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“he's like a brother to me”...”he's my best friend”....
#arcane#jayvik#listen#IF MOTHERFUCKERS WOULD JUST SAY QUEER PLATONIC#INSTEAD OF ‘‘BROTHERS’’#OR ‘’BEST FRIENDS’’#MAYBE I WOULDNT FEEL LIKE BECOMING THE FUCKING JOKER#ID LOVE THAT#I GENUINELY WOULD LOVE THAT#BUT LIKE!!#THEY ALREADY HAVE A CANON SAPPHIC RELATIONSHIP#JUST USE FUCKING WORDS#OR HAVE A SCENE#WHERE VIKTOR MAKES IT /CLEAR/ THAT HES ARO/ACE OR SOMETHING THAT MAKES THEIR RELATIONSHIP DYNAMIC MORE OBVIOUS USE WORDS PLEASE#INSTEAD OF ‘’BROTHERS’’#FUCK#ITS A FANTASY SETTING#THERE IS NO HOMOPHOBIA#AS FAR AS I CAN SEE#JUST FUCKING SAY THAT#USE WORDS IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT#IF YOU DONT USE YOUR WORDS DONT BE SURPRISED WHEN PEOPLE SEE AND SAY GAY#ALSO#IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF ‘’guys can just be friends’’ YES IM AWARE THATS MOST OF FICTION#AGHHHHHSIAJSHUDHSUFHSHSHUT UP JUST SHUT UP OHMYGODIHASJHDBDUDBD#sorry#i’m so fucking tired#most of fiction is about male friendships#is it perfectly fine and encouraged to write more? obviously but stop acting like there’s more fiction about profound gay relationships the#deep and impactful male friendships because you're just making that up!!!!
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Here to spread my aroace azula agenda
#azula#azula fanart#atla#atla fanart#I’m so sorry#but like#I’m also not#like yes obviously lesbian azula is amazing#but what if#cuz like this girl is 90% driven by approval and Getting Shit Done so#she doesn’t have time for such peasantry#(romance and sex)#feel free to use the 2nd one as a pfp if you so please
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currently yearning in a way only boys can
#yes i’m still thinking abt song of achilles it ripped out my heart#but also idk if this is a universal experience#but sometimes i feel like i mourn the fact that i didn’t get to experience childhood as a boy#like getting to be rough and lanky and awkward and soft and strong and all the things it’s okay for boys to be#like not that it’s ‘bad’ for girls to be that obviously#and i still tried to#but i feel like it came less naturally and alienated me#like i just want to be feminine in the way boys are???? if that makes sense#and i’m sad that i never got to have the experience of growing up as a boy and falling in love and all the things that came with that#and i get this almost like . jealousy when i think of it#it’s like this hot anger but i think it’s really just grief#IDKKKK WOOF SORRY FOR RAMBLING HAHAHAHHAHAA#anyways idk if this is universal but!!!!! i’m gonna go think abt my doomed gay lovers#(aka reread song of achilles)#LOVE YOU ALL HOPE YOURE HAVING A GOOD DAY!!!!!!!#q speaks
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#hplonesome art#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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one of my fave things about teaching is that I’m NOT a counselor and I don’t have to get into the weeds with a student but also I’m part of their life every day and i see when they’re struggling and I can ask how them how they’re doing and make sure that they know I see them on a steady, daily basis and it will be healing for both of us
#I teach a student who hit a wall a few weeks ago and just refused to go to school and was just all around struggling with his mental health#and this is not a kid who wants to talk to me about it or would even know how and I also know he has people where he can#But I’ve just tried to make sure that There’s a little extra contact and a few more questions and just a little bit more#and obviously I am not the cause of his doing better but overall I know that it helps#while still being such a subtle and ordinary human exchange that doesn’t force either of us to go to extreme lengths#like man I really LOVE that space and living in it#and just being a (hopefully) stable place for the kids to be seen in a small but consistent way#teaching tag#something about holding them in the safety of manners while also modeling what that looks like for them#it’s so gratifying to me and it helps me too!#like yes we should greet each other! We should ask how we’re doing! we should exchange pleasantries#and it’s important to me that that happens without getting personal sometimes or overly involved#pleasantries don’t have to be cold things and you can be seen and validated by a momentary kind glance as much as by someone digging#into your soul#it can be light and life-giving at the same time#it can be fun!#I’m sorry I’m rambling and over-saying this but it’s Saturday#!!!!!!
