#kn8 can't keep doing this to me

[nightfal1n]

Pretty sure I used to be so normal about Narumi until this week's B-side last two panels

[mechazushi]

⬆ A Live recreation of me scrolling down and slowly realizing what exactly I'm seeing right now.

But seriously, If you think a writer making something for your art is the highest honor, then it's the same for writers (if not more so) because-

HOLY FUCKIN' SHIT, MA HEART ✨💝🫶🥺🥰😍🔥💕💖🥹🌈🌌🏩🥇🎆🎇

I don't think I'm ever going to have another moment where I get to feel a dawning realization that I'm seeing what I wrote displayed on someone else's ART?!?!??!? Like, just, bvfjkbvfhebjveqIWROTETHATANDTHERESARTWITHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCKANDITSREALLYGOODARTTOOOOO!!!!!!!!

I'm sorry, but Hoshina's Glare at the guards- I can't 😭🤣

As for the formatting, I personally have no problems with it, but there are a couple things that I've noticed as far as webcomics are set up. One: they try to be more show than tell or if they're lore dumping they frame it as a scene as the main character's thoughts on the subject matter after someone else drops a trigger word for the subject. Then they typically break everything up into two to three sentence word balloons dispersed between relevant art pieces that accentuate what's being said. That way, the art takes over and acts as what would have been my overly descriptive and flowery writing, thus leading to the need for less words. Two, If this was the beginning of a comic, then the second page would have to be refitted to act as the first, then I would have to find a way to trail the sentence structure to meld into what the characters are doing currently. (Again, this is just stuff I've noticed from reading way too many Historical inspiration drama webtoons. I have no certified knowledge as to how to actually frame a comic, so please take all this information with a large lump of salt. 😙)

This is just, I'm sorry- I can't even right now, it's just *sobs* it's so beautiful.

BY THE WAY- Now that chapter 117 came out (yes it still hasn't left my mind) Does anything about that chapter feels familiar to you? Like, I don't know, KAFKA ABSORBING A MILLION SOULS AFTER FIGHTING KAIJU NUMBER 9!?!?!? THE MORIWYVERN AND THE KAIJU INSIDE KAFKA FEEL WAY TOO SIMILAR TO ME AND IT'S KINDA SCARING ME!!?!?!? DID I ACCIDENTALLY PREDICT KAFKA'S FATE IN A ONE-OFF KN8 FANTASY AU FIC?!??!?!!?!

*licks tablet* I love this thing. :D

Since I've been struggling with colours, I started to try some stuff like webcomics/manga and it was very addicting and satisfying :)

I already see so much progress and change between page 1 and 3, and that I really haven't settled on a certain style yet haha

The skript's not mine, it's @mechazushi's wonderful contribution to our Kaiju Fantasy AU, we've been working on the past few months..

I sorta neglected the Ref sheets project, but I still can't bring my mind to move on from this story. It lives in my head rentfree <3

YOU CAN READ ALL OF IT HERE ON TUMBLR

I wouldn't have come up with a good skript/story myself, since words are sorta my weak spot, so I hope it's okay for you, that I'm taking your idea and literally your words xD..

I feel like the sentence's length is not exactly fit for manga, - naturally, since it is originally a fanfic.. therefore I altered a few things, but I feel like it would've needed some more adjustment.. I dunno..

[nocandnc]

I rarely read manga. I only do it if I can't wait for the next season. Kaiju No 8 made me read manga and become a shipper again. Studies show that if you have a ship, you will become more invested on the series.

It's a bit sad though that there's not much OkoHoshi fan content. (There's even more in official material)

But who knows, maybe more people will notice, but even if we remain few, it's fine as well.

Hi there~

I don't always read the manga for things either, but I've also gone ahead and caught up on Kaiju No. 8!

