#lets come back stronger

[born-to-lose-btl]

[munchboxart]

I promise I'm drawing, it's just taking some time to experiment

[akkivee]

kuukou: i gave your little congregation a real sermon!!!! they won’t be depending on your b tier salvation act now!!!

ghost kuukou: guh…….. you don’t get to act high and mighty!!! we are the same!!!

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kuukou really hated the way ghost kuukou didn’t preach to help give his followers the strength the weather the storm of life lol, but ghost kuukou is basically kuukou’s form of love; so ghost kuukou sees kuukou’s data, sees the way kuukou shoulders other’s burdens as means of support and has been acting on that data in his own way

so i am here for ghost kuukou lowkey calling kuukou a hypocrite for being on his case LOL

[juvinadelgreko]

no further comments at this time

[jellynotbees]

I think I should give my narilamb a bit of a divorce arc. As a treat :)

[keeps-ache]

i have a new hobby!! i listen to my playlist and say things like 'oh this goes hard' 'it just can't miss' 'it's so good, you have no idea' to my brother who cannot listen to it bc i am wearing headphones lmaoo

[frostybirdgoddess]

Darius and Ben in Chaos Theory but… make Darius relive the trauma of losing Ben.

[kerosene-saint]

queer history is very important to me and I love finding new things like websites and books and comics and photos and profiles and posts

[blairswldorfs]

one of the main things that I feel like 9-1-1 doesn't do right/could do better is related to how quickly they resolve any issues with the characters, like I'm on season 3 right now and I feel like the conflict with buck vs the 118 squad (just to take a specific example) could've been dragged out a little more to give it time to actually explore everyone's feelings and reactions and also the consequences

[brawlqueen]

PSA. / 2024 goals !

the reason i haven't been writing a lot is i've mostly been on my OC trying to play catch up on her lore and worldbuilding. you can find her in the pinned post . also i've been planning what i want to do for mizuki for 2024, and my interest very normal love for best girl only gets better each year. i just hope to do justice by her in my own way as i figure out what i'm doing post AI1.

as i'm canon divergent and i have a few things to talk about that i'll be hoping to capture or discuss hopefully some of this year that are parts of my mizuki's canon ! so i'll try doing it in uh, the most organized way because one goal i have at least for 2024 is better blog organization . it's too late to make a sideblog for musings / etc . THINGS I'LL BE DOING THIS YEAR . - focusing on catch up. unless a thread is requested to be dropped, please message me if so, i'll be continuing it. some i will drop for my own sanity, not because i don't want to write with you again! - seasonal / holidays asks will just be holiday asks with no specific content save for people i owe, ex: bubblez' kizuna or thane's trunks, etc. why? i think mizuki deserves to celebrate the holidays or anything remotely happy because while aiba is arguably as of now her best support system, let's be real, i genuinely want to find and work on any of her relationships because she's severely lacking in support. even from 2023. i'll try to stay more on the ball for again, my own sanity this year when i reblog them. - i will be writing my version of post-canon mizuki and child mizuki, that goes from her time before adoption from date, aka with shoko and renju which will be tagged appropriately because honestly mizuki doesn't know many reliable adult figures in her life, and it makes me very sad that she's arguably more mature than...most people save say, boss or pewter or hitomi etc. she deserves better! just because AI2 certainly isn't everyone's cup of tea, and it isn't mine in a LOT of ways, i still took stuff from it, and i don't think it's fair to halt mizuki at 12 forever just because we fairly have critique of NI / AINI and not let her grow up and experience a hopeful future and more bonds to fill the huge hole in her heart. let her be happy is the goal !

now i'm working on mizuki's post canon verse, as i've restarted aitsf 1 to move to aitsf 2, where i'll take a few things that i won't likely budge on unless you meet me halfway !

the verse title for anything post-canon and generally for 18 year old mizuki / teen mizuki or post explosion mizuki will be this verse tag!

__ 𝐕; 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍*ೃ༄ not compromising with just this; i'm taking back all the happiness i lost.

