#killiel

[jezzibee]

Happy birthday, jezzibee 🎊❤️ ✨

Thank you so much @evenstaredits 🥰🥰🥰🥰

[littleblondesoprano]

killiel: YOU LOOK LIKE A MERMAID ur so pretty <3

AAA!!! Eee!! Thank you, Miguel!!! Ily!!! 🥺:D!!

[sweetestapplepie]

Obrigado pelo elogio ☺️💖

Vc mereceee!!

[foulrests]

watching stuff from the hobbit makes me sad because e.l only agreed to play tauriel and go against the hate for playing an original character in a tolkien adaptation because they told her there would be no romance and love triangle, and yet...

[copperbadge]

Radio Free Monday

Good morning everyone, and welcome to Radio Free Monday!

A note before we begin -- I'm traveling at the end of the week, and will be traveling home on Monday morning, so RFM may be delayed next week. I'm hoping to get it done at the airport or while in transit, but it may be midday before I get home and settle in enough to post.

Ways to Give:

Eric, a game store owner, is helping his adult daughter Rachel to secure stable housing near her young daughter; Rachel lives with chronic pain and severe social anxiety and is looking at several challenges to getting back on her feet. You can read more and support the fundraiser here.

Buy Stuff, Help Out:

francescaswords is publishing her most recent novel, a YA contemporary fantasy titled ROTTING TREES, via Patreon; she's recently had some worsening health issues including chronic fatigue, and is trying to finish her degree while facing mounting costs of living. Becoming a Patreon member offers access to the novel as well as helps support her; you can read more and sign up to give here.

Recurring Needs:

Anon linked to a fundraiser for prototrans, a disabled artist who needs help with rent money; they are also offering commissions. You can read more, reblog, and find giving and commission information here.

Anon linked to a fundraiser for killiel, who needs help to cover bills and debt; you can read more, reblog, and find giving information here.

chingaderita's partner recently lost their job due to a house fire that also destroyed the house; they're raising funds to keep food on the table, to try and get a supply of water to keep clean and do laundry, and for various bills until they can find new work. You can read more, reblog, and support the fundraiser here.

thelastpyler is raising funds to help with food, transportation, and replacement IDs after being robbed; you can read more, reblog, and find giving information here, and have an Amazon wishlist they can share if messaged with the request.

Anon linked to karla-hoshi or Hoshi on TikTok, who is raising funds for cancer treatment for her cat Naku; they caught the cancer early and hope that he can survive it, but can't continue treatment without funding. You can read more and support the fundraiser here, as well as find links to her updates on tiktok.

And this has been Radio Free Monday! Thank you for your time. You can post items for my attention at the Radio Free Monday submissions form. If you're new to fundraising, you may want to check out my guide to fundraising here.

[astrayan]

hey miguel How are you?

been following you since you used to go by astrayan. got a little bit worried when I saw the killiel blog got deleted. So I’m a little bit curious (and excuse the random question) but what’s the meaning behind your tumblr blogs’ old and new name?

love u friend!

Hello there! I’m doing fine, a bit anxious because of the bills coming hhhh (I might have to make a proof post with screenshots of my current financial situation) but otherwise fine, thanks for asking!

Do you mean from astrayan to this one? Welp, here are the explanations:

Astrayan: a mix up between Astraeus and Astraea, two greek gods (titans?). I wanted a male/female name because I was beginning to question my gender identity. The yan just came from yin-yang, again a symbol of duality. I stuck to this url for a looooong time :P

Killiel: it’s not deleted!!! The only reason it’s under a password is because it houses both my tutorials for the english patch of Diabolik Lovers (DM me with your choice of Best Husband for the password). The name came from Kili, from The Hobbit, and my own name, Miguel. Later I found out that was the ship name for Kili and Tauriel, oh well!

Dashnite: when I came out of the closet my first chosen name was “Dashiel”, so to this day I have the nickname Dash. Originally it was from a mix between “Dash” and “Dynamite” (Dashmite) but then my nephew made fun of the name saying it resembled Fortnite and I fully embraced it XD so it’s “Dash” + Fortnite = Dashnite! (Thanks Guilherme /lh)

Love u right back, anon :D

[stealth-liberal]

So, @randombtsprincessa tagged me in her Tulip Tagged Games, so here we go!

1. Three Current Ships:

1st- Sesshomaru x Sango (Inuyasha): Non-canon as all hell, but I loved this ship back in the day. My daughter has discovered anime, and I'm doing a rewatch of Inuyasha with her and rediscovered the love. Thankfully, people produce fics for this pairing.

