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thinking about these caricatures from a fanmade I Left My Body music video
#kind of terrifying. i love them#also the music video itself is nuts. Interesting storyline and so many references to hoot and holler at#they might be giants
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Do you think Harry could be scary at times? Like put actual fear into people? Because I think I remember some moments where Hermione was afraid of him or was a least kinda hesitant with him. Like this quote here from HP and the Deathly Hallows:
âYou nevÂer reÂalÂly tried!â she said hotÂly. âI donât get it, HarÂry â do you like havÂing this speÂcial conÂnecÂtion or reÂlaÂtionÂship or what â whatÂevÂer â â
She falÂtered unÂder the look he gave her as he stood up.
âLike it?â he said quiÂetÂly. âWould you like it?â
âI â no â Iâm sorÂry, HarÂry. I just didnât mean â â
He literally just looked at her, stood, and she was over there stuttering and backing down.
Yes! OMG, yes! Harry can and is scary when he wants to be and I love him for it!
A few more examples that popped into my head:
âI havenât finished with you, boy!â âGet out of the way,â said Harry quietly. âYouâre going to stay here and explain how my son ââ âIf you donât get out of the way Iâm going to jinx you,â said Harry, raising the wand. âYou canât pull that one on me!â snarled Uncle Vernon. âI know youâre not allowed to use it outside that madhouse you call a school!â âThe madhouse has chucked me out,â said Harry. âSo I can do whatever I like. Youâve got three seconds. One â two ââ
(OotP, 45)
Uncle Vernon reacts to him with anger, which is his fear response. But Harry is talking quietly and deliberately, he isn't shouting and Vernon shuts up and listens, not cutting Harry off with his shouts. Harry actually cuts him off speaking quietly and Vernon lets him. And Vernon lashes out, as he always does when it comes to magic â because it scares him. Harry scares him.
âWell, itâs like Hagrid said, they can look after themselves,â said Hermione impatiently, âand I suppose a teacher like Grubbly-Plank wouldnât usually show them to us before N.E.W.T. level, but, well, they are very interesting, arenât they? The way some people can see them and some canât! I wish I could.â âDo you?â Harry asked her quietly. She looked horrorstruck. âOh Harry â Iâm sorry â no, of course I donât â that was a really stupid thing to say ââ
(OotP, 450)
Hermione stutters around Harry quite a bit. I think she is, like, concerned about him at all times at the back of her head a bit since it takes very little from him to rattle her. I'm not copying it here but you see it too when Harry shouts at her and Ron at the beginning of OotP, Ron argues back a bit, but Hermione gets incredibly rattled. Hermione doesn't deal with Harry's anger well. There are more scenes like the one you mentioned as well.
I'm re-reading Deathly Hallows right now and came upon this scene:
Somehow her [Hermione's] panic seemed to clear Harryâs head. âLock the door,â he told her, âand Ron, turn out the lights.â He looked down at the paralyzed Dolohov, thinking fast as the lock clicked and Ron used the Deluminator to plunge the caf into darkness. Harry could hear the men who had jeered at Hermione earlier, yelling at another girl in the distance. âWhat are we going to do with them?â Ron whispered to Harry through the dark; then, even more quietly, âKill them? Theyâd kill us. They had a good go just now.â Hermione shuddered and took a step backward. Harry shook his head. âWe just need to wipe their memories,â said Harry. âItâs better like that, itâll throw them off the scent. If we killed them itâd be obvious we were here.â âYouâre the boss,â said Ron, sounding profoundly relieved. âBut Iâve never done a Memory Charm.â
(DH, 146)
That needs to be talked about more.
Some people like to point at Remus telling Harry that "the time for Expeliarmos is over" as proof Harry isn't willing to kill, but this isn't true. Harry isn't willing to kill Stan Shunpike, whom he considers innocent, Harry was the calmest of the trio and very much considered killing the Death Eaters and chose not to for completely tactical and cold reasons, not ones of ethics or qualms about murder. And I love the dynamic this short scene portrays with the trio a lot. Like, Harry is calm under pressure and calls the shots, Ron offers a way to deal with things, and then Hermione actually executes the memory charms. And here too, when Hermione stepped back, she was scared of Harry (and Ron a little). She doesn't for a second think he wouldn't kill them if he thought it was the right thing to do. She stepped back because she was scared Harry would kill them.
