i think the worst thing about mental health advocates online is how much they do not fucking care about and genuinely HATE actual mentally ill people.
people advocate for mental health issues but, if you have symptoms that affect another person youre cut off and treated like a monster.
if youre mentally ill you are not allowed to be less than perfect because then youre "the reason your disorder is so demonized".
if you try to explain yourself or your disorder you get "your mental health isnt an excuse", "stop excusing what you did".
if your symptom isnt normal, if you have an actually bad symptom and not just an "uwu quirky x3" one youre demonized and treated like a monster because "oh! erm.. thats toxic.."
if you cope in a way that appears weird to others youre viewed as weird. cringe. a bad person.
and god forbid a minor have sexual thoughts because of trauma.
ask to vent, dont trauma dump, dont say a single negative thing because it might trigger someone. dont complain, dont vent publicly, dont post your intrusive thoughts it might trigger someone. cover up your scars, "keep that shit to yourself", "leave it in the notes app" because it might trigger someone or cause someone discomfort.
and god forbid a consenting adult be into rough kink because of trauma. god forbid anyone have any symptom of mental illness that is deemed as "weird" or "not normal". god forbid mentally ill people be weird or unnormal.
we arent normal and you know that. stop acting like we are and stop acting like we have to be to please others. i am done caring about the comfort of ableists.
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Otis Redding, coulisses de l'Olympia, Paris - septembre 1966.
Photo de Jean-Louis Rancurel.
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Vogue Italia, November 1994.
Ph. Michael Comte
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I was inspired to pose Gordon, Adrian, and Barney (and Otis) after some poses done by Jade Macalla on DeviantArt. Credits below the break
Gordon head and Crowbar made by Valve for Half-Life Alyx, ported by Red Menace for SFM
HEV Suit Classic V3 by DetectiveEdd for SFMLab
Barney head by Valve for Half-Life 2
Guard base body by Crowbar Collective
Classic Guard Vest by Diamond for Black Mesa
Otis by BMCE team for Black Mesa
Adrian Shephard by Romka
Glock 17, MP5SD5 and M203Pi by Anton Hand for H3VR
MP5SD pic rail mount from Insurgency: Sandstorm
M40A1 GMod port by Stained Soldier
OF2 Wrench Gmod Port by βetaβine
Classic Barnacle by Brain Dead for Black Mesa
Gordon Pose 1: https://www.deviantart.com/jademacalla/art/34yosr-01-961216294
Gordon Pose 2: https://www.deviantart.com/jademacalla/art/34yosr-04-962218985
Adrian Pose 1: https://www.deviantart.com/jademacalla/art/STOCKTOBER23-01-988607842
Adrian Pose 2: https://www.deviantart.com/jademacalla/art/F2-AA-11-963281741
Barney and Otis Pose: https://www.deviantart.com/jademacalla/art/MIB-Stock-30-296343230
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i am absolutely returning to on thin ice stuff, just been going thru it. got a few more things to wrap up before i can continue working on my AU guilt free but i do have something commissioned in progress 👀 very excited for that
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instagram stories | life of otis
stories posted by yourusername
stories posted by bboeser
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no one likes brian baker i get it he's annoying but me personally if i had a rich man begging to solve all my problems...
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does anybody know about half life here
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played sven co-op with a couple friends last night and this was basically how the entire thing went
@g00fyg00bert was otis and i was gus
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