#life is lifing

[stripetkattelalala54-gf]

I'm so sorry for being so inactive in general and especially this week. Life has been very busy as I'm having my master exam at the end of the month (31. to be exact yay). Addtionally, my anxiety really spiked which doesn't help at all.

Making the story short I'm feeling pretty tired because of it and also sometimes not so motivated to be online. I will get to your posts or fics, it will just take me longer. I really want to be more active again when everything is over and finally draw again.

Thank you all for your patience! :)

[jon-is-blorbo]

I feel like if Arthur had like an air pod in his ear would have decreased the “what the actual heck is this guy talking to???” Factor from other people

[rebeltarot]

Hello friends,

I know it’s been a while since you have last heard from me, but this is by no means a goodbye nor an indicator for me abandoning this blog. I currently have a lot of things to deal with that take up lots of my time including work and health related things. Which leaves me little room for this hobby as of now. I do plan on coming back again around Q4 of this year so please bear with me a little longer.

I hope you are all doing amazing and thank you for continuously supporting me and this blog. You guys are awesome!

Yours truly

River ♡♡

[deviiancetv]

This is exactly how life has been feeling for me lately.

[depressedhouseplant]

Sorry For The Silence

It turns out I went straight from a cold to allergies. I live in an area notorious for how much pollen we get in the spring. Delightful.

I was busy the entire day yesterday and will be most of today - not because it’s Easter just because life. Happy Easter if that’s your thing though. I also need some time to decompress from 2 days of hosting people at our house one of which included 3 boys under the age of 5.

I think JFW for March is done and we can look forward to a brand new start in April. With Mercury Retrograde. Goodie joy. 🙄

[whyoneartheven]

EVIE

WHAT'S GOOD

AHHH HEY MARGIN

MANY THINGS

like family and food and going to church and reading books and having friends and nature and just simply living :D

[october-writes]

Just wanted to say that I love your characterization of leon and ada in Pandora. I deeply love their dynamic in re2 and I can perfectly visualize them in your story, I don’t see many fics exploring a younger Leon and Ada even in au so it warms my heart to see them there♥️

💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗Thank you💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[naturallybelle]

atp let me go ahead and sign up for OF 😭

[hottiewitabodyy]

Everyday is just: 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤢🤮

Then I see Kit Connor and: ☺️☺️😊😊☺️❤️❤️❤️💕💕💞💓💗💞💖💘💝💕💓💓💕💘💖💖💝💞💕💓🩷🩷💕💓💗💕🤍🤍💕💗💗💕💘💘💝

[icequeenlila]

Yesterday on the train I was this 🤏 close to having a panicattack. The space was too tight, there were too many people. I had to get off despite still having to drive like 1 1/2 hours. Luckily my roomy is awesome and picked me up by car.

I already had an attack at work a few days ago, and I feel badly unbalanced. Everything is too much and I don't know how to fix it.

[salscollective]

so people keep telling me that it’s silly to expect an instruction manual for life due to the uniqueness of the human experience, which i totally get, however—i feel like this is also an excuse??

maybe it’s the autistic urge to have all the information at once beforehand so that i can set my expectations, but if our education systems won’t teach children how to prepare for adulthood, is it such an odd thing to wish for a guide of some kind? i don’t mean for morals or anything like that, subscribe to whatever you want, i literally just mean like a survival guide. “here’s how to function within the hellscape that is society”, it’s strictly facts, and teaches you about things you may not think about in your late teens or early adulthood like retirement or resumes.

i’m just saying that we should be able to write a guide that is still applicable and usable for the majority of people, if you’re actually just including helpful information for navigating life based on strictly nothing other than what is the most efficient and effective means to achieve the goal in mind

[gojipink]

i promise i have something cooking n oddly enough i’ll be more online when i’m back in school for the summer semester in a week LOL

[melaniepilled]

good night

[chososcamgirl]

srry guys for the delay i know i said i would release it today but i think it’s gna have to wait until tmr.. dont worry tho bc i will be posting two smau’s in a row so yall r gna be fed good !! ^.^

also will probs be posting the first chapter of the new series after as well so stay tuned!!

[deviiancetv]

Haven’t been in the best of mood lately. Life is feeling like such a blur and not in the best ways. I don’t feel as enthusiastic about things, and creating hasn’t come to me as easily as it has.

I’m trying to write this oneshot and as soon as I start working on it I get distracted or disinterested. I’ve been trying to get back into sketching, and everything I’ve sketched out just doesn’t look as great as I would like for it to be. And I have two videos I want to create, but I’ve barely even started working on them. It feels like I haven’t had the time to really do anything lately.

Working at jobs I’m not interested in, trying to survive in this economy, and my relationship with my mom isn’t always the best given she’s partially the reason we’re in such a bad situation right now. I yearn to travel out of my city, or even my state just for a few weeks, make some new friends I can hang out with, and maybe find a lover I can obsess over even if it’s short lived. I just want to experience and explore life without any inhibitions.

I just — I don’t even know what I’m doing in life anymore, man. I might not keep this up for long or I’ll make it private, but I just had to get this off my chest.