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genshin thoughts and opinions
#I FUCKING LVOE KIRARA#why do they keep making more characters. when kirara is already in the game and perfect and cute#she can turn into a box. what more do oyu need from a game. i get angry when cutscenes make me turn back into lumine#let me look at my girl excuse me.
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I wanted to join idk
sharing is caring ffs Riley 😒😒 (read tags psst)
#art#fanart#my art#original art#concept#bro I was like how tf do I interpret egotism and then I remembered one of the girls in my schools#such a fucking pick me and actually an egoistic ass person#she manipulates everyone and ripped friendships apart because she came in and started being the queen around#ofc she doesn’t tell me what to do. doesn’t even come close to me lol but I still hate her like respectfully just disintegrate please#so yeah let’s not say her actual mame. im gonna call her Sophia. this character is based off of her#inside out#inside out oc#onside out envy#envy inside out#envy#inside out fanart#inside out art#inside out 2#inside out egotism#Sophia actually will envy the shit out of other people bc there’s this really cool guy in my classroom and he has ONE SINGLE HOODIE THAT SHE#ALSO HAS. AND IT LOOKS BETTER ON HIM and she’s like ‘is he gay? he’s using a girl’s hoodie’ SHUT UP SOPHIA PLEASE#LMFAO#please excuse the mistakes with the spelling and stuff I’m on my tablet and it’s the worst thing ever
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i just think
#excuse me. sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy- sorry. mo-#veilguard spoilers#look.#did i beat mythal into the ground? mayhaps. absolutely.#do i also find her hot? yes.#let a woman be evil#god i hate her. i love her.#''she was the best of them'' the bar was in the fuckin ground solas????#i wasnt gonna go into my opinion on her but here we go#i hate this woman. i love this woman. she's manipulative. she's not sorry about anything at all. redeeming quality Where?#some kinda spirit turns into a woman and starts a thing w elgarnan and peer pressures a spirit of wisdom to take a body against its will#hatches lyrium dagger rendering titans tranquil plan to end the earthquakes bc she and her ppl where fucking??? stealing their blood????#but again convinces wisdom spirit to do it/work out the details she just does the actual ritual everyone goes yay mythal!#gets murdered by her husband/other???children/siblings? whatever the fuck they are to each other#yada yada fast forward like 7k years#she's a swamp witch now talking in riddles and laughing at inappropriate times fdksjfksdla#and traumatizing young daughters she continues to give to birth to#and turns into a dragon like. literally. every. game. this bitch cannot stop turning into a dragon. it's her favorite thing to do#godforbid a woman have hobbies anyway#so then she's slowly amassing power and hinting at a RECKONING REVENGE bc she was BETRAYED and she knows solas is gonna pull some shit#but then she just lets him kill her/take her glowy blue essence and there's no reckoning#no revenge#she appears to her latest daughter as a ghost and bestows 1 last curse upon her:#secondhand embarrassment for realizing she shemsplained to the dreadwolf himself#for some reason she materializes from the statue and goes ''sorry you felt that way solas'' and vanishes again#hilar. iconic. go girl give us nothing.#i love her i hate her that's how it is.
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top three worst things to happen to a girl:
having greasy hair
a press on nail popping off in public, specifically in a grocery store
having greasy hair
#honestly i just need to be bald at this point#my hair gets greasy the second i LOOK at it when stepping out the shower#and dont even get me started on the press on nails#that shit is so HUMILIATING#like hi excuse me let me just pass by u and KNEEL DOWN to retrieve my NAIL#most of the time i just pretend i didnt see it and bitterly move on w my life#girl problems#lol
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4am arcane hemospectrum headcanons. listen to me closely now, and feel free to give me some suggestions and inputs if u so desire.
Vi and Jinx: rustbloods. it would make sense for them to be the lowest land dwelling class, members of the rust caste are also known for being prone to adventures and frankly, violence.
Isha: bronzeblood. she is warm hearted, kind, yet capable of Kicking Total Ass in a display of Radicalicious Badassery. her bunny ears, the bugs… bronzes do enjoy animal companions.
