#let me be me

[to0-many-headcanons]

I love the idea of Jason deciding to check his grave for whatever reason before Titans Tower and seeing Tim just talking to his grave and showing pictures that Tim really likes that he's taken recently

I like the idea that J didn't think that people cared enough to go to his grave and then checking it and being surprised to find someone there but also pissed off that instead of Bruce or Dick it's the Stalker he saw on patrol sometimes

He isn't pissed off at Tim, actually he is super touched and goes back to watch him and listen to him talk, he's pissed off at Bruce and Dick, he thought he'd see them at some point but he never once does, not in person and not on the cameras he eventually sets up hoping that he just keeps missing them, that they actually care enough to show up

He ends up kind of adopting Tim in his head, like the more he sees Tim and hears Tim ask for advice on how to save Batman, on how to be as good as J, on how to make Nightwing like him instead of reminding him of Jason, his dead brother, J decides that he is gonna do his dramatic reveal plan and then he is gonna move back to the Manor to make sure Bruce isn’t fucking up when it comes to Tim

Tim became his Baby Bird, like he’s Dick’s Little Wing, he is the first one to notice that Tim feels like he is overstaying his welcome, he notices when Tim tries to move back to Drake Manor, he makes sure Tim knows that J came back to the manor for him, stays for him and will leave with him

Can you tell I love J being a good big brother to Tim

Can you tell I’m very fandom heavy with next to no comic knowledge

[nemosopenletters-blog]

Why is there only one way to do anything? To do it any other way ends up alienating you, them criticizing you, looking at you weird, telling you you're "wrong".... why? Why can't I just be a human being , doing human being things, the way I want to do them....

[limeade-l3sbian]

i hate pants

[bitey-the-alien]

I yearn for the day someone would treat me like a creature. Or at least allow me to be a creature and not get backlash T^T

PLEASE

[x-heesy]

Don't want to be your friend

Just bury me

I dont need your help

Just let me be, just let me be

I'm your enemies

I think you want me dead, but im already dead

Witch Den by Sleepisformortals v4

@pulsantilla

[sagessge]

My life stands on the staple of freedom

If you take it away from me

I shall die

I shall free myself from this soul-shattering life

And let myself be free

And if I still can't be free

Then please,slaughter my soul

For I am too exhausted

Exhausted to ask for what shall be mine

Is it a mistake to want all of this rife thing,called life?

[lemon-dafne]

I fucking hate going outside also WHY I CAN'T BE MY FUCKING SELF I just want Hot Topic and that stuff not basic,pastels and that stuff why am I forced to not be myself and also I hate being on the stupid sunlight I wish my parents let me be myself and I stop being depressed

[klara-rosa]

One really big realization I've had recently is that maybe therapy or just, like, how I live my life isn't about constantly wondering WHY I'm different than most people, why I have anxiety, why I have depression, why I have issues with communicating with others, why I get overstimulated easily, why I can't do certain thing, why I am the way I am. Constantly beating myself up and throwing self hate at myself and wishing wishing wishing so much to just be normal. And trying so hard to be normal, to talk normally, communicate normally, behave normally, do the same things like everyone else, go to functions and and and, just masking ALL THE TIME to the point of being entirely exhausted at the end of each day and needing the weekends completely to myself in order to regenerate.

Maybe it's more about accepting that I am different, that my brain works differently. That my brain has always worked differently to begin with and then some really traumatic things happened during the course of my childhood, unfortunately., which contributed to my brain working even more differently.Accepting that I simply can't make sense of certain things and that I do not have to sacrifice my mental wellbeing in order to mask, to appear 'normal'. Because...I'm not. It's blatantly obvious to everyone, most of all to myself.

Maybe it's about saying no to situations I know will bring me to my limit, that will be so overstimulating and stressful, it'll take me days to regulate myself again. Looking out for myself. Maybe it' about looking for ways, techniques and tools I can carry with me, to help myself, to support myself when I already am in such a situation that's too much for me. Maybe it's about showing myself grace and kindness and being radically ME.

I'm tired. I just can't continue living like this. The people that genuinely like me for me will deal with it. I'll tell them, hey I'm a highly anxious, sensitive and easily overwhelmed person who might be on the spectrum and I have certain limitations and if I'm sometimes weird, I hope you can understand and give me some space, like I just don't understand you sometimes and sometimes I just fon't want to try to. Everyone else can suck it, I'm not living my life anymore to be liked or looked at 'normal' by people I don't even like.

[tsuumies]

idk why but lance reminds me of the surf’s up audio that’s been going viral recently… like

[deuces-stone-cold-style]

Now that I, the humble sideblog, can comment as myself, when will I be able to send asks as myself too

[mad--sad--bad]

I don't know how i can be myself and someone completely different at the same time, but that's exactly what i want.

[kingduane26]

THIS is how I want to write my query letter

The commentary got me rollin!!! 😂😂😂

[lesbinewren]

we need to make using chatgpt embarrassing bc sorry it really is. what do you mean you can’t write an email

[kvothes]

so true