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beeqisch · 1 year ago

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very self indulgent timkon doodles

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sageofthestarz · 6 months ago

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Some sad kinda fucked Ifrit thoughts because I woke up and they came

Cw; Substance Abuse, Sex as a coping mechanism, and just kinda general sads.

Nothing graphic said but still putting those ^

Ifrit

Big, Strong, oh so stupid Ifrit.

That's what was thought of him. A muscle head who fucked hard, partied hard, and got fucked up without a care.

An easy fuck and go without connections, without having to stick around after sorta thing

That isn't who he was though.

This was all learned behavior because it's what got him the attention he craved, any sense of being useful, cared about even if it was only because his body was useful

He loved and hated every single second of every single hookup, high, and any other thing that got him out of his head

If he wasn't happy he wasn't useful, if he didn't stay the persona they all knew he wouldn't be liked, if she showed just how broken inside he truly was he'd lose everything and everyone he had, no matter how superficial he needed the attention

It didn't matter if it was a vicious cycle of regrets, and horrible sleepless night, bad highs and.. thoughts he shouldn't have. Couldn't have

It was all he had now

His pack was broken.

His pack hated him after he left.

He never bothered to try and reconnect, why would he.

Aether, Mountain, and Dew stayed with the band, Zephyr never spoke to him, Mist was long gone to be with the lake.

He couldn't bother any of them with this.

With him.

He left the pack, he left the band, that was his choice. He left the only people who cared about him and for what? To go and be whatever he was now?

Yes.

Even when he knew he could possibly rekindle something he didn't. Shoved those feelings down and shoved more substance down his throat.

He didn't deserve it.

Didn't deserve to have that happiness.

That comfort.

Ifrit used to be the most caring, lovable golden retriever there was.

Always following someone's trail, loving on them, and doing every favor he could

His pack loved him

He loved his pack

Now a days he's nothing more then an old dog owned by a family long since grown.

One that's waiting for the first excuse to be put down despite all the love it has left to give.

He thinks it's what he deserves.

A life of misery, and pain without comfort.

He watches his old pack in longing, the only happiness coming from seeing how happy and healthy they are

He'd do anything for them even now

He's so happy to see them thrive and love each other

Even if it also breaks his heart.

#He doesnt know how Zeph looks on longing for his mate to come home to him.#He doesn't know how much Aether wants to reach out but doesn't know how that won't send Ifrit farther into the deep end #He doesn't know that after the transition Dew wanted nothing more then for the fire ghoul to help him. comfort him. teach him #Dews been too afraid to ever speak up to him. After a offhanded comment a very fucked up Ifrit made when he smelled the ghouls scent #He couldn't bring himself to thinking he was hated #He doesn't know that the teas and medicines he finds in his medicine cabinet that help a suspicious amount with the exact hangovers #and issues hes been having were Mountain sneeking them in for him. A silent way to care without upsetting him #He doesn't know that the occasional rocks and shells he finds were small trinkets from Mist #He doesn't know that hes still very very loved by his pack #---#cw substance use #tw substance abuse #These are juet some disjointed Ifrit thoughts #I kinda want to put the tags into the post itself but idk #Too late now #Ifrit has been on my mind so much lately #I think in my lore he does eventually get help and get back into the Pack #Aether and Ifrit are mated in my mind #but also Ifrit and Zeph are #idk it's a lot of thoughts I dont know if I could ever put onto paper #ifrit ghost #ifrit ghoul #dewfrit #aether ghoul #aether ghost #water dew #dewdrop ghost #dewdrop ghoul #dewdrop

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hollowsart · 2 months ago

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-cracks knuckles-

I don't have twitter and I've never drawn a Miku before in my life, but I adore that trend happening rn and wanna drop down my two cents, so let's go with the research to make a Hatsune Miku: but she is from my family (hard to explain, but it's absolutely Texan)

