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I know a lot of my music recs don't get a lot of love, but if you ever wanna chill, or listen to what a dream sounds like, check out this
地面は暑い (The Ground is Hot)
For anyone who wants to know more about how it sounds without listening to it, here's some insane rambling:
It has an immensely slow build, but it feels natural. And as it progresses, it's like you're searching the echoing halls of some long lost memory that becomes a bit sharper more and more. Until about 7min and 30 seconds in, you remember what it is you're supposed to be looking for. So you take your time, no longer concerned. You've been patient this long, so you take in the contrasting heat of hot sand and cold air to bask in the mixture for a moment. But 10 minutes and 45 seconds in, you hear it. What you've been looking for. And it's calling out to you, so close, but the echoes are so vast... Slowly you go from chamber to empty chamber trying to find the source. It sounds like its getting closer, but it doesn't appear. And it's strange. How can a voice that sounds so far away sound so comforting? You keep searching and listening simultaneously. Until eventually 17 minutes in it feels like you're right on top of the voice, but still can't see it. It's still saying comforting things, but you're concerned. What does this mean? It's dark... but it's still trying to sound so encouraging. And after you deliberate with yourself, you decide to trust them. 19 minutes in, you come across an endless room of placid darkness filled with still water that goes on forever. And you can see something out in the center of the water. The owner of that voice. You don't know them. But at the same time you know them so intimately it's almost frightening. They're standing on top of the water's surface and causing faint ripples to echo along with their voice across eternity. You try to step out, but the water is immensely deep. There's no way to reach them. But they still see you. And they smile. And continue to sing for you.
You both cry. You don't understand why they can't move closer, or why you can't you swim out to them, you're so close it hurts. But it's that strange, unspoken logic that only a dream can fathom. It dictates it so. But you've trusted the voice this far... so you take a deep breath, and try to actually absorb the words of their song. And you do. Despite the tears that spill over both your eyes and this person you 'know' so well, the tears cause their own ripples on the mirror like plane of the water. They cross the surface until they connect at a point in the middle, bouncing and merging as one. They give you one last smile before wavering much like water itself and disappear. Like a mirage in the desert. The darkness of the room slowly gives way and disappears as well. This house of memory.... is gone. And you're outside again. Beneath the night sky, and the desert sand cradling your feet. Was it real? Does it matter? The emotions were. And that's something. And ultimately, you feel peace.
#wow that got insane#i just kept listening and writing to it#like a fucker possessed#i still like it though?#anyway#desert sand feels warm at night#dream desert#the ground is hot#insane dream ramblings#insane soundscape ramblings#ambient slushwave#Youtube
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Dealing with Trauma while being King Dedede
Bonus:
Dealing with Trauma while being Taranza
#kirby#kots#kirby of the stars#kirby fanart#taranza#king dedede#meta knight#elfilin#gooey kirby#dark matter kirby#meta knight can be counted as part of dedede's trauma for comedic effect#not every trauma he has is about being possessed guys#it's just unfortunate coincidental that most of it is#he isn't resentful of anyone really#but imagine having a deep seeded fear by trauma of insects and this fucker you call your friend is like 'thank god im a spider'#and you just have to deal with the technicalities#dedede lives such a sick and twisted life#originally taranza said 'beforehand i'd like to apologixe' but i thought it was overkilled#meta knight is not aware he's part of the problem#im sorry for not coloring anything this wont change
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I am absolutely feral for this tiktok of Tenoch. He looks like the perfect red flag for me.
Namor with long hair vibes.
Rafa's older more ruthless brother vibes.
My toxic aquarius lover vibes.
Hate sex for days vibes
Choke me out vibes
"Touch her and you'll wish you were dead" vibes.
Credit to the tiktok for making me moan involuntarily
#tenoch huerta#tenoch huerta mejia#tiktok#hes the type of man who would have fun taming me#like id talk back and hed probably make me regret it in the best way possible#like i dont even know what movie this is#i just know that this look makes me wet#tenoch huerta you sexy fucker#how dare you do this to me#i would let him do unspeakable things to me#the way he would leave bruises and marks and just tell you that he wants to make sure all your other bitches know you belong to him#possessiveness exudes off him#toxicity at a 100 and i want it
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NONJINPHEE NATION, RISE!!