â...Thank you!â said Mundungus, snatching the goblet out of Ronâs hand and stuffing it back into the case. âWell, Iâll see you all â OUCH!â Harry had pinned Mundungus against the wall of the pub by the throat. Holding him fast with one hand, he pulled out his wand. âHarry!â squealed Hermione. âYou took that from Siriusâs house,â said Harry, who was almost nose to nose with Mundungus and was breathing in an unpleasant smell of old tobacco and spirits. âThat had the Black family crest on it.â âI â no â what â ?â spluttered Mundungus, who was slowly turning purple. âWhat did you do, go back the night he died and strip the place?â snarled Harry. âI â no ââ âGive it to me!â
(HBP, 245-246)
Harry lifts Mundungus and strangles him... and both Mundungus and Hermione are scared of him... because he is scary.
said Voldemort coldly, and though he could not see it, Harry pictured Bellatrix withdrawing a helpful hand. âThe boy . . . Is he dead?â There was complete silence in the clearing. Nobody approached Harry, but he felt their concentrated gaze; it seemed to press him harder into the ground, and he was terrified a finger or an eyelid might twitch. âYou,â said Voldemort, and there was a bang and a small shriek of pain. âExamine him. Tell me whether he is dead.â Harry did not know who had been sent to verify. He could only lie there, with his heart thumping traitorously, and wait to be examined, but at the same time noting, small comfort though it was, that Voldemort was wary of approaching him, that Voldemort suspected that all had not gone to plan. . . .
(DH, 612)
Voldemort is outright scared of Harry and isn't willing to come near him to check if he's dead...
Like, I am not a fan of the weaker, softer fanon version of Harry James Potter that I see on occasion (obviously everyone can do what they want, I just personally don't like it much when he's portrayed as small and submissive as if Harry has ever submitted in his life). He is not as tall as Ron, but he isn't short either (the same height as James, so likely around 6 feet), he is physically capable of lifting Mundungus even without magic with a single hand and he is so magically capable (more than almost every other character, bar exceptions like Dumbledore, Voldemort, and Snape). No wonder he can be scary, both physically and magically. And yes, Hermione is outright scared of Harry at times. So are other characters.
So, yeah, I strongly agree, Harry can definitely scare people if he wants to, and sometimes even when he doesn't. He seems to have an intimidation factor he isn't fully aware of and therefore doesn't notice all that much.
#harry potter#hp#harry james potter#he is my boy#who i love dearly#and who has anger issues that i rejoice whenever i see them#my boy is kind and compassionate#but he can also be terrifying#hp meta#asks#anonymous#anon asks#hollowedtheory#harry potter analysis
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My family finally got together the fundraiser for my dad! I don't know what to write here. Every bit of help I've gotten has been amazing, if you're willing and able to donate anything I'd really appreciate it. And if you donate anything, you can send me a DM and I'll draw something for you in exchange!!
if you can't donate, please reblog or share in any way.
#donations#gofundme#boost#please donate#please reblog#also face reveal I guess haha. I'm the one in the middle my dad is the one on the left#he's really just an amazing man and I really love him so much. this whole situation has been terrifying#the queue for commissions is kind of long atm but I'll get around to all of them !!!!!
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there is little scarier than a god believing in you
(objectober 2024 day 9: trust)
#dandy's doodles#inanimate insanity#ii#ii clover#ii nickel#objectober#objectober 2024#this one was super fun :) i loved doing all the shadows#but yeah. i knew i was gonna do something with either suitcase & balloon or clover & nickel#trusting them! believing they can change!! y'know#in nickel's case he finds it kind of terrifying#i wanted to express his terror... and i think i accomplished that........
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Don't mind me, just slacking on a big Billford comic by making other far more ridiculous Billford comics and also some AU art (please excuse my slapdash human!Bill thank you please, also before anyone asks the art style is messy and all over the place because idgaf LOL)
This started out as an excuse to design a Bill Cipher-inspired "wedding" dress, but then spiraled wildly out of control. Various rambles and a bunch more human!Bill arts under the cut, including another silly little comic at the end! (Feel free to skip the rambles, I won't be offended. I know I'm bad at shutting up. XD)
I may or may not write some comedy stuff for this AU, which I'm calling 'For Better Or Worse (But Mostly Worse)'. While Ford DOES remember getting sloshed enough for one thing to lead to making out with another after karaoke, neither he nor Bill remember this wedding, At All. The Love God did nothing to dissuade them from going hog wild on their marriage spending, either, so it got...uh. Exorbitantly Expensive. As in, the grand total could probably buy the entire fucking MOON sort of expensive. (It's fine, don't worry, Bill's good enough at crime to be able to afford it.) Also, because the logic of this AU is mostly dictated by Rule of Funny, the Love God's powers are close to unlimited when it comes to matters of romance, but ONLY when it comes to matters of romance. (Like weddings!)
