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Oh my god it feels so good to be back on my full dose of dexamphetamine again oh my god
Like a week ago I tried to refill my prescription cause I was almost out, but. My script had expired. Turns out they only last six months. Not too big a deal, I had an appointment with my psychiatrist in a week. I should be fine.
So I had to ration out 2 tablets a day, in mornings only. I haven't been able to do anything in the afternoons. And I felt so tired. And couldn't focus.
I had the appointment with my psychiatrist yesterday, got a new script and got my tablets.
It is nearly 3pm and I do not feel like going to sleep and I want to get my cleaning done now that I've chilled after work.
#also. i was able to count to 136 foday without losing my place ONCE#i was trying to figure out how far behind i am on my temperature blanket 😅#normally when i count i lose track of where i am SO many times. doing the casting on for that blanket i knitted was a nightmare because i#needed to cast on 220 or something stitches. i tried and tried and eventually started placing stitch markers every 20 stitches because i#kept losing it
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i went to get my t-shot yesterday and it took me an hour and a half to get to the clinic and as soon as i got on the bed the nurse dropped my t-shot and it broke and now they're trying to make me pay for the replacement. i think the fuck not lmao
#why should i have to pay money because SOMEONE ELSE dropped my medication!!! make it make sense#also they kept referring to 'the medicine that got broken' please drop that youtuber apology line and lose the passive voice#it did not 'get broken' YOU BROKE IT#madness. utter madness.
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What accent coach is working magic behind the scenes of iwtv. A british man plays an american man with a thick new orleans accent that slowly fades to a standard american accent. Another british man plays an indian man with a french accent that morphs into a british accent. An australian man plays a french man with the strongest most unintelligible french accent youve ever heard
#iwtv#is this readable#interview with the vampire#yall ever think about louis slowly losing his accent while claudia kept hers. i do.#BTW when i call armand indian ik its an oversimplification since he predates india as a country but yk what i mean
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a smile so rare, it counts as a disguise :)
#one piece#luffy#trafalgar law#lulaw#honestly the marines would probably just fire anyway but oh well#i saw a pic of law smiling when he was a kid and it made me lose it#actually my work day made me lose it. but drawing this kept me together#sorry all i draw is lulaw anymore 😬
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2024 was the gayest year ever without it being actually gay
#poolverine#jayvik#sonadow#stobotnik#billford#especially when it comes to old/middle-aged men. those fictional generation x and millennials just kept losing.#also#radioapple#how did you get here#and why did you get here#and of course#huskerdust#the doomed loser yaoi ever#halman#ted x am#for this blog specifically
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flower shop x tattoo artist au
#superbat#myart#this took me a year to fonish cause i kept losing these artwroks in my folders#also the thought of bruce woth tattoos
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Andromeda 💙💜🩷
#illustration#art#digital art#dnd#paladin#warlock#butterfly#knight#dhampire#vampire#spelljammer#boi I sure hope people like this finished version as much as that wip a while ago#this took me a long timenot because it was difficult but I kept losing motivation between my day job and all the other arts I wanna do#but andromeda is such a pretty gal I needed to finish her#next I hope to draw a character turnaround sheet for her!#I have a few friends who liked her design and wanted to practice their 3d modeling skills so I think we’re going to try working together#anyway her campaign has officially begun now!#idk if it had started back when I first sketched this illustartion but it’s in full swing now#it’s a spelljammer game!#I’m excited to play my bubbly butterfly girl in deep space 💙
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bonus worm time
#*#*lino#*talker#*22#lee know#stray kids#skz#bystay#staysource#linosource#staydaily#usersemily#analook#stayjuni#usersa#userlau#uservasya#majatual#e01o#melontrack#me a month or 2 ago too shy to use ppls tags vs me now.. yelling from the rooftops at this point HEY LOOK AT THIS GUY!!!!#the way this talker started with workout vlog and then we got silly worm lino losing in mario party while felix carries the minigames and#then back to workout... emotional rollercoaster ALSO so many in minivlogs in there too need to gif him tmrw#this was a pain to color bc the tv kept changing the lighting sdfkj but hes so cute here it was worth it#*1k
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are you sure?
