#like dennis i dont like to label it

[charmac]

Unspoken tension ahead of Charlie Work, a wound left open in Family Fight

The Production Order (the order in which the episodes are written) always seems of some value to me in Sunny, but 10 I find especially substantial. With half of the scripts of the season written by RCG, 4 are back-to-back (with their 5th one, Psycho Pete, being 2nd in order).

The run begins after The Gang Spies like U.S. Going off that into Charlie Work, as opposed to into that off Charlie Work, paints a very different narrative for the timeline.

We leave the reveal that Mac and Dennis are jerking off together into an episode that starts with high tension between Mac and Dennis. Dennis is frustrated that Mac isn't being direct, won't look him in the eyes, he's avoidant, timid. That's interesting, because Mac isn't usually any of those things, he's direct and abrupt and loud. Off 9, fully establishing Mac is gay, juxtaposing his closeted behaviour to Country Mac's openness, 10 focuses hard on the fact that Mac's confidence is continually battered as he refuses to step out of the closet. The Gang is tired of it, but Dennis is frustrated. His words maybe cut even deeper than the scratch, "Come to me like a man. Talk about being tough all the time, can't even look me in the eyes."

We leave CW and go into Family Fight, written right after, also by RCG. This episode has big focus on Dennis' obsession with public perception of himself, and the Gang. Though he can initially handle masking his demeanor, his tone of voice, what he can't mask are his words. He's smiling, he's 'joking', but there's deep truth in what he’s saying. He's frustrated, though his frustration in the moment is intended for Frank, Mac feels it directed at him. There's a fresh wound between them, because Mac fully understands what his feelings for Dennis are now, and that’s irreparably shifted their dynamic.

Misses the Boat is the last RCG-written episode of the season. From Charlie Work, where we’re kinda first faced with the fact that Mac is now overly-concerned with how Dennis perceives him, to Family Fight, where Dennis' masks slip completely and he has a public breakdown, they both veer hard to straighten themselves. Mac, very quite literally, goes straight, and Dennis resolves that he needs to cut ties to get back to being ‘cool’, he’s going to be a cool guy who has a cool car and hangs out with a babe and is cool.

But what we learn in Misses the Boat is that how they think the world views them, or should view them based on how they believe they present, isn’t who they are. They can’t actually function well in these situations. Dennis, untethered, somehow can’t control his rage as well as he can when he *is tethered* to the Gang. Mac, well, he isn’t straight, and he realises pretending to be into women is miserable.

Dennis gives him the offer: Do you want to go back? (To not addressing it, to a standstill.) And Mac quickly, excitedly takes it. Looping back to where they are in Charlie Work, back to where they settle for too long: Mac, absorbed in himself, clawing for approval from Dennis, and Dennis lashing out, tired of telling Mac what to do.

And I think this is why I love 10 more than anything, it finally addresses the issue the audience knows. With Charlie, Dee, and Frank, too. They’re going nowhere, spiraling in circles because they refuse to address the roots of their issues, and Misses the Boat makes them, themselves, fully aware of that fact. They’re miserable together, but they’re worse off alone. And they go into 11 and beyond knowing this, and all kind of resenting each other for it, until 14. Where they acknowledge it again, and decide they’re going to keep playing the game even though it’s set.

[nailgunstigmata]

on my hands and knees begging for the date ep to confirm dennis has been with men before im on my knees im begging please

[grocerystoredean]

season 7 dash simulator

edlundite

so do we think these latest winchester murder sprees are gonna be in the next books or nah

dickromananti

My Taylor Double Theory

disclaimer: first of all i want to be clear. i would never call for violence against someone, and do not want anyone to act on this information. I also do not believe in stereotyping and I am not trying to "put down" famous women.

gaylors dni!

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biggersons-official

kids these days are all just turslucking and turfucking. whatever happened to turducken you used to love turducken

couldtransitionsaveher

catgirlkeyboard

richard roman enterprises slack simulator

coworker one: whoever is getting rid of my bottles of borax is so fucking annoying i literally need to clean things

coworker two: did anyone see the turducken is back in the cafeteria again

coworker three: who all stoned on that job

coworker four: last night we got a shipment of an animal bone. who locked up the warehouse after we need to have a conversation. this is important please reach out immediately

coworker five: Hi guys! This weekend is my bi-annual LARPing festival. The set up in the park is really awesome and if you want to check it out feel free to ask for the Queen of Moondoor! :DDDD

tiktaalic

peach simulator Mutual 1: why tf are borox stocks plummeting…….. Sorry for job posting again but ive been looking at these numbers for 30 minutes

Mutual 2: Anybodyy been keeping up with the taylor swift double (dswift) theoury. Ithink it might hold a lot of weight to be honest

Mutual 2: Like ive watched a lot of theory videos and i dont believe she’s weird because she’s gay and I dont believe she’s weird because she’s autistic I think she’s weird because she got replaced by a double whodoesnt know how to be human

Mutual 3: the other day when i was processing my mice spleens i read the shipping label and it literally goes to roman enterprises? lol what?

Mutual 4: people complaining about my chemical romance selling out. acting different. um i think i know more about gerard ways sleep habits than you do genius.

Mutual 5: was at knitting night when literally half the group brought up turduckens again? not to have food aversion but what are we talking about

Mutual 6: I love to hear my american friends talk. Turducken. Ford. Dick Roman. You are living in a hollywood movie. thank god you unserious country nothing better than cultural exchange

Mutual 6: Though to be clear Merlin has had a much more impactful effect on the Australian psyche than any of this politics you people have on the news.