Ekko: goldblood. the genius, innovative mind he has, oh ekko my boy. your heart is golden and so is the blood rushing through your alien veins. goldbloods are intelligent and snarky, standing their ground. like my boy.
Sevika: oliveblood. she is just. so cool and awesome. shes so metal shes so totes punkrock im gonna scream. olives are strong, loyal people. also ive read they are associated with luck, which points to her gambling addiction.
Caitlyn: purpleblood. the highest land dwelling caste. they slaughter and subjuggulate lowbloods, slaughtering and oppressing them. may be a bit on the nose, yes, but it fits the kirammans so well in my eyes. come on people, draw her in juggalo paint.
Maddie: violetblood disguised as an indigo. she would be masking her caste to infiltrate the land dwellers. also i think it would be humorous to imagine her hiding her gills. also violets are so sleazy, eccentric, lowkey manic.. she probably has malformed horns, which makes her guising process a little easier. god i love her please
Mel and Ambessa: fuchsiabloods. the highest of them all, holding power over the rest. in my mind, all noxians would be sea dwellers. they have so many responsibilities to attend to, the weight of the world on their shoulders.. mel wishing to stop the violence, the brutality. ambessa being a warlord, dependent on those feats to bring glory to her people and do what she thinks is right. listen.
see how ironic it is, the higher the caste, the more i wrote about them. we live in a trollciety…. also mel as feferi and ambessa as meenah oh im gonna explode
#this whole post may or may not have been an excuse for me to blabber about maddie in homestuck#LISTENNNN.#her being a ‘mutated’ violetblood that doesnt look the part#shed be slightly discolored as well#her horns would be less curved#shed be DOGGED ON#but ambessa would recognize the potential she holds. the ways in which she could use the girl to her advantage. lightbulp!!!#madz would still have to do a LOT in order to properly hide her caste#and to those who are like ‘but mac… wouldnt cait find out about her blood color when tbey.. yknow…. pail..’#my answer is short and simple#i dunnos (◞‸◟;)#just let me have this please question the logistics later#this post included following sneaks:#arasol sneak#gamquius sneak#thats it i think hehe#please dont shun me please guys dont throw tomatoes at me#homestuck#arcane#vi arcane#jinx arcane#ekko arcane#isha arcane#sevika arcane#caitlyn kiramman#maddie nolen#maddie arcane#mel medarda#ambessa medarda#macposting
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Lo and Li and their (not) looking after Azula and Zuko in "The Beach"
I have talked a lot about Zuko and Azula lately because “The Beach” episode gives a lot of context for their relationship, but it would be a crime to omit the most funny detail (implication) coming from this episode: the presence of Lo and Li.
Those two older women were introduced into the series as Azula’s teachers (that definitely fueled her unhealthy sense of perfectionism) and some sort of advisors before the princess recruited Ty Lee and Mai on the hunt for Zuko, Iroh and later, the Avatar. The story alone gives little about Lo and Li, but considering their relationship and influences on the princess, we can assume they had, if not outright trust, then at least Ozai’s approval to keep an eye on his “precious”, prodigy daughter. As they were the only adults connected to Fire Lord and at whose house the Royal Siblings and their friends stayed in "The Beach" episode, I thought of them as not really nannies, but more like chaperones.
Zuko and Azula faced Avatar and survived, Mai and Ty Lee proved to be capable of beating down full grown men one on one (or more precisely, one vs many). So fine, ok, Ozai may trust his kids to be able to defend themselves - if the thought about their safety even occurred to him at all. But Zuko and Azula are, and I can’t stress it enough, teenagers sent on vacation and teenagers may do stupid stuff for fun just to taste the little freedom granted them. So it makes sense to me that Lo and Li should supervise the Royal Siblings, because vacation or not, they are still prince and princess, the precious heirs to the throne. And like, Zuko is with his girlfriend (official fiancee?) and you can never be sure what teenagers in love and with buzzing hormones will do, right? Same with Azula, who as we learn through the episode, will happily grab the occasion to flirt with a handsome, popular boy and the innocent kiss turned out quickly into her passionate rant: “Together, you and I will be the strongest couple in the entire world! We will dominate the Earth!”.
