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beeqisch · 1 year ago

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very self indulgent timkon doodles

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sageofthestarz · 7 months ago

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Some sad kinda fucked Ifrit thoughts because I woke up and they came

Cw; Substance Abuse, Sex as a coping mechanism, and just kinda general sads.

Nothing graphic said but still putting those ^

Ifrit

Big, Strong, oh so stupid Ifrit.

That's what was thought of him. A muscle head who fucked hard, partied hard, and got fucked up without a care.

An easy fuck and go without connections, without having to stick around after sorta thing

That isn't who he was though.

This was all learned behavior because it's what got him the attention he craved, any sense of being useful, cared about even if it was only because his body was useful

He loved and hated every single second of every single hookup, high, and any other thing that got him out of his head

If he wasn't happy he wasn't useful, if he didn't stay the persona they all knew he wouldn't be liked, if she showed just how broken inside he truly was he'd lose everything and everyone he had, no matter how superficial he needed the attention

It didn't matter if it was a vicious cycle of regrets, and horrible sleepless night, bad highs and.. thoughts he shouldn't have. Couldn't have

It was all he had now

His pack was broken.

His pack hated him after he left.

He never bothered to try and reconnect, why would he.

Aether, Mountain, and Dew stayed with the band, Zephyr never spoke to him, Mist was long gone to be with the lake.

He couldn't bother any of them with this.

With him.

He left the pack, he left the band, that was his choice. He left the only people who cared about him and for what? To go and be whatever he was now?

Yes.

Even when he knew he could possibly rekindle something he didn't. Shoved those feelings down and shoved more substance down his throat.

He didn't deserve it.

Didn't deserve to have that happiness.

That comfort.

Ifrit used to be the most caring, lovable golden retriever there was.

Always following someone's trail, loving on them, and doing every favor he could

His pack loved him

He loved his pack

Now a days he's nothing more then an old dog owned by a family long since grown.

One that's waiting for the first excuse to be put down despite all the love it has left to give.

He thinks it's what he deserves.

A life of misery, and pain without comfort.

He watches his old pack in longing, the only happiness coming from seeing how happy and healthy they are

He'd do anything for them even now

He's so happy to see them thrive and love each other

Even if it also breaks his heart.

#He doesnt know how Zeph looks on longing for his mate to come home to him.#He doesn't know how much Aether wants to reach out but doesn't know how that won't send Ifrit farther into the deep end #He doesn't know that after the transition Dew wanted nothing more then for the fire ghoul to help him. comfort him. teach him #Dews been too afraid to ever speak up to him. After a offhanded comment a very fucked up Ifrit made when he smelled the ghouls scent #He couldn't bring himself to thinking he was hated #He doesn't know that the teas and medicines he finds in his medicine cabinet that help a suspicious amount with the exact hangovers #and issues hes been having were Mountain sneeking them in for him. A silent way to care without upsetting him #He doesn't know that the occasional rocks and shells he finds were small trinkets from Mist #He doesn't know that hes still very very loved by his pack #---#cw substance use #tw substance abuse #These are juet some disjointed Ifrit thoughts #I kinda want to put the tags into the post itself but idk #Too late now #Ifrit has been on my mind so much lately #I think in my lore he does eventually get help and get back into the Pack #Aether and Ifrit are mated in my mind #but also Ifrit and Zeph are #idk it's a lot of thoughts I dont know if I could ever put onto paper #ifrit ghost #ifrit ghoul #dewfrit #aether ghoul #aether ghost #water dew #dewdrop ghost #dewdrop ghoul #dewdrop

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hollowsart · 4 months ago

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-cracks knuckles-

I don't have twitter and I've never drawn a Miku before in my life, but I adore that trend happening rn and wanna drop down my two cents, so let's go with the research to make a Hatsune Miku: but she is from my family (hard to explain, but it's absolutely Texan)

