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The thing is I DON'T think rockstar Lestat looks hot. I think he looks like hot garbage but I fucking love that. He looks like he's been going through Some ShitTM and is trying to Lestat his way out of it. I need to see how this plays out. I need to know if he's draining junkies backstage. I need to know if he got a perm. I need to know if he knows where Louis is. I need a full album and wardrobe rundown. I need to know if he's seeing the ghost of Claudia.
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#i dont think sam was completely joking about the drugs#the teaser was campy/comedic but lestat was putting me off and i realized its cause he reminds me of every addict ive ever known personally#and i think maybe he would get really fucked up if claudia was haunting him at every turn#but then again#maybe lestat is just like that#and im reading too deep into it!
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supernatural does this really fascinating/strange thing where they write a metaphor for something, but then also directly show the something at the same time. so you have john winchester raising his kids to be hunters (metaphor for abusive childhood) but also, aside from that, being flat out abusive. you have sam winchester repeatedly being possessed by things without his consent (metaphor for sexual assault) but also, aside from that, being sexually assaulted. you have dean winchester becoming more and more violent as result of a mark that makes him addicted to something (sort-of a metaphor for alcoholism? they’re clumsy about this one) but also, aside from that, being an alcoholic. it’s such a Choice. i don’t have anything else to say it’s just something i’ve noticed
#maybe it’s like. they just really want to make their metaphor text somehow. idk#idk man#spn#oliver talks#supernatural#they didn’t rly do this in early seasons quite so much. you didn’t have sam drinking blood and also being a drug addict at the same time😭
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Feel free to ignore if this is intruding but I remember you posting about dealing with caffeine addiction and I hope you're doing ok <3 Addiction is really hard to deal with so I hope everything is going alright for you!
!! thank you for checking in <3333
i haven't cut it out completely (i really don't think i'd be able to) but i'm still doing much better, i've cut down from 6 shots per cup to only 2. i've also changed my sleep/eating habits so now i don't feel like i need the caffeine as much because i just don't feel as shit anymore.
it's been very nice :3
#ramble#also yes that wasn't 6 shots per day it was PER CUP#which sounds. Insane thinking about it now#also i was SHOCKED at how seriously everyone took it. bc i really didn't think it was that bad#spoiler alert it was very bad#it's also done my IBS a favour because. wow#i'm thinking of switching back to cold brew because it didn't upset my insides as much as espresso does#tl;dr caffeine addiction is a very very very real thing and you seriously need to treat it like any other drug
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i definitely make jokes about daniel being a “cokewhore” on occasion but i feel like some of y’all didn’t grok that he was actually for real real prostituting himself for drugs and it’s kind of an import detail about his character that’s been alluded to throughout the show.
idk i’ve just been seeing a lot of posts about daniel’s sexuality lately and like. in addition to Older Queer Male Repression Classic Flavor, it kinda thunks your thinker that the time when Daniel was most sexually involved with men he was also in a really terrible place mentally and physically, and that sexuality was intrinsically related to his drug use and poverty, and now he does not openly acknowledge his obvious hOmOpHiLe status huh?
#i’m sorry but the way luke brandon field says homophile is just really fucking funny to me#anyway yeah it boggles my mind when people start headscratching over danny’s comphet like girl#what are the two kinda of people society considers worthless perverted disgusting leaches on society more than anybody else#faggots and addicts#(and brown people but daniel’s got whote priveledge in the bag)#the point is that good luck babe is not about louis and lestat it’s about louis and daniel thanks for coming to my ted talk#daniel molloy#daniel iwtv#the vampire daniel#iwtv#interview with the vampire#uhm#tw f slur#i guess#tw drugs#tw prostitution
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i'm one season into watching House MD and this show is so fucking funny it's like Grey's Anatomy except instead of all the characters having sex and experiencing constant insane natural disasters the characters all practice casual medical malpractice with zero consequences
#everyone's just like well he's a dick and a drug addict and bleeds money from the hospital but he's like a good doctor i guess. oh well#and the special effects are so dumb and bad! i love it so much!#it really fulfills what i've always wanted in a show. it's what middle school-aged me WANTED grey's anatomy to be.#if all the women weren't inexplicably like fawning over house this would be like my new favorite show#house md
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Man.... I can't stop thinking about Pac and the Risus Pill arc
Pac saying he took the pills because he didn't have any other choice, he was so hopeless he wants to take them until he doesn't remember anything
Pac saying "At least I’m not crying in some random corner in the Island expecting my friends to come save me, and nobody comes save me"
And then the thing he said immediately before that: "I lost my friend, I lost my friend’s friend, I lost my Egg, I lost my child, I lost everything, I'm– I was completely hopeless– so yeah, maybe I wanna be drugged and live my miserable but happy life. At least I’m not in that saddest place anymore."
