#lets hope 2024 is better 🙏

[buttery-chaos]

happy new years everybody!! 🎉🎉🎉

[taasgirl]

monaco pt. 1 - charles leclerc

summary: y/n is new to ferrari and is working very closely with charles, so it's inevitable that they fall right?

a/n: the outcomes of these races are fictional!! they're altered to fit the story, and there's no specific face claim!

PART TWO PART THREE

liked by sergioramos, ynusername, 433, and 4, 982, 011 others scuderiaferrari Your Scuderia Ferrari Formula drivers for 2024 have delivered in Jeddah; Charles Leclerc finished P3, Y/N L/N finished P4. Big points for the team and much to learn 💪

ynusername ❤️🤍 liked by scuderiaferrari

user78312 Now someone fire the people in the pit, y/n ROBBED of a podium i'm so fr

user99203 this is genuinely my fav team partnership!!

user32164 I can't wait to see how they perform together

user80381 it's such a peculiar lineup, but it's perfect

liked by landonorris, scuderiaferrari, charlesleclerc, and 445, 983 others ynusername Pleased to finish in fourth, I promise to do better. Congratulations @ charlesleclerc ❤️🏎️

user17352 "i promise to do better" y/n ur gonna make me cry

charlesleclerc Great race 👊 liked by ynusername

user90313 IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!!

user67392 i know it's her first race w ferrari, but if they fuck my girl up again... #y/ntoredbull

scuderiaferrari We're all so proud of you Y/N ❤️

user88302 call me delusional but she put a heart next to charles' name 😏😏

user79334 she also put a car, are we gonna speculate that too???

liked by ynusername, user33478, user89323, and 547 others user17363 y/n and charles leaving the saudi gp together 💞

user67424 girlfriend or girl that's a friend?

user93843 HAHAHA

user02341 y/n liked omg

user94834 I know they're teammates, but they'd be so cute together

liked by neymar, scuderiaferrari, ynusername, and 5, 894, 449 others charlesleclerc Very proud to start the season with a P3 finish, and to help the team. Also very proud of my teammate @ ynusername, who raced amazingly today.

landonorris Surely you give her the trophy

charlesleclerc No need, she'll win many this season 🤣🤣

ynusername Thank you Charlie

user76382 CHARLIE??? NEW CHARLES NICKNAME UNLOCKED

user89302 charles' gotta watch out, y/n is gonna tear him up

user68332 What a race, Prince of Monaco 🤩

liked by user66739, user89932, scuderiaferrari, and 1, 982, 734, others f1 Charles Leclerc and Y/N L/N arriving to Albert Park in style 😎

user93842 Y/N WEARING RED PANTS!!

user12928 what??

user83901 charles has a superstitution to wear red pants, and it looks like he's got y/n in on it too 😂

user92832 How can two people be so fine

user87382 y/n l/n is getting her first f1 podium this weekend 🕯️🙏

liked by f1, ynusername, olliebearman, and 4, 983, 221, others scuderiaferrari WHAT A QUALIFIER! Y/N L/N WILL START ON POLE POSITION FOR TOMORROWS RACE IN MELBOURNE. She is the first woman to achieve this milestone!

f1 Something Special

user80323 Ferrari don't fuck her up again

user12357 POLE FUCKING POSITION LETS GO

user77443 when max finally has competition 😇🌈💐🤗

user90323 Max genuinely needs to watch his back bc she's gonna take the championship

liked by user56834, sadiomane, lec, and 1, 882, 304 others scuderiaferrari The eyes Chico, they never lie 💫 Y/N (P1), and Charles (P4) are ready for Australia.

user90383 Y/N's shoulders must be heavy from carrying all hopes of ferrari

user89032 and points too

user67393 COME ON Y/N!!!

USER33943 The race is gonna be mental, and I'm here for it

liked by serenawilliams, sadiomane, cristiano, and 6, 873, 944 others scuderiaferrari And in what is her second ever Formula 1 race, Y/N L/N has won the Australian Grand Prix for 2024!

user89043 HOLY SHITTTT

user79334 oh my god max has been overtaken

user66730 About bloody time

user93112 Y/N IS THE MOMENT!

liked by charlesleclerc, danielricciardo, user67474, and 4, 878, 932 others ynusername Y/N L/N Grand Prix Winner has a nice ring to it. LETS FUCKING GOOOOO

danielricciardo Trailblazer 🔥🚒🧑‍🚒

landonorris Can't even be mad about coming 4th when you're first

charlesleclerc So proud of you amor 🫀

user43840 AMOR???

user90394 anatomical heart? wtf charles 😭

scuderiaferrari Our Y/N 👑

user15473 step aside @ maxverstappen, the queen has arrived liked by ynusername

liked by ynusername, carlossainz55, mclaren, and 2, 776, 832 others landonorris Very happy to have picked up points for Mclaren today, but all attention should be on my best friend @ ynusername. She's had my back since we were karting at six, and it's incredible to see her make history. She's the hardest worker I've ever met, and is the most deserving person to have a seat in F1. (And yes, she's already bullied me about beating me to a win).

ynusername my races to win ratio - 2:1. your races to win ratio - 107:0

landonorris Don't make me delete this entire post

ynusername i'm kidding (not really), love u lala

user89823 now this would be a powerful couple

user99311 NOOO HER AND CHARLES PLEASE

user56821 this looks more supportive bf than supportive bff

liked by user78721, user92834, user55738, and 20, 872 user13452 not the entire grid partying after y/n's first f1 win

user88734 off topic but y/n looks so fine in that first pic holy shit

user45679 They all love her so much omg

user73292 y/n and lando this... Y/N AND CHARLES COME ON

user66382 Their chemistry is fucking insane i agree

liked by ynusername, scuderiaferrari, landonorris, and 2, 656, 737 others charlesleclerc Australia was incredible. Congratulations to the best teammate @ ynusername, history maker.

ynusername Thank you Charlie! liked by charlesleclerc

user67382 that second photo is 100% not a selfie two single people would take.

user89293 Brother is in love with y/n

user67262 tbf we all are

user98933 charles x y/n fans wake up, new content dropped

user23348 Sooooo is this a cheeky soft launch...

user67354 is y/n the girl from the party charles 😏😏

sorry guys this is gonna have to be two parts bc of the stupid 30 images rule 😭

Let me know if you like this!! I love getting comments and messages :))

PART TWO

[binniesbooks]

Hi fayee!! Hruu? First time requesting here in ur blog and it wont be my last 😭🙏<3

Soo i have a huge fcking terry rot rn 😭😭 idk if u have seen it but, during the jp tour, tyun covered a song, and the lyrics went like " poker face, but your underwear is wet" AND IM TWEAKING OVER IT😭

May i request dom!taehyun x sub!reader:>

Scenario is reader and tyun having a dinner night with the members and taehyun is holding ur hand. Reader is feeling horny and shes slowly getting wet. Hes hand is slowly going down to ur thighs and suddenly his hand is touching reader's wet underwear, teasing her.

You can add a bed scene where they makeout, just wanna give a thought bc i cannot handle my terry rot rn and need to let this out 😭😭. I hope its fine requesting this:) 💗💗

( actual lyrics that tyun sang 😭⬇️⬇️ )

• UNDER THE SPOTLIGHT

TH 002 .F22 2024

wc 2.7k

pairings dom!Taehyun x sub!reader

warnings pet names, dom Taehyun, public fingering, unprotected sex, creampie (remind me if I forgot something)

faye's note I understand your Taehyun brain rot, because same. lmao. 😭😂 Plus I think the pet name 'sweetheart' really screams Taehyun, wth. And oh, to the one who requested this, I'm sorry for the delay 😖 May you still enjoy this, I hope I did this one justice too. 😵

Never in your life did you think that you would ever meet the great Taehyun, let alone date him. Not because he wasn't your type but because it felt too impossible to happen. However, impossible things happen when we expect them least.

“Sweetheart, dinner at the Han River Restaurant later; be ready, I’ll drop by to pick you up at 6,” Taehyun plants a soft kiss on your forehead in a rush; he was already running late for their meeting for the upcoming event.

You pouted and tugged the hem of his shirt, “That’s not the kiss you always give me when you leave.” Taehyun glanced at the watch on his wrist, he was already 5 minutes late. His phone rang, and Taehyun quickly picked it up.

“Where are you? It’s already 2:05, did you forget about our meeting?” It was Soobin, he wasn't mad if anything, his voice hinted with worry. “Hyung, I’ll be there in a minute, something just… something came up, and I really need to take care of it.” Taehyun glanced at you before he hung up.

Taehyun sat at the edge of the bed, his hand resting on your thigh as you looked at him with puppy eyes and a pout.

“Come here,” he beckoned, “You know I’m already running late, right?” his voice hinting with warning and power. You looked down as you fidgeted with your fingers.

You weren't the clingy type at all, but ever since you two started dating, he spoiled you so much that sometimes you couldn't help how you acted. Being stubborn and bratty most of the time. Trying to get everything you want by being a bratty girlfriend.

“I said, come here, kitten, I’m not playing games today, I’m already late.” “Taehyun,” you whispered, a shiver running down your spine as you met his melting gaze. You had no choice but to scoot beside him. “We don’t get to have everything to ourselves just because we want it,” Taehyun said, placing his hand on your cheeks.

“You better behave, or you won’t like it when I play your games.” You watched him clench his jaw as his thumb pressed down on your lower lip. You leaned your face on his palm as you opened your mouth, sucking on his thumb.

“Kitten, this is my last warning. I am late, keep that in mind.” His furrowing brows stirred something in you. You suddenly let your tongue swirl around his thumb. “You never listen, you brat.” He pulled his hand back and pushed his digits inside your mouth. Your tongue swirled and sucked on Taehyun’s two fingers as you looked at him.

He pulled his hand back again and kissed you. The kiss was sloppy and messy. You were practically drooling as his tongue danced inside your mouth and tangled with your tongue. His hand ran down your chest to your waist. His lingering touches felt hot and electrifying. He carefully slid his hand inside your tiny sleep shorts.

You were holding on to his arm for dear life as you felt so small in his gaze. “You should learn to know when and where you can act like this, tsk tsk,” he clicked his tongue as he pushed his fingers inside you. He moves them at an awfully slow pace. You couldn't help but whimper and moan his name. “T-Taehyun please, more, I’m g-gonna cum…” You whimpered with teary eyes.

Taehyun pulls away, wiping his fingers on your lips. He chuckled at your state when he stood up, you’re too fucked out with just his fingers. “Behave. I’m gonna pick you up later. And do not dare touch yourself. I’m warning you, sweetheart.” His smile was sweet, however, his voice was demanding.