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I know it’s probably just my age and I’m Too Young To Possibly Get It and You Had To Be There but I’ve always kinda rolled my eyes whenever people talk about how joss whedon was some titan of nerd media and everyone loved his work
avengers came out when I was 13 and I thought that was. all right. at the time, everyone on the internet was nostalgic for firefly, so I watched that and found it extremely underwhelming, and wasn’t interested in seeking out more of that writing. but it is inescapable huh
#was gonna post this on my main but i have way more followers there and also what inspired this was#reading gaider’s post about alistair lol#yes we can in fact tell he was inspired by buffy#the part where he’s like ‘yea he’s persona non grata NOW but he used to be the shit’ citation needed lmao#and it’s always made me kinda roll my eyes#he’s fine. i like him as a character. but everywhere i go there’s been whedon worship#and now that he’s fallen out of grace people feel like they need to do penance for it#when i’ve. never understood it in the first place lol#obviously i’m one person and my opinions aren’t universal either but#i feel like everyone who talks about it is like ‘yeah he’s shitty BUT it’s good’#i guess you had to be there#but when i say i don’t like him now it sounds like im lying or just joining the people who are canceling him#hipster moment. i didn’t like him before it was cool#it’s just the writing style. i’ve talked about it a little before on my main#it’s especially insidious still in SFF novels bc once again. they’ve all seen buffy and firefly and#i remember my older sister liked angel but i’m p sure she had a crush on him#when will i finally be at the age where the things i grew up liking are the influence behind the Hot New Thing#i mean i know the issue is that the things i liked as a kid weren’t popular then either lmao#like i’m sorry but one man from 15 years ago cannot be the sole pillar of an entire genre#people need to diversify their influences and/or we need to let other people write stuff#honestly whedon’s style feels like he was going for american terry pratchett but it’s like. a little mean spirited about it#personal.txt
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… why are we excessively vilifying one of the characters who are meant to clearly show the concept of humanity being flawed and concept, when it’s clear she’s mentally ill and you guys haven’t done this to literally any other character we’ve met whose been more reliably established as worse… :3
#rhine#sorry. sorry. can I talk about this? I need to#why the FUCK are we doing this#sorry SORRY !!!!!#SHES EVIL I KNOW FHIS.#BUT EHERE ARE THESE IDEAS SPROUTING FROM#SHE WSS.. STRICT?? AND MENTALLY ILL???#guys! albedo is NOT a baby! he’s not gonna be like ‘but my mommy’s good.. 🥺’ if she was THAT fucking horrible#there’s a REASON he had affection for her still#he’s studying humanity he isn’t DENSE#WHY DONT I SEE THIS ATTOTUDE FOR ANYONE ELSE. ONLY HER???#WHAT ABOUT EI. WHAT ABOUT SCARA OR. I DONT KNOW. THE FATUI????????#idk guys! seems silly! and makes me sad#-> SHES EVIL!!!! YES!!!! BUT THATS NOT SLL????#ALL THE SOURCES ESTABLISHING SHES ONLY EVIL ARE. PROPAGANDA AND BIASED#we haven’t even MET her#and all her sources are incredibly mixed#the ONLY main reliable source is bedo#and he clearly establishes. she’s not satan?? hello???#she was cruel. yes. cold. no shit#but she OBVIOUSLY held some affection. and she wasn’t heartless???#she sent him off??? to be with Alice??? who she knew who only showed him with love???#and affection????#these mfs trying TOO hard to antagonize her when she’s more#go onto dottore or some other insane antagonist fi you can’t take nuance. I’m sorry😭#-> okay now that I’m done time to do the monthly promote for nutmegs fic#everyone pleaseeeee read it#Pllleeassdeeeeee read show me and I will lie on ao3#it will change your life. okay.#it’s the best and most canon characterization of Rhine. SORRY !!!!!!!!!
