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I'm so in love with how deeply in love they are
Hugh's smile, Paul's thumb so gently rubbing his cheek AAAAAAH
I could go on forever about them
#star trek discovery#paul stamets#hugh culber#culmets#i love them#theyre the best i love them#theyre the best dads#spacedads#kinda wish they were my dads
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Thinking a bit more about this Steve Has Older Siblings AU I’ve got going on (here, here, and here). Specifically about Richard Harrington’s first wife, and two things:
1. She’s a saint. Theresa Kline (former Harrington) stood by her husband through multiple extramarital affairs but a not-quite-yet nineteen year old mistress with a baby was her breaking point. She bowed out gracefully.
Richard married his mistress and Theresa moved on. She never said a bad word about him to her kids or to anyone. She never spat an insult at the child that ruined her marriage or about her baby boy.
Though, she didn’t have to.
Her kids said enough bad things about Steve and his mom on her behalf to fill a book. They never miss an opportunity to remind Steve that while both their parents were from two of Hawkins’ more influential and wealthy families, his mother was a high school dropout homewrecker and a whore that didn’t love him.
Even after his siblings tried fixing their relationship with him, they all still take shots at his mom. Jason’s favorite analogy seems to be that him and his siblings are ‘purebred’ and Steve is a ‘mutt.’
Or, well. It was until Robin heard it and said, “Pure? Like the Nazi’s ideology?? Yikes.”
2. I realize that this AU does not really contradict anything important in the Officer Noodles (and also here) universe. You’d just have to make Angela Harrington Callahan’s little sister.
#I think there’s another officer noodles post out there but god forbid my blog let me see something I posted#I think Theresa would’ve always been really nice to Steve when there were functions that both families had to attend#but Steve’s parents talked so negatively about her that he was always kinda suspicious#she would send a Christmas gift with the kids for him when they did the holiday with their dad#it was hit or miss if he actually received it#he used to kinda wish she was his mom but then would feel so bad about it that it’s make him feel sick#steve harrington#stranger things#phil callahan#Officer noodles#Steve Has Older Siblings AU
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PART THREE
💥Danny the avoider💥 and ✨Jason the Daddy issues✨
Jason decidedly hated Wickham. Both in the story and the blue dumbass. He had barely caught Dick when he decided to take an early leave and the damn floating asshat is just watching him like he was a the best thing he had seen in fucking years.
He needed to get Big Bird to the cave to check out whatever the fuck is happening to him. He needed to deal with the being and he didn’t know where to start. He can’t just shoot this problem and leave the problem could kill him with a snap of its fingers.. are they even fingers? The damn claws on it said otherwise..
“God damn it- The fuck are you even supposed to be?” Jason glared at the being pulled his brother up over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes.
“Ghost, like you.?” The being spoke it looked awkward and it was picking at its nails similar to a kid.
“Like me? The fuck you know about me. I ain’t know you and you don’t know me. Actually let’s keep it that way. Fuck off back to wherever the hell you came from-“ Jason adjusted his helmet onto his head and looked around for his guns and the Dickheads sticks. Ignoring that panicking face of the being.
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“God damn it- The fuck are you even supposed to be?” His son- his baby.. he can’t believe that his baby is right in front of him.. the very same one that he held all night when they wouldn’t stop crying.. the very same one that had explosive poops almost every night. Okay he didn’t miss that part. Or the other.. but he missed when he could look at his baby in the bed sleeping as laugh at the small snores that reminded him of his father’s. Or even the smile the kid had whenever he got back from work and picked him up from the neighbors.. oh god.. he really fucked up.. he gave his child away because of how selfish he was.
Back on track- wait did his kid not know he was a ghost? Actually he couldn’t judge. He didn’t either.. kinda really just thought he gained meta powers and not died.
“Ghost, like you.?” Danny said to his kid he felt so damn awkward.. he knew he should be more confident- being the king god thing of basically all does that to one. Take Pariah Dark for example. He was ugly yet still had the confidence to speak like he was the toughest guy around. Good reasons too, at the time he was the toughest guy around. Ghost? Guy? Same thing. No it’s not..