The blood at Chume Labs
The three graves at Chume Labs
The message he wrote to Cellbit asking Cellbit to kill him if things got too bad, then changing it and saying "lock me up" instead.
The conversation with Fit, Fit pleading with him, and Pac saying "I don’t want to go back to that bad and sad place."
Pac, despite his grief and depression, finding an antidote and saving himself (with the help of his friends)
Literally everything from the Risus Pill arc makes me so heartbroken
#i talk#qsmp talk#the crazy thing is is I still haven't seen the stream where they give Pac the antidote#I was busy that day and rushed home trying to catch the tail-end of the stream#and made the mistake of leaving Twitch open on my phone on the counter as I hopped in the shower#and then mid-shampoo I just heard a SCREAM from my phone and I was like ''UH OH''#didn't get a noise complaint but it scared the hell out of me#I never did find that clip of him and Cellbit talking after everything went down and he was cured#but I remember the quotes from it#aghhhh#suicide mention#sorta implied#ask to tag#I'm briefly touching upon the Risus arc in my fic but I really want to dig more into the arc#I know it'll just make me sad though#tw drugs#drug mention#addiction#qsmp analysis
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Data from Vault 95 confirms that The Chair is not a magical-fix-all-your-problems machine — at the very least, it can’t cure the psychological side of chem dependency. It’s not stated in Cait’s quest because of fo4’s aversion to loose ends, but her story definitely isn’t over. (She references this if you do drugs in front of her afterwards.)
I think the next step for Cait is going to have to be expanding her circle of trust past The Player Character (All Hail). The Sole Survivor is wonderful and their relationship is lovely, but they have a lot on their plate, what with being responsible for every political and personal issue in all of Boston.
But… the team has a former addict on it! It’s Deacon! (Unless he was lying. Honestly it’s 50-50. We’ll assume for now that he wasn’t.) We also know that Hancock is really supportive about addiction! I really like the thought that he stops doing/talking about drugs around Cait (or Mama Murphy)(or the kids for that matter). Preston and Piper aren’t bad about it either. Other companions… well, we don’t see how they handle it past the intervention stage. I’m sure they try.
If I knew more about addiction, I’d write about how Cait handles it all. But I definitely do want to write more about the companions supporting each other, because the game’s limitations leave a lot of room to explore that.