#ghostie mumbles #looking up some native american jewelry from the ones in my genealogy to be accurate and true #as well as merging it with some casual wear and subtle cowboy stuff.#culture stuff for me and my family is very lowkey and more in what you'd see as little details scattered around the house--#--and houses of my relatives. so this is gonna be a very tame Miku but it's gonna be a nice little depiction of my heritage n stuff #I am going to have at least 1 piece of jewelry that represents the native american tribe sin my genealogy which is..#tbh.. as close as I am with that side of me. I'm so far removed that my physical features are so subtle you'd have to look closely to see i #everything I know came from my grandma on my dad's side and the powwows we have gone to when I was younger before they all--#--kinda.. stopped happening and moved to the big one called 'red earth' which is out of state for me #I liked the small ones.. the smells. the food. the music. getting to see the regalia of dancers.. the beautiful art and jewelry and trinket #--and figures you could buy.. it was always so nice getting to go.#at least the state fair has some stalls dedicated to native american artists who craft and sell similar things #one thing they don't have tho is the fry bread. and now I really want some. :(#ANYWAYS Gonna mark down the jewelry and the tribe name next to it as I find it and get that noted before moving on with everything else #I wanna make her look cute and interesting. will also definitely be looking into hairstyles and clothing. taking inspo from my own family #all this just for a dumb miku drawing #I do my best to try and do research for my pieces!!!! mostly.

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my-mind-is-afk-rn · 8 months ago

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People sleep on olfactory hallucinations cause they're not as "big" or "scary" as visual or auditory hallucinations. Like, everyone knows those two, but imagine you're about to get to sleep finally after a long day and you're really tired and then you suddenly start smelling burning? Or maybe gas? So you jump out of bed and frantically search the house, making sure the oven is off, making sure your pets are okay, checking the walls and floors and every corner looking for any hint of anything, smelling for gas leaks, smelling for fire, looking for smoke or light where there shouldn't be, wondering if maybe that nail you put in the wall the other day actually punctured something important and you didn't notice, and the whole time, you know you suffer from olfactory hallucinations. You know you smell things that aren't there all the time. And you know that there's no way that you can tell if it's real or not. You never know if the smell is really there. And everyone else is asleep. And it's better just to check. Just in case it's really real this time.

#cause that literally happened to me just now #olfactory hallucinations #my legs are so tired #my mind is so tired #you think olive oil smells kinda.... not bad #i just want to go to sleep #at least it's not fucking olive oil again #one time i was just chilling #minding my own business #when suddenly #I started smelling olive oil #and all I could smell was olive oil #and like #until it's literally the ONLY FUCKING THING YOU CAN SMELL #FOR TEN WHOLE MINUTES #actually I have no idea how long it was #but i was running all over the house shoving like soaps and candles and anything scented in my nose just to overpower the smell of olive oil #trying to smell LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE #but the smell of olive oil was so strong that nothing else could overpower it #i felt so n**seous #like FR #I was so s*ck of it #i was going crazy #over OLIVE OIL #that WASN'T EVEN THERE #one of the worst experiences of my life right there

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creatediana · 7 months ago

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"Lines Written Hastily on Someone Else's Desk" - a poem written 3/27/2024

I have to sneak into your desk— I've calculated every risk— I have to test out all your pens and blot out with them my chagrins. I have an urge for every ink— for every mark I make I rank the color and the thickness.—In my rainbow correspondent brain this is the peak of knowledge—yes, the summit of my study's bliss. I snoop and steal to these fair ends— my paper keeps exotic winds.

#been awhile since i posted any of my #handwriting #2024 #iambic meter #iambic tetrameter #quatrains #rhyme scheme #poem #poetry #poets on tumblr #i've probably written idk how many poems about how i love snooping through other ppl's desks at work #listen. i just wanna see what kind of writing utensils u got #and use them on myyyyy paper teehee~ more colors #awhile back at my sister-in-law's bachelorette party. all the other women were talking about #how they like to look in ppl's medicine cabinets. and i was like what? why?#bc my sister-in-law and her blood sisters were talking abt how u do it early in a relationship #and i just couldn't relate. and it wasn't like a deeply voyeuristic things. it was more like #they just wanna see what u keep and how. in ur bathroom setup.#i mean i kinda get it. it is looking at how somebody lives.#in some very basic ways that arent super personal but theyre not necessarily apparent when u meet them #but anyway now i think abt that every time i go looking through ppl's desks. im like Oh This Is What I'm Doing.#the creepiest thing i've ever done is sniff somebody's chapstick. i wanted to know how minty it smelled #i should stop this confessional right now

