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lilithofpenandbook · 9 days ago

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It makes me SO MAD when people say "there are kind Slytherins 🥺🥺🥺" and show a picture of fucking SLUGHORN

Slughorn? You mean "oh I didn't think a muggleborn would be this talented" Slughorn?

Slughorn as in the Slughorn who told Tom Riddle, a child KNOWN for being a lil twisted, about HORCRUXES just to look good?

Slughorn who didn't even notice a fucking cult being formed in his own house???

People like to blame Dumbledore for the cult, but tell me why it's his fault and not the HEAD. OF. HOUSE? Dumbledore isn't an all powerful all seeing wizard! He's a human who happens to be intelligent and skilled at magic but NOT All Seeing! How is he gonna know Tom Riddle's forming a cult when one) he wasn't even HEADMASTER and two) SLUGHORN was Tom's head of house and should have been aware of it happening UNDER. HIS. NOSE?

Like, even in Snape's time, where the fuck was Horace Slughorn? Where was he when the Mauraders were abusing his own student? Where was he when Lucius and the others were grooming the younger children? Where was he when all of this was happening?

Yes, McGonagall should have disciplined her students. But Slughorn's under a greater responsibility to protect his. Yes, headmaster Dumbledore should have probably intervened in the cult forming. But Slughorn's under a greater responsibility to intervene and inform the headmaster.

For fuck's sake, he wasn't even a good teacher! How did a 16 year old child manage to correct all the incorrect potions in the book and not the FUCKING. TEACHER?!

Horace Slughorn is NOT a "kind Slytherin".

He's the worst one.

#horace slughorn #anti horace slughorn #professor slughorn #horace slughorn you can never make me like you #all these posts about “kind slytherin” like DID YOU READ THE SAME BOOKS AS ME?#“twisted Gryffindor” and they only show Peter like he's the only twisted one james and sirius were too #“brave hufflepuffs” WHEN DID HUFFLEPUFF MEAN YOU WERE A COWARD???#the only one i agree with is “stupid ravenclaws” being lockhart #AND EVEN THEN I REFUSE TO ACKNOWLEDGE LOCKHART AS ONE OF US #WHY DID WE GET MOANING MYRTLE SYBIL TRELAWNEY AND GILDEROY LOCKHART????!#im claiming rolanda hooch as ravenclaw you cant stop me she's a ravenclaw now im sick off all the lther houses having cool rep #hufflepuff has tonks slytherin has snape and say what you like but slytherins have this cool aura #gryffindor has fucking EVERYONE #WHO DO WE HAVE? JUST LUNA AND CHO AND FLITWIK!#they're CUTE yes but not the COOL ONES #okay I'm losing my mind down here imma shut up now

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spaciebabie · 1 year ago

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in a separate universe where spinel didnt become a royal guard she became a fitness trainer but she is still a huge bitch and if she saw you using the equipment wrong she would give you side eye and not help you at all.

#i mean she actively does this in canon so #she dragges citrine ta a workout and as shes workin out shes lookin at other ppl like ''what the fuck is that idiot doing.''#''thats not how you use that. you seeing this guy citrine?''#citrine: *trying so hard 2 be normal in public and not freak out on her bitchass sister* oh my god i dont fucking care.#shut the fuck up. why are you looking at these other ppl. focus on working out #all of that is said in her head btw. she cant say it out loud Or. You Know.#anyways #oc stuff #spacie scribbles #two #the war organization #oc: spinel hino #every once in awhile the gem sisters cross my mind again and i hafta be autistic abt it #much ta everyones dismay

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nostalgia-tblr · 1 year ago

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I watched Avengers: Age of Ultron (apart from I skipped some overly long action sequences) and I am not sure so can someone tell me whether or not Tony Stark was the baddy in that film? Because about halfway through I was sure he was but then it was maybe just an evil robot after all and I am confused because either this film was surprisingly subversive or it was about robots hitting each other.