You wanted to cry, you wanted him to let you cum at least before he left. “Taehyun p-please,” your eyes were pleading as you looked at him, squirming on the bed, trying to ease the tingly feeling on your cunt. “No can do sweetheart. I’ll leave now, see you later.” Taehyun kissed the top of your head before he turned around. Before he closes the door, he looks at you once again, giving you the ‘I’m-watching-you-so-you-better-be-careful’.

Maybe luck was on your side. It was because you fell asleep that afternoon, allowing your nearing high to subside for a while. It was safe to say, you succeeded at Taehyun’s command.

You woke up at a quarter to five. Rising to your feet, you trudged to the bathroom. You even thought of touching yourself in the bathroom, but you held yourself back. You didn't want Taehyun to be angry with you so you quickly wrapped your towel around yourself before the scent of his bath soap could overwhelm your senses. Or else it would have ended up with you touching yourself, just by mere soap at that.

While you were doing your hair and makeup, the door to your bedroom opened. It was Taehyun. “I’ll just change clothes, and we’ll go.” He hugged you and gave you a chaste kiss on your lips before he marched to the bathroom to probably wash his face or something.

Before you even stepped inside the restaurant, you could already sense the elegant ambiance it exuded.

“Let’s go, sweetheart, the others are already waiting.” Taehyun escorted you to the table where the others were waiting.

“Hi Y/n, nice to see you again, glad you made it.” Yeonjun gave you a hug and a cheek-to-cheek kiss. You meekly replied, “Hi Jjunie, nice to see you too.”

Beomgyu and Soobin waved at you. Kai almost did not notice you. If Soobin hadn’t pulled him back to the table, he would have stayed engrossed in watching the lights by the river.

You and Kai got along very well. He was always excited whenever he saw you. He would often talk about his new collections of plushies, how his hyungs would be bullying him most of the time, and many other stories he was so fond of telling you.

Food came shortly. The table looked busy with how Beomgyu and Yeonjun kept on bickering just across you and Taehyun. Soobin and Kai could only chuckle and leave side comments as they were sitting on both ends.

The members dug in while teasing to see who had the biggest appetite. You were also enjoying the playful banter, but you couldn’t help when your attention kept drifting back to Taehyun who seemed more interested in you than the food that was served at the table.

His hand rested on your waist throughout the night. Gently massaging your side from time to time, pulling away when needed, and placing it back after. After a while, he clasped your hand in his and lifted it to press a kiss to the back of it. “Cover your eyes, Kai,” Beomgyu playfully said, and the younger did as he was told, emitting laughter from all of you.

You suddenly felt a gentle touch on your thigh. Shit, it might not have been the best idea for you to wear a skirt. The touch felt so light, like a whisper. Taehyun’s hand, warm and inviting, was slowly exploring under the hem of your skirt, gliding just above your knee.

Your breath got caught in your throat as you looked at him with nervous eyes, but only a sweet smile was plastered on his face. “Eat a lot, sweetheart. I know you like it.” You didn't know what he meant by liking it. You bit your lip as you glanced below, watching his veiny hand wander on your thigh.

“What can you say about our upcoming event, y/n?” Yeonjun asked, not aware of what was happening under the table. You forced a smile, nodding, without actually knowing what the question was. Your attention was split between the conversation and Taehyun’s hand ghosting your skin. With Taehyun’s gentle caresses, you felt a mix of excitement and nervousness. He's totally allowing the feeling of lust in you to resurface once again. His fingers, lightly trace your skin, igniting a warm feeling that spreads like a wildfire throughout your body.

You shook your head, trying to focus on the topic served, but the sensation of his hand wandering left you holding your breath and distracted.

“Are you okay?” Soobin seemed to notice how you shook your head. But you weren’t able to reply, too much occupied with the sensation you were feeling.

“Y/n?” Taehyun’s voice broke through your thoughts, pulling you back for a moment. “Did you hear what Soobin had asked?” His mischievous grin hinted that he knew exactly what he was doing, testing the boundaries in the midst of his bandmates. You shook your head slightly, your cheeks warming as you looked back at Soobin, who was currently sharing his thoughts. Completely unaware of the subtle chaos happening at your side.

Taehyun took the opportunity to lean forward, his hand moving higher now, teasingly brushing against your throbbing core. Your breathing hitched. “Focus, y/n,” he whispered just enough for you to hear, his warm breath, sending shivers down your spine. It was a challenge, and the thrill of it made your heart race.

You glanced up at the others; they were too caught up in their own world to notice the growing tension between you and Taehyun. The restaurant bustled around you, laughter echoing, plates clattering, and your legs trembling as he ghosted your core once again.

“Let’s toast!” He announced, raising his glass. Everyone joined in, momentarily breaking the spell under the table. You tried to collect yourself and fix your hiked-up skirt.

As you took a sip of your drink, Taehyun’s hand found its way back beneath your skirt, more boldly this time. The thrill of it left you breathless again. Taehyun slipped a finger inside.

“I hope it doesn’t rain during our event, I don’t wanna get wet.” His innocent smile got you twitching. You bit the glass to suppress the whine that was about to come through, praying it wouldn’t break and wound your lips. You did your best to listen to Kai’s stories, making comments intermittently to avoid drawing too much attention to yourself.

Your thighs pressed together as Taehyun slipped another one, gently pushing in and out of your cunt. His moves were careful, not letting any squelching sounds be heard.

A few more pushes was all it took to have you cumming on his fingers. He kept on sliding his fingers inside, letting you ride your high, wiping his sticky fingers on your skirt afterward.

“Taehyun, is y/n okay? She looks a bit red?” Beomgyu looks concerned at least. Thinking you might be drunk from the liquor.

“Are you okay, sweetheart?” Taehyun was practically pretending. Your head hung low as you bit your lip, a sultry moan about to escape.

“T-Taehyun, I-I don’t feel well, I think we n-need to go h-home now,” you stuttered, your mind hazy. “Sorry guys, I think she caught a cold. She’s so warm.” Taehyun apologized as he placed the back of his hand on your forehead and neck.

“You should head home now, or it’ll get worse,” Yeonjun suggested as he handed you a glass of water that you immediately chugged down.

After saying your goodbyes to the rest of Taehyun’s friends, you stumbled, and it didn’t escape their eyes. Gasping and standing almost at the same time to assist you. “I-I’m sorry, I’m feeling a b-bit dizzy,” you bowed and asked for an apology.

“Noona, please take care on your way home. I still have many stories to tell, but I think you should go home for now.” Kai pouted. “I-I’ll make it u-up to y-you soon, Kai, I p-promise.”

Taehyun escorted you back to his car. His hand found its way back to your core once again the moment he started the car.

“T-Taehyun…” you whimpered. Taehyun chuckled, he knows the difference between your whimper when you’re needy and your whimper when you don’t want it anymore. And he was sure about your whimper just now. It clearly states that you wanted more.

“Needy, needy, needy, little girl,” he grinned. His eyes were fixed on the road, but his hand was busy fucking your cunt again.

“Can you wait until we’re home, sweetheart?” Taehyun asked as he licked his fingers, “Fucking sweet…” Your arm draped over your eyes as you nodded meekly, your eyes teary and cheeks red, your legs were also trembling.

It was not long before you arrived at his house. He’s not rushing at all, instead, it looks like he is taking his own sweet time. You tugged at the hem of his shirt as you stared at him with pleading eyes while he was finding the keys in his pocket.

He pulled your face, crashing his lips onto yours, saliva mixing as he tangled his tongue on yours. He pushed the door open without breaking the kiss, slamming into you in the hallway as he kicked the door close.

He pulled away, saying, "I think you deserve a reward, sweetheart, you did a good job today.” You frantically nodded your head as he smiled at you. Taehyun picked you up, as he headed to the bedroom.

He carefully laid you down, stripping his shirt off. “What’s your reward, pretty? Hm? What do you choose?” He crawled between your legs, hovering above you. You reached out to the tent on his pants and you rubbed it lightly.

“Good choice, good choice,” he commented, nodding at your action. The clinks of the buckle of his belt were the only thing that could be heard aside from your shaky breaths.

“Turn around,” he commanded. He gently pressed your head on the pillow as he raised your ass slightly. “I’m amazed you could keep a poker face while you were still so wet under the table,” he said, pushing your underwear to the side as he lined himself up to your entrance.

“Fucking scream into the pillow now!” He pushed inside you with all his strength as he continuously pounded into you.

“Oh, pretty, you feel so good. You know how to arch your beautiful back, fuck.” His voice was steady, totally taking control of you and your fucked out brain. “T-Taehyun, m-more, please!”

You begged. “Greedy.. so greedy, princess. You really love this, yeah?” His stamina has been no joke ever since he started hitting the gym. “Should I cum inside you?”

“P-please do, wanna be f-full of you.” Your muffled noise and moans were music to his ear as he pounded harder into your cunt.

Taehyun stopped. Edging himself. “T-Taehyun!” You squirmed under him, wanting more. He smirked, as a stinging slap landed on your ass.

“Ah!” He loves it when you’re squealing out in pleasure.

Two. Three. Four. Five more slaps.

“Look at you, cumming with just a slap, you're a slut aren't you?” His hand now wrapped around your neck as he pulled you flush to his chest.

Then he started fucking into you again. Harder. Deeper. Reaching the right spots. He continued thrusting until he came inside you.

“Your pussy feels good as hell, agh!” His hips stutter. But not less than a minute later, he started moving again. His lips were now planting soft kisses and hickeys over your shoulder, hips stuttering for the second time. Your voice resonated through the room as your body trembled. The mix of his cum and yours dripping down your thigh.

“I’m not yet done with your reward, sweetheart. We’re still not done.” Taehyun pants as he pushes you onto the bed, diving in for a missionary position.

@binniesbooks 2024

[kaijuyuri]

Hello everyone, I'm once again sharing @mahmoud-sharif's campaign.

"Today, on 12-8-2024, in these difficult and harsh circumstances, we have a new child from us. We hope that his birth will be in a better condition than the one we are living in, in the genocide and dire circumstances💔🥺 Now we are 6 people, we are more worried about the unknown and what will happen to us and our new child. How can we be safer and protect the child from these tragic circumstances.😔 Please share as widely as possible, the situation has become more difficult now.🙏please help me"

$9,595 USD raised of $60,000

Donations have increased but they are just shy of reaching 10% of their goal. Every bit helps! Please donate if you can, and if you can't please share!! Mahmoud now has a family of 6 to take care, let's help so his children can live in a peaceful future.

