the entire thing just makes me wahhhh #the tagline of this psychological horror game was right. this IS a love story 😭#tape entry circa 1980 #f/o:🌹every rose has its thorn🗡️

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irlplasticlamb · 2 years ago

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i’m so sorry if i seem a bit off or post less in the next week or so — i just found out my beloved 17 years old soulmate cat got diagnosed with bone cancer and he doesn’t have much time left. he lives in my family home with my parents still whilst i’m abroad so it’s double tough because i can’t be with him. i just need some time to calm down and make my peace with everything

#vic.txt #i’m just so damn sad he’s my most beloved boy i got him when i was fucking 7 #we grew up together i cried with him i laughed with him he’s been my companion my number one boy for my entire life #i know it’s silly like yeah it’s a cat not a human being but we formed such a strong bond #when i had c0vid last year he lied with me all day all night #i love him i love him i’m so fucking mad at the universe he does not deserve this fate #and he’s so old the treatment isn’t really an option #he’s fine now he isn’t in pain but as soon as his cancer progresses he will have to be put down so he doesn’t suffer for nothing #i just want to be with him when that happens i want him to know he’s not alone and that i love him very much #txt #tw: animal death #tw: animal sickness

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uhhhitsme · 5 months ago

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that was the most beautifully crafted and moving piece of media ive ever consumed in my entire life im ill and im sick with it oh my god im never going to be the same

#i have never cried harder watching anything in my entire life. im so sorry spies to betray you this way but OH MY FUCKING GOD #i say this wholey and genuinely this show actually means the entire world to me im never going to be able to stop thinking about it #cinderellas castle #cinderella's castle spoilers #cinderellas castle spoilers #spoilers #cc spoilers #cinderella's castle #mars says stuff #i dont really think this is spoilers but like?? just in case haha

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zomboyfren · 29 days ago

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I hope the person who made this mod has both sides of their pillow cold tonight

#I feel like the video of that one girl 'that's the cutest fucking thing I've ever seen in my entire life *cries*'#yapping

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cosmobrain00 · 9 months ago

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well🙂

#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up #surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha!#so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what #who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life #like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me #looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her”#n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly #like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them”#n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt #no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself #no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up #< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys #fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!!#anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back

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walmart-miku · 1 year ago

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wake up babe new crane wives song just dropped

#This song (the well) is going to be on loop for the next month of my life #It is going to take over my entire life #It is so Barbara (genshin) coded to me it's crazy #I have the beginnings of a fic in my Google docs #That is how powerful this song hit me #I also cried if that's anything #Song hit me like a fucking truck #the crane wives

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a-star-is-here · 1 month ago

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so I completely forgot how to draw, and write music

like, the tune is there, the idea is there, but it refuses to mold , it's not taking form at all, whatever I do with my hands, or try to relax it just does not EXIST and as a creative it's driving me fucking NUTS because I thrive on creating, it's the equivalent of air to me and not being able to do that is sending me into depression AGAIN

#does NOT help I have a painting due this monday #and what do my parents do?#drag me to a function that I literaly begged and cried for hours not to take me to but apparently I just HAD to for the sake of the family #I couldn't be left at home for 12 hours blah blah blah #I turn 18 soon mind you #and my thighs are SORE I cannot walk #they tell me “oh but you have tmr” YOU'RE DRAGGING ME TO CHURCH TMR NO WE DO NOT HAVE FUCKING TIME #and ONE thing that intrudes my already set schedule will ruin my mood for the entire day and worsen productivity #GOD i hate this #and it's killing me not being able to create #it's so integral to me to express myself because words just DON'T make sense and bring them to life as art is smth that's like breathing #dramatic #but #I said what ii said #vent #so sorry about the vent #I"m just so AAAAAAAAAA

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ssoupcup · 4 months ago

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Imagining how 16 year old me would have reacted to not only the fact that I made it to 20, but also that I've become a wakes up at 7am on purpose and in bed by 12am latest person with a boyfriend I get to see every few weeks studying at my dream uni and honestly fucking thriving guys I'm so fucking happy this is amazing