#I CANT STAND THE CONFUSION IN MY MIND #also i get why people wrote wanda/sylvie. they should go on a wholesome chick-flick revenge-quest together. and also they should kiss.#also i am now only *half* joking about thor being in love with mjolnir #it kept doing Christianity Bits which was quite awks.#not sure why it used the bit about building the church on a rock for some metal i mean wasn't jesus making a pun there? about peter?#i think Vision might be Jesus? or else he's Dr Manhattan who's done a first year philosophy course. could go either way on that tbh.#BUT TONY WAS THE BADDY RIGHT? WAS HE? WAS TONY THE BADDY OR NOT????#with the homocidal glitches in what he thinks is his winning personality?#and all the weapons he's made and is in fact still making but now he only sells them to The Good Guys?#except look how easily they fall out with each other and also don't a lot of innocent bystanders die in their overly long action scenes?#also i need to write fic about whether mjolnir does in fact obey some unknown code that can be cracked if you set your mind to it #she does like Robot Jesus so apparently we can rely on her to make the major decisions from now on #the ending's a bit ominous - apparently someone's collecting those TVA paperweights to do... something? Oh no! :O #yeah i watched the MCU in the wrong order shut up this was inevitable and Marvisney should just embrace that at this point #(i know 'Marvisney' will never catch on but that will not stop me using it)#the loki series ending is but the latest installment of “unlimited power with no oversight is fine as long as the Good people have it”#UNLESS TONY WAS ACTUALLY THE BADDY. WHICH AS I MENTIONED I AM NOT AT ALL CLEAR ON.#maybe what i mean is was tony stark the baddy *on purpose*?#i only picked this one to watch next because tumblr gifsets told me thor wears a nice coat in it #which he does! but only for a small fraction of the film :(#journey into the mcu #the avengers (the marvel ones not the other ones)

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saintlioncourt · 3 months ago

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watched Logan (2017) for the first time after watching every single x-men/wolverine movie this week and lemme tell you-

I am NOT okay. what the FUCK

#a brown woman offering to pay a dangerous man thousands of dollars to get her child to a 'safe haven' is about where i lost my goddamn mind #basically i started crying and i am unable to stop #cant believe they made those movies for like 20 years and then ended it like that #so fucking depressing and for WHAT #god. if i had a therapist they would be hearing about this but instead im going to word vomit here #they really made wolverine a FATHER. they gave him a little girl! and then they fucking KILLED HIM OFF #200. YEARS OF ANGUISH?! THEY COULDNT LET HIM HAVE SOME HAPPINESS!!!!#anyways im going to keep crying about this poor fucker and my own fucking dad issues but can i just say that this movie was also hilarious??#like i would absolutely die for laura she's so weird and perfect and relatable i love her sm #also why did they even bother making more marvel films after this?? 98% of them have been trash they should be embarrassed!!#mkay imma shut up now i think. many more thoughts but im bad at english

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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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#no but i actually hate that i made this blog to vent freely bc i have no other place to talk abt anything or my feelings or thoughts #and im a very isolated person and a shut in and i dont have a job or go to school successfully and i dont know anyone #like blah blah. i have struggled and im drowning in them all. like why the fuck cant ppl just comprehend that we all have different views o #life and the world? like 'wallowing' is .. i have heavy anxiety which is completely untreated and it gives me real bad suicidal ideation #if me complaining on a blog that im btw not forcing anyone to read helps me to stay alive and get my pain out... why does that matter to #other ppl?????? like why does other ppl get so mad seeing someone they dont know vent??#also this goes for everyone but u can literally have no idea abt all of a person's life #esp on here where all u see is like my text posts where i vent abt how i FEEL. bc i want to. ??? i want to do that so i do #u dont know the context u dont know my experiences or what has happened in my life or context #u dont know what has transpired between me and other ppl i vent abt #like u know fuck all. u dont have the right to pass judgement onto a stranger that doesnt even know u exist #and even if i complain on here bc i dont have a real life but i want to #u have no idea what im doing with the rest of my time???? im making lists im trying to look up info abt school and programs #im trying to read abt my mental health issues and im doing mindfulness and im going to the gym #i am trying!!! and u dont have any idea what i do or how i try and u dont have any right to judge me bc all u see is one part that is me #complaining bc this is what i use this blog for. genuinely i do not get why this is even a big deal or why anyone would follow or read smth #makes them irritated???????#idk.. i dont wanna disable anons and stuff (bc funnily enough no one ever says this stuff with their url 🤨) bc i dont wanna miss out on the #stuff but it is infuriating that i have nowhere to go no friends no therapist etc etc to talk #and this is all i have bc i want to vent !!!!!!! and then i have to be like ok now other ppl i dont even know #and who dont actually give a fuck abt me are gonna judge me and tell me im living incorrectly #and ive never gotten more such things than now? why do y'all hate that i vent abt losing out on my 1st love #and feeling heartbroken?????? what the fuck? that has nothing to do with anyone else but me? like genuinely wtf #i just wanna vent bc i feel like im drowning but now i feel like i cant bc ppl just judge and like ugh