Ships sure are a powerful thing, huh? I hope people don't misunderstand though - I'm not just in it for the shipping!! I just think, everyone else is probably talking about the big important stuff already... so I'm going to make some noise talking about the littler things instead! That's just how I operate ^^;;

That being said, I haven't had a ship consume me the way OkoHoshi has in quite a long time. It's a little overwhelming!!! I just love both of their characters so much, and the fact that they're always together and have their little banter moments... it's way too good!

I'm pretty used to shipping rarepairs, so I'm fine with them being less popular... but the fact that it's attached to a series like Kn8 already makes it feel like a much bigger ship than I'm used to lol

I'll keep drawing and writing things for them as I please in any case, and if folks happen to enjoy what I whip up then that's cool too!!

[blueparadis]

—» First, I will have to ask for confirmation if you’re 18 and plus.

—» I will be needing you to show me a photo of your ID card(driver's license works fine), with your age. You can hide everything except the day-month-year. It is just for the peace of my mind that I'm not writing for children.

—» I would prefer to do it through discord but if you don't have one, that's cool. tumblr dm is glitchy sometimes but I'm an immensely patient person.

—» STATUS — OPEN || You can contact me through ask or message me. If you have any doubt, any questions — do not hesitate to message me :>

HOW MUCH ?

$4 for additional character [ Additional characters must have a role in the plot/story that will either change the course of the story or affect the actions of the characters.] pricing is based on the word count, that is, $1 per 100 words.

$5 for 500 , $10 for 1000 word count, $15 for 1500 word count & so on. . . ( also the base payment for works above 5000-word count. Further details can be discussed in dm. I'm willing to write up to 10k maximum. )

NOTES !

prices are non-negotiable.

if you provide info about the reader’s background story or traits, that’s fine by me.

for POV, I'm willing to write about CHARACTER’S POV, SECOND PERSON’S POV, or MIXED POV i.e. character + second person’s pov.

I will accept payments only via ko-fi !

WHAT ?

✓ character x (f!reader/m!reader)  

✓ character x gn! Reader;only available for sfw commissions.   

✓ character x character/OC

✓ sfw, fluff, (heavy) angst, major character death.

✓ [n]sfw, dc, yandere content, cnc, porn with plot,porn without plot, sapphic content omegaverse, hybrids, polyamory, incest, BDSM, mostly ALL KINKS ( ask if you've doubt regarding any ).

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✗ beastiality,necrophilia, pedophilia, watersports,rape, vore,scat-play, body horror.

✗Part 2's to any of my current works or additions to my stories

HOW ?

[ 𝐢 ] we discuss about the idea, length and the price. [ 𝐢𝐢 ] I'll go through the details, frame a base work and will inform you about a tentative date. Payment full / half depending upon the type of work. [ 𝐢𝐢𝐢 ] Allow me two weeks; do not rush me. I will keep you updated. however, if you do not hear from me within two weeks, feel free to message me. [ 𝐢𝐯 ] you will receive the final product via e-mail in pdf format once you have paid in full.

FANDOMS

NON-ANIMANGA —stranger things, wednesday, game of thrones, house of the dragon.

ANIMANGA — tokyo revengers , negai mo astro, windbreaker, honkai star rail, genshin impact, jujutsu kaisen, chainsaw man, kimetsu no yaiba, bleach, bungo stray dogs, vinland saga, attack on titan, boku no hero academia , spy x family, hell’s paradise, tokyo ghoul, castlevania, vanitas no carte, haikyuu, blue lock, kuroko’s basketball, obey me, psycho pass, tougen anki, sakamoto days, kn8, gokurakugai . . . my animanga spectrum is huge and still expanding I can't list them all since I'm unsure whether I'll be able to write it or not unless I hear about your idea so feel free to ask me if I’m into a certain fandom or not if not listed here. I’ll keep updating this.

special thanks to @half-baked-biscuit for helping me with this.

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— paradis.