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I hate when I see a post that maybe has helpful information, but it’s so full of guilt tripping, calling people who don’t know the information stupid, and calling people who haven’t been talking about that particular problem stupid, that I don’t feel comfortable sharing it.
#sharing information on what to do about the environment? GOOD. yes. please do that#implying the website full of people who spent yesterday begging each other not to commit suicide is selfish and hates the earth? fuck you#obviously I’m not gonna say this on the actual post and if you know what post I’m vagueing don’t fucking talk to them about it#the op of that post doesn’t need my grumpiness#but just like. Idk a lot of people were busy worrying about immediate survival yesterday#like ‘live through the next 48 hours’ level immediate#today is when I’ve seen more informational stuff going around on surviving the next 2-4 years#so acting like people are too selfish to care about the planet when they haven’t talked about climate change (yet) is just baffling to me#like. sorry I didn’t bring up stuff I was too busy worrying I was gonna lose some friends to a permanent sleep#and like. trying to keep myself from spiraling down similar paths#so I didn’t have the brain capacity to go ‘wow. I need to come up with concrete actions to help the environment’#and I definitely didn’t have the capacity to go ‘wow I need to write about my thoughts on climate change in a coherent tumblr post’#I had the capacity for 1) keeping myself too busy to think about death and 2) keeping a couple other people too busy to think about death#and I succeeded! at least for now. and that’s something
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Receiptify Time!!! I was tagged by @raplinenthusiasts @epiphanytear and @sevencoloredstar to post my receipts from last month 🥰🥰🥰
Tagging @lauraperfectinsanity @summerwave @hopeinthebox @cosmicdreamgrl @cordiallyfuturedwight @lightedwindows @zerotolove to post your receiptify if you want 💗
#sorry if you’ve already been tagged i just love you all so i tagged you anyway#did i wait to post this until today so that love of a girl would be number one???#yes yes i did#it has been on repeat while i laugh and cry at the same time#the avett brothers are very close to my heart and make me think of my family and i know my dad would have loved that song#also i agree with that person on tiktok who said if you don’t like le sserafim’s easy than sorry you’re not a bad bitch#obviously completely obsessed#as you can tell by don’t forget me and love untold that i love feeling like i’m being stabbed in the heart as i listen to songs#i’m going to see enhypen in may so i have to learn everything about them before them#and lastly mic drop and wake up appear because i continue to share my spotify account with my 6yo#receiptify
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>.<
#tw clari overshares#i really need to start making new friends on here and being more active#but the issue is just the mere *thought* of that fucking terrifies me#just typing out that single sentence has my heart pounding and my hands shaking and my stomach churning#i really wish i was kidding or over-exaggerating#i want so badly to make new friends and be active in a little community on here again#but i’m so so so scared#(of what?????????? of what!!!!!!!!!!!)#bring me back to 2020 clari who talked to people despite the anxiety and was so damn active and was having an absolute blast!!!#what happened to her!!!!!#she got really sick i guess#it’s crazy like sometimes i just scroll through my archive and i can SEE it#i can see myself getting sicker and sicker and withdrawing more and more#feeding into the fear and letting it win#and now i’m here#in this hole that i’m going to have to claw myself out of IN SPITE OF the terror i feel#i miss being a part of this community so much#i miss being able to post little drabbles willy nilly and not having breakdowns over them not being perfect#NOT obsessing over my own work and flaws it may have#i miss having fun#YES my writing is extremely important to me and YES i want to one day write for a living in some capacity#but since when did that mean i had to cut everyone off??? seclude myself in a protective little bubble???#the only person who can fix this is me#(obviously hahaha)#it’s about time i put on my big girl pant(ie)s and faced that fear head on#i’m so sick of it dominating and controlling so much of my life#why did i let it take something so fucking important to me???#i have to end it!!!#if u got this far in the tags: thank you and i’m sorry for venting#i just feel like i NEED to say this