2nd- Killi x Tauriel or Killiel (The Hobbit movies): I've been a fan of this pairing from the very moment they shared the movie screen together, and I still am now. The Hobbit was in DESPERATE need of female characters as there were zero in the book, and so Tauriel is a movie only character and their romance is movie verse only. I love the gender flip dynamics on this one. There's an age gap, she's the older one because she's an elf and he's a dwarf. There's a height difference, she's the taller one because, again, she's an elf and he's a dwarf. There is the badass and damsel dynamic, but she's the badass and he's the damsel in distress.

3. Siuan x Morraine (The Wheel of Time): I'll be upfront, I do NOT like the books, but I enjoy the TV series. This pairing has everything, longing, secrecy, tragedy, redemption, sexy hotness, and the fact that they were made for each other. This is a WLW pairing, and I am an unabashed femslasher. I guess I will take this time to bemoan the fact that great WLW pairings get next to no love in fandom while MLM pairings are panted after with an intensity that borders on the desperate. As a queer woman I say this: Tis not fair.

2. First Ship:

Kazami x Sui (NP by Banana Yoshimoto): As a bisexual girl growing up in a time where gay and lesbian representation was few and far between, there was even less about bisexuality. NP was a novel about a young Japanese woman named Kazami Kano who was struggling with, among other things like translating a short story that seems to result in the suicide of everyone who tries to translate it, the notion that she might be bisexual and that she might be attracted to and want to date a woman named Sui. This was the first time I REALLY shipped a pairing, that I invested beyond the norm in a couple. I was just so happy to see this depiction of emerging bisexuality in a young woman, that I gobbled it up. I still own this book, and every now and then, I will reread it.

3. Last Song I Listened To:

Artemis by Lindsey Stirling

4. Last Movie I Watched:

I just rewatched The Old Guard on Netflix with Charlize Theron. Can't wait for the sequel to come out this year!

5. Currently Reading:

The Ghosts of Eden Park by Karen Abbot: It's a gossipy true crime/history book about bootleggers, murder and Prohibition in 1920's Cincinnati, Ohio. What can I say? Crime is always classier when it's in the 1920's.

6. Currently Watching:

I just finished, as in yesterday, season 1 of Surreal Estate on Hulu. It's a SciFi network show about a fictional real estate agency that specializes in selling haunted houses. It's not a Ghost Hunter style show, it's a regular horror/comedy show. It's really fun and everyone should watch it. Season 2 will be released sometime this year.

7. Currently Consuming:

I just ate 3 pieces of Godiva chocolate that I got for Valentine's Day and drank a passion fruit La Croix.

8. Currently Craving:

Like any good Jew on a cold and windy day, I am craving shakshuka. Which are yolky eggs cooked in tomatoes, with peppers, garlic, other spices, and at least in my family, served over rice.

Now to tag some other people!

@bts-hyperfixation @stillthecozywhaleshark @reliablemitten @thebirdmum

[dontlookforme00]

@killiel

(I saw you needed help on my dash and thought tumblr probably wasn't the best place. Hope this helps sorry)

To people who are desperately asking for fundz/donations on tumblr.

USE THESE REDDIT SUBS INSTEAD PLEASE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!!!!!!!

Hate Reddit if you want, but using these subs are your best chance. People gather in these subs because they have charity to spare:

/r/Assistance /r/legaladvice /r/RandomKindness /r/Charity /r/care /r/Random_Acts_Of_Pizza /r/Food_Pantry https://www.reddit.com/r/RandomActsOfPetFood/ https://www.reddit.com/r/RandomActsOfChristmas/ https://www.reddit.com/r/almosthomeless/ https://www.reddit.com/r/homeless

/r/freelance  /r/povertyfinance /r/thrifty /r/borrow /r/gofundme

/r/depression /r/familysupport /r/transitions 

I never see anyone actually getting any significant donations on tumblr and to be honest, tumblr is the worst place to ask for assistance. Use it as your last resort, it frustrates me to no end seeing people begging for help, reblogging the same post over and over, the same types of posts over and over, to no avail, when people are waiting to help you on a different part of the web  GO TO WHERE THE HELP IS. IF YOU WANT DIRECT ACTION TO WORK STOP WITH TUMBLR AND USE REDDIT.

PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF SATAN REBLOG THIS SO WE CAN START REDUCING THE AMOUNT OF DONATION POSTS THAT GET STUCK FLOATING AROUND THIS WEBSITE

[kilielweek]

fic rec!