#ghostie mumbles #looking up some native american jewelry from the ones in my genealogy to be accurate and true #as well as merging it with some casual wear and subtle cowboy stuff.#culture stuff for me and my family is very lowkey and more in what you'd see as little details scattered around the house--#--and houses of my relatives. so this is gonna be a very tame Miku but it's gonna be a nice little depiction of my heritage n stuff #I am going to have at least 1 piece of jewelry that represents the native american tribe sin my genealogy which is..#tbh.. as close as I am with that side of me. I'm so far removed that my physical features are so subtle you'd have to look closely to see i #everything I know came from my grandma on my dad's side and the powwows we have gone to when I was younger before they all--#--kinda.. stopped happening and moved to the big one called 'red earth' which is out of state for me #I liked the small ones.. the smells. the food. the music. getting to see the regalia of dancers.. the beautiful art and jewelry and trinket #--and figures you could buy.. it was always so nice getting to go.#at least the state fair has some stalls dedicated to native american artists who craft and sell similar things #one thing they don't have tho is the fry bread. and now I really want some. :(#ANYWAYS Gonna mark down the jewelry and the tribe name next to it as I find it and get that noted before moving on with everything else #I wanna make her look cute and interesting. will also definitely be looking into hairstyles and clothing. taking inspo from my own family #all this just for a dumb miku drawing #I do my best to try and do research for my pieces!!!! mostly.

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my-mind-is-afk-rn · 10 months ago

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People sleep on olfactory hallucinations cause they're not as "big" or "scary" as visual or auditory hallucinations. Like, everyone knows those two, but imagine you're about to get to sleep finally after a long day and you're really tired and then you suddenly start smelling burning? Or maybe gas? So you jump out of bed and frantically search the house, making sure the oven is off, making sure your pets are okay, checking the walls and floors and every corner looking for any hint of anything, smelling for gas leaks, smelling for fire, looking for smoke or light where there shouldn't be, wondering if maybe that nail you put in the wall the other day actually punctured something important and you didn't notice, and the whole time, you know you suffer from olfactory hallucinations. You know you smell things that aren't there all the time. And you know that there's no way that you can tell if it's real or not. You never know if the smell is really there. And everyone else is asleep. And it's better just to check. Just in case it's really real this time.

#cause that literally happened to me just now #olfactory hallucinations #my legs are so tired #my mind is so tired #you think olive oil smells kinda.... not bad #i just want to go to sleep #at least it's not fucking olive oil again #one time i was just chilling #minding my own business #when suddenly #I started smelling olive oil #and all I could smell was olive oil #and like #until it's literally the ONLY FUCKING THING YOU CAN SMELL #FOR TEN WHOLE MINUTES #actually I have no idea how long it was #but i was running all over the house shoving like soaps and candles and anything scented in my nose just to overpower the smell of olive oil #trying to smell LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE #but the smell of olive oil was so strong that nothing else could overpower it #i felt so n**seous #like FR #I was so s*ck of it #i was going crazy #over OLIVE OIL #that WASN'T EVEN THERE #one of the worst experiences of my life right there

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keeps-ache · 4 days ago

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good morning and merry christmas !! aesthetic photo of my cookies be upon ye

