#kinda unstable as well
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one of these days i am going to make a teru mikami rp ask blog thing. when i do, it'll be so over for you all.
#not now though#i need to let him rotate in my mind for a little while#but i bet it's going to be fun#*claps hands together* he will be the world's biggest simp.#but please don't misunderstand me mikami is my fav i am not going to reduce him to some dickrider simp#i think he is one of the intriguing characters in dn because like. i feel like what fandom thinks of light's moral worldview#actually applies more to him.#also HE IS SO PEDANTIC. HE IS OBSESSIVE. HE IS METHODICAL TO AN EXTREME LEVEL#kinda unstable as well#i am going to make that rp ask blog slightly delve into that#but he can be a simp. one sided mikalight world domination#death note#teru mikami#dn rp blog#something about death and a notebook. or whatever. she dies of diarrhea in three minutes.
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OKAY can we also talk about yasmina design!!!<÷&#^:
They nailed that and you know it.
#I love everyones designs🥹🥹#well i mean kenjis is kinda mehh#but sure#jurassic world chaos theory#jwct#ben pincus#yasmina fadoula#sammy gutierrez#darius bowman#camp cretaceous#trailer#btw why is yasmina about to cry in the first clip😭😭#shes emotionally unstable#lmao...#jwct spoilers#spoilers
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You think your life is hard?
yeah it probably is. wanna hug and talk about it?
#kinda shitpost#ive been seeing way too many#“you think your life is hard well i have ___”#like even when it’s a joke#it isn’t a competition#youre not winning at shitty life syndrome#mentally unstable#mental health#have a good day
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I remember you're genocides 🫵
( do you even remember who moqi is ... hai its me )
now answering to your question.. no sorry i can't remember someone called like that-
(read tags pls)
#i know this thing happens in another scenario#i just remembered watching a video not too long ago where sans says this just here and#well i started drawing blah blah blah until i realized i was wrong all along#i was too lazy to redraw everything that's all#btw sorry for abscense it has been almost three days i think??#i've been trying to draw and stuff but things didn't come out as i wanted and i started to get frustrated#(and i wasn't reblogging anything as well bc i don't wat to fill my profile with reblogs)#this you're all seeing here came out unintentionally and i liked it#although it's a bit too much detailed for something as *unserious* as this ask#but i'm fine with it#i've got two more asks that could work as drawings or mini comics#i'll try to post them asap but i ain't promising anything#cuz mentally i'm kinda unstable my sleep schedule is killing me#so yeah! that's it#undertale#sans#fluffy asks#bunnyoverdose
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day 135/547 of missing jungkook
#jk#jungkook#buny#said i would yap abt this live and here it is#ik when i was watching it live i said to smone like. the mood is weirdly melancholic but now hes talking abt food and instantly its lighter#but since then i kinda forgot that the first half of that live is like. SUCH AN ODD VIBE#and i rewatched unprepared for it 😭 and got emotional#like idk. like the vibe is DAMP. its heavy not necessarily sad but it was Heavy#and hes talking abt not sleeping well lately and waxing poetic abt he can come here when he feels unstable and it feels safe n comforting#and like. mentioning he feels nauseous and one song looped for like 20 mins and sitting in the fucking dark just pondering silently#like bro ARE U GOOD????? its giving Me whenever im horribly depressed 😭#like ik u cant really tell someones feelings from their face esp if u dont know them but he just seemed. troubled#and i was watching it like Bro why are u on a livestream sitting in the dark staring at me w big wet eyes ARE U OK…….#and then he starts talking abt food and my eyes literally got wet bc he just. immediately brightened#and got talkative again#and i cant explain idk it made me emotional like. wuh hes happy telling us abt his noodle recipe….wuh……#and i had to tap out idk ill watch the rest later. IDK IDKKKKKKK im just fond. whatever
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I like checking out clown car animation styles so I watched that new teenage kraken movie and honestly I cannot explain how fresh the whiplash is every time I see Jaboukie credited as one of the main roles. Just like..."JABOUKIE?"