My previous post

This fundraiser has been vetted by @/90-ghost

[sanaxo-o]

We can’t be friends (Jake Sim)

Warnings/genre: ah well lovers to strangers, misunderstandings, angst, hurt comfort at the end ig? Not proofread so let me know if there should be any corrections. Plz let me know if more warnings or anything should be here.

Word count: 1,340

Sana: a enhypen post in a while??? This was originally written for TBZ Kevin and i thought I should post something for en- before going on a hiatus so here it is. Hope you guys enjoy it <3 also a huge thanks to @mosviqu for making the banner despite her busy schedule. You ate 😍🙏

Taglist: @cloverdaisies @mosviqu @bella-feed @kimsohn @a-dream-bookmark

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Date: March 30th 2024

Sitting in the corner of the room you stare at all the people mingling with each other, laughing and giggling as if everything is normal and going oh so well in their lives when in fact it’s crumbling apart. 

Taking a sip of the beer which was almost over you look around the room once again when your eyes meet his, staring at you from across the room. 

You could feel your heart beating again, the way it started beating loudly made you scared, not because you feared him but because you feared yourself. 

You swore to yourself that you had moved on from him. After everything you both went through, you thought it’s better if you stayed just as friends but you yourself knew that you both cannot be friends. 

Every passing second of the day made you loathe him more, not because he was your ex but because he just decided to give up on your relationship just like that when you decided it was the end. 

Keeping the can of bear on the nearest table you found you grabbed your coat and walked away from there. Not being able to sit there and act as if everything was alright when it in fact was not. You knew it was not, he knew it was not. 

Date: March 20th 2024 

Sitting on the bed you hold the necklace in your hand as you take in a deep breath. You hated arguing with him, in fact you hated when you would snap at each other simply because you both would bottle up your feelings. 

The countless misunderstandings you both went through meant nothing at this point when your whole relationship is tearing apart like this. 

“What’s the point?” You hear Jake mumble briefly as he sits up from his lying position and places his head in his hands. 

You could feel your heart breaking when you heard his voice for the first time ever since the argument you both had in the living. 

You muster up the courage and strength to speak as you let out the words which were oh so irritating for someone in his shoes because of the obliviousness “What do you mean?” 

You close your eyes when you hear Jake let out a scoff, “You know what I mean, this is not working out. Whatever we have going on, none of it is working out. We can pretend that it’s all fine but deep down you know nothing is. Let’s stop wasting each other's time and just..end it.” Jake says that as he stands up from the bed and grabs his coat to walk out of the room. 

“Can we still be friends?” You ask him, halting in his steps Jake turns around and lets out a small sigh when he sees your expectant eyes which were now filled with tears threatening to fall down and roll down your cheeks. 

“We can’t be friends..” he says as he leaves the room and slams the door of your house shut. 

You sit there in silence as you look around the room, on this very bed you celebrated your 20th birthday with him. 

“We can’t be friends, but I’d just like to pretend…” you mumble to yourself as you bring your legs to your chest and let your tears fall down. 

Date: March 30th 2024 

Time: 12:47 PM

Walking down the street you hug yourself closer as you look up at the sky, it was empty which made you smile but it had no feelings. 

You stop walking when you hear footsteps behind you, turning your head you could feel your face stiffening when you see Jake running in your direction. 

“Are you going back home?” He says once he is in front of you. Giving him a single nod you start walking again, not being able to stare at him for another second. 

Walking in silence you stare at the ground while kicking the stones on the sidewalk. Taking in a deep breath you look up at Jake who was walking beside you. 

In his words he just wanted to make sure you reached home safely. Hence, the reason he decided to accompany you. 

“Do you regret it?” You ask suddenly. You notice Jake stopping in his tracks for a moment only to walk again as he tries to act nonchalant. 

“Regret what?” He asks softly as he looks down at you, his eyes looking like daydreams. You still remember how you always felt seen and heard at night. 

For you night is when you can finally be yourself, you don’t have to hide yourself anymore. 

“Us breaking up…” 

Letting out a deep breath Jake looks at you with a small smile as he holds your hand guides you towards the end of the footpath to sit down on the ground. 

“We needed to put an end to our story Y/N…I did not want to continue feeding on the monstrous fire which was increasing day by day. It’s difficult, yeah…but that’s the best for us.” He says softly as he holds your hands in hid for comfort. 

“It’s hard. Really hard. I don’t know how you’re acting all fine..” you tell him as you pull your hand away from him. 

“I am not fine if that’s what you’re wondering. I tell myself countless times to just wait for you to come back but then I was the one who broke up with you. I wish we could still be friends but I cannot get myself to do it. I cannot pretend to be your friend when I know I want more than that.” He says as he lets out a small sob. 

“I can wait for you. I can wait for your love, I can do that..” you say as you try to stop yourself from crying over this again. 

Shaking his head he lets your hand go as he stands up and helps you stand up. 

“Can I just say one thing?” You say softly, your words coming out slurred as the alcohol starts getting to you. Giving you a small nod he helps you walk towards your house, “Know that you made me the happiest person when we were together. I couldn’t ask for more than what we had…it feels like you left me hanging by myself but I know I would have to move on and let this story die.” 

You say everything in one go as you cough and hiccup. You notice Jake opening his mouth to speak again but you stop him by putting your finger up telling him that you want to continue and that you’re not done yet, “For now, it’s only me but…but I’d like to pretend that we’re still friends, okay?” You say as you look at him with your expectant eyes. 

“Okay…whatever you say..” he says softly as he looks down at your shining eyes which were staring back up at him. “Maybe that’s all you need to move on from me..” he says, mostly to himself but you catch onto it but he doubts you’d remember all this in the morning tomorrow. 

Reaching your door steps he helps you stand straight as he looks through your bag to find your keys. 

“You keep on clinging to your papers and pens, yeah?” You say softly in a joking manner as you enter the house and slam the door shut on his face. 

Letting out a small chuckle Jake looks at your door as he takes a step back, stuffing his hands in his pockets he takes a one last look at your door and walks away. 

That’s an end to a story then, something which was bittersweet. There are some moments he wishes he could forget all together but most of them are the ones he cherishes the most and that’s what matters to him. 

You guys maybe strangers to each other now but the time you both spent as lovers was some of the most valuable ones. 

[deepdrownlamentt]

Hello !! I'd like to req for Lumen and Enforcer kissing hcs (separate) if possible 🥺🙏

↬ enforcer and lumen kissing hcs

content warnings: none

note: ofc u may!!!! i love the welfare boys sm ♡ however their skins are sucking my wallet dry to make up for the fact that they're free ...... i'm sorry this took so long to get to, but i still hope you enjoy!! - ̗̀( ˶'ᵕ'˶) ̖́-

note part 2 (2024 edition): did u know i had this in my drafts since february? wow. crazy. i am so sorry

↬ if you ever happen to catch ENFORCER during work hours, he's fond of sparing a moment to press a little kiss to your lips before he scurries over to his next task, his signature cup of coffee in his hand and a little smile on his face that was much less noticeable a moment ago. he's sorry, he doesn't mean to make you feel neglected, he says — he just has something to finish before he can go on break.

↬ it's during his off-time that he feels like he can spend time with you in earnest. just as he has a habit of kissing you before he goes on his next mission, he also enjoys kissing you as soon as he hangs up his coat for the day. it's less rushed this way, and some days he seems just a little tired, but he's always slow and gentle as he kisses you, as if savouring the feeling of your lips against his, and he always leaves the slightest taste of coffee lingering on your lips as he pulls away.

↬ enforcer is also very fond of peppering your face with kisses, or kissing the backs of your hands or the crown of your head. it's one of his favourite ways to wind down for the day, making a cup of coffee for you both and letting you go on about your day, or telling you about his own. sometimes he might trail off, tracing circles onto your hand with his thumb, and he'll lean forward, just a little, to press a kiss to a blemish on your cheek. it wakes him up better than a sip of his void of black coffee, and is much sweeter to him, too.

↬ when LUMEN kisses you, it almost seems as if he's equal parts eager and shy. he has a tendency to ask you each time before he does, too; while it might ruin any chances of surprising you, there's something endearing in the way he asks, may i kiss you? isn't there?

↬ his kisses are always light and gentle and sweet, like an early morning breeze. he's long past the days when he seemed afraid of coming off too strong — how could he have any sort of worries around you, when you make him feel so at home? — but he can't quite help it when it makes itself known in the barest brushes of his lips against your cheek. it's just how he is, he supposes, and he has to admit that he loves the way you laugh when his breath tickles your skin.

↬ lumen loves kissing your lips, of course, but he also has a habit of kissing aaaall over your hands, over your wrist, your thumb, every scar and callus and bruise. if not that, he might massage your shoulders while pressing a kiss to the nape of your neck. little moments like this at the end of the day are what he looks forward to the most, no matter how tired or haggard the both of you look — he adores you more than he has words to tell you with, but in this, at the very least, he hopes to somehow convey it to you.

[lynn-vdg]

HALLO!!! Im Reading the jjk manga right now so just checking in because it has invaded my brain and rraaaaaaaah jjk jjk jjk… 😭 I BLAME U FOR THIS (I love jjk)

First of all, I LOVE THAT LAWYER SORCERER, he seems genuinely cool and he just reminds me of ace attorney tbh, Edgeworth if he was a jjk character FOR REAL

And this panel is also SO CUTE ONG.. YOU WERE RIGHT YES I AGREE WITH THE FACT THAT CHOSO IS THE BEST. Yuji deserves his brothers for realsies, THEY ARE BOTH AWESOME. And I keep seeing stuff saying how Todo VS Choso would go down, but I kinda think Todo would respect Choso (and ask for his workout routine MAHAHAH)

I’m even starting to get MY FRIENDS to watch it. DeterminedFanartist, aka my pookie 4evahs, IS ALSO WATCHING IT RIGHT NOW!!! My irl bruh called Choso “Cheese” and they ALL SIMP OVER GOJO. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY IRLS SIMP OVER GOJO IT IS CRAAZZZYY…

Maki’s power up WAS DESERVED and oh mah lord… I’m on chapter 202 AND KENJAKU WAS MANIPULATING MAH AMERICAN GOVERNMENT IS KENJAKU 2024 REAL?!?!! 🤩🤩🤩🤩 He’d be my president 🫡🫡🫡🇺🇸🇺🇸🏈🏈🏈🌎🌎���🔫🔫💪💪💪

About to read chapter 203 and… no… wtf like IT IS ALREADY STARTING OFF LIKE THIS. A “you will die” IN ANY MANGA THAT ISN’T STATED TO THE MAIN CHARACTER IS NOT GOOD NEWS…

Praying… praying right now I know EVERYONE is dying in this series but pllleaaseee GEGE LET ME HAVE THIS ONE THING PLEASE PLEASE DON’T TAKE HIIIMMMM PLEASE NO NO NO PPPLLEAASEEE 💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭💔🥺🥺🥺😢😔😔😱😱😢😢😔😔😔😔

Anyways you weren’t lying when you said you were in your inactive arc, hoping you join me back soon DON’T LEAVE ME HERE MICHAEL MICHAEEEEEEELLLL 🔥🔥🔥🔥

I AM ALWAYS RIGHT! MY TASTE IN MEN IS IMPECCABLE! 😈 And yeah you”re SO RIGHT I fucking LOVE Higuruma (Miles edgeworth looking ass.) I don’t know how Gege always cooks so hard when it comes to characters 😩, Yuji’s and Choso’s relationship especially, HE’S THE COOK WHO COOKED UP OTHER COOKS 🙏 And i’m glad my jjk brainrot virus is spreading throughout the utmv/utc or whatever the flippio you call it at this point-

Also my fucking GOAT Maki out here destroying those dumbass sexists is absolute GIRL. BOSS. BEHAVIOR.