“Like me? The fuck you know about me. I ain’t know you and you don’t know me. Actually let’s keep it that way. Fuck off back to wherever the hell you came from-“ His kid truly hadn’t had a clue what he- wait. No, no, no he can’t lose his kid again. He already lost the rest of his friends and family he can’t lose his kid. Sure he had the ghosts and Ellie but this was his kid! The same kid that he held for three hours straight the night before he had to give his child away. He couldn’t let go again he couldn’t- wouldn’t. He knows where he is now- his core! He almost forgot! He needs to do something about that-
“No!” Danny yelled a bit louder than he wanted. His kid looked over at him his face was covered by the helmet thing. Why was his kid wearing that? “I mean- Your core it’s malnourished. You stay like that any longer you’ll- uh.. I don’t know I didn’t pay that much attention to Frostbite. But you need help-“
“My core? That fuck is a core, also back the fuck up.” His baby- grown up baby.. he didn’t see his baby grow up- held up the gun he had found on the ground pointing it at Danny,
“Oh- sorry” Danny floated back a bit he didn’t even notice that he got closer, “Your core, it’s basically your soul, mind, and organ in a tiny ball. It’s malnourished because- your parent was horrible and didn’t get you your ectoplasm!”
Danny was a horrible parent wasn’t he? He horrible, horrendous, good for nothing parent. Oh.. he shouldn’t ruin his baby’s unlife anymore than he did. He should just fix his core make sure he is okay and leave. Is it getting hard to breathe or is that just him..? He could feel his core crying out to his baby’s core.. he couldn’t leave him again. He couldn’t but he had to. His baby had a life that wasn’t with him. He needed to respect that.. the lump in his throat didn’t go away.. in fact only got worse at the thought.
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“No!” The being yelled. It scared Jason. It was like his insides, his brain.. the pits wanted to go up to the being and hug it. Like it could fix all his problems with just a hug and a few words.. like he felt when he got those faint memories of his bio dad. He was told he was adopted or given away by his bio dad to his mom. His Ma explained that his dad, better than the Willis, His dad had wanted nothing more than to keep him. But he was in big trouble and made the decision to give him away for his safety. Lot of good that did. Sometimes he wondered what his life would be like if his dad didn’t give him away. Would he be happier? Would he have different siblings? Would he be in college and become a lit major? Or even an author? Would he have died..? Would his dad avenge him unlike Bruce.? Is his dad even alive..?
“I mean- Your core it’s malnourished. You stay like that any longer you’ll- uh.. I don’t know I didn’t pay that much attention to Frostbite. But you need help-“ The being continued, who the hell was Frostbite? Jason didn’t care enough to ask. He needed to not be near the thing that made him think so clearly.
“My core? That fuck is a core, also back the fuck up.” Jason almost relaxed his body with how close the being got. He needed to not be here. At all. Away.
“Oh- sorry” The being floated back even apologized, “Your core, it’s basically your soul, mind, and organ in a tiny ball. It’s malnourished because- your parent was horrible and didn’t get you your ectoplasm!”
“My parents were fucking awesome! My Ma was the best mother I could’ve asked for- Sure my adoptive dad was shitty as hell. But my Ma told me even my bio dad loved me like a life line. That he gave me up for my safety! Fuck even the only damn picture I had of my father he looked at baby me like a was the best thing in the world!” Jason snapped he knew he didn’t turn out like Dick or even fucking replacement, the picture perfect son but he knew his Ma and Dad loved him like they were supposed to. The only picture he had of his Dad was destroyed in the explosion. The picture was of his Dad, the somewhat skimpy black haired with white at the nape man, the blue eyed the was cold but looked at him with warmth, the man that had a scar on his lip and inhuman sharp teeth man holding a two or three year old Jason who was sleeping in his fathers lap. He loved that picture like it was the last bit of air on earth. He reminded him that he had someone out there that loved him out of the streets, when he was fighting with Bruce, when he was an idiot and got himself killed.. fuck.. he even tried to yell for him when he was laying on the cold concrete covered in his own blood after the Joker left him.
The being looked at him with wide eyes, it tilted his head and his mouth open a bit like he was gonna say something. That’s when Jason noticed it. The scar on the beings lip. The exact same scar that he used to look for on every man in Gotham when he was younger. The same scar that he looked at for years in the picture of his father. The same scar he wanted to give himself just to have something to remember him.
“Wait-“ Jason started his voice cracked, like a fucking teenager. Then the fucking man himself, Batman, broke through the window making Jason look at him then back over at the being in a panic only to see nothing but an empty room. Not even the summoning circle was there. The only evidence left was Wickham..
#dc x dp#danny phantom#red hood#ghost jason todd#more so ghostling then ghost but meh#ghost king danny#dad danny#jason todd#dick grayson#but he is more a problem then a person here#image I put my daddy issues onto Jason- couldn’t be me.#only wish my daddy issues were more like the story then my dad wanting to get rid of me.#TRAMA DUMP#I hope you guys remember during the hole this the Nightwing ass is right beside Jason’s head because of how he was carrying him.#I found that funny. kinda also forgot that he was there.#womp
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i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies
BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...
