#life goes on but i’m still here loving my moony

[urimaginarygirlfriend]

my crush on remus lupin always resurfaces during big life changes, what does that say about me?

[mysterious-moonstruck-musings]

Destiny & Deliverance: Epilogue

Destiny & Deliverance Masterlist ||| Main Masterlist Dieter Bravo X OFC (Natalia)

Series Rating: Explicit (18+) Word Count: 3.6k

Series Summary: Natalia Cohen is experiencing major life changes, beginning with leaving an emotionally abusive husband. She is learning how to navigate life on her own while dealing with the resulting mental health struggles. Just when she has settled into her new normal, she meets a handsome stranger on a work trip. He turns out to be a well-known actor with a heart-breaking past named Dieter Bravo. They quickly develop a connection that will forever alter their lives.

Warnings: Themes dealing with mental health, emotional trauma, drug use, alcohol abuse, and discussions about suicide. There will be fluff, tears, spicy language, and smut. This will be a slow burn type of story. Read at your own risk.

Chapter Quote: “No. No…you’re the reason conditions exist for this."

Five Years Later

I could feel Dieter’s lips lightly grazing up the back of my neck as he pulled me tightly against his chest. I glanced up at the clock on the nightstand through squinty eyes and groaned at the early morning hour. 

Dieter nuzzled his face next to my ear, “Come on baby, we need to get up. Everyone will be here soon.”  

I scoffed and pulled a pillow to cover my face, “Soon? We still have a few more hours.” 

He whined, “Oh come on…I wanna take advantage of our alone time while we still have it.”

Sliding the pillow from my face, I turned to arch a brow at him, “I don’t know what you’re talking about…we never have time to ourselves.”  

He kissed down the side of my neck, moving to hover over me as I settled on my back. His lips met mine briefly before murmuring between gentle kisses, “Shhh, don’t jinx it. We’ve got at least an hour before all hell breaks loose.” Just as his hand began to make its way down my body, there was a crash from downstairs followed by a loud commotion. We both groaned as his forehead dropped to mine. He chuckled, “Aaannd there goes the gate…I’m blaming you for this. You spoke it into existence.” 

I shook my head and smirked up at him, “No. No…you’re the reason conditions exist for this. It’s your fault, so I’ll let you go deal with it while I sleep in. Also, you owe me now…and I’m charging tax.”

Dieter feigned a look of shock, “Geez…such a steep price for withholding sexual gratification…” He rubbed his nose against mine, smiling, “I’ll happily pay it tenfold first chance I get, mi amor (my love).” 

He leaned down for one last kiss, lingering for a moment as I scratched at the gray patches in his beard. He finally moved to get up and quickly threw on a pair of boxer briefs and gym shorts. As soon as he opened the bedroom door, Moony raced in and jumped on the bed to attack me with kisses. Dieter paused in the doorway, laughing at my grumbles and attempts to get Moony to settle down so I could go back to sleep. Just as Moony started to calm, we heard a small voice from downstairs yell, “Molly is in the pantry again and I can’t get her out!” 

Dieter’s head dropped and his shoulders slumped. It was my turn to laugh at him now, “You wanted to take care of the baby goat, so you deal with it.”  

He sighed, “I think I need to install one of those permanent gates. The tension gate is clearly not working.”  

My eyes widened as I snorted out, “Ya think?”

We were interrupted by the disembodied voice from downstairs again, “There’s dog shit on the rug too.” 

Dieter stuck his head out into the hallway, “Luca, I told you, don’t say that word. I’m coming...”

“False alarm…I think it’s vomit,” Luca yelled back, ignoring the minor admonishment for his language. 

I placed my hand over my mouth to stifle the laughter that was threatening to burst out. Dieter looked at me, shaking his head before turning to go downstairs, muttering something about “a fucking circus” as he went. I sat up in bed, pulling Moony into my lap for a snuggle just as I heard Dieter hiss out a loud “Fuck” followed by Luca saying matter-of-factly, “THAT pile was definitely dog shit.” 

I chuckled, hugging Moony closer, “Did you do that, mister? No? I’m sure it was one of the others…” 

Several minutes of silence passed before I heard quiet giggles from Dieter and Luca drifting up the staircase. I moved to the bathroom to get ready for the day, thinking there was no telling what they were up to. 

Luca had only been with us for sixteen months, but he was already a mini clone of Dieter. He unexpectedly came into our lives with a phone call from one of our close contacts at CDSS, Amber, asking us to take him on as an emergency foster. Luca’s mother had sadly passed after an intentional overdose and CDSS was still working to locate other family members to place him with. 

Luca had been attending an after-school mentoring program which was funded by our three-year-old foundation that provided support to families who had experienced trauma. Luca’s dad had passed a couple years prior in a car accident, which qualified him for assistance and trauma support. Dieter was very active in the mentoring program and was matched with Luca early on. As a result, they had built a pretty solid relationship before Luca came to stay with us. It was only meant to be temporary until his relatives could be found, but they never found anyone willing or able to take him in. 

Dieter and I had discussed adopting after being unsuccessful in having our own children. I had reservations, of course, but my worries soon disappeared the day we went to the CDSS offices to collect Luca from their custody. Up until that point, I had only seen Luca in passing while rushing between meetings - not really having a proper introduction. Dieter talked about him frequently, often voicing concern about the boy’s home life as they began to spend more time together. I knew Dieter had grown to care about Luca, so I wasn’t completely shocked when he busted into one of my Monday morning meetings asking to speak with me in private about the call he had received from Amber.

As I watched Luca through the glass window at the CDSS offices, seeing his dark curls and sad chocolate-colored eyes caused something stir inside of me that I wasn’t expecting. Dieter didn’t hesitate to enter the room, immediately scooping Luca up into a tight hug. I watched the two of them together as Amber filled me in on what happened and was quick to mention that Luca had been asking for Dieter specifically since he arrived. The six-year-old had clearly bonded with Dieter more than either of us had realized, which is why Amber called Dieter first thing that morning once they knew an emergency foster would be needed.

Dieter and I knew early on that we wanted to adopt Luca if they were unable to find any relatives that would take him. We did have some concerns if the adoption would be approved given our mental health history, even though we had both been doing well for years now. However, Amber assured us that proper paperwork from the doctor would make that a non-issue since it was an in-state adoption. After eleven months of jumping through all the hoops, Luca, now 8 years old, was legally ours. Once things were official, we headed to Sonoma to enjoy the remainder of the summer weather and for much needed family time after the stress of going through the adoption approval process. 

The rest of the family was due to arrive, planning to spend a few days with us to celebrate. They were all just as excited as we were about the adoption. They had quickly accepted Luca into the fold without hesitation from the start and were happy that he would be staying with us.      

When I emerged from the bathroom, I could hear additional voices added to the mix downstairs. It sounded like Lauren and Alex had arrived earlier than expected. As I moved to pull a tank top from the chest of drawers, I realized our journal was sitting open on the top of it. There was a new entry from last night scribbled in Dieter’s messy script. 

“Mi Vida (my life), I love going to bed every night with my arms wrapped around my guiding star and waking up every morning realizing my dreams are real. Everything is better with you. I’m still falling…  Something else to note, I seem to have an insatiable sexual appetite for you, but that’s an entry for another day. Don’t judge me...”

I snorted at Dieter’s ability to mix sappy romantic language with his dirty thoughts. It never failed to make me laugh. Once I managed to stifle my giggles and finish getting dressed, I quickly made my way down to greet my best friend, and now sister-in-law, with a hug. Luca and Alex were chatting away about a book while Dieter pulled supplies out of the refrigerator to make breakfast. It appeared that Dieter had raided the laundry room since I saw him last. He had added a t-shirt and a pair of my fuzzy socks to wear with his “house crocs”. I briefly wondered if this was what he and Luca had been giggling about earlier.

As we sat around the island chatting, Molly jumped the gate that was meant to block her from getting out of the “dog’s room” and came running through the kitchen. Lauren had to do a double take as the goat ran past, “Was that a fucking goat in pajamas?”

Dieter snickered behind us from the stove as Luca ran after her.

“Yes, that’s a fucking goat in pajamas. Dieter offered to take care of her because she was rejected by her mother. She’s going back to the farm up the road once she’s old enough. She's a menace.”

Lauren shook her head with a smirk on her face. She knew this had been a thing for a while. I rolled my eyes as I watched Dieter stuff an empty package into the already full trash can, “Luca, would you mind emptying the trash, please?”

Luca shooed Molly away from the pantry as he shut the accordion door and moved to bag up the trash. Dieter mumbled a quick, “Gracias, hombrecito,” (Thank you, little man) to Luca just as an empty cheese package fell from the bag. Moony snatched it and ran within seconds of it hitting the floor. Luca’s head dropped and his shoulders slumped as he watched Moony streak through the kitchen muttering “Mierda” (Shit) as he shuffled off in the direction the dog ran. Everyone’s eyes widened at his chosen language. I couldn’t help the chuckle that slipped out before I spoke up, “Luca, we told you to stop saying that word. That means the Spanish version too, bud.” 

He paused in the doorway and turned to look at me, “Lo siento, mamá (I’m sorry, mama) …but that means you shouldn’t say it either. It’s only fair.” He shrugged, then skipped off after Moony without another word. 

I turned to Dieter with an accusatory look, “I wonder where he learned that from...I swear he’s a miniature version of you already.”

Dieter’s eyes widened as he stuck a spoon in his mouth and shrugged, turning away to busy himself with whatever he was cooking. After pulling the spoon out of his mouth he muttered, “Maybe, but he gets that sassy mouth from you.” I narrowed my eyes at him as Lauren leaned toward me and quietly asked, “So he’s calling you mom now?”

I smiled, suddenly feeling that same rush of adrenaline I felt the first time Luca had said it a couple weeks prior, “Yeah, as soon as we got to the car after everything was finalized, he asked if he was allowed to call us mom and dad now. We all had to take a minute to cry and hug in the parking lot.” 

“He seems like he’s adjusted well. Has he said anything about his birth parents?” Lauren asked in a low voice.

Dieter set a plate of eggs, bacon, and toast down in front of her, “We encourage him to, but he hasn’t said much other than he’s happier with us. He makes small comments here and there but nothing major. It seems like he wasn’t in a good situation. We’ve thought about taking him in for a few sessions with Dr. Rosenberg when she feels like he’s ready.” 

Lauren gave Dieter a sad look and sighed as Alex came back from putting the goat up. He washed his hands, then sat down beside her, just in time to get his own plate of food. Alex looked up at me, “He’s a good kid...and he couldn’t have been put with anyone better equipped to help him through it than you guys. He’ll be fine. Hell, he’s already speaking Spanish better than Talia. He’s probably gonna be negotiating contracts before he graduates high school.”

I scoffed as everyone laughed, “Thanks for pointing that out…jerk.” 

Alex wasn’t wrong though; the kid was ridiculously smart and loved learning. He was constantly reading and watching educational shows on tv. He preferred that over cartoons. 

Dieter turned to set a plate down in front of me and another next to me for Luca just as he came stomping back through the kitchen with the cheese packaging in his hand. Dieter quickly pulled the trash bag out and tied it shut, telling Luca to wash his hands and eat. I watched as Luca stretched up on his tiptoes against the sink, attempting to get to the soap dispenser, but it was just out of his reach. Without a word, Dieter turned to grab the soap and squirted some into Luca’s chubby little hands and turned the water on for him. Luca smiled up at Dieter in thanks as he ruffled Luca's messy curls, kissing him on the top of the head before moving to take the trash out. It was little moments like this that made my stomach flutter and my heart happy. 

Luca sat next to me, chatting away about the dinosaur book he had just finished reading as Dieter came back inside and washed his hands before quickly making his own plate of food. Dieter stood next to the island with a full plate in hand as he ate since we were a seat short. He paused briefly, watching me smear fruit spread on my toast with a smirk on his face. When I was finished, his eyes caught mine just as I stuck the spoon in my mouth to suck the remnants of the sweet buttery treat off of it. I smirked around the piece of silverware and raised a suggestive eyebrow in his direction. Dieter’s teeth sunk into his bottom lip as he watched me slowly remove the spoon from my mouth and smile at him. 

When Dieter and I finally broke eye contact, we realized Lauren and Alex were staring at us with an amused expression on their faces. Luca was still chatting away, completely oblivious as he poked at his eggs. Lauren shook her head at us, turning her attention back to Luca to ask him a silly question about something he had said. Lauren and Alex were used to our constant ridiculousness by now, so they were not shocked with our overt flirting.

Once Luca seemed to be satisfied with his fact sharing, Alex asked me how things were going with the vineyard since I had left my consulting job to oversee the operations here in addition to running the foundation. I paused mid bite to fill him in on the details, suddenly feeling overwhelmed by it all. 

“It’s going amazing actually…Dieter and I agreed to let the contracts with the wineries expire to get out of the alcohol business…aside from the one that’s been a partner from the beginning. We do have several new contracts lined up with some major food companies to make juice and other things. We’ve talked about growing a few different types of grapes to expand on that more since we’re putting a lot of the profits toward funding the foundation. Everything has started expanding so quickly, it’s crazy.” 

Dieter set his plate down as he moved to refill his glass, “Yeah, and we’ve thought about setting up private tours and doing events, horse riding and equine therapy, there are SOOO many possibilities. We have so much unused space, we should really take advantage of it. I have a million ideas that I’m trying to sort through. We have this amazing asset so we might as well use it for something good, ya know?”

I swallowed down the bite of bacon I had been working on, “And we’ve been so lucky to have Mateo and Jose too. We’ve managed to build a good team that we trust enough to run the place while we’re in LA. They’ve been completely onboard with everything and are excited about the plans moving forward.” 

Alex smiled, “Wow, that’s awesome. I never would have guessed you guys would take all this on, but it really is amazing what you’re doing. Truly. I’m happy this place is being used for something good.”

Dieter smiled back at his brother, “I appreciate that, hermano (brother) …and please know I still consider this place to be our family home. You're welcome here anytime, no matter if we’re here or not. I don’t want you to feel like it’s not yours anymore.”

Alex patted his brother on the shoulder, “I know that…you know…I think mom would be proud of everything you’re doing with your life and this place…and how everything has worked out for all of us.”

Dieter gave him a sad smile, “Yeah, I think so too.”

Lauren spoke up then, “What’s this you mentioned about opening a trauma facility or something?” 

I chuckled, “Oh yeah, that’s something we’re looking into. It’s more like a nonprofit community and resource center...with specialty services in family counseling and mental health treatment for the low-income population. It’s in the planning stages, but we really want something small scale that takes more of a holistic approach to treating the family unit. There isn’t really anything like that in LA. Dr. Rosenberg is on board with it so that’s been really helpful. If it happens and goes well, we plan to open additional locations.”

Lauren’s eyes widened, “Geez, you guys are going for it. Dieter, are you still planning to do movies then? I don’t know how you’ll have the time!”

Dieter shrugged, “It’s not really my top priority anymore. I’ve been taking on smaller things lately. I think I may focus more on the behind-the-scenes stuff…like writing or producing. I’ve also considered giving theater another go…but I think my heart is more into the work we’re doing with the foundation at this point. All that other stuff, I just look at it as a means to further what we’re doing with mental health awareness. It IS a good way to spread the word and stay relevant to get the message out though.” 