Ya better read up, cause in 3 weeks JJK ENDS. actually crazy but it’s true 😭 I miss it already….

Also, another suggestion, if you haven’t watched or read it is Jojo’s bizarre adventure 🤑, outside of part 1 which I dislike and part 3 which was boooooring, part 4 onwards is absolute peak, ESPECIALLY part 7 and 8 (sadly no anime for those yet 😔)

As for my inactive arc, i’ll try to revive more often, because i’ve actually just straight up been DEAD outside of looking at some random notifications I got, ALSO WHAT RLLY PISSES ME OFF IS WHEN I GET A NOTIFICATION ABOUT A SPECIFIC POST AND I CLICK ON IT AND IT JUST TAKES ME TO MY FEED, Like bitch I came to look at a specific post not search up that specific account and go through their posts 😭

As for why i’ve been dead eeehhh it’s mostly just I forgot a bit about Tumblr and started using Discord a whole lot more, not to mention i’m working on utc games 🤑 (Oh fuck, i’m in the money! I love money 🤑)

Now, my final question before I dump my doodles on you…

“Are you brainrotted because you’re 3dogbones, or are you 3dogbones because you’re brainrotted.”

I would post more doodles but there’s a 10 image limit 😭

[lillonvia]

— happy new year, from your dearest lili.

first off, i want to thank all of you guys for making my 2023 such an incredible rollercoaster !! ure all v silly n fun n adorable i js wanna grrRRAAA SMOTHERS ALL OF U WITH AFFECTION TAKE MY FUCKINH LOVE RAAAAHHHH 👹 I LOVE INTERACTING W ALL OF U IT ALWAYS MAKES ME SMILE N GIGGLE LIKE AN IDIOT HEHEHEJFN 🤭🤭 

@idyllic-affections ꒱꒱ ADDIII MY ELDRITCH DEITY N LITTLE SIBLINGGGG 🥺🥺💕💘💖💖💗💘💘💕💝💗💝💖💘💖🩷💘💗 u were my v first moot on this site n ill never forget the fun convos n memories we’ve made over the months <33 ure v dear to me n i herkehehdbd *vibrating uncontrollably* I LOVEEE talking w u n DONT U DARE APOLOGIZE FOR REPLYING LATE RRRRRR 👹👹 /lh ur works always leave me feeling delulu n giddy n i end up imagining different scenarios w certain character nd AAADJFKFKFB I LOVE U SM WAAA

@soleillunne ꒱꒱ ALYYYYY !!! LYSSA !!! UUUU HI BELOVEDDDD MWAHH 😍🥰 i dont feel like weve been talking a lot bUT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY, IM ALWAYS WILLING TO WAIT FOR U UWAAA ure soso precious to me n i js wan give u A BIG KITH N HUGGIE bc i love u vm n u deserve it !!!! 🫶🫶 i hate the fact ure stressed w education n i wish i cld do more for u to help u feel better :((( but if ure ever in need of some form of comfort my discords always open for u n ill do my best for u <33 💖💕🩷💝💘

@fatuismooches ꒱꒱ SMOOCHES MY LOVE HI HELLO !!! ure so fun to be around N NOT TO MENTION URE ALSO ONE OF THE SWEETEST PPL IVE EVER MET WAAAA 😩 i had so much fun when we were both brainrotting so hard abt our dragon otter neuvie EHEHHEHR I WAS SOOO GIDDY THAT TIME BC NOT ONLY BC IT WAS NEUVIE BUT ALSO BC IT WAS U I WAS TALKING TO !!!!! 🥹🥹 YIPPEEEEE

@areislol ꒱꒱ REIREI MY CONFETTI CREEPER OMG !! m always so happi whenever we talk bc ure SO sweet n adorable n amazing !!! 🫶🫶🫶 i remember feeling shocked when u followed me n dropped by my inbox bc OMG !!! ITS ONE OF MY FAVORITE WRITERS !!! FOLLOWING SILLY LIL ME!!!! UJWJEKRKSJANABA 🤭 

@mondaymelon ꒱꒱ the silliest watermelon to ever watermelon in existence !! interacting w u n seeing the silly things u say never fail to make me laugh BWJERJRKRKIFG m so glad i was able to work up the courage to be moots w u bc lets js say. I DONT REGRET IT 😋😋 ure so lovably unpredictable ND UR ART IS SO NOMNOMNOM DEVOURED N DIGESTED TEEHEEE JSJSKAKAN UUUU i love u 💝💕💕💗

@https-furina ꒱꒱ AAAAAAA FINA FINA FINA !!!!!! UWAAHDHHRHF NSJSJ YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE MY BELOVED POMERANIAN UUUUU RUNS AROUND IN A CIRCLE AROUND U we havent been mootsies for v long BUTBUT OMGG I ALWAYS HAVE THE FUNNEST TIME W U BC UWAAHH URE SO PRECIOUS N ADORABLE AAAAAA !!!! 🥺🥺 i still cant believe we ended up rambling to each other abt liyue hell family for eight hrs straight BUT IM NOT COMPLAINING BC IT FED N SOMEHOW SATIATED MY INNER ND OUTER DELULU 🫶💕💝💗💖🫶💕💝🤭💘 i love talking abt ocs w u HEJEKEJRH UR CHARACTERS R ALWAYS SO INTERESTING ?????? WHAT IS YOUR SECRET ???? /lh I WANNA GROW EVEN CLOSER W U IN 2024 MWAH MWAH LOVE U ALWAYS <333

@umgatochamadopercyval ꒱꒱ CLARACLARACLARA !!!! the cutie patootie sweetheart herself, in the flesh !!! sunshine in human form !! u have such an incredibly kind and beautiful soul UUUUU CRYING SOBBINH /pos I LOVE YOU SM love ur cat too btw JAJAJJAJ IM RLLY HOPING WE CAN INTERACT MORE OFTEN NEXT YEAR UWAAAHHJJH

to all my other moots who didnt make it on the list, M SO SORRYYYY DJJFN I JS NEED TO IMTERACT W U MORE SO I CAN HAVE MORE POSITIVE OPINIONS ABT U 😭 ITS NOTHING TO DO W U GUYS I PROMISE 🙏🙏 but w little conversation we have, i still appreciate each and every one of u 🫶🫶 KITH KITH MWAH once again, thank u sm for such an amazing year !!!! 💕💗💘🩷💝💖💖💕💗💘🫶🩷💝💕🫶

[pink-anonymous-person]

I know December over but..

🎄🎉🎉✨Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Pink!!! ✨✨🎄🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 I hope you have many good ideas for 2024!! And being my favortive blog/artist!!! 💕💕💕💕💕 Keep drawing What u love!!

"Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you too, darling!

oh, how I miss you so much.. it gets very lonely behind this screen without you by my side.. the only thing I'm hoping for this year is more time with you~ 💙”

jfjshs, thank you OP!! i wish you an amazing 2024 and let's hope this new year is better than the last 🫰🙏🩷

you’re just so kind and sweet and i’m really grateful for all your support on my blog 😭💖!

i hope that this year brings you a great deal of kindness, love and happiness!!

[alyjojo]

May 🏋🏻 2024 Monthly - Gemini

Preshuffle: You know what you want, you know what your path looks like - but it’s daunting to you, because of how much time it’s taken already or how much time & effort you know it will take to bring this thing into fruition. It’s like you’re hopeful and pessimistic at the same time, dooming yourself to failure, which isn’t doing you any favors.

Meditation: In a garden, where the center had steadily sprinkling fairy dust (or something like that), and it was never ending, you sat off by the side under a tree with your arms folded. Hmph. 4 Cups energy. I kept trying to coax you to the middle, so you could have anything you want! You’d just roll your eyes and shake your head. Finally, I said, “Fine, be pigheaded then,” and your head became a pig’s 🐷 head. Afterward, you were trying to talk to me (plead with?), but all that came out were grunts and squeals, so I replied, “I guess you better head over there and fix your head, hmm?” And I walked away.

Main energy: 4 Cups

Same energy, that’s wild. Because of Elk & the color cards you’ve got going on here, I assume this isn’t you. Could be family, a partner, someone that you once saw as 10 Cups that isn’t really anymore because of their bs getting on your nerves. 2 Cups is here, romantic or platonic, you do love this person on some level, and it’s mutual with the 2. Love is here, but effort isn’t. With Mask & Illness side-by-side, I’m getting a specific story of schizophrenia or just some mental/personality affliction that would affect moods on a major level. Beyond just “moody.” You never know who you’re going to get with this person. If it’s not your story, don’t force it. The strongest story here is someone that kinda bullshits their way through…life, by claiming illness, frailty, they’re too tired, they’re sick, they’re ailing from something on any given day. To be clear, this isn’t to shame anyone who does have an illness, this is more about someone that’s often full of shit, daily, or lately, with Mask here. Deception, pretending, they know they’re full of it but they won’t let you onto this. 9 Wands at the bottom, could be a literal injury or an old one, and they’re just milking it out because of…disability, unemployment, something to that effect. Avoiding work. Could be someone at work that drives you bonkers. 4 Cups is clarified by Ace of Swords rev, you’re apathetic and not empathetic to this charade because you *know* it’s a lie. Could be dealing with a water sign, or they have prominent water in their chart. When it started, that may be a different story, it may not have bothered you. What’s that movie where Adam Sandler got hit by a car years ago and he’s still collecting money or something from it? 😆 Idk but that’s what I’m seeing here. Or it’s valid but someone could definitely do more, like they have a mood thing, and you’re like “Yeah and I have an injured toe, get to work.” I don’t get meanness, but if it continues…

What’s going on in May:

10 Cups rev:

Oof, this could be an ex, a baby mama/daddy situation, possibly a parent. Either someone that should be committed to 10 Cups upright with you, they’re part of your deep loves; or this is someone that is in a position to set an example. I’m getting a parent strongly for someone, maybe a co-parent. Could be a grandparent, teacher, professor, manager at work, the head of HR idk, someone who could have a positive and productive contribution to making 10 Cups a reality - and all they have are excuses and whining - in your opinion. I see them as an example for what *not* to do, where you’re concerned. Queen of Swords rev underneath, like this person makes you feel bitter AF, or they’re the kind of person that’s sugary sweet on the surface but, say something. Confront their bs, and Lord help you, you’ll never hear the end of it 🙏 It’s more likely you just haven’t said anything, you’ve tried to do the right thing, or have been respectful buuuut, it’s there. Waiting to snap. Some of you may have divorced this person, or have made every attempt to separate yourself from them.

