#lifenotes

[bogulmaktankorkan]

Her sene attığım doğum günü postunu atlamamak için atıyorum. Sonrasında baktığımda nasıl girdiğimi biliyim diye . Doğum günü pastam olmadı bu sene . Sürprizlerle karşılaşmadım. Aslında bunların hiçbirinin ötesinde hatırlandığımı hissetmek yetiyordu hep . Bir telefon araması bir mesaj bu kadardı tüm istenen . Hayal kırıklarıyla girdim 23’e . Çok şey beklemiyordum insanlardan ama böylesiyle uzun süredir ilk kez karşılaştım. Yapayalnız hissettim doğum günümde . Ailenin en küçüğü olmanın evet güzel yanları epeyce çoktu bu yaşıma kadar ama artık herkesin farklı hayatları oluverdi birden . Ben ilgi gören en küçükken bir anda kendimi kendi hayatlarından farkında olunmayan doğum günü bile hatırlanmayan kardeşe döndüm. Herkes için en iyisini çabalarken ben örselendim unutuldum ya da önemsenmedim bilmiyorum . Bir daha herkes için bu kadar çabalamamaya , bana verilen önemin etrafıma da verilmesini sağlamaya çalışacağım yapabilir miyim bilmiyorum ama en azından bu daha az üzer beni . Umarım. Her neyse merhaba 23 yaşım hoşgeldin diyemiyorum harika gelmedin ama yine de inanıyorum ki bende kendi hayatımı kurma yolunda adımlar atıp gelişmeler sağlayacağım . Lütfen olsun lütfen .

24 Ekim 2024

[get-notes-on-life]

[getnotesonlife]

(NOTE: Friends, please listen! I was briefly involved in the occult before coming to Christ, and this "We battle not against flesh and blood" thing is REAL. If you 'celebrate' Halloween because you want kids to be happy think again. Do the research! Find out what ex-witches, warlocks and devil worshippers say about THIS DAY. It is no joke and it is dark, serious, and a a high holy EVIL day and NOT pleasing to God to participate in which opens a door to the demonic. Laugh if you must but this is serious and not something to be taken lightly.)

Why each year do people celebrate a curious holiday that features skeletons, snakes, spiders, witches, DARKNESS and anything spooky, sinister, and even SATANIC? What is so special about this day that all that normally is shunned instinctively by people is suddenly embraced as fun?

Well, the core word of 'Halloween' tells us exactly what you are really venerating and celebrating!

Just as Eve was tricked into partaking of the sweetness of the forbidden fruit, the trick in Halloween is not just sweet candy, but to trick you into honoring everything that is the opposite of God and Light.

The core word of HALLOWED means “Belonging to or derived from or associated with a divine power; something made HOLY.” So think about what this means — to celebrate Halloween is to make HOLY all things DARK and EVIL.

In the Lord’s prayer we say, “Our Father who art in heaven, HALLOWED be THY NAME” So which one should be revered? That which is DARK or that which is LIGHT?

We all can make choices of how to live our lives. Free candy and parties have their appeal, but making a distinction between that which is holy and profane might be a better choice.

God Bless Your Day - Jesus Loves You

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[letslightmyfire]

[septemberian]

LEPAS

Hari ini saat scroll-scroll instagram, nggak sengaja ketemu sebuah berita. Di sana ditulis, "telah ditemukan sebuah jasad perempuan di pinggir rel kereta tanggal 12 Januari 2023. Tidak jauh dari sana ditemukan ponsel yang sudah hancur, sepasang sendal jepit merah, tas tenun, kain bermotif bunga, serta secarik kertas bertuliskan nomor ponsel ayah dan kakak".

Seketika dada terasa sesak. Lalu aku beralih pada kolom komentar dan menemukan berbagai komen. Mulai dari yang berduka cita dan mendoakan, sampai yang menjudge dan memaki tindakannya. Hingga akhirnya fokus pada satu komentar yang mencantumkan nama orang tersebut.

Aku mulai dari foto terbawah. Semuanya tampak normal. Foto dengan pose tersenyum dan caption sederhana. Namun semakin ke atas, foto semakin buram meski masih terlihat wajah yang sedang tersenyum. Bedanya caption di bawahnya berubah sendu.

Semakin kulihat dan kubaca caption setiap foto, rasa sesak itu semakin banyak. Nampaknya dia benar-benar terluka tapi tidak punya tempat pulang dan tidak menemukan cara untuk sekedar berbagi ceritanya.