Azula’s mind really jumped from casual fun (no harm done if Ozai won’t learn about it) to the conclusion that boy she knew for what? a few hours at best will be her boyfriend and part of the future (military?) plans and understandable Chen freaked out and ran away. The taste of freedom affected even Azula, our so emotionally composed, clever girl, because again, a teenager, adolescent curiosity, lack of supervision and buzzing hormones are a dangerous mix.
(I suspect Zuko getting Mai pregnant would be less scandalous than if Azula - the princess - ended with a bastard child at the age of 14/15. If Ozai would even allow the kid to be born.)
And what Lo and Li were doing the whole episode? Either giving some cryptic speech about how Ember Island is a magical place or encourage kids.
“Time to hit the beach!“ they said
while never bothering going with kids there
(or did Lo and Li have fun on their own ignoring the bunch of their temporary wards?).
And when Azula, Zuko and Ty Lee talked about Chen and why Azula didn’t betray their Royal Family status (and presumably of going to the night party)? Again, the two old women did nothing besides giving some more cryptic advice and saying “to the party!”.
Like, they were totally okay that Fire Royal Siblings (in range of age from 14 to 16) planned to stay at house of unknown boy(s) for the whole night. Again, Zuko is 16, at best almost 17, but Azula is 14 (at best 15) and I don’t think this is an appropriate age to let a girl - especially the princess you are responsible for - go to a party with presumably much older boys.
(Unless this is why Azula demanded Zuko, her older brother, to be invited alongside her? Not like he checked out if she is alright before he was kicked out for the fight with Mai over some guy but I guess, with a sister like Azula it is easy to assume she doesn’t need babysitting, because Azula could and would kick Chen or anyone else’s ass if they pissed her off).
My point is, Lo and Li could give the girls and Zuko some serious talk or at least ask to be careful or anything the supposed chaperons should say (or like, outright demand from Zuko to keep an eye on his younger sister and the noble girls as the oldest and you know, the guy). Because Azula is first and foremost a princess, the same as Zuko is the prince and like, the Royal Family does not need any teenage drama and scandal (and from the previous episode we know Azula and Zuko are now the public figures at the capital).
I’m not sure if perceiving Lo and Li as some sort chaperons to the “banished for a weekend” Royal Siblings was author’s intention or not, but there is something incredible funny how those old women introduced as strict teachers criticizing Azula for not perfect hairstyle while she is working on her lighting technique - a skill absolutely amazing to have at the age of 14 - won’t even bother to keep an eye on the same girl and just let the whole bunch of emotionally stunted and traumatized teenagers freely roam on the “magical” beach and go to night party to total strangers. It is pretty hilarious if not a bit sad. Because wow, Ozai did not give much fuck about any of his kids one way or another.
Aaand this is what I get when rewatching ATLA as an adult lol.
I know this is animations for kids/teenagers, but what if Chen didn’t freak out? Would Azula be curious enough to experience something more than just a kiss? And well, we assume Chen and Ruon-Jian are in age close to Zuko & Azula (as if they were adults they would be enrolled into army, I think?) But there is still a room for them being older than Zuko who himself is two years older than Azula. Also, them inviting Ty Lee & Mai specifically for how they look without bothering to ask for their name and the way a group of boys cornered Ty Lee to the point she needed to chi-blocking all of them kinda gives me the feeling the party was an occasion for them to pick up girl for night or something along the way. Dunno if I read the scene/intention right but it gives that vibe I guess…?