#my art#cotl#cult of the lamb#with death comes peace au#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl narilamb#i think a lot about codependecy when i think of wdcp#and i wandered what whould the ending be if lamb agreed to sacrifice themself#and narinder would not just sacrifice them and that's it#he won't lose his trusted most devoted follower oh no#so he kept them#their soul essence spirit whatever#always with him#always within him#a part of him now#his literal other half#binded to him forever#a sickly perfect ending for a painfully in love even more painfully devoted lamb to be one with their god#and a sickly perfect ending for a god forgotten for a thousand years to have the source of purest devotion and faith within himself#for a man who haven't had a single soul to talk to for a thousand years#who haven't had anyone look at him with adoration and understanding for even longer#to never ever let go of the person who made death feel alive again#im so normal#ada ramblings
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first time drawing hotguy!!!
#goodtimeswithscar#gtwscar#hermitcraft#hotguy#i kept looping a glee song while making this so i was kinda losing my mind
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the full “morning ride to columbine” video, filmed by nate dykeman sometime in winter 1998/99
#kept fuckin losing this video so here it is#triple-barred#video#teeceecee#tccblr#truecrimecommunity#tcc columbine#eric and dylan#dylan columbine#columbine home videos#dylan 1999#nate dykeman
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been playing hit psp game crisis core. why doesn't the big soldier simply eat the little soldier.
#my art#final fantasy#final fantasy 7#crisis core#zack fair#angeal hewley#the platonic note is just in case if anyone tags this as ship i'll tweak out i'll lose it i'll go insane i'll start mauling i'll be crazy#this just started w the zack top left as a stand alone doodle but then i kept drawing him ......................................#angeal was Not gonna get drawn this much but here he is i guess#ff7 angeal#ff7 zack#disclaimer is that the platonic note was also just bc i saw ship content when i was looking for zack fanart and i was like#ew! gross!
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Viktor: “How can you still care after all I’ve done?”
Jayce (Probably): “BITCH in our timeline I literally DOOMED our world by shoving the hexcore in you because I couldn’t cope with the concept of living in a world without you in it. WHAT ARE YOU NOT GETTING. For a genius you can be one dense mfer!”
#Arcane#Arcane spoilers#jayce talis#Viktor#jayce arcane#viktor arcane#Jayvik#People seem to be forgetting that Jayce was the one who saw Viktor say this is too dangerous we need to stop and kept the hexcore alive#because he couldn’t stand losing Viktor#there are two sides to the coin of dooming one another because of how powerful your love is
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I see a lot of people talk about Finnick surviving the mutt attack but I don't see a lot of people talking about Finnick SURVIVING the MUTT ATTACK
#i should really start an art tag#the hunger games#peeta mellark#finnick odair#just a midnight doodle#i was overcome by this realization#also his ear is a vanity prosthetic#its not just..... fine#but part of me thinks pretty finnick odair would be fine not being so pretty anymore#also the duality of#peeta losing his leg but being thankful he kept his hands so he can paint/bake/etc#vs finnick losing his hands but being grateful he kept his legs so he can swim
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okay but imagine. Thalia Grace, after Jason's death, in a fit of desperation, comes racing to Nico di Angelo, wanting him to summon his ghost, because she just wants to talk to her brother one last time. Before it's too late. Before he reaches Elysium, since the closest she could get to talking to her brother after he goes to the hero's paradise is through dreams, and that wasn't enough for her. Seeing his fragmented soul through dreams is not nearly good enough. She wants the message to reach him. The real him. Not a loomy remnant. She wants to apologise, as she feels her soul being hollowed out with guilt.
She should've looked for Jason, even after their mother told her that he's dead.
She shouldn't have been so busy with the hunters that she would have to cut their brother-sister conversation short.
She should've realised how much her brother craved her attention.
She should've come to the chb meeting that she'd promised jason she'd come to, she shouldn't have made her brother wait like a lost puppy.
The look in jason's eyes when she told him she'd have to leave was etched on to her face. Permanently scarring her soul.
She should've been a better sister. She failed him. She failed to make him feel wanted. She hoped Jason didn't face his death thinking that she didn't need him. Because Gods of Olympus, that would break her.
