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i hope you can come to believe that you can be happy in this life
#★#in any shape that comes in#whether it be in the small and mundane things or the grand and once-in-a-lifetime things#this isnt directed to anyone specific#last reblog just got me thinking about how the world around us may not and may never want us to be happy#but i do#and i want you to believe that it's possible for you#tw suicidal ideation mention#tw self harm mention#having once wished i could go deep enough to bleed out on my bathroom floor#i couldnt fathom a future where i was happy let alone a future at all#but its possible. things change. you change.#and then suddenly you dont hate the summer so much anymore#and you love the wintwr chill of seattle wind freezing your lips#and you notice the birds are singing louder#and berries taste sweeter in their seasons#life has its seasons#this one will not be forever#oop rambled in the tags forgive me </3
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“When I lost you, I was lost too, in this place… In this place, there’s something (nothing) more…” — This Place by Nicolas Snyder
Rewatched “Scavenger’s Reign” and it gave me the urge to draw something in a way inspired by the beautiful landscapes in the series. I’m out of practice with environmental illustrations, but this was a very calming one to make.
Trees so tall their canopies are lost to the eye, but their seeds drift down in gentle light and land among stones jutting from the ground. Not many beings get to witness it.
Close up and gif below the cut
#chiligerart#clone trooper#shinies#the clone wars#star wars#sw tcw#tcw fanart#illustration#environment art#alien landscape#sorta#figuring out the gif was more of a pain than it should’ve been#by the way if yall haven’t watched Scavenger’s Reign yet please give a shot!#it just released on Netflix and if it gets enough views it has a chance of a second season#it is such a beautiful series like literally a moebius illustration come to life#the characters are all phenomenal and the emotions are so real#it is a gem and something I believe needs to be told to the very end of its story
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im a child of divorce
#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags#gempearl#shiny duo#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#i feel like. i actually was expecting that#no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ‘betrayal’/j#like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ‘betrayal’ in Gem’s eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her#and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think#because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect#and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it#but by the end of SL Gem gets ‘betrayed’ by this persona that she looked up to#and also her own ‘GeminiSlay’ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will#and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl#so shes distancing herself from it. shes ‘trying to fix her reputation’. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you#you betrayed me last season#but on Pearl’s end of things she’s already deep into the idea that as long as you say you ‘forgive’ someone then everything thats happened#in the past doesn’t matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here#so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem#and thats so. im going to blow myself up now
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I keep thinking about Merlin’s love for Arthur and how it’s so clearly portrayed in the show to the point that it practically drives the plot of the show. However when it comes to Arthur’s love for Merlin it’s more subtle and sometimes difficult to even grasp, and I started thinking why that was, aside from the obvious fact that Arthur has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions affection or otherwise. I think it also lies in the fact that Merlin knows Arthur intrinsically throughout the show; he is one of the closest people to Arthur, and sees him for who he really is. Arthur admits as much.
Sure, Arthur knows Merlin but the main part of the plot is that he really doesn't know Merlin. Merlin wants him to desperately understand him and “see me for who I am” but he can't yet. And I think this subconsciously creates a barrier in the way in which Arthur can care for Merlin, and how Merlin can let himself be seen by Arthur.
Which is why I think he was also so hurt when the magic reveal happens because more than the betrayal of Merlin having magic, it was the betrayal of Merlin not letting Arthur see him for who he really is and for hiding a main part of himself. Arthur says it himself “why did you never tell me” that’s what hurt him the most.
I think the most damning piece of evidence for this is the fact that while we see snippets of Arthur’s feelings for Merlin thought the show, the biggest signs are in the last episode after the magic reveal; in which he finally gets to understand Merlin, and this time REALLY know Merlin, and as the barriers of what held them back from understanding each other truly fall away, Arthur evidently “falls in love with Merlin all over again”. We see him actually express himself to Merlin.
This is another reason why I think if anyone was ever to create another season of Merlin after Arthur’s return, it’s physically impossible not to make it about Merlin and Arthur acknowledging their feelings for each other. Because there is no way forward without them acknowledging how deeply they care for each other, obviously anyone is free to argue what kind of love that is, but its impossible not to see the deep love there either way.
They always knew they loved each other, just maybe never realising how much and what that means, because its almost second nature to everything that they do.