#i feel so ALIVE#ALIVE FRIEND FOREVER#dead friend forever#dff#dff the series spoilers#dff spoilers#the implications of phee being jins fuckbuddy and jin like im not easy like that anymore u always said we were just friends well NO MORE 😤#AND THE WHOLE TIME!!! THE WHOLE TIME PHEE WAS DOING THAT#the whole time he was PLAYING with jin's FEELINGS#it was what????????? elaborate revenge that they're now taking to the next level before jin leaves the country ? ? ?#what did jin with his earnest sincere stars-and-hearts non-vision DO#why is he a target for GAY REVENGE i'm so amped#and tee!!! what a disaster human!!!! love this little (ok big) fucker#love how much he is not the safe trustworthy lifestyle dom white went into this believing he was. needing him to be#oh man oh man#heart emoji man i love you#gonna get possessive next week gonna get 'why do you need friends who aren't me'#like honestly not sure nonphee is even so very healthy but ykw it is full of codependence and GAY REVENGE#(plus hes not wrong about THESE particular friends)#IM SO AMPED!!!!!!!!!! IM SO ALIVE#dear diary
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waited outside for like 50 minutes bc i heard the ice cream man in the distance and i wanted to get my brother something and that asshole only drives by when i'm finishing my dinner and can see him going thu the window. fucking exploding him with my MIND. hope he goes insane bc of listening to that incessant jingle all day every day
#literally so mad. ran outside like a man possessed and saw him at the end of my street but i was NOT about to sprint after him and flag him#down bc that's too much effort for icecream. even now he's driving around in the distance taunting me. so incredibly pissed at this fucker#len speaks
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this is mental illness.
#i agree that mbb’s parents are weird when it comes to her image but i doubt the whole marriage is forced#and i also doubt jake is awful and possessive lmao he may not have his own money but his dad is worth a LOT more than millie#so marrying ~up doesn’t work in that case. that’d be millie marrying up but she’s not#and yeah the PR is excessive but that’s the brown family. greedy fuckers. not sure about the bongivios bc idk them well enough#but also. maybe it’s what millie wants? maybe? remember when emma watson cut her hair after she wrapped the final HP film? it’s like that#but on an extreme level. millie is transitioning into adulthood and she wants to shed her 11 image even though she loves the character#but she is ready to move on. pls give her some credit. this isn’t another britney situation (and i rly hope it’s not) but c’mon#also ofc noah is the chopped liver. he was there for her 18th and possibly will attend the wedding. funnily enough if anything goes wrong;#they will blame noah for being a shitty friend and enabler 🙄 and the cast were right the whole time for disliking jake. apparently#all this simping for finn is cringe btw. he is finn NOT MIKE and not even mike is like that 💀 y’all are stuck in your mlvn fantasy that you#have projected the ship onto finn and millie ffs. have a word with yourself
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a new challenger (tma version kyu) steps into the ring
#tma sona#tma oc#tma kyu#tma kyu is the fucking worst version of kyu (and by extension me)#the most extreme horrifying fucker out there#just a little sketch before bed#<- was possessed by drawing at fuck shit hours again#shes lonely aligned#she just likes the eye necklace#kyu art
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pre-canon spn to me is just Azazel having to show up to parent John’s kids for him so they don’t die a la the Maleficent movie until he starts feeling partial towards Sammy as his favorite of the special children
#spn#Azazel spn#I just like scenarios in which Azazel is stuck being sam & Dean’s weird Other Dad#he did not come here with the intention of getting this involved but here he is anyway#like to be clear I mean this in both the funny hijinks way of ‘ancient evil being has to deal with the mundane reality of childcare’#but I do also mean this in an evil ‘Azazel slowly insinuates himself into their lives in a way that is weirdly protective in the way that#someone would guard an expensive painting they bought. or an exotic pet.’ way#you know. sure he’ll possess a maid and stock the cupboards of their motel room with food.#he’ll also possess a cps agent long enough for John to smuggle the boys out of town so that they aren’t separated from him.#he picks out Sam’s prom date and specifically instructs the demon to make sure Sam has a fantastic time and he does and that makes it worse#when he can’t be there to watch them he has Meg on guard dog duty#John chases Azazel across the country. Azazel is right under his nose possessing some old lady who gives Sam & Dean bread to feed the ducks.#do you see my vision. do you see it. he’s always There#creepy fucker. I love him. I will make him do more fucked up things. <3
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7k words man i missed the feral feeling i get when a brain worm takes over and i just fucking WRITE A BUNCH OF SHIT
#editing now i'm posting this fucker TONIGHT#LOOK WHO'S BACK EVERYONE DAISY HAD ANOTHER BRAINWORM AND NOW YOU ALL SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES#god i love just writing a whole bunch of STUFF about these two it's like i get possessed and i gotta clickety clackety it all outta me!!!!