6 Wands rev:

I’m really not getting your energy being negative, even if you’re frustrated. There’s a conflict inside of you, all sorts of petty and judgemental thoughts on a daily basis. This person brings out the mean side of you, because you’re resentful af. But you don’t want to be mean, you’re not out here trying to hurt people, and you don’t want to fight. 2 Cups following shows - because you love them. Or care deeply. You don’t want them to think you’re judging them harshly (even if you are), and I don’t think you want them to stop talking to you altogether. You could feel like the connection between you is great except for this one thing, and you don’t know how to speak up in a way that isn’t harsh or hurtful, because that’s how you’re feeling when you’re *tempted* to actually say something. On a regular day, it’s more 4 Cups energy. Disengaged, apathetic, not interested, “not my circus, not my monkeys,” type of energy. Even if it is your circus 🎪 on some level. Or you just know if you do, they’re going to let you have it which…is very difficult. Maybe you’re wrong, maybe they do have something going on, but you don’t believe it. Or again, they could do more, it’s like you/everyone give them grace with things and they still take advantage. Give them an inch, they take a mile.

2 Cups:

You love this person and they love you, if platonic then they may just be someone that understands you on a deep level. It feels like a soul-level connection, regardless of what kind, and at the same time - The Moon clarifies. How can it truly be a soul-level connection if everything you feel is kept hidden? They don’t pick up on it? You’re trying to move away from the angry feelings & bitterness you feel, keeping yourself trapped essentially - avoiding conflict, avoiding getting gone off on, and also avoiding the truth. Your truth 💯 You have a lot to say and you just don’t, for the sake of the relationship. But a real connection can survive differences, if it’s a healthy one. I think deep down you know that. Keeping the peace for who, really?

7 Wands rev:

Clarified by Wheel of Fortune & King of Wands rev. So…this could be a situation that’s been enabled for so long already, it’s like what could you even do? You feel like you have no grounds to say anything, do anything, like it’s too late to even try. It is what it is. I’m also getting like, if someone has a legitimate diagnosis, they’ve taken it and run with it - it’s their excuse for everything. But they *do* have it, and to say anything seemingly condescending would make you out to be the asshole of the century, so what can you really do? Nothing 💯 You don’t feel like you can, you don’t want to trigger this person’s possible nasty behavior, or start a conflict you can’t win because it isn’t possible. I know it’s a narrow lane kind of story but that’s what I’m getting, even if it’s not an illness at all it’s the whole vibe, the lack of direct communication, the feeling of “I can’t win this.” - however and whoever it applies to. This person may have many faces. Elk seems to be the advice here, you can’t control others but you can control yourself - and you can set an example for this person/others to follow.

8 Pentacles:

Work is your saving grace it seems, even if this is regarding work. Temperance shows needing to keep calm, keep your balance, maintain your peace over anything else - that’s the priority. And still, the bottom has been showing you trying to keep your cool the entire reading, you don’t *enjoy* feeling pissy, vengeful, bitter, that doesn’t bring joy into your life and it makes you feel like crap. If this is a work person, realize you can only control yourself, set a good example to follow and be as peaceful as possible - it will lead you in the right direction, towards what you want - 9 Cups. Injustice is at the bottom, Spirit is confirming that this situation is not fair for you, and also that you’ve ultimately been doing the right thing for yourself by trying to maintain an emotional distance from your own anger or aggravation, avoiding conflicts, just doing you as best as you can. If you’ve enabled someone well…it’s your call. You could stop. You could start small and “lead the horse to water,” so to speak. If you care at all - 4 Cups doesn’t. You could just stop talking to this person, if possible. 9 Cups is about you and what you want, a dream could be coming true for you in regards to your work - as a reward for being patient. I’m not sure if it’s this month, or if Spirit is just saying “it’s coming, hold on.”

Signs you may be dealing with:

Heavy Cancer & Pisces, Leo, Sagittarius

Oracle: ✨

Mask 🎭

Deception - Pretending - Inconstancy

Illness 😷

Disease - Weakness - Fragility

Elk 🦌

“Stand tall and maintain your dignity no matter what, and others will treat you with the respect that you deserve.”

When you’re in a cycle of life where you feel you have to struggle to avoid feelings of defeat & despair due to circumstances pressing in on you from all sides, you need to literally straighten up to your grandest upright posture. Not rigidly, but relaxed, head up, shoulders straight, feet planted firmly. Try slowing down your usual speed, and keep your focus in the present moment. You make more of an impact on your environment when you’re in your physical and psychic fullness, and your moods & sensitivities will shift accordingly. Standing tall, relaxed, and fully present, you’re more likely to command respect from others. This will help you in any situation, but especially any where your dignity or self respect feel compromised. This isn’t pride, but a physical expression of strength and power, and your mood will act accordingly with your body.

We enter into May as:

Electric Blue Moon 🌚:

“If I don’t take care of it, it’ll never happen.”

It is not time to force an issue. If something feels important to you, you may be jumping the gun. If you are impatient, you may block something wonderful from coming to you. Now is not the time for a rushed decision, even if you think you’ve given something “plenty” of time, give it more. You have made your needs known to Spirit, now leave it alone. If you try to force a situation, you may bind yourself to something you could come to know as a hinderance. Allow right action to happen in its own time.

What is to be learned in May:

Cool Lemonade 🍋

“My dreams got answered.”

There are times when chasing dreams leaves us winded and unhappy. If this gift has been given, it’s to remind you there is always a plan. If you fear you’ve been sidetracked from your right path, have faith you’ll be guided back to it. There is not always a complicated reason why things didn’t work out how you wanted them to, it may be simpler than you think. Are you sure your prayers weren’t answered? Or was it a reply you refused to hear? You will find total peace when you appreciate the gifts you have, rather than pining for what you lack. Sometimes, we all need to be reminded that the point of prayer isn’t to get what we want, but to ask to be of service. Cool Lemonade reminds us to only seek to be of service in our lives, closeness with Spirit must always be put before what we’d like to have.

Yellow may be a lucky color 💛

[norrisgrl]

hello again sweetheart!! i just wanted to drop by and say that i saw your reblog and tags on the paul hair post (i read tags on my posts religiously 🙏) and pLS i relate so so much 😭 his hair truly is on another level... like..... i'm so jealous of anyone in his vicinity who gets to see his hair irl because it must be a blessing. and like you said, having him rest on your chest as you play with his hair.... his soft, steady breaths and the content sounds he'd let out as you brush through his hair, your fingers getting lost in the locks because it's just so thick and so curly........ idk it's 5am and i cant stop thinking about him and need somewhere to rant 🫠🫠 i just don't think i'll ever really get over his hair 🫶🫶 and im glad to see people feeling the same way !!!

(also, i really hope things are getting better for you and that your meds help you out properly. it must've been so scary for you but you're so strong for making it through this. im confident that everything will work out for you 💓)

happy new year! hoping for loads of fun stuff in your 2024!!

hello jackiiie !!!🥺 i know im super late to replying this but pLEASE FEEL FREE TO RANT ABOUT PAUL OR ANYONE !!!! i honestly been away but paul has been living rent free in my head and i just need more content 😭 like, i miss seeing him so much and i can't wait for the season to finally start !!!<33

(and thank u sm sweetheart!! everything has been going well and i'm definitely feeling much better so i appreciate it a lot)

happy (late) new year to you too!!✨ i hope you're having an amazing 2024~

[misswoozi]

howdy, my friend! happy new year! i wish you and all the anons here the best for 2024. let’s hope it’s 10x better than last year 🤍🤍 sorry i didn’t drop by sooner, i got the spider-man games for my birthday so i’ve been doing that all day, lol.

i have a request… wheein has been running laps in my head for the past few days… may i please have some wheein headcanons 🙏 - 🍟

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, MY WONDERFUL FRIEND! Another year has passed and I'm so so glad you're part of my Tumblr life! You're such a cool person and I love when we get to interact. I really hope this year brings you everything you're hoping for and then some!

so! let's talk about Wheein

bisexual as fuck

bottoms for female partners

pretty subby with both male and female partners

bit of a brat lmao

very into riding her partner (this is someone with S+ tier hips/body rolls so her partners are ALSO very into it)

likes drunk sex, loves high sex, can get a little loud

I ship her with Hwasa, Changkyun and Vernon! (also maybe Mingi?)

[flowerandthesongstress]

The (renewed and shortened) Masterpost of 2020-2024, i.e. Muh Stuff In English.

The majority of my works are heavy on subtext. Some are allegories. Most are roman-à-clef aka autofiction.

Immigration, ‘otherness’, and the search for belonging are the ever-present themes in everything I have ever written, so I’ll omit the repetition; they’re there by default, always.

My writing is free and hopefully will always remain so. But please be considerate and remember that ‘free’ does not equal ‘public domain’ or ‘free to reuse, repost, plagiarize, or skim for ideas’. 'Free' in this case means that 1) I'm lucky enough to afford not to monetize my writing, and 2) I write things that are too personal to monetize them, anyway.

Before contacting me, please🙏 read the annotation at the end of this post, starting with the words in red. Seriously. I BEG you. Please don't skip it.

The short version:

—some of the stuff remains here. I also post gifts and request fills to that account once in a blue moon.

—some stuff was transferred out of sight to here and/or locked to users only.

—some request fills and short stuff (under 15k words) can be found through #mywritingupdates tag.