Want an empty human vessel to smash the soul of a triangle into for date nights or when it's convenient, or perhaps even when it's NOT convenient? Easy peasy! Want the marriage to be recognized in every corner of the multiverse from now until the end of time, thus making any potential future divorce nigh-on impossible? Can do! Want to buy an entire beach for the ceremony and honeymoon and in general, and totally not at all because it would be Super Hilarious to prevent any specific movies from being made on that very same beach in the future? Fine, whatever, it's not his finances he's ruining!
Does the Love God also provide special rings that just so happen to turn incorporeal as long as the "happy couple" doesn't remember that they barged into his dreams to bully him into presiding over their marriage? ...No comment!
He spends the next thirty years trying and failing to get in touch with either of them for payment. This is why you should always demand half the money up front, my guy!
Also it's absolutely a traditional Jewish wedding, because I like the idea of Bill demanding all the keepsakes from the marriage that he paid for, and being completely confused when one of the things he's handed is a fancy container full of broken glass. He gets it later, but in the moment, he thinks the Love God is just fucking with him some more.
Ramble over! Here's the full dress that caused the comic to happen, along with what Ford wound up wearing at the wedding (and begrudgingly agreeing to put on again later for Reasons), aaaaand also a close-up of Bill's ring:
I may have forgotten to draw Bill's hair floofier when drawing the back of the dress, lmao
Since double ring ceremonies have been leaking over into Jewish wedding customs for a while now, Ford also has a ring, but his is the much more traditional plain gold band. There's definitely a message engraved on the inside - embarrassing, cringe, or incriminating somehow - but I haven't decided what it is yet, so use your imagination for now. XD Bill, on the other hand, saw the phrase 'traditional plain gold band' and said "No Thank You" before proceeding to embellish his ring to his liking. And because he's a secret sap who adores Ford's extra fingers, the triangle points add up to twelve, as do the engraved stars. Yes, they're stars, not dots, I just got lazy. There's also six lashes on the eye gem, and probably an eye engraving on the inside with another six lashes. (Bill's got it BAD, okay? We all know this.)
Here are the initial scribbles of Bill's custom vessel in more casual attire, please ignore the wonky anatomy and the fact that I flat out refuse to ever draw him with a proper top hat:
He does actually need a cane in this vessel; since Bill tends to possess men and especially Ford more often than not, he's used to having a higher center of gravity when in a human body, so his ability to balance is pretty garbage. (He may or may not topple over with concerning regularity.) As for his empty eye socket, his bangs don't do much to hide it since he's so high-energy (dude is constantly on the move), and he also refuses to wear a patch over it, because 1.) why bother, and 2.) it's more fun to freak people out.
To better align with Ford's attraction towards the strange, the vessel was designed with super minor shapeshifting ability - Bill can look like a perfectly normal human, but he can also make the teeth and fingers sharper whenever he likes (which is mostly just when he's angry or being more of a menace than usual), as well as slit down the pupils or outright ditch the irises altogether. He can also have whatever he wants in the downstairs department, just because I'm an indecisive bitch on that front, lmao. Maybe he can have boobs if he wants them, too, but I ain't drawin' tits on no triangle, nuh-uh, no sir. His powers are otherwise limited down to what humans can do, because for some reason, the Love God doesn't trust Bill to not snap into Immediate Apocalypse Mode if he's given a physical form that's actually all his and no one else's.
Due to the body being all his and no one else's, it's also not really a standard possession so much as it is just...Bill being temporarily human. He's a lot more aware of and in tune with his human body's senses than he ever was with his "puppets", which makes things like pain a lot more intense. (He is mostly fine with this, because he's a fukken masochist.)