Lauren nodded, “Makes sense.” 

By this point, we were all finished with our breakfast. Luca announced that it was time to take the dogs and the goat out and excused himself. A few minutes later, Moony, Molly, and our three foster dogs clamored down the hallway toward the back door to go outside. They were following behind Luca, who was now wearing his own pair of crocs. Once the door closed behind them leaving us with silence, Dieter again muttered, “Fucking circus,” under his breath as he moved to put everyone’s dishes away. We all burst out laughing at his declaration considering he was the one who had created it. 

After Dieter finished putting the dishes away, he asked me if I knew where Daisy was since she hadn’t followed the crowd out. Daisy was our elderly foster dachshund that preferred peace and quiet. Dieter went off to find her, returning minutes later with Daisy in his arms to interrupt our conversation so he could ask me if I wanted to stroke his wiener. Lauren nearly choked on the water she was drinking as Alex snorted in laughter. I sighed, shaking my head at him, “What are you, like twelve?” 

Dieter chuckled as he leaned in to give me a quick kiss on the cheek, “Sometimes…I’m sorry, I couldn’t resist.” I continued shaking my head at him as I gave Daisy a quick scritch behind the ears. The four of us moved outdoors after that to keep an eye on Luca and the small herd of animals. A short time later, we were joined by Gabby, Shaun, and their three kids. They had stopped for pancakes on the drive up, so the kids were ready to run off their sugar high as soon as they got there - which worked out well for the young foster pups as they chased the kids around the yard. 

I sat in silence, snuggling Daisy in my arms as I listened to Gabby and Lauren catch up with each other next to me. I was intently watching Dieter and Luca playing with Moony while everyone else ran amuck around them. As Luca stood watching Moony tear off after the ball Dieter had just thrown across the yard, Dieter snuck up behind him. He grabbed Luca around the middle, lifting him off the ground, and buried his face into the boy's neck. Dieter began placing obnoxious kisses onto Luca’s cheek while he squealed in delight and struggled to get away from his papá.

Our lives had changed so much in the past five years, in very unexpected ways. Our work was now more fulfilling and having a major impact on others in ways that we never could have imagined. From all the darkness we had experienced, a guiding light emerged and it’s what led Luca to us.

Luca had been the last missing piece to our very complicated puzzle, healing the tiny bit of our hearts that we hadn’t even realized was festering underneath the happiness after things didn’t go as we hoped for our little family. Now I could only hope that we could do the same for Luca. 

The End (Sort of...)💜

Luca’s Adoption Story - a one shot coming soon!

✨EDIT: Luca's story is now available. Read Written in the Stars to see how he came to be in Dieter and Talia's care.

A/N: And there we have it, folks. We have finally reached the happily ever after for these two. How are we feeling about things? Is this where you saw the future going for them? Was any of it unexpected? It's not truly the end for these two. We still have the companion serious, The Light in the Darkness, to look forward to. Also, as you can see, I plan to do a one shot detailing the events of Luca's adoption. I had planned to go into the details in the Epilogue, but I felt it was messing with the flow. So, instead, I kept it short, and we will get the more detailed version at a later date.   👉 Just a reminder...Next week the first chapter of Closed Position is dropping. Dancing Dieter is finally here, y'all! 🕺 I posted a Meet the Characters intro bit this morning that you might want to check out. 😉 Thank you all for sticking with me on this crazy ride and for all the support. I've enjoyed getting to know you all through your comments and reblogs. I've loved hearing your thoughts and personal stories. They kept me going when I hit the ole writing rut. And that's it. That's all I have. 💜Mysty

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[urmomsmattress]

84

A dissection of songs on my Marauders era playlist - Number 84 - When We Were Young by Adele

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Everybody loves the things you do

From the way you talk to way you move

Everybody here is watching you

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i’m thinking this part is from remus’s pov after sirius escaped azkaban, specifically at the first order meeting. be fr everybody’s looking at sirius, either bc he’s just That pretty or because nobody can believe he’s here, and that he’s innocent.

not to mention the fact that this is the way things would’ve been in school, too. the black’s are a renowned family and sirius is their traitorous infamous son, of course he has all eyes on him

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… you feel like home

You’re a dream come true

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self explanatory wolfstar: remus loves sirius. he yearns for him. he missed him. sirius feels like home to remus

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But if by chance you're here alone

Can I have a moment before I go?

'Cause I've been by myself all night long

Hoping you're someone I used to know

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imagine having the relationship they did and it all gets ripped away in the span of one night. and now they’re in the same boat (the war) they were last time?

remus doesn’t know when if he’s gonna lose sirius again and he’s gotta grab whatever they have left before it’s gone. he doesn’t know if this sirius is the same one that he used to have, or if their love is the same, but he’s gotta find out before sirius is gone again

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You look like a movie

You sound like a song

My God this reminds me of when we were young

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self explanatory. c’mon remus is seeing the love of his life for the first time in 12+ years, and they’re in quite literally the same situation they were in when they lost each other. why wouldn’t they be thinking of times when it was easier

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Let me photograph you in this light in case it is the last time

That we might be exactly like we were before we realized

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this one is a bit more complicated so stick with me.

i’m thinking obviously they want to remember this moment, whether the moment be a random order meeting or the first time they see each other again in the shack. they know things will get bad again, so right here, right now, time just stops.

sirius isn’t this renowned criminal who’s the first person to ever escape azkaban, and remus isn’t the monster he thinks he is or the shell of the man he used to be.

right now, they’re just moony and padfoot, they’re each others everything.

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We were scared of getting old it made us restless

It was just like a movie

It was just like a song

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the way i see this, it’s all of them immediately jumping into the war. i know it was a noble act of bravery and courage blah blah blah THEY WERE KIDS!!! i mean look at james and lily; i know they were scared and wanted to get married before they couldn’t or whatever it was but they were kids!! all of them were literally just kids, rushing into this thing that was SO much bigger than them.

i know this wasn’t the only reason for joining the order, but i think part of sirius was trying to prove a point, to push the agenda that he is not his family name, that he was good. please tell me this makes sense

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I was so scared to face my fears

Nobody told me that you'd be here

And I'd swear you moved overseas

That's what you said, when you left me

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would it be bad of me to make an azkaban joke regarding the overseas part🧍‍♂️

either way, remus knew the second that the order was coming back that sirius would join. the war never ended for him, he hasn’t had peace so why start now? remus on the other hand, probably wasn’t as eager to jump back in, especially knowing he had to face sirius after all this time

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You still look like a movie

You still sound like a song

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i’m a huge music fan these lines give me chills because you can picture the events progressing throughout the song. it went from “you look like a movie” to “it was just like a movie” to “you still look like a movie.” it goes from the person, then the event, then even after all that time, they STILL look like a movie.

the passing of events hasn’t changed things. the passing of time hasn’t changed things. sirius is still everything to remus. remus is still everything to sirius.

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It's hard to win me back

Everything just takes me back

To when you were there

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sirius has been through hell honestly. i know remus had a hard time on his own all those years with nobody (my heart yearns for grant chapman) but the way it was laid out for remus, sirius was the traitor and he has to live with that.

but for sirius, his moony hates him, he blames himself, he was wrongly imprisoned and he hopes to everything that someday he’ll be able to explain, that someday he’ll make it back to his friends, his family, a sliver of the life he had

most would think sirius is a lost cause, he’s barely the person he was. but remus won’t give up. he can’t. he refuses to lose his sirius again. he’ll get him back.

every time they look at each other they see what they used to be, what they’re capable of being, and they know it was worth it. it will be worth it

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And a part of me keeps holding on just in case it hasn't gone

I guess I still care

Do you still care?

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that’s the question isn’t it

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I’m so mad I’m getting old

It makes me reckless

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and then it ends

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send me a number between 1-273 for a song in my playlist!

[thereisnolumos]

If I could rewrite harry potter series: Neville so should have been the third member of the golden trio and Draco the unofficial fourth member that goes through a redemption arc and becomes the fourth one by the end of book 6th and all of 7th. Harry should have gotten with Luna, I'm fine with Dramione canonically because it makes more sense writing wise than dumb ron( I would love drarry, but that would be a up hill battle) Ron should be the school bully that gets worse and worse. Or just not exist period. All houses should have been part of the D.A. Slytherin house over all redemption arc because they're kids/tweens/teenagers! Plus over all that's just a better strategy war wise. Ginny gets a girlfriend/boyfriend and gets over crush over Harry over all.

I like your version❤️

If I was writing the rewrite style fanfic, first and foremost I’d start with Sirius raising Harry. Will never get over how many plot holes are in his entire character arc, especially getting wrongfully imprisoned WHEN THEY HAVE MIND READING AND TRUTH POTION

Anyway, Sirius is raising Harry, and, because their parents were in the Order together and the trauma is so similar for Sirius and Augusta in their losses, Harry and Neville grow up together, besties forever, soul brothers, the whole thing. They even celebrate birthdays together, having them one right after the other (it’s my dear headcanon that they were born a minute apart, but it so happened that the day was new when Harry was born)

They meet Hermione on the train, when she volunteers to help find Trevor (Trevor is the beloved Disney-style comic relief sidekick, I’m telling you). Without needing to hold onto Ron, Harry doesn’t brush her off immediately as annoying, Neville is incapable of being such an asshole on principal, but they don’t become instant friends, because Harry and Neville do have the mentality of “we don’t need anyone knew”, being slightly (a lot😂) codependent from having each other constantly near their entire lives. I’d leave them becoming friends after the troll attack, because she was their all alone because of Ron’s assholish remarks after she genuinely tried to help him. So I’d leave this canon moment, but have Harry and Neville be completely disgusted with Ron over what he said about her, especially Harry because Remus was a big part of his life (I’m not really a Wolfstar shipper, though I don’t have anything against them, but in my fic they wouldn’t be together, and there would be an exploration of their mutual hurt over the other one believing each were a traitor. But he’d still be an uncle Moony, as it was supposed to be), so someone shaming the person for having knowledge and HELPING??? Harry would be enraged

They also both would already know Draco, having grown up in the same world, and most likely in similar circles. To me, Sirius was against pureblood mania, not against the social circles and connections and all that. And because all three Harry, Neville and Draco belong to the same circles, they’d know each other and I imagine them mostly like frenemies, growing from enemies to friends more and more with years.

Slytherins would absolutely be a more flashed out characters, not just cardboard “bad guys”, and some of them would be in DA (so it wouldn’t be called DA, because Sirius that didn’t go to Azkaban would see right through Dumbledore and how he tried to orchestrate Harry’s life despite having no right to do so, and he’ll be damned if he’d let Harry be at all enamored by this manipulative old fuck). I would also add muggleborns bringing in muggle weapons into the discussion because “I see your bombarda and I raise you my bazooka😈”. I’d want to explore how both worlds can benefit from inventions of the other one (not just in weaponry)

Also, I don’t remember right now the name of the person who first brought up this au here on Tumblr, but I would absolutely include Cassius Warrington being chosen as Hogwarts champion in Triwizard Tournament. Because I can’t stop thinking about THE POTENTIAL and all the possibilities of this for years, ever since I first saw it

It would absolutely be Dramione and Hansy. Dramione is just incomparable and beyond everything else, Hansy is my most beloved Harry ship, I absolutely adore them. But I would explore all the shades of Harry-disastrous bisexual-Potter too😏

I haven’t decided who’d I pair Neville with though. I don’t like his ship with Luna (in my mind Luna and Blaise belong to each other, I have no idea how it started, but once it did -it never stopped), so she’s not an option.

Maybe I should write this😅 Scenes from this fic have been living in my head rent-free for half a year by now, if not longer…

[hoonvrs]

—And randomly on the same day on the class after lunch break, shes like "hey can I sit in the middle rn if you don't mind'. I just gave up and switched seats zoning out and all. And then she randomly goes "what's up? I can tell you're sad you can tell me" like girl WHAT TF YOU THINK IS UP. Anyways like any other toxic relationship, I have code stuff with my mum I say in calls. So I secretly called her during lunch. On the same period a staff came and told me my mum called home cuz my grandma was sick (w mum I love her). Whatever, during the weekend before this, my mum came home and she was like — "did you know that (let's call her pussy) was changing schools??" I was shook. She got into a military school with links and shit. Apparently, when she went home she was locked in her room and she cried for HOURS upon GODDAMN HOURSSS. Why you may ask? Because she didnt know why I was always so sad in class. She almost refused to get admitted to the new school (which is a REALLY good school, unlike our trash ass one). She almost refused cuz she didn't wanna leave me. I was so confused. I swear she was yapping out shit cuz tf you mean you ain't gonna change schools cuz of me. Anyways yes she gave exams and all skipped school a few days for the exam. And I told her , I was changing schools too. But she was fucking begging on her knees for me to transfer to the school she went too. She only passed cuz she was a goddamn topper. I'm nothing but decent. It's not like I wanted to go either. But all of a sudden, she became really nice. Being all smiley all the time and trying to spend as much time with me as possible. Even spent 3rd of December tgt. She got admitted to the school that day, yes, I went with her. And all of a sudden, we're best buds like we were when we were 6. Honestly idk what happened, but she's completely changed. Not rude at all. We'll still a lil but hey anger issues aren't easy in you. Yes ik you're probably screaming saying I shouldn't stay friends with her. But hey it is my life. I'm happy rn. Really happy. Gave the exam at the new school a week ago. Took pics for my identification card. And I'm all good rn. Ik I'll lose contact with her at some point. But hey I'm feeling good so LETS GOOOOO(2)

Never had better days 😁😁

-🌜(happy moonie)

i mean at the end of the day i’m js a enha writer and my opinion on ur v real life shouldn’t matter too much but i’m happy ur starting to feel a lot better moon🫶🏼 seems like it’ll js keep getting better from here

[leclerced]

(maybe a bit personal tmi? if you feel like it is then you don’t have to answer <3)

idk if you remember but i mentioned seeing an ex-relative a while ago. i saw him and his new wife and daughters at the airport and it kinda made me realise that i kinda sorta was his test child for his own kids?

it probably doesn’t make sense but he was a second father to me because my dad was always so absent. my dad was never home and had another family on the side but still hadn’t divorced my mum. my mum and i both knew about it and we just never said anything about it because we needed his money to pay for tuition and food and stuff.

and that ex-relative was always there when my dad wasn’t and then one day he upped and left and it hurt more than my actual dad not being there. and to see him now giving his own kids the love that i craved from my actual dad makes me feel like he had all his dad practice with me, and that i was never actually the kid he loved. same goes for my dad - he was a shitty dad and practiced with me and learned from all his mistakes from his other kids. i dunno i feel like i’m always second best, the one people treat shitty so they don’t repeat their mistakes on other people they love more

i think i really need to go to therapy i can’t keep trauma dumping in peoples inboxes

- 🌙

hi moonie <3

i think therapy is definitely a good idea for everyone who has access to it, but i’m always going to be here for you no matter what!! i love you angel i wish i could give u a cuddle rn

the way you feel makes sense, it’s definitely something therapy can help with and i wish i had the brains to help. you deserve so much better than the cards you’ve been dealt, but you’re not to blame at all. i think sometimes it’s easier to move forward with someone who doesn’t know about the mistakes you’ve made, than it is to face up to the ones who do and ask for forgiveness. they don’t repeat the mistakes they once made because they know the pain they caused and they live with the regret that they can’t undo their mistakes. i think some people weren’t made to be parents in all honesty, if they’re just going to neglect or abandon their families they never should have started one in the first place. its one of the worst things a person can do. i’m sorry angel.

you’re enough for someone, the other half of their matching set. you’re going to be the best thing in someone’s life one day.