[mechazushi]

Nothing serious, just a me thing. (I'm just stressing over bullshit, don't read too hard into this)

@bluevelvetea

@iceclew

Hey, sooo, um... I don't really know how to go about this so I'm just gonna say it.

Bluevelvetea has extended an invite to the Kn8 Discord server and Iceclew keeps saying that me and Her? should do a shared canvas thing? together and there's also someone on Ao3 that offered to make fanart for me and wanted to hit them up on Discord or somewhere else and....

I am very well aware that I haven't said anything about it, about saying that I'd love to or putting forth an effort to make that happen because...

I've... never had people to do that with. I've only had one irl friend so far and ever since i've graduated early and she went off to college, she's been ridiculously hard to get a hold of. She has shitty connection, she has a history of being broke so she has to sacrifice things on occasion, and she lets text pile up. I send her several texts over months and then when I DO finally catch her at a time where she can text me back, she'll drop at a random point in the conversation without telling me she left and I can't get a hold of her for another month. It doesn't help that she lets me do all the talking so I hardly know anything about her at this point.

My parents are next door neighbors and they come over often. I can't talk to my mom about things i'm into because she calls them "Irrational" and "Not useful" sometimes. I love talking about White and Nerdy things with my dad, but we can't really talk about the things we like in front of mom because she has this weird thing about hating listening to others talking and can't take it when me and dad talk about anime or a new reddit alien story he found. He can't catch up on things we both like because Mom gets on us for being on our phones too much and since he's around her more often than me, he just kinda stuck between gaming, helping mom around the house, or on his phone (He's out of a job right now because he's been in recovery from his second knee surgery, but mom wants the both of them to get jobs soon and for me to get a different one)

We love her, Its just she's a really big, "Gotta keep doing useful and important things" Kinda person? Not into sitting on asses and watching shows for too long. Really likes home improvement projects, does that make any sense? I can talk to her about things, but the only subject I feel like I can talk to her about are medical oddities or advancements, something her Scabble Go partners did, or how shitty it is that we're stuck in this town that we're in and can't do anything she considers fun, which is leaving state boarders and going ANYWHERE ELSE. She constantly wants greener pastures and the only thing that gets her to stop focusing on how monotonous her life feels is projects. Anything fanatical or imaginary she deems not worth the time and I feel like she judges others who enjoy that. I think the reason why her favorite genre of movies/shows is sci-fi is because it's escapeism crossing with potential realism. At the point in time where average citizens can escape their problems thanks to science and head to the stars, is where she would be happiest and that's the only thing she can get out of shows.

Anyway. the point is, I've never met people that wanted to talk to me about things I liked and gave me more options to express myself and my thoughts to others who might feel the same way. Being able to meet others who can do things I can't and being the person who inspired others to make something I can only literally dream of has been a kind of a bucket list item for me. I never thought I'd get to meet people who felt friendly enough with me on the internet to go out of their way to make art about something I've thought about without me having to pay for it or have chances to talk to others about something I've thought about and get responses about it back.

I definitely thought I would be on here for, like, another year or something before people would talk to me, let alone just... make something I spoke about into existence. Which is great, but it's also kinda scaring me a little. I'm one of those people that's afraid of change and I have a horrible habit of backpedaling to my comfort zone, even though it's supposed to be something that could be beneficial.

I'm probably blowing this way out of proportion than I should be, but not telling you guys about whether or not I want to join makes me feel like I'm unintentionally ghosting you on the subject and it's been eating me alive slightly. I feel like I've just been casually handed something I thought I had to earn and now that I have it, i'm chewing off my own hands over my own fear of the responsibility I think it comes with. I seek power only to cower from it once I have it. (anxiety sucks, doesn't it)

Another big thing is that I despise giving out my email. I hate dealing with it, I hate acknowledging that I have one, why does everything need to have my email just let me at the thing I want- *ahem* and apparently Discord falls under that. I've always wanted to have discord friends, it's was another shitty bucket list thing, I just never thought that I could be given the opportunity to do so and well.... you just read how I felt about that.