#Creepy chatter#Jane Fonda and Will Forte are both in it as well#Honestly I think Will Forte is in his unstable girl era. He's really good in Twisted Metal too. Also a deranged performance.#Bojack kinda pigeon holed him for awhile so it's nice to see him playing toxic characters for fun#Like a murder clown :)#Anyway#JABOUKIE?
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i’m home !!
procedure went real well, everything was really smooth and almost as soon as they said, “you can count backwards if you want,” i don’t think i even said ten before i was suddenly in recovery and sipping some ginger ale.
honestly the worst part was the iv because they had to do it on the side of my wrist because apparently my veins are crooked ?? i just hate ivs anyway so that’s no surprise but other than that no complaints.
everyone was real nice and made sure i was well taken care of (my nurse even had me pee one more time before so she wouldn’t have to do a catheter which with my history…..thank you)
but yeah, i’ll have a follow up in about a month just to make sure everything’s good and the iud is doing its thing !!
i do have some cramping and bleeding but that’s normal, although a little funny because i literally just stopped my period yesterday but…oh well !! hopefully in a few months i won’t have hardly any so this we can handle and i hace some medicine (and my ~medicine) that’ll help so i’m all set.
mom had to go run some errands so my little recovery buddy is keeping me company. also, a moment of recognition for my new favorite shirt (thank you as always, Boss Dog Art; i’ve already got my eye on another one that says, “i think therefore i am against transphobia around the world” or something like that and it’s got a cool skeleton on it; this is my third shirt from them and they’re really comfy and good quality so not sponsored but check them out, they seem cool):
#It’s been a rough week leading up to this i’m not gonna lie#one of my neighbors was shooting on Sunday when i was in the pool#which i’m used to at this point#but for some reason i got triggered into a panic attack#and could not catch my breath#could not calm down for several minutes just scream crying#had to dunk my head underwater a few times and splash myself in the face#eventually i just buried my face in my towel and screamed cried until i physically had to stop#because i thought i was about to have a heart attack#so that wasn’t so chill#spent the rest of the day shaking#guess you just never know when it’s gonna hit!!#another plane has hit the ptsd towers#sorry#not for nothing though but the shooting stopped so there’s that#they probably thought someone had a fuckin’ ari aster movie turned up over here#nope just a mentally unstable bitch doing her best which clearly isn’t great but what can ya do!!#it was kinda funny though because i’ve been hesitant to go back out there since#but finally yesterday i had even worked longer the day before so i could really enjoy it#it had been sunny all day#no signs of rain#i’m ready to get some exercise in because i knew it might be a while#before i can again so i was really looking forward to a nice 30 minute run#damned if it didn’t start raining as soon as i got out there#and that was fine#i still ran a little got my water weights in#but the kicker was i looked at the weather on my phone and it looked like it was going to keep raining#so i said okay let me just go take a shower and settle in for the night#it didn’t rain and the sun came back out so oh well!#but point is…today went well and i’m doing okay and things could always be worse so no worries <3
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“This feels like an abusive relationship.” - Wemmbu to Zam
NAH WEMMBU THAT CRAZY
#unstable universe#not ls#video blogging: Why I Destroyed Our Server#wild wemmbu line#well technically zam was punching him to death so I kinda make sense
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i don’t know who i am and i don’t think ill ever know and that is the scariest fact i will have to live with until i know otherwise
#trauma#i don’t know who i am#who am i#i am not mentally well#i want to be okay#i wanna kms#mentally unstable#tw depressing stuff#depression relapse#tw depressing thoughts#kinda depressing#i’m sorry
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Yum😋
#foodphotography#food#foodlover#foodpics#foodporn#foodgasm#foodblogger#foodie#food mention#tw food#depressing life#kinda depressing#sorry for being depressing#this is depressing#depressing shit#mentally unstable#i am not mentally well#actually mentally ill#emo#emo aesthetic
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Okay, OBSESSED with Van reading the tension between Travis and Nat during rifle practice and immediately getting up. Immediately snapping at him when he's a dick. Immediately crossing her arms over her chest like she's ready to throw hands if it comes to it.