[random-fandom-chaos]

Credit: @shop-of-knicknacks

Pairings: Sun x Moon

Fandom: FNaF (NOT TSAMS, AND SUN AND MOON ARENT RELATED SO DONT HATE IF YOU DONT LIKE THEN BLOCK OR DONT READ.)

characters: Y/N (your/name), Sun, And moon

Pronouns: Sun; He/him, Moon: He/They, Y/N: They/them || || || \/

Y/N skipped through the large area of the Daycare as the kids have left and everything was tidy. Sun was probably in his room looking at ALL the drawings the kids gave him earlier…Though Moon…He frantically ran to Y/N speaking very fast.

Moon: “Y/N- yougottahelp- Theyreholdingadanceattheplexfortheanimatronics- AndIwanttoaskSuntogowithme- Can you help?!”

Y/N looked up at Moon

Y/N: “Okay!- Okay!- speak slower I could be barely understand you!”

Moon: Upper Management is holding a dance at the Pizzaplex for the animatronics to have fun. And I…Want to ask sun to go with me…But I need help!”

Y/N looked up at Smiled

Y/N: “yeah, I’ll help!”

Soon enough Y/N and Moon did a ‘poster’ Moon drawing and Y/N giving ideas. Heck, They even went out for a minute to get flowers and came back to Moon. Once done with a poster for sun asking to go the dance…Y/N told Moon to hide. Moon hid behind one of the play areas.

Y/N: “SUN! Come down here!”

Sun: “What?! What happened-“

Y/N: “I’ve got a surprise for you~”

Sun: “Oh! Friend, What surprise?!”

Y/N: “Close your eyes.”

Sun closed his eyes as Y/N leaded him through touch somewhere, where the naptime attendant was. They led him to a dark side of the daycare. Lit with candles…Once Y/N told Sun to open his eyes, They scurried to hide somewhere behind the play beams.

There was Moon with flowers and a poster that said: ‘Will You Go to the Dance With me?”

Sun Grinned, As Y/N just shows moon what to do but still stayed hidden…Moon sighed

Moon: “Sunny…”

his raspy voice said as he continued.

Moon: “Ever since we met when we started working here at the Daycare, I felt this force to be near you…You are the Sun of my life. And I wanted to say, I like you…No, I’ll correct myself. I Love You.”

Moon blurted out all his emotions…As sun smiled

Sun: “Oh Moony!~”

Sun hugged Moon

Sun: “I didn’t know you felt this way…o thought I was the only one that did…but, yeah…I love you too.”

Moon’s red eyes widened as he looked up at the Solar attendant

Moon: “R-really?”

Sun: “Yes really!”

Moon smiled, the normally cold and serious Lunar bot was now in a flustered state as he was giddy to ask a long awaited question…

Moon: “Then…Will you go to the dance with me?”

Sun: “Yes!~”

Sun smiled, as they bonked their faceplates together, showing a kiss to the best of their abilities…

[THE END]

(JK!)

Bonus:

(at the dance)

Sun and Moon dancing to DJ MM’s Tracks.

Y/N and Monty are just chilling while drinking [F/d] (favorite/drink), As Monty smirks and looked at Sun and Moon, Then at Y/N

Monty: “Looks like you won the bet…”

Y/N: “I knew the liked each other, Now pay up!”

Y/N laughed as Monty gave them 100 [Y/c] (your/currency)

[Officially, THE END]

Thanks for reading

(Y’all I tried and I’m half asleep)

[Also: @shop-of-knicknacks I found this RN so you gave the idea, again credit goes to: @shop-of-knicknacks.]

Had this idea in my head for a while

Like-

We all know and love the fanfics people write that are x reader and stuff but I propose: Moon absolutely pining after Sun and y/n playing wingman to help Moon work up the courage to tell Sun

Feel like I'd be a funny thing to sit and think about

[akaraboonline]

What Exactly Does It Mean To Be In Love With Someone?

What does it mean to be madly in love with someone? It is more than just liking them or enjoying spending time with them. In reality, it goes much deeper. Here's what this feeling really means, as well as some indicators that it's what you're feeling with the person you're dating. You can't pretend you're not crazy about them, even if you're in denial. What Exactly Does It Mean To Be In Love With Someone?

What Does It Mean To Be Smitten With Someone?

Smitten is defined by Merriam-Webster as "deeply affected or struck by strong feelings of attraction, affection, or infatuation." In other words, it's that dreamy, moony feeling you get when you're in love with someone. You're so into them that you can't stop thinking about them. You have the sensation of floating around them. You may not know everything (or much of anything) about them just yet, but that is beside the point. You're on a cloud nine.

Signs You're Madly in Love With Your Date

You send good morning texts (and good night texts too). While these may be a chore with anyone else (i.e. your ex), they come naturally when you're with someone you're smitten with. You don't even give it a second thought. They are the first person you think of before going to bed and the last person you think of before falling asleep. You give each other “just because” gifts. I'm not referring to "returning from a trip and getting you a 'I heart Turkey' mug from the airport." "Walked by a super fancy vegan store and brought back a cool type of cashew butter because you mentioned it last week," I'm talking about. Anyone who asks will confirm this. If the gift is meaningful, the $3 gifts are often the ones that hit home the hardest. You start to learn their love language. While you may be accustomed to seeking love and attention in the ways that you do so, learning about someone else is always eye-opening. You might have been annoyed while waiting for them to share something about you on social media. After all, you post pictures of them. They've been bragging about you to their friends, texting your sisters to find the best birthday present, and telling their parents about you the whole time. They accomplish the same goal but do so in different ways. When you discover this about each other, you will suddenly realize how much they adore you, even if they are different from you. You have a special relationship with food. To begin with, almost everyone on the planet must find a way to maintain a healthy relationship with food. It's so fundamental to my approach to self-care and making time for yourself that introducing someone to your favorite snacks and meals is always a special occasion. They share their food, cook together, steal each other's fries, and so on. Food is so important to us that sharing it with someone we're dating is a sure sign we're in love. “This made me think of you.” Still, my heart is beating. This can be anything from a meme to a dog picture to a text message from your parents that you joked about the day before. It's similar to "just because" gifts, but this is a daily ritual, a part of your life. It demonstrates that whenever something interesting happens to you, you want to tell them first. They're obviously on your mind. You give one another homemade gifts. This is even more thoughtful than "just because" gifts. That's because it has all of the dedication and thought that a big-ticket item has but none of the financial pressure. You're sacrificing your time rather than your money. However, you are still exposing yourself or expressing your own creativity. A fresh loaf of bread in the morning, a new ceramic coaster you painted to protect their coffee table, or even a typed-up letter on their grandmother's old typewriter could suffice. These things are hung directly on the wall. They are cherished. You love talking about the future. In general, you prefer to live in the present moment and take things day by day. When you're in love with someone, you can't help but think ahead. You want them in your life in a month, a year, or even a decade. Nothing makes you happier than daydreaming about your future together. It's actually quite tasty. You talk about them to your friends. If you're the type of person who keeps your cards close to your chest, but you suddenly have verbal diarrhea about the person you're dating and can't stop gushing over them, it could mean (okay, it definitely means) you're smitten. Don't worry, your friends understand you're in the honeymoon period and will eventually calm down. You’re not scared of having “The Talk.” This means your connection is secure. You don't have to be concerned that they'll abandon ship. You can tell they're in it for the long haul because you are. It doesn't get any better than that. Feel free to express yourself. That is correct. You feel comfortable enough to fart around him. Forget about moving in and a gleaming gold ring. This is the pinnacle of intimacy. It means you're at ease and feel light in their presence. You have a healthy sense of self-worth. In the early stages of a relationship, I can be constantly concerned that I'm unclean, sweaty, or unattractive. Or, if I happen to be caught in the wrong light at the wrong angle, my entire appeal to this person may vanish. A fart cannot be concealed in this manner. And, despite the fact that it is a brief sound, it suggests a more permanent, healthy relationship with yourself as well as with your partner. You understand that one fart will not put an end to everything. Whew! Read the full article

[hauntedwitch04]

Talk 

Serie: Beauty and the Beast 

Mafia!Remus Lupin x reader 

Words: about 2.5k words

Warnings: mention of death, naked Remus (yeah love it’s a warning), fluff? 

Author’s note: Hi! So here we go with another chapter of this story that I’m loving so much. Hope you are well, and you enjoy it! Becky

P.s. I put that you like AC-DC, if you don't like them feel free to change them with another singer or band that you like!

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It's been a few days that I've tried to escape, and it's been days that I've been locked in my room. After we got back to the apartment James quickly took Remus to his room, while Sirius escorted me to mine. He asked me why I did that, then looked me in the eye and realized that this was not the time to lecture me. I had only just realized in that moment what had really happened, that Remus was hurt and what would have happened if he hadn't intervened. Sirius had left me while I sat on the bed. I stayed still in that position for what seemed like hours, listening to Moony's cries of pain as they treated him. 

I haven't seen anyone for days except for a few seconds when the maids bring me food.I tried asking one of them why I wasn't allowed to see anyone anymore, or why none of the others showed up. Her answer had been that it was Remus' orders. Great...

Today I sat down at my desk and started reading one of the many books in my bedroom bookcase, which happens to be "Beauty and the Beast". I tried asking one of them why I wasn't allowed to see anyone anymore, or why none of the others showed up. Her answer had been that it was Remus' orders. Great...

Today I sat down at my desk and started reading one of the many books on my bedroom bookshelf, which happens to be Beauty and the Beast. I lose myself in reading that story that makes me feel at home again; I feel like I'm back in my beloved library, at that fateful evening, and for a moment this whole thing seems to be just a bad dream. 

I wake up from that daydream when I hear someone knocking on the door. I turn to who is entering and realize it is Sirius. Immediately I stand up, glad to see a friendly face after so long, and I give him a hug and he reciprocates. "Finally, I thought I'd never see you guys again." I say, squeezing him tightly. 

"Well, you really pissed him off, you know." He replies holding me in turn. "Why did you do that? Why? It could have been a lot worse if he hadn't found you, you realize that, right?" 

"I do, and for that I'm grateful. But what did you expect from me? For me to accept this new life without even trying to go back to my old life, the life I loved?!" I affirm pulling away from the embrace.

"Speak softly, I shouldn't even be here." 

"What, you didn't ask your little friend?" I reply sarcastically as I sit down in the chair at the desk.

"Be careful how you talk Y/N, you don't want to insult Remus in the situation you're in." 

"I don't mean to insult Remus, mine was just an observation about how you guys can't do anything without your boss not approving." 

"He is our friend, before he is our leader, I feel a brotherly affection for him that goes far beyond mere respect." He continues with a serious face as he watches me attentively. We stand in silence a few minutes, letting those words hover in the room before Pads takes the floor again. 

"I have a favor to ask of you. I need you to keep an eye on Moony while we're gone. We've already tried asking a few of the maids, but none of them want to stay with him, since he's got a particularly short temper these days, because of someone." 

"I don't get it, he hates me and you guys want to leave me in a room alone with him, what kind of reasoning did you have..." 

"He doesn't hate you, and it would be a good opportunity to clear up what happened with him." I look at him in disbelief not believing his words, as I'm left thinking of a response, when I finally realize something. 

"I don't have a choice do I? I have to do this." 

"No one will be home, and James is afraid that you might try to go out again. Leaving you with Remus is the safest thing." I smile in amusement at the situation, comparing the two options: being killed in the street by a gang of thugs, or being killed by the leader of the gang I had injured while saving me from a gang of thugs. I would say the choice is varied and wide. 

"What time do you have to leave?" 

"Now. Come on get up, take something if you want, a book or something if you need it. The waitresses will bring you the food later." I grab the book I was reading and the computer resting on the table and then go with Sirius, walking down the dark hallways of the house. Eventually we get to Remus' room, where I hear him arguing with James about something. 

"No, I don't care. I want to come with you, and not babysit a wayward child." 

"You have to Moony, you know perfectly well you can't come with noim you're still sick, and then you have to talk, we can't go on with this in the house."

"I am the boss and I decide-" 

"Don't come out now with the crap that you're the boss, because we know perfectly well that I'm your friend, and as a friend I could kick you in the-"

"Guys, calm down, that doesn't seem like proper language to have in front of a lady. Now move your ass James, we have to go, and Remus, stop complaining." Says Sirius interrupting the two as they enter the room, as I follow him. 

"You talk about language Sirius, when you're the first one to curse." James continues, walking out of the room with Pads as he smiles at me. I can feel Remus' gaze on me, so I look up from the floor to see him sitting propped up against some pillows resting between him and the headboard, shirtless as the blankets cover his legs. I see a bandage around his side, in the spot where he had been wounded. 

His hair is tousled, while two prominent dark circles under his eyes make him look like a zombie, in contrast to his white skin. I look around the room and find it to be very similar to mine, both in color and furnishings. 

I place the computer on the coffee table in front of an armchair that is opposite the bed, and then sit down in the armchair. I pick up the book and begin to read, while I can still feel his eyes on me, but neither of us says a word. 

We spend almost an hour reading until, out of curiosity, I ask him: 

"Do you like AC-DC?" He looks at me surprised and then back to his usual angry look. 

"Really? This is your way of stopping me from talking? I didn't think you'd stoop this low." 

"You answer my question." 

"Yes, I like them very much. How come you asked?" 

"You have some CDs resting on your desk of AC-DC. My dad liked them a lot and ever since I was little he played them for me and I fell in love with them." He remains silent looking at me, when after a few minutes he starts talking again. 

"Where is your father? Why isn't he looking for you if he loves you so much?" He asks curiously, as sadness takes its place in me. 

"He killed himself a few days after my eighteenth birthday, the day my mother died a few years earlier. He had always suffered from depression ever since she passed away, and he held out until my eighteenth birthday so that I wouldn't go into the hands of legal aid, then he couldn't take it anymore and wrote me a letter before taking his own life. 

The bookstore was the only thing I had left of them, that's why I was so angry when you told me they burned it." He looks at me and I read sadness and understanding in his eyes. He signals for me to come closer, and sit on the bed next to him, then starts talking. 

"Look I don't want to sound like a monster, which I already know I am, in locking you up here in this apartment for no apparent reason. I'm sorry you saw that show that night, I'm sorry I had to practically kidnap you, I'm sorry for ripping you from your life, but I had no choice." I watch him pause and consider whether or not to go on, when he lowers his gaze to his hands full of scratches and scars. "It seems only fair that you know the truth." He continues and then takes a deep breath. 