#avatar: the last airbender#atla#lo and li#azula#zuko#the beach episode is so funny and so not-funny at the same time#like if i was responsible for a teenage girl (no matter it her father could kill me or not)#i would drill Zuko to make sure his younger sister is safe and sound#and no that she can take care of herself is not an excuse to let her be on her own with some random older dude#now i kinda wish that the party wasn't about zuko argument with mai but him being an older brother azula needs to bribe#to let her flirt with this hot dude and no don't tell dad or lo & li XD#i kinda guessing here lo and li looked at azula and assumed nope this girl has no interest in romances while of course she wouldn't tell#them she doesn't have a boyfriend because she had no clue how to talk to boys#Also it may be just me and my instict of keeping everyone safe at parties why “The party scenes” aren't my fav in this episode#Especially compared to the dance party in headband episode
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My roommate did, in fact, quit her job
#I am living with a caricature of a person oh my fucking god#she has apparently now decided against driving across the country to live in la with no plan and no savings#but still has not found anywhere to live in town despite our lease being up in less than two months now….. I don’t think she’s even looking#SUPPOSEDLY she’s starting a new job but she has not been working for like a month 😭#girl I hope you know that I am NOT letting you skimp on bills you WILL be paying your fucking share#also apparently her new job is some job working with autistic kids which genuinely makes me cringe so hard#those poor fucking kids#given the way she has reacted to and treated any of MY autistic traits…..#this girl should NOT be allowed around autistic children esp not in whatever fucking program this is#(which from what it sounds like is already not a very good one)#it’s like every day she somehow finds new ways to make me dislike her more#she also keeps trying to give me ‘life advice’ which is already a laughable concept considering her….. everything#but most of it she should know is not even applicable to me if she had EVER listened to a single thing out of my mouth#regarding my life past interests goals current situation etc#I am literally living with a fucking clown#no that’s too generous clowns are ridiculous but fundamentally not very harmful#this bitch is basically just a slowly unraveling disaster for anyone who has to be involved with her in any kind of serious capacity 😭#oh she also tried telling me I should ‘give being manic a try’ because it’s ‘actually a really good thing’#do….. what. huh. EXCUSE ME??????#first of all I have watched mania and manic episodes literally ruin people’s lives#also YOU CANT JUST MAKE YOURSELF MANIC???????#WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING TALKING ABOUTTTTTTTT 😭😭😭😭😭😭#kaz rambles
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U cant hurt me, im wearing armour. 😎
Treat me ~ Tip me
#I have absolutely used a similar caption before but its very relevant. Again.#My mental is unhealthy rn!!!!! Pls excuse any unfortunate posting.#Lost my volunteering position bc im too unreliable and thats totally reasonable of them but wow it makes me not like myself lots!!!!!!#I cant rely on myself either so i really do see why they cant keep me on. But still!!!!! I need to go back to the gp again if its this bad#Anywhore. Lets find some fun lil reasons to live despite that. Plus I can be useful in other ways.#Sorry for my mini therapy session in the tags. I am not thriving.#Satans knitwear#At least this shoot i did with my various mando looks was entertaining#Alt pinup#Pinup girl#Mandalorian seduction techniques#Tassles#Pasties#Body chain#Thigh garters#thigh harness#Stockings and suspenders
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SOS. Been around my family for an entire weekend. Things are getting dire.
#the kids were getting restless and couldn’t agree on a show to watch together#I suggested Bluey#(kids love Bluey right?)#the fear on some of their faces#you would have thought I suggested these children watch The Exorcist or something#they look so shaken#so now IM confused#I learn their parents don’t let them watch Bluey#now I’m REALLY confused#isn’t Bluey as pure and wholesome as a show can get?#isn’t that like?#it’s entire brand?#I should have known better.#the mom informs me that her children can’t watch Bluey#because#Bluey#is a girl#(implication being that a blue character being a girl is Woke and Demonic)#(this is apparently supposed to disgust me)#(it obviously does not)#when THAT didn’t get a reaction out of me#she showed me a clip of another child character casually mentioning her two moms#expecting me to be appalled by such a blatant display of the ‘Woke Left’s gay agenda’#jokes on her that’s the most heartwarming shit I’ve ever seen#I had to excuse myself#these people are TRYING to raise a bunch of intolerant assholes#it’s disgusting#how can you find fault in something as pure as BLUEY#I can only hope that the younger generation grows up and sees the faults in how they were raised#otherwise my family’s cooked