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did i ever tell you i was raised knowing abt gays/lesbians and it wasn't treated as such a bad thing so like. as a kid i would legitimately think two characters were canonically dating such as draculaura and clawdeen i thought of clawd as the fucking weird third wheel always bWAHAHAH
Woah I wish it was like for me growing up that seems so cool
#vampy asks#🪓🖤#I’ve always known about the lgbt community obviously cause I’m from San Francisco#bug like my family always made it seem like it was ig abnormal#I guess there have been certain times where my family isn’t homophobic but like#that’s only if you sorta just like align with their views#idk#I don’t like my family#they’re like that with people of other races too#it’s so embarrasing#as much as I hate being practically raised on the internet I’m happy that I was able to learn how to form my own opinions and not be rude#or ignorant#that’s why I kinda just saw when or if I ever have kids I’ll cut contact with my family and just raise them to be good#I got side tract on that but also did I ever tell you I never knew I was the only other gay person in my family#turns out one of my cousins is gay i think#on my dads side#idk who I don’t know many ppl on my dads side#<- that’s so weird to say#how does my moms side live all in California and they’re homophobic#we literally live in the Bay Area and they act like that#i’m embarrassed#ANYWAYS WNAYAYD#ANYWAYS#YES#CLAWDEEN AND DRACULURA FOR LIFE#<- I had to rewrite this 3 times#my brain is dead#oh I just realized I was rambling#ooops sorry babe
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unpopular opinion i think but i’m sad they didn’t stick with the cold, calculating, but calm wesker. it honestly just doesn’t fit him seeing him get impulsively angry at shit he wouldn’t have gotten angry at in re4 or uc
like he’s this character who has really deep lore and trauma, who has seen the worst of the worst, does bad shit, but is also calm and quick to think of solutions when things go wrong
in his newer iterations it just feels like that part of him is gone? like he just kinda gets angry (ahem re5) and we never really see his quick thinking. it almost feels like he’s so dedicating to his plan he doesn’t want to think of other options and it feels like he doesn’t. sure, you could argue that he’s a lil more crazy in re5, but 3 years ago that fucker didn’t beat around spencer despite him using him his entire life. but all of a sudden when it comes to uroboros he wants to get all cocky and just let his guards do all the work which clearly doesn’t work.
if this were like.. any other wesker iteration he would’ve thought to maybe.. i don’t know, do something smarter instead of letting all his soldiers die? wesker took down an entire umbrella base in russia by himself to get all of umbrella’s files but all of a sudden he’s too lazy to kill 2 people who he could impale in a second when they clearly threaten his plans? is he stupid? yeah probably lol
bring back smart wesker i’m tired of him being stupid aka typical comic villain in re5 :[
#i also don’t like him in cv i’m sorry#funny as hell lines but why is wesker smart only when the devs want him to be#i’m just biased i just uc wesker LMAO#i hate that you can argue pretty much anything too#big ego (which he has in uc but still beats ass while being a little bitch)#crazy (fair but back to what i said abt spencer. perhaps that was his downfall but it should really be made clearer)#plot armor (well yes)#me just having an extreme bias toward uc wesker (yes)#wesker not knowing abt project w in his younger years (also yeah but they do not make this shit clear whether it affects him)#(they do it for other characters why can’t they do it for wesker?)#(yeah he’s obviously affected but we don’t even know how much it affects him so it’s hard to even tell if most of his decisions are based-#off that or if it’s just plot armor)#probably plot armor yeah yeah#i just like to complain cause i miss old wesker he was so pookie#i like all the weskers i just wish re5 wesker was somewhat smart
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You know, ngl, Niles kinda carries the entire show
#It’s an ensemble cast obviously and it wouldn’t be the same without everyone there#But like when I’m looking for the heart and soul of the show I’m not looking at Fraiser sorry man#I feel bad cause I do like Fraiser#but the show suffers from the inability to let their main character change and grow and learn which sort of makes Fraiser#A background character in his own show which yes I know is very ironic#I’m in the later seasons now I just finished season seven and when I’m looking for the heart of the show it’s Niles#Niles and Fraiser's relationship#Niles and Daphne's romance etc#But I don’t think Niles shouldve been or should be the MC I think it works as Fraiser being the person through which the story is told#I’m aware of how ironic that is bc Fraiser sees himself as the MC and the MVP but maybe that’s the point. In being the main character#He serves now instead as a backdrop and force of nature for his brother's story and growth#Idk just some thoughts#fraiser#Fraiser Crane#niles crane