Mutual 7: did anybody want to watch that the horrifying documentary about yellow cedar trees going extinct because of the emissions from the poultry farms

Mutual 8 : i love our beautiful world :)

reginamillsofficial I think the worst part of the true crime fandom is the ppl who want to fuck Sam winchester. The sideburns alone

Biggersons-official Everyone come in to try our new Turducken™️ today! It’s a real hoot! Only a .03 percent chance of hyperadrenal cannibalism!

pizza biggersons-official coming for Denny’s crown omg

glowcloudstyle AND NOW THE WEATHER

#wtnv #i ship it #dennys x biggersons

biggersmons when you get paid biweekly. Week one. Turducken. Week two. Ice soup

calamitysong Biggersons again Biggersons again Biggersons again

eduardosaverin7 Eat a vegetable!

calamitysong I keep forgetting :(

[p4nishers]

i saw a buddie fic where buck was "uncle buck" to chris and eddie EXPLICITLY said that he's an UNCLE and i dont think i can express how much of a mischaracterization that is. cause like. the whole point is that they can't put them in a box!!!!!! they CANT put a label on buck's relationship with chris!!! they can't and it's canon!!! eddie tried with the whole legal guardian thing but it's still not right and not used bc that only happens if eddie dies. but while he's alive it's inaccurate to refer to buck as chris' guardian even tho it's true, in a way. but they can't label it bc buck is NOT an uncle and that's what the whole thing is about. if you look at chim and denny's relationship it's absolutely clear and in your face. it's an uncle and nephew or godfather and godson. EXACTLY like buck with jee. bc these relationships can easily be defined and have BEEN defined. but the buckley-diaz family isn't in any way straight forward bc it's so different from the other dynamics that it cannot be put into terms like uncle, godfather, best friend bc it's MORE.

[transmandrake]

Thinking more about the dissociation and I am somewhat recalling points in my life where I used to talk to myself, imagine my internal conversations as different people, drew myself as separate beings, and, most saddeningly, remembering lots of times I made myself stop doing these things, as I was 'making it up' or 'it wasnt real / healthy'

I dont think I will ever recover those early facets, but I have some optimisism in healing the chronological selves that do remain. So far I think there are...

2 childhood me's (the one that never existed, the one that is what I wanted to be, neither are beings I ever was, they are more connected to those memories though)

Between these and my past adulthood/teen me's, there is a black void. This is when the depression began. Whoevever I was then, is thoroughly gone, if they existed at all. My recall from this period is very weak, and mostly belongs to the body, rarely any internal me.

There are... 3? Past me's? The most parsable is the Creator. This makes sense, as they made, well, everything. They are very tired, and quite enjoying my current selfs take on things, but very distinct and, I feel if anyone is going to want 'time in the seat', it's them. And I accept this! I miss them and their input.

However there are some buds off of them, they are the hardest to distinguish. One is Azpher, and is sort of a vessel for our online experiences. They are also quite tired, and well, never got anything going. They're the more social, emotional side of my time then, I think.

Its hard to distinguish but my trans experience / realisation doest quite belong to either of these entities. I'm not sure if there's a third, or that the transness is sort of, spread across us.

And then there is the current me. Hello! It is easiest to feel them, as they are currently spinning the chair in excitement at being noticed and, more importantly, being given a break from holding up the body (as each before them has done, and failed, as we could not rest, truly) I called them Morpho last I spoke about this but my sister labelled a doodle of them as 'Goober' and they like being a Goober so it's Goober Morpho. Theyre much more confident and, hm, adhd, than my previous selves. This isnt surprising, as no one else has had the chance to unshackle those invisible chains.

Theres also Dennis Hunter, aka the personification of my intrusive thoughts, I made a fursuit of him. He was my first clue at this brain stuff, but I've gotten so good at managing him that he is content only to annoy me infrequently.

The Dogs, they have always existed in some form. They have combatted my intrusive thoughts since I was small, but only for the last few yesrs have they become skilled and, I guess, visible. They are just dogs, they are a little mind guard.

And finally there is me, the body. The body carries out all the functions, it stores everything, it is the only truly evolving part of me, as it is a body and must change.

Maybe if we can have a good rest and give everyone room, we can merge and cull and adapt into something new and more 'singular', but who knows. Maybe my brain has been like this too long to do that.

I just have to keep telling myself this isnt fake, because it really does and has always sounded like a bad coping mechanism I shouldnt encourage, but I think I am almost ready to accept it, and start understanding myself better. If it was fake, why would I keep doing it to some extent throughout my life?

[urdadthinksimfine]

okay, so things like artistic studies with music and stuff might be.. not an option. since i dont have an portfolio. would it be a good idea, to do what i wouldve wanted to do ever since until next june o juli, so that i can actually get some experience with it, not for a portfolio i guess, but to see what i can get to know, learn, do by being actively interested in it:

music production/ sound engineering with softwares or apps

using microphones and produce own sounds, and post-produce them

taking photographs and videofilms

post-producing the pictures and films with photoshop and video-making softwares

Im influenced by Kanghee, i want to create content, and be here and there. Id also really want to be in something as amaying and dynamic and loved as the kpop-business. Being something there, but what?

The mv-production companies, they have their heads, i wont be able to make a name or label of my own, but what jobs are there? id love to work for something as good, want to be at the sets, mv making or in the recording studios or in the postproduction media team or pre-production team, something dynamic, creative and big.

.

If i cant do anything until june anyway, study wise, maybe i should do that. and until then, i need to work. What would i work?

i guess, just getting any job, like burger king or mcdonalds would be enough just for the sake of having an income.

id love to have something more special though.. i am so, so, so afraid of challenges, but i want something more challenging.

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then there is this pain from the possibility of going to japan or korea for vacation. maybe i shouldnt do it, but maybe i also should, get in contact with kanghee or ojisan again, or just getting in contact with the country i adore so much again, keeping myself from getting too much respect or fear of contact for this country.