Perlahan luka-luka itu menenggelamkannya hingga ia merasa mati, walau raganya masih berusaha hidup. Dia berusaha untuk melawan hasratnya untuk mengakhiri semuanya dengan menjadi sibuk, mencari cara untuk memperpanjang kisahnya. Tapi akhirnya ia menyerah.

Satu foto sebelum postingan terakhir, tepat satu hari sebelum ia pergi, ia telah lebih dulu berpamitan dengan memposting foto kedua kakinya di rel kereta. Meyakinkan diri bahwa mati dapat mengakhiri penderitaannya. Tapi tidak ada yang peduli. Bahkan tidak ada yang menahannya hingga akhir.

Dan, pada hari itu, hari di mana ia ditemukan. Ia telah melepas lukanya. Dia tidak lagi merasa sakit setelah menghantamkan dirinya ke tubuh kereta yang melaju sangat cepat. Begitu cepat sampai ia tidak merasakan sakit sedikit pun. Meski itu salah, dia tidak menyesalinya. Karena dia telah begitu lama menanggungnya sendirian dan tidak satupun orang yang bisa menariknya dari jalan itu.

Namanya Widya. Dia lebih sering mengumpamakan dirinya sebagai Nona atau gadis rambut panjang. Dia seorang pemain teater di sekolahnya, dan dia juga suka menulis. Usianya baru 16 tahun, tapi beban pikiran yang ia pikul mungkin terlalu berat baginya.

Aku tidak tahu secara persis apa yang ada di kepalanya. Dan aku tidak bisa benar-benar berdiri di atas kakinya. Namun yang aku tahu ketika seseorang memutuskan untuk mati tanpa memperhitungkan hal lain lagi, berarti dia telah berusaha sampai akhir.

Mental seseorang tidak pernah sama. Tidak semua orang bisa bertahan dalam situasi yang mereka alami. Perasaan diabaikan, dikhianati, dikucilkan. Hal-hal yang bagi orang lain sepele, belum tentu sama di mata kita.

Mungkin benar, hidup adalah sebuah kutukan. Meski ada sedih dan bahagia, tetap saja luka tidak akan pernah sembuh semudah kita mendapatkannya.

Bandung, 26 Januari 2023

(Yue)

[chaoticvoicesilence]

[gdsmonoton]

Ruang Di Sudut Pikiran (19)

Siapa Datang, Siapa Pergi; Tuhan Selalu Punya Maksud Baik.

Aku pernah berkata pada Ibuku jika aku akan menyayangi siapapun yang tidak pernah memutuskan pergi dari sisiku. Aku menyadari kekuranganku; segala bentuk rumpang yang menguras energi.

Begitu naif bagi anak berusia 9 tahun, aku begitu percaya bahwa manusia yang Tuhan datangkan di dalam hidupku akan terus bersamaku. Sampai akhirnya aku mengerti bahwa Tuhan menghadirkan seseorang untuk memberikan pelajaran, lalu mereka akan pergi untuk membuat kita menjadi lebih kuat lagi.

Aku pernah menuliskan sebuah cerita (yang sampai saat ini masih tersimpan apik sebagai draft), tentang bagaimana proses terjadinya siklus manusia datang dan pergi, apa saja yang terjadi selama siklus itu terjadi, siapa yang diajarkan, siapa yang mengajarkan. Pada intinya aku percaya bahwa siapa yang datang dan siapa yang pergi sudah mengantungkan maksud dari Tuhan.

2023 hampir berakhir, dan aku menghitung siapa-siapa dari manusia yang datang dan pergi. Aku berterima kasih pada mereka untuk segala yang diukir.

Meski tidak dapat dipungkiri mereka yang pergi meninggalkan luka yang begitu dalam, mungkin saja aku meninggalkan luka bagi mereka juga. Untuk perihal memaafkan, mari untuk tidak membahas itu. Karena perihal memaafkan adalah sesuatu yang terdengar mudah, tetapi tidak semudah itu untuk dilakukan.

Mereka yang pergi biarlah pergi. Bagiku, itu pertanda bahwa tugas mereka mengajarkan sudah selesai. Aku pun sudah selesai berbagi pengajaran bagi mereka.

Dan untuk mereka yang datang, aku akan sepenuh hati menikmati berbagai macam hal yang terjadi. Tentu, kehadiran mereka akan memberikan pengajaran—kami akan saling berbagi pengajaran.

