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I'm extremely acquiring objects resistant, partially bc I've ping-ponged across the Atlantic Ocean so many times packing light is a necessity, partially bc I'm too cheap to buy myself things, but that led to some very funny consequences when I decided to date a Goodwill junkie/mild hoarder for three months.
Like I was just standing in my kitchen sipping tea from my break up mug like "Heh. at least I got this sick crime and punishment themed break up mug from that relationship
...and my physical copy of crime and punishment (he had two copies of crime and punishment)
*follows eyes to the utensils*
...and that ladle (he noticed after we made soup with a wooden spoon. He had two ladles)
...and my beside lamp (he had three???? Extra lamps he offered to me bc he was trying to ???downsize???)
...and my second pillow on my bed (this one I purchased, but only bc I was embarrassed after he spent the night and we had to share one pillow)
*opens fridge*
...and this butter he got me "as a treat" bc I was just going to buy myself the $2.00 artificial crap and he was like "no this is important to me I'm going to buy you the $4.00 butter"
#for three months we had a beautiful relationship where he gave me basic household objects that I should have already acquired#this should probably be a wakeup call for me to acquire more things#but honestly might just wait for the next hoarder partner to give me free things#kind of an ideal set-up
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AKHENATEN
uhhh let's see. I combined some sketches I did of Nefertiti and Akhenaten and ended up somewhere here for an Akhenaten design. in my heart, it's for a comic but there's so much visual research I'd have to do before I could even think about approaching a comic. oof.
anyway moving on: Akhenaten was a childhood obsession! and then I moved onto other things, as one does, but then a couple months ago I decided to check out some books and now I have a headache.
Akhenaten, Ronald T. Ridley
#i did outline my ideal high stakes political drama set during this particular dynasty focusing on akhenaten tho#all these historians have been just. straight up saying things about this guy for centuries and while some of it is absolute nonsense#some of the other stuff makes for EXCELLENT political thriller material#especially with the wider table of factions at play like yeah baby i see your father's policy style. i see you. i know what soundtrack#this kind of scene should have#ancient egypt tag#GOD there was a sword and sandals film that had their set design take notes from ancient egypt over ancient greece#and it was SUCH a cool meta narrative esp when you consider Egypt's impact on all the Mediterranean empires#like yes YES if the roman sword and sandal movies had a spine they'd do it too
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with how little relevance characters often have outside their introduction arc, its genuinely WEIRD how relevant tree constantly is. which is an odd criticism because characters should remain relevant after being established but in warriors it feels like blatant favoritism. i dont even dislike treee and i liked him a lot in tbc but its ODD
Mr. Gas Leak has a very distinct feeling (an odor, if you will) to me. It feels like he became so relevant because people were frustrated that he wasn't doing the Very Special Job they'd invented just for him back in AVoS, so the writing team tried to "respond to criticism" by making him show up all the time.
But like... that wasn't really the heart of the criticism. It wasn't a clamor to bring back Tree specifically. It was frustration that they would set up worldbuilding elements and then forget about them when they became inconvenient.
SkyClan's return, negotiator role, the border guard between the DF and StarClan, voting to oust a leader. We've gotten at least one (sometimes multiple) additions that threaten to shake up the status quo in every modern arc-- and then they're forgotten about or not used to their full potential.
In honesty though, the more he appears, the more I actively dislike him. I thought he was cool at first, I enjoyed the idea that SkyClan was going to bring some new dynamics to the politics at the lake. But every role he's had since his introduction has been insufferable.
I HATED how he absolutely refused to do his job in Squilf's Hope because of personal bias
I can't stand how the Sisters have been willing to help the Clans after their treatment in that book, and the constant narrative derision they get in spite of that
The fact everyone just forgot Tree existed in ASC until Nightheart said something was astonishingly bad writing. If I forgot about a major worldbuilding element like that I would be genuinely embarassed, not cutely lampshading it
Even the way he ended up "helping" when the narrative remembered him was annoying. Like, "Oh right! Having this role just grinds the action to a screeching halt! Instead of the Battle Cats doing Battles, they argue offscreen about things! Wow, this was a terrible idea to begin with!"