"The man you saw me kill was part of my old gang. I joined them when I was very young, just after they had killed my mother, my only living relative, to avenge her. James and Sirius had tried to stop me, but after seeing my determination they realized the only thing they could do was help me. That gang had "helped" me look for the culprits of my mother's murder, but just as I was about to kill one of those men this one tells me a rather strange story. He told me to be careful about what they were telling me and that it was actually my gang that had killed my mother and that they were using me to kill people that were bothering them. So I did some research and inquired and found out that he was right, they were the ones who had killed my mother and had made me stain my hands with innocent blood. I decided to take revenge again and killed almost all of them, some managed to escape including the man I killed in front of your library, Rosier, then Malfoy, the man who was going to hurt you and many others including the one Jamie and Siri went to talk to today. If I had left you where you were that night, you would have burned to death right now along with your library...I'm sorry about your parents, and the library and everything else, now I understand why it was worth so much to you." He finishes by looking out the window at the outlines of the buildings in the evening light. I pause to process what he's just told me, then put a hand on his shoulder, a gesture that makes her turn. 

"Thank you for telling me this story. I don't want to seem ungrateful for what you did, saving me twice and all, but you also have to understand that it's human to try to escape when you're trapped. I realize now that I'm going to have to get used to this life though, and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm sorry about your mom, she must have been a great person if she led you to do what you did." 

"She was, she was the most beautiful, smartest, kindest woman I'd ever seen. She probably would have liked you know, she loved European fairy tales, and as a kid she always read them to me before bedtime. Her favorite was “Beauty and the Beast”, and that brings me back to something else."

He leans over to his nightstand on the right when he guiltily brings a hand to his right hip emitting a groan of pain. Immediately I help him back to the way he was sitting previously while telling him not to do anything stupid and not to move. He tells me to look in the nightstand drawer and pick up the package inside. After taking it he tells me to unwrap it and I can't help but let out a scream when I see the contents. 

My copy of "Beauty and the Beast", which had belonged to my parents. 

I look at it not understanding why he had it, since I thought it was lost in the fire, he smiles seeing my surprised and pleased expression and says: 

"I took it the night we brought you here. It seemed the least I could do, but I never had the right time to give it to you." 

"Thank you so much, really, that means a lot to me." 

He smiles, and so we continue to talk about this and that, about movies and the music we like, almost forgetting the first hour of silence between us due to anger and embarrassment, looking like old friends meeting to talk about this and that. 

It's starting to get late and I see him getting more and more tired and fatigued after the waitresses take away our dinner dishes, so I suggest we read the book aloud to him. I sit closer to him so he can see the book too, when he rests his head on my shoulder, causing me to freeze for a few moments. It's only then that I realize the situation: him and I sitting on his bed, while he's shirtless, at least as far as I know, and has his head resting on my shoulder. I blush, clear my throat and begin to read. After a couple of pages the man next to me has fallen asleep, but as soon as I try to move, he reminds me of life with his arms, preventing me from any movement. I stand still watching him sleep and wonder how the same man in front of me could be the same mob boss who has an entire city in his grip because of his reputation for ruthlessness, and I don't notice that I'm falling asleep too. I wake up the next morning under the watchful gaze of James and Sirius who look at us laughing.

"Well it went well with the talk in the end then." Sirius finally says. 

"Go fuck yourself. "Remus replies behind me, his voice still sleepy. 

"I see he gave you his token of love, it's been a week since he's talked about anything but giving you that damn book." James continues. 

"A book from my childhood isn't a dumb love token, it's a kind gesture, which apparently you don't know what that is even when it comes to your Lily..." I say sneering, and looking at Remus, who laughs without restraint. 

"Asshole! You told her about Lily, I thought I could trust you!" Jamie exclaims indignantly. 

"And that's not all I told her." He says laughing at the two men who pale at knowing that I now know their darkest secrets, "But you tell me something instead, what Snape told you." Remus replies serious, becoming the leader that he is. 

"You won't like it, he said our dear friend wants to see you, tomorrow, and without us." 

"Well that's not a problem, I'm already better and I'm sure he won't try anything, why wouldn't I like it?" Remus asks, a question answered by Pads. 

"Because he wants you to bring her along."  

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[ottogatto]

If the Marauders actually cared about Remus then Snape's life would be much better because (1) Sirius wouldn't have caused the werewolf prank (2) James would've done everything in his power to make sure Snape doesn't have a reason to tell Remus's secret after the prank and stopped bullying Snape (3-and I need to mention I don't condone Remus standing aside as Snape is being bullied) Remus would actually be comfortable enough with the marauders to tell them to stop bullying Snape.

“Did you like question ten, Moony?” asked Sirius as they emerged into the entrance hall.

“Loved it,” said Lupin briskly. “ ‘Give five signs that identify the werewolf.’ Excellent question.”

“D’you think you managed to get all the signs?” said James in tones of mock concern.

“Think I did,” said Lupin seriously, as they joined the crowd thronging around the front doors eager to get out into the sunlit grounds. “One: He’s sitting on my chair. Two: He’s wearing my clothes. Three: His name’s Remus Lupin . . .”

Wormtail was the only one who didn’t laugh.

“I got the snout shape, the pupils of the eyes, and the tufted tail,” he said anxiously, “but I couldn’t think what else —”

“How thick are you, Wormtail?” said James impatiently. “You run round with a werewolf once a month —”

“Keep your voice down,” implored Lupin.

Sirius' first idea of a joke was to insist on the fact the exams had questions about Lupin. Not only that, but the Marauders have taken the habit of calling Lupin "Moony", because he transforms every full moon. What's wrong with that? Well, here are some snaters accidentally good points:

Unconcerned that Lupin answers "briskly" and sarcastically, James asks in "mock concern" (=fake concern) if Lupin thinks he got all the signs. He should, he's the werewolf. Thanks to those remarks, Lupin goes on a self-loathing rant. James and Sirius laugh, not Lupin who was being pessimistic, nor Wormtail, but that's because he fears not having gotten all the points. James calls Wormtail stupid, and says in a high voice "You run round with a werewolf every month", putting not only Lupin but Wormtail at risk. Lupin has to implore them to keep their voices down.

Harry had the distinct impression that Sirius was the only one for whom James would have stopped showing off.

Not Pettigrew, not Lupin, because they are inferiors. This collloborates what was said in PoA:

“Black and Potter. Ringleaders of their little gang."

And

“You’d have thought Black and Potter were brothers!” chimed in Professor Flitwick. “Inseparable!”

It was all about Sirius and James. Pettigrew heroworships them, and you'll notice that nowhere in this conversation, they openly mention Lupin. Next:

“I’m bored,” said Sirius. “Wish it was full moon.”

“You might,” said Lupin darkly from behind his book. “We’ve still got Transfiguration, if you’re bored you could test me. . . . Here.”

He held out his book. Sirius snorted. “I don’t need to look at that rubbish, I know it all.”

“This’ll liven you up, Padfoot,” said James quietly. “Look who it is. . . .”

Because Sirius is bored, he will assault Severus. But also because he's bored, he wishes it was full moon. He prioritizes his own fun over the fear and suffering Lupin has to undergo. Sirius does not even seem to realize how fucked up what he said is since it isn't his concern at all, he finds it normal, Lupin's feelings about the situation cannot be taken into account. Of course the Werewolf Prank happened. Lupin answers "darkly". Sirius mocks Lupin for thinking he even needs the Transfiguration book, taking the occasion to tell how "bright" he is, knowing all the lessons already. James doesn't care that Lupin just asked for help in Transfiguration, he wants to have fun--helping Lupin out is so uninteresting and boring. Sirius ignores Lupin to assault Snape. Both know that it puts Lupin in an uncomfortable position: he's a Prefect, he should intervene. But he doesn't. Guess why.

And as you said... the Werewolf Incident and the bullying of Snape wouldn't have continued if they actually cared about what could happen to Lupin.

Their relationship really was unequal. And here are displayed only part of the problems. Remember when Sirius left all his money for Harry, a rich boy, and not a penny for his friend Lupin?

[marauders-venting]

I Love You

pairing: wolfstar (remus x sirius)

genre: fluff

warnings: none

words: 2304

note: based on a textpost by @moonyspadfoot45

a/n: yes i know disposable cameras didn’t exist until the mid 80s but i wrote that part before i googled it and i don’t want to change it so we’re gonna go with it

Remus sighed in the direction of the stack of boxes that looked like it was about to topple over.

“Sirius?” he called, walking into the living room.

“Yeah?” Sirius replied, peering at Remus around the stack of boxes from the couch where he was sitting.

“I swear to god if you and James used any of the boxes marked ‘fragile’ for your fortress…” He left the sentence hanging as he reached up to lower the box on the top. “How did you even manage to stack the boxes that high? Did you have to stand on a chair or something to reach up here?”

“Rude,” Sirius said, coming around to Remus’ side of the fort. “I’m not that short.”

“James had to do it, didn’t he?” Remus teased, turning around.

“Moony, stop making fun of me,” Sirius pouted. “Come on, we’re going into the fort.” The ‘fort’ was made of boxes that contained all of Sirius and Remus’ possessions stacked to form walls with a sheet stretched over the top. And it was right in the middle of the living room of Remus and Sirius’ new apartment.

Sirius grabbed Remus by the hand and pulled him into the fort. The sheet, which was their makeshift ceiling, was hanging so low that even Sirius had to sit on the floor. They sat down and Remus looked around. Then he spotted a box labelled ‘kitchen ware’ and turned to Sirius.

“Are you fucking kidding me?” he said. “I was looking for that box for like an hour! I nearly called the movers to ask them to double-check that they hadn’t missed any boxes!”

“I didn’t know you were looking for it!” Sirius said defensively.

“I literally asked you if you’d seen the box!” Remus said, laughing and shaking his head.

“Uhhh,” Sirius started, scrambling for an excuse, “I’m sorry, Remus, but you should know by now that I answer most questions wrong.”

“That is the worst excuse I’ve ever heard,” Remus said.

“Then you obviously haven’t heard any of the excuses I gave McGonagall for breaking the rules,” Sirius said.

“What are you talking about, I was there 90 percent of the time,” Remus said.

“Yeah but when you were there you were giving the excuses.”

“Yeah, my excuses were good, they got us out of detention,” Remus said.

“Feels weird knowing I’ll never have another detention,” Sirius said, lying down on the carpet he and James had brought into the fort earlier. “I keep thinking we’re gonna go back at the end of the summer.”

“Yeah, I know what you mean,” Remus said, lying down next to him. “It feels like just yesterday you were asking me to move it with you and now we’re here. In our living room. In a fucking fort.” Sirius laughed and kissed Remus lightly.

Remus remembered the day Sirius had asked him to move in. He’d never forget it. It was their first anniversary and they were up on the astronomy tower, the same place they’d gotten together the year before. Remus remembered how hard he was trying to put aside his anxiety about the upcoming exams just for that day. Sirius made it easier. Sirius made everything easier.

“Can I give you my present now?” Sirius asked. Remus had felt his cheeks heating, despite the fact that he was quite cold up on the tower, in the cool breeze stinging his face.

“You didn’t have to get me anything,” he muttered.

“I know,” Sirius said. “But I wanted to. Besides, you were the one who planned out this whole day. And you're the one who’s taking me out on the Hogsmeade weekend after exams.” Remus supposed it was true. He had planned out the day down to the last detail. He felt very cliche doing it but it was worth it to see the look on Sirius’ face. And to feel Sirius’ lips on his.

“Oh alright,” Remus gave in. He was curious now. Sirius handed him a small grey box. Remus cocked his head at him but Sirius’ expression was unreadable. He opened the box and inside it was a silver key and a disposable Muggle camera. Remus picked up the key and turned it over, examining it.

“Pads, what is this?” he asked finally. He was afraid he had ruined something. That this was something sentimental that he was supposed to understand.

“It’s a key,” Sirius said. Remus rolled his eyes.

“I’d figured that much out myself, funnily enough,” he said. “What is the key to?”

“Look at the camera.” Remus did. He picked it up and, glancing at Sirius to make sure this is what he was meant to do, looked through the photos in the camera.

“An apartment?” Remus said, still confused.

“Our apartment,” Sirius said. He was looking at Remus, his grey eyes alight.

“What?” Remus said, gaping at him.

“Only if you want it to be,” he added hurriedly. “I just thought… Everybody's been talking about living arrangements after school and I–I thought maybe you might like to live together. I mean, I haven’t finalised anything yet so we don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. Or we could still pick a different place. The owner’s of this one won’t vacate it until August so we’d have to figure something out for the first month and a bit after we graduate but I’m sure the Potters won’t mind if we stay there for a little while. And Lily and James might want to be alone in the beginning but I doubt they’d kick us out if we showed up but… do you hate it?” He had barely breathed in between words until now. He looked up at Remus nervously, biting his nail.

“Are you kidding me? I love it,” Remus said. “Sirius, this is… this is incredible. You’re incredible. I—” Remus hesitated. He knew what he wanted to say. But he couldn’t form the words. “I can’t believe you did this.”

“So you’re saying you’ll do it?” Sirius asked. “You’ll move in with me?”

“Yeah,” Remus said. “Yes, of course I will.” Sirius beamed at him. But then something occurred to Remus. “Sirius, you haven’t paid anything yet, have you? If you have I’ll pay you back, I—”

“Shh, don’t worry about that now,” Sirius said. “We’ll figure out all the technical details later.” Remus bit his lip.

“Okay,” he said. He could put it out of his mind for that night.

“Happy anniversary, Moony,” he said. And then he kissed Remus, there on top of the astronomy tower and Remus felt just as much excitement then as he had when Sirius had kissed him there for the first time, exactly one year previously.

And here they were now. In their apartment. They ended up deciding on the one Sirius had originally chosen, the one that he’d shown Remus photos of that evening. The owners had ended up vacating a bit earlier than they had said because there was still a week until August. Sirius had stayed at the Potter’s for the first few weeks and Remus had gone back home. But as they were spending every waking moment at Lily and James’ house anyway, they suggested that Remus and Sirius just stay with them. They had invited Peter to stay with them too, just while Sirius and Remus were there but he’d turned down the offer (“After seven years of sleeping in the same room with three other blokes, I think I’ll be good on my own for a while,” he had said). He still came over every day and stayed until around midnight but he always preferred to sleep at home. He said he’d never get used to it if he stayed at Lily and James’.

James, Peter and Lily helped them move in too. They’d been with them to Ikea a few days previously to buy furniture. And they had come over today to help start unpacking things. Well, Lily and Peter helped unpack. James was more interested in building a fort out of the boxes with Sirius.

Remus remembered worrying that he might spend less time with his friends after school since they’d no longer be living in the same big castle but so far the amount of time he spent with Lily, James and Peter had not decreased even a little.

But Lily and James had gone home now and Peter had gone back to his studio flat; Remus and Sirius were alone, together in their new apartment.

“Are you hungry?” Sirius asked, snapping Remus back into reality. “I could make you dinner.”

“You’re going to make dinner?” Remus snorted. “I’m sorry but have you ever made food in your entire life?”

“I have actually,” Sirius said. “Mrs Potter taught me how to make food when I lived there. I’m not as good at it as James is but I can make something edible without burning down the kitchen. Although I nearly did that the first time I tried to make food.”

“Well, that’s very convincing,” Remus said sarcastically. Sirius elbowed him in the ribs. “I’m kidding!” he said. “I’ll be on standby with the fire extinguisher.”

“What’s that?” Sirius asked.

“Kind of in the name, babe,” Remus said and then he crawled quickly out of the fort before Sirius figured it out and elbowed him again.

But Remus was pleasantly surprised because not only did Sirius manage to not light the whole house on fire, but he even produced some pretty good food.