—85% of the other stuff now is, and will likely remain, available only via poking me through my contacts (and not being a fantastical douchebag, because fantastical douchebags are the reason why this hoop had to be hung).

The long version:

Beauty and the Best friends forever — Gen, F/M/M, rated T. Word count: 75k. Themes: found family, abandonment issues, patience, depression, the power of friendship, Everything About The Shithole Is Either Ridiculous And Stupid Or An Evil Void Of Horror. Tagged as ‘if you only read one work by me’, not because it’s the best I've written — far from it — but for other reasons. The designated talking animal: a few demonic chickens.  

The Largest Eggplant in the Valley — F/M, rated E. Word count: 110k. Themes: ADHD, executive dysfunction, honesty, communication, compassion fatigue, hospitality, cultural stagnation, expressing yourself through fiction, traditions and superstitions, breaking out of intergenerational trauma. Is the dorkiest, sweetest, cutest thing I’ve ever written. The designated talking animal: a bear. (removed as of 2024, with a fool's hope for better times) Available on request (see the pinned post for contacts and all that). (the remaining carcass). (playlist)

Hive — F/M/M, rated E. Word count the tractor is okay, but he runs on soup, not on gas: 128k. Themes: CPTSD and recovery, when it's not my paws aching, it's my tail falling off abandonment issues, capitalism, societal pressure, and I barely catch mice anymore found family, urbanism vs ruralism, personal growth through emotional support, I recently started moulting social anxiety, Hey You Check Your Internalized Misogyny, environmental issues, hereditary my nose is cold and my shagginess has increased mental illnesses. /I doubt that any passerby was reading Hive for allegories, so let's just leave *that* historical layer be... Yet if you caught it, the drinks are on me. All of the drinks, bruh. And ALL of the ice cream. / AMt🐝 series. the shopkeepers here know me and give me juicy bones for free The designated talking animal: a cat. (playlist)

Wrong Shoulder — the beequel; F/M, F/M/M, rated DIAF. Word count: 270k. On the surface: three people (last seen beekeeping and prettying up a hamlet), each with their individual ongoing grievances and fresh traumas, meet and hit it off in a vast resort hotel situated in a charming coastal town. Following at their heels are an overly cheeky voice and the mysterious number 20, but the latter feels natural somehow. Underneath the surface: several mindscape allegories awkwardly climbing atop one another in the name of self-therapizing + a nesting doll of story layers (or is it). Themes: internalized ableism, recovery from addiction, making friends with the Shadow Self, creativity vs consumerism, My Life Results Tripled The Year I Gave Up Hope And That One Other Thing. The designated talking animal: the same cat, but he’s now a bipedal and rants at everyone. He's also totes getting a cute girlfriend or two. AMt🐝 series. Available on request. (see the pinned post) (the same playlist)

Don’t Remember — F/M, F/MMM, F/F, F/F/M, FF/MM etc, rated Very E. Word count: 90k (WIP, but it's plotless smut/domesticity). Initially a parody of the godawful ‘aunt polly writes poly’ ‘reverse harem’ ‘genre’ that got popularized and westernized on wutpad; somehow turned into a straightforward depiction of an adorkable ND polycule living a wholesome rural life and being happy. Contains all of the compersion and hugs (and recipes? and gardening tips?!). This one is just for funsies and comfort. And for bleaching my brain. The designated talking animal: a unicorn. AMt🐝 series. Available on request (see the pinned post).

Lawful Status — F🥺M🥹. Rated: yes. Word count: 90k (WIP). Just a slow-burn romance between a teenage girl and a demon, with some wholesome family dynamics, taking place in an urban fantasy, nothing else, pinky swear... damn, almost kept a straight face 😆. It's an allegory of Inner Child Therapy. Also, I'm keeping count of how many tropes I can rip apart in this one. To then resew them into a soft warm blankie. I love this work so mUCH and it actually is the best I've written in English so far, it's a goddamn cabbage. The designated talking animal: the previous unicorn's better-coping brother. AMt🐝 series. Available on request (see the pinned post).

Frogs all the way down — F/M/M, rated M to E. Word count: 33k (WIP but it's an anthology). a toxic cesspool traumatized me so much that now I can only touch it through the double-padded cozy soft protective gloves graciously provided by a friend Yo dawg, I love your fanfiction so much that I’m writing fanfiction of your fanfiction, and it's about a character writing fanfiction. Themes: ADHD, executive dysfunction, personal growth, friendship, emotional support, processing trauma through fiction, communication, honesty. The designated talking animal: ow maaan where do I even friggin’ start.

The not-so-Great Filter — F/M, rated E. Word count: 105k. Themes: dealing with the loss of a parent, lookism, culturally ingrained fear of intimacy, Adulting Be Hard, existential nihilism meets tacos, Sad Clown Paradox meets the Fermi Paradox, East meets West but they're both Asia, My Life Results Tripled The Year I Gave Up Hope And That One Other Thing. The designated talking animal: ‘Not this time’. ;-) (playlist)

Until You Meet Yourself and to get you home — F/M, rated T to E. Word count: 40k. Just a bunch of one-shots, mostly written as gifts for my SO. Themes: insecurities, social anxiety, non-verbal communication of affection. (removed as of 2024, with a fool's hope for better times.) Available on request. (the remaining carcass) (playlist)

Pelicans, shmelicans! — F/M, rated T to M. Word count: 16k. Themes: childhood friendships, peer pressure, Being a Teenager Is Pain, anger management.  

FatS — F/M, F/M/M, rated E. Word count: 280k. Themes: CPTSD and recovery, insecurities, personal growth, personal accountability, Organized Religion Bad, mood disorders, colonialism, psychedelic drugs, Why Our Brains Can't Communism Until We're All On Acid. The designated talking animal: suspiciously absent, unless you count the guy in the cat t-shirt. Removed (reasons), available on request.

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Please also note that I am NOT in any fandoms or interested in any 'blorbos'; merely using ready-made worlds sometimes, as handy outlets to channel personal stuff and write my loved ones into them*. And occasionally attach funny ears to said loved ones. Point being, you don’t need to be in any fandoms or know any canons in order to read and understand, either. Another important point, though: if you are strictly after fanfiction and blorbos, then I am not your gal. As in, I am not the author for you and you are not a reader for me.

* as there's been some substantial confusion, I'm editing the post to explain what I mean...

It's very handy when one doesn't need to labor over twenty archetypal background characters and a detailed infrastructure. A ready-made world: get to write and process your personal issues through that writing without bothering to invent where the grocery store is located. Super mega convenient. 

Or so I thought.

I have since realized my mistake, my ignorance, and my naiveté, and how they were caused by a different cultural context. I have since withdrawn — after going through a brutal bout of culture shock — and corrected that unfortunate mistake, via deleting everything I could still delete and building all of the necessary ‘infrastructure’ at home; as in, I created my own world that metaphorically represents my brain, with every aspect of that world signifying one of my brain areas and/or functions, and with everyone I know written into that world as fixtures. And I just quietly churn out novels set in that world and then share those novels with friends and loved ones and friend-shaped people who poke me directly. Or with no one at all (in which case the novels in question are simply not on this list).

To reiterate: 1) I am fandomless. That fictional thing you think I'm invested in? I'm not invested in it. In fact, that thing may be a trigger now (exempli gratia: a certain farming simulator). That 'blorbo' you think I like? I do not. I like real non-fictional people. I prefer to write various fictionalized versions of my relationships with them. Why do this? In very-very short: fear. Existential fear. Fear of loss, fear of their death, wanting to tuck us away into better places where we're safe from both, because there's magic there etc. Another example: I love to metaphorically kill off a certain country, sometimes in the silliest ways possible, every chance I get (I'm sorry for what I have been doing to Lewis all this time... I made my own idiotic old-fart 'mayor' to repeatedly kill off now; minus the joke in Eggplant, I'm not sorry for that, I love that joke and we still quote parts of it at home) for the purposes of emotional catharsis. In reality, that country is an evil gerontocratic dictatorship that wants me and my loved ones dead. Laughter helps sometimes. Stuff like that... As I said, it's for self-soothing. Coping. Dealing. Attempts at trauma recovery. Terror management. Call it whatever.

2) if you understand and accept that, I would be happy to hear from you and would absolutely love to have you as a reader 🤗

3) however, if you're only after fanfiction and light entertainment and certain names—as in, if you wish to commodify me and separate me from my stories—then I'm not the writer for you and you're not a reader for me, and we should just go our separate (pun intended) ways asap.

4) sidenote: if you are a good person who is invested in a Thing I never heard of, I can actually acquaint myself with the Thing and write something for you! There's been multiple precedents. Not like I'm against the general idea, and I love writing requests and making good people smile and feel happy. But, dear fren, please understand that me doing so would not mean that I am now invested in the Thing. I'll just hand you a lopsided gift (it will likely be something comedic), give you a hug, and go back into the sandbox in my dark corner. Safer this way.

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[aplateoflasagna]

YG Family prediction time!

I've never been right when it comes to YG's schedule because they don't know how to plan for shit, but it's always fun to speculate on how they'll plan their year.

So we know Baemon will have a full album comeback in (probably early) September. I think in October they'll film a youtube series or smth so we can actually get to know the members better. Something like Blackpink House or Tmap or WINNER tv etc. November and December are the end of the year award show months so they'll probably be busy then.

Treasure will release a mini album in (probably) October. There have been (unreliable) reports that they'll do fanmeetings after their comeback. I'm thinking Korea, because Yoshi said that after the Wonderland fanmeeting tour they wouldn't be going to Japan again in 2024. If the reports turn out to be false, maybe they'll release some short form content like TMI or Tlogs. + They'll also be attending a few Award shows.

2NE1 will have their comeback concerts in October, November and December (with new music maybe??? but I highly doubt they'll do promotions)

We know WINNER or Blackpink will not release music in 2024, so that just leaves AKMU. I really hope YG will let AKMU have another comeback this year. November and December are still free YG, let them release more music please 🙏

2025...

YG Family concert??? Maybe??? I have said this in 2022 as well and it did not happen, but goddamn 2NE1 returning and WINNER back as 4 in December and all these world tour announcements really got me hoping for it!

The end of January would also be the perfect moment to do this! Blackpink will be promoting as a group again. If they livestream one of the concerts, all Blackpink fans will tune in for their first schedule as a group in 2025. A lot of their fans don't really listen to other YG artists' music. It would be the perfect opportunity to introduce those people to (especially) Treasure, Babymonster and 2NE1 as they'll be going on world tours! All YG groups are amazing performers and so they would truly make people interested in going to their concerts.