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still reeling over the fact that almost 2 months ago the guy i was talking to (not dating, but definitely 'seeing') took another girl TO MY AND MY ROOMMATE'S APARTMENT to FUCK HER ON OUR AIR MATTRESS while i was ON VACATION THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY
honestly. how do i get myself into these situations
#followed by him being blackout drunk sleeping on our DOORSTEP the very next day#he said he thought it was weird i said i liked him so soon into meeting him#but he would constantly say shit like 'falling for you more now' and 'my friend told my sister i have a new gf now'#like OKAY HOMEBOY#so dude it's so fucked i'll give more details in these tags in case anyone cares for a lil more context#before my trip back to california for sdcc i talked to him#said hey i know we're not dating but while im gone for almost 2 weeks are we gonna mess around with other people? like where is ur head#he said 'you can sleep with other people because you have a higher sex drive than me but i won't be doing that but you go ahead'#and im like okay weird response but okay cool#before i ended up leaving actually i did end up hooking up w someone and when i came back to my apartment he said 'looks like someone had a#'fun night' but he said it like....in a salty fucking way and i was like ur not allowed to be mad bc you refuse to be in a relationship wit#me despite me LETTING YOU LIVE WITH ME AND MY BFF FOR THE LAST ALMOST MONTH#oh yeah that part too#he was evicted and was staying with us for a few nights that turned into almost a month#NO he did not pay rent YES he did eat all our food#YES im an idiot for not seeing his red flags sooner but i was infatuated#so anyway my friend goes 'he's salty you fucked another dude' and im like excuse me how the fuck is he gonna be mad when WE TALKED ABOUT TH#*THIS#now granted it was a day before my trip so it wasn't ON my trip that i slept with someone else#but im like. how are u gonna be mad im gonna go enjoy myself when you've made it painfully clear you want me but want 0 strings#so anyway while im in california my bff calls me like hey dude john is on our air mattress naked with another girl#i was like excusethefuckME#because 1. he wasn't supposed to be at our apartment anymore so i was surprised he was there at ALL#and 2. how are u gonna ever be living RENT FREE with someone and INVITE SOMEONE ELSE OVER TO FUCK IN THEIR PLACE#i could honestly go on but i doubt anyone read this far as it is#this situation has fucked me up#first red flag should've been his name being JOHN
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my sister called me and kept asking excitedly that what's happening in my life and
#like life as in. i can't say love life but like you know what's happening with the guys and the girls#girl#and i was so tired#am so tired#i just made up an excuse that im too physically tired too talk to cut the call and told her id call her back but i won't#i want to okay i really do I want to hear about her life what's going on but she's not that type of person jinke saamne#i can just divert the topic from myself avoid talking about me she's determined and caring like that😭#just. kya batau main#i spent the whole day working but really if i stopped doing anything for like 2 minutes all the last convos i had with everyone i#liked loved whatever started replaying in my head constantly making me feel all down and sad in public yk that empty heaviness inside chest#i mean. what is there to say. i feel truly pathetic#everyone just keeps leaving me. they decide one day that oh nope she's not for me not interesting anymore doesn't understand is too much#draining and destroys my peace and then they leave#it doesn't even matter the weight of the relationship#whether it's been a year of being in love or two weeks of talking till 5 am or a week of wishing me good morning and good night#every day. it doesn't matter they leave and they leave and they leave and they don't look back and im left to pick up the pieces go on#pretend to be okay and normal and fucking focused on like. studying accounts as if my heart isn't breaking#into a million tiny pieces everytime#i don't know how to tell her. the sister you love so much the sister you can't live without imagine life without. the#sister who you thought about holding on for because you couldn't do that to her leave her alone when you had suicidal thoughts. she's#she's actually deeply unlovable undateable unfuckable and like truly lonely and easy to let go of#i know she loves me and i know my bestfriend loves me and she would fall apart if i wasn't there for her#but it's not enough. i really wish it was. but it's okay it's enough for now it's enough to keep me going it's enough to make me not wanna#die yk? like i don't love myself enough to live for myself get better for myself but they need me so i need to be okay be happy because i#need them to be happy. and they're happy when im happy#does that make sense#okay bye i should really start writing a diary
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hey hey hey @staff @humans are we really calling TRANSPHOBIA "human errors" ?
is that what we're calling this now? really? really????