#pjo#riordanverse#pjo tv crit#i do love the casting for the musical lots and lots though#it was really good#i do also have some nitpicks for show casting but they're largely inconsequential#like majority i very much enjoy and think are cast well#i only have one i'd say im actually disappointed with and that's Poseidon. idk he just feels. bland??? does that make sense?#like idk maybe it's the costuming but im not getting Sea God *or* Fishing Dad from him#like i think i kinda see what they were going for and i saw some gifs of him in another show where he plays a pirate and its like#okay. *little* bit better. but idk im just not getting Poseidon from it#in general most of the immortals in the show dont feel very Immortal(tm) but thats definitely mostly just the writing/show itself#not any reflection of the casting#my only other two are i would have liked plus sized Clarisse. i am VERY sad we didnt get that#Dior is a VERY good Clarisse though so i'm not too upset about it. i like her Clarisse energy. the yelling is fantastic.#my most controversial pjo tv take is im still meh on Walker. like he's fine. but like he's kind of Just Fine to me so far#its probably mostly the writing being bad but he hasnt grown on me as Percy yet. i can tell he has the energy though in interviews n stuff#and the main trio dynamic in interviews and stuff is *very* good. i just wish the show writing was better#because the casting IS very good but they have so little to work with. you can really tell theyre trying their best#i like to joke the show would be better if they just set the cast loose in the woods doing in-character improv#like its clear basically all of them know their characters SUPER well. id watch 8 episodes of in the woods pjo cosplay improv.
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i will cashapp $10 to the first person who can name 3 real life harmful things bob bryar did without accusing him of thought crime
#wordvomit#this isnt to say the things he said or thought are good or justifiable- just to point out that he never ACTED on them in any capacity#meanwhile he is being socially prosecuted to the extent as if he has. during such an awful time for his loved ones who are the only ones#who will be exposed to all this hate. possibly including the members of mcr#i understand thinking the things he said are sick and disliking him and being uncomfortable at the discussion but.#i dont understand how you can honestly morally justify half of the stuff people have been saying- like 'he deserved it' and whatnot#without contradicting the 'thoughtcrime isnt real' sentiment i see get thrown around so often ?#isnt the Overarching issue with conservatism as a whole not the idea of . moral purity and puritanism and#'everyone. everything and every idea ontologically different from mine and my communities-#they are objectively worse and i deserve power over them as retribution for what they've done'#ie colonialism. racism. yadda yadda#these are false comparatives bc discrimination based on unchangeable factors vs backlash to opinion is vry different but i still think#the core idea of 'no one who has not enacted harm deserves harm wished on them' kinda shines through it all#and there is a semantic debate to be had about the definition of harm but in this case i am using it to mean anything more Tangible#something that has a wider influence than 'the people who read/heard it were upset and uncomfortable' yea ?#im been waffling about this a lot and why it hasnt been sitting right with me as someone who is incredibly uncomfortable with a lot of his#final statements#it just reminds me so much of my dad and what ive watched him go through#as well as other people in my community during the pandemic#i cant disconnect myself from the humanity of that. especially while condemning him for lacking humanity
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there is not enough caffeine in the world to address how tired i am 🥴
#it's the 12 year anniversary of my father's death and i just couldn't sleep well :/#not to mention how fucking hot it was last night????#but yeah#the more time passes the more it kinda eats at me#it should be the other way around but my relationship with my dad was complicated and i'm still trying to process it#i used to post on fb about it every year but i can't handle the onslaught of his friends telling me what a great guy he was#and how well they all knew him and i never had that relationship with him#it's selfish but it hurts knowing i was like a stranger to him#i have so few photos with him and so few memories#most of them were on facebook which his ex wife didn't hesitate to delete the moment he died#also i hate thinking this way but he had a huge estate when he died like $500k or something like that with heaps of community donations#and from that i got... $1400...#it's pointless but sometimes i wonder if life wouldn't have been so hard if i had gotten some of that money :/#anyway despite all this i do love him and miss him#i can still remember the way his voice sounded when he would call out my name after not seeing me for a while#and he was the only one who would listen to me talk at length about steampunk and anime#when i did get to see him he would always try to share quirky things from his childhood with me#i miss him so much#i always thought i'd have a chance to connect with him when i was older but he died so suddenly the chance never came#the same with my brother#i wish i could talk to them one last time and tell them i love them
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what they don't tell you about going through your parents' cookbooks and recipe binders for stuff to make at your apartment is you will get so emotional about it
#kinda wish sam and/or andie were back in town to hang out with me while i do this bc. well :(#handwritten instructions from my dad on like a notebook scrap from when he worked for forestry at nrcan...... wtf#my shit
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ik one thing's for sure, is that whenever tim and lucy have a baby boy, they better not! for the love of fucking god they better not!! name him patrick or s2g i will be flipping tables.