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variksel · 5 months ago

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in honor of european tour dates being announced darryl wilson is so fucking finnishcoded

#shut up no i will not take any critism on this i am finnish and i make my own representation <3 #/j #yes he is the american dream dad but have you considered: darryl with a rallyenglish accent #i mean the emotional constipation?? the bluntness? the autism? the divorce? yeah this man is finnish #RIP darryl wilson you wouldve fucking loved the sauna #and karhu beer and rye bread and reindeer meat on holidays and snow and hockey and the phrase “nii-i”#also henry is so fucking swedishcoded and i cant even get into why #in my mind henry dresses like that one gay guy from mamma mia #anyway this is a post just for Me #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dungeons and daddies s1 #dungeons and daddies odyssey #darryl wilson #henry oak #ron stampler #glenn close

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willowser · 5 months ago

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i have liked a couple of other blorbos in my time, but truly no one has ever swerved me from bnha so hard the way laios has

#i cant tell you why #like my mind drifts back to dabi and bkg and then drifts back to laios LOL #i am so interested in bnha right now there are so many possibilities......but......laios wifnfisjakqk #✿ shut up willow

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 7 months ago

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So yeah avoiding my phone didn't work and also meant I sat on the kitchen floor staring into space for about 3 hours before Alfie woke up but hey at least I didn't break anything

Them being around is helping a little but they're also struggling and it fuckin sucks bc I know we're both just. Rotating money stress in our minds

#like. i went out earlier to get bread #just bread bc we cant afford anything else #got just enough in the bank to cover the work thing but since management stjll hasnt gotten back to me on HOW to pay it its like #our electricity is already in debt lol it has a thing where you can go £10 into debt before it switches off #and it usually wont switch off over weekends #presumably bc all but 1 places nearby thst we can top it up at are shut on weekends but anyway #so we're like. okay. it MIGHT last today and if it does thst SHOULD mean itll last till monday.#but then itll be at least a tenner in debt #then we only have to last till thursday but its. do we keep this money thats for The Thing that is once again unclear on how urgent it is #or do we spend it on the Soon To Be Immdiately Urgent thing #and thats not even CONSIDERING food lmao we. i got 2 loaves of bread so we can at least survive on toast for a few days #we got 3 maybe 4 meals worth of stuff still in the kitchen #like...at this point i dont even care if i have to go a few days without eating at all to make it to thursday but its.#its so fucked up those are the terms im thinking in #and this isnt asking for more donations i really cannot take that today im at the fuckin bottom of my barrel #and already feel hopeless and useless and an active drain to everything around me #but its. like. how. why. why is it still like this. why is it looking extremely unlikely its ever gonna change.#whats the point if its all for a few scattered handful hours of actual peace and comfort never mind happiness #tldr yes i am once again suicidal but small s #like in the sense of i would feel immense relief if a truck came at me on my way to work tomorrow and would not step out of the way but #dont have it in me to actually consciously act upon

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the-pea-and-the-sun · 1 month ago

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MAKING DEWEY A TRANS GIRL WOULD FIX THIS SHOWWW IM SO SERIOUS

#in my beautiful mind its not just a running gag but a headcanon #cmonn it would make it so interesting CMONNNNNN. im right #“haha it kind of seems like dewey wants to be a girl sometimes and feels rly unlike his brothers in a way he cant articulate!” SHUT UPSHUT #its not even funny how much of a marked improvement to this show it would be. i need to throw glass at the wall about this #reverse loud house dewey is one girl w a bunch of brothers who are all uniquely challenging to live with #its like. you guys KNOW its an interesting choice to make dewey a contrast to the over-the-top older brotherness of reese and malcolm #and you guys KNOW its interesting to have something important and complex about deweys character be gradually revealed as he grows up #so like what are you scared of/why didnt this occur to you #shows could be better if showrunners and execs werent all cowardly and/or stupid #dont take this super seriously btw im only like halfway through the show. and im high #in the beautiful woke version of malcolm in the middle that exists in my mind dewey is trangender reese is gay #and all the other main characters are bi. also stevie's transgender too

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honeyviscera · 1 year ago

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actually to me girl math is multivariable calculus because im fucking good at math. im so tired of the tee hee girldinnergirlmath etc trend and before that i was tired of the 'im gay so i cant do math' little tagline how about we stop pretending any of this has anything to do with each other. how about we all shut up forever.