#just me hi #i put them on the plate and then the little devil and my shoulder said Hey what if we spent the next 20+ minutes editing it #and they were right that was fun lmfvshgh #Except for looking for a glitter brush on ibis! why are all the thumbnails so blurry it hurts my eyes Ghfksfjvk #yea the phone is working out good :) i'm gonna be taking pictures of everything now ehehehgh #also forgot to eat these for the 20+ minutes i was playing w/ the pictures #my breakfastttt: (went to go count but i have eaten some now. ouh) ✋10 🤚 christmas cookies :3 #they're little ones- oh hey these pretzel one are kinda salty! yaaay #i like the swirly/horseshoe ones the most though. nyum #/we have pozole my mom made last night but i think that has to be warmed up hfhsvh #we got back from christmas midnight mass and everyone- Everyone (crazy) went to bed as soon as we got home lmfhvshg #i don't think that's ever happened. usually a couple are still awake until dawn and Then they go to sleep lol #yea but we didn't even get to try to the pozole last night <//3 helped to strain it last night though :D it smelled kinda sweet+spicy so ou #//we're waiting til i think friday or saturday for presents this year because of the Events so noo wrapping cleaning today 🎉💥 kfsvh #and i've been asked what i wanted. see i don't have that trouble of suddenly not having a want in the world: i just kinda don't have that #already for some reason lmao ?? so yea default state. do you think i'll get socks kfshvfh #//do love having to go back into my tags and add the topic slash bc every topic is related All the time Forever lmfsh #//hey but i DO need socks HEY i'm not joking anymore. don't want any with patterns though they will bother me lol #cuz unless i like the patterns i am not going to wear them :/ that is unless i think they're silly then they pass #are they holiday-themed? i'll prolly still wear them during the fourth of july so we can guarantee 1 whole day of use lhfshvjg #however during the warmer days (anything above 55 degrees) i wear chanclas w/o socks. so maybe not so much guaranteed #and also if i can't find it's match i will just never wear it again. truly tragic #i'm painstakingly matching my plain white socks i can Not handle patterned socks again #/wait was this post about cookies. dude how did we get here Lmfjvskfhvahfhvj #//Okay i'm gonna ummm #Ummmmmmmm #uuuuhm. draw :3 Toodles !! merry christmas !! <3

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creatediana · 9 months ago

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"Lines Written Hastily on Someone Else's Desk" - a poem written 3/27/2024

I have to sneak into your desk— I've calculated every risk— I have to test out all your pens and blot out with them my chagrins. I have an urge for every ink— for every mark I make I rank the color and the thickness.—In my rainbow correspondent brain this is the peak of knowledge—yes, the summit of my study's bliss. I snoop and steal to these fair ends— my paper keeps exotic winds.

#been awhile since i posted any of my #handwriting #2024 #iambic meter #iambic tetrameter #quatrains #rhyme scheme #poem #poetry #poets on tumblr #i've probably written idk how many poems about how i love snooping through other ppl's desks at work #listen. i just wanna see what kind of writing utensils u got #and use them on myyyyy paper teehee~ more colors #awhile back at my sister-in-law's bachelorette party. all the other women were talking about #how they like to look in ppl's medicine cabinets. and i was like what? why?#bc my sister-in-law and her blood sisters were talking abt how u do it early in a relationship #and i just couldn't relate. and it wasn't like a deeply voyeuristic things. it was more like #they just wanna see what u keep and how. in ur bathroom setup.#i mean i kinda get it. it is looking at how somebody lives.#in some very basic ways that arent super personal but theyre not necessarily apparent when u meet them #but anyway now i think abt that every time i go looking through ppl's desks. im like Oh This Is What I'm Doing.#the creepiest thing i've ever done is sniff somebody's chapstick. i wanted to know how minty it smelled #i should stop this confessional right now

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thiscatiscreepy · 2 months ago

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So I'm rewriting The Smell and I thiiink I just finished the first (and shortest) chapter. I might post the next chapters of the fic here as I progress (the red fanfic website is blocked over here and i don't care enough about it to use a vpn)

I would really appreciate feedback on pacing and word choice and stuff like that, but if you just want to read about Marius having a weird one, you're more than welcome.

Anyway, Chapter one, A Dream.

Sirens wailed and gunshots sounded as Marius approached an immense concrete building. In that moment, he wasn't driven by murderous glee, morbid curiosity or even basic boredom, but pure, unfiltered hatred. There wasn't a single thing or person that made his jaw clench or his hands curl into fists like that crumbling edifice. And for the life of himself, he couldn't explain why.