.

yesterday i saw very bright light from the sun in the morning streets of friedrichshain and guys in tanktops looked like they were loading something on and off from a truck and i got flashback feelings of spain and how much i cant partake in any of this... just living vibe, spain and dennis and everyone radiated.

i had that when i was still working with the austrians. i dont know what to do with this information. would a company like them be enough for me? i want this in a larger scale, maybe even with it not being so practial and physical but more in a creative kind.

.... i am uneasy when it comes to life and living. uneasy, unjoyful approach to life.

i was bit-easy and joyful when i was busy working for the austrians tho.

[emberphantom]

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[charlies-current-obsession]

[ashtraysystem]

The System Watches

Split

🐀: okay so obviously we've heard a lot about this movie but we wanted to watch it as a system.

💫: with being switchy comes the advantage of commenting on movies and tv shows!

🐀: we've got drinks-

📓: and a poptart..

💫: and those here in the headspace right now are Brooks💫, Sylas🥽, Elliot📓, Finley🦈, Maxi🎧, and Rat🐀!

🐀: Can we start the movie now??

...

🐀: seems relatively normal so far??

📓: ooh speaking to the camera!!

🥽: I dont get the appeal of alcohol

📓: why is he suddenly bald? Are we seeing through his eyes or theirs??

🐀: Bro I think they are different guys?

💫: tea is better than alcohol

🐀📓: SHHH

💠: what is going on in here?

🐀: movie, hush.

💠: ah, okay my apologies. *sits down to watch*

🐀: so are they all evil alters or?

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🐀: his yells of pain is literally dubbed over wtf?? like his mouth is open but the sound is clearly a mouth closed sound lmao

...

🐀: does this bitch cassie have past kidnapping trauma??

🦈: insensitive much?

🐀: its my job 😜

...

🐀: is this his therapist?? who is she??

🥽: a switch definitely happened..

🐀: ah she is his therapist!!

🥽: ocd..

🥽: the system tried to get help, at least.

🥽: feminine alter, an introject maybe?

🐀: yeesh therapist lady has a lot of patients

🦈: ooh points for calling it DID and not MPD!! :D

...

🥽: Alters noticed so far; 4. Initial alter, Artist, Feminine, and OCD alter.

📓: >Movie timestamp: 22:46

🦈: fem alter is patricia! nice. :3

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🐀: therapist sleeps with her files??? thats,, thats a little weird tbh. work-life balance lady, leave your work stuff... not in your bed. at least.

...

💫: oh, the child! hello hedwig!!!

🥽: 5 alters.

🐀: hgdhdj "i just ate a hotdog" i love this kid

🥽: "i stole the light from mr dennis", that sounds similar to our system's way of fronting where we have a sort of "light" where we stand to front. Honestly it sounds like these people really did their research!

🐀: damn I was expecting this to be a hate watch..

🐀: wait yo shit shes fucking gaslighting a kid!! wtf man!!! like sure youre in a life or deatch situation but its not cool to make a kid alter cry like that. not cool. accurate, but not cool.

...

Entire system: Chlorine???

🦈: a pool maybe??

🐀: *jumps* oh JEEZ bro

🥽: ocd alter is a protector..

🦈: ooh cute bra!

🎧: FINLEY

🦈: what, cant appreciate a cute bra??

🦈: oh shit shes really locked up now yeesh

...

🥽: okay this explanation of DID is a bit.. exaggerated.

🦈: .. therapist lady we are traumatized, not some sort of miracle supernatural being. we are TRAUMATIZED. yeesh.

🥽: Patricia, Hedwig, Barry, Dennis, and now added by the therapist we have Orwell, Jade, Samuel and Heinrich.

🐀: oof 23? thats gotta be fun

🥽: and she just said Kevin's body, but its assumed Barry is the host.

🥽: Dennis has OCD, so then the one I was labeling as OCD is likely just a germaphobe to an extreme extent.

🐀: wait both Dennis and Patricia are banned from fronting? Dennis bc obvious reason, but why Patty?

🥽: is Dennis germaphobe alter and just really good at blending? they seem like two different alters..

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📓: they,, they check the cameras?? theres cameras to check??? I,, I don't like that,,

🐀: eh dont worry dude-

📓: More worried

🐀: yeesh aight.

...

💠: oh a new alter? I like this one, they seem nice :>

...

💠: ooh fun animal science facts!!

🐀: oof major ocd in this guy..

🎧: 😬 shouldnt have hit him girl

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🐀: fin can you not be gay for like two seconds please?

🦈: 😔 sorry

...

🥽: the beast..? hm..

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🐀: did,, did her uncle do something to her?

💫: oh hello again hedwig!!

🥽: dennis has ocd and germaphobia..

...

Movie: "Can I kiss you?"

Entire system: GGSJSHFHAHAHA

🐀: why's the 9 yo tryna kiss her!!

🎧: bro thats so ridiculous hAH

🐀: this kid man this kid hdhsjdk

🐀: GSHJDJSK OMFG SHSHDJ

🐀: okay to give you a quick rundown of what happened on screen, he held his mouth open against hers, his eyes fluttered shut, he pulled away and said "you might be pregnant now". IF THAT ISN'T THE MOST 9 YO THING TO FUCKIN DO HSHDJSKDK

🎧: his constant use of etcetera xD

...

🐀: oh shit he was sexually assaulted as a teacher by some teenagers and that ruined his career,,, shit dude that suuucks.

🐀: dood okay this,, this sucks. this is. really real now. like. some of the shit therapist lady is going over with him makes sense. history of childhood abuse, likely sexual in nature, and being triggered by the teens forcing him to engage in a sexual act without his consent triggering up previously dormant alters, like yeesh dude i'm sorry so much bad has happened to ya. we protectors have it hard sometimes.

...

🥽: ..she can make the dormant host front by saying his full name? Curious...

...

Movie: *talking about dormant host* "He's very weak"

🦈🎧: ......