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there is undeniable opportunity to make bellum x linebeck fucked up but i dont have it in me. im a sucker for it just being fine with a side of like. light nautical crimes against nature but i cant make it toxic or w/e after a certain point. theyre chilling
#bellum x linebeck#salty talks#this is a light hearted post btw this is me celebrating enjoying making it soft at the end of the#the fucked up stuff is reserved for whatever happens during possession and also when theyre not romantically involved#ie. a lot of my aus. tbh tho they do also border on romantic? in a ‘canon’ ph or ph adjacent setting theyre just chilling#theres nothing straight up like really toxic with those bc 1 not my thing and 2 woulsnt really add anything imo#like i do think they can just strike up an agreement to not screw with each other and bellum figures he doesnt need to mess with linebeck#its the bonus of bellum can’t verbally communicate without showing that he has a human form#anyways. ive decided i cant actually warch gravity falls until i finish the fic anyways#i need to be able to say i havent seen it while i write this fic. there are too many possible connections i need this#also like. the most impact gravity falls has actually had on my life has been me seeing those twink humanizations of bill years ago#and that therefore being the main fucking reason why ive been fighting tooth and nail to get to the bellum humanization i have now#that fucker has caused me so many problems and i only recently found out what his fucking voice sounds like#anyways surprise surprise the person writing this fic for self indulgent reasons is catering heavily to themselves#tbh in post this fic and post ph (where its less like theyre dating and more like he occasionally makes it a polycule)#all of the bad shit is gotten out of the way before anything actually starts#with the aus where its a little more fucked its more just like. homoerotic. with different relationships around it#THO i do feel like theres somehow a pressure to make it fucked up? cuz its the default yknow. but i dont rlly like that so no#i think its more interesting for the work to be put in for it to be decent. i mean square one is bellum using linebeck as disposable bait
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In other news, guess who my new little skrungly dungly is
#fnaf#fnaf movie#cupcake…babey…#it means everything to me#genderless little fucker#is it possessed? was it programmed like that?#don’t care I love this feral little dog/cupcake thing
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i love thinking about the hc that ghosts don't feel pain. wouldn't it be funny if kai heated up the crystal, threw it at morro and he just,, caught it and dipped
#there's no fight#morro just throws lloyd into the river and books it#and everyone's staring at kai like 👁️👁️#nice plan fucker. go get lloyd#and morro with the crystal like ''I can't believe they didn't try to fight. wtf was that''#ninjago kai#kai ninjago#kai smith#kai jiang#ninjago morro#morro ninjago#morro wu#ninjago s5#ninjago possession#ns5#that's the right tag right
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Y'all why the fuck was I going back through my doffy wips after ages and realised that 4 months ago I blacked the fuck out one night at like 3am and wrote 5-6 paragraphs of the most descriptive, heart wrenching thing I've ever read.