A bit more fashion stuff, including beach and party attire~
The beach outfit was mostly me trying and failing to nail down his body shape, which is still not bottom-heavy enough. I then decided to slap a bikini on it, before making it supremely unsexy with a pair of fugly shorts, because Bill's fashion choices are not allowed to be conventionally attractive. Meanwhile, the party outfit was mostly me looking at the casual attire I designed, asking 'how would Bill make this Worse', and then drawing the result. The mismatched thigh-highs are killing me inside! :D
No, his vessel can't actually summon fire, I just drew it for funzies before I decided on said vessel's limitations. Yes, the gold brick tattoos are absolutely a reference to the fic 'Knowing Me, Knowing You' - I simply could not resist.
I also HAD to draw Bill in one of his canonical(?) shirts, just made tank-top'd:
He is absolutely about to over-correct and fall backwards after this. USE YOUR CANE, GOOFBALL!!! (I meant to draw Bill closer to this degree of bottom-heavy in the other images, but. Alas. I am bad at anatomy, LOL)
And, last but not least before More Comic Time, I attempted to draw him closer to Gravity Falls style:
Jury's out on whether or not I succeeded, but - hey. I tried. Now have some Handyman Bill AU, but with my goofy human design, instead:
Hey, it's a 'mystery snack', and the guy wanted A BITE to eat - the joke was right there, guys!!! (Based on this post, because it just screamed BILL CIPHER to me.)
whoops i forgor bills ring and cracks ahaha too late now
I WILL SHUT UP AND STOP RAMBLING NOW K THX BYYYYYE
#fanart#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#stanley pines#the love god#human bill cipher#human bill design#fashion design#comics#poor stan gets to find out his twin boinked a triangle when the love god shows up at the mystery shack demanding payment LMAO#cue internal panic for stan as dipper and mabel lose their collective shit over the fact that they now have a surprise new grunkle bill#the love god helps himself get paid by teaching the kids how to trap bill in his human vessel for the foreseeable future#bill is bewildered and pissed but also very much 'holy shit i have a FAMILY again??? neat but terrifying??????? what the F*CK do i do now'#he then proceeds to attempt to lovebomb his new family into being okay with the impending apocalypse#all while the three of them attempt to lovebomb HIM into giving up his plans for said impending apocalypse#then two days later ford shows up and is just like. what the ACTUAL F*CK IS HAPPENING???#cue stan immediately screaming 'I HAD TO PRETEND TO BE THAT THING'S HUSBAND FOR TWO DAYS STRAIGHT SO F*CK YOU AND YOUR BAD TASTE FOR THAT!'#stan spends those two days straight dropping very sour hints that he's being punished for someone else's terrible mistakes#bill finds this absolutely hilarious and thus plays along - but not without dropping his own hints that ford is the FAR superior twin#dipper and mabel have ZERO idea of what is actually going on because the love god did NOTHING to clarify the situation#dipper is convinced that stan and bill are speaking in some kind of bizarre code that only adults can understand#mabel is convinced that the code is flirting - which means stan and bill are going to live happily ever after and have tons of kids + pets#NEITHER of them are prepared for ford showing up. not that they were in canon. but still. now it's even MORE crazy#'what do you mean we get TWO NEW GRUNKLES???' 'two grunkles in two days - gotta be some kinda record'#ford then has to decide if he wants to remain justifiably furious at bill or join the other pines in lovebombing him into submission#he then gets to learn that lovebombing bill works surprisingly well because that triangle is just The Biggest Attention Wh*re#the entire AU would just be ridiculous antics with a splash of billford#these tags are an abomination lmao
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original thief series basso & garrett :)
ngl, it's about quality over quantity for me. an npc can have a total of three minutes of screen time, but if they have a cool name, they can live rent free in my head and I'll spend several hours trying to decipher drawable features from a blurry screenshot of pixels
there is a vague hint of a story here, and that's because every time I try to play thi4f, I get incredibly frustrated with how Not Fun the game play is. like, is the story good? well. but it has a PLAGUE. that should've given it instant 'I'll replay this once a year' status in my heart, but the game play sucks so bad that I've never finished it. I can't believe Not Fun gameplay beat out my obsession with narrative plagues.
anyway, the idea is basically if the original era had a game with a plague centric narrative and some other stuff I liked out of thi4f thrown into a narrative blender, with a heavy dash of horror thrown in because some parts of the thief games were scarier to me than entire dedicated horror genre games.