🐀: um, guys you okay? Do you two need a minute?

🦈: We're just. Just thinking about Cecils. It's been a while, ya know? They're weak too. And its been so long that they can't fully front anymore for any longer than 10 minutes without getting overwhelmed and exhausted.

🎧: Even Ash is getting that way too,,

��: I just wish it was easier to help them both. Like, I cohost and everything but I don't get that same feeling of being utterly drained like they do. They just have to carry that with no known reason why.

🐀: ...

🦈: sorry, I'm done. Back to the movie.

...

📓: Kevin's dad is the beast, that makes sense.

🥽: There's likely an introject alter hiding back there.

📓: Patricia and Dennis haven't met the beast.

🥽: but supposedly the others have, which means only those two were formed after his father left.

...

🍄: aw he has pet mice!! :D

📓: ... his "window" is a drawing...

🐀: thats kinda fuckin sad.

…

🦈: no..

🐀: fuck man. Shit. He really fucking did that to her.

👹: Humans are disgusting, vile beings.

💫: I'm so sorry Casey, I'm so sorry that you had to go through all this you sweet child. :(

🐀: god this is depressing.

🎀: I think thats just the alcohol you drank Rat! *eatting popcorn on Rat's lap*

🐀: 😭 thanks pom, you sweet little monster.

💫: 😭 Pompom you precious thing,,

🎀: yay sad time hugs!! :D

...

🥽: this therapist is really going above and beyond.

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🐀: EATTING IMPURE YOUNG??? WHAT NOW

👹: mm tasty *thinking of chicken eggs*

🐀: ONI NO WRONG YOUNG

👹: ... oh :(

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🥽: the switching between patricia and dennis is interesting.

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👹: Don't like this "beast" character..

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🐀: why didnt therapist lady say kevins name to bring him out?

🐀: oh shit how did his skin break the goddamn knife???? it looked like a nice knife too???

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🐀: ayye barry's hat nice!!

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🎧: OH NO,, ((their guts,,))

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🐀: I'm sorry hE JUST BENT THE LOCK???

🐀: okay girl you have his name now dont be a dumbass say it immediately like you mean it

🎧: oh god, saying his full name triggers a ptsd attack,, I mean I guess good for those who need it to stop him from literally unaliving them, but yeesh bro I feel I feel. :/

🦈: their whole system is in total disarray right now,, half of them don't know how long they've been dormant or whats going on,, I feel so bad for them,,

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🎧: good thing she knows how to use a shotgun.

🐀: i wanna see a flashback of her uncle again to see if he ever got what he deserved for messing with Casey tbh.

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🐀: NO. FUCK. DAMMIT. HER DAD FUCKING DIED LEAVING HER WITH THE UNCLE. how many times?? How many times do you think he did it to her?? And she didn't have anyone to protect or help her anymore.

🐀: This movie is more sad than anything else. Sad and frustrating. Frustrating to watch this system become such a mess, sad to see what this poor girl has gone through only to be dealing with this shit. God I hate this movie. but in a bad hate way.

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🥽: So he's preaching about how those without trauma are impure because they havent been torn apart by the world. I wonder if she'll mention her abuse to him, bc then she'd no longer be "impure" by his definition.

🦈: ,,she has scars from abuse, and he's seen them,,

🥽: this will likely affect the entire way she sees herself now. Her trauma has been the thing to save her and give her mercy and life at this moment.

🐀: she'll need hella therapy, but yeah. Maybe she'll see herself as worth more now. At least I hope.

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🐀: THEY WERE UNDER A ZOO THE WHOLE TIME??????

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🐀: oh no fuckin way shes going back to her uncle after this i hope she tells on him and goes with one of the families that lost their kids in this smh

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🐀: okay so i know this is technically part of a series of movies so theres a bit at the end that I didn't get that I think I was supposed to have gotten.

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🐀: it was okay. I can see why its decently rated, but also why it's hated. Theres definitely a lot of stigmatizing about DID in this, but truth told to me it seems like they actually did their research on DID. I get that its more interesting to tell a story about the DID person who goes batshit crazy with evil alters rather than the fairly boring and sad story of how it actually is.

🥽📓: We want to look more into DID represented in media (such as movies and tv shows) so if anyone has any suggestions let us know!

[jrueships]

revisiting the ask about switches and wow the wisdom however i am sorry luka has 100% bottom energy and so does kuzma to me but for different reasons that i’m tryinf to figure out. Thanks again

I SEE IT !! I DO ! I REALLY DO !!!! UR MIND IS VAST ANON !!!! You give me bottom luka and kuzma and i See it! I want it! I DESIRE it !!

Let me just explain Switch luka and kuzma tho so i dont sound insane or whatever BUT LET IT BE KNOWN that i love hearing ANY other interpretation on them!! I'm just gonna elaborate since some of the switch blurb was a Little vague on standing alone

Okay so SWITCH LUKA.. here me Out. I put him in the switch blurb because I saw the switch blurb as like.. people who mainly prefer One thing but CAN/HAD been another? And can switch it up again if desired ! so like.. yeah luka is Definitely a bottom fr fr. The way he let's boban manhandle him (in his defense boban is a fuckin giant so what can u do) /everyone manhandle and ruffle his classic bttm boy blond hair. BUT... BUT. Submissive top luka ? Service knight Luka ? Still likes when people pull his hair luka and will do something Specifically to get his s/o gasping and pulling? Asking for consent before Literally everything Luka? Asking if they're Okay every minute even though he's literally being the gentlest Ever Luka? Attentive and caring in bed luka LIKE.. you just need to PERCEIVE the IDEA ! him and dominant bttm Dennis smith jr ? Dennis riding him until he's absolutely Withering under his hips and dying to run his hands down smith's sides but smith just strengthens the hold he has on his wrists and YEAH basically... think of the Dennis Smith Jr of it all .... is All I have to say ...