Wouldn't it be so much fun to see all YG artists interacting? Maybe performing eachother songs!🔥It would also be the perfect opportunity to introduce the trainees for their new boy group and get people intrigued 'cause right now I don't see alot of hype.

I think Treasure will go on tour first starting in February. I don't think they'll release any more music ahead of the tour so they'll go as fast as possible. I think it will last around 6 months.

Baemon could have a single or mini album release first and start their tour after that, maybe March or after their first anniversary in April. It would be a good time to announce the fandom name and introduce their lightstick so many people will buy it for their concerts. Or it could be the second half of the year and YG wants them to release more music first/ do more fanmeetings to built experience maybe? (and this is just me being delusional but what if Coachella actually invites Baemon to perform in April???)

Blackpink will take a while to finally have their comeback I think. The end of April maybe. I really need it to be a full album and all the promotions 😭🙏 I need this to be treated as the biggest comeback of all time srsly because this might be their last album. We don't know how many years they resigned for. I'm thinking it's just these two years (until the end of the tour) and YG will have to beg them to stay again in December. I think they'll start touring in May and continue till a few months into 2026.

I have no idea how big 2NE1's world tour will be. It could be very small (a few countries in Asia and 1 or 2 in Europe and America) or it could be way bigger and they'll be touring for months. I don't think 2NE1 will release new music so they'll also be touring as fast as possible.

I think WINNER will have to wait until after Blackpink had their comeback. So around May-June. It's too long of a wait but atleast we'll have the summer kings back just in time for university and summer festivals!☀️

AKMU will also have to wait until summer I think which is why it would be great if they could release a winter album so we wouldn't have to wait that long .

I pray for WINNER and AKMU to have multiple comebacks next year when literally all other YG artists are on tour, YG has no excuse srsly.

The only thing left then is their new boy group! It would make sense to debut them when all other groups are busy and away so the focus is only on them, but YG is always late with everything which is why I think they'll actually debut them around November or December 2025 or something. Just in time for the end of the year. I have no idea if they'll do a survival show like with all their other boygroups (cause it's very expensive) or something like how Baemon was introduced? I have not heard/seen anything about YGNBG except video's of them leaving the YG building. YG will want to built hype, but they have the strangest idea's so we'll see what they come up with...

I won't speculate any further, all of this will turn out to be wrong anyway 🥲(I don't mind if it's all wrong, I just need YG Family concert to be a thing again ���)

[unialien]

💎🌌🔥🧬 Adrex Trans - Repturriam Species Reference Concept Sheet Ver 2.0

⚠️Warning: Biological, Blood & Full Nudity Models⚠️

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Salutation guys! 🤩😊👋✨️ After nearly a decade of no new update, new changes and improvements for very long long time, it is finally here in 2024 and since it's my 30 years bday anniversary, it is proud to present... The new improved look... Version 2.0 of my main OC of my project, Adrex Trans as the Repturriam currently horrayyyy!! 💙🌌🔥🔥🔥 Witness see all of my main character design behind the story and all about this species biological and anatomical aspects and & some history behind it 🙌✨️ I have been extremely working so hard in the past months since after my art improving and everything thanks to a lot of inspos I been falling in love, I been gratefully happy for all of my effort been doing 🥹😭🙏💙✨️✨️✨️ And this I'll be extremely an exclusive high definitive quality and much details and focus reading about my OC 🌟 This everything it's available right here or on my Tumblr page for the entire story 📑 All wips and separate illusts for much closer look I'll be available in one of my platforms at the links below here at the description 📖 Further notice, one of the small illust interactive concepts in my gallery I'll be deleted without warning since it is now added since it was part of my planning to be at the sheet ❌️ So for those if they get worried that it's gone, that was me guys, so do not worry, it is better because I don't wanna duplicate off, and it's best to delete for good 👍✨️ Like I said again I'll be the separate ones in one of my social medias ✴️ Plus... Keep an eye out that I'll be added patiently some videos progress in one of my platforms 🎬🎞 Be updating up this post once added some stuffs, in any if I need changes and error I left if need to fix, I'll try to update fix up if needed 🛠 It is quite possible if something occurs and I need to add something in the sheet, I'll notif up you guys ✳️ Anyway, we hope you guys enjoy this insane, pure scifi anime theme with so much biological spectacular visual sheet I been working forever to bring you guys all the way to 2024! This is definitely a huge celebration for me guys! 🥹😭😍🥳🎉🎊✨️✨️✨️ So enjoy so much the new upgrade improve sheet of Adrex Trans! 💙🔥🔥🔥

💠Introduction

"In this sheet, after almost of decade without update, I had to recreate and improvise on doing my main character design named Adrex Trans as an unknown extinct alien species that he became; I named my original alien species, the Repturriam. To intro up, I would like show specifically about the character and biological anatomy aspect of this species. Plus some personality and characteristics surely that demonstrate the main character. I know this character I haven't show his true look since he was once a human before he become, perhaps we get to see in the next part in development. Since after long years has been quite of changes in my character after I been learning things of anime in most Dragon Ball franchise since this was my childhood thing I loved. This is not just the anime, some Sci-fi games I feel in love with it brought me huge inspiration to create this character, such as like Metroid franchise. With the help of it, I have improvise up behind the art, a bit of art style, but I still have my own thing sorta a mix. Anyhow, let's talk about as professional as possible about the main character of the story. There gonna be 4 parts, the character behind the story, the bio aspects, dialogues and conclusion. Personally, this was my very first character I designed early times before the finalization design which it was sorta a pet project since the beginning. Without waiting long, let's give the best to bring this character alive!"

🔷️ The Character

Adrex Trans it's the protagonist and hero of the story. Supposedly, he was previously biologically a human being in the past not long ago before something shockingly happen on his journey in the far distance Solar System. When he visit Elelix XL81 along with the expedition, the entire team was attacked by unknown enemy force and he got separated along with his sister Damara. Before the incident, he received a SOS from this planet, a huge coincidence came from the old book that brought from it. He as an Explorer Hunter decided for a long journey to the mysterious planet. During a way out to the ruins of a lost civilization, an accident came through upon he discovered something big and so he became an unknown alien species. According to what he remembered, he was at some kind of embryo and not long he lost conscious upon a horrendous experience he gone through that his body could not tolerate. It was a blur memory for him and a bit he felt that went out of control and he felt that he's no longer human for now. And so his journey begins after realizing the alien in his blood and book it's huge reason why came to this planet, to solve the mystery of the disappearance of the species that it's on him. And not just for that concern, he also wanted to find out who were those things that attacked his team and so he vow to bring to justice; whoever are they, if there trying threat the planet, he'll make a promise to secure this world from them.

🔵 BIO

For the protagonist, uniquely he’s the only one who witnessed the appearance of the Repturriam species when he become at the ancient lab of Zephyron. The only question is, why him? It is unknown of what happen to the people of Elelix XL481 that gone extinct for millions of years since the dawn of the dinosaurs back on Earth. Evidence tell’s it is related connections to the dominant of the reptiles and known humanity. This could consider a powerful supreme species of the entire galaxy. For millions of years later, the main character Adrex Trans upon making discovery about the people since he ventured to the deep of Zephyron, it was all about there were incredibly intelligent and powerful species that been having such ancient advance technologies and such beautiful cultures that no one knows. However, he have been questioning to happen to them really? During and afterwards in the prologue, when the accident came to him after escaping the hoard of the unknown alien machines, he never fully understood what just happen since he became an unknown alien species that he never witness before within the reflection. He been extremely confused, with many needed answers that need to find and in shocked with some fear surprising he never expect to happen.

Biologically, when he checked the lab, he found some docs and strange ancient computers that been monitoring for 24 hrs daily basis, it was overwatched since during his slow pain experience he been through inside the embryo pod. His symptoms were... agitation, burning sensation through inside his body, even he fell his inside of his chest felt unbearably painful because he got stabbed by some cables and with large accumulation he felt liquid through his body. He learned that it was a transfusion that he's bonded and that's how he got turned. The transformation process was insanely uncontrollably painful and just few moments he lost conscious, he couldn't remember the rest since afterwards though. But he saw along with his sister and Ralyx since he awoke, the recording was extremely shocking that he really became an alien species that he never meet before. He's been having hard time to accept reality that he's no longer a human for the time being. However, Ralyx just saw a doc that there's a reason on why him. It is because of the book that got responded to him and the access to the place to no one been able to open that leaded right to the "lab facility". Because he's became the "Chosen One", the doc tells that if someone who can possess the last of their kind shall be able to find the others and put the end of the last extinction. If this is true, but why it has to be him? So many questions that needs to bring the light! However, he felt his heart, after what happen to his fellow expedition team that were killed by an unknown force, he wants to redeem itself that want justice, that he wanted to know who they are and why the came to this planet? It seems that he had destiny that he'll promise to find answers and to protect whatever who they are with his essence inside. He learned that they been called... the Repturriam, as Ralyx have told to him and the journey will begin for him.

🩻 Characteristics & Functions

Adrex Trans it's bonded in possession of transfused preserved ancient blood that he transformed into an extinct species known as the Repturriam. The fact that his transformation clearly it's mixed with his Human DNA with the Repturriam DNA, it classified as a Trans Hybrid species knowing he became a hybrid of both as a unique look that doesn't appeared in ancient historical records of this extinct people of Elelix XL481. He's 6' or 6' 1" feet tall on average evidence that the size species has. It is still unknown if this is the same original species of this planet, but DNA suggest because he's bonded with the Reoniban blood, there probably much advance mixed version of his current last known Repturriam species. [1] He has a long tail that length about 4' 6" long. [2] Uniquely all Repturriam's has sensoring organs like frilled type and has a bit pointed ears hidden camouflage surrounded around his hair behind his sensoring organs. It has an excellent hearing, but extremely weak on high pitch frequent sound that can go insanely weak and can drive him madly uncontrollably bad. The good thing are useful to detect presence and can change modes of using also his eye pupils to detect thermal and can see abnormalities. [3] For some of this species, his known crystalline horns imbues of Reoniban near his sensoring organs. This is an important part where those horns can potentially be use as an indicator that if by presence of abnormalities, his horns can flicker light up and if closer it get, the intense can radiate. However for this horns, it won't stay on since for safety since can be sharp, this horns can melt up and going in the head back when it's on passive, but when need, the hormones will start to react and regrow back. [4] Exclusively his nose for all this species has an aspect a bit of primate, but with dragonoid with bit of pit viper like. The olfatory it's so sensitive that can smell within long distance and with the pit with the help of his sensoring organs and eye sights can sense many things unlike other ordinary ones. [5] Another unique aspect it his strange orb like gem that all this species has. It is extremely unknown what the purpose of his forehead gem has, the only evidence it's that if someone dies, an alternative that can preserve it's soul and memories inside the gem, and the entire body vanish like dust. Evidently he's the only one that got unique powers that it's unknowingly known if this are original abilities from the past that he currently has & the appearance species. Further research from the main HQ it's required to learn more of this potent species that could change the entire universe.