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1roentgen · 17 days ago

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#remember when i ordered a bunch of perfume samples #just sprayed some musc 25 by le labo on my wrist #my old review of this frag was that it smelled like floor cleaner at a fancy resort and that it was disgusting #now though #its … very nice actually #smells expensive. elegant.#smells a lot like my friend’s camry #figured out this mfs weird scent profile btw #it’s bros damn car perfume which’s got mad projection and then dior sauvage underneath #bro got me like why tf u smell like flowers and why does it Work #anyway i may have found a new daily frag this is really nice #it’s like a perfect ‘clean laundry’ scent that isn’t too soapy #lightly musky and not in a gross way #the sharper notes kinda fade out and ur left with something rlly sexy and warm #and nice ☺️☺️#just smells like a really attractive person…who u really like #😂😂😂#i finally got food i don’t want soju as much anymore but i still do a little bit #bad habit atp #adenosine triphosphate #actually vibes wise this is probably the closest frag i’ve found to dedcool milk #which doesn’t smell the same to me anymore!!! idk why!!!#i’ll never shut up about this. it used to be so good. what happened #le labo is so expensive though #and ion wanna be switching between chanel and this i gotta pick something and stick to it

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toptophat · 1 year ago

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Zora be like: "Kids gonna die tonight!"

The prize for the sole winner: the label of G.O.A.T!

The winning district receives a full week at a resort with luxurious features

Not to mention the showers!

#zora salazar #epithet erased #lord garmadon #lego ninjago #masters of spinjitzu #toph beifong #atla #avatar the last airbender #jotaro kujo #jojo's bizarre adventure #stardust crusaders #suga mama #proud family #now I kinda want zora to win just so she can finally stop smelling like shit #best... election!#hunger games simulator #memes #greatest of all time #goat

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sysig · 11 months ago

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Can we see the Charm bear please

Yes!!

Look at her! She's so cute!

It's a little hard to see, but her fur has that swirl-pattern to it that looks like subtle flowers, or in Charm's case, cotton candy :D She also smells like cotton candy!!

#Build a Bear #Fun fact: Ma and I have been planning to make a Charm plushy for like three years now lol #And we have purchased some fabric for it! When we get there lol #And from the looks of it it's the exact same fabric haha �� We got ours in two different pinks but I mean #She's a pink swirl bear! She's so cute!! Ah!!!#Both smol and I upon returning home were just like ''These clothes are cute but like...'' Lol #We were both just thinking to ourselves that making our own clothes for them - we both want to!#She especially has been wanting to get into making doll clothes so it's kinda the perfect in #Plus while the overalls she got for hers look Adorable they are a bit on the small side #Even just imagining this little Charm bear with the thigh-high shoes and kneepads - so like her wristie!#I got the wristie 'cause I was thinking of her bonbons but honestly they almost match her kneepads better haha #Made sure that she's got her guns out >:3c And shorts haha although I think they're meant to be boxers?#Either way she's so cute and huggable <3 #And smells so nice! They use the little scent thingies like a bath and then they put it inside with the heart haha #I haven't been to Build-a-Bear since I was a littley so it was really nice to get to do so again with my siblings <3 #I hope they both had fun ♥#Also you Know I'm gonna be drawing Charm with this little one hehehe #Villainsona #Just Desserts #Lol

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moinsbienquekaworu · 10 months ago

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People in the kitchen when I go down to have dinner, 5 dead 17 injured

#argh!#not to be mean but. it's the pne housemate i don't like 😔#i don't like the food she cooks especially. like whatever she's cooking? doesn't smell good #kinda messing with my appetite actually #but i've committed myself to Dinner now so i have to stay 😔😔😔#she's not a bad person she's just a shit housemate #like please i want to have dinner in peace and quiet!!!#my god as i typed that her thing overflowed everywhere. like. girl!!!!#you're the only one making messes around here please just stop #i should've just gone back to my room when i saw she was in there. i'm hungry but like. come on #genuinely messing with my appetite. and also my mood #like my tolerance levels for her are lower beause she's just not a good housemate #i just wanted dinner 😔😔😔😔#wow i have a ramble tag now #england adventures