Inside, the air was hot and thick and made his head swim. The lobby was empty, its occupants either cowering, dead outside or retreated downstairs. That's where he was heading as well.

Someone was beside him. He glanced at Raphaella with a rifle in her hands. Strange, he thought, she didn't favour firearms, the recoil didn't mix well with her habit of flying everywhere.

They found a door that led to the staircase. Looking over the railing, the descent seemed endless. Marius proceeded regardless, with Raphaella closely behind. The ground above them rumbled from an explosion, dislodging dust in a grey snow. They passed dark labs and empty offices until they reached a library-like server room with its tall stacks of powerful processors.

Cautiously, they entered, and were shot at. Raphaella took off while Marius ducked behind an overturned table. He fired at the assailant and it fell to the floor. Hearing shots from above, he looked up to see Raphaella press against a wall as she fired at more armed things. Worry rose in him, she was too exposed. As he opened his mouth to shout for her to fly lower, a shot sounded from below, and the scientist gasped and fell, her metal wings making a horrible clutter. Marius jumped from behind the table and ran to her, shooting the gunners in his way.

Raphaella lay face-down in a pool of her own blood, limbs splayed, a wound through her chest. As he reached for her, a bullet hit his shoulder. He swore and shot back, then dragged her behind a cover and continued shooting the creatures. His shoulder stang. Warm blood spread on the floor.

After some time, the armed beings stopped coming. Marius sighed and turned to Raphaella. She was still lying face down, still motionless, still bleeding. He touched his own shoulder, the gunshot wound had already stitched itself up.

How much blood did she have?

He shook her by the shoulder. She was cold and rigid.

How could she still bleed when she was already so stiff?

He whispered her name, then repeated it louder, and louder again. She lay bleeding. He withdrew his hand, it dripped with blood.

How was she still bleeding?

His heart beat wildly in his chest. He reached to turn her over, to look at her face, but stopped his hand short.

How was she still bleeding?

Fear seized him. He felt - knew - that whatever had happened to her face would be too awful to witness. Still, curiosity and urgency pushed him to see her monstrous image.

How was she still bleeding?

As if possessed, his shaky hands moved to the woman's unmoving body on their own. One took her shoulder, turned Raphaella of her side, and held her so. Blood gushed freely from beside her breast.

How was she still breathing?

Blood-soaked hair clang to her face. The other hand reached to move it away and see the horrible face at last. Marius was powerless to stop it.

How was she still bleeding?

He couldn't breathe as his fingers touched the dark red strands of hair and- "Attention crew."

The doctor jumped out of sleep at the booming voice of the ship.

"Attention crew," she repeated, as Marius rubbed his eyes, "inhabited planet located in the nearest system, landing in approximately four months. Take stock of supplies. I repeat-"

Marius tried to recall what his strange dream had been about, and why it made his stomach turn. But as the Aurora recited her message, the dream slipped from his mind until all that was left of it was an uneasy tightness in his throat.

The ship concluded her announcement, and Marius' quarters fell into the comfortable ambience of machinery whirring quietly behind the walls. Soon, he drifted back to sleep, and dreamed of birds.

#the mechanisms #marius von raum #the first 3 or 4 chapters of the original Smell are still on the red fanfic website if you're interested in the story #though since then it has changed a lot in my mind and i now have a much clearer idea of what i want it to be about #it was supposed to be a short fic #marius has a prophetic dream. ge forgets it immediately. the prophecy comes true and hes weirded out by it #thats was supposed to be it #but noooooo. i had to elaborate. and then elaborate some more. and now i have a weird and fucked up ai oc #care the ai #← a tag i have for it that i barely use. i love you care the ai youre so fucked up #and there will also be an ivy pov chapter. cause i wanted her to go thru horrors as well. as a lil treat #i really want to write the ivy chapter. mostly cause its mostly about care the ai and we dont see a lot of it otherwise #i think about the ivy pov chapter and smile so fondly.#also currently debating on whether i still want to include my barely canon compliant version of marius' backstory #or if i should focus more on the Other horrors for him #the backstory stuff is fun im kinda sad i never finished the chapter for it while i was first writing The Smell #i ramble like a madwoman im sorry. anyway hope you enjoy #cat talks