And KUZMA? OKAY .. SO LIKE.. I KNOW.. He's Kuzma of COURSE he's a BTTM but like...

ALRIGHT ??? you leave the lakers... shed your laker snake skin.. join the wizards.. become a switch. YES, he WAS the annoying bottom jaylen fucked in a depression fit and regretted once... but he's DEVELOPED ! he still bottoms most of the time and is still very annoying but like. Listen. Switch kuzma. HE DOESNT HAVE TO TOP 23/7 but like.. the IDEA of him being able to switch now is. Very switch kuzma of him. A softer state. A surprisingly gentle and caring partner in bed, lots of praises and wanting to be praised in return. He's probably into that 'good boy' shit. IUNNO! it's worth a THOUGHT !

..... and smore to explain uhh.. i won't explain the more obvious ones but if anyone wants me to then looks at askbox

So GIANNIS .. look. With a wife as BEAUTIFUL as he's got, how can he NOT get pegged HUH? JUST A BIT!! AS A TREAT! also he has like twenty boyfriends and you're telling me NONE of them can top him 🤨 ??? maybe not jrue (/hj he kinda switchy too😏) but I've got FAITH. Even Greek gods can get a lil d*ck man. Apollo didn't kill that man with a discus for nothin

Draymond's power goes beyond staying to one label, no hate to those that do OF COURSE, he just wants A Lot and he'll get it with his draymondness ! I will defend that mouthbreather being kinda handsome and getting bitches even if i have to fall on shield to do it! AND KLAY? cmon like. Steph is sexy in more ways than one...

Vanvleet is small men topping supremacy and also mom dad supremacy like idk what to tell u lol. So is trae! i think they mainly top tho, but CAN bottom when they feelin 4 it. Honestly trae just has major 'do whatever WHATEVER PLEASE just sit on my f*ce energy, ride me, thighs thighs legs boobs idc i WANT IT!!' So yeah he's def a switch like that. Doesn't care, just Wants. Sorry I had to put Fred so close with the gremlin LMAO. Short kings can either be sane or insane there's like No in between its crazy

Bttm Bam DESERVES the thought!! It doesn't HAVE to be with Jimmy, he just deserves some **** ! I just think! Someone needs to give this man some d*** PLEASE! He's had to be the single braincell on a dumbass (lovingly) team for SO long.. let him **** around on a bed in BLISS !

Jimmy butler... okay.. like... OKAY. The idea of him bttming with Bam is PERMANENT! it STAYS there!! But like... if he's gonna get in that 3some with Kyle and demar he's been ABSOLUTELY H O U N D I N for for EONS then.. yknow he's gonna need that versatility when we Know the only topping Kyle does is rabidly humping deebo in bed during his big spoon time before getting banished to the couch... also.. saying how you wanna **** (<- this can say whatever you wish) a man (deebo) really Hard. Once. Maybe twice? Is kinda ... 🤔🤔 ? hmm. OF COURSE I LOVE L O V E BTTM JIMMY AND HIS BANTER BUT LIKE.. just Think. Is all i ask ��😏 like with All of these i LOVE ALL of these bottom supremacy or top supremacy ideas but.. yknow .. Debby Ryan hair tuck image ... there's always Room ... you know .... im jus sayin... don't shoot the messenger 👀

[transguygardner]

hot take: given the “abusive family of cops that raised him catholic” thing, Guy Gardner should be the biggest anti cop anti god vigilante around, and the fact he was turned into a republic makes me sad for his character.

ok like tbh i dont think its ever specified as catholic but he’s probably irish catholic and i usually go with catholic because i think beatriz is specified as a lapsed catholic and i love guy and beatriz parallels. ANYWAYS

given the order that guys backstory and politics are presented really the only chance we had for a “anti cop anti god” guy gardner was with the new52 reboot but johns had his hands all over green lantern stuff at that point so that was never going to happen 😭 especially since a lot of the stuff johns did was to make the whole green lantern corps function like hal jordan did in the 60s but for all of the sectors. so a guy that stood for something radically different than hal didnt have a chance in hell even if johns wasn’t writing the book.

like even with the red lanterns book (which i love) theres not much difference in the function of the red lanterns than the green lanterns when guy is trying to lead them. which was a narrative mistake imo BUT also believable as something guy would do. and like its a superhero title on the main label so im not expecting anything that really goes out there.

i do think that from just what was written before guy gets into giffen and dematteis hands there is a chance for a very different character. pre g.d. guy values one thing the most. the ability to make his own choices. which makes sense when its coming from a man who was unable to make any choice for several years while in a coma and then almost destroyed the universe when following what he was told to do. valuing choice above all else is why he runs away from maltus, why he lashes out at his (ex)fiancée with precognitive abilities, and why he goes to fight russia in order to find john and katma (double reason with people didnt want him to do that and he sees communism as a system that lacks choice(personally i havent read enough theory to discuss it further))

valuing choice above all else is why he doesn’t work well with the green lanterns because he’s pushing back against any decision anyone else makes (and making some rude comments but not as bad as some of the jli stuff). which like got translated to “guy wants to be in charge” in jli when its really like. he just wants to make his own decisions because 1) he didnt get to make any for several years and 2) he keeps getting fucked over when he follows someone else’s decision

but yeah in an ideal world where even just the backstory from chuck dixon was like a thing pre g.d. and like they actually read the comics he was in i think it wouldve been clear that guy had some sort of counter culture phase and like his green lantern wouldve been more bruiser than bully and we wouldnt have gotten all that pro reagan shit from him (even though superman was often in reagan oval office at the time) and more of a fuck authority attitude. but that wouldve also required a more radical opinion from the writers at the time and like i dont think g&d have even been close to dennis o’neil levels of left and they definitely weren’t going to get into it in their joke book

but yeah anything that says guy follows in his abusive family’s footsteps sucks ass

[fujihelexicon]

Okay I enjoy nb headcanons so I decided to give some sitcom ones;

- Jerry from Parks and Rec is nb, discovered this late in life, but their family is very loving and accepting. They're figuring out which pronouns fit them, but don't really connect with he/him anymore, though they dont mind those pronouns being used, its more that they feel gender euphoria every time Gayle or their daughters use neutral pronouns. Thinking about maybe using she/they, but they're working up to it. Still likes being called Husband and Dad, but only by their family.