#*carly catalogs#we've had like 7 patricks name dropped throughout the entire show so far#AND TWO OF THEM ARE BOTH LUCY'S FATHER#WHOM NEITHER OF WHICH DESERVE TO HAVE A GRANDCHILD NAMED AFTER THEM LIKE I'M SORRY#her ✌️ 'dad' ✌️ is an arrogant judgmental asshole who can't even come up to visit and celebrate her successes with her#and her biological father is an asshole just for dying and leaving her with that (i'm totally jk)#ergo no one gets a baby named after them yaaaay!!#lol ik this is so random but this just came to me and i had to rattle it out#i honestly kinda wish they had saved 'jackson/jack' for chenford instead of wopez no offense#cause in my personal opinion the name probably means more to her than angela since her and jackson were a lot closer#tim has to be a girl dad first anyway#but when the time comes!!!#NO PATRICK'S!!!!!!!#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well
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'yandere sebastian' 'yandere abigail' 'yandere wizard' give me yandere clint 🖐✊🖐✊
#random thoughts#stardew valley#love the idea of a clint who slowly loses interest in emily and starts fixating on the farmer#it wouldn't get violent so not REALLY a yandere he just gets kinda stalker-y and really passive-aggressive#about you talking to and romancing other people#i just wish more stardew mods kept the original kind of asshole-y personalities of the nonromancable characters#don't make morris a sympathetic guy whose dad died and he's 'just following orders' give me reasons WHY he thinks pelican town sucks#and make me be able to kiss him anyway#a character doesn't need to be morally good for me to understand their motivations!!!#GIVE ME ASSHOLE WIZARD!!!#actually you know what i love the idea of clint killing someone and immediately regretting it#like in a heat of the moment 'my crush's spouse is arguing with me while im forging and well.'#'i got mad and i had a hammer'#immediately freaks out but OBVIOUSLY he can't go to harvey about this!!!#so he takes the body (were they still breathing? he was so freaked out he can't remember anymore and he hates it)#and buries it in the grove of trees behind his house where you get that one statue#goes inside and cries himself to sleep or smth#gets all jumpy for a while until you trigger his next heart event#when you go to his shop while he's visibly upset and he's like#'would you still like me even if i did something really wrong? would we still be friends?'#and depending on how you answer he either gets moderately back to normal or kills himself#the ghost of your spouse starts haunting him btw. visible only to him#you can see inside his house before you enter during the cutscene and you (the player) can see the ghost#but when you go inside it's gone#if he kills himself you find a note saying to check out back to see what he did#my guilty pleasure is really fucking edgy character mods can you tell#anyway if you get married and have a kid after this the kid has your deceased spouse's name by default <3
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We're having kebabs tonight so grandma will too, i wonder what she'll think lol
#context: she is 93#and i think the last time she had “foreign” food it was when she moved here from her old town and had to be subjected to rome's cuisine on#occasions#anyways theres nothing she doesnt like on its own into the kebab so it should be fine#come to think of it i thiiiiiiinl she went to a japanese restaurant once with my cousin? cause he had A Phase™ and was awfully obnoxious#about it?#anyways bet you that shell think the kebab is my idea even tho it was mum's cause we were all busy and fridge's empty#on this topic I NEED DUMPLINGS SHOT INTO MY VEINS with this grandma at home business we havent been heating out/ordering in that much or#at all#which on the one hand is nice#but on the other hand WHERE ARE MY BAOZI I NEED BAOZI TO LIVE#T_T#also the sushi cravings are real#i stare at my soy sauce bottle wishing i actually knew how to stir fry and not ruin the food#also also i lack 100% foresight why is it that i never have rice when i want to eat it#0/10 awful at meal prep#its just that me vs mom vs dad vs grandma are all used to eating vastly different foods sometimes its kinda funny
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Early Ninjago is so fucked up because how am I supposed to handle one of the most tragic scenes ever and some of the most painful plot points when we literally also have shit like Jay stealing an old man's boxers because he forget to get underwear? LIKE early Ninjago you will always be so famous to me
#god. I hate the ableism and sexism in early ninjago but their characterizations were soo good man...#I just wish they followed thru a bit more on ideas like Lloyd having to fight his father#I would've loved like. maybe the Overlord's taking over is slow#maybe he's forcing Garmadon to attack Lloyd and Lloyd is trying not to fight but he has no choice and he has to attack his dad or smth#IDK I JUST WANT THE TRAGEDY MAN !!!#ninjago#I kinda miss the old writing style. ok yeah lump me in with the 'modern ninjago bad' ppl or whatever but id GLADLY take a hundred#jay boxer jokes if it meant I never had to hear wildbrain jay ever again oh my fucking GOD HES SO FUCKONG ANNOYING JESUS FUCKING CHRIST#I hate how high-pitched his voice is and he hasn't told a single funny joke ever#I miss when he was actually interesting
