#lesbian struggle

[dumbasslesbi]

Ain't nothin worse than being a hopeless romantic AND a lesbian

[detectiveruebennett]

oh to be loved like a hozier song

[dumbasslesbi2]

God I Hate You ~NSFW (Agatha x Rio) Detective AU

Summary:

Detective Agatha Harkness fucked up, she forgot her and Rio's anniversary. Now Rio's at home waiting at home to confront Agatha.

Notes:

I really needed some smutty hate fucking. I love these two so much, Warning: NSFW, Hate fucking

Agatha had been a detective for a while now but one thing she never had was a good self to work relationship. Tonight was no exception, Agatha had worked herself late into the night, not thinking at all of the time or day. One person did though, Rio Vidal. It was their three year anniversary and Rio had reminded Agatha for the past week about their reservation plans. However, Agatha being Agatha, didn't remember. Leaving Rio sitting at the restaurant alone for an hour. She sat there fuming, after being 3 wine glasses in, she left. Now she's in their house, sitting on the couch waiting for Agatha to come back home. It was about two am when Rio finally heard the door open. Agatha walked in not thinking about what day it could have been. She put all her files on the kitchen table before seeing Rio standing in their living room. At first she was breath taken by how beautiful Rio was before realizing why she was dressed like that. 

“Fuck me” Agatha said, groaning. “Yeah Agatha, fuck you. I sat waiting for you and you never fucking showed. Do I not matter to you anymore?” Rio asked, fuming and ready to year Agatha a part. “No Rio, you matter. It's just- look, work is a lot right now this case can't -" "Agatha I talked to your chief, even he says you're doing too much” Rio interrupted her, not wanting to deal with Agatha's bullshit. “But baby-” “No don't baby me, you fucked up Agatha, bad. I don't want you in my bed tonight “ Rio told her sternly, interrupting her again. “Rio just let me-” “No, I don't care,” Rio said, interrupting her a third time. At this point Agatha was over it and fully pissed. Rio wasn't letting her have a single word. She knew she fucked up but she atleast wanted to explain to Rio why she was fucking up. “Are you fucking done interrupting me” Agatha said in a sarcastic tone. “I don't know, am I Agatha?” Rio asked in a calm tone. “Rio, I get it you're pissed. I fucked up but that doesn't -” “ oh here we go aga-” “ WILL YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME FINISH” Agatha screaming in her low growly voice, interrupting Rio. The both went silent while Agatha walked closer to her. “My love-” “oh don't you-” before Rio could even finish after interrupting Agatha, she was tackled on the couch. 

Agatha was over talking and threw Rio on the couch, putting her hands on her wrists so she couldn't try and get the upper hand on Agatha. “Are you gonna be a good slut and listen or do you wanna keep being a brat” Agatha told her sternly. “Why are you acting like you don't love it when I'm a brat” Rio told her, smiling. Agatha wasn't having it and started nipping and licking Rio’s neck. She didn't want to start moaning but Rio couldn't hold it. Rio was a moaning mess, trying to move her arms to touch Agatha but she couldn't. “Stop moving whore” Agatha said in-between kisses, putting her legs near Rio's crotch. “A-Agatha” Rio started to plead, trying her best to get out of Agatha's grip. “What did I say earlier?” Agatha said, taking herself off of Rio's neck. Agatha didn't like how overdressed Rio was and full on ripped Rio’s dress. “I fucking like that dress” Rio exclaimed after Agatha fully shredded it. “I'll buy you a new one, shut up” Agatha told her, taking off Rios bra. If Rio was already marked up on her neck and chest, it was only getting worse. Agatha marked and kissed all skin she could have possible get her mouth on. “Agatha, please “ Rio pleaded, wanting Agatha to finally fuck her. “Please what, I need words Rio “ Agatha said, getting lower. At this point Agatha was licking and nipping Rio's stomach. She loved how soft her stomach was and the small pooch she had. Since Rio's hands were finally free, she threaded her hands in Agatha's hair and started pushing her down to where she wanted her. Agatha didn't care at this point and was met with Rio's clothed cunt. She started licking and sucking, not removing Rio's panties. 