I've might have also given myself decision fatigue over "If I DID have Discord, where should I keep it?" I have a phone, I almost had to install the app anyway because I've been recently visiting a D&D group at a time where our Dm is having to telecommute at this point in time (We settled on a different solution and used someone else's appliance) But Mom is already on my ass about "Being on my phone too much" and "Its old, I should get it replaced" and "When are you going to do something different with you're life". And I don't know where or how to use this "Communal Live Canvas" Thing Iceclew's been asking me to try, but if it involves art, I draw better on my phone.

But If I put it on my laptop, where I keep my Tumblr access in, I can regulate how often I'm on the site. Mom doesn't know about my account (I think? She's seen the password for it but hasn't commented on why I have it? I'M NOT GOING TO TELL HER ABOUT IT. last thing I want to ever hear about is a lecture) But the decision cycles back around to "If I put it here, do I want to bite the bullet and sacrifice potential quality over how I could express my thoughts even though I have next to no artistic talent."

I guess I should go about this like a rational person and ask questions, but at this point I don't know If I'm just hunting for excuses to procrastinate.

I know this is hella long but I just thought I'd let you guys in on why haven't said anything on the subject and my head-space on why I'm like this, even thought this is probably just stupid and I'm overreacting and I don't want this to seem like a cry for help or anything. It's just that I'm so super thankful for meeting you two and how both of you really like listening to what I say and I'm just kinda overwhelmed at how easy this was. I honestly thought it would be harder to make friends online and I'm just reeling a little and in a kinda "Deer in headlights" mentality right now.

Blue, I'm very much aware that you said "No pressure" on the discord thing and I appreciate that, this is just how I am. I treat every minor decision like I'm the government, Taken six months too long with a shit ton of paperwork that could have just been settled as a gentleman's hand shake.

Ice, I really like the idea of working with you on something, but you might have to elaborate on how that works before I can feel okay enough to make a decision. I have a lot of irrational fears over things and exposing myself to new mechanics on the internet is one of them. I'm working on them, I just need Time and the universe hates it when I ask for it, that's all.

[nightfal1n]

怪獣の花唄 / Vaundy ： MUSIC VIDEO

“Why does he recalling the song his childhood friend used to sing this much. What is Kaiju? Himself or something else, or me? With a countless imaginations and situations born from this song still vague, I turned them into the video“

-- Fujishiro Yuichiro (MV Director)

[nightfal1n]

Kaiju no.8 manga ch109. I'm alive and well fed. Thank you Matsumoto Naoya

They somehow made Mina's first mission flashback hurts even more than it already does TT-TT

BUT that makes her even stronger. I expect kn8 to let Kafka and Mina talks to each other at some point but feared it might turn out to be Mina going full emotinal outburst or even worst guilting Kafka. Turned out it played out in a very mature way.

Kafka's goal is...very fitting of him...("No death is unrealistic" spooked me a bit though. Young Kafka you're too much into gaming) that master swordman though. DONT LET HOSHINA HEAR THAT.

Do I get sad for lack of battle progress? A little bit. Also why are they talking instead of keep attacking? of course (technically that can easily be brushed off as Kafka too need to get a little bit of break after all damage he received) but emotional reward is too big for me to even mind! you can even say they spent the moment in very efficient way because it strengthen a trust between them

Just few honest words and a wall between them disappears. Because they're always longing to stand by each other's side fighting against the worst enemy of mankind.

The current mood can be taken as "Is the series getting axed soon?" or "Kafka and Mina's dream is just the first big arc. There's more to explore!" I hope for the later because so many plot threads left untouched. I have yet to see the division that handle my 2nd hometown! You can't end here! NOT BEFORE U LET ME SIMP MY HOMETOWN Anti-Kaiju DEFENSE FORCE!!!! O [] O