#merlin meta#bbc merlin#merthur#ignore me im literally just rambling#im not sure this even makes sense but i had to yap it out anyway!!#i think merlins love for Arthur surpasses his destiny in a way#He foresakes himself and his people just to ensure Arthur lives#but that turned out to be the undoing of them all#I cannot stress enough how insane this makes me#its sometimes harder to look at Arthur and understand how his love for merlin takes form#but the way he starts taking small steps to check in on merlin when he's being particularly quiet#or noticing the changes in merlin is a good indicator because it is so completely opposite his nature#and ofc the way in which he trusts merlin so completely#remember this is a man who has constant problems with people he chooses to trust#and he also shows time and time again how far he's willing to go beyond the accepted norms to also protect merlin#I think it was always harder for him to allow himself to open about his emotions#and it was much easier to keep it under lock and key to avoid it being seen as a weakness#Obviously thanks to Uthers A+ parenting which could not have helped#but as the seasons go on he begins to open up and thats no small part in thanks to merlins influence in his life#and when it comes to the finale they are both boiled down to raw emotion having to face each other#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon
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cannot stop rotating wl!gem in my head after that episode. encouraging pearl and impulse to go after her enemies and then gossiping with scott about them afterwards. insane behaviour. the discussion about impulse. missing secret life. fucking helllll. i'm obsessed with how dedicated she is to the anti pearl and impulse campaign. how dedicated she is to painting them as aggressors, antagonizers, going into her base and looking through her fields, when she's undeniably the one starting shit with them. that one stream clip of her saying she's going to channel breakup coldness dialogue from subnautica against pearl. iconic behaviour. i love divorce
#wild life#geminitay#shiny duo#pearlescentmoon#impulsesv#scott smajor#wild life spoilers#i am 100% going to have more coherent thoughts on this ehen its not 2am#im also kind of obsessed with how shes playing this season socially. Like. she has all these alliances shes msde and it feels like very few#of them actually matter. shes making all of these superficial connections#endearing herself#but its just that. superficial#meanwhile shes proliferating a hate campaign against pearl (with impulse kind of being stray fire) and making a point to place herself#as the innocent#idk. fascinated#obligatory c! not cc!#good shit
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i’m sorry but there is just something SO endearing about jack quaid’s boimler drawing. like i’ve genuinely been thinking about it all day
the scratchy lines at the top of the circle, the “raisin fields” label, boimler’s dead expression, the obvious garfield inspiration, his stupid hat, the wheat in his mouth…… like i have spent all day picking this drawing apart and it just never gets old for me. it’s so endearing.
even the description is endearing!
“Star Trek Lower Decks has gone where no Star Trek has gone before — Modesto, California. The home of Brad Boimler’s family vineyard, where the grapes are so dry that the ladies are thiiirsty for some farm boy. But nothing can bring Boimler back to his vineyard roots, not even a sexy jaunt to the pickery shed. Voice actor Jack Quaid has expertly depicted Boimler’s traumatic grape years with the Boimler Grape Escape Tee, now ripe for the pickin.”
it’s so obvious so much love has gone into this show from not just him, but the rest of the cast & people behind it
EDIT: made this post when i was on the brink of falling asleep and didn’t even think about linking the shirt for some reason. but here it is if you want :^)
#jamesdottxt#star trek#star trek lower decks#lower decks#brad boimler#boimler#bradward boimler#jack quaid#guys im actually so fucking sad its about to be over#like its starting to feel real#when it first got announced i was so upset and mad#but then it kind of simmered down#and then. That Other Show took over my life for a few months#but im back to lower decks and im just. :( im so sad#so so sad#this season has been so good tho#pure fanservice in the best way possible
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Hey, if it ain’t broke don’t fit it ammirite?
(I drew this completely of my own volition thinking I had an ask to draw her… ZombieCleo is so powerful she made me think I had an ask asking to draw her and I did it… how magical.)
These asks ARE still open btw! It may take me a long ass time to get to them, but I’ve started working on the other three I currently have and I think these are really fun so feel free to send more in!
