#less for myself but for my parents

[ganondoodle]

im sliding right into that kind of art slump where you cant get past drawing a few blocks of color without getting bored and frustrated already, your head is empty, theres nothing that makes your brain go OOOH! DRAW!

like everything is uninteresting and nothing matters- i know very well this feeling passes but i hate that it is now, again, when i have a little more time than usual AND want to do nothing but draw

i also feel like i have asked too many times too frequently for encouragement, i dont really want to do that again

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i have finally landed a job interview and i have Such mixed feelings about it

[xxplastic-cubexx]

Read one of your asks which is how I found out that Cherik have a COMIC CANON LOVECHILD WHAAAAAAAAAT

you will address onslaught correctly alright that is their canonical love/hate mpreg brain baby child

[creations-by-chaosfay]

This is for anyone and everyone who sews, but most especially quilters.

PLEASE REBLOG!!!

[theswedishpajas]

The man truly can’t take a genuine compliment 🙄

[enjoliquej]

Finished the whole broken little family! I hadn't finalized their designs up until now, but heres Sly's parents Dodger and Jade, eventually I should draw his two other older siblings!

[carlyraejepsans]

they should've made my brother the older of the two of us. i mean he's smarter, he's cooler, he's bigger, he looks better than me, he's more determined than me, more analytical, more disciplined. of course, that'd mean I'd shrink into the background of my life like a rather pitiful peanut but hey, at least I'd have an excuse for it this time around

[sillyfreakx5]

if everyone i know keeps insisting I'm autistic I'm gonna snap and transautistic myself. just you fucking wait.

[birdyverdie]

School is starting soon!! I can't believe I'm excited for the stressors of classes OURGH...

[goldkirk]

I'm so proud of myself about finances in the past couple months. I still struggle with money but I did enough meditation and journaling and practicing about it to make myself able to actually face my loans and credit cards and savings and bills and start really truly organizing and addressing them for the first time in years instead of just flying by the seat of my pants.

Like. This is a huge deal for me. I've felt like I'm in deadly danger every time I've tried to think about money for years and years. I'm finally able to look it in the face and stare it down and start to organize and plan on purpose instead of just keeping up with the minimum to stay afloat. I'm so proud of myself.

It's still a refrain of "GUILT (funny link)" every time I think about money but I'm able to actually make spreadsheets and face the numbers and monthly tracking again, and even make a new full budget which I haven't been able to do in ages.

still feel guilt, overwhelm, and helplessness, but no longer feel as much deep elemental shame and terror. that's progress baby

[septembermonologues]

welcome to night vale episode 171 "go to the mirror?" // rm "forever rain" music video

[thelov3lybookworm]

when you become grateful for your parents>>>>>>

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Interesting. Don’t necessarily think I’m autistic but I have more going on than just ADHD and I’m not sure what that is.

[kidrat]

accidentally thought about the perception of IBS in our current culture and got so angry. like idk maybe it's better than the zero i heard about the condition growing up (despite suffering with it since before I can remember) but the whole ibs as a meme Thing where its like this thing hot people have that makes u shit urself a bit after coffee on an empty stomach is not iitttt. This stuff was disabling to me my whole childhood + into adulthood. I was in pain and discomfort everyday. I avoided social events because of it. especially anything overnight. The condition itself combined w how my parents tried to treat it are some of the biggest reasons I have a fucked uo relationship to food. I literally NEVER told any of my friends about it until it was already (relatively) under control. And it was never diagnosed even tho I was taken to the doctor about it multiple times including as a really little kid. what the fuck. I genuinely think back on the physical symptoms I used to experience daily and the mental toll it took on me, and the way I associated my body with like. dirt and poor hygeine. and idk how I managed. it was (and still is) so damaging and it was relentless. and if i talk now about like my dietary restrictions or whatever so many people will just be like 'oh lol all the lactose intolerant people I know still drink milk'

[mangomybeloved]

does anyone know when the sheer terror and gripping panic and endless worry about the state of the world and people u love goes away? thanks

[autisticlancemcclain]

HAPPY JULANCE EVERYBODY