And she poured all of these gut wrenching thoughts to Nico, who suprisingly listened. Yes. Nico did resent Thalia for being in the hunters of Artemis, the same group that got his sister killed. But listening to Thalia pour her heart out to him, really hit a little too close to home. The daughter of Zeus seemed to echo a young nico, trying aimlessly to summon his sister's ghost to talk to her. They both had the same hollow red eyes, burning with hot tears streaming down, the same crease in the eyebrows, the same flicker of rage over their siblings's murder. At that moment, Thalia Grace looked as unthreatening as the king of all god's daughter could possibly look like.
But Nico was glad, that Thalia, atleast cared about her little brother to this extent. Up until this point, Nico had these lingering doubts if Bianca had really cared about him like this, she had dropped everything to join the hunters after all. Hearing Thalia talk about jason had healed his inner child. Maybe big sisters do think about their younger brothers, no matter how busy they appear to be... So he complied to her wishes. She deserved closure from her brother's death. It would do Jason some good too.
He poured all of his concentration into summoning the son of Jupiter, as Thalia anxiously chewed on her nails, pacing around the murky woods in anticipation. Until a wispy figure with rimmed glasses and neatly cropped hair, appeared in front of them.
"Hello, sis."
Nico di Angelo and Thalia Grace were more or less the same, when it came to wanting to make amends with their deceased sibling.
Except Thalia was the older sister who wanted her younger brother back, And Nico was the younger brother who wanted his older sister back.
#I sobbed while writing this btw#Like no joke. There are droplets of tears in my phone screen#I couldn't sleep last night#bc I just kept thinking abt how Thalia would've felt#To get her younger brother back years later only to lose him again#Tbh id be fucking pissed at the fates lol#But I realised that Thalia and nico really parallel eachother#But the roles are reversed#nico di angelo#thalia grace#jason grace#bianca di angelo#pjo#pjo fandom#pjo hoo#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#pjo toa#annabeth chase#hazel levesque#frank zhang#leo valdez#piper mclean
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Prompt 170
Once again on my Ras & Danny being training rivals thanks to time travel bullshit.
Look, Danny knows about the league of Assassins, but he almost dies of laughter when he realizes it’s the modern name of the league of Shadows. He’s an adult now, has been for a while, he’s allowed to find the situation he’s found himself in amusing. Hell, his sparring buddy who is somehow still alive is laughing too.
And no one else knows what’s going on, okay? This random man walked into their secret base, completely ignored the many assassins trying to stop him, and called their illustrious leader a “Little Bitch Man” and they are now fighting?
The fighting is familiar, but why the fuck is Ras cackling and saying things like “Ayreh Feek” back. Practically saying “Fuck you,” while laughing and oh Pit, they’re Bantering this is terrifying, why has Ras not won yet, why has this man not died yet and- bodies aren’t supposed to bend like that what the fuck-
Ras on the other hand, has One friend, who is immortal like him, actually remembers the shit he complains about, is also down for saving endangered animals, and actually knows how to spar! It’s not a proper spar unless someone loses at least a hand that has to be reattached! And honestly, people nowadays should know that the proper greeting to an old friend is to instantly try to kill the other.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#Jason & Talia & the Assassins are just standing there in utter confusion#Dusan also standing there: Oh thank fuck his sparring buddy is back we kept losing operatives whenever Father decided to be affectionate#Most of the League is at least Ecto contaminated but the Al Ghuls are Liminal AF#Danny as a teen: Ur a lil bitch lmao#Ras as a teen: Well fuck you too I hope the earth swallows you where you stand#Danny as an adult when he sees his friend: Hey Bitch#Ras to everyone’s horror: Hey Fucker you’re a decade late#Danny: Had a king to kill you know how it is#Talia: Alright Jason time for you to go to Gotham I think there might be hallucinogens in the Base#Jason: No I want to see more of this this is comedy gold#Tiny Damian doing mental gymnastics: Is this Grandmother?????#No one knows how the fuck to describe their relationship- are they friends?? Rivals?? Lovers?? Just too dudes who apparently have known#each other for a Very long time????
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