- Michael & Jane from Jane the Virgin are he/they she/they solidarity, but they both discover this when they're broken up, but before they're married. Jane is genderfluid but prefers they/them when theyre feeling masculine, and Michael is genderqueer.

- Tracy Jordan from 30 Rock is bigender. Also Paul L'astname is a transwoman. These are actually implied/hinted at in the show, but its always played off. Also I dont trust 30 Rock's writers to write any of it in a way that isn't a joke.

- Troy Barnes is genderqueer, but uses he/him primarily, though xey've been experimenting with neo-pronouns. Its taking some time for xem to get used to, but Abed's great at remembering, and having them around is great because they're adaptable if xey wanna try something new. Abed is agender. Britta doesn't have a label she's found that fits quite right yet, but they know they don't feel like as much of a girl as she thinks she should if she were a cis girl, so they're happy going by simply nb, and she/they pronouns.

- Dee and Charlie from IASIP are both nb but neither are introspective enough to realise that just yet, but they do realise they relate to each other in a way they just don't with Mac and Dennis, despite knowing each other just as long.

- I got sad thinking about Arrested Development because I fucking hate Jeffrey Tambour, and Jessica Walter deserves the world, and they made George Senior's possible transition into a big joke and a way to throw shade at TransParent..... but God I hate Jeffery Tambour. Maeby is a demigirl. Rebel Alley is nb and uses all pronouns.

- None of the characters on The Good Place are cis.

[jovithorart]

Yo, can we discuss Dennis being labelled as gay? I find it erases his bisexuality, removes representation and perpetuates the myth of "gays can totally do the opposite sex!". But ik you dont mean harm; i feel like people just confuse "gay" and "same-sex attracted" - they are actually different but I can understand the confusion. Ofc you're free to do whatever, but I find this problem gets overlooked too much and I'd like for it to be known more. What do you think of it?

Oh, that’s an interesting subject, when I make the “gay jokes”, I don’t exactly mean he’s ACTUALLY one lol, I’m not sure how it works where you live, but calling each other “gay” in a joking manner is quite common thing between lgbtq groups here where I live regardless if you’re from of another letter of the acronym, it’s like a way to ironize how outsiders label us as all the “same thing” when we are a super diverse community, so the word “gay” ended gaining another mening beyond the classic one over the time. So of course anytime I draw or make a more serious drawing involving his sexuality, I’ll always make clear he’s actually bisexual, cuz yeah, being erased is not nice. But yeah, maybe I should make his sexuality more clear with more frequence since I gain new followers in a quite regular basis and those jokes without context might make them assume he’s actually homo, which is not the case (I also don’t have a good bi jokes repertory sadly 😔 , but I’d love to make them when I get the chance!)

[loveburnsbrighter]

Live In Your Heart

requested by @i-dont-even-effing-know-anymore. hope you enjoy! 💕

read it on ao3

"We're not setting up the wifi yet," Patrick says.  He's got his Stern Face on, which usually means fun things, but sometimes, unfortunately, means that David will be required to do work.  This seems to be one of those times.

"But babe," he says, wheedling, "how will I order pizza if I don't have wifi?"  He brandishes his phone. "I ran out of data in New York last week." He went with Alexis to help her settle in — it's been a strain, her moving right before he and Patrick were set to, and he's frankly exhausted, physically and emotionally.  "We promised Stevie pizza," he adds, as if he can convince Patrick that his motivation is purely selfless.

Patrick plucks the phone right out of his hand.  "I'll call them," he says. "You remember, how we ordered pizza back in the nineties?  By calling?"

"Ugh, don't remind me."  David leans back against a towering stack of boxes, ignoring Patrick's pained look, and sighs heavily.  "Alright, fine. We might as well get this done. Bedroom first, or kitchen?"

"We can put Stevie on kitchen duty when she gets here," Patrick says.  "Bedroom now." He pauses for a moment, and then smiles slowly, like he can't help it.  "Our bedroom," he says, and David wouldn't generally describe Patrick as a particularly jovial person, but he looks downright giddy.

David honestly can't blame him, feels that a little bit too, at the words.  He's spent a lot of time at Patrick's place, and for the last month or so he's lived there fully, barring his four days in New York with Alexis.  But it was still Patrick's place, no matter how at-home David made himself there.  (Very.)  

This is their place.  David and Patrick's home.  David and Patrick's bedroom.

"Our bedroom," he agrees, and grabs a box, following Patrick down the hall.

Their bedroom is, thus far, more or less a big empty cube.  There's a weird alcove with the window in it that Patrick has been insisting he wants a window seat for, and the master bathroom door is on the wall kitty-corner to the bedroom door.  David has been pleased (thrilled) to note that the whole thing comes with a lovely little walk-in closet; it's not huge, but it's easily three or four times the size of the closet back in Patrick's studio.

The movers brought in Patrick's bed yesterday and set it up against the far wall, and David and Patrick slept on the mattress on the floor at Patrick's place.  "Okay, first things's first," David says, dropping his box in the middle of the floor. Patrick pointedly pushes it against a wall, and David ignores him. "Where are the sheets?  Because we can not sleep on dirty sheets our first night in the new house, Patrick."

"Actually," Patrick says, "about that."  He's barely trying to hide a shit-eating grin, and it makes David immediately wary.