#i will never forgive fallout 4 for making the word ‘drugs’ canon#it was funny when that word just didn’t exist#idk the ideal method for supporting a recovering addict but i assume maccready’s whining strategy is not it#i really like cait’s quest to the extent that it’s about breaking down and asking someone you trust for help#idk how else they could have gamified that storyline#the game would have benefitted from maybe one additional convo per companion#to give the impression that they’re working out their issues and you’re supporting them#instead of your presence magically fixing everything#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#fallout 4 cait#cait fallout 4#cait fallout#fo4 cait#fallout cait#cait fo4#hancock fo4#hancock fallout 4#deacon fallout 4#deacon fo4#piper wright#preston garvey
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Detroit Become Human and why does this game decide that the problem in society is individual people treating androids poorly because those androids are choking them out of the workforce and NOT the corporations and governments who deliberately designed the androids to do this
#AUGHHGHH#I promise you dbh is still one of my favourite games I really do#But ohhhhhhhjghh my GODDDD it makes me mad#Like ESPECIALLY this year. With artists and writers being so fucked by ai#Like the game has less than no sympathy for people who were screwed over by cyberlife deciding their labour wasn't worth anything#Like everybody has to be a strawman. Everybody has to be the violent 'android bad because (some vague reason that draws on the#'immigrants are stealing our jobs' line despite the fact that these things aren't equivalent at all)#Like yes. Robots being placed in positions where a real human would be paid a real wage to do that job is bad. This is a bad thing#But the game. Does not CARE#It's so morally neutral for cyberlife to be allowed to mass produce androids in the middle of a poverty epidemic that they created#It's fine! Says Detroit Become Human because everyone rendered homeless or struggling by this company's actions is a violent drug addict#Or something#It's like HUH#H U H#This game was so enamoured with it's weird bad civil rights allegory that it forgot that people do actually need jobs to uh. Pay to live#Because things are hell#And I think it could've been SO much better if the game acknowledged this AS WELL as acknowledging that no android chose this#Like a fresh deviant didn't ask to cause a real person to not have a job. The company who made them did#But dbh doesn't care. Cyberlife is morally neutral in this. I swear#Loses my mind this game is such a mess#Uhhh if anyone's reading this please don't get mad at me I promise I do really love this game. Like this game is the reason I#Met the love of my life. I am physically incapable of hating this game#I just think it's so worth discussing the ways it fails in (what I think is) a constructive manner#detroit become human#game analysis#I guess#If anyone has any contributions or disagrees with me I would LOVE love to hear. Genuinely I love talking about things like this#Essay in tags
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Anytime I replay DAI and I get to that first conversation with Vivienne back at Haven, I take a long inhale Everytime she asks what I think about doing with the mages.
Like I know my Inky has not thought about this too much. She just knows her clan, but I think about it constantly and no answer I am offered is good enough to assuage my long rant that I yell at the computer for like 8 straight minutes before I choose the Mages Should Be Free line and get the inevitable Vivienne Greatly Disapproves
I love Vivienne a lot, I do, even with the differing political views, but Jesus Christ girlie pop never ask me that question again because I will go off Every Single Time
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#vivienne de fer#vivienne dragon age#madame de fer#the rant includes major reformation of the circle#the templar order#and the chantry#at the very least for the circles to stay a thing#because i do think they could stay a thing if we just changed like 80%-90% of it#maybe smaller and more numerous circles that just act as boarding schools#kids can go home and actually see their parents#no more tranquils as the funding for the circle#fereldans are gonna have to pay tax dollars if they really think circles are the best way to go about mages#studies to see how long a templar can go without lyrium while still effectively using their abilities and not going through withdrawal#bc im pretty sure that the chantry makes it seem like Templars need a lot more lyrium than they actually do#so they can keep a leash on them#also maybe find alternatives to lyrium for templars#cuz i really fucking hate the idea of them having to take an addictive drug#im ranting in the tags i need to stop#and this is all just to keep the circles a thing btw#the easier solution of course being having mages be free
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We are not collectively talking enough about Eric's line delivery in the teaser of "That's him, Jesus Christ, look at him."
#everyone being like 'they'll hate each other'#are you kidding me#you think DANIEL MOLLOY#won't become obseesed with him?#the same daniel molloy who asked louis de pointe du lac if he was the zodiac killer then stuck around to try and fuck him#the same daniel molloy who provoked armand as a mysterious house staffer then provoked him MORE to the point that he ended his marriage#AFTER finding out he was 500 year old apex predator#he' was an addict in the 70s who did press post-turning in an acdc shirt if you think he's not going to be immediately obsessed with lestat#idk what to tell you#also you KNOW if armand hadn;t turned him lestat would've#because daniel's attention is a drug to all three of these nightmares#and lowkey i think daniel and lestat would get along even become friends in the most obnoxious way imaginable#because tragically they want their personalities to be opposite circles but really they are a venn diagram#amc interview with the vampire
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Louis Claudia and Lestat really are iwtv's respective Whitney Houston, Bobbi Kristina and Bobby Brown
#poor boy from a massive family with dreams of stardom leaves home and gets addicted to drugs and ropes his religious partner struggling with#their sexuality into their lifestyle which ultimately ends up killing the former partner and their child who dreams of performing like her-#parents#like i really be thinking about this like when i say theyre bobby and Whitney ion say that in a good way#and poor Bobbi Kristina who never got to grow up on her own terms#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire claudia#whitney houston#bobby brown#bobbi kristina
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🚬i hate you so much sometimes i wish you'd die...