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lildoodlecat · 9 months ago

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The new blanket I got is purple with glow in the dark stars and constellations but unfortunately I sleep with a lamp on to keep the suffocating weight of the darkness away

#okay the blanket is actually part of a full bedset which #i have never owned a matching bedset in my life #and have been using the same blanket since i was like 8 #but when we were at my grandma's for christmas i mentioned offhand that i needed new sheets #bc we didnt have any for a full bed (mine) and i was just using an old stained queen one #and she just goes 'oh i have an extra bedset for a full bed do you want it?'#and i was like ??? yeah????? if you dont need it????????#and she brings out a brand new kids purple star set and im just standing there like what. what. i love purple. that's the cutest bedset wha #AND SUDDENLY I HAVE A FULL BEDSET WITH FITTED SHEETS THE CORRECT SIZE??????#took me over a month to finally have the spoons and the commitment to change to make the switch sjxkdk #i was ecstatic abt the sheets but i was wary abt the blanket and the pillow cases #bc previously i was using some super soft pillow cases i stole from a different bedset (there's a story to that but anyway)#and of course the same blanket I've been using for over a decade #which was pretty worn I'll admit but it smelled like me idk i found it comforting #it was twin sized so it didn't really fit my bed but i basically just become a burrito or perhaps a poorly folded taco to sleep so meh #and yeah i could've just taken the sheets and stuck to my old blanket but the set was so cute.. i wanted my bed to be cute now #turns out. just like the packaging says. it's really soft #the pillow cases probably aren't as soft as the other ones but ig i barely notice #only downside is that the stiffer side of the blanket (the glow in the dark side) rustles easily #which for a 'tuck the blanket up to my ear and under my chin' kinda person is kind of annoying #but im committed. or whatever. so ✨#jay yells #if you've read this far congrats now you know abt my relationship with bedding

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hannibalismos-jaaneman · 8 months ago

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i read a hannigram fic last night where op decided it was an okay thing to mention vatsyayana and my brain chemistry is fucked now.

#raj shitposting #afghdaklkjfdakjfgaskjgf #so for context i read the kamasutra as a joke earlier last month and istg i was not expecting what i read.#bro- listen i thought it'd be about heterosexual sex only but it's really not specified IN SO MANY PLACES IT MAKES ME WANNA YELL.#there's this entire section in the text about scents. now idk how many of y'all know seema anand but you should def check out her tedtalk.#because she kinda boils it down to the very basics with the best examples for all of those who do not want their brain chemistry altered.#and that was what got me into her stuff and i read the arts of seduction a couple years back but i wasn't unhinged back then-#-so i forgot all about it until like a month or so back when i came across a video of hers on yt and damn those floodgates BROKE man.#which lead to me finally putting my foot down and reading that shit and JESUS FUCKING CHRIST-#so back to where we were. there's this entire section about scents alright? and we all know where this is going so bear with me please.#so this section talks about how different scents stimulate excitement and how different parts of the body should be scented.#like seema anand does NOT warn you about how fucking DETAILED this shit is in the original text. AT ALL.#it's got i think somewhere around 600 different scents and the optimum intensity of the scents for like IDK TURNING INTO A MONSTER.#so like when i read the fic my brain thought HEY THESE ARE TWO UNHEALTHY OBSESSIONS OF THIS FUCKING SICKO THAT SHOULD ALIGN RIGHT? BOOM.#and i imagined post fall will experimenting with scents for fun and shit because why not who's to stop him at this point in his life?#and then my brain flashed me a very vivid image of hannibal BURYING his face into will's waist to smell the perfume he put there-#and then my brain short circuited because that is too powerful an image for a mortal brain to comprehend.#i don't think anyone will understand what the fuck it is that i'm on about but y'all should watch that ted talk.#and get ahold of the nearest fic writer you know and force them to write a fic on this BECAUSE THIS IS THE PROMPT THEY'VE BEEN WAITING FOR.#this is actual psychosexual bullshit and istg i've had SO MANY vivid dreams ABOUT SCENTS ALONE it's making me lose my fucking mind.#GAAAAAAAAAAAAH #hannigram #hannibal

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superbattrash · 1 year ago

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Things I didn’t know I’d sort of enjoy while being on T: my sweat smells different???