SUMMARY:

Growing up Killiel never thought she was that different. But when she discovers her mother has been keeping secrets, her whole world is turned upside down and she finds herself thrown into a world that is harsher than she knew. No longer knowing who she truly is, and not being able to trust anyone, Killiel must venture across Middle Earth to find the answers she so desperately seeks. Along the way, she finds the Fellowship of the Ring and joins them on their quest. A quest in which she has a larger part to play than she realises.

[jezzibee]

Its my birthday!!! YAY. 🥳As is true Hobbit tradition (if you didn’t know as per Tolkien himself, hobbits GIVE gifts on their birthday rather than receiving them.) for my birthday I offer you all a gift of a new chapter 😁. A very very long chapter. Lol. This thing is like 35,000 words so I apologize in advance. 😂. Enjoy!!!!

[ragsweas]

Hobbit story idea that has been gnawing my bones for a while:

Post BOFTA, Bilbo Baggins returns to the Shire with two chests overflowing with treasures, and one Silvan Elf. Nobody in their right mind quite know how to react to either of the additions, but they learn to live with it. Six months later, a babe emerges from the garden of Bag End, promptly called Frodo Baggins. Five months later that, through some miracle comes a dwelf named Lilith Baggins. The two grow more quickly than a Hobbit is used to.

And then, at the end of decade of Bilbo Baggins's infamous adventure, thirteen Dwarves and one wizard come knocking at Bag ends door at tea time.

[erosofthepen]

Tauriel, saving his life, killing two spiders at once, and looking hot af: “You think i would give you a weapon dwarf? You are mistaken!”

Kili, a bisexual: “Mommy? sorry. Mommy? sorry. Mommy? sorry. Mommy?”

[home-above-gold]

drawings from my hobbit marathon yesterday

[copperbadge]

Radio Free Monday

Good morning everyone, and welcome to Radio Free Monday!

Ways to Give:

lilly_c has been off work for several months and is struggling to cover expenses with the small amount of sick pay aid she is getting; she is fundraising to cover bills for the next two months. You can read more and support the fundraiser here.

like-the-midnight-sun is fundraising on behalf of her wife, Veronika, a queer Jewish programmer, game designer, and teacher, who needs oral surgery after having a badly fractured tooth removed; she now needs a bone graft and the tooth rebuilt, and insurance is only covering a small amount of the cost. You can read more and support the fundraiser here.

Anon linked to fundraising info for foster fathers Chip and Zach, who have raised their eight year old daughter Emily since birth. When they applied to adopt her this year, Emily's biological father sued for full custody and they were forced to surrender her; they have filed an appeal and have 30 days to raise $15K in attorney fees and court costs in order to have a chance to get Emily home with her dads. You can donate via cashapp at $ChipPalmer, Venmo at Zpalmer24, or PayPal at zacharyapalmer@icloud.com.

gwydion is recovering from a total shoulder replacement and zir washing machine has just broken; ze cannot carry laundry and is also looking at a costly car repair that will wipe out anything not already taken by insurance and rent. You can donate to help out here.

krja is fundraising to purchase a tallit for his birthday this year, a huge gender-affirming step he has been dreaming of; you can read more and find giving information here.

Recurring Needs:

thelastpyler is raising funds to help with food, transportation, and other expenses after a string of financial issues; you can read more, reblog, and find giving information here.

loversdoom is a college student from the Philippines, studying away from her family, and her parents are unexpectedly unable to support her education; she is dealing with a number of expenses and is now looking at a costly dental procedure for pain that is causing her to miss school and work. You can give to the fundraiser here.

Anon linked to a fundraiser for prototrans, a disabled artist who needs help with rent money; they are also offering commissions. You can read more, reblog, and find giving and commission information here.

Anon linked to a fundraiser for killiel, who needs help to cover bills and debt; you can read more, reblog, and find giving information here.

chingaderita's partner recently lost their job due to a house fire that also destroyed the house; they're raising funds to keep food on the table for a family of nine, to try and get a supply of water to keep clean and do laundry, and for various bills until they can find new work. You can read more, reblog, and support the fundraiser here.

Anon linked to karla-hoshi or Hoshi on TikTok, who is raising funds for cancer treatment for her cat Naku; they caught the cancer early and hope that he can survive it, but can't continue treatment without funding. You can read more and support the fundraiser here, as well as find links to her updates on tiktok.

And this has been Radio Free Monday! Thank you for your time. You can post items for my attention at the Radio Free Monday submissions form. If you're new to fundraising, you may want to check out my guide to fundraising here.

[ridersofbrohon]

re-watching the hobbit and- "you cannot be her. she is far away. she, she is far far away from me. she walks in starlight in another world. it was just a dream. do you think she could have loved me?"

[dungeonsdeep-cavernsold]