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now onto her post canon details i do have figured out.

mizuki and aiba are partners. one thing that's consistent is through her time with date, that can still be a thing because they ARE a family, albeit i feel estranged granted the resolution route is canon, so mizuki never really got to bond with him, get her aphonia cured, vice versa, is aiba's care through time in his eye socket appreciating the girl's strength and endurance and intelligence in both games. you can have more than one partner, and until / if we have another game and mizuki possibly gets another partner and i debate the chemistry, aiba is mizuki's partner and aiba is generally mostly with mizuki, but that doesn't mean she isn't with date too. she can love more than one person. and both dates are equally dear to her.

mizuki was still experimented on until 3 years old at horadori institute, albeit she has blurry memories at best, and i debate if she should fully remember! one factor of her godlike superhuman strength. but she also is trained in most japanese martial arts she can get her hands on! she is NOT a clone of bibi, bibi doesn't exist whatsoever despite me enjoying her personality, even if i felt it was made to mimic mizuki herself, if others who have muses with canon bonds to bibi, please talk to me so we can plot it out if you keep her as part of your canon ! as long as we meet halfway i'm more than happy to work with you !

mizuki is still a rookie detective and psyncer at ABIS. in my canon, she actually looks to ryuki, also new, but older for advice and i like to think as dual protagonists that they should have been, they get to do some cases together! only if a ryuki is willing of course.

for now, she's working on small to medium cases with aiba. the explosion still happened that took her vision clean out. she does this because of the gruesome history she has, not wanting others to suffer the same kind of unimaginable trauma she has with both biological parents murdered in various means and i'm still debating whether tearer even exists. he likely will, and if people also have the other culprit's actions in their canon, please talk to me too and i'll work together with you on that !

mizuki still runs lemniscate and sunfish pocket. she doesn't have the heart yet to really let go of her neglectful biological father's companies, even if he didn't care for her in a way she needed. in time, i'll see how she feels about this, as i do plan for mizuki to continue her education, as the girl is extremely intelligent.

mizuki is still best friends with iris, but my mizuki also considers amame and kizuna two of her really close friends, but they aren't a sister to her like iris is. they're certainly caring of her, and she'd protect them with her life, but she isn't as close to them as iris, and all of them do hang out together from what i've seen.

my mizuki is a lot more skeptical for the kizunas out there, of lien. she isn't comfortable with his advances towards one of her best friends and generally is a lot more protective. that said, it's all according to people who write kizzy. naturally she's fiercely protective of iris, who now is someone who works for her too as the president of an entertainment company.

my mizuki comes from the MIZUKI ROUTE in terms of character development but NOT THE PLOT EVENTS . iris is not inhabited by so sejima. date and mizuki DO bond like a father and daughter. date unless a date talks to me, DOES cure her aphonia or it's hitomi herself like canon because hitomi is the mom she deserves imho. but i tend to take away the development of her character and their relationship otherwise i feel the date family bond is....pretty estranged or mizuki is MUCH more doubtful of date caring for her at all granted the routes and how she tends to get overlooked a lot.

basically i want to as one of i'm sure other mizuki-mun's, give her my best in my own way, at my own pace !

and those are my goals as i replay the games (again!) . i hope to keep developing mizuki and thank you for being so patient with me as always, everyone ! also kinda sorry for the long post but it was all necessary !

[yuusishi]

I desperately wish the jjk light novels will be animated or have official manga versions someday cuz I need everyone to see Ijichi and Yuji's relationship in the "Summer of Ashes, Autumn of Dust" novel

[goodold-fashioned-killerqueen]

i need sometimes to recover from my whole world just go off with a bang yesterday, it was pretty traumatic ngl... i will be back in a bit

[ravangie]

Hello Miss Marina, Just wanted to remind you to take your time and prioritize your own health, your artworks are wonderful, but I'm honestly scared to think how much resources you spend while creating it... So please take care🥺 This world is better with such talented artists and warm-hearted people like you in it, that's why I hope you'll be here as long as possible. I sincerely wish that your life brings you as much wonder and beauty as you bring to us! All the best, admirer of your art

Now why would you just go ahead and make me cry like this...

I have no words, thank you! To have such thoughtful worries about me, AND to find time to write to me, AND phrase it so beautifully too... THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Now, while creating art does take a lot of time for me, it also releases a great deal of stress. I've said multiple times that the art that i create these days is my kind of escapism and the women that i draw are my limitless source of inspiration, strength and comfort. So while i am very much busy with real life I still want to find time to come back to my lovely ladies for some much needed joy.

But in the past couple of weeks it's been very difficult to balance everything all at once. Thank you for reminding me that the world can wait while i rest and regather myself.

Please have the loveliest day and let the kindness that you've shown to me come back to you fully 🤲❤️✨

[goldenkid]

my latent rtd haterisms emerging after that season finale

[iguessricciardo]

where tf is daniel like sign of life queen??? sign of life tonight queen???

he always disappears in january then pops off in february with so much content

[3416]

flying to toronto with only a razor in my belongings to save my man mitchelly from this facial hair

i'm lowkey betting he was growing it out for movember, but i'm thankful you can't make it through security with a razor bc 🙏 i'm a mitch facial hair truther, sorry