â places Iâm at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app
#if i had a laptop and the skillset i would attempt a story mod because the thief modders who create whole mission stories#are GENIUS and also somewhat terrifying. love them! xoxox#anyway im actually kind of obsessed with parts of thi4f but its also like. not at that sweet spot of almost good enough to be fun#to talk about. which. for the record. has not stopped me from talking about it at length to people#the city itself actually fucking fascinates me. its almost alive and im SO mad that not a single part of that game is actually terrifying#it should be gnarlier and instead it feels a bit like it doesn't quite want to be trapped in the story it has to tell?#but between the level that has the bodies on the meathooks#and the scene with the bodies hanging from the rafters or whatever that was and garrett living in a clock tower#because the game is very much ALMOST about changing times and authoritarian violence and capitalism#(like. by virtue of how the story sort of spins out i think it misses it's mark on a lot of stuff here#in the sense that i dont feel like it actually wants to tell that story. it wants to. go in a different direction. or at least walk on top#of those themes instead of through it)#ANYWAY between all of those things. it does kind of live in my head rent free. they did create a compelling setting#SHAME THEY DIDNT WANT TO ACTUALLY EAT ANY OF IT#unrelated but i would've given thi4f a 10/10 if they kept garrett's fucking nail polish from the concept art. cowards. unforgivable#thief the dark project#i still have no idea how to tag the game series as a whole RIP#sorry for the dedicated dark project fans. if you know what the general series tag is. please let me know#garrett thief#basso thief
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Gotta love when folks write Superman incredibly anti-clone even though he had good reason in the beginning to Not Like Superboy (HES A WINDOW INTO WHAT CLARK WOULD HAVE BEEN WITHOUT THE KENTS) and decide that forever on heâll be spiteful towards clones even though he literally Does Not Care if youâre a clone unless youâre Superboy.
#IF YOU LIKE THIS CHARACTERIZATION IGNORE ME BUT I GOTTA VENT#bones speaks#bones writes in the tags#sometimes I wanna bash my head into a wall. SUPERMAN IS INHERENTLY A GOOD PERSON IN EVERY WAY KON EL IS JUST A TERRIFYING REALIZATION-#OF WHAT HEâD BE WITHOUT A LOVING CARING AND NURTURING FAMILY! HE DIDNT LIKE KON BECAUSE HE WAS SCARED)#RAGGGGHHHHH#for the love of god I know itâs an easy way for Danny to hate Superman (SUPERMAN ISNT THE BAD GUY YALL PLEASE) but there can be so much more#have him awkwardly go up to Danny and ask him how he handled having a clone and try to use that info to get along with Kon!#he works with countless clones in the Justice League and I donât see yâall writing him hating them. make it make sense#just- please. you donât have to read a comic to know that Superman is meant to be The Best Of Humanity. just write with that baseline#Iâm just sad folks are being so gosh darn mean to Supes. heâs a delightful character to read and my favorite big superhero#and a lot of folks in dpxdc do the anti clone stuff and thatâs Clarkâs entire personality for the comic.#you donât think heâd be sympathetic because Danny was given immense duty and power and is only a few of his kind? or having an evil self in#another dimension that showed him the destruction he could bring?#Clark is a smartass. he is a seeker of the truth. he is a reporter (and a damn good one too). he is a loving husband. he is an alien.#he is a hero. he is a god. he is a caring friend. he is a genuinely kind and good being.#I recommend reading All Star Superman. Under The Yellow Sun by Clark Kent. and Superman:Grounded
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Good warlord Maedhros
#HIS PEOPLE LOVE HIM#its like Soviet Union levels of loyalty but in a good way#Heâll drop by his peopleâs doors and give their kids sword fighting lessons#I bet heâs also really rigid about equality of resources like the nobles get nothing more than the people. He cultivates this real mob vibe#Okay itâs kind of terrifying but everyone within it is so safe. Bugger if he lets any of them die.#He also sends unapologetic aid to his allies without explanation. Take this extra grain you need it. Also your warriors need better trainin#Anyway#maedhros#himring#maitimo#maitimo nelyafinwe#silmarillion#silm#the silmarillion#the silm fandom#tolkien#the silm#silm fandom#jrr tolkien#tolkien legendarium#silm shitpost#Silm crack
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Blades of Light and Shadow 2 Raine x Aerin
Just some of my favorite moments with them シá´ď˝Ľ
#playchoices#blades of light and shadow#aerin valleros#aerin x mc#bolas 2#is it stupid to hope that they will get their happy ending?#they have this may or may not tragically end kind of vibe to them#i love it but also terrified#also i remembered too late that I have no idea how to draw kiss#so it looks kinda terrible and not as passionate as i wanted to oh well ;_;
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17. what is something youre confident about in your art?
