#let me empty my brain

[aroaceleovaldez]

we should make Nico more fucked up, actually. enough woobifying him. that boy should be covered in blood and viscera

[miaiminnis]

give me something pretty to wear beneath my bloodstained clothes

darling, the devil knows my name 🥀🗝️🦩🗡️💃

[elderwisp]

hey moon, it's just you and me tonight everyone else is asleep

[verysmallcyborg]

i (unfortunately) often find myself having bouts of being unusually insecure (?) when it comes to fornax & their appearance, and it results in the gnawing temptation to stop sharing them altogether across all socmed i post to. but i know that's just the garbage depression™ brain trying to fall back into unhealthy isolation-related habits

(a lil more thoughts under the cut, nothing too bad tho)

sometimes it resorts to thinking things like "oh they probably appeal very little to most. look at them, they are EXTREMELY far from what other's would expect a femroe to look like (well, especially bc they ARE an au roe... but regardless)"

but. time and time again, i see so many nice tags and compliments on both my art and gposes of them, even people telling me that fornax has helped them feel happier and more comfortable/confident with their own body, or certain physical features. it's reassuring and always makes me happy whenever people express that they love seeing my fat, strong hairy butch who looks scary - and is scary, when provoked - but has an awkward heart of gold and is the embodiment of gap moe around their partner. it warms my heart that my beloved oc has happened to resonate in some way with several people. idk maybe it's silly, but it's all the little things like that that help me continue pushing away the impulses to stop sharing my creative works

it feels weird being open and vulnerable on here abt what keeps chewing at me, but i just wanted to say: thank you for sticking around and appreciating my silly big wol with me, i really do cherish and appreciate the kind (and feral) tags/comments under fornax's stuff, she's very important to me for countless reasons and here is to hoping that i never stop sharing or vanish from everywhere. love u all mwah :]

[quixoticanarchy]

been staring at my laptop for like 5 hrs and have not worked on any Project™ in all that time. could admit defeat and go to bed but nah i better stick it out for another hour or so just in case something changes

[fishareglorious]

why were they doing duels in court in chapter 4. is it a actual normalized thing for their world or saint pavlov just makes the defendant and the prosecution throw hands to see who comes out the victor. do they do it for every corruption case. can we watch madam z wrestle then dump a mug full of hot coffee on constantine's face godot ace attorney style for the whole breakout incident and for multiple instances of child murders

[bonesblackheadrotten]

i like finding tobias (or whatever they call it) cause so far it’s just giving me further proof of how good sylus is to mc

[bipolaritysucksbutslaps]

finishing writing a fic is all fun and jokes until you realise you don't have a purpose in life anymore

[moonchild-in-blue]

Slept in today so here's last night's dream:

I dreamt that Vessel had two original songs that had never been released but were floating around somewhere called "Trail" and ? [can't remember], and we wanted him to release those?

And then he was doing a small gig but he was dressed with the Fall For Me outfit (the beanie and hoodie jacket) but with his current mask on. And he sang those two songs, but the show was lowkey underwater? Like we all had water up to our chests, and his shirt was soaked wet (not in a sexy way, just very pathetically).

And then we started talking??? I can't remember what it was about exactly, but I remember him being so chill and funny and pleasant to talk to, and he laughed a lot, and uhhhhh yeah. That was it 🙂👍

[oceanwithouthermoon]

kubosai... save me...

kubosai

save me kubosai

[pepperpixel]

which fandom do you think you were most involved in

Hmmmmm, this is a tough question!!! But also, an interesting one lol. I’d say, in terms of actually creating and uploading art it’d be either Undertale or SCP! Most likely it’s SCP but I remember being RLLY into Undertale back when it first came out and drawing a bunch of stuff for it

But, in terms of the fandom I was MOST personally involved and invested and ride or die on for the longest amount of my life, regardless of amount of fanart I’ve drawn (cuz robots r hard to draw…) it would without question be transformers lol, I’ve been obsessed with that shit since like 5th grade… I used to read thru tfwiki pages just for fun as a child and to see the funny captions on photos or the interesting trivia. I had one of crashboombangers old brainstorm voice clips as my alarm clock back then and it was DEVASTATINGLY LOUD, I shared my room w someone else back then and had that as my alarm and little me, had no sense of common decency towards someone else’s sleep cuz that shit was like a bomb went off at 5:30. It was terribly loud ghgh-

I was, And still am kinda obsessed with sharing and showing transformers to ppl cuz I think it’s rlly good!!! (Generally I show Tfp to ppl first cuz it’s a very cool well made entertaining show that I feel is a good entry point. But like. I enjoy a lot of the different versions, and showing them to ppl!) And I want more ppl! To care about and be obsessed w these hot sexy awesome giant robots!!! They’ve literally informed so much of my interests ghgh- and actually, I went back and checked my deviantart. And I don’t have a lot of my old transformers art on this blog. Cuz I had an old one I accidentally deleted before this one. But I’ve actually drawn MORE transformers art than I have scp art… apparently. I mean they might be evened out considering I haven’t rlly made many transformers videos like I have for scp. But still! Yeah.. transformers was and still is my favorite shit ever. I don’t draw a lot of stuff for it but it is always in my heart.

[mercless]

🗡 sharing this random ask i got because im bewildered by it...

[faceless-ghostt]

I think more people need to understand that I draw Tim just as a lil fucker scheming so much that I don't even have to do guidelines anymore, it's a curse, someone shoot me and end my misery

[ijustthinkhesneat]

I have no original thoughts today.

Have a Philomena Cunk as a pallet cleanser.

[ascendingtostardust]

Do you guys even understand how I’m feeling about this pic rn???

[springcatalyst]

WIP Tag Game

thank u @hamburgerslippers <3 for tagging me,,, ignore how uh. long this took my brain has been. empte

Writing

She looked at him accusatorily.  “Don’t you understand?  Your name speaks to something lost, doesn’t it?  If you could take it back, wouldn’t you?”

He, in turn, glared into the dark.  He would not tell her that name was a lie: he had no true claim to the history it carried.  But he held no resentment for the remaining option- playing along was something he was good at.

“Maybe,” he said, thoughtfully.  “It’s far behind me now, though.”  He gauged her response and found a striking absence of doubt- she didn’t bleed falsity the way so many did, and thus, didn’t know how to look for it.  “Would it be worth it?” he continued, somewhere just short of the truth, “Or is it better to instead build something new in its place?”

Art

trying to do more physical art. doodlig him. to save my sanity

tagging: @sleepingfancies @veradragonjedi