There are waaaay worse characters in WC, and I can't bring myself to hate him the same way I hate some others like Gray Wing. But boy, he has found his way down my list of "least liked WC characters."
#Im sure a finger is gonna curl on the monkeys paw but.#Ideally I kinda want him to get merc'd and set up plot tension#He is the kind of character who would be a fun victim for a murder mystery. Who would want the diplomat dead? Why does the killer want war?#Im sure theyd Find A Way to rustle my jimmies but i think id prefer if Rootspring was in these roles#He *gets* clan society better. Id really like to see his diplomacy get undermined by cats who resent him for introducing changes to the cod#Cat soap opera is better when there is soap to opera about#Owl Tree has a cool OC named Bean who is just everything hypothetically good about Tree being an 'outsider' but actually COMMITTED to#But imo? The 'best' negotiators would be Clanborn in a series capable of exploring the clans as flawed#Treating them as political entities just as capable of being influenced as any leader or deputy#Ramble ramble i dont like tree
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A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..
#sculpture#fantasy art#fantasy creature#art#elf#lol what are the tags I should use... I still never know.. EVIL social media.. hate the idea of tagging anything ever anyway. but alas..#I also would ideally like to start selling them again and open up custom commmissions and stuff again once I can hopefully get paypal#stuff sorted out. and find like.. a good way to do things.. etc.. I did still want to sell them through auction instead of agonizing#over setting prices being afraid they're either too high or too low. So being able to just be like. Here. this is $50. or more. or less.#negotiate. the worth is whatever you feel like it is so i personally dont have to make that decision. etc. lol... But etsy doesn't let you#do auctions or like pay what you want type stuff so.. then I was thinking ebay? but idk.. ANYWAY.. I want to set things#up so I can sell stuff again hopefully. I still haven't fully recovered from the costs of when I had to take my cat to the vet and put#them down last year and etc. So it'd be good to sell a few things. perhaps.. maychance... perhamble... so on and so forthe... ANYWAY#I was going for whiter more milky sort of hair that blends in closely with the skintone but after the paint dried it seems more yellowy kin#of. which is fine. But just not exacltly like my mind vision lol..#Also it's like... wow... someone with face spots and elf ears and a half open mouth with a gap tooth and wavy hair and kind of downturned#eyes... revolutionary... never been seen before... every sculpture I have ever made surely doesnt look licherally exactly like this... LOL#but maybe it's just a style. so what. People have their motifs lol.. Im just getting back into sculpting. I shall sameface in peace. huzzah#Just like the only thing I ever carve out of avocado pits anymore is eyes. Because that's just whats fun to do. I'm going to accumulate lik#25 similar avocado eyes and have nothing to do with them. I was thinking of stringing some together into a necklace of eyes or something li#like that but.. hrmm... ANYWAY.. Love to do the same things repetitively. :3c
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diversity win this time Eurydice lives!! diversity win this time lot turns to a pillar of salt!! television!!!!!
#this is setting up my ideal endgame btw which is devongemma markhellyna (<how? idc.)#and seth gets held captive by the innies in a lowkey kinda sexy way until he falls in love with a mammalians nurturable guy and deprograms#and joins the good fight. whatever that is.#I’m kind of here for innie anarchy btw which is permanent overtime contingency for everyone. they turn the violence that was done unto#Them onto the world and people that did it to em. oh your loved one is lost to you and there’s a stranger in their place. well that’s what#they signed up for isn’t it type of vibes. violenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#severance#severance spoilers#.txt
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I think it would be really funny if rin was the more helpful one around his house. Like u would think rin would be the disrespectful one who always bails on housework or mass but its actually yukio who would always have an excuse not to go or forget about chores to the point that rin just does them instinctively now
#this post lagged my phone so bad i had to save it as a draft and switch it to my computer#god is trying to stop me from spreading my 'yukio is an atheist' ideals#anyway this extends to when they live together and when they are adults to the point that rin comes over and does all the chores for yukio#cuz this created an oroboros since rin always did them as a kid now yukio doesnt have them in his brain#he tries his best tho he would neveradmit (at least in highschool) that hes kind of a boyfailure at housework#rin is a homemaker this is my truth#rin is like kinda resentful but not enough to act on it and its so deep down he doesnt even realize its there#like yeah its kinda fucked up that he would ask yukio for help setting things up for mass or doing the laundry but yukio has a busy scedule#and hes wayy smarter than rin so obviously he shouldnt waste his time on stuff like that but rin would never voice those in a negative way#rin doesnt hate helping his brother tho if yukio asked him to come over and clean his house everyday forever he would probably do it#its just the principal of yukio being a perfect angel and rin not getting any credit cuz hes doing 'thankless jobs'#and yukio kinda feels bad even tho he really did have things to do he just couldnt tell rin cuz it was exorcist work#im just writing fanfiction now#accept my okumura twin fanfiction headcanons#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura#'blue exorcist' 'ao no exorcist' yukio okumura' 'rin okumura' are my most used tags on tumblr#am i in your hearts yet blue exorcist tumbr?🥺
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Hello! I just discovered your blog and I immediately became captivated by your webcomic, but I'm unsure where to read all of it. I know it's on Webtoons, but I can see it hasn't been updated for a while, and you still post about it.
