#let me be me

[nemosopenletters-blog]

Why is there only one way to do anything? To do it any other way ends up alienating you, them criticizing you, looking at you weird, telling you you're "wrong".... why? Why can't I just be a human being , doing human being things, the way I want to do them....

[limeade-l3sbian]

i hate pants

[bitey-the-alien]

I yearn for the day someone would treat me like a creature. Or at least allow me to be a creature and not get backlash T^T

PLEASE

[x-heesy]

Don't want to be your friend

Just bury me

I dont need your help

Just let me be, just let me be

I'm your enemies

I think you want me dead, but im already dead

Witch Den by Sleepisformortals v4

@pulsantilla

[sagessge]

My life stands on the staple of freedom

If you take it away from me

I shall die

I shall free myself from this soul-shattering life

And let myself be free

And if I still can't be free

Then please,slaughter my soul

For I am too exhausted

Exhausted to ask for what shall be mine

Is it a mistake to want all of this rife thing,called life?

[lemon-dafne]

I fucking hate going outside also WHY I CAN'T BE MY FUCKING SELF I just want Hot Topic and that stuff not basic,pastels and that stuff why am I forced to not be myself and also I hate being on the stupid sunlight I wish my parents let me be myself and I stop being depressed

[klara-rosa]

One really big realization I've had recently is that maybe therapy or just, like, how I live my life isn't about constantly wondering WHY I'm different than most people, why I have anxiety, why I have depression, why I have issues with communicating with others, why I get overstimulated easily, why I can't do certain thing, why I am the way I am. Constantly beating myself up and throwing self hate at myself and wishing wishing wishing so much to just be normal. And trying so hard to be normal, to talk normally, communicate normally, behave normally, do the same things like everyone else, go to functions and and and, just masking ALL THE TIME to the point of being entirely exhausted at the end of each day and needing the weekends completely to myself in order to regenerate.

Maybe it's more about accepting that I am different, that my brain works differently. That my brain has always worked differently to begin with and then some really traumatic things happened during the course of my childhood, unfortunately., which contributed to my brain working even more differently.Accepting that I simply can't make sense of certain things and that I do not have to sacrifice my mental wellbeing in order to mask, to appear 'normal'. Because...I'm not. It's blatantly obvious to everyone, most of all to myself.

Maybe it's about saying no to situations I know will bring me to my limit, that will be so overstimulating and stressful, it'll take me days to regulate myself again. Looking out for myself. Maybe it' about looking for ways, techniques and tools I can carry with me, to help myself, to support myself when I already am in such a situation that's too much for me. Maybe it's about showing myself grace and kindness and being radically ME.

I'm tired. I just can't continue living like this. The people that genuinely like me for me will deal with it. I'll tell them, hey I'm a highly anxious, sensitive and easily overwhelmed person who might be on the spectrum and I have certain limitations and if I'm sometimes weird, I hope you can understand and give me some space, like I just don't understand you sometimes and sometimes I just fon't want to try to. Everyone else can suck it, I'm not living my life anymore to be liked or looked at 'normal' by people I don't even like.

[tsuumies]

idk why but lance reminds me of the surf’s up audio that’s been going viral recently… like

[deuces-stone-cold-style]

Now that I, the humble sideblog, can comment as myself, when will I be able to send asks as myself too

[mad--sad--bad]

I don't know how i can be myself and someone completely different at the same time, but that's exactly what i want.

[kingduane26]

THIS is how I want to write my query letter

The commentary got me rollin!!! 😂😂😂

[lesbinewren]

we need to make using chatgpt embarrassing bc sorry it really is. what do you mean you can’t write an email

[x-heesy]

𝗦𝗣𝝝𝗧𝗜𝗙𝗬 𝗞𝗡𝝝𝗪𝗦 𝗠𝗘 𝗦𝝝 𝗪𝗘𝗟𝗟

𝝝𝗙𝗙𝗜𝗖𝗜𝝠𝗟 𝗤𝗨𝝠𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗬 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗧𝗣𝝝𝗦𝗧

(I’ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴍᴇᴀɴ, ʙᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ)

(Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ)

(Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ)

(Fᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Rᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇs)

(Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ)

(Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ)

Oʜ, ʜᴇᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴇ

Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ

Fᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Rᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇs

Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ

Oʜ, ʜᴇᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴇ

Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ

Fᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Rᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇs

Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ

Oʜ, ʜᴇᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴇ

Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ

Fᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Rᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇs

Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ

Oʜ, ʜᴇᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴇ

Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ

Fᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Rᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇs

Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ (ᴏʜ)

Dᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ, ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ sᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ

Sᴏ ʟᴀᴢʏ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ

Tʜᴇʏ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ғᴀᴄᴇ ᴍᴇ

I’ʟʟ ᴡᴀᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ

Dᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ

Jᴜsᴛ ʙᴜʀʏ ᴍᴇ

I ᴅᴏɴᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇʟᴘ

Jᴜsᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʙᴇ, ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʙᴇ

I’ᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇs

I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴍ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ

I’ᴍ ᴜᴘsᴇᴛ, I’ᴍ ᴜᴘsᴇᴛ, I’ᴍ ᴜᴘsᴇᴛ

Rᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ

I’ᴍ sᴏ sᴀᴅ, I’ᴍ sᴏ sᴀᴅ, I’ᴍ sᴏ sᴀᴅ

Rᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴅʀᴏᴡɴ

(I’ᴍ ᴜᴘsᴇᴛ, I’ᴍ ᴜᴘsᴇᴛ, I’ᴍ ᴜᴘsᴇᴛ)

(Iᴍ sᴏ sᴀᴅ, Iᴍ sᴏ sᴀᴅ, I’ᴍ sᴏ sᴀᴅ)

I’ᴍ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴇ

Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ

Fᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Rᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇs

Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ

Oʜ, ʜᴇᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴇ

Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ

Fᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Rᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇs

Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ

Oʜ, ʜᴇᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴇ

Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ

Fᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Rᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇs

Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ

Oʜ, ʜᴇᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴇ

Tʜᴇʏ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ

Fᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Rᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇs

Bᴀᴇ ɪᴛ’s ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ (ᴏʜ)

Witch Den by Sleepisformortals @len0r

[sagessge]

Happy pride month y'all 🏳️‍🌈💕,this is something I wrote about being gay and finding yourself~

To make them proud

I put too much in

But is it enough?

Is it enough?

Maybe it would've been different

But I'm sure I'd find me either way

To be that free willed person

To be so bound

You liked her

She made me hate myself

Fell in traps of others

Was she appreciated though?

Was she looked after?

When she's arising

Like green little twigs

I won't let you uproot her

For I will protect her

I will stand up for her

To give herself away

Was the life's purpose she learned

But to give it all away is the one

And I am happy to make them proud

But 'tis them who gave me hell

'Tis me who didn't melt even then

'Tis me who I am proud of

She's turning into a beautiful plant

So high,so lively