“You know, this is quite nice,” Remus said, taking another bite. “Mrs Potter must be a really good teacher if she managed to get you to this level of cooking.”

“Why can’t you just have a little bit more faith in my talents, Moony?” Sirius said. “But yeah, she’s a great teacher. James, on the other hand, is a terrible teacher. It’s not that he can’t cook because he can. He just can’t teach other people to cook. But don’t tell him I said that.” Remus snorts.

“As if you haven’t already told him that to his face.”

“You know me too well,” Sirius sighs.

After dinner, Sirius goes to shower and Remus continues unpacking boxes. The more boxes he unpacks, the more he realises how much crap they’re missing. But he’s not too worried about it. They’ll go to the store tomorrow and find whatever it is that they’re missing. It’s nothing essential. The only essential thing to Remus in this house is Sirius. As long as Sirius is here, Remus would be fine.

Remus opens another box with a utility knife. He looks inside and his jaw drops.

“Rem?” Sirius asks, coming into the room, his hair still wet from the shower. “Is everything okay?”

“Yeah, yeah,” Remus says. “Look at this.” He takes out the contents of the box and sets them on the table. It’s photos. Loads of photos of them from school.

“Wow,” Sirius says, looking through the photos. “Oh my god.” He holds one of the photos out to Remus laughing. Remus looks at the photo and starts laughing too. It’s him sitting next to a dog, a stag and a rat. His friends in their animagus forms and him in the middle, smiling awkwardly as Lily takes a photo.

They spent a little longer looking through the photos, laughing at how much they had changed since the first day they’d met each other in first year. They all looked so little. And now… well, now they’re grown up. Remus didn’t feel like it though.

He returned the photos to the box, deciding he’d find a place for them tomorrow. He was reaching another box when Sirius took his hand.

“Come to bed, darling,” he said. “It’s nearly midnight and you’re still unpacking boxes.”

“Yeah, okay,” Remus said. He smiled and laced his fingers with Sirius’.

He showered and put on a massive sweater (despite it being midsummer) and clambered into their new bed, where Sirius was already waiting for him. Sirius pulled him in and kissed his forehead before resting his head against Remus’ chest.

As they cuddle in their brand new bed, in their brand new apartment, Remus is overcome by the urge to tell Sirius, to just say it. To say what he wanted to say months ago on their anniversary but had been too afraid. He doesn’t even care if Sirius says it back. He just wants to say the words. He wants Sirius to know. Sirius deserves to know.

He lifts Sirius’ chin with his hand so their eyes meet as he brushes his thumb against Sirius’ cheek.

“I love you,” he says.

“I– I–” Sirius stutters.

“And you don’t have to say it back or anything,” Remus assures him. “I just wanted you to know.” Tears spill from Sirius’ eyes.

“You’re crying?” Remus said, sounding concerned. “What’s wrong?” he asks softly.

“No, nothing wrong, I just—” Sirius hesitates, sniffing. “That’s the first time anyone’s told me that,” he admits.

“That’s a shame,” Remus says, pressing a kiss to his temple. “I’ll always remind you how much I love you. I love you so much, Sirius.” He pulls Sirius into a tight hug. “You deserve so much love.” Sirius kisses him softly. It’s a quiet, gentle kiss, tears still flowing freely down Sirius’ face.

“I love you too,” Sirius whispers.

“You don’t have to say it just because I did,” Remus says.

“I’m not,” Sirius said. “I really do love you.” Remus smiles as he feels the blush blooming on his cheeks. And suddenly he can’t remember what was holding him back in the first place. He feels like an idiot for waiting so long to say this. He loves Sirius. He loves Sirius with all of his heart and he’s going to make sure Sirius knows it.

[ourloveisforthelovely]

Walburga Comes for Dinner (one shot)

Regulus Black AU

Summary:  Walburga comes for dinner and sees her children for the first time in a very long time. (goes with the Dinner with the Dursleys and Tuesday night dinner one shot...see below for links)

Pairings: Regulus Black x Reader 

Rating: T

Dinner with the Dursleys 

Tuesday Night Dinners 

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This will be interesting…

That was the thought that went through your mind when Regulus stepped through the front door after a long day at work. Joanna immediately waddled over to her father, hopping up and down screaming “daddy” until he was able to get his coat off and pay attention to the child.

“Good, Joanna. Get him buttered up.”

You thought as Regulus came into the kitchen snuggling his face against Joanna’s head.

“You look pretty, darling.’’

Regulus commented, looking you over. He was ready for nothing more than a quiet Thursday night. By quiet this meant having dinner, giving Joanna a bath, getting the child in bed without her needing twenty hugs while making Regulus look for a random spider under her bed that she was convinced would eat her toes, and alone time with you. People at the Ministry were driving him batty and Regulus didn’t have the patience for any calamities that night.

“I’m pretty too.”

Joanna said in an extra sassy tone that earned a smile from Regulus.

“Of course you are love. You’re the prettiest little girl ever. Why don’t you go play with your dollhouse?”

Joanna, appeased with Regulus’ comment, didn't fuss when he put her down. She toddled off. Regulus waited until Joanna was quietly amused before wrapping his arms around you.

“Now, as I was saying, you look beyond pretty...absolutely ravishing is more like it.”

You relaxed in Regulus’ arms enjoying the moment of quiet uninterrupted alone time. As much as you didn’t want to, you knew that you had to break the news to him.

“Guess who is coming to dinner?”

“Merlin, I don’t feel like entertaining.”

Regulus groaned. You had expected this reaction. Things were only about to get more interesting.

“It’s your mother.”

Regulus’ mouth dropped. He hadn’t seen his mother in ages. She wasn’t there when Joanna was born or through your pregnancy. Walburga had sworn that she would never speak to Regulus as long as he was married to “that mudblood girl.” Regulus was just fine with his mother’s promise. He had no use for the woman if she was going to insult his wife. All Regulus needed to be happy was Joanna and yourself. Walburga no longer fit into the equation of his life. When Regulus stopped believing in the “Black family way” he realized how messed up everything truly was.

“Why?”

Regulus said, crossing his arms over his chest. You put down the bowl that you were holding. To say that you were looking forward to meeting Walburga was a far stretch. You would much rather it be your mother and father coming for dinner.

“She wants to see you. I suppose she’s feeling guilty about not seeing Joanna yet. Maybe she even feels a bit guilty because she is getting old and has no son to look after her now that your father is dead.”

Regulus mumbled something under his breath before going off to search for the bottle of fire whiskey. He needed some liquid motivation if his mother was going to be stepping foot inside of his home.

“She can go to a home for the elderly. I am not looking after her. I was the good son long enough.”

Regulus commented before smiling coldly.

“Watch this.”

He said before picking up the muggle telephone and calling Sirius. You had picked up your teacup and were keeping an eye on your husband. He was up to something and you had a sneaking suspicion on what he was going to do

“Hey, it's me. Want to come over for dinner?I know you never wait for an invitation. See you at six.”

Regulus hung up the phone before grinning at you.

“He can’t wait to see his mother.”

You shook your head. Now things were about to be a shit show.

An hour later there was a knock at the door. Regulus stood up knowing who that was. Walburga fucking Black was back to ruin his life and cause problems.

“I’ll get it, love.”

He commented before going to the door. Walburga stood on the other side with her usual snobby expression. She forced a smile as she looked at her youngest son. Regulus was handsome and well put together as always.

“Regulus.”

“Mother.”

Regulus kept his tone cold and icy. Walburga expected Regulus’ off-putting and unfriendly attitude. She assumed that he was still angry over her calling you mudblood. In Walburga’s mind, she was correct. Her “darling boy” married a less than desirable woman and this seemed to wedge between the two.

“Come in.”

Regulus said, keeping his eyes locked Walburga’s unfriendly face. He reached out and stopped her before she was able to get too far inside.

“I’m warning you now. If you are the least bit rude to my family, I will not hesitate to throw you out.”

Walburga glared at him. She wanted nothing more than to throw a few nasty mudblood comments out but decided if she didn’t want to die alone it would be in her best interest to be decent.

“I understand.”

Walburga looked around the homey living room. The house was very nice. Clearly, Regulus was doing well for his family.

“Daddy, come play with me.”

Walburga’s head snapped up the moment she heard the little voice that she had been wanting to hear for some time. She would never admit it but she had wanted to see her granddaughter from the time that the birth announcement came in the mail. Walburga had sent Joanna an “add-a-pearl” necklace as a way to say “welcome to the world” and that was that.

Regulus never took the time to send Walburga a photo or anything. Now before her stood the most lovely child that she had ever seen (with the exception of Regulus, of course).

Walburga watched as Regulus bent down to pick the little girl up. Joanna’s raven curls wildly fell down her back as she pressed her face into her father’s cheek. It wasn’t until Joanna pulled away from cuddling Regulus did she notice the new face in the room. She looked at Walburga carefully. Clearly, the little girl was well versed in “not talking to strangers.”

“Joanna, this is your grandma.”

Walbruga forced a small smile as Joanna put her head on Regulus’ shoulder.

She’s shy...just like he used to be.

Watching Regulus with Joanna, made Walburga’s heartache. Had she really lost so much time with her own son? While Walburga had wanted no part of being a mother originally, after losing Sirius then Regulus walking away for a muggle-born she realized how much that she actually loved her children.

“You can sit down, mother. I’m going to check on Y/n.”

Walburga immediately did as her son said as Regulus sat Joanna down.

“Keep grandma company.”

Regulus said softly. Part of him was screaming about leaving his darling baby alone with the hateful old woman but he knew Joanna would cause Walburga more annoyance. That in itself would be amusing enough. Besides, from his place in the kitchen door, Regulus could see the two perfectly.

You had just pulled the ham out of the oven when Regulus stepped into the room.

“Everything okay?”

You questioned. Regulus shrugged.

“She just walked in the door and I already feel like the love has been sucked out of me.”

You put the oven mitts down and wrapped your arms around Regulus’ shoulders. Kissing him softly, you chose to ignore Walburga who was watching the whole thing.

“I’ll suck something else out of you later.”

You said in a low suggestive tone. Regulus slightly blushed to know exactly what you meant and he would argue.

“That sounds tempting. We can throw her out, put the baby in bed, and have all evening alone.”

Before you could respond the back door opened and closed. Sirius stepped into the kitchen and smirked looking at Regulus and yourself.

“It's a wonder I only have one niece. The way you two snog there should be three or four kids running around here.”

Regulus rolled his eyes.

“One is enough. What about your love life?”

Sirius’ amused expression faded.

“Moony can’t get pregnant.”

Regulus put a hand over his face while you quietly laughed.

“How are we related?”

Regulus questioned as Sirius moved to go into the living room to see what his precious little niece was up to. He froze the moment that he saw the biggest demon from hell parked on his little brother’s couch talking to Joanna.

“Oh hell no.”

Sirius snapped before turning to make a line for the door but was stopped when Regulus brought him to the ground.

“If I’m stuck with her then you should be too.”

Sirius fought the urge to scream.

“You’re just evil!”

“Is everything alright in here?”

Both Sirius and Regulus got off of the kitchen floor as Walburga came in. Her cold grey eyes locked on her eldest son. The disappointment returned in full force as she looked between both Sirius and Regulus. While Regulus was dressed in a nice suit, Sirius looked like he had just gotten out of bed in tight clothing that he had worn for a few days.

“Sirius.”

“Walburga.”

Sirius decided not to call her “mum” to antagonize her. Regulus fought the urge to put a hand over his face as he remembered you standing beside him.

“Mum, this is my Y/n.”

Walburga’s vulture-like gaze turned to you.

So this is the girl that stole my baby from me.

Walburga thought before muttering a quiet and unfriendly hello. You only nodded. It was probably best that you kept your mouth shut. You were afraid that you would start going off on the woman for the way that she did both of her sons.

“Uncle Siri!”

Sirius had to tear himself away from watching you plot evilly as Joanna came running to him holding her hands out. He quickly reached down and scooped Joanna up, pressing a kiss to her cheek.

“Jojo, where have you been all of my life?”

“In the living room. Did you bring me my pony?”

Sirius laughed as Regulus immediately started shaking his head.

“Do you want your daddy to kill me?”

“No, daddy wouldn't notice it if you stuck it in the back garden and tied it to a bush.”

Joanna commented, adding a sneaky little blink. Sirius laughed again.

“First things first, sugar, your daddy is standing right over there and can hear. Let's get you ready to eat.”

Dinner started off smoothly. You tried to speak quietly to Walburga but were only getting one or two-word responses. If you needed any more proof that your mother-in-law didn’t like you...this was it. You could feel Regulus tense beside you.

“It's okay, love.”

You whispered quietly as Sirius leaned back in his chair. He gave you an eyebrow wiggle before speaking.

“So, mum, what got you out of the stone-cold manor? Did you get that steak out of your heart finally? You have surely missed a lot of Joanna’s life...although she doesn't look very concerned.”

Joanna was happily ignoring everyone and nibbling on her little plate of noodles. She didn’t seem the least bit concerned with anything that was going on around her.

“That’s very amusing, Sirius. I thought that the two of you should know that I am remarrying.”

Both Regulus and Sirius dropped their forks as your eyes rolled up, clearly shocked.

“Is that supposed to be a joke?”

Regulus questioned. Sirius started laughing so hard that he had to put his head down.

“Is the guy desperate or already on the verge of death? Did you meet him on evil witch weekly’s personal page?”

Walburga frowned. This was clearly not the reaction that she expected. She had planned on Regulus being a little more supportive than her elder son.

“You’re not funny, Sirius. I decided to meet someone who enjoys my company?”

Sirius snorted.

“Does he enjoy you smacking him around or just ignoring him like you did dad?”

Walburga put her fork down.

“Regulus, do you have anything to say?”

Regulus chuckled. This whole situation was completely ludicrous.

“I thought that you only loved yourself.”

Walburga stood up and threw her napkin down on the table.

“I thought that I would get some support from my son. I didn’t come here to be made a fool.”

Walburga turned and stormed from the house without another word. Joanna was the next to speak.

“Granny needs a nap.”

Sirius nodded and stood up to take his plate to the sink.

“Sure does, Jojo, a nice nap in a big wooden box...six feet under. Who wants cake?”

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[minty-playhouse]

Rambling about this one Monkees + Who Crossover of mine...

So lately I've been thinking about this idea I had way back when I was 18-19 where I wanted to write a series that picked up from where the Monkees TV show ended. They would still be living at the pad by the beach, they are slightly more famous but still didn’t really make it BIG, and then one day another band moves down the street they live in. It's The Who and they hit it off because hey, music inclined individuals, cool.

And then a bunch of Monkees' typical shenanigans ensue along with shippy stuff. I never planned on adding any type of explicit content to this, just silly, fun stuff and feelings talk! Maybe some small bit of angst here and there, as a treat. But I kind of want it to have the same energy as the Monkees TV show where nothing was really THAT serious.

So, I wanna put my ramblings here and I’m putting them under a read more for brevity!

So, first things first, characterization, because even though the Monkees have very defined personalities on the TV show I wanna twist them a tad (mostly by borrowing stuff from the movie) and also just establish the personalities for The Who.