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‘well punk is rooted in socialist beliefsssssss’ okay cool. call yourself a socialist and get out of my music subgenre
#text#my post#mobi#it’s sort of a all punks are socialists (or at least should be because yes in practice that’s not necessarily what happens)#but not all socialists are punks. which is fine. like everyone wants to be a cool kid but you do actually have to listen to the music to#call yourself a fan of the music. sorry. i don’t know why this is like. mean to say.#like idk! i don’t even call MYSELF a punk because i don’t live the aesthetic all the time!#like i listen to the music and am involved in some scenes a bit but even ME. WHO LIKES AND IS ON SOME LEVEL INVOLVED WITH LIKING THE MUSIC#even i’m like yeah but am i a punk??? and at that point i KNOW ohhhhhh being kind is punk letting sunshine flow out of your ass is punk#crowd sure as shit isn’t. okay. sorry. done.#edit: some people in the notes are pointing out the subculture =/= the music genre and there are people who don’t or can’t listen to music#who are involved. this is all true! i apologize for not including this in my discussion#and that is true. obviously. however i need to point out once again that those people do PICK UP AESTHETICS and are involved in the spaces#and movement so my point still stands. sorry for leaning so heavily on the music aspect my b
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you people are lucky I can’t draw because the content I would release upon this world would be so cringe and insane (griddlehark harley quinn x joker au)
#OBVIOUSLY the roles are flipped. harley!harrow is the mastermind of the entire operation and joker!gideon is her loyal dog. but VISUALLY#griddlehark#tlt#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#gtn#I just can’t get the image out of my head of Harrow with the split ombré dye (obviously it’s her natural black as the base with the tips#done red on one side and white on the other) and some stylized skull facepaint (the eye sockets are sharp-edged diamonds)#she’s sitting high up on some makeshift throne consumed with menacing thought. one leg is tucked up to her chest and the other dangles down#to the floor. meanwhile Gideon is sat at her feet with shittily-dyed green hair (with ginger roots) and a snarling smile#and one hand wrapped around Harrow’s calf where it rests next to her shoulder#her facepaint is cracked and colorful and all messed up because she just got done kicking a man’s ass#the smeared red pigment round her mouth is DEFINITELY a little bit bloody. is the blood hers or someone else’s?#the answer is yes#does this make sense???? is it anything???????? I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it for days#I don’t even LIKE harley quinn and the joker#rhispeak#txt#also if you read all these tags I’m sorry. and you’re welcome I guess
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ok wait sorry i’m not done but tears of the kingdom is so insane. i didn’t actually think zelda would be a playable character—i mean come on what is this an indie franchise that respects women or something—but i at least thought she’d be like a npc you could occasionally talk to or something LMFAOOO. i feel like what the story of the game fundamentally fucks up is the themes between it and botw—wild is about the past and how it influences the present and how all the characters we meet are stuck in a tragic past that they have no control over. and as mid as the writing may be there is this overarching goal of “how the fuck do we break free of this horrible trauma that’s been haunting the kingdom for a billion years” and at the end you reunite with zelda and you get to rebuild hyrule… so obviously the next game will be about—
Nevermind it’s about the past again. But like the extra past this time. The super ultra mega past. And also btw everything that was meaningful in breath of the wild is dead now we killed it. go save zelda again
#people calling botw a ‘beta version’ for totk is fucking wild#yes totk has incredible gameplay and it’s a fantastic open world game#but it does not feel like a sequel to breath of the wild. i’m not going to lie it doesn’t even feel like a zelda game#windwaker and spirit tracks are kind of just better at telling that story. Sorry#obviously ww has its own glaring issues LOOKS AT TETRA but come on#ok that’s my autism rant over o7
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