Siapa yang datang, siapa yang pergi; Tuhan punya maksud untuk semua itu. []

-Hanya sebuah catatan singkat sebelum tahun berganti, selamat menikmati akhir tahun!

-gds_monoton.

[talonabraxas]

Inner Being Orbital artsKindness should become the natural way of lifeNot the exception. The Buddha

[bogulmaktankorkan]

Kasım dump

Bazen hayatı çok seviyor o ufak minik anlara tutunuyorum ve gerçekten yaşanabilir geliyor bazen ise tam tersi olduğum yerden bulunduğum konumdan yaptıklarımdan ve yapamadıklarımdan her şeyden ve herkesten nefret ediyor uzaklaşıyorum . Hayat gerçekten böyle bir şey mi yoksa ben mi çok gel gitliyim bilmiyorum . Bugün okuduğum bir kitapta hep önüm��ze baktığımızı bazen de yengeç gibi yan yan yürüyüp etrafımıza bakmamız gerektiğimizi söylüyordu . Bazı anlarda tam da böyle yapmam gerekiyor galiba . Umarım bunu hayata geçirebilirim.

2024

[get-notes-on-life]

[getnotesonlife]

Yeah, right. We’ve heard this 'Jesus is coming and he's coming soon' deal before, so where is he? What a joke. You people are so stupid.

Two thousand years ago this is exactly what the Bible said what people would say.

Today the signs are clearer than ever that these are indeed the End Times. One look at the news and observe the collapse of our cities, society falling into decay, increased lawlessness, plagues and severe earth changes and it is clear that we are living in a time where things are so turned around that almost three thousand years ago Isaiah 5:20 said

“Woe unto them that Call EVIL GOOD, and good evil; That put DARKNESS FOR LIGHT And light for darkness; That put bitter for sweet, And sweet for bitter”It follows that especially today in a world that is truly turned around sexually, morally and spiritually that making fun of the Bible – and especially of the return of Christ – makes perfect sense. And not only that, but as Romans 1:32 confirms that those that scoff not only enjoy poking fun out of Christ’s return, but gleefully celebrate with others that also do the same.

If you don’t think that Christ is coming back, you have 100% free will to not believe and make fun of it as much as you like. But when – not IF – He returns, please heed these words:

“For the invisible things of him (God) From the creation of the world are CLEARLY SEEN Being understood by the things that are made, Even his eternal power and Godhead; So that they are WITHOUT EXCUSE.“ Romans 1:20

Friend, please do not place yourself in a situation where you will stand before Christ WITHOUT EXCUSE and be SPEECHLESS. (Matthew 22:12) Recognize, believe and CONFESS Christ as LORD. Today it’s your time. Today is the Day of Salvation.

God Bless Your Day Jesus Loves You NotesOnLife.org

[santoschristos]

Inner Being 'Orbital arts'Kindness should become the natural way of lifeNot the exception.The Buddha

[monteleerice]

There's hope for cracked pots

There’s hopeFor cracked pots I began lifeNot well speaking or writingBut stuttering and scribblingBroken words Looking for inspiration, I yesterday night rummaged from a “scrap book” I’ve managed to keep for decades, with correspondence and even “report cards” I still have all back from grade school. Last night I read one report card from Grade 3. In it the teacher wrote the following note to…

[gravitas-lifenotes]

28.10.2024

Whomsoever is blamed or may be blamed, if it doesn't heal the scar of deception , humiliation, life and dignity lost, it remains irrelevant.

I find my sincerity towards issue which distracts my sincerity towards critical, vital issues which has long arched impact on life more relevant, when I sit and think what went wrong, what is in my control, and what I can correct.

The tight rope walk holding the bar, steering through the passing wind, on which the current is moving from dispassionate to passionate emotions, the rope is tied at one end to the monumental past while the another end is tied to the nebulla , the future beyond the reach of my eyes, where my dreams call me.

It takes a life time to define the life as 'life worth of living' while a fraction of a second wasted or distracted can destroy it to the point where nothing can be recovered.

How sensible it is to carry to those grudges when walking on the rope all the time.

Hep me to forget you,

Forever..

ps

#lifenotes

#preetamsinha

[pattytacuri]

poetry: useless

I wrote this poem in August of 2023. the monster of Depression vs Man—AI generated art from wordpress talking about how mental health is health is useless in times like thesetimes when someone takes their own lifenot enough actions or preventative measures were takenit’s always too late to say “this was preventable”when really we’re all too selfish, to lazy to out a helping handto someone in…