Anatomy. Absolutely. Without a doubt.
I still mess it up sometimes (literally every artist does). But it's one of the things I was trained specifically to do.
And if we're talking drawing bones? I LOVE drawing bones. I have won awards for drawing bones back in my Scientific Illustration days. And I love teaching how to draw bones. That was my favorite thing when I taught scientific art.
Here's some fun recent examples:
[artist ask game]
#...i kind of oscillate between 'i fucking love bones' and 'i'm fucking terrified of bones' there is no in between#i have always been like this#thankfully things have been much more towards the 'i fucking love them' during my adult years#that's probably a surprise for some people (i just have a phobia of mummies which used to include skeletons too)#seraphina.txt#artist asks#artist ask game
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While researching Mando'a for a fic, I found out that Mandalorians call droids 'Beskar'ad' and it's just thE CUTEST THING EVER!
In Mando'a, Beskar means iron and ad means son/daughter... so droids are literally iron sons/daughters and I just:
It's sO sweet, especially when you consider how much value Mandalorian culture places on children. The fact they think of droids as iron sons or daughters is so precious!
Silly [affectionate] warrior culture that I adore :')
Also, I would do anything to witness Din Djarin's reaction to learning that information. His protectiveness towards children and hatred of droids would be the two wolves fighting inside him!!
but that won't happen because a show literally called The Mandalorian seems determined to ignore thEIR LANGUAGE
#din djarin#the mandalorian#mandalorians#mandoa#mandalorian culture#i love mandalorians sO much!!!!!#everyone has that one aspect of star wars that makes their brains go brrrrr and tickles them in the right way and obv mine is mandos#they're so cool and everyone thinks they're terrifying but they're actually kind of lame [affectionate]#also with how prominent mandoa is in fics i forget we have not heard a single word of it uttered in the show lol#i know there was a bit in tbobf but#favroni sleep with one eye open!!! i want to hear din speak mandoa#jk ofc for legal reasons :)))) LET DIN DJARIN CALL GROGU AD'IKA ON THE BIG SCREEN COWARDS!!!!#din thoughts
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so what about droid23 who are fuckin creepy. droid23 who are just this side of the uncanny valley. droid23 who are almost perfect replicas. they're plastic and shiny and new with sitcom-perfect smiles and they're just so darn good at being normal that you almost forget to think hey, did paul and emma always act like that?
#i just think emdroid and paul-23 are kind of terrifying from a non-viewer perspective#like i love them and good for them that they got to have a normal life#but from bill and ted and everyone else's point of view?#the person they knew for years was just replaced by a murderous doppelgänger one day. and they never noticed anything was off#:)#paulkins#droid23#originals#hatchetverse#hatchetfield#hatchetfield musicals#hatchetfield series#hatchetfield universe#nightmare time#forever and always#emdroid#paul-23#the implications#arc going insane about droid23 again#hatchetfield meta
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iâm a bit too hungover to fully articulate this the way i want to but
thereâs something about camila dragging billy to that party where heâs immediately offered alcohol because sheâs never truly seen his addiction for what it is vs daisy staying in his tour bus with him because she understands that theyâre fighting the same struggle
thereâs something about camila not really having any clue why billy needs daisy so much to the point where she has to ask if daisyâs a better lover than her vs daisy inherently understanding why billy had to choose his family despite never having a family of her own
thereâs something about camila never intervening in the billy/eddie conflict in all those years vs daisy showing up and immediately telling billy that aurora needed to be eddieâs project too
thereâs something about billy writing the same songs over and over with camila vs daisy forcing him out of his songwriting comfort zone leading to him writing the most personal and beautiful songs of his career
something something daisy allowed him to be the truest version of himself while camila let him hide behind the idealized version something something billy ultimately chose camila because he wanted to be the man that she saw instead of the complicated mess that daisy understood him to be
#daisy jones and the six#daisybilly#daisy jones#billy dunne#essay in the tags incoming so hol up#so listen i feel like ppl say that camila is the healthier or outright better option for billy but what they actually mean#is that she's the easiest option#billy doesn't have to acknowledge that he's an addict with camila because she doesn't acknowledge it either#he doesn't have to address his control issues or his conflict with eddie or the ways that he messes up outside his marriage#but then daisy pops up out of nowhere and acts as a mirror to his true self#and he hates her for it#and yet he also loves her for it because there's something so holy in being seen for the first time#but among other things billy dunne is-- respectfully-- kind of a coward#being with camila means that he can pretend to be the man she wants him to be#he can even pretend that it comes naturally#with daisy there's nothing to hide behind or pretend#there's only him and her and the truth between them#and for a man like billy that's the most terrifying thing he can imagine#i am a ~daisybilly is healthier in the long term than c*millabilly~ truther and i cannot be silenced