Micky Dolenz: Lil' sunshine goofball as always, and is INCREDIBLY curious about the new people that recently moved in. Him and Moonie hit it off almost instantly because they are both chaotic drummer gremlins who like to cause mischief. Can be a little sarcastic and cynical at times if his patient runs short (rarely happens, but hey).

Mike Nesmith: Still 'the serious one' of the group, and still the most responsible. Has taken an interest in conceptual music. Hits off with Pete who also has some interesting takes when it comes to music creation, and he's glad he found someone who's also serious and not super chaotic (most of the time).

Davy Jones: Still the thirsty boy everyone knows and loves. Fun loving, goes to parties often but seems to be leaning into the idea of finding someone "for life" instead of flirting with everything that moves. Is still the shortest despite Roger not being too far behind.

Peter Tork: More "himbo" than completely dumb, still very much into hippie counter culture which makes him a bit of an outlier in the group. Has been into music making something fierce lately. Is very bad at reading people's signs aka he doesn't understand flirting very well. Says some pretty deep stuff from time to time that catches everyone off guard.

Roger Daltrey: Labelled the "pretty boy" of the group, has a thing for fashion and is probably the one that dresses the best among all the Who members. He jokes a lot about things but he's quick to anger and has a short temper (but he cares for his friends even if he comes off a little harsh).

Pete Townshend: No non-sense guy who just wants to be left alone and make music but is roped into shenanigans against his will. His bond with Mike becomes pretty strong. He's just lanky and quiet and a bit awkward. He's not very good at opening up to others.

Keith Moon: Absolute gremlin of a boy, and it just gets worse when him and Micky are together. Energetic and enthusiastic, with a clear interest in making things go 'boom'. Has an inclination for crossdressing, which just adds an extra layer to already chaotic shenanigans.

John Entwistle: Quiet, but in a completely different way than Pete is. Everyone believes he’s into dark, almost supernatural stuff but no one is brave enough to ask and confirm. Actually very scary when pissed off, but he’s a very patient guy so it doesn’t happen often.

Sure enough their personalities are a little more "complex" than what I described but this is the general gist of it. And since we are here let's talk ships (both platonic and romantic!)

Micky + Keith = Always 'up to no good', absolutely cannot be left alone or they will cause mayhem. Keith also hears word about that one time Micky had to crossdress and tries a little to hard to convince Micky to embrace it and join him in on the silliness.

Peter/Davy = Davy slowly comes to the realization that he has a huge crush on Peter, but because Peter is bad at reading flirting it's quite the challenge for them to get together. Their relationship is pretty much "Davy is awestruck and Peter is just 'this is nice :D” (yes, I am aware that Peter was absolutely enamored with Davy IRL but let me dream!)

Mike/Pete = Their mutual interest in making more complex music makes them grow closer, and before they know it they are genuinely interested in each other. It takes forever for the others to catch up on them being 'a thing' because they never really display their affection for each other in front of others. It takes everyone by surprise.

John/Keith = Literally EVERYONE knows they have a thing for each other. Everyone but them. It's even more obvious to everyone when they catch up on the fact that John has lost his patience with everyone but Keith. They are the complete opposite of Mike and Pete where they are literally together all the time and everyone is frustrated that they won’t hook up!

Roger + Davy = They bond over being short and also being the ones who are super into dressing up fancy/fashion. They exchange beauty tips you can't convince me they don't.

I could talk about the ideas I have for plots and whatnot, but this post is already way too long as it is, I’ll write more about this later, that you can be sure of! Also feel free to reply to this post with anything you might want to know more about, I’m falling in love with this concept all over again!

[sunflowerryvol6]

Cheat Day Part 2

I don't know what made me write this, but I hope this makes some sense. Dedicated to the sweetest @hstyleswomen @harrysficreblog

Masterist

Warnings: Angst

WC: 2800

Six years later.

The first few years of the split were brutal. You both couldn't spend a moment in the room with each other without crying or fighting. There seemed to be no end to your suffering, it seemed. But like all wounds, time heals most. You just needed some time to get your head in the game. Luna was your priority, after all.

Harry and you had found a rhythm in co-parenting. He would have her on weekdays for half the month, and rest you would have her. You both would alternate on weekends. As years have gone by, you both have learned to spend more time together, for Moonie's sake. Last year, you went on a vacation too. You, Moonie, Harry and his girlfriend Lisa. You and Lisa didn't have a great start, but both of you decided to hash it out for the sake of your little girl. She loved Moonie as her own, and you couldn't be more grateful. Lisa and Moonie had a beautiful relationship; she was a friend you little moon needed. Whenever Harry and you had arguments, Lisa would take Moonie and excuse herself out of the crossfire. Spending time with Lisa has made Moonie realise that it's possible to have more than one parental figure, and you can love them all the same. You couldn't be happier. You had finally got the opportunity to dive back into work fully and have a support system. That's what Lisa and Harry had become to you. Your support system.

Lisa and Harry met two years after the split. She had always been very kind to you, but it took you some getting used to the idea of your ex-husband with somebody else. So, of course, there was friction at first, but over time once you got to know her a little bit, you both got on very well. It definitely has something to do with the way she treated your daughter.

Lisa was a widow. Her husband and the little boy died in a freak accident. She never told you the details of how it happened, but it was something she was dealing with on her own. Harry had supported her through her grieving process, and that's what brought them together. It can seem odd to people how they got together, but those who know them know they're great for each other. Harry had changed too, since meeting her. He had a newfound appreciation for his daughter and his ex-wife and the relationship they had. That's what pushed him to work through the differences he had with you. He had to find a way to make things work and still be in your daughter's life. It took a lot of fights and compromise. But in the end, you two decided to put your past behind and march on ahead as a family. Even though it's not what you had signed up for in this relationship, but that doesn't mean you're not grateful for it.

It was Friday night, and Harry and Lisa would be coming in with Moons anytime now. It was a tradition you three had started for your little girl. Anne was coming over too. She wasn't happy with what happened, but she made peace with the situation like her son. You had taken the home you and Harry had bought, and he'd moved into another house close by. You both decided you needed to be closer to Luna. Even though it had led to multiple fights, in the end, you knew it was the best decision to stay close by. A few years ago, when Luna's appendix burst, he was close by to drive you both to the hospital and took care of at the hospital. When you have to go on work trips, he is there to take her in. It's an unconventional set-up, but it works.

Harry walks into your house with a very smiley Lisa on his arm. "Why are you smiling so much?" You ask her. She shows you her hand coyly. "Harry proposed to me this afternoon." Anne looks up from her phone, surprised. She smiles wide and the couple "Oh honey! I'm so happy for you both!" She rushes to hug the couple. Luna runs up to Lisa and Harry to embrace them. "I'm so happy for Pa! and you too, Lise!" Harry reaches down to her level and kisses her on the cheek. You were just standing and watching this exchange, kind of stunned. You knew they were serious, but you didn't think he was going to propose. You quickly recover and walk over to Lisa, "I'm so happy for you, Lisa! Congratulations!" You hug her, and over her shoulder, you can see Harry looking at you, and you wipe your eyes quickly and pull away from the hug.

The night goes better than you'd expected. You all celebrated with a nice bottle of wine and stories of how they met, and she told stories of her first few times interacting with Moons. Overall it was a beautiful night of reminiscing. Too bad you disagreed. You'd had a little too much to drink and caught Harry looking over to you every time you refilled your glass. You knew better than to call him out on it. So you just sat in a corner and wished you'd disappear.

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You wake by the incessant ringing coming from your phone. It's Harry. It's pretty late for him to be calling you, so you answer. "Harry, what's wrong?" You ask.

"Open your door; I'm outside." He speaks. You look at the time on your phone and get back on call. "What are you doing here? Why'd you call?" You ask again. "Just come out. I'll explain." You get out of bed and wear your robe and walk downstairs to your main door.

"Harry. What are you doing here? Are you drunk?" You look at him, confused.

He walks in. "I shouldn't have done it. I shouldn't have asked Lisa to marry me. I knew it when I broke the news to you today. I knew it was a bad call. I thought you wanted me to move on, but looking at your face today, I couldn't believe I had done that to you." He breathes out.

You look at him wide-eyed at his confession. "What the fuck? Did you just walk in here thinking you were going to make this stupid fucking argument and I was going to fall for it?" You say to him.

"Y/N, I know you love me."

"Of course, I love you, you bloody moron. I do, and I have for the last 15 years. But you cheated on me, remember? And you brought Lisa into our lives, whom I love very dearly, by the way. So what do you think was going to happen?"

"I can't stand being away from you. Living so close, yet you won't let me come near you. It's been killing me slowly each day." His lip was trembling as tears well in his eyes.

"Harry, you made this choice 4 years ago. You asked her to marry you. Why would you do this to me now?"

"I just need to kiss you once, please. Harry pleads.

"Think about Luna. Think about what you're ruining for her. We have already broken up our family. You can't break it anymore and cause her pain, please. I love you, I do. Very very much, and I can't stand here and watch you ruin yet another relationship, Harry."

"Please listen to what I'm saying. I love you, goddamnit! I need you to recognise that. I need you to tell me it will be okay, and we will be okay."

"We are okay, H. As okay as we can be. Please go back home to your fiancé, and don't bring this up again ever. For the sake of our daughter. Please." You're pleading with him now with tears streaming freely.

You turn around and walk back to your room. You laid back on your bed and cried quietly into your pillow.

You knew what you were going to do.

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You stand outside the door of your ex's mother. You have no idea how you will tell her what you have done to her daughter-in-law to be. But you had no one to turn to. So, you ring the doorbell and wait for her to open the door.

"Hello, darling! What a wonderful surprise!" She beams at you. You give her a small smile and walk into the house. You get comfortable on the couch in the living area while she closes the door and comes up to where you're sitting. "Moonie didn't want to come along?" She asks as she goes back to folding the laundry you had caught her in the midst of. "No, it's just me today." You spoke. "Let me put on some tea, and we'll have a good ol' mother-daughter chat. What d'ya say?" She smiles. "Yes. That sounds like a great plan." You smiled.

You both sat at the kitchen island, sipping on peppermint tea and mindlessly talking about things and catching up. You had yet to tell her. "Darling, let's stop beating around the bush, shall we?" Anne says to you. You freeze. She couldn't have known, but she definitely knows what's up.

"Harry came to talk to me the night he proposed." You looked down at your cup shamefully. Anne reached out to place her palm on yours, "I know. He told me." She smiles sadly.

"Yeah, and I can't live here anymore knowing how he feels." You whisper. "Are you going to tell him?" Anne seems calm like she understands how this must feel. "No." You look up at her with tears welling up in your eyes.

She gets up from across the table and comes around to where you are seated. She reaches out to you, and you lean into her and hold her waist, silently crying.

"Everything will fall in place, my child."

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You travelled a lot the following month, so it was easier to avoid Harry after that conversation you had. You had spent countless nights crying into your pillow. You knew you had to go back to therapy. You couldn't slip now. You had been doing so well.

Moonie was supposed to stay with you tonight. Harry would be dropping her off from ballet any moment now. You had been avoiding him ever since the incident between you too. You couldn't bear to look at him or Lisa. You just made up excuses most Fridays, some of which you were travelling, so it wasn't that big a deal. You were home to spend time with your girl and back to the office. Today, you'd just have to suck it up and face him. You didn't know what you'd say, but you couldn't avoid him forever. The thought alone had your stomach-churning. Suddenly the tacos you had for lunch didn't seem to be such a great idea. You walked into the kitchen and poured yourself a glass of cold water. You took an icepack from the fridge and carried both the items, and sat back on the couch with your head leaned back. You checked your phone for the time, and just in time, the bell rang. You got up from the sofa and walked up to the door. Opened the door to find Moonie, Harry and Lisa, all standing in front of you. You could see her ring glistening even in the porch light outside your home.

Suddenly you felt lightheaded and reached for the doorframe to steady yourself. Before you could think, you sunk down. But Harry was quick to catch you. Harry knelt beside you and laid your head on his lap, "It's okay, you're okay." He said softly. "Lisa! could you bring her some water, please". That's the last thing you heard before you passed out.

He was still standing behind you. "Are you feeling ill?" You rolled your eyes at him, you tried to sit up, and he helps you. "No, I think it's just the travelling." His eyes softened at your comment, "I've been calling you; you know? Why didn't you answer any of my calls?" He asks.

What were you supposed to say to that? I'm sorry that you want to leave your fiancé for me? Instead, you just shrugged. "I've been busy, Harry. Actually, I don't feel so good right now, so could we maybe talk about this later?" You turned to look at him. He moved backwards and out of your way to give you some room. "Yeah, sure. Can I get you something? I can stay with you for a few hours." He asked. "No. That won't be necessary, Harry. Please go home."

You walk into the living room and find Lisa making a cup of tea. "Hey, you feeling any better?" She smiles at you. She pours the tea into a cup and brings it over to you, "It always helped me, so I figured why not?" You thank her and take the cup from her.

"Yeah, I think it's just the stress from travelling so much. I'll be okay in a few days. I think I'm going to turn in." You asked. "Of course, darling. You just feel better, okay?" She smiles at you. "Honey, Let's head home and give this one some time to rest." She walks up to Harry and puts her arm around him, and sweetly pecks his cheek. He smiles, but it doesn't quite reach his eyes. "Yeah, I'll just go say goodbye to her", And he walks towards your daughter's room.

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Harry : I need to see you, please.

You: Come over after dinner today.

Harry: See you x

"Are we going to talk about what happened?" He raises an eyebrow at you. "I think we're past the stage of talking at this point." You sigh. "What do you mean?" He asks. He's furrowing his brows at you like he does when he's concerned about something.

"I'm leaving, Harry."

"What."

"Yeah, I have been planning it for 2 months now. I don't know how long I'll be gone."

"I came to tell you that I ended things with Lisa, and I wanted to give us a real shot. Give Moonie an actual shot at a family."

"I don't need to tell you anything, really. We can figure out the details of how we're going to manage custody later over text or call."

"So you're just going to leave your daughter go to god knows where?" He asks you.

"I can't be here anymore, Harry. This opportunity will bring countless more opportunities for Moonie and me. And I need to do this for myself. Now, if you will please." You show him the door.

That was the last time you'd see Harry for a long time. But that's something he didn't need to know.

You didn't know if you'd be able to go through with it. But it had to be done. If Harry were to leave Lisa or not, it had to be on his terms, not because he was in love with you.

A few months later

When you told Anne about your plan, she wasn't exactly on board. But she understood, and she loved you. So, of course, she brought you to her farmhouse for you to stay. You and Luna made an agreement that she wouldn't tell her Pa that you're camping out here. Anne would bring her down on weekends. You'd found a strange confidante in your daughter. Not that you'd go into the details of your relationship with Harry, but she understood many things that you didn't give her credit for. That's how you spent the past few months. Getting to know your daughter, who hadn't been a stranger to your problems with Harry, even though that's how you wanted it to be.

You were sipping your morning coffee as you check your emails for anything you had lined up for the day. The date was looming over you, and you just needed to be as distracted as to not think about the wedding happening right now. You need to occupy yourself with work. So, you open the email folder and find an email from Lisa. She has tried to reach out to your multiple times on call and via text, but you always make an excuse about work or being sick. With time she stopped reaching out so often, and you felt less guilty for moving away.

