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Good day to be a striker fan LMAO
I mean the show literally made this incredibly obvious in Western Energy but some ppl don’t pay attention bc he’s an antagonist and that drives me nuts bc regardless of his villain stance in the narrative; his anger and pain are on full display in this scene it runs circles in my head constantly.
The eye twitch always stuck out to me too, this vendetta is incredibly personal for Striker and it always has been.
#WE LOVE WINNING#we striker fans don’t always win#in fact we like never win LMAOO#BUT WE WON TODAY#STRIKER NATION RISE#LOOK US WHO WOULD’VE THOUGHT#NOT ME#the discourse surrounding this is insane btw i cannot believe months later im reading the same bad takes of this man😭#like i know he’s a villain but y’all a tragic villain can exist#striker seems to be leaning in that direction#and i love that for him#show is what’s happened to this man#let us understand fr#helluva boss#helluva boss striker#hb striker
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for anyone interested, below are screenshots of each page in etho's lore book he showed today in his lp episode:D
#etho#ethoslab#the way i went HOLY SHIT when he shared this#nobody understands how insane i have been over his lets play lore AND HE GAVE US A LORE BOOK#best day fr
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My idea of Odysseus and the Odyssey in general has been now clouded by the musical.
It's cool to know what's gonna happen, love having to study that in elementary.
Hey, Odysseus, when are you going to tell your family you're actually leaving again to die at sea? :D
#epic odysseus#epic the musical#odysseus#the odyssey#THIS IS WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY#GUYS OMERO DID NOT LIKE HAPPY ENDINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND#OH YOU THINK HE'LL GET TO BE WITH HIS WIFE AND SON AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER?#WRONG#HE WILL LEAVE AND DIE#BECAUSE THAT'S HIS STUPID DESTINY OR SOMETHING I CAN'T REMEMBER#I swear when I catch Paride#When I catch that idiot#Me and my bestie hate that guy#Ah yes let's kidnap the wife of Menelao surely this won't cause a war#YOU IDIOT#YOU FOOL#ETTORE MY BOY DID NOT DESERVE WHAT HAPPENED TO TROY#“but how is this connected to the Odyssey?” MF#MF DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND#THAT IF THAT IDIOT DIDN'T KIDNAP ELENA#THAT BOTH ETTORE AND ODYSSEUS WOULD BE LIVING HAPPILY WITH THEIR WIVES AND SONS#They could have been great allies#Like I'm being fr they could have#Omero why must you make them suffer?#why must you make US suffer?#I need a happy ending au#I need an au where both Astianatte and Telemachus survive and become friends or something#they go on adventures together and their dads are just like:#Guys I checked with another frind of mine if Odysseus actually goes back t die and he confirmed it so like#I'M NOT CRAZY IT'S NOT JUST ME
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This is what I call a fucking
DILF :3
#nobody will understand#he was made to be a dilf#he’s so fucking sexy it’s unbelievable#guns n roses#music#gnr#rockstar aesthetic#I want him to rail me#gunners#axl rose#1980s#idol#i’m going crazy#w axl rose#axl gnr#appetite for destruction#gunners do it better#guns n' roses#80s rockstars#i love rockstars#rockstar style#fashion icon fr#use your illusion#let me sit on your face#rock bands#axl rose is god#daddy axl rose#rock and roll#musicians#lead singer
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It is important to keep in mind when talking about intra community trans issues that. There are 5 of us in total despite it not feeling like it because we find each other. And even if youre a trans ally, you probably do know more trans people than the average joe, for a reason.
We often dont have anyone other than other trans people so discussions on transmisogyny, for example, do become important even under really dire circumstances because not socially isolating people becomes more and more important the more trans rights are stripped away. Especially if youre a young transmasc it becomes pretty important to recognize how your transition is used against trans women, and how different transphobic narratives are used to reinforce each other to cause material harm in the world. Similarly now its pretty important to start learning about other kinds of oppression to know how to protect more vulnerable trans people.
That being said, every discussion on trans issues (from trans people) is bound to be kind of fucked because we are marginalized af and under active threat constantly (whatever it might be) so every trans person has mental health issues and trauma and just general minority stress. And those make people reactive? So i dont personally love every single thing some other trans person says but I also dont have the energy to give a shit about every opinion i think doesnt describe my personal reality. Trans women dont have to be experts in my personal history for me to try not to add insult to injury. Same with fandom stuff, in the middle of everything the small things reflect bigger things.
Internet makes this extra hard because how you navigate the world as a trans person is different depending on your gender but also transition status as well as locality and the medical and legal regime controlling your body. Also. Sometimes it's just luck (or larger trends in the world/society/locality/whateverrr) what your local island of a trans community is like. Just. Benefit of a doubt, please.