AND ITS IN MY NOTES? I WROTE THAT?!
genuinely reading the dialogue pulls at my heart strings(hehe strings anyway-) it's from doffys pov(atleast so far)which makes it a bit strange but holy shit you just get to peak into this man's thoughts in the best way.(It's so sweet too🥲)
I'd describe the story but I don't wanna spoil it. However I may not even post it because I doubt the rest of the story could compare to how poetic the beginning is.
I suck at writing beginnings(it holds me back a lot cause I know what's gonna happen but I can't get there.) but this is the most poetic shit and it actually makes sense,aside from a few very moments where I use the wrong word.
Btw I also have question regarding the end of that. I can't tell whether sleepy brain was correct or I'm correct. Sleepy me said a window was projecting light but shouldn't it be reflecting? Listen I know that's really dumb but google sucks.
I'm sorry for this big ol ramble out of nowhere lmao I just went back and reread my masterpiece and god it's great.
I'm really proud of it,even if I'm the only person to ever see it.
#listen writing shit is hard#but holy fuvk is this amazing#i can't believe its mine#in MY notes#by MY hands#like what the fuck#its the sweetest wip too#like the only non smut one lmao#but its just so cuteeeee#and so amazing#anyway about the light question#google has been an unhelpful bitch#and i really need to know whether i was correct when i blacked out vs now#its really dumb ik#but jesus this wip is godly#like i think i was possessed or some shit#i can just imagine the events playing out as i read which is odd for my own writing(it takes me a bit)#but like god damn its so good#i really need to finsh my wips lol#i don't even remember writing it tho#like i fully blacked out aside from a few sentences where i had to go back and fix my typos.. THATS LITERALLY ALL I REMEMBER#the fucker rambles#the fucker writes#sorry for the writers block btw#its been like 3 months since i actually opened my notes to write and even then its only been small#i know i shouldn't be apologising for that but i just feel bad for taking so long
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[kicks down your door] hello I would like you to know I'm INCREDIBLY obsessed with KimPorsche, and I just binge-read all of in another life in like 3 days. (would have made it in 1 but! Exams!!) Anyway. Friend???
yes please!!! i am so consumed with kimporsche ahhh im so happy :D yes lets be friends 🥰🥰 i hope exams went well ❤️
#honored that you devoured my fic#high praise#kimxporsche au#kimporsche#but like literally yes feel free to talk to me about any kpts but especially kimporsche#those little fuckers have been in my brain for like ~18 months or so and dont seem to be going anywhere#dont get me wrong i love kpts#but kimporsche?#im feral for them#i literallt hadnt written or posted fanfic for like seven (?) years but i saw those funny little guys and got possessed istg
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Crying while reading The Flight of the Heron. Keith really is just out here calling Ewen “my Achilles” nine times in two pages
#not to mention!#‘MY warrior’ and other forms of the possessive#mother fucker???#and then the book ACTUALLY PULLED the ‘only one bed thing’ like please#I seriously thought y’all were over exaggerating the homoerotic tension and you were WERENT#if anything it was downplayed!#’my Achilles’ stfu man#and his whole ‘I’m really going to miss him I hope we meet again one day but I’m sure he doesn’t feel the same’#JESUS Mary and JOSEPH son!#and yeah do I get why he dipped? of course. it makes sense for the story and his character#doesn’t mean I have to like it lol#man really stole this man’s clothes and left a farewell note omfg#HE DIDNT EVEN BREAK PAROLE BUT HE STILL LEFT A GOODBYE NOTE#i hate this book#it’s making me feel emotions#and I KNOW they’re gonna meet again - it’s literally a trilogy of books#but omg that reunion is gonna hurt isn’t it#if I were ewen I would ABSOLUTELY be pissed and freaking out! ofc I’m thinking he’s gonna snitch on us to the English!#oooh it’s juicy. and keith being such a lil bitch rubbing on ewen to get a rise out of him and then immediately apologising#this reads like fan fic in the best ways possible#and now we have to go back to England UHG#I will keep everyone updated whether you like it or not. likely not but fuck it#I need to have a little scream about this book#anyways#flight of the heron
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i watched insidious: the red door again with my sister, and it grew on me the second time around despite not knowing how to feel abt it initially.