#yellowjackets#yj rewatch#van palmer being nat's lowkey protector well before she's crowned occupies a very warm spot in my heart#like. she's the goalie. she defends them all. kinda her thing.#but it's especially nice to see it with nat#it makes up for her um. running AT the lightly unstable teen boy with the gun in a prior scene#(anyway i'm apparently doing this observation post thing so feel free to block the 'yj rewatch' tag if you're sick of my shit)
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When I figure that genuinely saying things like "Lol I hate how I am that type of a villain who is cartoonishly immature and draws mockery memes of their enemies", "My favourite thing about [friend] is how they always admire and validate me no matter how insane I get", "Damn, FUCK, why the FUCK did they do that to themselves?!" (when someone blocked me) or "Whoever hates me is either jealous or horny" is extremely out-of-character for me but then I remember that I do have DID that I refuse to organize a proper system for and I had bad memory gaps recently, so it is probably just another shard and there is hoping that this fraction of me won't linger for long
#personal#mental illness#DID#as for why I am not organizing: I have fear that this might destroy the 'core'#I kinda blamed it on unstable self-esteem spurs at first but like#at this point I can envision this 'person' very clearly as if mind is the room and they're right here#like I SEE them#eh it is hard to explain unless you also have a DID or you are extremely well-versed in how it works#but like they're right here
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well now that i know how to turn reblogs off on posts ill post these old doodles as well. you can look butcha cant touch.
#so much of the stuff in this was at such a peak of my Unstable Points that i think i can chart my mental health by the variations on design#i give to them which is funny#can i even remember what bugs i was talking about i mean obvi ladybugs and various scarabaeidae#i think i was using earwigs for the wings partly??#i was also having a big phasmid phase well i kinda still am so i think thats in there#anyway i think this is the only instance i ever did shredded elytra for the weird belts and i dont think i will again it looks weird lol#okay BYE i have work to do#don does art
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Hey. Vent post and rare appearance of Wess², just popping by to scream in the void.
I want rid of him. The boy. The man. The person who never was. The image of him who will never be real.
He screams in the night, begging that it's not fair. He screams out. Why must he be the one whose mere existence causes pain to himself? Why can't he live in a world seperate from him? He knows the response, but he's not happy with the answer. The femininity within him stifled, like a feral animal in a tablecloth. Until one day the beast broke free. Assisted by hands unseen. Understanding that weakened him enough to let go, just for a second.
Now that beast has strengthened. Turned civil. It speaks, and it explains. "I've always been here. You were just forced to hold me."
This is no animal at all. It's a child, never goven space to mature. She smiles with her whole face, ahile He only pulls up his lips. She loves the dresses she wears and the style her hair's in. He's indifferent to his clothing and hasn't brushed in weeks. Beards on her are a distant memory, something she never regrets losing the ability to get. He itches his chin incessantly, only ever feeling comfort for the day or so without a shadow peaking through.
His room is spartan. Only holding the items that distract him from his reality, and the clothing he wears outside. Her room is full of posters and toys, things of enjoyment and play.
The obly time he has comfort at all is socially. People always call him "he." He feels her flinch. He knows this won't last. The more the rightful owner of this place gets confident, but for now, he can face the sun, and have only a twinge of guilt.
He screams into the void once more, and the void answers back.
There is no world for him alone because he was only ever a guardian for the other.
And so he must go.
#sorry i.#trans stuff#and system stuff ig?#hi i havent introduced myself i'm Wess as well#just a different Wess#Wess² if you will#I'm kinda taking on Wess's other sides of emotions while she's still as unstable as she is#they(?) pronouns i guess#anyways#transgender#venting#gender wierdness
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Yeah he's cute but he has 0 emotional intelligence and set up a date with me at a show just to tell me he's going to another show by himself after all ???