She wanted to torture her and tease her more. Rio was crying at this point, not having direct contact was killing her. “Agatha please, I need you” Rio pleaded once more, hoping this time Agatha would give her what she wanted. Agatha too was at her limit and moved her panties to the side and plunged three fingers into Rio's pussy. Even then, she wanted Rio to full on have an orgasm so she started sucking her clit as hard as possible. Rio couldn't moan anymore and basically did a silent scream. No sound came out but her mouth was agape, her eyes rolling back. She almost had an instant orgasm from how rough Agatha fucked her. Once Agatha felt Rio jerking under her, she started to slow down her pace, kissing her way back up to Rio. When she reached Rio's face, she brought her fingers up and let Rio suck them. Rio licked and sucked Agatha's fingers until letting go with a pop and passionately kissing Agatha. When they finally separated, Agatha was the first one to break the silence. “I'm sorry” she whispered, not looking at Rio. “Pull this shit again and I might actually leave you” Rio told her, still trying to catch her breath. “I know, I love you. I'm so sorry my love” Agatha told her with full sincerity in her voice. “You're lucky I love it when we hate fuck” Rio said, giving Agatha a quick kiss on the lips before she got up and went to their bedroom. “You get bed privileges, for now” Rio said once she realized Agatha wasn't following her. “Thank you my love” Agatha said before getting up and following Rio.

[mylesbianism]

I Hate Being a Lesbian

There. I said it. I got it off my chest.

I hated growing up homosexual and not being able to experience life the same as my straight friends; I hated not feeling welcome when they giggled about boys because I couldn't fully understand the exciment around it and I just wanted the conversation to end; I hated the way those same boys started looking at me but I couldn't comprehend why, yet.

I hated my teenage years - those were the worst. I met a girl who showed me what true friendship was or that's what I thought. "I've never kissed somebody", I confessed one night at her place and she saw an oportunity I hadn't so she pulled me close. The kissing became a daily activity but so did my prayers, my confussion and the secrets I started keeping from my mom.

We stoped talking -I stoped replying- 'cause she had already discovered the path to my heart but I wouldn't let her get to my soul.

I hate being a lesbian in her twenties just now starting to explore the part she tried so hard to maintain hidden. Now I think... Did I really tried to keep it hidden or was it my sorrounding? Do i hate being a lesbian or do i hate being a lesbian in this society ?.

[dumbasslesbi]

Ok wait I have a story cause I wear that exact necklace 24/7

It's all because I use to work at a movie theatre and even though we had to wear an all black uniform I wore like big goofy earring like the lesbian I am, thinking that would be enough for people to know I was a lesbian. I WAS SO FUCKING WRONG!!!! I pretty much told one of my co workers up front I was a lesbian because she told me she was bi so we had our queer alliance. One day I came in and she told me how one of our male coworkers thought I, THE FUCKING LESBIAN, had a CRUSH ON HIM?!?!?!? Like dude I was just being nice and talking to him like ?!?!?!?!? Anways, after that ordeal I saw the necklace on my recommended part of Amazon and ever since then I wear it every time I go out cause I never want that to ever happen to me ever again :)

[theraccoonprophet]

Guess I’ll just go die

[sapphicherri]

making a sub touch themselves in front of me and being so sweet and condescending about it the entire time<3

having trouble baby? i know you can do it, keep going for me. you cant give up yet pretty i wanna watch you cum, you can do that for me can’t you?

[caktoz]

Every time i play dating sims or anything romantic it just shows me i have zero rizz

I got that goofy charm that somehow helped pull someone but if it wasnt for that man, lucky me i got someone somehow

they do not call me the rizzler

[dumbasslesbi]

something about this is giving dyke to me

Maison Martin Margiela: White Ribbed Iron Burn Tank Top (2007)

[dattebroyo]

in another life

[dumbasslesbi]

Wlw yearning is just wanting to give a girl little trinkets and see her cute reactions to all of them :)

[detectiveruebennett]

you know that warm feeling you get in your chest when you’re drinking hot chocolate on a snowy winter night while bundled up in the warmest clothing you have in front of the fireplace listening to jazz music while watching snow fall gently from the sky?

i think that’s what having a girl crush feels like. it’s like you’re insides are filled with heat every time she smiles softly at you. but not in a way that’s scolding hot to the touch and you’re burning from the inside. no, it’s more in a way that the heat is practically hugging you. her smile is trapping you in her embrace. the way her lips curve up to show her bright teeth in your direction is rich with flavor.

warm and sweet.

[proxycrit]

I interrupt my zelda posting with caitvi because Arcane changed my brain chemistry

(ight, now i go back on hiatus! If you want to see my sketchbook which I WILL be posting until the day I wither, check out patreon! Now excuse me as i crawl back into my warm little den)

((Im also currently significantly more active on my instagram posting commission work, if you wanna see it :0))

Edit: ah dang it the hyperfixation’s set in.

[starryeyesmasc]

need to ride a girl’s strap asap I’m done being cool about it it’s needy lesbian time

[dingledraw]

When you gotta hear your straight friends talk about men 🤢

[itsaluxeeee]

oh god I’m so gay