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1roentgen · 2 months ago

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#remember when i ordered a bunch of perfume samples #just sprayed some musc 25 by le labo on my wrist #my old review of this frag was that it smelled like floor cleaner at a fancy resort and that it was disgusting #now though #its … very nice actually #smells expensive. elegant.#smells a lot like my friend’s camry #figured out this mfs weird scent profile btw #it’s bros damn car perfume which’s got mad projection and then dior sauvage underneath #bro got me like why tf u smell like flowers and why does it Work #anyway i may have found a new daily frag this is really nice #it’s like a perfect ‘clean laundry’ scent that isn’t too soapy #lightly musky and not in a gross way #the sharper notes kinda fade out and ur left with something rlly sexy and warm #and nice ☺️☺️#just smells like a really attractive person…who u really like #😂😂😂#i finally got food i don’t want soju as much anymore but i still do a little bit #bad habit atp #adenosine triphosphate #actually vibes wise this is probably the closest frag i’ve found to dedcool milk #which doesn’t smell the same to me anymore!!! idk why!!!#i’ll never shut up about this. it used to be so good. what happened #le labo is so expensive though #and ion wanna be switching between chanel and this i gotta pick something and stick to it

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toptophat · 1 year ago

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Zora be like: "Kids gonna die tonight!"

The prize for the sole winner: the label of G.O.A.T!

The winning district receives a full week at a resort with luxurious features

Not to mention the showers!

#zora salazar #epithet erased #lord garmadon #lego ninjago #masters of spinjitzu #toph beifong #atla #avatar the last airbender #jotaro kujo #jojo's bizarre adventure #stardust crusaders #suga mama #proud family #now I kinda want zora to win just so she can finally stop smelling like shit #best... election!#hunger games simulator #memes #greatest of all time #goat

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sysig · 1 year ago

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Can we see the Charm bear please

Yes!!

Look at her! She's so cute!

It's a little hard to see, but her fur has that swirl-pattern to it that looks like subtle flowers, or in Charm's case, cotton candy :D She also smells like cotton candy!!

#Build a Bear #Fun fact: Ma and I have been planning to make a Charm plushy for like three years now lol #And we have purchased some fabric for it! When we get there lol #And from the looks of it it's the exact same fabric haha ♪ We got ours in two different pinks but I mean #She's a pink swirl bear! She's so cute!! Ah!!!#Both smol and I upon returning home were just like ''These clothes are cute but like...'' Lol #We were both just thinking to ourselves that making our own clothes for them - we both want to!#She especially has been wanting to get into making doll clothes so it's kinda the perfect in #Plus while the overalls she got for hers look Adorable they are a bit on the small side #Even just imagining this little Charm bear with the thigh-high shoes and kneepads - so like her wristie!#I got the wristie 'cause I was thinking of her bonbons but honestly they almost match her kneepads better haha #Made sure that she's got her guns out >:3c And shorts haha although I think they're meant to be boxers?#Either way she's so cute and huggable <3 #And smells so nice! They use the little scent thingies like a bath and then they put it inside with the heart haha #I haven't been to Build-a-Bear since I was a littley so it was really nice to get to do so again with my siblings <3 #I hope they both had fun ♥#Also you Know I'm gonna be drawing Charm with this little one hehehe #Villainsona #Just Desserts #Lol

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moinsbienquekaworu · 11 months ago

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People in the kitchen when I go down to have dinner, 5 dead 17 injured