#tumblr#AND A QUARTER. HOW DO *YOU* KNOW? HOW DO **YOU** KNOW ITS ONLY A QUARTER?#and a QUARTER WHAT??? A QUARTER UNIMPORTANT??? A QUARTER YOU'RE ABLE TO BRUSH OFF??? EXCUSE ME?#staff has transphobes inside of the place and look if i lose my account/ account gets locked. you all know.#staff . fucking start hiring trans girls who are actually super smart with coding.#that'll prune your transphobes.#next let's work on your racism.
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okay i haven't eaten or slept in 4 days im taking nyquil bye everyone
#for the record i am also ill but I'd be lying if i said I wasn't also just looking for an excuse to take nyquil again#this is why i can't drink alcohol or energy drinks or anything like that#i can literally develop addictions to the most random shit like girl what is this. anyway#pleeeease let me get a full nights sleep please you're my only hope. gotta fight the mental illness demons in there#this is just like when o/fmd finale aired while i was in the hospital and they made me take xanax#(unrelated to o/fmd)#day of all time. no ok seriously good night#addiction mention#drugs mention#ask to tag 00000000
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I just know Johnny would have beat the snot out of the old fart that followed me around at work the other day and that makes it just a little better I think.💖
#old geezer chased me down on a motor cart threw his arm around me and held his hand on my hip for a good two whole minutes#and since your girl is nonconfronational- I let him🤢#never again#i was just trying to pass out samples!!😭😭#dude had the AUDACITY to look at me and say “I don't want your cookies- I want the person passing them out.”#excuse me???#🤢#But yeah- Johnny would have clobbered him fs😚
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i crave to be loved so badly but i am so scared of it, maybe even find myself undeserving or not capable of receiving it,
i wrote a self insert character who gets into a relationship with a character who loves so entirely with such devotion and yet find myself unable to write a story where that character does love my s/i enough, the way he has loved other characters in the past. what the hell is that about?
#vidhik.txt#2/3 iantara stpries have this conflict holding him back#the third one that i have not been able to finish doesn't really have conflict like that because it is just pure cuteness#and exactly i am unable to write it because how#am i analysing this too much maybe but i am also coming to this#after looking at my dating history the past year or so#i really liked a girl and asked her out got rejected but atayed very good friends and i love our friendship#but anyone who actually shows interest in me i start isolating and distancing myself from before they can reject me#and some of them made an effort but i almost keep looking for an excuse#because i dont know what happens when they see me naked what if they find my body hideous most days i have trouble with that myself#what if emotionally i am just not good enough to be loved well because i know i am a dysregulated mess and i try to work on it#but when i lose at it it is so so bad#i am aware i am not an easy person to love so i keep myself comfimed to people i almost know just will not try to learn me enough#thus not learning the veru bad parts and not leaving#i am so svared of rejection that i keep not letting people love me despite how much i want it#needed to vent because this has kept me up a bit too long
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now that bad blood (taylor's version) (kendrick lamar version) is finally an actual song on streaming and not just a music video song I don't have a non-gay "I swear I just like this version because of kendrick lamar" excuse to watch the bad blood music video thirteen times in a row just to oogle at girls in sexy costumes doing close-quarters combat
#taylor swift#bad blood was my bisexual awakening btw#like i watched that music video an unholy amount of times#thankfully it's not 2015 anymore and I'm an out bisexual who doesn't have to look for excuses to oogle pretty girls so#you forgive you forget but you never let it go#y'know 😏#1989 (taylor's version)#some standout moments for 19 year old me were in no particular order:#cara delevigne turning a idk purse? into nunchucks could not tell you i was too busy oogling her legs#taylor swift just taylor swift at the very beginning just everything about that sequence of events (the lipstick??? kill me)#taylor adjusting her boxing gloves with her teeth and just that whole boxing situation like just all lf that#(don't get me wrong I really do like kendrick lamar but i wasn't watching the video for him i can admit that now)
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