Are your physical novels just prints of the webcomic? Are they a continuation? Is the story complete? Thanks in advance!
Hi there!
Glad you found me and are enjoying my comic!
It's only on webtoons, and the story is not complete yet! We're 2/3 of the way through right now. It's currently on hiatus, and it's scheduled to come back in about 2 months!
I'll explain why it's been so long if you're curious, but also for my followers who might also be wondering about it under the cut. Sorry, it's pretty much just me complaining haha
I took a month off I took 2 months to get the books printed I took a month to prepare my next comic and I took 2 months to write the rest of the series (I knew the character arcs I wanted, but not the time periods or mysteries!!!) I've been working on actual episodes since then
I had to take some time off because of some pretty extreme burnout due to the sheer amount of work it was to draw over 800 pages and write 6 complete stories in a year and a half... I was getting sick almost weekly due to the overwork, it was really really bad honestly. I was having to work 60+ hours every week just to keep up...
The nature of the comic itself is also difficult... Each of the arcs is a complete, self contained story which can be read (ideally) without context, and my arcs need to be about 10-13 episodes each... And since I have an exact number of episodes to work with, it's even harder.
It takes a ton of planning and a ton of refinement, and working week to week with no breaks I was forced to put out second or even first drafts, so I just wasn't happy with the work I was doing... And to do that for the rest of the series? I wouldn't be proud of the work I did.
Plus... To be entirely honest, webtoon has treated me quite badly IN MY OPINION... They deprioritized me before I launched (I had to beg for more promotion, I'm not exaggerating), they outright denied me the opportunity to even ask for a raise, I don't make any money on fast pass and they pay me less than my partner makes working at trader joes. My first editor left me completely hanging, my second editor (who I loved) was fired... And they told me I wouldn't get a third season before my first season even finished. So it was just repeatedly completely demoralizing.
I'm sorry it has taken so long, it'll have been 10 months by the time I come back. But I realized... I won't get promotion either way. I won't get more episodes either way. I won't get more money either way. So to finish everything, to make it feel good, to make it something I'm proud of, I chose to take longer to make it better.
I am fully aware I will lose a significant amount of my readership for this and it might genuinely affect my career moving forward. But it's what I had to do! So I'm sticking to my guns on it, and I'm confident long term it'll be worth it. It never could have been this good if I didn't take this much time.