#trans issues#idk what tags to use anymore#but honestly just#a lot of trans communities are interest groups instead of friend groups#which also should be kept in mind#dunno i feel seriously sorry for young trans men because while i do think theyre being stupid and harmful#its genuinely hard not to have sympathy and understand where some of the stuff is coming from#also because a lot of posts tagged as transandrophobia do have genuine good points about specific things#the framing is just misguided#ok im actually also really tired of every trans person feeling like they have to be sociologists and medical experts and activists#because the outside pressure demands it#but it means most people arent and are bad at all three#and it should be a trans persons right to be kind of stupid sometimes#but that doesnt mean lets go social murder trans women fr.#that shit is a problem and needs to stop
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i think growing up is just life repeatedly sucker punching you and saying bitch you thought things were gonna better lmao no you're so naive and stupid for having hope in 20 years the world will be flaming bag of garbage and no matter how hard you work you'll get eliminated at some point
#and then you just have to get up and keep living anyway because what else is there to do?#but man my heart keeps feeling heavier with every blow#2024 has literally been the worst year ever god personally too#like everytime i think it can't possibly get worse than this it does#i remember literally 9th jan i had such a horrible breakdown in an auto because the first friend i ever made#after school was leaving my work and therefore my life#9 days into the year. seriously. and i was so happy on 8th because it was my birthday#i don't know im trying hard to think okay this doesn't even affect me it's fine im privileged enough that even my own countrys politics#barely affects me#but just. india is already so behind in everything. if developed nations are doing shit like this then well#it will never get better right like who do we even strive to be#i want to get more into indian politics but my god. it's so horrifying and depressing all the time#like i remember resolving to follow politics closely few years ago and the first news#i read was about some minister talking about how girls skirts lengths IN SCHOOL is the reason boys do sa and boys will be boys etc etc#i know i could just follow business news stuff like that god knows it'll help in my field but it just. doesn't resonate with me doesn't#make me feel anything at all. like i so desperately want to care about ooh stock markets and how to grow your money etc etc#but when i think about being rich enough to invest idle money all i can think is sitting in my own home peacefully#drinking a glass of cold coffee and just being able to breathe freely because me and my sister used to joke in childhood#when dad went thru a coffee v bad for health phase and he wouldn't let us drink it so we would drink it very sneakily#at night when he was asleep or went out for an hour and make absolutely no noise while mixing the sugar. we said that we know#we'll* know we have achieved true freedom and happiness in life when we can peacefully drink cold coffee in the hall and not secretly#in the dead of night in our room#i don't even know what im talking about and my period is late again and nothing is working and my lazer focus#that i had built in the past few weeks is gone because suddenly im like what is the point????#i just don't understand how the fuck humans can fight over stupid fucking things like who is kissing who and who is doing what with their#body instead of focusing on collective issues like our planet is dying so fucking fast and every summer is getting impossibler to survive#i hate that the united states control the UN fuck this world fr man i hate being born in such horrible helpless times#like call me a kid or dumb or whatever but i cannot understand how MILLIONS of people do not#have sympathy for ppl around them and who don't care about the planet at all like how????? how did you grow up????#not trying to boast but this is so natural to me!!! didn't you make save water save earth posters in school!!! didn't anyone
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also volume 2 was fucking good i literally never understood any of you guys who said you hated it i feel like if the monologue didnt happen you would say you loved it. my first thought after finishing the whole season, still convinced that byler was dead, was “well it was still their best season by far”.
#eddies guitar solo was amazing eddies death was amazing max’s ‘death’ was amazing THE SYNTH RUNNING UP THAT HILL MONTAGE WAS AMAZING#the painting was amazing eddie robin nancy and steve in the upside down creels house was amazing#youre gonna let one scene THAT WILL PAY OFF SO WELL LATER affect your entire perspective fuck offffffff#like if you fr pretend that scene didnt happen and have never watched it then now i understand why people call us delusional#refusing to acknowledge or watch a canon scene bc you dont like the ship yeah im on mlvns side with this one thats delulu#byler
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ngl this gave me a little bit of an ick
#hotd#house of the dragon#aegon targaryen#they promised us fight between them in HV and this is what we got? 😭#but fr lets not make fun of people who speak more than one languages#youre doing well sweetie 🩷#i am glad no one else understands to witness this 🩷🩷
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it's not my story to tell, so i won't be writing it, but i sincerely hope to see an interactive fiction someday where the protagonist is a felon. specifically, i'd like the protag to be someone who has served their full sentence and just gotten out.