#i cant think of a better way to express this.#if youre bad at math how about you stop blaming it on like. your gender lmfao.#none of this has anything to do with intelligence and i really wish we stopped pretending it did #because it eventually loops back around to the misogynist in my engineering english class last year #who said women are inherently stupider than men are and thats why you dont see many women in engg #and that men are more 'scientifically minded' and women are more 'arts inclined'#like. you see how saying 'lol girl math blah blah blah' feeds into these misogynist ideals right.#like how about you shut up forever LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #ocean.mp3

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trujellyfish · 4 months ago

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thinking too hard abt how this rise of "mental health" discussion still only seems to focus on the Cute and Quirky symptoms and still demonizes other mental health (personality) disorders

like my carefully curated tumblr space is fine, but everytime i get sucked into insta reels i inevitably see tens of different reels of the same 3 symptoms of autism/adhd

like im glad theyre getting this positive moment but it just kind of fucking sucks to listen to people talk about how they ToTaLlY have a "touch of the 'tism" and ur friends are sending u "relatable adhd memes" so u think u have a little more support and understanding but then u mention how ur struggling with self harm and suicidal thoughts and violent/disturbing intrusive thoughts and suddenly everyone's like

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whats the matter babe, my mental health problems not palatable enough for you? :/

#told a coworker that some ppl have intrusive thoughts like assaulting ppl #and his face was just like the emoji #'ur not a terrible person'#would u still feel like reassuring me if u knew abt the thoughts i was beating back with a stick?#like i could absolutely use a therapist #not for a diagnosis mind u just for. fucking. counselling.#bc obvs i cant be chronically relying on my friends to emotionally support me #they have their own stuff and emotional labour is a lot and i know that but still #sometimes i just feel like. fuck. like just.#could u just listen to me for five fucking minutes #and reassure me that im not a terrible person #and that everything will be alright #because i can tell myself and do self affirmations but fuck #sure would be nice if i felt like someone other than me believed that too #like i think i could rely on my roomie but she doesnt do physical contact lmao #and i could prob talk to my sis or mum but i would Rather Not plus they would probably cry #and i want someone who's gonna be calm about it hahaaa #dont ask if im back on my meds yet <3 #as unhealthy as my childhood friendships were they were also the most honest #we were Very Open abt how fucked up we were #unfortunately we just like fed into each other #but now trying to be honest just feels like a Fucking Joke #and not even in a 'trying to downplay so i dont cry' way #more like 'im not taking this conversation seriously Unless ur crying'#gods i feel like a fucking teenager trying to get ppl to take my emotions seriously again what the fuck #like sorry for being an emotionally unstable 30yo i guess?? are u really gonna try to shut me down abt it??#like who are u my father lmfao fuck OFF #like im fine with the person that i am!!! why isnt anyone else?? im not a child!!!

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babygirlwolverine · 2 years ago

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what if I just? added one more name to my bio? but didn’t make an announcement post about it because I don’t wanna annoy y’all with adding just one more name? even though this name means a lot to me and to my girl and it feels special and fits me well? would that be okay? would anyone see it in my bio and use it? or am I just being too annoying and I just need to shut up? or am I being nervous and I just need to do it because I want to and because it makes me happy and that’s what matters?

#bex talks #part of me is like… so happy and proud of myself for finding who I am #even if that means using 3 different names and 1 nickname #and finding my sexuality even after 10 years of thinking it was one thing and discovering it’s actually two things #and I know it’s my blog and I can technically post and share what I want to #but a big part of why I’m still active and posting is because… this blog is ours. as in yall and me.#I share so many things with yall and make this blog kinda like a safe happy place for everyone #it’s not just my home. but a home for y’all too #so like part of me wants to share more of myself with you all #but another part is filled with self doubt #that everyone will be like… ‘god she’s so annoying’ or ‘can’t she just shut the hell up’#or ‘we dont give a fuck’ or ‘youre too annoying and im unfollowing’ or ‘why cant she just make up her mind and stop changing/adding things’#so I’m hestitant but I also wanna share this even if only one or two people call me this other name