#My art#zombie cleo#zombiecleo#zombiecleo fanart#hermitcraft#hermitcraft season 9#hermitcraft fanart#shes so fun to draw…. This was great#I honestly just used this as an excuse to draw several of her outfits lmao#listen the look her vtuber avatar has is flawless and I would never change it. Peak Cleo design and its canon. This is amazing#I just like drawin her. This is my first time drawing her and it most defiantly wont be the last LMAO#Fun colors fun shapes. Just fun all around#mcyt#mcyt fanart#life series#life series smp#life series smp fanart#secret life fanart#limited life fanart#<- the third outfit was her outfit in both of those sooo. I’m putting both tags
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yk when i think about it, especially when im watching the anime with people who havent read the manga, the reason a lot of people who only watch the anime and didnt read the manga misinterpreted saikis character so badly is definitely in part because of how damn fast paced the anime is 😭
like that little smile and eye shine frame is there for not even half a second in the anime, so its easier to miss it and assume that he really did only finish those workbooks to get coffee jelly ☠️ its much more clear if you get a good look at how he reacts here that hes just a silly little tsundere and a fucking liar
#this might be really obvious but im silly#LET ME YAP !!#dont read this as me making fun of anime only fans#i was literally one until like a few months ago#i just think its unfortunate how different the vibe is#obviously i love the anime though#there are still some things i straight up don't understand how people miss though#like people who watch the whole anime and still think saiki hates teruhashi or nendo specifically#like ? he has some of his most affectionate scenes with them#but i think maybe its because they missed so many of the more subtle details#that by the time they see saikis offu or him saying he and teruhashi make a great team.. it appears more sudden to them than it really is#so they either completely ignore those scenes or dismiss them as fanservice#ugh#its. literally not fan service at all and makes perfect sense if you pay attention#idk how u can watch the sweetest line ever 'we're invincible together' and deny that saiki cares about teruhashi#in general its actually just impossible to end the show thinking he hates any of his friends unless u just ignored things on purpose#even if u ended at the first season like a lot of people#but im just saying i guess i get why its a little less obvious in the show#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post
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Cobra Kai + Textposts
#help this show has taken over my life#im serious its bad#cobra kai season 6#cobra kai#cobra kai s6#Cobra Kai textposts#textposts#hawk moskowitz#eli moskowitz#johnny lawrence#daniel larusso#lawrusso#robby keene#demetri alexopoulos#tory nichols
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PORL AND TILLEH
#traffic smp#double life#trafficblr#pearlescentmoon#minecraft#all art#HI MY FRIEND HAS INTRODUCED ME to the life series and i have been having SOO much fun#we're currently doing all pov's in double life and we watched grians s1 and joel's s2#ive been having a bast and i LOVEd Pearl's season 3#currently im enjoying ethos pov in s3 AAAAA#i tried ti do this faster than my other pieces#inhave a but of triuble with focusin too hard on small details it looks muddy#it almost kinda happened here but its getting better
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lifes fleetin do whteve yu want & die 2be a buttrfly aftrwrds
Ta p in to no blurry
#thank u to my gramaw friends who r transwomen in their early 30s-late 40s n took care of me i hold the memories i have of uall so dear#sorry draiwng transfem toshiro made me ee feel so remembering of the past#i've been painting a while so i didnt feel like colorin sorry#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#toshiro nakamoto#nakamoto toshiro#hien#idk if i should tag falin since she has like. very small presence here#veen feling like daytime drinking#anyways i wish there was more acceptance towards falins and toshiros dynamic with eachother bc i think it could b sweet/fun#for me its moreso olatonci abd such .... 2 transexuals who r friends & like bugs & r quiet most of the time#i guess its just bc i grew up w transwomen alongside my life but truly there needs2 bmore asian transwomen in this worldr.....#we need mroe transexuals and bakla and bayot and beki and tibo and tbirds now more thwan ever#i am not a v creative ir imaginaitave perosb so i love all of the peeopler who ware making trans toshiro hcs#it is like bein given bountiful rain duriign a seasons drought .... as a flower is to a bee
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ik yandere highschool is used primarily for hermitcraft grian angst and nobody in the fandom rlly cares about lizzie's lore but its so surprising still that ive only seen like one post for life series mention how lizzie and grian met in Japan during yandere highschool like iirc her character wasnt killed off she escaped?? like thats prime material why she was picked specifically lore wise but zilch in fics or even art....shes just "joels wife" 😭
#life series fandom would be so much funnier#if we didnt jusr use evo lore but also yhs and the one/after life lore#life series#grian#ldshadowlady#despite having the thrid biggest channel in the life series she is nearly irrelevant#only like bigb outmatches her in bg characterness its so fucking funny bc#imo#those 2 r way funnier and more interesting than anyhtinf jimmy or grian has going on lmao#such fun characters! in every season. alas i will awaot when someone beckmes the Lizzie guy in this fandom#and brkng up all her obscure lore bc i refuse for it to be me
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forever obsessed w the fact that in bh lore vampires do actually die and stay dead for a short bit and then come back wrong. something that sadly never really gets elaborated on but that i find deeply fascinating bc it is implied that they remember the afterlife! which is such a cool and insane nugget of lore to give ur vampires like hello. also the implication that it scared the shit out of them, or at least out of mitchell..... can we talk about it!