there is so little respect and empathy for that perspective, so i just would love a well-written IF about it
#maybe there is one and i'm unaware?#if#just thoughts#writing#was just thinking about the stigma that ppl who kill during psychotic episodes face once they are approved for release#and ofc the skepticism and wariness of the general public makes sense esp of whichever community was actually affected by the crime#but like#what do we believe y'all#wtf do we believe#is psychotherapy real or should ppl be locked up forever for doing something while literally out of their sane mind#do we believe in reform or do we keep everyone locked up bc it's more comfortable to treat people like refuse#do we believe in live and let live or do we want ppl to never live on if we personally deem them undeserving of peace or life#is psychosis a real thing or are we all pretending to understand and empathize with mental illness#fr fr#i just really hate how ppl are so comfy reacting in certain ways to that specific sort of perpetrator idk lol#gut reactions are one thing and using our brains and what we objectively know about psychology in combo with that is another#and when it comes to criminals ppl are very happy to abandon the latter and fully embrace the former#but claim to still be good decent people like...............#do you truly believe crimes committed during a psychotic break should be weighed the same as ones not?#cause if you do like... fuck you???#and if you think they shouldn't.... then we *must* apply that logic to how we treat and perceive ppl cleared as not a danger#there's no perfect system anywhere but i hate how individuals are so quick and willing to disappear people we view as problems#the constant war on the unhoused is a good example too#mh#at capacity#the great sham#abolish prison anyway yknow
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2 days till my final exam rant in tags sorry i gotta let it spill somewhere 😭
#IM DYINGGGG#there are so many things to memorise#and theyre gonna pick 2 questions from a list of 60?????#and my whole degree relies on this?????#im sorry who the hell thought of this system#id MUCH rather write a 2h long exam than have to orally answer questions for 10mins fr#and if i get a topic i dont fully understand that’s it. it’s over for me#bc u have to answer both to pass#they should at least let us pick 2 out of 3 or something 😭#i also hate my procrastinating ass#i shoulda been doing 15qs a day and ive been doing between 1 and 5#and now i have 50 questions (so probably around 70A4 pages) to memorise by THURSDAY AT 9AM#i swear to god why do i always do this#also turns out that for the thesis presentation it’s forbidden to use notes 😀#I AM NOT GOOD AT SPEAKING I AM NOT GOOD AT THIBKING MY MEMORY SUCKS HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PASS THIS#im so fucking anxious#but funniest thing is IM STILL ACTIVELY PROCRASTINATING#LIKE??? ISNT THE PRESSURE ENOUGH YET??????#i fucking KNOW for a FACT even if i started studying RIGHT NOW i probably wont make it with all the questions by the exam date#and i skipped ALL THE HARDEST ONES FOR NOW#i swear to god guys im gonna go fucking crazy with this#i know it’s nearly over but it’s KILLING MEEEEE#please why cant i skip time to when it’s over#help me manifest not getting a finance/law question pls guys#hela yaps
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Someone showed up to my online class meeting today two minutes before the class ends.
#and then they’re like “what’s the assignment for today?”#bitch (not gender specific) it’s an in-class assignment!!!!!#i am very understanding but I already had a discussion with this specific student about attendance 🙄#and after the last two days i am not in a very forgiving mood fr#but seriously you have to attend class meetings#it’s literally a requirement#i don’t even usually use the whole class time#and i give everyone a number of absences no questions asked#like and i am the easiest instructor to get an a from#but you have to actually come to class???!?!#anyway yes i let them do it#but i also told them if they aren’t on time next class#i will report them as not attending bc we have like 100 people on waitlist for these classes#for each section to clarify#you can’t take a spot and then just blow it off
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And remember: if someone tells you that Eve is a sellout nowadays and all of his music is now used for a movie/anime/commercial tell them his famous song Dramaturgy is the theme song of a TV drama
Alternatively if someone tells you they love Eve but hate Miku then let them know Dramaturgy was originally released with Miku and the Eve version is a self-cover uwu
#eve utaite#no bc the amount of people I’ve met that have these takes#and when I tell them this they just lose it bc yeh you love dramaturgy? you think dramaturgy is the pinnacle of eve music?#well let me tell you something lover boy#like fr when people understand that what eve does is a job then the world can heal#true maybe his music is not as indie as before but it’s still good and he still has a lot of freedom#there was this time someone said eve being in project voltage was disrespectful like bestie#bro used to be a VocaP wtf are you saying#and it’s always the people who like dramaturgy last dance outsider and such that hate the Miku thing like#bestie do you even know?#anyway sorry for the rant
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The first one was Violets original design. She was supposed to be 17, light blue with purple markings (like classic sonic), abandoned in the woods by Sonic cause he didn’t know how to parent and that’s what his parents did, Shadow didn’t even know about her until she confronted him looking for Sonic, knowing that Shadow was her dad and thinking he did too and is basically on a revenge quest after Sonic and finds Shadow along the way. Sonic explains himself and while Violet doesn’t forgive him she give him a chance to prove himself and they are very happy. They end up more like best friends than father and daughter tho. Also Sonic is 29 and she was a fusion of him and Shadow from when Sonic was 12. G.U.N basically took his DNA, took Shadows DNA and merged them before they’d even met.