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lecliss · 10 months ago

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Wait while I'm here lemme say something that's been on my mind for like 2 weeks at least. So, Yahiko was alive when Obito first came to Ame and talked to Nagato. The canonical ages of Obito and Nagato in shippuden are 31 and 35 respectively. So the ame orphans are all 4 years older than Obito. Considering Yahiko died at 15, the oldest Obito could be when meeting Nagato is..... 11. When did Obito have his death scare and meet Madara before leaving for Ame??? When he was 13. Sooooo... unless I somehow got something wrong, and please correct me if I did, Kishimoto is once again a hack fraud.

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ineffablelvrs · 2 years ago

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me exploding with my mind people who treat matthias as the guy with no other depth to his character than delivering funny in a clueless way lines

#shut up shut up shut the hell up #i WILL explode you with my mind if you dont shut up #I HATE YOU WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS #matthias helvar #six of crows #crooked kingdom #grishaverse #shadow and bone #i hate that like no people ever talk abt him #hes lit my top 3 and no one. talks abt him #this guy is amazing like cmon guys you cant be possibly that dense to not realise how much of an amazing character with good #character development he is #and he is REALISTIC too

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melissa-titanium · 1 year ago

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GOD therseomuch shit to do i thought id have time today to DO stuff. its the fucking weekend why do ihave to do 2 classes and go outside and literally do something for school . the weekDAYS are always busy i havent had a free moment since i fucking joined

#mel roars #and i forgot to clean cicis fucking litter #like forgot as in for nearly a week #everyone always asks why im never getting another fucking pet THAT is why #because if i cant take care of it then all thats gonna happen is its going to suffer under my care #i have so much fucking due art SO many people messaging me i was LITERALLY going to delete my toyhouse account 2 days ago just to fucking #have a moment of relief #ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD ACTUALLY. this ius normal for so many people to balance their social lives and school and work and shit but i CANT #i cant adhere to a schedule ill lose my fucking mind #i was miserable at my dads but god if it wasnt awesome to Have Free Time #i guess not talking to human beings or going outside for 2 straight years had its Perks #im so fucking sorry to everyone who has to deal with me i am SINCERELY so fucking sorry #i want to do so much stuff with so many people but its always Oh sorry i had to do something :( Sorry i cant do it today Sorry im not free #Sorry sorry sorry SORRY FUCKKKKKKK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK WHY CANT I ACTUALLY JUST DO SOMETHING WORTHWHILE #ITS ALWAYS APOLOGIES AND YET??? NOTHING EVER CHANGES???????#and everyone knows this. every single person i have ever spoken to knos im a fucking shit at keeping promises or apologies and it SUCKS it #fucking sucks. can some one take me into their garage and put me down Please #pleas eplease pleasePLEAePLEASAE PLEASE i cant take it anymore fucking help me #i just need SOME one to tell me Directly that i am doing things wrong that im UPSETTING them because i KNOW I AM but i also DONT #unless i recieve it directly from them. god . pleasae. can someone just tell me to shut the fuck up alreasdy

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dubacheryking · 10 months ago

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ooooooh my god im so glad me and my ex are still friends bc hes a great guy and we get along super well but every fucking time we see each other i cannot stop thinking "should i tell him i'm still into him??? i dont NEED to be in a relationship w him we can just be friends but like is it taking advantage of him to be attracted to him and kinda touchy (i am not normally touchy) and not be explicit about that??????? am i a terrible person google. help."

anyway if someone has advice here id lov it

#spam brain #its so frustrating. i would have thought after like 8 months i would be over it but no #sometimes i feel like i am. but usually am not and i fucking hate it #and to make it worse i am NOT touchy (as i mentioned) and hes really the only person i feel comfortable touching and hes fine w it but i ca #cant tell if it means anything??? i doubt it. i doubt hes interrested in me again seeing as he broke it off. but like its still there in th #back of my mind and i cant make it shut the fuck up!!!!!!!#hate this shit i hate feeling i hate emotions why cant they just not #someone tell me how to be normal. what is the normal thing to do in this scenario. please dear christ help #i dont want him to not want to see me anymore bc i freak him out by still being into him. but i also dont want to take advantage of him.#does any of this make any sense #fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk my life #non fandom #dick complains.#also dick wants advice. seriously #help me

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