#asks#steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches#I'm SO sorry youre new and you asked me such a benign question and I responded with... this... LMAO#I swear to god I tried to make it as short as possible#theres just a lot auauuaghkhgjk#basically. way too much work. not enough money.#so it either is gonna be good and take longer or be worse but come back faster#and I chose to take longer#so.#I'm really sorry and I wish that this decision didn't also come with the... pretty much guarantee that it will negatively impact my career.#I will lose readers. I will lose potential readers for my future work. it looks bad on me as a creator to take such a big break. etc. etc.#but it's good. it's so good. you have to trust me it's like the best stuff Ive ever written#it. ok well to be honest#it'll probably feel extremely simple and extremely natural#but it's been SO much work LMAO#I am not exaggerating I have written over 200 pages of scapped ideas to get to where it is#I'm sure it won't make sense why it took so long while reading but you gotta trust me LMAO#ideally it doesnt even 'feel' different right. cause its gotta be cohesive with the whole thing#but there is SO MUCH TO WRAP UP#THERES SO MUCH#and to make that feel natural in this little space oh my GOD it is so hard#ok omfg I'm doing it again I'm going on way too long again IM SO SORRY#YOURE NEW HERE AND IM DOING THIS IMMEDIATELy#this is like 90% for my followers who I know are curious about this and I'm just using you as a jumping off point to talk about it#cause I don't really like to make standalone posts very often#I likely will make some kind of official announcement about it when the date is extremely set in stone#right now I think it's still only tentatively scheduled so it could still change#and I'll say something more... refined and restrained... then.#but for now this is like. actually everything. I think#I'm sure I forgot something but whatever lmfao
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also I don't know if it's because of the way I sit or not but I always feel so uncomfortable on my current chair that I use at my desk :[
#mole talks#true iwakuraz scholars will remember that i used to sometimes complain about the stool i used to sit at my desk#it was falling apart and only had 3 legs (the 4th one broke off because i would swing on the stool sometimes)#but i used that stool anyways because i just. didn't have a proper chair? and i guess that was the best thing i could find#i did get an old chair from somebody eventually though and that's what i use now!#but this chair... is oldddd and i don't like it much#it's also not the kind of chair you're really meant to use at your desk#i think i'd like to one day get a chair meant for being used at a desk#i'd also like to get a new desk because the one i'm currently using actually used to belong to my grandfather in like. the 1960s or smthn#yeaaah. if you can't tell my computer set up is not really ideal#it's the type of desk you can open and close! which is cool#but i filled the inside with papers and i regret that now because i could've used that space for something useful#and i could just move the paper elsewhere but do i seem like somebody who spends their time wisely?#i find moving stuff around boring!!!! i wanna play vibeo game!
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it october................ perhaps. wizard
#wip#bakuspeech#I have done. not a lot of what I need to do#aoouououuooooo its not ideal. its not ideal...... but I must tread#I gotta draw the astronaut piece for this year too... I wanna keep it up. butgh#gh. mmm. well. wizard#red lion wizard time.... Im gonna try and make this piece real red#well. I gonna try to sleep. but after. I do this#I Think this is the first time I actually give leon high heels lol#every other set I've given him like riding heels at most#this one I wanna go for high heels for the uhh. digitigrade look#hope it works out... I sleep now#have a good night lads! kill with kindness. but kill
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Maybe the Horneater ability to see spren isn't actually hereditary. Rock describes it as a gift only given to a select few, and these Sighted seem to overlap with those who guard Cultivation's well of power. What if Unkalaki of a certain social standing are allowed to cross Cultivation's perpendicularity in order to give birth in Shadesmar? Maybe that's how they ensure that the guardians are able to see all beings that go in or out of the pool. Yes, you have to be born to it, but you have more control over it than you would get with selective breeding.
So if Shallan is pregnant and she gives birth in Shadesmar, maybe her child will be able to see all spren
#i mean ideally she gets back into the physical realm asap#and there are so many ways for her to get back I think it would be wild if she spent the entire ten year timeskip in Shadesmar#but why have her end book 5 there if it's not going to have some kind of long term effect going forward#so yeah I think she'll stay there long enough to give birth#and by then the Urithiru administration will be set up and they'll figure out how to use warlight to operate the oathgates#and negotiate with the listeners to use it#so shallan will be able to oathgate back#wat spoilers#stormlight archive#kowt spoilers#stormlight 5 spoilers
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hi sua, i'm here to join your event if you'll have me :> can i please have a matchup for haikyuu? my ideal summer date is probably something we can do at night time, maybe something like getting ice cream or snacks and going to a drive in movie. thanks for hosting!
signed, 🧸
you’re going on a date with. . . miya atsumu!