[6] He has the same dark blue cerulean hair color originally in his human form. The only difference it his hair type it's a bit long, spiky fluffy and in the end has curly fluffier look. However not to be confused up that because of this species has a bit elongate cranium aspect and this is a reason why his hair it's goes wavy up tide but bit up spiked. Basically all Repturriam species in evidence has a bit elongated cranium type. [6a] For the main character, his entire back part it's coveres with fluffy spiky curly fur hairs. The top front it's has a V shape look and has a length of 3" long in the top and goes down for at least 0.5". [6b] Down to the entire top of his buttock that start his tail it's covered also his fur hairs. [6c] Next in the middle part of his tail has mild fur hairs & by the end of his tail has much fluffier spiked curly puffing fur hair like a brush aspect. His hair and fur are no ordinary cosmetic beauty, the keratin hairs contains sensitivity parts that anything that may feel emotional and if high stress level occurs, his hair & fur can alter puff up and may slightly move itself. Reducing stress can soften up his hair and slow a bit back to normal.

[7] He has golden like yellow color eyes, original that's the same eye color when he was human. His unique eye type has a mix of between canine, cat and dragon pupil; but it leaves having human pupil type, reason because the pupil for this species can camouflage hardly to see the outlines in the naked eye which it can allow to change pupil type. Another unique for his eyes for this species since he's bonded with the Reoniban Blood can allow his eyes to glow turquoise color and in the emotional extreme stress can give a huge glow reaction. Depending how he manage to control his pupils, it can vary by his emotional behavior that can alter his pupils.

He has an aspect like primate more or less with bit of human, it has a looks reptilian dragonoid however he does not have scales, only some bumps and front have more or less human skin. It is also have a mix of amphibian skin that has some moist only in the arms, legs and tail; however noting a bit of moist in front part of bit of human skin sorta. It's color skin & aspect it's average colorful that look like a poison dart frog with a mix of newt. The colors it's between mostly the sensor organs like ears but not ears, his arms, legs and his tail it's marine dark purple blue. Within darken parts has those bumpy like dark patches that are not actually scales, but large random different sizes of spot patches covering mostly those dark body parts; although his patches are also found a bit on his front part of his cream soft skin. This is the mayor part that it's hue with light blue through front ending tip that it's human skin cream color like that locate in his face through his front part to the entire tail. A lot the darker parts it's where he has blue stripes with uniquely known species to have bioluminous stripes that he can glow in reactions if it's by emotions or during no light event. Even in his face and front body have bioluminous stripes covered. [8] One of the most known aspect of Adrex it his permanent scar that left behind in his right eye and this is the only side that doesn't have a bioluminous stripe.

Both arms and legs got extreme flexibility that he has a huge potential to stretch, including his body when limit reach depending how much consume his Reoniban Blood. [9] His hands and feets digits are light grey blue color that there like frog aspect that are allow for climbing. Both hands in their palms has a decorated natural scar that believe it where can deploy powers by consuming Reoniban Blood that connects to it. [10] His left hand apparently it's the only side in the front part where it has his natural tattoo like icon imprint on to it. [11] Not only his hand, but in his back has his different tattoo icon that seems to represent his symbol of this main species. One extremely intriguing part, that his back side it's covered hardly see patches of holes, where it seems where it located his Reoniban Reserve Organ. This is the most extraordinary anatomy perspective to where it believes that he leak his own Reoniban blood and grew extreme fast rate of highly hazardous sharp Reoniban crystals, possibly for self defense use and it can definitely remove his own crystals as weapons or tool need.

His abilities it's still unknown though, but in the beginning he became, he became clearly out of control like going feral and he has no recollection of his memory recently except the time in fragmented parts in the mid process of turning into this mysterious Repturriam alien species. However upon the intense battle of dangerous swarms of crratures, he lost conscious and he maintain stable & control. He cannot tell how he gotten strong after fighting does things. However in the route find way out of Zephyron, he had figure it out since automatically got the instinct of this species handling. It has a potent strength and having this transformation bonded gained combat martial ability to fight and defend itself against dangerous foes. He even have incredible flexibility like no other species which it's a super rare ability to stretch his body. Another ability it he has such amazing ability, he can climb such complex obstacles and climb on walls thanks to their grippy texture on his hands and feet when touching surfaces. Even a mid damage, he has super strength that it would be hard for certain stuffs to not take too much damage, however in a mayor damage, I can't die to easily. Noting if a potent attack get serious, it can seriously get badly injuries. One of the most shocking ability it's to regen any injured parts, even serious damage like broken bones or ripped parts and even an organ damage up can regenerate up in seconds up to a minute max up. When he went on visit to the main HQ, he discovered on why he can regen up instantly and non stop; because he has huge organ beside his heart and lungs that connects his entire body bonding and giving needs to survive. It's a Reoniban Reserve Organ that stores this element mixed with his blood that allows to recover health even in the event in near death can guarantee heal up instantly. And one and lastly, his natural unique cloaking power that possess his skin of this species that allows to blend the environment. Not only to blend, but allow within full function that can go complete invisible in the naked eye if emit emotion of fear or the increase of stress non anger. If using and practicing enough, can use correctly enough to go invisible without any trouble but by limit of time that has endurance of up to an hour. Another potential power is to summon and manipulate everything that contain Reoniban sources in the forces of nature of Elelix XL481. With his psychic supernatural powers, it can cast summon within the earth large Reoniban Crystals as defense and even so many unlimited uses to traverse obstacles, it is one of his mayor powers his essence contain of the Repturriam.

🟢 Personalities

Adrex Trans it's consider in positive aspect of been determine, kind, gentle, precaution, silly, independent and some cases... love interest. In the time he became this species, his personalities has changed a bit. Which he can be can go feral and occasionally go aggro if their friends are in danger or in a point of critical in danger of health due of this species nature because of the ancient DNA pre historical early ones were a bit savage but intelligent. However it is not extremely the case since the current of being a hybrid, it is highly controllable the fact it also contain the last era before this species was extinct that time of the Phazon War. Since he's an Trans Hybrid Human/Repturriam species, his personalities somewhat can go silly, sometimes in certain personal stuffs that can go awkwardly it can get so embarrassing with sometimes a bit of anger. His having problems of having drowsiness that he never had it before, so in most nights, even in the mornings he's so sleepy. He has a huge addict comfort of been sleeping on soft cosy bed or in some place he don't mind sleeping in some natural sleep spot. He does love having surrounding of peaceful nature where he can focus and relax. In his Repturriam transformation, he been having strange sensations something he never experienced early on and later future like mostly when going to a bath tube or in a shower, something un-describing he can't tell. (Note this part cannot be reveal since it's RESTRICTED) Unlike humans, Repturriam's can be quite sensitive of having extreme emotional feelings and can change hue colorations. The body sensitivity for this species in behavior can get quite weakly in certain conditions like most the fact of love, sleeping and other sensations that could get difficult. He love to be hugged to someone dearly like his friends and even more when comes to true love and caring. In his love interest, just after few months she meet Ralyx Aran, he's been having trouble containing his feelings and he's seems to be been keeping eyes on her like he's definitely doesn't want to let anything happens to her. He get crazy blush with embarrassment that he always run away or cloak himself that it his natural Repturriam power. However in circumstance he get in control when things get serious and get focus on his quests. He mostly in facing the Xikzons, knowing that a lot of times those things attack her, he's sacrifice itself on trying to save her. Because of his regen powers, it doesn't matter if he gets badly hurt, he always says I'm ok, but in doubt she always kept telling to not punch too much, she get so worried on why he's doing this. He's been having trouble hiding his feelings towards her, and he haven't stop thinking about her ever since a few months later after reaching to the capital Repharon City. In dangerous circumstances, in battles when things get rusty, he could get some much feral like beastly behavioral. However, most of the battle in during the story, he's quite tactical, because of his powers of the Repturriam, he had confidence of how it can handle this situations. He's had quite of knowledge of a average history he had learned back in the HQ, quite intelligent, knows about the martial arts and certain ancient arts since his training back since he was a teen. He have a weak spot of having emotional feelings that wants to cry when something terrible happens to their friends or much more to the one he loves. Even becoming this species, he mostly have his human instinct of living normally as always and he's been so resourceful and helpful. He hate extreme heat so much when going to some desert because of the alien species, he get extremely dehydrated and so weak, he need to get water in order to survive. The character behavioral it's one of the most unique ones and been quite special since he got the egocentric of both side of been normal and been the side of this species.

🟦 Dialogues

"I always thought that the book that my grandfather gave was just some stories, but I really believe him so since I been taking curriculum of becoming a great Explorer Hunter to uncover and reveal up history that no one knows in cultures and everything that lies in the galaxy."

"When I awoke up so weak, I realized that all this time, it was destiny that brought me all the way here to this planet. I didn't know what to do next when everything happen so fast. I have the blood of an alien being that I have no knowledge about it, but I have the strength to find out and solve the mystery of people that went missing for long time!"

"I cannot be afraid on what I become, but it is feels so odd being an alien, still after all the struggle, pain and fear in the process that I didn't anticipate. This changes everything and if I wanna know the truth of everything on this planet, I need to solve it! And I wanna know this unknown enemy force that it's bringing threat on the entire planet of this species! I have my debt to accomplish, I will follow my destiny!"

🔘 Conclusion

"To conclude up, this was definitely a big dream come true to come to remake upgrade up a highly improved character that should been done years ago. Despite the fact I never planned until the last years since I brought huge attention returning rewatching some iconic anime that I never got to watch many years since my childhood. This is how after learning so much about anatomy and everything for the world of anime for large case in Dragon Ball franchise, this was my biggest inspiration along with most scifi and fantasy genre in certain medias & video games. Together since my large improvement, with the illusts I have brought for the main character, had let me the knowledge and willpower of creativity to bring it alive after long near decade to accomplish. If it wasn't for the anime, I never have grown my improvement, because it was the way to go back on designing characters for most part for the main one. I have reached far and very proud to what I have created the character I have been dreaming since I been designing early times since school. I hope we can enjoy this special unique blue fluffy one I have made with so much love, justice, and mystery to protect the galaxy from dark ones."

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