Marcato Scott-Tanaka. age: 27-early 30s ish gender: cis male nationality: american ethnicity: haitian, japanese occupation: drug dealer
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 screenshots#ts4 screenies#kristen's.sims#*scottfamilygp#nh: evergreen harbor 🌳#s: marcato scott-tanaka#the older cousin!#he's elspeth's nephew.#in which she doesn't really like (well more so disappointed) because of his addiction to drugs & infidelity.#she's tried helping him but due to trauma/background issues. he's sadly taken advantage of her help.#he really only goes to his aunts house to see his cousins (which she also doesn't like 😭 but she quietly objects)#he likes doting on ringo because marcato actually has two kids himself. however he's never got to meet any of them.#his firstborn was a teen pregnancy and his most recent kid. he lost custody/unable to see him due to the drug addiction & being evicted.#he shares this apartment with his roommate. she's a gamer/youtuber.#dropped out. GED + did college for a short time.#he likes her vibe i guess.#flynn likes marcato! he's just scared of him 😭#cw: drugs#cw: drug abuse
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addiction sure doesn't develop overnight but no one tells you it can develop rapidly. like. try 2 weeks. would it still be the early stages? yes, hell, the early stage starts even before compulsive use does. but it's still addiction and more people need to realize how fast you can start to fall.
#i think i could really say i was an addict in august but i didnt see it At All#even though i was using drugs daily. overdosed. and began drinking frequently towards the end of the month#i swear for like half of 2023 i was tip toeing around drug use and then in july i started falling head first rapidly#and by october i was at the point where any day could be the day i died#fucking. insane#addiction#vent#drugs tw#alcohol tw#alcoholism#alcoholic#mental health
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What if Netherwart is like cilantro and to some people it tastes good but to others it tastes completely different and we've all just been accusing Blue of being a druggie for no reason?
#alan becker#ava#ava blue#Not once has Alan ever said it was specifically drug-like to him#He's just not really ever denied it whenever DJ calls it drugs#He's only ever said that he “has a problem”#Which could just be a food addiction rather than a drug addiction#If you eat thirty hot pockets a day someone would also call that a problem#But hot pockets aren't a drug#Bro might just like the taste of Hell Fungus
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So there’s an mcat epidemic in Georgia because Russian “refugees” can’t stop distributing drugs…? Oh brother
#and they’ll tell you that Caucasians are criminals when they behave like this#I don’t want to rant about this too much bc I feel bad for addicts but Georgia really doesn’t need anymore problems#we’re a neck deep in shit already please no drug epidemic PLEASE
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sometimes i am reminded of strange comments i receive on my art and i am still baffled.
[ID: Tags reading "your alice looks like shes adicted to heroin and I love that" end ID]
like. no, people who are addicted to drugs shouldn't feel shame over their appearances, ofc. but also Why Would You Say This To Me.
#ramblings with major#tmagp#drugs mention#addiction mention#i feel like i might've made this post before ages ago but i can't remember#in any case 'this character design makes her look like she's been ravaged by the effects of substance abuse' isn't really a compliment#especially since i wasn't exactly. going for that. at the very least it's a very strange thing to say.#also what part of this makes her look that way to you. is it the paleness of her skin? how skinny and lanky she is?#please tell me it's not her crooked teeth.#if it is i might have to kill you#(obligatory Don't Seek This Person Out And Bother Them Please)#again there's no shame in physically bearing the evidence of addiction#but its like. idk presumptive?? like Only People Who Are On Drugs Look Like This and it can't be for any other reason like. idk. genetics.#its just a weird comparison to make/thing to assume i guess. imagine saying this to an actual person#'youre so skinny/pasty/have such bad teeth i love it are you on heroin' like could you imagine#like clearly the person is happy about this design choice. im. im glad about that. but just. what.
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