#between that anxious germaphobe Darius met six years ago and his friend that he just got back
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Darius and Ben in Chaos Theory but… make Darius relive the trauma of losing Ben.
#Darius breaking down in the moment#his vision keeps flickering between past and present#between that anxious germaphobe Darius met six years ago and his friend that he just got back#Darius is older now- stronger-#but so is Ben#and deep down Darius knows he can’t pull Ben back up and he *will not* let him go#he’s sobbing#reliving one of the worst moments of his life and he can’t do anything to change the outcome#meanwhile Ben-#is reliving one of the scariest moments of *his* life- but it’s different now. he’s not scared. he can use what are quite possibly#his last moments to comfort his friend so that maybe Darius can forgive *himself*#bc good hearted Darius would blame himself- just like he did before#so ben offers a hopefully comforting smile- for the rushing air is too loud for words to be made out-#and Ben wrenches himself out of Darius’s grip and his only thought as the ground comes rushing at him is that he hopes Darius will be okay#LISTEN I just need parallels#I’m so excited for chaos theory you don’t understand#jwct#ben pincus#darius bowman
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