mitchell eating his stupid fucking noodle box as hes waiting w the newly turned vamp to make sure he doesnt wake up alone and scared even though lauren mocks him for it!
mitchell making sure to remind george to NOT look at what's beyond the threshold when they are preparing to say goodbye to annie when her door shows up!
that little moment when annie decides to tell owen the secrets of the dead to drive him insane and george asks what that was all about and mitchell shakes his head so annie goes ahaha lol i was just improvising even though both her and mitchell know better!!!! thats their best friend who they will protect from the horrors of death as long as (in)humanly possible! they love you alive boy ♡
#me trying to make any post abt a single member of the og trio: ok btw did u notice that all 3 of them loved each other so so much#being human#being human uk#john mitchell#i wish the fact that mitchell remembered Death was used beyond s1 bc it is one of my favourite creative decisions wrt supernatural lore tbh#its not really super prominent and they do keep his fear of death in the later seasons but that specific angle was sooo delicious#especially if u take into account the whole Guilt sitiation george has got going on that hes the only 'alive' member of the household#and as such the only one w a chance to Do Something More w his life and get out of there (he cannot. and hes never getting away from them.)#and how hes torn between wanting A Life bc he still has a chance however flimsy and The House (but it was never going to be human was it?)#and how as much as both annie and mitchell want him to stay bc they belong together (and it is heavily implied that a wolf/vamp/ghost trio#is actually the only truly stable environment for all three categories which is what has kempp and co so freaked out)#they also want him to seize life bc even though they cant he still can and he Should!!! and thats such a great element of tension imo#that sadly gets lost in s4 &5 a bit bc toms relationship to the mortal world is entirely different since he was never a normie so to speak#but yeah. i would make a webweave abt this except i lost all of my fucking episodes Plus my poetry collection when my pc died so#u get this 3 am ramble and if uve read this far u will also get the reminder to fucking make backups of ur stuff!!! do it for me pls!!!#the wise one learns from his mistakes but the genius learns from others mistakes or wtv ...... please learn from my mistakes lol#cavetext
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one of my favourite things that the house md writers ever did was balancing out the overwhelming Heterosexuality™ of huddy’s getting-together episode by adding in whatever the fuck you call this
#wilson staring directly at house’s dick will never not crack me tf up#this was some of the most pointless faggotry they have ever employed#they were like yeah house has a girlfriend now. here’s some weird kinky homo imagery#also I’m not gonna lie season 7 had the dom wilson agenda fighting for its life#I guess that was his punishment for letting cuddy cuck him this bad 😞😞#house md#greg house#gregory house#hilson#house/wilson#james wilson#hatecrimes md
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when scar died grian said "guys that would've happened even if there was no wild card. its not my fault"
like hes used to scars deaths being at his hands
#i never left the cactus ring#fgjndfkm#he blamed himself for the first death to a creeper#then witnessed scars second death when they were going to do enderman science#then killed scar with his own hands#in double life him and scar are together the first time they die and he blames scar a bit for breaking the block beneath him#then the second death he explicitly says “that wasn't scars fault. he couldn't see. i let him go. i shouldn't have let him go”#and blames himself#and then he gets them killed for their last death that season#so#suffice it to say#grian has a history of blaming himself for scars deaths#and is giving himself an explaination out of this one that its scar's nature and not his fault#grian#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#cactus ring#wild life#wild life spoilers#3rd life#third life#double life#life series#pixls things
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doodle from last night! i blame @boxwinebaddie for getting me excited about goth/jersey again ♥
#pine art#stan marsh#kyle broflovski#jersey kyle#goth stan#goth stan marsh#kyley-b#sp style#stankyle#sp stanky#head in my hands. they are my world.#its been ages since i got a proper blabberramble in someone and im havin the time of my life#talking to other creatives makes me wanna run in circles chasing my tail for an hour. yknow?#i know his shirt canonly has edgar on it but listen. it was midnight. i wasn't gonna draw edgar#OR if i did i'd draw like. bsd edgar as a litlte in-joke for myself#anyways. every time someone picks on goth stan. kyley is there to threaten them into a pulp#and i think thats awesome. he's never felt empathy before and this guy is changing him#ALSO jk's visual look is based more on the gelled look he did in later seasons? i think the original jersey style is fun#but he did that in like. ten minutes.#i think if he had the time/want to Actually style himself#it'd be a lot prettier and kinder to him
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