#argh!#not to be mean but. it's the pne housemate i don't like 😔#i don't like the food she cooks especially. like whatever she's cooking? doesn't smell good #kinda messing with my appetite actually #but i've committed myself to Dinner now so i have to stay 😔😔😔#she's not a bad person she's just a shit housemate #like please i want to have dinner in peace and quiet!!!#my god as i typed that her thing overflowed everywhere. like. girl!!!!#you're the only one making messes around here please just stop #i should've just gone back to my room when i saw she was in there. i'm hungry but like. come on #genuinely messing with my appetite. and also my mood #like my tolerance levels for her are lower beause she's just not a good housemate #i just wanted dinner 😔😔😔😔#wow i have a ramble tag now #england adventures

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lildoodlecat · 11 months ago

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The new blanket I got is purple with glow in the dark stars and constellations but unfortunately I sleep with a lamp on to keep the suffocating weight of the darkness away

#okay the blanket is actually part of a full bedset which #i have never owned a matching bedset in my life #and have been using the same blanket since i was like 8 #but when we were at my grandma's for christmas i mentioned offhand that i needed new sheets #bc we didnt have any for a full bed (mine) and i was just using an old stained queen one #and she just goes 'oh i have an extra bedset for a full bed do you want it?'#and i was like ??? yeah????? if you dont need it????????#and she brings out a brand new kids purple star set and im just standing there like what. what. i love purple. that's the cutest bedset wha #AND SUDDENLY I HAVE A FULL BEDSET WITH FITTED SHEETS THE CORRECT SIZE??????#took me over a month to finally have the spoons and the commitment to change to make the switch sjxkdk #i was ecstatic abt the sheets but i was wary abt the blanket and the pillow cases #bc previously i was using some super soft pillow cases i stole from a different bedset (there's a story to that but anyway)#and of course the same blanket I've been using for over a decade #which was pretty worn I'll admit but it smelled like me idk i found it comforting #it was twin sized so it didn't really fit my bed but i basically just become a burrito or perhaps a poorly folded taco to sleep so meh #and yeah i could've just taken the sheets and stuck to my old blanket but the set was so cute.. i wanted my bed to be cute now #turns out. just like the packaging says. it's really soft #the pillow cases probably aren't as soft as the other ones but ig i barely notice #only downside is that the stiffer side of the blanket (the glow in the dark side) rustles easily #which for a 'tuck the blanket up to my ear and under my chin' kinda person is kind of annoying #but im committed. or whatever. so ✨#jay yells #if you've read this far congrats now you know abt my relationship with bedding

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superbattrash · 2 years ago

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Things I didn’t know I’d sort of enjoy while being on T: my sweat smells different???

I know it makes no sense but I smell more masculine

#mish does HRT #listen. I don’t WANT to smell like sweat obviously #but it’s a million degrees and I do daily walks outside #I sweat it’s okay it’s normal #but I kinda enjoy how I smell now #is that weird? probably #misha rants

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whumpy-wyrms · 11 months ago

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Has Aspen watched Wolfwalkers before? I think he would absolutely love that movie :)

YESSSS YES YES ASPEN FUCKING LOVESSSSSS THAT MOVIEEE

AND SO DO I!!!!!!! like i’ve never seen that movie before but i’ve wanted to watch it for a long time and this ask FINALLY made me watch it and oh my god HOLY SHIT IT’S ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES NOW. i literally JUST finished it and i don’t even know what to say besides this

i need everyone to watch this clip in particular because holy shit i cried during it /pos. like i can’t even describe how much i love this movie and how much it means to me just wow WOW it’s absolutely fucking amazing and i definitely recommend it to everyone. the animation is stunning i love the main characters and everything is just so EXPRESSIVE and the COLORS ANR AHHHH THE WOLVESSSS

Aspen loves it. it’s one of his favorite movies now too (maybe his favorite idk i’ll have to think of what other movies he likes) but guys i don’t even know what to sayyyy that movie is sooo good

thank you so much for sending this ask because wow i don’t know what it is with me and wolves now but wolves are COOL and i LOVE this movie i’m so happy i finally watched it!!! :D