Dear Leyla,

I can't say I haven't missed you these past few months. Hope you're well. I'm getting married today, and you're not here. In a way, I get why you left. But I just wanted to let you know that I wanted you here, just as much Moonie and Harry. Especially him. But you already knew that, didn't you?

With time, I hope he loves me just as much you love him.

Love,

Lisa.

You couldn't stop crying now. You knew that she knew.

[thebadgerclan]

Harry Potter Masterlist 2

FIRST MASTERLIST HERE

** indicates smut

Harry Potter x reader

Self-Critical- After a raid goes wrong, Harry finds solace in your arms and the bath...

Better**- Your plans got rained out, but you don’t mind...

Better Than Treacle**- Better than treacle, now that’s saying something...

Safe Now- When he’s with you, he knows he’s safe...

Secrecy- It has to stay between you, it just does...

On The Line- Harry won’t risk your life...

Wrong Order- Harry doesn’t regret last night at all...

Caught- Sex in your parents’ house isn’t a good idea...

Just Be Yourself- Harry gets some relationship advice from his godfather...

Under The Stars- A warm summer night under the stars...

My Baby- Sometimes, Harry needs to hear how much you love him...

In Time- It doesn’t feel real yet, but it will, in time...

Just Another Teenager- Harry’s just another teenager...

Pretty Damn Cool- Harry teaches you to cast a Patronus...

Hermione Granger x reader

SFW Alphabet

NSFW Alphabet**

Fred Weasley x reader

A Little Bit Of Fun**- Fred decided to have a little fun with you today...

Perfect**- There are so many words to describe your boyfriend...

Sweet- Complementary desserts and diamond rings...

George Weasley x reader

For Years- He’s waited for 2 years, he’ll love you for so many more...

Pay Attention- George can’t seem to pay attention at Order meetings...

SFW Alphabet

NSFW Alphabet**

Flying- You conquer your fear of flying...

Cat and Mouse- George thinks your costume is positively adorable...

Charlie Weasley x reader

Being Married To Charlie HCs

Charlie As A Dad HCs

Domestic Life w/ Charlie HCs

Dating Charlie HCs

Bill Weasley x reader

Being Married To Bill HCs

Smut HCs**

Yet**- You haven’t gone that far yet, but tonight, you will...

Oliver Wood x reader

Mo Leannan- Oliver’s training sessions run late...

The Alchemist- He’s not the best with words, but he’ll tell you how much he loves you every day...

Not A Beater- Oliver isn’t a beater, that’s for damn sure...

Not As Beautiful As You- Oliver takes you to a beautiful waterfall, but it’s not the most beautiful thing there...

Busy Week- You’ve both been so busy and you miss your boyfriend...

Victory**- You help Oliver celebrate after winning the Quidditch Cup...

Tom Riddle x reader

The Only Exception- Tom doesn’t care that you’re muggle born

The Dark Lord and His Dark Lady- While he sometimes doubts, you are his and he is yours...

Anniversary- Yours and Tom’s third anniversary...

Draco Malfoy x reader

A Different Side- Draco can let his walls down around you...

The Price Of Being A Malfoy- You’re everything his family isn’t...

Lucius Malfoy x reader

Real Love- Lucius truly loves you...

Regardless- Lucius doesn’t care what anyone else thinks...

No One Better- He thinks that after all he’s done, you deserve better...

Work Of Art- Your art is the most beautiful he’s ever seen...

Satisfied**- Lucius’ cock always leaves you satisfied...

Whenever You’re Ready- Lucius adores you in every single way, but he’ll wait until you’re ready...

Being Insecure About Small Breasts w/ Lucius**

Heal Your Broken Heart- Your heart’s been broken, but Lucius wants to fix it...

Sex w/ Lucius HCs**

Day Off**- Lucius takes a day off, and spend it teasing you...

Never Felt Like This- Lucius has never felt like this about anyone...

All Yours- Lucius gets jealous, even though you’re all his...

Star- Lucius never realized how famous you are...

I Am Yours- You’re disheartened when you find out that Lucius has mistresses, but he is yours and yours alone...

SFW Alphabet

Watch Yourself**- When you’re feeling down, Lucius shows you just how perfect you are...

NSFW Alphabet** 

Lucius w/ a Virgin Reader HCs**

Lucius Comforting a Sad Reader HCs

Jealous/Possessive Lucius HCs

Ruined News- His actions ruined your good news, not that he’d care at this point...

Kissing HCs

Lunch Break**- You visit Lucius on his lunch break...

Oral HCs**

Pretty Girl**- You like it when Lucius tells you how well you’re doing...

All Of You**- You’re ready to give Lucius all of you...

So Good**- His teasings fell so good, but you need more...

Body Worship HCs**

Lucius As A Soft Dom HCs**

Collar- Picking out your first collar...

Rules**- You broke a rule...

Newt Scamander x reader

Second Niffler- Newt and Phil see your form for the first time...

Never Felt Happier- Newt has never been happier than he is right now...

Sham- Newt will remind as many times as he has to: you are not a sham...

Always Protect You- Newt won’t let anyone or anything hurt you...

Not Always Innocent- Newt always assumes they’re innocent...

A Few Drinks- After a few drinks, Newt has to remind you that you’re together...

Still Like You More- Newt is afraid to take you into the case...

A Fire Burning In My Heart- You feel exactly what the lyrics say...

Trying To Tell You- All week, you’ve tried to tell him...

Racing Hearts- You make his heart race, and he makes yours race...

His Shirt**- Newt can’t resist you, seeing you in his shirt...

That Time Of The Month-Newt takes care of you during your period...

Take Care Of My Baby**- When Newt wakes up hard, you take care of him...

Pretty Kitty- Animagi take on traits of their forms, but Newt doesn’t know about yours...

Lonely- Newt’s been working constantly on his book...

Lost Niffler- A lost niffler leads to a new relationship...

Jealous of the Niffler- He knows it’s silly, but he’s still jealous...

Cedric Diggory x reader

I Know I’m In Love- Cedric had an amazing afternoon...

Make A Move- He knows how you feel, but he’s waiting for you to make the first move...

Back To Her- He was so scared he wouldn’t come back to you...

A Bit Nervous- Cedric’s a bit nervous to ask you to the Yule Ball...

Spicing Things Up**- It might not have been a very productive conversation, but you’ve certainly spiced things up...

Life After- You both dream of a life after the war...

Broom Cupboard- The Head Boy and Girl caught snogging...

NSFW Alphabet**

SFW Alphabet

Here (TW: ABUSE MENTIONS)- Your brother shows up at Hogwarts...

The Golden Boy’s First**- Cedric’s first time...

Neville Longbottom x reader

December Afternoons- A picnic in the snow...

Spin The Bottle- Fred and George introduce a muggle party game...

Soul Marks and Nifflers- He was afraid he’d never find you...

SFW Alphabet

NSFW Alphabet**

Staying In**- The two of you stay in today...

Lily Evans x reader

New Record**- You’ve never done 5 before...

Chilled- Quidditch in the cold...

Oral HCs**

Braids and Patroni- Lily braids your hair while you work on your homework...

Burnt**- You get a bit distracted while Lily’s baking...

Broken Hearts and Friendships- You won’t put her through that stress anymore...

SFW Alphabet

NSFW Alphabet**

James Potter x reader

Dating James HCs

Best/Worst Things About James HCs

Serious James HCs

Domestic Life w/ James HCs

Oral HCs**

Sirius Black x reader

The Man I Fell In Love With**- He’s changed, but he’s still the man you fell in love with...

Got It Bad- Though Gryffindor lost, Sirius is extraordinarily happy...

Home Safe- They both come home that night...

Her First Match- You wouldn’t miss this match for the world

Handsome- You see Sirius shirtless...

Distracted- Your thoughts are anywhere but the meeting...

Part 2: Puppy**- Sirius knows how to please you...

Oral HCs**

Want Him**- He wants you and you want him...

First Christmas After- His first Christmas as a free man...

Take Care Of You**- Sirius needs you to take care of him...

Jealous/Possessive HCs

Blankets- The heat’s out, but you don’t mind...

Sentenced- Halloween night in Godric’s Hollow...

Starlight- Sometimes, Sirius can’t believe he’s really home...

Padfoot’s Lament- Now he’s free, but you are gone...

A Nap, Interrupted**-  Sirius interrupts your nap, but you’re not upset...

My Idiot- Sirius thought it was a good idea to climb the Whomping Willow

Our House, Our Home- Your house doesn’t smell like home, which distresses your Omega...

Picking Out Your Baby’s Name w/ Sirius

Sirius Black Reacting To You Telling Him “I Don’t Date People Prettier Than Me”

Convince Me- He’ll spend the rest of his life convincing you he’s not a player if that’s what you want...

My Good Puppy**- Sirius’ behavior has earned him a reward...

All I Need- You don’t need dates or fancy dinners...

Seconds Away- Death was seconds away from both of you...

Face**- Sirius wants you to sit on his face...

1,095 Days- Three years, and this is how you’re repaid...

SFW Alphabet

A Hero’s Death- Sirius finds out what really happened to Regulus...

Return The Favor**- Sirius’ stamina is a bit low, but you don’t mind...

Can’t Hurt You Here- He doesn’t quite believe it yet, but nothing can hurt him here...

Different Scent- Sirius comes home, but your scent is different...

The Art of Distraction- Sirius is infinitely skilled in the art of distraction...

Hellscape- These raids are dangerous...

Brother’s Best Friend- Dating your brother’s best friend, what could go wrong?

Out In The Open- It’s all out in the open now...

Enjoy The View- You get a glimpse of your man fresh out of the shower...

Failed Exam- He’ll always be there to make you feel better...

Remus Lupin x reader 

Rough and Hard**- As it turns out, Remus isn’t always so tender...

Hurt (platonic)- When you’re hurt on a mission, Sirius jumps to a conclusion...

Vacation**- A week of relaxation...

Dating Remus HCs

Creatures Of The Night- You’ve known since you met...

Best/Worst Things About Remus HCs

Moony’s Needs**- Moony needs you...

Part 2: Pack- You’re part of his pack...

Domestic Life/ Kids w/ Remus HCs

Being Insecure About Small Breasts w/ Remus

Confident, Lycanthropy Accepting Remus HCs

Dating Remus Since 4ht Year & Being Couple Goals HCs

Oral HCs**

The Rest Of Your Life- Graduation’s almost here...

Getting Eaten Out From Behind HCs**

Mornings w/ Kids HCs

Tomorrow Isn’t Promised**- Tomorrow isn’t promised, but right now, you can push those thoughts aside...

Spanking In The Dorms/Prefect’s Bathroom HCs**

Sex At Hogwarts HCs**

Recuperation-Like every month, you care for your lover after the full...

My Forever- You’re his forever, he knows that for certain...

Honeymoon HCs

The Marauders Coming To Visit Your New Baby HCs

Her Big Bad Wolf- The annual Gryffindor Halloween Party...

The Healer’s Day Off- Every month, you take time off to care for you love...

Scents- Your scent changed, and Moony isn’t quite sure why...

Grind**- Remus finds you when you don’t show up for dinner...

The Forest- A trip into the forest gone wrong...

Mine Alone**- He’ll let him watch, but you’re his and his alone...

Pink- It happened with no words...

Nicknames- Remus discovers your new favorite nickname...

Panda In The Forest- This bear definitely doesn’t belong here, but Moony knows who it is...

Vulnerable**-Sometimes, Remus can let himself be vulnerable...

Transformation- Remus is suspicious of how much time you’re spending with Sirius...

Everything To Me- Remus’ insecurities get to him, but you remind him that he is everything to you...

After The Battle- Remus comes to you after the battle...

Your Kiss- The first kiss of many...

Provide For You- You have more than enough money to provide for him...

NSFW Alphabet**

Beautiful Body- After someone comments on your body, Remus helps you feel better...

SFW Alphabet

Months- Remus has liked you for months, but he’s shy...

Professor Lupin’s “Assistant”**- An evening spent between Professor Lupin and his “assistant”...

What You Want To Call Me**- Remus isn’t what you want to call him...

More Pregnant**- Remus know he can’t get you more pregnant, but at the moment, he doesn’t care...

Safe and Loved- After the full moon, Remus needs to feel protected...

Perfect Evening- Your dress might be ruined, but your evening is not...

Dangerous- Even something as simple as going to the store is dangerous now...

His Alpha’s Arms- Remus is overjoyed to be back in his Alpha’s arms...

Battle Scars- His scars are marks of strength...

Interrupted- Yours and Remus’ make out is interrupted...

Trading Jabs- It’s all in good fun...

Quiet Down- The office isn’t warded...

Severus Snape x reader

The Two Of Us- It’s been so long since you’ve had time together...

First Place- He knew you could do it...

Full Marks**- You’ll do anything to raise your grade...

So In Love With You- The rest of your lives is ahead of you...

Lioness- Severus didn’t want to go to the party, but you still find a way to help him enjoy himself...

After Everything- He deserves more than you can give, but you’re his nonetheless...

One Little Thing- Arguments happen, but it still hurts...

It Was You- You’ll always defend him, even in the past...

Good Boy**- Severus is many things, but above all, he is yours in many ways...

Cheetah and Bat- Seeing your Animagus inspires Severus to give it another try...

The Perfect Day- Any day is a perfect day when he’s with you...

Be Still**- Severus needs to grade these exams, but you’re both wanting each other...

Nerves**- While you’re both nervous, you both want this...

Different- Even though you just met, you can tell he’s different...

Ink- Severus never took you for the type to have tattoos...

Years Of Yearning- Severus is able to live through a book, years of yearning being somewhat satisfied...

Mistletoe**- Christmas break is finally here...

I Can’t Lose You- The world is dangerous, and he can’t lose you...

Hard- Severus helps you to relax when the world becomes a bit too much...

The Perfect Day- You plan a day out for your lover...

Sweet Affections- Severus loved being in your arms...

The Mark- He has to tell you...

Not Your Fault- He blames himself...

Figure It Out- After Dumbledore fell...

Midnight Patrols-You can’t sleep when he’s not here..

Mistake- The messenger of the prophecy...

Better Off- If this is how you’ll act, he’s better off without you..

Part 2: His Fragile Heart- He was wrong, and he wants you back

Fantasize**- Severus sees your classtime fantasies...

Severus Getting Married To An American Reader So He Can Vote Against Tr*mp HCs

A Life Without You (TW: SUICIDE)- He can’t live without you...

Those Three Little Words- You love each other more than anything, but you seldom say those three little words...

Being Insecure About Small Breasts w/ Severus

Good Grades**- Good grades pay off...

Coming Clean- At your graduation, secrets are revealed

Sex w/ Severus HCs**

Dating Severus and Being A Professor HCs

Kissing HCs

Oral HCs**

Happy Birthday, My Love- The morning of his birthday...

Not All That Bad- Severus shows you that Slytherin isn’t all that bad...

Pick You-You watch The Bachelor with Severus...

Deep Inside**- Severus won’t let you come until he’s deep inside you...

After Everything- After everything he’s done, you still want to be his, forever...

Jealous/Possessive HCs

They Won’t Know**- Severus wants you, and he doesn’t care who sees...

Severus With A Virgin Reader HCs**

The Best Addiction- You’re addicted to him, as he is to you...

See Your Worth- When you’re feeling inadequate, Severus shows you how much he loves you...