I know it makes no sense but I smell more masculine

#mish does HRT #listen. I don’t WANT to smell like sweat obviously #but it’s a million degrees and I do daily walks outside #I sweat it’s okay it’s normal #but I kinda enjoy how I smell now #is that weird? probably #misha rants

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whumpy-wyrms · 10 months ago

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Has Aspen watched Wolfwalkers before? I think he would absolutely love that movie :)

YESSSS YES YES ASPEN FUCKING LOVESSSSSS THAT MOVIEEE

AND SO DO I!!!!!!! like i’ve never seen that movie before but i’ve wanted to watch it for a long time and this ask FINALLY made me watch it and oh my god HOLY SHIT IT’S ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES NOW. i literally JUST finished it and i don’t even know what to say besides this

i need everyone to watch this clip in particular because holy shit i cried during it /pos. like i can’t even describe how much i love this movie and how much it means to me just wow WOW it’s absolutely fucking amazing and i definitely recommend it to everyone. the animation is stunning i love the main characters and everything is just so EXPRESSIVE and the COLORS ANR AHHHH THE WOLVESSSS

Aspen loves it. it’s one of his favorite movies now too (maybe his favorite idk i’ll have to think of what other movies he likes) but guys i don’t even know what to sayyyy that movie is sooo good

thank you so much for sending this ask because wow i don’t know what it is with me and wolves now but wolves are COOL and i LOVE this movie i’m so happy i finally watched it!!! :D

#i was screaming at the tv during the super intense parts like wow WOW this movie was amazing #imagining Aspen running through the woods as a wolf being so so so happy #i’m so happy i got the idea to turn him into a werewolf later on in the story so he can finally truly live #like Aspen turning into a werewolf marks the end of Silas feeding on him i think. it’s a brand new beginning. he’s truly alive and free now #and i love that so much #i’m so happy #i’ve gotta write down everything i’ve been coming up with for silas and aspen because it’s a lot and some people might be outta the loop #but basically after a very long time of being Silas’s bloodbag Aspen befriends a werewolf and gets turned #Silas was pissed because werewolf blood is kinda gross and Aspen now smells like wet dog and he’s overall less appealing #and Aspen is over the moon when he gets turned because he’s a wolf therian (otherkin) and he basically just got everything he’s ever wanted #and by then he already got closure for some stuff in his past (relating to how he originally died and one of his friends and ghosts)#so like he’s Happy. he’s so fucking happy. he’s the happiest person you’ve ever met by then #and also that is past the point where Silas eventually warms up to him (because aspen is literally a delight to be around #even to people as cold and heartless as silas) he still kills aspen for fun though. aspen is used to it and honestly doesn’t mind anymore #their dynamic is just sooo fun.#and i love werewolf aspen so much and need to talk about him because he’s all i’ve been thinking about and drawing #like Aspen is a bloodthristy werewolf who doesn’t know anything about his powers and Silas begrudgingly helps him because he’s Involved now #lots more happens in the story after this. it’s gonna take forever to actually get there tho like im a slow writer and haven’t even finishe #the first chapter. but yeah i love werewolf aspen and the werewolf who turned him is very cool too. don’t know anything abt them yet but im #working on it. anyway i love wolfwalkers u all should watch it because it’s amazing #ask #aspen oc #silas oc #brc ask #blood runs cold

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a4g · 1 year ago

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the objects at walmart are alive and know eachother. i think the 24$ soap dispenser woth a cork bottom for traction would get along great withsome kf the big clocks in the clock section . maybe the steam punk one. i think they they woudld like eachother.