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hi im ranting (positively! this game kills me but in a good way) about breath of the wild again
i know it's controversial but i love the way the story of the game is told. because you start the game in the middle, perhaps near the end, of the story. the game is entirely through link's perspective and he wakes up knowing and remembering nothing. in turn, the player starts off knowing nothing. the past is revealed as the story goes along, and the player learns about the past and about the land as link does. there are little tidbits about hyrule and about the calamity scattered across the land. an old woman in hateno village tells you of an age of desolation that she grew up in. the travellers you see on the road are younger people because they're described by older characters as more bold, whereas the older characters grew up being told to never leave the village, it's too dangerous outside (compare this even to tears of the kingdom, where travellers are more common because the land has been safer. even older characters have left their home to travel elsewhere (not including the lurelin villagers)). battlefields are still strewn with old rusty weapons and deactivated guardians that no one but monsters will go near. myths and legends about the princess and hero have been passed down, to the point where their legitmacy is questioned and everyone has a different opinion on them.
it's environmental storytelling. it's things like seeing drawings and a bow in zelda's study and seeing a child reading a storybook with a hero that wears a blue tunic similar to link's. it's the stories that the villagers share about old myths that turn out to be true. it's the ruins scattered across the land, long since overtaken by monster camps but still unmistakably being houses that people once lived in. it's the utter lack of civilization anywhere remotely near the castle and the feeling of dread in the ruins of the town that surrounds it. it's a kingdom entrenched in its past, with no ability to move away from it until the calamity is finally defeated.
#head into the wall. i love this game so much#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#and no i dont hate totk for getting rid of the sheikah tech and replacing it with zonai tech#the zonai tech is foreign and new to the people of hyrule and theyre EXCITED about it#how many zonai researchers are there in totk vs how many sheikah researchers in botw?#people are wary of the technology that destroyed their home a century ago#and they're terrified of the guardians that still roam the land#i still hold that link likely was behind the reason why the shrine of resurrection was completely dismantled#it's kinda like majora's mask in which half of the story is in the side quests and the characters#mm had a plot yeah but it kind of accompanied the rest of the setting#link had a goal but he also had so many people to talk to#botw is similar. link has a goal in mind but he's also one to help others#and if someone literally just lost their chickens or if their husband is sick and needs medicine. he's willing to help them out#the world is just as important as the plot itself and i think i like that more#than just a linear plot which is accompanied by the world#botw totk and mm reward you for exploring#(along with some of the others like twilight princess and a link between worlds)#but it's very different i think when half of the game is about exploring#or more than half even. you have your goal but you have to get there first#and there are so many ways you can get there and so much you can encounter along the way#biting screaming crying#the bow is in zelda's room but close enough
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you make the heavy easier to carry
#confessed something to them about my past that I've never told anyone#and it was terrifying#but they made me feel so safe#not like a burden or weird or fragile#quite the opposite#they met it with such kindness and compassion and warmth I want to cry just thinking about it#I'm the luckiest person in the world to have xem in my life#they make the world so much brighter and warmer#god I love them so much#queerplatonic yearning hours#cosmo rambles#queerplatonic#alterous attraction#squish#loving hours
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stop reminding me that logan feels immeasurable physical pain every time he unsheathes his claws !!!!!!! iâm gonna fucking cry !!!!!!!!!!
#i wish xmen movies werenât so inconsistent because i would have liked for them to elaborate on the body horror part of loganâs mutation#i also wish they wouldâve went with the same reaction when logan sees the adamantium claws for the first time. in the original trilogy the#flashbacks show him absolutely horrified and terrified by the metal tearing through the muscles/ligaments/bones but in origins heâs SO calm#about it. i feel like they kind of erased a part of loganâs trauma in origins and i wish it wasnât the case because his story is so tragic#and heart wrenching. i love the xmen movies including origins btw this is just. a thought#it hurts a lot but i also appreciate whenever writers on here really dive into the body horror aspect of it all#ignore me i just watched a short essay video on what stryker did to loganâs body
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