"What," he says heavily.

"Okay, don't be mad," Patrick says, which tells David that he probably should be, "I should have talked to you probably but I wanted it to be a surprise," and he rushes through the words to keep David from interrupting.  "I used all the money my grandparents gave us for our wedding and bought that flax-linen Pottery Barn set you wanted." 

David gasps, because he has wanted that bed set so badly — fair trade linens in gorgeous soft sandy beige — but Patrick has insisted every time David has argued that it's frivolous to spend more than a hundred dollars on sheets.  Their current sheets are from Target.  "Like, the sheets —"

"The whole bed set," Patrick says, looking inordinately pleased with himself.  "The sheets, the duvet and shams — I didn't get the dust ruffle because my bed frame —" But David doesn't get to hear about the dust ruffle because he's quite literally launching himself into Patrick's arms and kissing him. 

Patrick makes a soft, surprised noise, not quite a laugh, and lifts his hands to hold David by the waist.  He pulls back just a little, letting David kiss down his jaw, to say, "So you're not mad?"

"Linen sheets," David mumbles against his Adam's apple.  He pulls back to smile down at Patrick, and Patrick is smiling back, radiant in a way that David never saw him before they got engaged, a way that he's seen more and more since they decided to buy the house.  "Okay," he says, schooling himself, because if they do what he wants to do — which is tackle Patrick onto the bare mattress in their empty bedroom and thoroughly christen the house — then they'll never get to all the things they have to do.  "Well, where are the new sheets, because they have to be washed before we can use them."

Patrick helps David wrestle the new bedding out of its insane packaging, and then builds a little fort in the tiny laundry room out of all the cardboard while David starts a load.  He's relieved every second that the previous owners left their washer and dryer — they're both done with public laundry for the foreseeable future.

They grab another box each to haul into the bedroom on the way back down the hall; the bed and dressers are there already, and a single bookcase.  David has already been in to clean the closet and repaper the shelves in there, and they've agreed that they don't want to paint the bedroom; it came a creamy off-white that feels warm and soft, somehow.

David puts on music — he's made a playlist just for this, full of high-energy, multigenerational pop, Tina and Britney and Mariah all sharing space.  At some point Patrick logged into their shared Spotify — purely an economic choice; David didn't want Patrick's music fucking up his Wrapped, but that's not really worth ten bucks a month — and added Mumford and Sons and Bryan Adams and the Beach Boys, because Patrick has no sense of thematic or genre consistency.  It's fine, he supposes; when you love someone, you're willing to compromise for them.  

"'Framed wall art and photos - bedroom,'" Patrick says out loud, reading off the Sharpie label on a box.  "Maybe we should save this one until we've got the basics together?"

"Okay," David agrees over an infuriatingly long banjo solo.  "This one is your books?" Patrick gestures and David slides it over, watches him produce a knife from his pocket and slice open the top.

By the time Stevie strolls through the door, helpfully using her emergency key, they've mostly got the bedroom together.  The mattress pad and sheets are on, with the duvet set in the dryer, and Patrick's books and David's books are commingled on the shelf, which David is alarmingly pleased by — they're married, but the sight of his Virginia Woolf next to Patrick's Agatha Christie makes him feel warm from the inside out.

"I picked up the pizza," Stevie shouts.  "You owe me forty bucks in reimbursement!"

David skids down the hall, eager for pizza, with Patrick behind him.

"How in the name of god did you spend forty bucks on pizza?"  Patrick wants to know.

Stevie shrugs, hugging him as David relieves her of the boxes.  "I got garlic knots."

"And cheese bread," David says gleefully, spreading the boxes on the table.  "And one of those big cookies."

Patrick sighs after him but dutifully digs three beers out of the fridge.  (They set up all the appliances and TVs yesterday.) (All that's in the fridge so far is beer, a single head of lettuce, and a few bottles of green juice.)  David accepts his beer with minimal distasteful nose-scrunching.

They make short work of lunch, and Patrick sets Stevie up in the kitchen with a roll of shelf paper and more boxes than he'd ever thought he could fill with kitchen stuff; the dishes from his apartment, of course, and then they'd gotten a lot of the classic appliance wedding gifts: a brand new blender, a four-slice toaster ("but what will you use?" David had asked), an upright mixer, a block of knives with marble handles that Patrick is actually thrilled with.

David finishes making the bed, and then he just stands and stares at it for a second; he can't wait for Patrick to have sex with him in these sheets in this bedroom, but he also can't wait for Patrick to cuddle with him in this bed.  Watch movies with him. Hold him close and fall asleep with an arm slung low over his waist.

Patrick comes up behind him and settles warm hands on his hips, and David leans back into the touch.  "Stevie and I want to get started on the living room," Patrick says, hooking his chin over David's shoulder.  "You just about done in here?"

David crosses his arms across his own waist and takes Patrick's hands, swaying.  One of Patrick's songs is playing from David's tiny speaker. I've been so happy loving you, Dennis Wilson croons into the space, less echoey than it was earlier before they got their pictures up.  He looks around at their new room; the receipt from their first date is already on the bookshelf, and there's a framed poster for that first open mic night, and one from Alexis' singles week.  These are all things from Patrick's apartment; all this time, he's been collecting little souvenirs for them. Stepping stones tracing the path of their relationship. There's a framed wedding invitation, too, and photos: from the store opening, Patrick's birthday, their bachelor party, their wedding.

Even after David landed in Schitt's Creek without a paddle, if he'd been asked to describe his future, he would have crafted a life more or less like the one he'd left: galleries and parties, a drugged-out A-list entourage, globetrotting in the wake of Alexis' endless stream of near misses.  He never could have imagined this: a house in a small town, a business heavily patronized by flannel-clad locals, a single friend who loved him enough to help him move. Alexis settled in one place, his parents settled in another, weekly Facetime calls.  