She is now 7 years old with 2 loving (yet kinda shit) parents who are trying their best and a brother named Shock, autistic and overall just a fairly stable kid.
Idk what happened
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sonadow#sonadow fankid#sonadow fanchild#original design#vs#new design#the first one had potential but the story had too many loopholes that I couldn’t find a way around#and I really wanted Shadow and Somic to attempt to parent#even though they are horrible at it#Sonic let’s them get away with too much#Shadow let’s them get away with nothing#ok they aren’t horrible#their kids just aren’t very good at regulating their emotions#and I wanted to project cause my parents are like that#and also one of them is autistic (just like me fr fr)#and even though Shadow is also autistic they are both undiagnosed and don’t understand each other#for the most part#like they relate and Shadow is definitely better at handling some of it#but he shuts down#she melts down#it just doesn’t go very well#just like me and my mother :)#they are trying their best and working with what they’ve got#and they aren’t the worst#they could use a bit of improvement though#and I’m tempted to have them get wayyy better at it#and don’t even get me started in Shock lol. I probably won’t make content in them tho
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SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR. KEVIN PHILLIPS
#super dark times#zach taylor#allison bannister#sam edits#if you listen closely you can hear the sound of both mine and Allison's hearts breaking! <3#ok but fr: i know this is gifs. so no sound. but the WAY he DELIVERS the 'you've got a bump on your head' line makes me NUTS#it's so soft. it's so fond. it's... it's a punch in the fucking gut. he likes her *so much* but he *can't let himself have this nice#thing with her* because he's *being eaten alive by guilt he can't accept & won't let himself be happy because of it* and SHE DOESN'T KNOW!#like the thing. the thing is. when you watch SDT you're along the ride with Zach and his POV of everything. despite the obvious paranoia#& guilt warping his perspective/influencing his behavior—we can see where that's all coming from. we understand the motivations#behind the actions he takes. but ALLISON? Allison has no fucking clue what's going on! from Allison's perspective... Zach is this guy she's#known for a while (like they make a point of *telling us* in one of the earliest scenes that Zach feels weird talking about her in the#detached way they may talk abt other people in their grade they barely know—because it's *different* since he and Josh *actually know her*#plus in the script [and it STILL COUNTS TO ME because she *starts* saying the line but just gets cut off by Dennis] Allison brings#up Zach & Josh having had a silly handshake since 7th grade ['oh god that used to make me pee!' <- girl why would u say that to him]#so it's like... these are kids who've known each other for years!) and he's got this obvious fucking crush on her (the hallway scene where#he is. blatantly staring and she catches him for a second) and the moment she decides to actually start pursuing him because SHE'S#got a crush on HIM too... he starts pulling away and acting erratic and sending her the most mixed signals in the fucking world.#and sheee THINKSSS ITS HERRR FAULT!!!!!!!! like. listen. this scene i giffed above? this is what she's fucking talking about later#when she jokes about not wanting to 'scare him off again'. like sure she says it like a joke but... uhm. i simply think there's#a certain amount of truth to it too—because he DID leave the party visibly freaked out! and i think it'd be perfectly believable for her#to think that it was at least partially HER pushing too hard that was causing him to withdraw/pull away from her. plus she blatantly says#she thinks she's the reason Josh & Zach are fighting. like. this poor girl is on the outskirts of a tragedy she'll probably NEVER know the#details of but she's seeing firsthand the impact it's having on Zach and... blaming herself... that's so fucking heartbreaking
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so 😃 my mom threw something at me again today
#all bc i was crying about how we don’t have food and she won’t talk about what we’re going to do about it#she stress procrastinates and acts like problems don’t exist#but to do it the point where your children are starving and you still don’t want to address it bc you can’t handle it? imagine how we feel#*to the point#so neglectful and i’m tired of mom guilt ppl saying i should be understanding#eldest child syndrome fr like i was my sibling other parent figure#*siblings#my mom just wants to be unhealthy and live that way rather than address issues that are actively hurting us all#’you can’t ever let me relax’ we need to eat?????????#📜.scrolls#🫁.vent
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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