sua’s summer matchups 🐚
#sua’s summer matchups 🐚#i too think this may be my ideal summer date 😌😌#it’s just so cozy but also entertaining!!!#and there’s something super fun about going out beforehand and getting the snacks and whatnot#setting up the car itself is fun too! (to me :3)#lol but yeah just bc of the fun and cozy aspects i chose atsumu :3#he would very much enjoy cuddling and feeding u snacks hehe#idk something about him makes me feel like he would really enjoy this kind of date!#something fun to do with a partner who is also ur best friend 🤍#so cute!#thanks for joining my friend!
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Woo! My employers' vacation is taking longer than expected, so they sent me a full day's wages to get me thru the rest of the week!!
#this is def my favorite job I've worked so far#setting a very high bar for employers once this job is done I must say#also like. yeah ideally I'd be getting paid for my time off but also I'm working for a working-class family not a big business so#their funds are larger than mine but not infinite so. relishing what help I do get bc it's from the kindness of their hearts#making rent will be... Interesting... but I can manage. I've got cash set aside for buying shit at pride (ooh rhyme!)#so I'll just. find a way to manage. Ik I'll make rent this month I'm just not sure I'll have money for little treats#Idk I'll be fine it'll just be tight but also it's always tight I'm just gonna chill and enjoy the rest of my staycation#maybe I'll actually fire up Skyrim now that I've done dishes and laundry and trash
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i cant stop thinking what the aftermath would have been if trump had been killed.. just knowing what happened when he simply lost the election
#like yeah him living and being able to play up the martyr roll is far from ideal#but knowing the kinds of people his biggest fans are.. the alternative also feels scary#idk ig the magnitude of this whole thing finally set in this morning
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"very demure, very cutesy, very mindful".... can we please just stop with this shit? PLEAAASE
#like i get that some people are being sarcastic (i believe that's what it actually started out as?)#but still hot take! normalising language like this is kind of setting us back#let's all put our thinking hats on and think about how using words that express such regressive ideals which women are still very much#being held to and judged by might not be good for us??#and of course add on the classic infantilising that we're glorifying#it's up there on the list with “i'm just a girl” and girl math#can we get back on track? like what's happening?#feminism#pers
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#do y’all remember Nice Smile Guy????#I wanna set him up with my friend so bad#but I told my parents and my mom was like “plEAse that guy doesn’t want to get married” which like. how do you know that mom#did he tell you?? no you just assume that#and I’m not kidding they’re like perfect for each other#and I already asked her if she minds a younger guy and she said she doesn’t so#I just need to get them at a dinner party together#but aaaaagh#what if he really doesn’t want to get married#though I cannot lie I feel like even if he doesn’t he’d change his mind if he met her!!#she’s so pretty and funny and kind#and she loves to travel and so does he!!!#and I think they’re very similar in their goals and ideals#and he’s handsome and hardworking and has this very specific special gentleness about him#it would WORK I’m tELLing you#(and it’s not even a big age difference it’s like 3 to 6 years)#(I’m not sure about his exact age but he can’t be that much younger than her)#SO YEAG#not me shipping real people 😭#elly's posts
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I think the take-away from my near death experience is that I am simply unkillable
#its either laugh or cry and i choose laugh#i have become extremely cautious since then#in case this post is concerning#i honestly never felt i was in that much danger#i wasnt able to check my skin at the time even though i knew i had hives#only once i had been admitted and set up in the ER did it start to feel severe#esp after i saw my vitals#and looking at it from the ERs point of view#patient walks in after driving three hours in anaphylaxis for two of them#epipen a foot away and unused#HR 144 BP 150/100 and PMH of uncontrolled severe asthma#and also reporting difficulty swallowing and asthma#yeah okay i get it#there was a moment i decided between going into my home after a long drive or restarting the car and driving five min to the ER#thats a crossroads#i had no clue i had a life threatening allergy disorder#i thought i had a nearly gone childhood peanut allergy#good call i suppose#i did get scolded for the epipen tho#heres the mystery to me tho: where did the hypertension come from?#im normally hypotensive#bp technique wasnt ideal but not enough to cause that kind of distortion#anaphylactic shock is supposed to cause hypotension#maybe one of the many medications im on#or a unique feature of mcas#ramble over#although I'll never be done treating my medical records like an interesting puzzle#disability#chronic illness#salt baby talks
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