Five gold rings on his fingers, the most beautiful man he's ever seen in Costco jeans, holding him and swaying and singing softly in his ear: "Forever, together my love…"  A sedan that clicks in the driveway, blueprints for a vegetable garden.  All the Ricky-and-Lucy trappings of a good life, things he never would have expected to love.  

"You won," Stevie told him a few months ago, when he brought her here to sit in the driveway and pour out his heart.  And David can hear her clanking dishes together downstairs, and Patrick is warm against his back, and the song is fading out the way that slow seventies rock does, and David knows, bone-deep, unshakeably, that she was right.

[someone-always-cares]

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[image description: an sac webcomic page. “well, yeah.” says dennis, picking up his sandwich. “I mean he’s obviously fuckin’ r-” he uses the r slur but the majority of the word is censored by the sandwich covering that part of the speech bubble. ���so of course he’s gonna do weird shit” he says with a look of distain. theres a beat of lewis staring back at him as if angrily watching an animal eat its own shit.

“does your arse ever get jealous of the shit that comes out of your mouth?” lewis snarls. russel says nothing, awkwardly looking between the two, his panel wedged awkwardly inbetween the last panel or lewis and a panel of dennis looking back at lewis, asking “excuse me?”

lewis continues. “or is your head already so far up there that it’s impossible to tell which end its coming from? like some kinda human centipede oroboros of bullshit?” lewis is visibly angry, one hand flat on the table, the other clenched in a fist. the background consists of a text box which reads “you dont need an illustration of that.”.

“the fuck is your problem?” asks dennis, also angry, as if suprised or indignant by lewis’s reaction. hes still holding his sandwich. end id]

unsuprisingly, having had to deal with bullies, lewis does not like that shit even when its directed at someone else. in semi related news, any part of writing the pages set in school reminds me of being in school and honestly? hate that. younger me should have gone feral more. unfortunatly aside from smaking people with books a couple times for bothing me, and also the hocky stick incidents my reaction to confrontation was more flight/freeze.

anyway: heres some resources for current world events that could use your support. if you have money, please donate, and if you dont then you can still show support or educate yourself

[image description: a meme from icarly i think, with someone sitting at a desk not noticing someone else ready to slam a stop sign into his head. the guy sitting is labelled “me linking charities to donate to and mental health resources when i post comic pages, because you never know who needs it! smily face” and the stop sign is labelled “tumblr ruining the links for whatever fucking reason.” end id]

anyway i was updating and customising a few things on this blog when i checked the mental health resources page i made and tumblr fucked it all up. like 4 out of 11 links worked the rest were borked. then i checked the links left and they were also fucked. i think tumblr just doesnt like links that lead away from tumblr? especially since i just copy paste the same list and i think that messes with it or something?

since the links on the mental health list that worked were tumblr based or ones i copied directly from the url of their sites while the broken ones i copied from where i linked them previously? thats my theory tumblr is a hell site. i say, while tumblr is causing technical difficulties as i fucking type this. so anyway im just going to link to a masterpost of masterposts so i can copy paste the same link instead of giving a dozen mostly broken links. anyway fuck you tumblr

[elliot-orion]

hello I would like to request "you don't need to leave so soon" from the fluffy prompts list or "I'm scared" from the soft angst prompts list, whichever one ur feelin

Hmm.... think i’m feeling “I’m scared.” Havent really dont an angsty one yet. Tho this didn’t actually turn out as angsty as i hoped. rip. 

Hall parks the car outside of the school where’s he’s currently trying to get a job at. He’s got a second interview in, oh, five minutes, meaning we are absolutely going to spend the next five minutes hearing him panic. 

“I’m scared.” Told you. 

“You’re going to do fine.” Scout signs, giving Hall a very reassuring smile. He’s good at those. I am not, but i try to do my best. 

“But what if they found out about me being Nightshade? I don’t think anyone wants an assassin teaching kids, guys. Fuck why did I ever think i could get a teaching job?” Hall groan, banging his head against the headrest of his seat. 

“Hey, it’s not like you lied, you said on the form you were a Super and a darkness type!” I say. “Though I guess you did lie about the whole criminal record. But i was very thorough clearing that out for you! I double-checked and everything, and you know i hate checking my work.” There is a reason I almost failed math three different years in a row. I go way too fast and don’t check and then i get it back all graded and realize i said 2+4=7 or some shit like that, that i totally know correctly but went too quick to catch. Fuck math, all i’m saying.

“I know, I know. But what if it’s too clean of a record and they get suspicious?” 

“Scout thought of that actually! So i added a parking ticket in there, that you paid the fine for perfectly on time! And it’s pretty normal for civilian Supers to have really clean records. You know how quick they like to slap a Rogue label on anyone even mildly problematic.” I say. Scout nods along. He’s very proud of himself for thinking about the too-clean record.  

“Okay but what if - “

“Stop.” Scout grabs Hall’s hands and stops him from any more panicking signing, sitting them firmly in his lap before he starts himself. “Calm down. You are great with kids. They didn’t see anything the first time, and they liked you enough to call you back. You’re going to be fine.” 

“I’m still scared.”

“We know. It’ll be okay though. Now you’re about to be late, so go in. Good luck.”

“Fuck!” Hall glances over at the time, rushing to grab the little folder with his references and resume, which I told him he didn’t need since he gave it to them the first time and all, but he insisted. He’d know better than me how to get a job, considering he’s, you know, had one. 

“Shake a leg!” Scout and I scramble out of the car to wave him goodbye as he disappears into the high school. We’ve got some time to kill before he’ll be done, we wanted to make sure he’d be okay and all. So... “I saw a Denny’s back that way, want to go get pancakes?” 

We get breakfast for lunch. Hall gets the job. I’d say it was a good day. 

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Thanks again for the prompt!! <3