#'i am going to see that band next week' well see them twice?#the worst part is HE TOLD ME HE LIKED THIS BAND AND I ASKED MY BOSS TO GO SHOOT THEM BC OF HIM SO WE'D GO TOGETHER#and now he's like 'oh yeah i'm going to the other show 😌' and he thinks it's all cool? wth bro#this is why i can't be bothered with even trying to date anyone ljke what for#he's not even a musician so there's also that#💀#also i am FAR from perfect but i at least wouldn't do this 🤡#i am too unstable to even date anyone but i was kinda beating myself up for it and thinking 'oh poor guy he likes me and i am not +#+putting in any effort maybe i should try more' AND THIS HAPPENS#thank you universe i will keep doing wtv i want to do and not feel bad about it
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Idk if this is a silly question but is there ever a point or situation where touya-nii isnt so jealous and possessive to where she’s allowed friends? or it doesnt matter cause hes borderline sociopath
hi anon!
tw: abusive relationships, toxic relationships
to answer your question: nope! the raging jealousy and possession/possessiveness are kind of like two of his core traits when it comes to her. i talk about touya’s need for control + power a lot and this is heavily connected to that. he desires control over every single aspect of her life. to him, he literally cannot fathom why she’d ever need friends when she has him and natsuo (this sentiment in particular comes from his antisocial personality disorder (sociopathy) which mostly inhibits him from forming and understanding meaningful relationships. natsuo, his mother, and his reader are technically exceptions to the rule, but as i’ve said before, his ‘love’ for them is twisted and thorny and toxic).
this is also an abuse tactic, whether touya is actively aware of it or not, to keep her beneath his thumb completely and entirely. a lot of abusers will slowly and almost systematically cut their victim off from any support lines (friends and family) so they become trapped and completely reliant on their abuser. the last thing touya would want is some ‘outsider’ looking in and possibly putting ‘ideas’ in his precious brainwashed baby’s brain. thus, if she were to desperately need a friend and beg and cry and plead for it, after being unreasonably offended by it all, the only way touya would allow it to happen would be through supervised visits (and probably a thoroughly vetted ‘friend’).
in this respect, bmb reader would actually be a good candidate, because she is in an abusive and toxic relationship as well, and she is less likely to raise as many alarm bells as someone who isn’t in their position would. granted, bmb reader is a brat and has more freedoms than tnii reader does, and she’d definitely be critical of touya (her and touya would not get along) but not to the point to be a real threat to him.
it is definitely cute, in a twisted sort of way, to think about the two of them getting together and having sleepovers and doing homework together and giggling over the phone late at night etc etc all the things bffs do, and it would probably be good for the both of them to lean on each other and have one another there for support and to talk to about their situations. to have someone who, in some capacity, understands. it would be nice for tnii reader to have a friend, honestly. bmb reader not only has that freedom (at least for surface level uni friends) but she also has dabi to lean on, too. tnii reader is entirely alone; it isn’t like natsuo is ever on her side. it is honestly very tragic, and very heartbreaking, when you think about it.
#i can’t lie this does def make me wanna write like#a meta tnii + bmb reader friendship piece#like a collection of their experiences and memories#it wouldn’t be canon obv but it would be kinda cute 🥺🥺#idk tnii reader is so tragic#she also pulls from the most unstable part of myself and i’ve said this before but i find i baby her a bit because of it#i too at my core just want to be told that i am GOOD#anyway~#SORRY IT TOOK ME A DAY TO POST THIS#i answered it yesterday but i was wary of putting the read more on mobile since tumblr's been so glitchyyyyy#i wanted to put it on my laptop hehe#i hope ur friday is going well anon!!#stay safe n stay healthy!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail#touya nii universe#tw abuse#tw toxic relationship
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