#imma be real actually if you told even just me at the start of this year specifically the boyfriend part I would have been like.#respectfully. what the fuck happened #also the uni part i was so certain i wouldnt get in that i cried when i did i literally saw the offer and called the guy in literal tears #also its so weird actually talking to my grandma about a guy i met through playing minecraft like thats a crossover in life i never thought #could happen. the websmp has had such an impact on my life that im straight up moving to a different country after my degree. who could #have predicted this when i joined the server in 2022 #ITS SO STRANGE!!! ITS SO WEIRD TO THINK ABOUT!!!#how did joining a goddamned minecraft smp drastically alter the entire course of my life!!!!#im going insane #its also late and i. am going the fuck to sleep

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ronithesnail · 6 months ago

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Holy shit what a way to end pride month…

#just got back from the cavetown&mothermother concert in atlanta #it was incredible #i cried #when cavetown sang home to be exact #but yeah the whole thing was magical #and kindof an extra thing: i dont think ive ever been sureounded by that many other queer people in person in my entire life #that alone was something so special and felt like my way of celebrating pride even tho i couldnt actual go to pride #and the actual show itself… omygod #it was so much better than i even thought #this was my first concert ever btw #and holy fuck i never want to forget that #i never want to forget the show i never want to forget that feeling #i never want to forget that feeling

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coridallasmultipass · 4 months ago

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#hhhhhh reread the flashback chapter i wrote w d/dirk and just hooh boy i love it so much ugh #im tempted to post it on its own but i want to save that bomb of a scene for the middle of the larger fic its in #just ughhhhhhh i love everything about how i wrote d #im going nuts bc i have been working on it since like december? ish? but the past couple months have been hell for me personally #fuck like i remember going thru an entire calendar of movie release dates for that historical year and found the perfect spot #to where it accounts for historical events and events in canon and has its own special date and how the release of the movie...#...effects how d managed to make it a success and just #fuck man i researched the hell out of that and only had to put one anachronism to grease a moment in it #like #this fic is so big for me and i am so scared that i wont finish it bc i have so many things planned out for it and so many ...#...annotations i keep adding to modify things i wrote earlier in it (which is why im not publishing any of it yet)#i want to share it w the world so fucking badly but i keep getting amazing ideas to weave in from an earlier point i already wrote #cries lol #ughhh this is why im so tempted to post the flashback as a standalone chapter/separate posting #but #i wrote it to match a scene from both the previous and next chapter so i dont wanna ruin that either #fucking writers block man ahhhh wish my life wasnt shit rn bc i need to finish it #tag edit: i used the wrong spelling of affects earlier lol #but yeah ughhhh so frustrated w life rn i have such bigger problems going on rn but #rereading my fave chapter kinda just made my day at least lmao #personal #vent #kinda i guess #delete later / /#maybe idk lol #ShitPost.exe #like this wip is over 33k words and its probably not even halfway done in terms of event points i want to happen in it lmao fml #all bc i wanted to make one punchline happen which happened a long time ago before i wanted to write all that backstory into the fic

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thesnowqueen · 1 year ago

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if i had a nickel for every time the best friend duo that was the cornerstone of an entire trilogy got split apart at the end of the 3rd movie, ruining the entire trilogy for me, i'd only have 2 nickels, but it's strange that it's happened twice

#BUT FOR REAL THO #the entire lord of the rings i kept thinking that sam and frodo were gonna get together #but i had to keep reminding myself that they're movies from the early 2000s based on books written in the 1930s (i think the 30s?)#so gay couples weren't an option #and then they just go their separate ways and i feel like the movie made it clear that they don't see each other again #and then httyd oH BOY #i understand why toothless had to leave i do #kinda #but the fact that the movie made it seem like “yeah it's sad but hiccup and astrid got married so it's not really THAT sad” is what got me #like ok got it lesson learned: all your friends will eventually leave you but it's ok cause you'll have a romantic partner for life #if you don't have a romantic partner for life well then i guess you're just fucked #it's this alloromantic Thing that society does where they treat romantic relationships as better than friendships and i HATE it #i cried for so long after i saw that movie #and the friend who i saw the movie with and who i was talking to about how sad i was #was like “i'm never gonna ditch you”#and then guess what you guys #she just stopped talking to me one day #hasn't spoken to me since #my post #ALSO I JUST FOUND OUT YOU CAN EDIT TAGS AFTER YOU HIT ENTER #SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO RETYPE THE WHOLE THING IF YOU NOTICE A SPELLING MISTAKE AFTER YOU HIT ENTER

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umberandmochaagate · 1 year ago

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When you're tryna be reasonable about getting all rejections except for one place when a lot of your groups got more but wise mind feeling like a struggle rn