At first i found the story was underdeveloped (and despite my opinions on the movie changing, i honestly still do feel this way lowkey ghgh) but like. i see exactly what they were trying to do, y’now???
i’ve always rlly enjoyed the insidious franchise, not necessarily because i found it scary, but because the concept of the further was absolutely FASCINATING to me. especially because it’s a place that’s like. an endless limbo that’s reminiscent of liminal horror (and i’m a sucker for that shit)
I rlly liked that they brought in more emotional depth & complexity for the lamberts and how they explore more of how the events of insidious: chapter 2 ultimately affected their family and each individual character.
I immensely enjoyed that they wanted to explore themes of generational trauma and repressed trauma, and how sweeping said trauma under the rug rather than trying to heal and resolve it at its root causes it to fester and ultimately harm everyone involved.
i like how they acknowledged how extremely traumatizing it must have been for renai and the kids to see parker crane josh trying to violently DESTROY them. like there ain’t no way that’s NOT going to have devastating effects on your psyche/marriage when you see what you think is your deranged looking father/husband, trying to beat y’all to death with hammers 😭😭 like i can’t imagine how that must have looked for the kids and i’m glad they explored that
i also really like how (at least in my opinion), the red faced demon and his lair is also kinda symbolic of dalton’s repressed & festering mental illness/trauma with how OBSESSED the demon is with dalton. and how he set up all those “scenes” of dalton’s past which makes him just. remember everything (and that made me feel SAUR BAD for him bc recalling that much repressed trauma would be overwhelming as fuck)
that said, i really feel like they could have executed these themes a lot better, in a way that would make a little bit more sense. during the scene with dalton and josh near the end where they’re in the further trying to close the door, dalton states that they have to stop running from the demon. and there i thought dalton and josh were going to slay the demon together once and for all, but dalton just paints over the door leaving josh in the further by himself and i was like ??????????? 😭😭😭😭 hello???
like. aside from it being a bit anticlimactic, i also don’t think it made very much sense of dalton to just paint over the door when he said they couldn’t run/ignore it anymore. i suppose in a sense, dalton painting over the door in of itself symbolizes that he is trying to break the cycle himself, but honestly? it would have made more sense imo if they somehow tried to relinquish the red face demon together, bc to me that would show that dalton and josh are finally trying to resolve their trauma together by tackling it head on, thus competing their arc more effectively.
i wish they could have introduced josh’s father a bit differently—i know the existence of josh’s dad probably wasnt planned from the beginning, so adding him in was going to be a bit clunky no matter what, but i had a hard time feeling anything at all for him as a character…..
i also wish elise had a bigger role in this rather than making a 5 second cameo at the end of the movie just for the the sake of it, especially since she is what makes insidious such an interesting franchise. but i am SO glad we got a specs and tucker cameo i genuinely teared up seeing them :,)
ANYWAY, overall, i’m quite pleased w the movie, even if certain aspects of it could have been executed better. it definitely isn’t THE BEST insidious movie. i think it had a lot of potential to be excellent. i have WAYY more thoughts abt it that i dont think i can convey in a single post but maybe i’ll talk abt them another time
also. dalton and chris my beloveds 🫰🏼🫰🏼
#anyway. i feel like i need to make art for this movie now#esp of chris and dalton#their dynamic was great. the actors for them had great chemistry#bruh i LOVE how daltons character and chris’ character compliments each other so well#i feel like i would watch a spin off of just them#he’s like. so reserved and clearly keeps to himself and chris is so much more rambunctious and quirky 😭😭😭 like they’re the dream team#like u know dam well chris would somehow STILL remain daltons friend after all that and even make fun of him for letting the +#red face demon possess him like that 😭😭#also#i lowkey had a “’’hear me out’’’’ moment when the demon went inside of dalton 😭😭#not 2 be a monster fucker on main but. it was rlly a sight to behold#insidious franchise#insidious the red door#p
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