Only You- A night spent with your love...

Few Weaknesses- You discover one of Severus’ few weaknesses...

Protective HCs

Hold On For Me- In that moment, it was the only option...

The Most Beautiful Sound- The students mock your accent, but Severus adores it...

Feel The Same- Severus doesn’t want to ruin your friendship...

Never Hurt You (TW: PAST ABUSE)- You know he’ll never hurt you...

Wake Up Call**- You enjoy waking Severus up, between his legs, that is...

Prima Donna- Severus helps you relax after weeks of rehearsals...

The Great White Way- Severus’s jealousy flares seeing you on stage with another man...

Where You Go, I Go (TW: SUICIDE)- You’ll follow wherever he goes...

Beautiful, Gorgeous, Perfect- Severus knows that you feel insecure sometimes, and he knows how to make you feel better...

What Better Wat To Wake Up?**- Severus wakes you up in a very pleasant way...

New Toys**- Severus brings home some new toys...

Only Yours**- Severus makes sure you know you’re his...

Like This**- Severus wants you just like this...

The Letter- You never planned to send it...

Giving and Receiving**- Tonight, you’re both giving and receiving...

Craving Affection-You’re craving Severus’ affection, and he’s more than happy to give it to you...

Obscenely Affectionate**- Valentine’s Day, an excuse to be obscenely affectionate, an excuse which Severus willingly takes...

Your Grace**- Severus teaches you the wonders of the marriage bed...

Hufflepuff At Heart- You may not be a witch, but Severus knows you’re a badger

Restless- You’re on a mission for the Order, and Severus is worried...

Severus Comforting A Sad Reader HCs

Nothing Like Him- Part of him can’t believe you want to have kids with him...

Beauty In Everything- You find beauty in everything, even in things others don’t find beautiful...

Domestic Life w/ Sev HCs

New Style- You braid Severus’ hair...

Not A Dream- Though it feels like a dream, you assure him it isn’t...

Shooting Stars- Everyone wishes on shooting stars, but you already have everything you want...

Smile- It doesn’t matter how big or small it is, Severus will do anything to see you smile...

You’re Mine**- When Severus’ assistant gets a little too friendly, you remind your husband who he belongs to...

An Amazing Father- Severus is afraid of fatherhood, but you know you’ll be alright...

Pretty Little Prefect**- The monthly prefect’s meeting...

Such A Good Job**- You’ve done such a good job pleasuring yourself, Severus wants you to finish it...

Bath Bombs- Severus puts his own touch on muggle bath bombs...

Captivity- His worst nightmare was coming true...

No More- It was just too much...

Nesting- Your heat’s a few days away...

Keep No Secrets- Severus knows he has to tell you, but he’s terrified...

Lots of Practice- Severus has never kissed anyone before...

Happy Anniversary- Your second wedding anniversary with Severus...

Keep You Safe-You know Severus will keep you safe, especially from other Alphas...

Need To See Him- You need to see him, to make sure he’s alright...

All Mine**- When Lucius gets a little too friendly, Severus reminds you that you’re all his...

Be On Top**- Severus wants you to be on top for the first time...

Missed You**- After nearly a week in London, you return home...

Perfectly Fine- Severus takes care of you after a prank gone wrong, and feelings are revealed...

A Galaxy Far, Far Away- You introduce Severus to Star Wars...

Need You Here- After a nightmare, you need your husband by your side...

Long Weekend**- While you don’t make it to most of your plans, you and Severus still enjoy yourselves...

A Little Risky**-You and Severus have some fun at the Order meeting...

Snowball Fight-A snowball fight with your husband...

Finally Home- Your fiance returns home after a month and a half...

Unbothered**- Severus’ isn’t bothered by your period, he still wants to taste you...

NSFW Alphabet**

SFW Alphabet

My Perfect, Beautiful Man**- You give Severus some much needed praise and attention...

Never Cheat On You- Severus thinks you’re cheating, but he couldn’t be farther from the truth...

Slow, Tender, and Sensual**- Your first time with Severus is everything you wanted: slow, tender, and sensual...

The Only Woman I’ll Ever Love- Severus didn’t listen to her, you’re the only women he’ll ever love...

My Princess- For your birthday, Severus treats you like the princess you are...

Spare A Dance For Me- You help Severus teach the Slytherins to dance...

Validation**- Severus craves validation, and you’re more than willing to give it...

Hands**- You watch Severus while he brews.  Well, you watch his hands...

Sweet Spot**- Severus’ sweet spot makes him feel so good...

Grateful- One year after the battle...

Your Heart Is A Treasure- Severus won’t treat you like they did...

The Matron’s Assistant- You return to Hogwarts, and find more than just work...

Make A Bad Day Better- You always make bad days better...

Always Yours- It doesn’t matter what anyone says or does, you’re always his...

Throne**- Severus makes you feel like a queen, especially in bed...

Discipline- You’ve always been light on discipline with your daughter...

Don’t Give A Damn- You don’t give a damn that Severus is younger than you, but he’s still insecure...

Precipice**- Severus decides to play a little game with you... 

Not A Prank- He’s convinced it’s a prank by the Marauders...

Caught- The twins catch you and Severus in an intimate moment...

Nocturnal Conversations- Severus converses with you while you sleep-talk...

The Right Time- It just felt like the right time to ask...

With You- He never thought you could be happy with him...

Eyes On Me**- You want him to look at you when he comes...

My Vow To You- His vow to you trumps all others...

Show You How**- Severus teaches you how to suck his cock...

Bare Face- Severus sees you for the first time without makeup...

Let It Out- After someone shouts at you, Severus makes you feel better...

Denied**- Severus is needy, but you’re busy...

Perfectly Valid- Severus loves you just as  you are...

The Bigger Man- He needs to be the bigger man with Lupin...

Every Inch**- Severus wants to kiss every inch of you...

Every Part- You love every part of him, even the parts he doesn’t...

Get Away- A vacation with your family...

Still New- Your relationship is still so new, you can’t help but be a little flustered...

Entirely Real- You can’t believe that this is really happening...

Cared For- After the full moon, you just need to be cared for...

Little Tease**- Your choice of attire gets Severus a little riled up...

Argument/Making Up HCs

Severus as a Soft Dom HCs**

Too Good**- He just couldn’t hold back...

His Turn- You’ve cared for him, now it’s his turn to care for you...

Twice the Fun**- Severus’ new potion gives twice the fun...

Tail-End**- It might be the tail-end of your heat, but you’re still needing him...

Overwhelmed (platonic)- When things feel overwhelming, help comes from an unlikely person...

My Misstress’ Eyes Are Nothing Like The Sun- When Severus is assigned midnight patrol, you can’t sleep...

Have You Right Here- Your Alpha always knows how to make you feel better...

Severus Snape x reader x Remus Lupin

Now**- After your lovers tease you, you need them now

Punishments and Pleasure**- While the evening began in a punishment, it ended with immense pleasure...

Filled**- A morning in the library..

Waited For You**- You’ve been gone for two days, but your lovers waited for you...

Forgot The Charm**- The three of you seemed to have forgotten the silencing charm...

Remus Lupin x reader x Sirius Black

He’s Home- He’s home, and he needs you...

Life w/ Kids HCs

Happy Birthday- Remus and Sirius treat you on your birthday...

Their Job- They’re your alphas, it’s their job to take care of you...

Help You Feel Good**- Your lovers show you how to use your new toy...

His Beautiful Loves**- Remus loves to watch, but he also loves to join in...

Cuddles- You join your lovers on the couch...

How Do You Want Us?**- Remus fucks you while you fuck Sirius...

SFW Alphabet

Noisy Little Thing**- You need to be quiet, lest the whole Order hear...

Broken Collar- It was an accident, but you’re still very upset about it...

Severus Snape x reader x Lucius Malfoy

Impersonations- It’s all in good fun...

More Than Desperate**- After your lovers tease you all day, you’re more than desperate for them...

Insatiable**- You can’t get enough...

Needy**- Your period makes you horny, and your men certainly aren’t complaining...

Good Beta**- Your Beta takes care of you until your Alpha comes home...

Tonight**- Tonight, they will have them, and they will have you...

Full**- Both your men fill you up...

Feeling Needy**- Severus is feeling needy today...

Snuggles- After a long day, the three of you want to be close...

Fuck Waiting**- They can’t wait anymore, you look too sexy...

Overworked- When school take its toll, your lovers are there...

James Potter x reader x Remus Lupin

Sensual**- Slow, sweet, and sensual...

New Heights**- James and Remus take your pleasure to new heights...

Being Married To, Honeymoon, Sex w/, Twins w/ Remus and James HCs

Wedding HCs

A Future With Them- You can’t wait for the future

Yourself**- They want you to make yourself come...

Good Together**- Remus thinks you two look so good together...

Scars**- You show Remus just how perfect he is...

What Their Home Is Like HCs

Remus and James As Parents HCs

Cedric Diggory x reader x Harry Potter

Dating Cedric and Harry HCs

Cedric Diggory x reader x Hermione Granger

Domestic Life HCs

Sex HCs**

James Potter x reader x Lily Evans

First Heat**- Your first heat...

Harry Potter x Severus Snape

Through It All- Harry has been there through it all...

Paradise- Harry takes his husband away for a week...

Good Boy**- Severus loves being Harry’s good boy...

Slipped His Mind**- Severus forgets something important...

Unwavering- Harry’s support and love for his husband is unwavering...

My Perfect Boy**- When Severus is feeling insecure, his Daddy helps him see...

Much Better**- After a bad day, Harry helps Severus feel better...

James Potter x Lily Evans

James and Lily As Friends HCs

Everyone Can See- Everyone can see they’re falling for each other...

Sirius Black x Lily Evans

Sirius x Lily HCs

Other

Marauders x an Ilvermorny Transfer HCs

[sxnnimoon]

Sebastian Stan x Reader

“You’re on in five Miss Y/L/N.” the stage director told you.

You took a deep breath before hearing your name called to stage.

Nerves set in with the sound of the crowd cheering. Most importantly, you were on edge because he was going to be there.

Walking on stage you see all your castmates, new and old. And there he was next to Scarlett and the only other seat available,the fans were to have a field day with this. This being the first time seeing each other since your breakup almost a year ago. And not to mention the song you were going to perform was about him. You were screwed.

“Welcome Y/n!” Jimmy said.

“Thank you for having me.” you smiled sitting down next to Sebastian trying not to look at him.

“So tell me, what’s life been like since your character disappeared.” he asked.

“Now Jimmy, you know i can’t tell any secrets.” you smirked.

“Oh come on, just one.” he pouted,

“There is no getting her to spill anything.” Evans said,

“She’s not Tom.” Mackie said.

“Hey!” Tom said, hand to his heart.

Everyone laughed.

The interview went smoothly, but you could feel his eyes on you anytime you spoke. It was nice having his attention even when you weren’t trying.

“Now Y/n.” Jimmy began. “I hear you are performing a new song that is to be on the Charlie's Angels soundtrack.”

“New to you all, not to me.” you smiled. “This song wasn’t about anything to begin with, but I went through a rough time half way through the making and it just all went perfect.”

“Well we will look forward to it once we come back.” Jimmy said before going to commercial.

You walked off stage to change outfits. Waiting to be called out made your nerves even more high. Not only was this your first time performing the song, you were scared as to how he was going to react.

“Y/n L/n, everybody!” Jimmy called.

Here it goes.

The music began.

Say you want me anyway, do ya?

You can handle all this fame, can ya?

Like me just the way I are

You flipped your hair looking around while singing. You were in your element but at the back of your mind you knew shit would more than likely hit the fan.

I don’t believe no one no more

Boy, show me what you’re in it for

Been on the low when it comes to love

Said, “Do you like how I look or just how I look on you?”

You could feel his eyes trailing you. Your emotions were rising and all the memories were resurfacing, you needed to keep calm to finish out the performance. You moved your body along with the music really feeling it, your favorite part was coming up.

Cover on a magazine in just two weeks

“Boy to watch”, ain't he just, just too sweet?

Now he ain’t even got time for me

I only see him on the big screen

Woke up at like five, and boy, you wasn’t here

When it’s my fault, she even knows that you’re there

Was I just a transition?

Boy, remember where you come from

You turned and saw him shifting in his seat, everyone looking back at him then to you. It’s like they know it’s about him. You finished out the song with a pose. You bow, blow a kiss to the crowd and wave as they cheer.

“Y/n, that was amazing. Wow.” Jimmy said coming over.

You thanked him.

Jimmy called everyone over before closing out the show. He was behind you.

“We need to talk.” he whispered in your ear.

You tried to keep a smile, but knew it had to be done.

You were walking to your car when Sebastian followed you.

“Mind if I ride with?” he asked.

“Sure.” you said not looking at him.

“Yours or mine?” he asked.

“Mine.” you said softly.

The car ride back to your place was extremely painful. Nothing but tension and silence. It was unbearable, but you knew it wasn’t the place to have the talk you needed. You released the breath you had been holding in as soon as you pulled into your driveway. You got out very slow, trying to drag this out longer. You definitely weren’t ready for this. Walking into your home you were met by your dog, Moony. She immediately jumped into Sebastian's arms, they really bonded when you were together, the break up took a toll on her as much as it did you.

“Let me let her out and then we can talk.” you gave a small smile.

He nodded, returning the smile.

You let her out and made your way to the living room where Sebastian was.

“Still know your way I see.” you giggled.

“Surprised myself too.” he smiled, sitting down.

You sat opposite him on your couch.

There was a moment of silence, neither knowing what to say or who should start first.

“Where to begin.” he mumbled.

You bit your lip, not liking how he said that.

“If this is about the song, then in all honesty,” you began. “It wasn’t intended to be about you, just at the time of writing is when we split up and I was just so angry. I’m sorry.”

You looked away out of fear of a tear falling from looking at him.

“I’m not mad,” he started. “actually, I kind of expected something way worse.”

You giggled.

“I am sorry though.” you said, finally looking at him.

“It’s okay, really. If anything I should be apologizing.” he scooted closer to you.

You went to speak but he shushed you.

“Let me finish.” he was serious.

You motioned for him to continue.

“I know I fucked up by her being there but nothing happened. She means nothing to me. If it means anything, she was there to help.” he stopped to dig around his jacket pocket.

“Help with what Seb?” you rushed out, you were growing impatient not out of anger or annoyance but because you were intrigued with what he meant.

“Now, with everything that's happened. I’m ok with whatever you throw at me.” he said as he pulled out a box.

Your hand came up to your mouth instantly knowing what it was. You wanted to cry.

“Say something..” he said softly.

“I don’t know what to say.” you said not looking at him.

“Whatever you want to do, I am ok with it,” he said, moving closer to you.

You stood up to walk around the area thinking of what to do.

“II-I love you, I still love you but I’m so conflicted with what I want but also what I need.” you stopped and looked at him.

He was already looking at you. He got up and walked towards you.

You turned away not wanting him to see your tears.

“We take it slow then.” he finally said as he grabbed your chin so you could look at him.

He wiped your tears.

“Is that ok?” he asked once again.

You looked up, but nodded.

“Okay.” he gave a small smile.

“I’ve missed you.” you said as you engulfed him in a hug taking in his scent, you sighed.

“I’ve missed you too.” he kissed the top of your head.