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hmm i think what i need to do is paint portraits of both sets of grandparents for my mom and dad
#my dads ma was like. kinda mean. bit nasty. but dads dad is an angel. moms partners were KICK ASS. i WISH to god i could talk to them now#parents* i’m not retyping that tag#i have my grandfathers love of music science and language and my grandmothers love and appreciation#and talent! in the arts :)#they impacted my young life so so so much
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The way some fics will throw in "my dears" and "my darlings" from old men makes me think of like old ladies in wigs playing the characters hahaha the most unsexual pet names id rather hear "dude" and cowabunga tbqh
#i think its bc i talk like a hmm idk how to say it#i say dude man and bro a lot#im like. a little surfer/stoner bro but if they were a nerdy accountant#hahahaa;#god any way i just#darling is such like a. makes me think of like an old lady in a boa#and i like and want to fuck women but not really diva types#man. sorry. its so early and im like not doing good#hashtag sick#i guess it kinda reminds me of nathan lane frkm bird age too#and thats just so far from someone id be into. opposite of a butch#im into bro-y butches or men i can think of that way i thunj. were discovering stuff this saturday morning#ive been up since 6#i wish i could sleep more but alas#regan is asleep too so. im alone in the mouse zone#i need a cat who can stand guard when regans asleep#otherwise im helpless#you know. if i got a cat id still be bottom of the pecking order in my household#do you think lifes worth living be honest tag reader#sometimes i really dont but#theres this perfume that gets advertised to me on instagram called ffern or f.fern and their ads are so beautiful#like snippets of memories#is it maybe sad to anguish in what couldve been and whats out there instead of living inside my life?#im just so. idk. sad. scared.#id go for a walk today tbh if i wasnt scared of the 25 mph winds#i wish i walked more#also i bought my dad a sweatshirt that matches a shirt i bought#hehe got his asss!!!! pranked!!!!!!!#whoops forgot my yap tag and this was a yap cat 5#em yaps
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bpd is really really annoying bc first of all i feel like ive felt whatever way ive been feeling if its been 5+ minutes of feeling that way for my Entire Life. and this lack of emotional object permanence is kinda making me feel like i never had a mom anyway in the entire month since she died
#crow.txt#like im probably almost certainly dissociating now and probably have been like. a lot. recently. just to function. which makes sense#but also from a trauma brain standpoint i mean yeah . yeah no strictly speaking i didnt really have a mom did i. never really had parents#raised by children pretty much. neither of them were responsible enough to have or raise me. hadnt worked through enough shit#not sure either of them ever really wouldve been either. christ i wish anything about my life was normal just once#parents severely abnormal. im abnormal. grew up abnormal. circumstances in my life abnormal one way or the other constantly#either bc my mom was just shy of a full blown hoarder or bc my dads adhd is terrible and he acts super weird#cant really remember ever not being at least kinda embarrassed of my parents#on a broad scale i dont understand the world around me and it doesnt understand me either nor does it even want to#i made a joke the other day at work like 'im mixed and bisexual! NOBODY wants me!' and fuck if thats not just the truth huh
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sex dungeon tickets acquired
#talkies#im so excited#lmao my dad said to me yesterday: i always hoped when you were younger you would have an interesting life.#but now that its actually happening i kinda wish i wouldnt hear about it
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#death tw#i don't wanna have to look at my grandmothers face for hours when she's in a casket like i had to do with my grandfather but now i#m gonna have to#my dad last night was like 'im an orphan' and i wanted to cry so i laughed instead#both of his parents died unexpectedly within 6 month of each other what are you supposed to do with that#and like i'm honestly probably lucky because i've never been very close with my grandparents but it still fucking sucks#and i wish my dad didn't have to go through this and i'm very scared of other family members dying soon#nobody in my family died when i was a kid so i think i kinda grew up thinking they were invincible#but the fact that both of these happened without warning and there was no time to adjust to the fact that they were dying. fuckkkkkk#life was already feeling pretty fucking awful before this and now i just. i don't know#shut up hanna
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